Monday, 28 February 2011
I'm really anticipating life after graduation from Poly. At least I'll be done with my post-Sec school education after a long delay of like what- 5 years in total. Ohman. Winston happy already, graduated. I've still gotta endure and try hard to top through 1 more year. Argh :(
Had a great time today even though the show didn't go as well as expected. Actually, didn't expect it to be awesome either cos I was already expecting very few kids. Hais whatever~ But had a good dinner and said whatever I had wanted to say. Bahaha =x
And I'm glad that Abi's always there no matter how busy she is. And the fact that she does show me her care and concern, even though through Twitter, is really enough for me. I've gradually realised how friends do drift apart no matter how close we used to be. Our friendship was too short-lived.
"Like how you built it. RMB, It's YOU.""
Ask urself what you really want. What is the best. Think with brain, not heart."
Thanks AbiSHE for this awesome encouragement. She's always the one whom picks me up nowadays (Pun unintended!) awesome girl she is :)
What makes me smile:
- Just someone to make me smile
- Memories
What makes me cry:
- Memories
Hhahaha and I thought I was simple enough. Nah, too complex. Too dependent, too reliant, too trusting. Gosh, I have so many minus points. No wonder listening to Fucking Perfect invokes strong feelings in me :D I like that song, never knew the title, glad korkor told me the title today! :)
Alright time to sleep. Kthxbye.
i told of my glory at 3:10 am
Friday, 25 February 2011
Spoiler= Youtube. Hahha. Watched Zhu Hao's final performance AGAIN, and wellll, even though she was so shaken that day her voice was unstable when singing, she sang it really well and all the audiences were so deeply touched by her innocence and love for her parents and boyfriend!
New song the next time I go to Kbox ;)
No point blogging Chinese lyrics cos I cant read it properly on blogger HAHAH :(
Missing thoughts is a very obscure thing
like shadow ~ taking shape of whatever
Silently and breathlessly resurface at the bottom of heart
In a blink of an eye ~ shrouded me in loneliness
I weakly fight against, especially at night
Think of you till breathless
Hate that I can't immediately sprint towards you
Loudly tell you ~
willing for you, I'm willing for you
I'm willing to forget my name for you
Even if just an extra second in your embrace
No regrets losing the world
I'm willing for you, I'm willing for you
I'm willing to be left at the end of the world for you
As long as you sincerely reciprocate with love
anything (i'm) willing
Anything (i'm) willing for you
i told of my glory at 11:36 pm
I feel very IRRITATED when they have to resort to LYING to me to get me to help out.
IF you don't have the intention at all to do it, DONT tell me you're going to, ask me to work with them, and then say "Oh no, we have our own girl". Seriously, I don't give a damn who I'm with. I've had the worst people and I've endured through it. What's one or two or a hundred more times? But it irks me that while I am doing my best whenever I can, you guys are not putting in any effort at all, and giving me this bullshit.
Don't come ask me for doing any other favours anymore cos I won't give up any recreation time for the sake of stupid fake promises.
Yes, I see these as fake promises. I've had enough fake promises. I should really take the advice of the seniors that you guys can't be trusted AT ALL. I was naive enough to believe you. Not anymore :) Endured enough shit.
It's not those who put you down whom are your true friends, but those whom put you down, pick you up from there, and walk on with you.
i told of my glory at 10:34 am
My life is monotonously boring.
FOI in 9 hours time. I don't want to sleep, but my parents are forcing me.
I need to study.
And it's when you feel so pent up that you really need someone by your side badly, then you realise that, he doesn't give a shit, no matter how much you cared for him, when nobody else did.
And yes, that friend goes around, cherishing others, and where are you placed at?
Behind him.
I realise how many people couldn've been offended by this. But fuck. If they don't even care, why should I?
No wonder they said he wasn't worth loving. Ha...
i told of my glory at 12:12 am
Thursday, 24 February 2011
Just spent the past few days studying, and today I realised nothing has really entered my mind at all. I'm distracted by neverending issues which are not related to studies or even work.
Friday's first paper :) Tomorrow's gotta be the best day for studying I believe.
And well, kids are always kids. They won't make a difference no matter how matured they act...
i told of my glory at 12:14 am
Monday, 21 February 2011
Watched Black Swan on my com :) It's awesome.
I cried.
i told of my glory at 1:38 am
Thursday, 17 February 2011
Just something I found while doing my TPAS final assignment, that I like. =)
Somehow, we have been through a few 'last tutorials' together this week. But I never felt the need to take any pictures with any of my tutors. But tomorrow, is our last Storytelling lesson. I feel a stronger bond with all of them, maybe because we've all shared something personal to ourselves. We shared stories, we shared joy, tears, encouragements, everything..
Friends are friends forever together 'till the end.
You promised me that you would always be my friend.
One day something changed I'm not sure what it was.
I lost you on that day and the reason was because
it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight.
And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right.
We went our separate ways.
This went on for days and days.
I made new friends and you made yours,
but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours.
Times got really tough,
my road of life was, oh, so rough.
I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day,
but the kind that will always and forever stay.
Memories were all I had
and just the thought of them made me sad.
I cried every night wondering how to make it right.
I wish you could erase that day and that fight.
Would you please forgive me? I don't know where to start...
i told of my glory at 2:56 am
Tuesday, 15 February 2011
Got back PFP project results today. Again, my group topped the class, with a sad B. GOSH.. Other classes get A, high A, and our top is a B?? Miss Toh talked to us about how our project could have easily gotten an A, and well, we were not convinced still =( Jane and Ailing were cursing and whining away. Hahahha. In the end, Miss Toh said she'll see how she can add on more marks to our report =) A blessing for me to have them as my groupmates actually! Cos they pulled up my miserable F grade for mid-sems, to a now C+ for my coursework. They GMH =)
Last lesson of Commskills 2 today, no feeling at all. Still maintaining a B, not inclusive of interview yesterday and class participation. Hopefully I can be pulled up to a B+ at the very least! =) Heeeeee.
On the other hand, no class tomorrow, which is a good thing =) Gonna head down to FP to and in my AFP form with SP and Nad. Hopefully all of us will do well in this course! :P
Off to project and game :P HEHEHEHHE..
i told of my glory at 10:27 pm
Monday, 14 February 2011
Another friend leaving for overseas. And to top it off, this person's my childhood friend- my Primary school...... biggest crush. Bahahhaha. Hey that's totally cute okay :P But yea, he left for a super havoc country lar so I guess he's gonna have fun there. Hahahahah -.-
Interview today was.... Terrible. Never once in my life have I feared an interview that much, or come out feeling THAT terrible =( Closing in on exams- kinda half-hearted about it cos of what I'm expecting after the exams. Ohwell!
AFP has been decided. Will go check with Miss Toh on our queries tomorrow and then it's form-filling and submission soonsxz =)
Oh you know what, Story Portfolio sucks when done at the last minute. Hahhah fml. =(
i told of my glory at 10:02 pm
Saturday, 12 February 2011
Winston... says:
tell our guys if they want to contact both of us officially, just write in to enquiry@funt
or should we have another mail
contactyourbosses@funt
LOL
HUIFANG! says:
LOL
DAMN LAME HAHAHHAH\
i just burst out laughing lo
fml
lol
Winston... says:
want anot
contactyourbosses@funtertainment.com.sg
Can I punch this irritating brother? LOL...
i told of my glory at 2:01 am
Tuesday, 8 February 2011
To them, I'm probably just yet another typical 'temporary staff' whom won't stay for long and belongs 'out-of-the-clique'.
Hey girls, it doesn't help when I hear you all talk about this person today, and then tomorrow I'm treated like her too, and for no apparent reason.
I can't complain either. I'm just a typical rich girl whom can't work in your eyes, ain't I?
Some things, they can't be changed easily. One thing- Opinion.
It's the first time I felt like working at that place was as good as killing myself. Yah, I hate it now, can? And having your manager give you weird attitude isn't that nice either. No support.
Working with such terrible people, that's even worse.
i told of my glory at 2:20 am
Monday, 7 February 2011
Steamboat dinner with NTU peeps was awesome :D NTU mad ulu though!
Need to go finish up my stupid Cheers forms and study for tomorrow's Commskills test now that I'm done with the website's text. Like NOW! Bye!
i told of my glory at 1:14 am
Thursday, 3 February 2011
Just came home from Mochi-snatching =X Nah, kidding =) Went out with parents to Chinatown, to really get into the atmosphere! Hahha.. Mad snatching of mochis~ Paid $5 for a plastic and it's a take-all-you-want kinda thing :P So papa, mama and I left with a freaking fat bag of mochis + each person with a fistful of more mochis HAHAHHAHAHAHA.. Total takeaway? 200 mochis+peanutsnacks =D Wu hua like maddddddd =)
Heading down to Grandma's place with 7 pints tomorrow for everyone, and enjoy good food with gambling =)
i told of my glory at 4:45 am