Today was a mad mad day.
Only went for 2 hours lesson in total :X
P-plate celebration day was spent with cakes cakes, and irritating kids fom the Scoopy-for-a-day class. Seriously the kids today arh.. Except for some cute ones, the rest were either too aloof or damn act-smart.
Anyways, my cakes turned out really nice today :) And the moment I took them out for display, someone was requesting to check out the flavours already! :D Too bad it wasn't Sc&c, otherwise that lady sure immediately buy okayyy :( I shall upload all the pics on FB hehehe.
And saw a really hilarious case of BMW6 series disturbing Maserati GranTurismo on my way home. LOL..
And I hearts a Subaru. Too bad he's taken. Aww. Even dad says he's handsome! How can he possibly not be lar! Eh, I'm no longer a P plate at long last... Finally.. Can drive other options available now! :)
Ah shit, test next week :X
First Korean song I am ever hooked onto in my whole life. MAD NICE. All thanks to Audition which brought me the title of this song. Spark by Koyote!
And I can't sing the chorus for nuts cos it's Korean HAHAHA. But I still like what the lyrics mean after translastion :)
You cant forget everything merely by the words "Im Sorry"
yeah, is y"all feeling that right here
let"s do it like the last album right
come on say ha ha come on say ha ha
let"s rock this party down let"s go now
I've realized now that everything has gone wrong
I didnt know anything because I was busy loving you
I didnt know that I was dating my friends lover
Its so hard for me, even when I try to set things straight, I cant see the end
Stop it, Im happy with you. Dont leave me, dont go
We havent seen each other for the longest time but Im happy with you
It was short, but I gave everything to you and I sacrificed things for you
Stop it, what am I supposed to do if you just leave like this
Now everyone stand up, shout out louder
Dont worry, hold my hand
The time has come, raise your voices now 3,2,1
let"s turn the party yea
Dont forget my burned out love
Dont forget me being burned out
You cant forget with any reason
Im leaving you now but I will ask you to wait
Because we love, because you are mine, I will come back to you
Stop it, Im happy with you. Dont leave me, dont go
We havent seen each other for the longest time but Im happy with you
It was short, but I gave everything to you and I sacrificed things for you
Stop it, what am I supposed to do if you just leave like this
Even though the skies temporarily split us apart
We are destined to be together
My love for you will never change
Dont worry, you can always come back, dont worry about me
I will forever wait for you, my love is always you
My love is you
My new manager is damn cuteeee :D She's mad blur, mad forgetful, and mad funny :D Wellll, some Scoopys were saying her jokes are super not funny but I think the way she tells it makes it hilarious enough already :) Hehehe.
And taking so long to reply an email still full of typo errors.. Not very sincere. Nah, crossed-out. :X
And I'm gonna conduct a Scoopy-for-a-day class tmrw HAHAH EXCITING :)))
Then end off the day tmrw with making 3 cakes!! Designs inspiration anywhere? :) Hehe.
They dont seem to understand what is:
"Banking & Finance is tough. Stop nagging at me over nothing."
Zzz. Projects are overpowering, so are the upcoming tests. :(
Wellll today was a drama day lar seriously. :X
Rushed from class which so shockingly ended late, to Toapayoh to meet Noel for Cheers, rushed down to work and WOOHOO OMG I got convinced by Noel to take train rather than cab D: What's gotten into me. HAHAH! But anywaysss, Barney show again at 7pm today :D Damn happy to see Barney IDK why D: Maybe cos I'm not the one singing with Barney, but instead, am watching him! Gosh. BJ and Babybop are so adorable too :D
And then at closing there was this stupid lady.. None of my business really, but she was really disturbing, complaining to the security about this guy's terrible attitude and rudeness, and even calling the police in. Pleeeease larh this is just such a small matter.. Delayed the shop's closing and the cops were looking rather displeased too. Her husband included please. He wanted to take the kids away. And she was ranting on about the cops not wanting to support her on this case blah blah. And she irritated me by asking "YOU SAW WHAT HAPPENED JUST NOW OVER THERE RIGHT!" to which I replied "No, sorry, we're very busy." and you know what that STUPID bitch said???? "NO I KNOW YOU SAW EVERYTHING." Wtf please! Even if I saw, even if I heard, I also wouldnt give a damn about such a troublesome wart like you! The sales assistant already apologized to her even in front of the cops but she just refused to let the matter rest. RUBBISH LAH -.- Anyway, it was Ying whom saw abit abit of what happened too. I only noticed her when Ying told me about it and then the next moment she was standing outside our store kb-ing loudly.
But Ying and I get to enjoy a benefit- ESCALATORS! Cos the security guards were so busy with the cops that they couldn't go lock up the doors and off the escalators :P HEHEHEHE..
Oh did I mention, while doing POS closing today, Ying and I found a VISA settlement printed at 4am.............. Who did it?
Alot matters on status. And again, it falls back on how humble one is.
Saying it and doing it are different things. Having seen people fail- some of which are pure stupid; some of which are really a miscalculation. I can see myself bringing my own downfall by continuing giving in at this rate. In the first place, I shouldnt even be in this plight. Dont ever use what you understand of me to your advantage and think you have control over me.
I will leave if really need be. Fuck care the free ice creams.
On a sidenote, I saw Barney and friends today. Total goosebumps cos it was so different standing and singing with Barney as compared to watching Barney live! Btw, all the Scoopys got so excited over it too. D:
Never grow up.
Project still kind of sucks and tutorials are kind of rotting.
Stupid idiots who dont bother replying to emails...
Cough cough! Sick again :( Mehhh!
School's been bad. Projects slowing down like totally! OMG D: Terribleee. Buck up Huifang buck up..
And LG's lost now. I guess thats the last I'll ever see of LG and lovely text msgs inside :'(
But well, it was also due to my own carelessness. Sad!
In the meantime, being bored off by stupid two-faced idiots aint exciting. Zz. Deleting you off Facebook, then acting nice via email asking how you are. Zz. Disgusting please. Oh gosh Winston. You would wanne hear about this. Hahh!
Boomsssss cough cough :( Off to project!
Awesome celebration for korkor's birthday today :) :) HEEHHEHEHEHE!
And here's the cake that I'd been hiding for 1 week in the freezer, to which Winston brought home and melted on the way :X Hurhur~
But it's nice okay :) It's done by me OKAY! HAHHAAHHA..
And know what? We had mad fun at Playnation. Lol! Playing Wii = madness esp Just Dance and Mario! :D Mad unglam and lots of screaming and all, but we had funnnn :) Totally puts other similar-concept cafes out of business okay :P
Nevertheless, even though Winston wasn't surprised at my awesome cake, I still hope he enjoyedddd :) Cos I think it was a really fun time that the bunch of us had wahahhaa :D I wanne go back there again! :)
And then *SNAP* back to reality, tomorrow is Monday. Gosh~
Waaa life has been so busy busy!
Tutorials, check!
Study, half check!
Projects, CHECK CHECK CHECK!
Finally start of projects-chiong period le. I think I'll enjoy the projects though :) Am managing very well with excel and guideline questions so far. Group's great too.
Brief Hari Raya break = shows day. Hahha.
I kinda like the pace we're going at cos kids and adults love us :D Yay-ness to the max. Website to be done up soon, advertising gonna start rolling soon.
Please GPA, love me as much too okay? :)
And you know what bloggie? BB DIED :(
Why hasnt Brightstar called me back regarding BB :( Weh.
Say you love me, Say you love me
Then put it in a love song (Put it in a love song)
Say you need me, Say you need me
Then write it in a letter for me (Oh oh oh)
Say you want me, Say you want me
Then text me on the cell phone (Text me on my cell phone)
Say you love me, Say you love me
Then put me in a love song (Oh)
Ahh..
2 years later, someone whom I havent talked to since JC days has come to talk to me. Instead of me approaching him, this time round he has. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!
Remember Mickey mouse, or someone whom used to be so afraid of the dark and horror movie? :P
Nah, my JC friends don't visit my blog anymore, only theyd know who I'm referring to.. Lol.
On the other hand...
FML. URA meeting in an hour's time..
Well,
it's all just about individual decision, right?
What I do, I dont regret. But seriously, there's a limit to it. Stupid bitch.
I guess I really would be happier off not working there.
But the incentives and perks are oo-laa-laa! SERIOUSLY...
And damn, BB died today :( Please let there be a mirable tomorrow :(
First time doing closing for POS on my own. Success :)
And finally got round to starting on a new cake :) Hehehehehhehehehehehe..
But today bimbo moments x2:
1. Chopped the banana into slices before realising I should have peeled the skin before chopping it
2. I cant remember but I was so desperate to hide it Tiff laughed damn loudly at me -.-
Oh, did I mention, school's still equally terrible? :(
But well, I guess I chose this route ahhaha :D I can do as well as Winston de! EHHEHEHEHEHEHE :D
Mehhh. Ranting piece, so just leave if you dont want to read all that. Anyways, not many readers to my blog.
So many issues are bothering me on weekdays:
1. Neverending tutorials
2. The unstarted projects
3. Revision
4. Calls from clients
5. Long calls from clients
6. Open challenges from clients over the phone
7. Worrying about how to manage everything all at once
Yawns. I am mad mad damn tired. But I can't seem to sleep even though I'm factually doing nothing cos so many things are unsettled. I can't study at home. I should divide some corner in my house maybe.. But then again, that's another story.
School has been rather terrible; Cheryl and I are really whining and groaning about our electives and class don't seem to make it better. My class is too cheeky. Which is a good thing factually, but then again I feel so relaxed with them I lose that sense of urgency. ARGH :( But most of them seem so smart I feel so stupid if I don't speak anything in class. Even when it's tutorials I have to be able to answer something and get the acknowledgement from the tutor that I got it right. Else there's this irritating nagging feeling at the back of my mind telling me that I am really losing out to others.
And did I mention I'm smiling and laughing less in school? The only times I smile are when I meet my ex classmates, are when I'm in Comm Skills class- that's the only class I'm confident of doing well enough in. I dont think I can be happy studying something I'm insecure of.
My timetable can go ahead and die because it's so terrible I don't have much desired time to study. Monday after school is the much-needed study time but Monday ends at 6pm. Tuesday is the day I'd want to do my own stuff but yet there's a long 3 hours break for me to study. :( Wednesday is my desired rest day but I end at 3pm and that is the reason why I work on Wednesdays. Terrible timetable..
Somehow, I dont feel very happy this semester, be it studying, revising, project or whatsoever. I dont get the assurance that I'll be able to do well in all my modules. There's this nagging worry that I'm really stupid. I dont know why. I thought it was because I'm trying very hard to outshine Winston, but I realised that despite all, it's not like I can catch up with him within one semester; so that isn't really my concern. But probably the decreasing GPA, decreasing at the rate of 0.1 per semester. Time to turn things around, but I'm not sure how confident I am of turning it around. Want to put in effort, but I'm so afraid of it cos I feel so insecure and clueless whenever I enter lectures and exit lectures.
The only reason why I've not been able to sleep well, reason why I've not been sleeping on bus rides, and result? Sleepy at lectures and forcing myself to stay awake.
Coffee shall start to substitute my main courses for a start tomorrow. Let's see how it assists me in conquering 9am-5pm with 3 hours of mugging in between.
I have a feeling I won't survive well. But fuck, I dont have a choice, do I? I have to endure through this and do well, and I know I have to do this alone cos no one is there to help me. Mummy cant help me with B & F stuff, Winston is busy with school, there's practically no one of my friends in the B & F line that can help me with getting through this.
And this is when I miss Abi's study sessions madly :(
Hopefully at the end of this semester, I can look back at this stupidity and smile at it.
Hi Winston, I hope you're still reading my blog and really really hope you know how I'm feeling at this point of time. Tyvm....
I look forward to weekends and dread when Monday comes. :)
But now at least I know, my weekends are the best I can have in each week.
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
No matter how many times, LGMH will always give me hope.
I know that maybe it would take years, but then again, it doesn't matter.
Cos youre amazing, just the way you are :)
Timo's birthday was a blast yesterday night! :D
I liked his party's concept, giving out instant-prints photos to us :D It's super cooool! :) And wellll, he was already half drunk by the time we left his place I guess! :D Everyone (Ok not exactly everyone but many of them!) headed down to St James after. Gahhh, ended up in The Boiler Room, which is like OMG cos there was this guy doing standup comedy on stage. An attempt to outshow Kumar but apparently rather failed :X HAHAHHAHA.. In the end, decided to head over to Powerhouse (Yah again.. Again a place that HF no likes actually....) But oh well, it's Timo's birthday! :D Stupid Noel and Glenn go around bio zabor one lo hahhahhahah. Abi was like O.o LOL!!
Headed to 126 for supper after cos everyone was hungry hahhah :P Home sweet home after!
Show today was AWESOME :)
Going to meet Abi and ZW for a Girl's night out supper tonight! :D Korkor, sorry pangseh you for one more night! :X Hehehehehe.
Accident again today. Nah, I didn't drive. I was in a cab from Point A to Point B when it happened. HAHAHAH :X Stupid motorcyclist. On the lane that was optional right-turn or straight-going, he chose to GO STRAIGHT from my RIGHT when I was obviously turning right with the signal on.
BAM!
Not my fault. He chose to spew vulgarities. Serves you right for not riding properly honestly. Taxi driver uncle was damn stylo, immediately unwound window and told him off for riding at wrong lane/ side. Obiquek, you met the powerful uncle today. Super suay much. HORN HORN! JAM BRAKE! It is kind of disturbing. Zz. Lucky taxi had only a small dent and taxi uncle decided to throw this matter aside. The motorcyclist super kuku though. This uncle obviously very power, still wanne argue...
Uncle "Excuse! I need to get out to see my car how.. What if got one hole? Spoil how?"
Motorcyclist "Eh MY BIKE ALSO SPOIL LAH HOW HOW YOU TELL ME?"
Stupid enough. He's at fault for being at wrong side of lane already still wanne argue -.-
Taxi driver uncle was super pissed but still kept apologizing to me for having been through that terrible situation hahhaha :P Oh wellll~
And Ray is super fun to work with! Working with her is always the best cos she's always wanting to take care of us, always saying she'll wash the stuff instead of letting us do it! :D But still, I do insist I do part of the stuff too lah! :D Yay she's the best da jie da lo :)
More bookings c'mon c'mon :) Enthu over more shows to be done! Winston did a good one today :D
School's been annoyingly tiring, with all the mad-shit tutorials and all. Classmates have been impossibly crazy yet on a different frequency as me. :(
Itouchie has finally arrive yesterday, after Winston's had arrived last Friday to his gleeee :D And I'm still mad stuck to it. Hehehhe. Sorry, new plaything :D
Business has been relatively fine, surviving, mad busy, love my guys whom made it possible for me to survive through October. 43 shows! :D Awesome :) And it's excluding Childrens' Day shows :)
November. Another challenge- stage 2 :) Let's go!