Sunday, 31 May 2009
went out to study today. ;D
lols. went to gloria jeans at suntec with wenliang and xinyan. aahaha. the next table's people were also from TP! LOL. somemore from same course BSG lol.
overall, i think it was a good study session. haha. wenliang managed to finally remember the points required, and xinyan was so stressed out she was having weird mood swings and saying all-weird stuff. so i guess im still quite rational after all. HAHA.
and i realised, all 3 of us are dominantly audio learners. so yea, lifes great that i got two study partners like them ;D
saw shiyong, miao, and liyun on the way back. haha. i was walking away from suntec, they were going to suntec. lol.
so yea, OB paper tmr. im glad the tests are finally here. get them over and done with!
i love OB, so OB will love me back.
i love econs, so econs will love me back.
i love CSA, so CSA will love me back.
i love accounts, so accounts will love me back.
i will get Z for all my subjects and do a lil not as well for CSA cos confidence is lower, so i'll get an A for my CSA.
law of attraction will permit me to achieve what my mind conceives ;DDD
我从前不相信
捉摸不定的爱情
那天的故事像城市传奇
也许神的安排
让我终于遇见你
你说要一点时间考虑
我很愿意把心快递给你
你让我把对爱的谜变成决心
爱上未来的你
为了一颗柔软的心
我被困在这爱情的迷雾里
爱上未来的你
我也没有时光机器
只能活在第一次的见面里
捍卫我们的约定
你是那么单纯一条美人鱼
活在惊心动魄城市里面悄悄呼吸
没有了力气
看着人海思考爱情谜题
找到你
爱上你
我的脑袋里面的大小回忆
没有留下空白
你占据了所有区域
我不需要谁定下规定说可以不可以
(:
i told of my glory at 10:30 pm
Saturday, 30 May 2009
morning started out well ;D
the thing id been anticipating in my mail has arrived VERY FAST!
and my mom asked me about magnetic bracelet cos her fren is interested in buying one ;D
i talked to her about MT, talked to her about calcium, and even went ahead to talk about mengwee. talked about EMI too. and she's kinda impressed by my knowledge ;D
and she's +ve about venture era at last.. at long last..
but i just have to continue to encourage her to come down to office for a pulse analysis, and my dad for a EMI soon.
and she doesnt want to wear the MT bracelet, cos she says.. she dont like silver stuff on her hand =.= FUNNY HOR! but i will succeed, someday.
im so.. glad (:
i told of my glory at 1:27 pm
Friday, 29 May 2009
tiring day today!
but i guess its a good conclusion to my last week before my mid sem test ;D
i finally completed OB revision today. front chapters still abit uncertain, but i'll get thru yo! ;DDD
attempted to start on csa but it was a futile attempt. WEHHHH~ ): studied from like 3 plus pm until 8 plus ;D HAHA. abit of distraction here and there, talked a lil with darren, but still, studying the most important! hahaha ;DDD
today was an interesting day in class nevertheless. we had this role play thingy during OB tutorial. turns out my group had 3 drama queens ;D me, haseenah and yifang LOL. it was JUST LUCK okay! then our whole skit... JUST PLAIN HILARIOUS LAR! wai seng ended up having a mistress and breaking up with his wife yo! lol. DRAMA! and jj's group was pretty funny also. got porsche and drifting one sio!
our class was really laughing like mad lar seriously. lol. ;D
so yea, that was the only lesson i had today, cos apparently i forgot that accounts lecture is at 9am. i thought it's at 10am. ZZZ. :/
OH YEA, I SUPER LOVE THAT CAB DRIVER WHOSE CAB I TOOK THIS MORNING!
today i left my house at 10.15am for 11am lesson. one kind of funny right. -.- so i decided to take cab to school. but when i went downstairs, 58 came, empty, so i boarded, thinking that since i still have 40 minutes to school start, i should be able to reach in time since im going to school at such ulu timing. BUT, THE STUPID 58 WAS SO SLOW! i alighted at serangoon and decided to switch to a cab. but some miserable motherfucker decided to openly CUT MY QUEUE! he waited for a cab IN FORNT OF ME. KNN! still turn around and SEE ME a few times okay. one kind of fucker yo. in the end, when after 10 minutes of waiting, an empty cab came and he flagged it down. but HENG ARH, i flagged it down FASTER THAN HIM HAHA. sothe cab stopped at him, he tried to reach out to open the door, and the cab driver REJECTED HIM and pointed to me! HAHAHAHHA. SUPER LOVE JUSTICE YO! that guy mustve felt like a loser but then again, if he boarded that cab. id point middle finger at him to give myself the mental consolation that the bastard didnt get that cab happily. haa. but the cab driver made me HAPPIER ;DDD
and i got to school 2 minutes early! YAY! ;D
came home, bathed, and received a call from my stalker. walao. think he's perverted or something. he called me and said "youre in the toilet right" WALAO GOT PROBLEM SIA THIS GUY. i really was bathing at that time yo!
so when i came online, he continued to terrorise me.
[29/5/2009 9:00:33 PM] Winston says: i know the 3 most important ppl already
*leaves a big space*
[29/5/2009 9:01:44 PM] Winston says: 3. ME ;D
[29/5/2009 9:01:57 PM] Winston says: Scroll up ;D
2. ur mother
[29/5/2009 9:02:07 PM] Winston says: 1. ur father
[29/5/2009 9:02:21 PM] Winston says: i know the 3 most important ppl that u talk on ur blog already
[29/5/2009 11:08:43 PM] Winston says: heehee
who ever said youre number 3 lar winston tang? bhb one you!
[11:16:22 PM] Winston says: wahahax
[11:16:32 PM] Winston says: just now u bathing one damn scary hor
[11:16:40 PM] Winston says: i suddenly call u
[11:16:45 PM] Winston says: "u bathing hor"
[11:16:47 PM] Winston says: -_-
im glad you realised =.=
asshole of a friend i have yo. HAHA.
I WANT TO GO OUT AND PARTYYYYY AND PLAYYYYYYYY ;DDD
wehhh~
i told of my glory at 11:11 pm
follow your heart.
it just came to my mind again..
when i did the mission statement thing online,
i came across this questions:
who is the person who has positively influenced you the most in this life?
name 3 most important people in your life.
guess my answers.
if you get it right, dinner's on me.
trust me. by right, no one will get it all correct.
cos life's a dramatic irony.. (:
i told of my glory at 12:31 am
Thursday, 28 May 2009
my day was boring i think. lol. comm skills was totally crazy, lunch at bistrowalk was relatively okay, OB lecture was fucked up as usual,
and i studied for 2 hours plus and completed ob chapter 2 and 3, and halfway thru 4.
and anyway, i think OB lecturers in tp got problems.
they say one thing and do another.
today, this lecturer said something about the person getting the attention he wants. therefore he's prompted to continue with his behaviour. however, i had the strong urge to slap her face. because SHE'S THE ONE GIVING HIM THE GODDAMN ATTENTION WHEN HE'S NOTHING BUT A FUCKING ATTENTION SEEKER WHO HAS NO BRAINS. and is a distraction to the lecture hall. hell.
how boring now.
tmr's the fun though, mugging from 2pm-9pm.
how many survivors will there be at the end of the day? ;D
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
Wednesday, 27 May 2009
day was pretty screwed. harhar :/ first thing was that i started on the wrong foot already.
cos i skipped comm skills tutorial. i woke up only at 8.55am when pam called me (lesson starts at 9am) no choice. i really couldnt bring myself to wake up at 6.30am today cos i stayed up till 2.30am ytd :/ and well... :x so i went to school after that. went to join them after their lesson ended :/
so we went to com lab to do our OB quiz due this week. and guess what, i topped the class with 18/20 yo! ;DDD highest score was 19/20 but jj asked the help of that senior lor. 2 minutes finish. =.= play cheat oneeee ): i spent 23 minutes doing it myself (: though of cos, with reference to some people with similar qns lar, but i was helping others more than others helping me yo! then also did CSA quiz 4 which i never knew existed! FULL MARKS. HAHA. that one all copy one lar. no one bothered to do it. HAHA.
then after that we went to library and i finally got round to starting on my OB. was kinda... traumatising lar. im like, still half there, half not there HAHA. :/ then went for APEL, slack slack, talk about H1N1 case in SG, then after that we went to cheers. i bought the polar hot dog puff and it is nice nice nice! ;DDD shall go buy tuna puff tmr~
matched with vitasoy, we went to study at some nearby table. tried studying OB but ended up helping classmates with econs. lol. crystal and haseenah damn funny. they can und what im talking but dont think it's logical! RARRRRRRR ):
damn funny, my class split into the "study table" and "non-study table". but at the study table, both wenliang and i were damn distracted by the movement of people walking around cos we were at the corridor ): wehhhhh~ after that, we went for econs tutorial. econs tutorial rocked yo, i think i did damn well. haha. long time no have this feel yo ): but i was glad ;DDD
and im definitely more than glad to help my classmates when they ask me for help nor.
whee~
and jj and ebrahim were damn hilarious lar! speaking with the american rappers' accent and going "no black nigger" and "homie" whatever thingy. made me laugh liek madddddd!!!
;D
then left school after that. cos i went to collect my blazer from my locker. but i stupidly forgot to take paycheque.
i still love my blazer (:
and my red parker pen. cos that parker pen brings back many many many memories (:
on the other hand, let me sidetrack a lil yo.
theres a person in my class, whom ive openly expressed displeasure towards.
because this person is complacent, immature, and disrespectful.
nothing personal, cos this is what i observe.
and yes, i dont hesitate to hold back what i feel.
well, you see. this person is smart and absorbs things fast (according to my other classmates on what they think) but i feel that being smart dont give you the privilege to sleep in class, openly protest about the teacher going slow (just cos he was explaining the logics to those who dont und), or even to SNORE in class (i swear i heard him snore during econs once), or to act like the tutor is just teaching you and you alone and should follow your speed. and well, this person doesnt even bother doing the tutorial, doesnt even bother to take down notes during the going through of tutorial, so well, i think he must think he's a kid genius eh?
but why is it that that day before CSA excel test i saw someone FRANTICALLY doing the practice just before the test?
and please lar, the class isnt a class for nothing. a class learns together, helps one another along and all. and if you think your girlf lost a gem when made to leave you, think again why her dad even wanted her to do so.
this person is nothing but just a thorn in my flesh, like seriously. i cant stand it when he SIGHS LOUDLY in class just cos someone asks another question about the topic. true enough, my class does ask some really irrelevant qns at times. but come on, this is the learning process.
having been through 2 years of econs and accounts before, i dont mind listening through everything again and again, cos it will just help me in memorizing and understanding better.
and i will question at a higher level if the understanding is deep enough. because i know this is for my future.
if i dont work hard now, who i can depend on in the future?
maybe cos he's such an A.S.K he dont even need a cert to feed himself in future, but please, he's just one person in that whole class of 23.
have consideration,
be patient,
and life will be so much easier, isnt it so? (:
i told of my glory at 10:31 pm
Tuesday, 26 May 2009
i think sometimes through sorting things out, by parting with things we always want to have but can never have, we'll become happier on our own.
sometimes the past will hold us back,
desires will control us today,
and our future may be affected by the choices we make today on impulse,
guided by desires rather than instincts.
i was guided by desire when i decided to stay at 190 CRoad.
and when i decided to give up studying for jc, to choose a path in business instead.
i was guided by desire when i decided to choose TP.
it has probably been great so far. but the only decision made by instinct that was positive..
i gave in to fate when i forgot to transfer to nyp.
whether that is good or not, i do not know.
i found out our differences too late.
when i had already given in my 100%.
too bad,
my turn to walk away in tears again (:
its alright.
tell me something new, something i dont know, something i havent realised yet..
i told of my glory at 10:43 pm
day today was pretty boring lar.
accounts mr chiang damn bullshit one lar. lol. but in a good way okay.. HE WAS TALKING NON-ACCOUNTS STUFF DURING OUR MOCK TEST OKAY. but damn funny. he was liek "IM IN A VERY BAD MOOD TODAY OKAY. IM TELLING YOU ALL" earlier in the lesson but by the time during our mock test, he was smiling. see, my class somehow has a way with teachers ;D we make them happyyyyyy (: SEE, 1B21 is love! a little funny is when he actually ask who is our comm skills tutor, who is our care person etc. but super funny is when he say "MOCK TEST IS FOR YOU TO MOCK ONE LAH!" when asked for the umpteen time whether we're graded on this test =.= he's DAMN lame please.
then say the person who is cleaning the door outside ACT CUTE. walao! i was damn distracted for that test! but he's damn hilarious okay!
then had csa lecture, which was boredom to the max, and i dont know how to start studying for csa liek SERIOUSLY!
then after that i stayed back to study with erika yvonne and pam. and well, i brought OB with the idea of studying it today. ended up i was studying econs chapter 5 and i didnt touch my OB at all HAHAHAHHA :/
i also dont know how to start on OB lar!!! ZZZ.
and yea, while studying yvonne told me of something which made me pretty tickled.
crystal and her saw me and winston after school yesterday, and crystal asked her something like
"wa why huifang so many boyf one. that time was winston today another one arh!"
point is not on boyf, but point is crystal didnt recognize winston! HAHA. DIDNT RECOGNIZE AT ALL! she thought he's an entirely different guy lar! OMG =.= just because the previous time he came he was wearing specs and executive, yesterday he was wearing casual and no specs and she didnt recognize him already LOL.
and well, he's NOT my boyf im going to say for the 9024858293925 time =.= meh meh meh.
my day ending.. like how a flower died..
sometimes, when huifang uses a different kind of word or phrase.. do sense a change in her emotions..
huifang uses her heart when she talks to people, when she helps people, when she teaches people.
so do you use your heart when you talk to me, to ensure that i feel the love, like how i always make sure you do?
i told of my glory at 10:25 pm
Monday, 25 May 2009
good day today (:
woke up earlier to go to school to help a few of my classmates on their excel before the test today. im glad i managed to explain IF and VLOOKUP function to them before we went for class. but well, i guess the test was still quite tough for some of them cos functions like =SUMIF and =AVERAGEIF came out and i didnt go thru that with them. ):
and well, ive lost 1.5 marks of carelessness which i only found out after i submitted yo ): no more distinction? I DONT KNOW LAR.
it feels like im in the centrestage and all eyes are on me to do well :/ well.
winston came to tp today ;D class went to ITAS food court today and my yong tau foo bittergourd was SO bitter ): omg. idk why yo! i almost puked after that lunch, but still stand thru lar :/ at least the soup helped me. and well, after that went for econs revision lecture. quite interesting but uninteresting at the same time. ):
HOW HOW HOW? I CANOT AFFORD TO GET COMPLACENT AT THIS POINT OF TIME!
came home and watched tv :/ boring life i know. but whats new? at least i get to see my dearest friend today ;D and im happy! whee~
and well, junyi's mom just told my mom over the phone that junyi has gotten his license and theyve bought him a car for his convenience and for him to fetch his sis to school. well, junyi's mom mentioned something abuot 3 months get license de "express". and mom asked me about it. i keng-ed for about 2 minutes and my parents gave in to pay for my driving (private of cos) if i get a gpa 3.5 and above for this mid sem. whether they pay half or full.. we'll see about that. but im excited to drive toooo ;D
anyway, yesterday night i had this funny dream. the same story scenario i saw on tv yesterday aftrnoon.
girl and guy are very close friends, girl likes guy, guy asks girl to help him get the girl he likes, which is her best friend. harharhar. in the end that poor girl is so heartbroken.
harhar. i woke up feeling traumatised but tickled yo. lol.
my respectable leader whom i thought was already gone called me just now. he talked to me awhile regarding some things. ive realised, he hasnt changed one bit. and well, like how i committed before. he was always there whenever i left, and still there waiting when i decided to come back. so if he decides to leave one day, i will still be there waiting for him, to help if he needs help in anything. and i will assist him full-force next month.
he'll be coming out with his car. and i will help him to fight to keep it going, and to prove all people wrong.. that he, a young leader, can do it..
especially to the one supposedly closest to me, who only kept defaming him, and backstabbing him to people around..
im glad he called me, and talked to me abuot these. i will score well for my mid-sems. because i know theres one more person whom i can return gloriously to meet.. (:
and well, i think after 3 people saying the same thing to me, i think it's time for some drastic change in myself.
i committed and failed before. i will commit to be successful now, because i know that he'll be looking at me while i emerge into a butterfly a few months down the road.. (:
huifang has lots of love from the people around her. and she's happy. she really is (:
though im still a lil disturbed by.... something hiding at the back of my mind.. :x
it has been so long
since we have talked
i hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cuz what we had
can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
you made me believe
i can do almost anything
stood there by me
through the tears
through everything
i'll remember you
and baby that's forever true
you're the one i'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
i'll be there for you
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be
forever baby
i'll remember you
i'll promise you i won't forget
the times we shared
the tears we cried
you'll always be the sun in my sky
it may be fate that brings us back
to meet again someday
even though we go separate ways
you made me believe
that i could do almost anything
you stood right by me
through the tears through everything
i'll remember you
and baby that's forever true
you're the one i'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
i'll be there for you
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be
forever baby
i'll remember you
if the day should come
when you need someone
you know that i'll follow
i will be there
don't ever let there be a doubt
in your mind
cuz i'll remember you
i'll remember you
and baby that's forever true
you're the one i'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
i'll be there for you
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be
forever baby
i'll remember you
i told of my glory at 10:18 pm
Sunday, 24 May 2009
some things.. some people..
we can forgive for what theyve done, or what they shldve done but didnt do..
maybe that's the thing about trust, about friendship. i still forgive her despite the wrongs she's done to me, and those things she nvr got round to teaching me..
but some things dont change, including how grateful i felt when you lifted me from the dumps and made me to who i am today. (:
11:27PM NOW AND OMG I JUST RECEIVED NEWS THAT MY DOWNLINE CLOSED A SINGLE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *TOTALLY SCREAMS MY HEAD OFF*
she NEVER FAILS to stun me no matter in WHATEVER she does okay! AND I REALLY MEAN WHATEVER YO! LOL.
but anyways, yesterday.. yea. went to meet upline, jimmy, azura, jintian my loveliest downline and xinyi for dinner. after that, they went for movie. but me and upline didnt join them. lol. IM AFRAID I'LL FALL ASLEEP IN THE MOVIE DUE TO LACK OF REST YO. but anyways, it was pretty nice lar, meeting up with them and all.. i hadnt seen them for like.. days? AHAHHAHA. it feels weird when suddenly you dont see those people everyday like how i use to you know. lol.
but well, i guess we're all trying to find back that feeling of 39 robinson point. the feeling of togetherness within a team. ;D though i never had a chance to experience 39 robinson point feeling, i know it was like how it was when id just joined 190 changi road. but well, things are so different now.
but, i will be back, on 5th june ;D
TO FIGHT FULL FORCE! MOTIVATED!!!
in the meantime, FULL FORCE ECONS + CSA + ACCOUNTS + OB!! ;D
an ex-crush just came back into my life? lol.
it's how funny things were back then ;D LOL.
i told of my glory at 11:42 pm
1000 posts (:
whether a person wants to move on, its still a personal choice.
others can try to influence.
try very veyr hard..
but if one stays a stubborn soul, no one can make a difference..
the feelings of the past will never be gone completely.
it's just a matter of whether YOU want to move on..
im influenced to blog about this..
if it refers to you also, TOO BAD..
im cranky cos im stuck on csa for this weekend. harharhar.
I WANT TO GO OUT AND PLAY BUT EVERYONE IS STUCK AT HOME! WHYWHY WHYWHY ):
CHIA WEIJIAN I WANT TO GO OUTTTTTT ):
i told of my glory at 1:52 pm
Saturday, 23 May 2009
BUSY WITH CSA! LUCKY THERES WINSTON TO BE MY LIFE-SAVER. OTHERWISE I WILL FALL FLAT TO THE FLOOR AND DIE FROM BEING SCARED OF IF FUNCTIONS AND VLOOKUPS! LOL.
blog tmr.
i told of my glory at 11:15 pm
today was a funnyyyyy day ;D
i didnt go for accounts lecture again. LOL. i woke up early. but i just didnt feel like going. but i think the climax of today's day in school was the after school period.
1. ENGINEERING CANTEEN'S FOOD SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS! NOT APPETISING, NOT FILLING, NOT APPEALING, AND THE PEOPLE THERE (besides the chinese cooked food stall) SUCK SUCK SUCK! ZZZ. it was a waste of time, money, strength, natural resources blah blah HAHA, to even eat there. phew.
2. everyone was mugging at the library today. WAHAHA. mugging CSA! OH MAN. everyone was like "SCREW YOU CSA!" LOL. and im the most stressed up there okay. cos everyone was "HUIFANG! I NEED HELPPP!!" every 3 minutes. lol. know why i said every 3 minutes? cos i never got to listen to one full song on my laptop. i was doing my own work A LITTLE BIT, and helping EVERYONE LOL! but well, we got alot of work done ;D thats the thing im happy about (: that at least i helped them! haha!
and well, from 3pm we stayed till 8 plus.
WAS TIRED AT THE END!
and we went to TM for dinner ;D wanted to eat macs (cos wenliang wants to buy the cup thingy) but it was too packed and we went to food court instead. meh.
haha.
took 22 home after that. LONG JOURNEY! but lucky with xinyan wil bedok reservoir and with wenliang till paya lebar road ;D
cos GOOD FRIEND has NO LOVE FOR ME! dont want to talk talk with me over the phone ):
and ANYWAY, talking about branded stuff. winston enlightened me on something:
when you carry a branded good, there are two types of consequences~
1. the brand making you look good? or
2. you making the brand look good?
the latter is the better one.
should you define the brand? or the brand defines you?
be a leader, the one to influence others. or do you want to be the follower, the one being influenced? ;D
and so, let me conclude that LSC THE DINOSAUR IS THE ONE BEING DEFINED BY THE BRAND. SO DONT TRY TO TALK TO ME ABOUT BRANDED STUFF ALR HAHA.
cos huifang will define the brand! YEA ;D
im lazy to critic much. COS IM DAMN TIRED TODAY.
shall talk more tmr ;D
i told of my glory at 12:28 am
Friday, 22 May 2009
chia weijian just called me ;D yes, at 7.30am on a friday morning.
he called me to tell me he miss me lar! OMG SO SWEET OF HIM RIGHTTTT (:
that totally brightens up my day!
and my loveliest tammy was beside him when he called me. and she was saying "SAY HELLO TO AH PAU!" haha! the pau joke never dies ;D well, apparently, they are in the same pe group on friday and, i'll be meeting up with them in june during their holidays yo!! ;DDD
MUG HARD PEOPLE! take the As and do well (:
something i'll never be able to do in my life.. lol.
i told of my glory at 7:30 am
Thursday, 21 May 2009
what happened,
what changed?
can you explain to me everything thats happening now?
or is it that studying too much has gotten into my head that im losing direction?
but i know i havent lost direction in music. this is to you.
how can i just let you walk away,
just let you leave without a trace,
when im standing taking every breath,
with you,
you're the only one who really knew me,
at all.
how can you just walk away from me,
when all i can do is watch you leave,
cause we shared the laughter and the pain,
and even shared the tears,
you're the only one who really knew me at all.
how can i just let you walk away,
just let you leave without a trace,
when im standing taking every breath,
with you,
you're the only one who really knew me,
at all.
how can you just walk away from me,
when all i can do is watch you leave,
cause we shared the laughter and the pain,
and even shared the tears,
you're the only one
so take a look at me now,
there's just an empty space,
there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face,
so take a look at me now,
there's just an empty space,
if you're coming back to me it's against all odds,
and that's what I've got to face.
i wish i could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry,
there's so much i need to say to you,
so many reasons why,
you're the only one who really knew me at all.
so take a look at me now,
there's just an empty space,
there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face,
so take a look at me now,
so there's just an empty space,
but to wait for you is all i can do,
when that's what ive got to face.
take a good look at me now,
cause i'll be standing here,
and you coming back to me is against all odds,
and that's the chance ive got to take.
i told of my glory at 10:30 pm
i have been busy. with csa and with attempting to solve some problems.
huifang is tired today yo =.=
1. drained by stupid comm skills essay test. "euthanasia should be a viable option *BLAH BLAH*" whats with the word VIABLE there?! if it served to confuse us, it definitely did. i freaked out, wenliang freaked out, haseenah just dumped everything there, and huiyi and pam? i forgot about what they said. lol. wenliang freaked out to the extent that he didnt even remember that there was this section called "proof reading" and promptly left it blank yo. until when the teacher was collecting our scripts, then he damn hurriedly copied all my answers =.= no not all, he didnt even have time to do that. barely half of my answers i guess. oh well.
2. APEL was cool. mrs lee advised me alot on my future career path on financial blah blah. damn cool alright (: i like lessons like that yo. ;D rather than the old-school motivation stuff yada yada.
3. i didnt study today. i SWEAR. mid-sem test starts on 1st june and ends on 4th june. fast yo. cos everyday theres a paper. aiyar, also good. get it over and done with asap. poot. :/ and i think comm skills today has made me all cranky. gahhh. im being hostile and at a lost for a moment. haha.
so.. IM SORRY WINSTON!!
sorry for the things i said just now,
sorry for always making you a victim of my bad mood,
and youll always be the best best best best x999999999999999 alright!
though you always wanna be bad and not wait for my bus with me,
though you always dont like to come tp,
though youre sometimes very kuku that i want to vomit blood,
but i still LURBES LURBES EUUUS alrighttttt!!
*ahh, this a class girls' joke* WEH~ (erika's signature whine)
cos youre the best best best x999999999999999 person i have ever known (:
yay. after this VERY SINCERE apology i think i can sleep in peace without having to worry about a nightmare probably about winston wanting to kill me or smth. hehe.
cos tmr morning im going back to zhss to pass HLS sai ma cd. gosh! i cant believe no one has it besides me =.= and well, i have to wake up early tmr. HOHO. more troubles, less rest. my body's falling apart. i need my supplements ):
you are always gonna be my love
itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
ill remember to love you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
ima wa mada kanashii love song
atarashi uta utaeru made (:
maybe some things shouldnt be sought to be solved..
because, you never realised what i was thinking sometimes.
maybe i should take up more self-expression lessons hor? lol.
i.. still miss you (: in a good way..
i told of my glory at 1:04 am
Wednesday, 20 May 2009
"or someone else". THANKS MAN. I CAUGHT THAT. and i understand that. nice one. NICE one.
i told of my glory at 10:54 pm
today was tiringggg yo! lesson from 10-12pm, 1-2pm and studied and prepared for comm skills test which is tmr! omg. wenliang and xinyan damn stressed over it lar! i hope everyone keeps cool tmr okayyyy ;D but anyways, morning call from wenliang was late yo! HAHA. meh meh. 45 minutes late lor. but oh well, at that time my regular morning caller was still asleep! ):
so yea, today's day was spent on studying and watching abit of the house bunny yo. during my self-proclaimed short breaks wahahas. is damn bimbotic but nice! ;D
i left school only at 9pm. but well, i didnt go for co practice today. HAHA. stupid wenliang psycho-ed me when i was feeling lazy. so i didnt go for practice but instead stayed in the library with them to finish up our revision/ work/ preparation for test. hahas.
took 8 again today! OMG. i know the bus patterns already. i can go home smoooothly now if i leave school at 9pm ;D
and winston damn asshole. he just said i replace him with WL. cos both start with a W and end with a G. HAHA. damn ass lar he. i purposely complain that WL will wait for bus with me and ask me to text him when i reach home- see, caring classmate! unlike winston okayyyy ;D HAHAHAHAHA. so winston got annoyed and said "orh good lor, good lor" HAHAAHAHHA. yay ;DDD purposely wanna annoy him one yo! hehe!
and well, im getting my GOOD STUFF soon ;DDDD REALLLL SOON! damn excited about it yo! and winston will come tp next weeeeeek ;DDD LSC, WATCH OUT OKAY!
i told of my glory at 12:27 am
Tuesday, 19 May 2009
winston wants to buy a chery QQ when he gets his license to keep at home for show, cos he is too rich.
so that huifang wont talk to him ever again.
see, so sad. no love for me. ):
he predicted i would blog about this, so i did. HAHA.
i told of my glory at 11:26 pm
Monday, 18 May 2009
sometimes some simple things in life and in friendships just make me happy. maybe thats what they call "this marks a new start to a new journey". probably the people with me are different this time..
woke up late today. dumb reason- cos i forgot to set alarm yesterday night. and i woke up at the time that my group reached the school =.= well. csa lab lesson for 3 hours whereby a third the class was having fun on facebook commenting on each others' status, followed by macroecons lecture, whereby i felt like killing that lecturer. seriously. his teaching sucks =.= from something i understood last year, to something i questioned for a moment just now. lol. funny yo?
lecture ended at 6pm and me, wenliang, xinyan, ebrahim, erika, and afiqah went to cheers for vitasoy, pocky, went to library and studied, mugged, did tutorial, did project, whatever you-name-it. i was intending to stay till 8 only. so that i could reach home at 9.
i hate walking home alone on dark nights. and problem is, im using a bus concession and i can switch a bus service to opposite my house but i choose to walk 2 bus stops home instead. ironical =.=
in the end, i stayed till 9pm. when the library closed. then wenliang was like "i think we're supposed to leave yea?" LOL. only survivors were me, wenliang and xinyan. the rest left halfway. lol.
studying is addictive.
got momentum canot stop one, even though heart and mind wanna fly to somewhere else.
lol. so i ended up reaching home past 10pm. and somemore i took 8 to paya lebar road there with wenliang larr! LOL. not his fault. but i wanted to experiment which route takes a shorter time. and apparently, THAT ROUTE IS LONGER. ZZZ. but he's nice enough wanted to wait for bus with me lar wahahas. but i can see 24 coming from far! ;D so i "chase him go home" haha!
and i think, friendship isnt just all about play. it's about having same habits too (:
and one of them, i realised, is to study.
i will remain a happy girl. not cos youre after me, cos youre not. and im happy cos i have my class, my girls, my guys, and my strong mind..
i tell myself i wont feel lonely..
i told of my glory at 11:44 pm
had a great day today i guess (:
1. we went to walk down "memory lane" (: to experience how mr shunjie felt when mr alex first brought him to venture era office at 159 telok ayer street. we waited for mr jimmy there after upline told us the story of 159 telok ayer street. then mr jimmy came in mr steven's c class ;D and fetched us to 39 robinson poiint, the office before we moved to 190 changi road. the whole atmosphere at 39 robinson road was great. really. formal wear wouldnt feel out of place at such a venue. (: and well, when mr jimmy told us of the stories of how life was like in 39 robinson point, it really made me feel that venture era now isnt like how it was back then. the cultures back then really promoted that strong sense of togetherness. liek really, the people were fighting together. but then when we moved on to 190 changi road, things somehow changed.
- HOB and HOR were liek arch rivals
- no more ringing of bell whenever someone hits position (500pv per hit) and well, this culture somehow died out and the joy of everyone celebrating over one person's achievement isnt there somehow?
and well, things do change luh (: but then again, it'll be up to us to make it better (:
2. we went to marina at keppel bay. damn nice place damn romantic okayyy (: but company is wrong. hahas.
3. went to marina square for dinner ;D went to Changing Appetites. ate chicken, fish, blah blah. LOL. cos we kind of shared a portion of our food luh haha. then had our DESSERT ;D MUDPIEEEEEEEEEEEee. omg. totally sinful. but damn nice oaky! ;DDD
I HATE MINT ICE CREAM OMG =.= i still like the nutty vampire flavour. choco with mocha. ahhas.
4. today, i saw alot alot of nice chio nice chio cars. i saw a MASERATI GRANTURISMO 2009, AUDI TT, AUDI R8, AUDI A4 (x3), AUDI Q9, and some PORSCHE some turbo thingy parked beside us. 2 DAMN fierce cars and DAMN big cars. lol! EYE OPENER ;DDD HAHA!
5. mr jimmy took 3 wrong turns today. HAHA. he ended up taking the longer route to send me to bishan haha. but well, comfortable car lar ;DDD
and well, im actually reconsidering my choices for my car in future. HAHA. create an impact! in the meantime, WORK HARD FOR IT ;DDD
i told of my glory at 12:02 am
Sunday, 17 May 2009
life just aint fair sometimes right?
i know, thats why this is life (:
and i understand that, and am learning how to turn things right each time they go wrong.
sometimes i just want to look at every problem with a smile.
i find that i can do it too. for most problems, at least.
cos sometimes, the body is willing but the mind isnt.
and times when this is so, i run away from the problem (:
you see, i have this overrated ability called FILTERING.
so like i told crystal, wenliang, and those others from my class. huifang isnt a girl who will lose her temper easily. theres only one person who can make my blood boil, and you all know who that is.
everyone has their unfair share of problems. sometimes i feel like im tired not cos of studying but cos of handling all those problems in my mind.
problems that have to be settled but huifang isnt willing to settle them.
problems that lead to my future..
cos i cant see the future. the future is a blur to me. i dont see anyone else standing with me cos i lack the faith. not in the people around me, not in my friends, not in my closed ones.
but i lack the faith in myself.
today, we say "we'll always keep things this way" with a smile. but how many understand that i start to doubt when i hear such statements?
how many have honoured that?
im not making myself out to be a victim of circumstances, but rather, i find that it's human irony to commit this and do otherwise.
which is why, i doubt. and i dont like this to happen esp when i trust the person. when trust is overflowing to such an extent that i dont wish to be left aside cos the other party doesnt feel likewise. when i try so hard and nothing changes..
(im probably not referring to any particular person in mind)
friends from my secondary school, only left with 4e6 gang.
friends from jc, everyone from 0820 is busy studying and what about 0723? probably only still in contact with zijie.
as we grow up, we realise that the adult world is indeed scary.
people are so realistic they give up friends for their dreams as they move from one period of their life to another.
im not willing to, and i wont. but how about you, you, you and you?
when we walk down this future path, the sun gets brighter. but at the same time, my heart feels colder..
i dont think this was ever said by any philosopher. but it just came to my mind.
i see myself changing alot after entering poly.
people injecting ideas into my mind, and myself becoming more determined in doing well.
but at the same time, how about you? you were always by my side ever since... but well, i feel that things are changing, for the bad.
i want to make things back to how like they were back then, but youre rendering my efforts useless.
no, it isnt ur fault. cos people change with their environment. today isnt like yesterday. and tmr wont be like today.
do you know, that people are seeing this problem between us?
not one, not two, not three, but many many many people. many of my close friends.
theyre telling me to settle this once and for all.
either you want it, or you dont.
what problem? you may ask.
consider from my point of view about this whole situation we're in, and you'll probably understand how i feel.
judge from my actions, and you'll know i have been waiting so long.
relationship is a very big word. it's a general word. it's a difficult word.
but im too afraid of the consequences, cos i got a gut feeling that it wont be a favourable outcome.
its alright.
i'll just continue my life, trying hard to be a good leader, and trying hard to be a good follower.. (:
off to meet my precious upline... (:
some things dont change no matter how bad things get..
i told of my glory at 12:15 pm
just reached home not long ago. i met up with the 4e6 gang just now at orchard at 6.30pm to celebrate abi's birthday which is in a few days time.. went to spagheddies at paragon for dinner. the lobster damn nice and pricey okay. but after a whole week of mugging and eating yong tau foo almost everyday i wanna give myself something different (:
then after that.. initial plan was to go watch "angels & demons" but my eyes were closing so i said i wouldnt be joining them. turns out when we went to check the movie timings, the next show was at 11 plus. so in the end we decided to go to Balcony at the heeren to drink. meh meh. glenn damn innocent, persisted in ordering fruit punch lol. my apple martini was too strong sio =.= stronger than i expected. not that i minded, but overpowering the apple taste already ): meh meh. noel's drink also abit -ve. TASTE LIKE FRUIT JUICE SIO. but the ambience there is quite good, quite cool for a small group of friends to have a chat at (:
we played "i never" and "truth or truth" (cos impossible to do dare at that place) and well, things got really hilarious, emabrrassing, personal etc. oh well. thats my bunch of friends from my upper sec years (:
oh yea, yesterday, something funny happened in the library which i forgot to blog about. wenliang really damn blurrrr okay. ok situation goes like that: i received a call from an unknown number. thinking it was someone wanted to avoid, i told wenliang to take the call for me and ask who that person is. but well, he did so. in a very very very hilarious way.
WL to caller- hello who are you
*pauses*
WL to HF- eh the person ask for you leh!
HF- DUH! tell the person i not around, ask who..
WL to HF- orh.
WL to caller- huifang not here.. who are you?
*caller hangs up*
number 1, he didnt give the caller a chance to say "hello huifang ah?" or "hello can i speak to huifang please" which could have suggested whether i knwo the person.
number 2, he asked "eh the person ask for you leh!" when the person was on the line, so obviously the person knew i was here =.=
when i identified these, he said "oh yah horrr.." and eveyrone laughed =.=
ohmygosh. why is wenliang so funnyyyyyyyy??!
and well,
im feeling like a pea.
dont ask why a pea. but i feel so small, so worthless, so forgotten.. somehow.
nothingeverchanged.theforeverawkwardairstillremained.ilethimwaitforagoodhalfanhourbeforeiturnedup.
itwasntmyfault.iwasntlate.hewasearly.butnothingseemedtohavechanged.hewasstillthatsameguyiknew,same
personihelped,andiknewthetrustwasstillthere,basedonwhathetalkedtoemaboutinthatshort3minutes.ididnt
wanttoremainthereforlong.icouldntbringmyselftofacehim.coshe'dbeenapartofthatpastwhichimsupposedtoc
arryonfightingforbutichosenotto.ichosetoprioritisestudies.andtothinkheputinsomuchsomucheffortinto
assistingme,nevergivingupdespitehatingtheotherpersonthere.butiwasgladtohavehimwithme,eventhoughitw
asjustforashortperiodof2monthsplus.butiwashappy,coshemademehappy.butiknowthosetimeswillnevercomeba
ckagain,cosivemovedon.andiknow,he'smovedontoo.gotanewgirlfried.gotovertheproblemsinthepast.andibel
ievehe'sstudyinghard.
maybesomeyearsinthefuture..thatmaybewhatimwritingaboutyou.aboutthosehappytimeswehad... (:
i told of my glory at 12:59 am
scared. ya, scared.
i want to be selfish,
but i will always be behind you no matter what. (:
because i know, some things will never change..
i told of my glory at 12:55 am
Saturday, 16 May 2009
YAY I FINALLY GOT STARTED ON MY CSA EXCEL PROJECT ;D
I NEVER PLAY CHEAT HOR.
I GOT ASSISTANCE FROM WINSTON BUT NOT HE HELP ME DO ONE OKAY ;DDD
but omg. im damn tired now. shall continue tmr ;DDDDDD
i told of my glory at 1:09 am
Friday, 15 May 2009
pretty bad day in school today.
i skipped accounts lecture, cos i woke up only half an hour before the lecture starts. couldve cabbed down. but i was too lazy.. :/ and anyways, things were really messy in OB tutorial cos of project grouping, and after the OB tutorial was when the problems started.
due to communication error, haseenah misunderstood my intentions and well, she was feeling so annoyed and idk.. wronged? that while they were having a solemn lunch in school, me and 4 others were having a fun-filled entertaining lunch out of school. wen liang felt disappointed that this had to happen, crystal felt pissed that everything was really out of hand.
and i didnt sense anything wrong at all, until when i went back to school and crystal said that the class had to talk.
i feel damn bad today for making haseenah feel like im angry with her cos of her decision to do OB with her group rather than join us for lunch cos after that we wanted to comm skills.
feel damn bad for making wenliang so disappointed.
feel so damn bad for making crystal so pissed.
all cos of me not making clear myself before walking off for lunch and cos haseenah didnt hear pamela say "oh well, was just kidding haha!"
HAIS.
but im glad we cleared the air.
i have a really great class.
we have a great chairperson.
and im happy working with all of them, or even making plans with the chairperson for the class, be it in studies or outings..
im willing to give up some things just to be with my class.
and i was really really guilty over today's incident.
cos im sure none of us want to make stanley sad by spliting up someday due to some problems.. (:
so now, BACK TO PROJECTS!
and im still stuck to 另一个天堂 ;D
oh well. guess i dont have much of a choice.. if i wanna sing it. lol.
i told of my glory at 8:08 pm
oops. i have something to confess.
i
and i was just too lazy to cab down to school.
so i nuah-ed in bed till 9am.
well. time to go school now though. there's tutorial at 11.
STUDY LAR!
im stuck to 另一个天堂 ;DDD
i shall go find someone to sing it with me since winston dowan listen to it cos its a chinese song. LOL.
i told of my glory at 9:27 am
Thursday, 14 May 2009
sometimes things scare me so much.
and i think it's not just about me. it's my life im leading now. sometimes i wonder if it is the right choice? but then again, i wanted this kind of life, didnt i?
but my habits and lifestyle seems abit wrong somehow.
but who can give me the reason to why things are like that?
number 1. i totally conked out the moment i sat down after boarding 58 this morning. i woke up at kaki bukit. my psp was on with song blasting in my ear at max volume, and i was at my techno playlist. so i guess it was supposedly really impossible to sleep under such conditions.
thinking it's just because i was too tired this morning at 8.30am? how about a 2nd time?
number 2. after school ended at 6pm today, i slept on 58 from kaki bukit all the way till bishan and only woke up one stop earlier before my house. the bus was noisy, packed, psp song was blasting, and well. i slept through all that.
think that thats prolly just two times a little scary?
how about number 3?
number 3. I FELL ASLEEP IN ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOUR LECTURE TODAY. oh fuck. the 1st lecture i fell asleep in in poly. i told myself i would never ever do that again cos thats what i did back in jc and thats the reason why i screwed up jc. but today i slept in org beh lecture. not for long, about 10 minutes. but it shocked pamela. and at the same time, yvonne sitting next to me was yawning away liek mad. but i totally concussed for that 10 minutes =.= locked out classmate's chattings and lecturer's boring drone. and i woke up feeling like my head was splitting apart.
and how about something even weirder?
number 4. im a person who DONT drink soybean milk, even to the extent of hating it since young. but all thanks to wenliang and his vitasoy for the past few days or weeks, i actually tried drinking it the day before yesterday, and today i decided i wanted to drink it again during OB lecture at 4-6pm. oh yea that was the only thing i could think of while having that headache. and after the lecture, i went to cheers to buy vitasoy.
thinking thats like probably enough weirdness in huifang that you can expect?
im screwing up EVERYTHING.
i forget to reply to msgs,
i forget to call back to people who miss call me,
i look at my handphone at disdain for some moments before realising what im doing,
and i kind of sms in a really weird way thats not me.
the only normal thing i did today was probably to sing outside EaziPrint, the shop at the library's level 1. me and erika and yvonne were singing and singing and singing like it was kbox session. well. im glad that at least theres something that i can do and know that im me, that im still having a life out of studying..
well, life goes on dont it?
i'll just wait and see what happens. either i switch back to a normal slackish life, or i go on like this and die out from exhaustion. lol.
and i'll continue enjoying vitasoy while i still seem to like the flavour for awhile..
你取代
前一秒我生命的空白
問題忽然 找到答案
不用解釋也明白
你的微笑 是一個暗號
我能解讀 那多美好
夢想不大 想永遠停在 這一秒
你為我的世界
重新彩繪 Oh
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱里的 這一個天堂
每一個夢想 有無限的快樂
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是 直達的路線
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
只想陪在你身邊
我等待
下一刻再相遇的精采
每天每天 越來越愛
邏輯就這麼簡單
是你轉到 同一個頻道
定位我的 幸福座標
我多渺小 能愛著你 才最重要
想把你的明天
仔細翻閱 Oh
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱里的 這一個天堂
每一個夢想 有無限的快樂
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是 直達的路線
Ha....
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱里的 這一個天堂
每一個夢想 有無限的快樂
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是 直達的路線
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
我只想陪在你 身邊
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
我只想陪在你 身邊
i told of my glory at 10:06 pm
Wednesday, 13 May 2009
today was a errrr, GREAT day. lol.
school was supposed to start at 9am today. comm skills tutorial. so as everyone knows, huifang's sense of time SUCKS. so what happened was, by a lucky stroke of luck, i left my house within 2 minutes of coming out after bathing, caught the 7.40am bus 58 and reached school at 8.40am. and well, you gotta understand that thats a great sense of achievement for huifang. so at 8.55am, we went up to the tutorial room and guess what?
"T32, MISS SHERRIE LEE IS ON MC TODAY.......... TUTORIAL WILL BE POSTPONED."
WALIEW. i tell you, pamela screamed, i screamed, and everyone "WALAO!"-ed. DAMN YOU LAHHHH. we woke up so early to chiong to school then only to realise that our 9-11am tutorial is cancelled. why werent we informed earlierrrr??! worst thing is, from 11-2pm we have a LONGLONGLONG break which we abhor cos it's so long we actually use that time to study. but well, with the cancellation of 9am tutorial, thats mean a 5 hour break before our next lesson!
THAT EXPLAINS WHY HUIFANG STUDIED SO MUCH AND COMPLETED SO MANY TUTORIALS TODAY.
damn annoying lah pleaseeeee! and our class emo-ly sat outside the 9am tutorial room and whined and complained about our lack of sleep. HAHA.
ends up we went to another room, then moved to library, to do our work after eating at ITAS food court. haha. HEALTHIER CHOICE! yong tau foo each time i go to ITAS! LOL.
then when we went for our 2-3pm tutorial. wahaha, it's APEL = BREAK LESSON. we were watching this movie on this guy whom was an encourager in his team, the risk-taker, the leader of the pack. i totally admire him please! and anyways, the penguins from antartica and elephant island are like, SO ADORABLE PLEASE ;DDD i told yvonne i want to bring one home and keep in my freezer ;D HAHAHA. but yea, it was a cool movie man (: it's about the Imperial Trans-Antarctic Expedition which lasted from 1914 to 1917 and the guy whom i talked abuot earlier is Ernest Shackleton. (read earlier post for the totally inspiring story) but well, it's really really interesting and all. (:
then was macroecons tutorial after another break. lol. well. nothing else much. but just that today i was so tired i was literally writing out everything subconsciously at some points in time :/ discussion with haseenah and pamela was totally a pain. cos i was laughing so much that my stomach muscles ached like hell lah pleae! haseenah's interpretation of stethoscope is "steroscope", pamela's is "telescope".
haseenah's interpretation of crutches is "crunches", pamela's is "clutch".
OMG what is the world coming to! A HILARIOUS END OKAY! LOL.
and our clinic project.. turned out liek a hospital project cos our clinic had SO MANY different functions fitted into one. LOL.
oh probably thats the only thing that made me pretty much awake. other than that.. i breezed thru the day studying, listening to tutorial, and NOT SLEEPING AT ALL though i was VERY tired.
well, life goes on.
i'll prolly keep up this momentum and end up a walking zombie at the end of the week. LOL.
EXAMS AND PROJECTS LAH!
once in a while
you are in my mind
i think about the days that we had
and i dream that these would all come back to me
if only you knew every moment in time
nothing goes on in my heart
just like your memories
how i want here to be with you
once more
you will always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh, don't say no
you will always gonna be the one in my life
so true, i believe i can never find
somebody like you
my first love
once in awhile
your are in my dreams
i can feel the your warm embrace
and i pray that it will all come back to me
if only you knew every moment in time
nothing goes on in my heart
just like your memories
and how i want here to be with you
once more
yah yah yah
you will always be inside my heart
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
please don't say no
now and forever you are still the one
in my heart
so true, i believe i could never find
somebody like you
my first love
oh oh
you will always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh, don't say no
you will always gonna be the one
so true, i believe i could never find
now and forever
i told of my glory at 11:21 pm
i watched this video on Ernest Shackleton- a figure from history. He, in this expedition, was a true team leader who never failed to encourage, motivate, and take risks for his team in the face of adversities and an uncertain route ahead. definitely this video has inspired me ;D in terms of his perserverence, selflessness and risk-taking, thats what we can model after. and here is a description of this particular expedition.. (:
Ernest Shackleton- Imperial Trans-Antarctic Expedition 1914–1917
Preparations
Shackleton published details of his new expedition, grandly titled the Imperial Trans-Antarctic Expedition, early in 1914. Two ships would be employed; Endurance would carry the main party into the Weddell Sea, aiming for Vahsel Bay from where a team of six, led by Shackleton, would begin the crossing of the continent. Meanwhile a second ship, the Aurora, would take a supporting party under Captain Aeneas Mackintosh to McMurdo Sound on the opposite side of the continent. This party would then lay supply depots across the Great Ice Barrier as far as the Beardmore Glacier, these depots holding the food and fuel that would enable Shackleton's party to complete their journey of 1,800 miles (2,900 km) across the continent.
Loss of Endurance
Endurance departed from South Georgia for the Weddell Sea on 5 December, heading for Vahsel Bay. As the ship moved southward, early ice was encountered, which slowed progress. Deep in the Weddell Sea conditions gradually grew worse until, on 19 January 1915, Endurance became frozen fast in an ice floe. On 24 February, realising that she would be trapped until the following spring, Shackleton ordered the abandonment of ship's routine and her conversion to a winter station. She drifted slowly northward with the ice through the following months. When spring arrived in September the breaking of the ice and its subsequent movements put extreme pressures on the ship's hull.
Until this point Shackleton had hoped that the ship, when freed from the ice, could work her way back towards Vahsel Bay. On 24 October, however, water began pouring in. After a few days, with the position at 69°05'S, 51°30'W, Shackleton gave the order to abandon ship; and men, provisions and equipment were transferred to camps on the ice. On 21 November 1915, the wreck finally slipped beneath the surface.
For almost two months Shackleton and his party camped on a large, flat floe, hoping that it would drift towards Paulet Island, approximately 250 miles (402 km) away, where it was known that stores were cached. After failed attempts to march across the ice to this island, Shackleton decided to set up another more permanent camp (Patience Camp) on another floe, and trust to the drift of the ice to take them towards a safe landing. By 17 March their ice camp was within 60 miles (97 km) of Paulet Island but, separated by impassable ice, they were unable to reach it. On 9 April their ice floe broke into two, and Shackleton ordered the crew into the lifeboats, to head for the nearest land. After five harrowing days at sea the exhausted men landed their three lifeboats at Elephant Island. Shackleton's concern for his men was such that he gave his mittens to photographer Frank Hurley, who had lost his during the boat journey. Shackleton suffered frostbitten fingers as a result.
The open-boat journey
Main article: Voyage of the James Caird
Elephant Island was an inhospitable place, far from any shipping routes. Consequently, Shackleton decided to risk an open-boat journey to the distant South Georgia whaling stations, where he knew help was available. The strongest of the lifeboats, christened James Caird after the expedition's chief sponsor, was chosen for the trip. Ship's carpenter Harry McNish made various improvements, including raising the sides, strengthening the keel, building a makeshift deck of wood and canvas, and sealing the work with oil paint and seal blood. Shackleton chose five companions for the journey: Frank Worsley, Endurance's captain, who would be responsible for navigation; Tom Crean, who had "begged to go"; two strong sailors in John Vincent and Timothy McCarthy, and finally the carpenter McNish. Shackleton had clashed with McNish during the time when the party was stranded on the ice but, while he would not forgive the carpenter's earlier insubordination, Shackleton recognised his value for this particular job.
Shackleton refused to pack supplies for more than four weeks, knowing that if they did not reach South Georgia within that time, the boat and its crew would be lost. The James Caird was launched on 24 April 1916; during the next fifteen days it sailed through the waters of the southern ocean, at the mercy of the stormy seas, in constant peril of capsizing. On 8 May, due to Worsley's navigational skills, the cliffs of South Georgia came into sight, but hurricane-force winds prevented the possibility of landing. The party were forced to ride out the storm offshore, in constant danger of being dashed against the rocks. They would later learn that the same hurricane had sunk a 500-ton steamer bound for South Georgia from Buenos Aires. On the following day they were able, finally, to land on the unoccupied southern shore. After a period of rest and recuperation, rather than risk putting to sea again to reach the whaling stations on the northern coast, Shackleton decided to attempt a land crossing of the island. Although it is likely that Norwegian whalers had previously crossed at other points on ski, no one had attempted this particular route before. Leaving McNish, Vincent and McCarthy at the landing point on South Georgia, Shackleton travelled with Worsley and Crean over mountainous terrain for 36 hours to reach the whaling station at Stromness.
The next successful crossing of South Georgia was in October 1955, by the British explorer Duncan Carse, who travelled much of the same route as Shackleton's party. In tribute to their achievement he wrote: "I do not know how they did it, except that they had to—three men of the heroic age of Antarctic exploration with 50 feet of rope between them—and a carpenter's adze".
Rescue
"All Safe, All Well", allegedly depicting Shackleton's return to Elephant Island, August 1916.
Shackleton immediately sent a boat to pick up the three men from the other side of South Georgia while he set to work to organise the rescue of the Elephant Island men. His first three attempts were foiled by sea ice, which blocked the approaches to the island. He appealed to the Chilean government, which offered the use of Yelcho, a small seagoing tug from its navy. Yelcho reached Elephant Island on 30 August, and Shackleton quickly evacuated all 22 men.
There remained the men of the Ross Sea Party, who were stranded at Cape Evans in McMurdo Sound, after Aurora had been blown from its anchorage and driven out to sea, unable to return. The ship, after a drift of many months, had returned to New Zealand. Shackleton travelled there to join Aurora, and sailed with her to the rescue of the Ross Sea party. This group, despite many hardships, had carried out its depot-laying mission to the full, but three lives had been lost, including that of its commander, Aeneas Mackintosh.
i told of my glory at 10:25 pm
Tuesday, 12 May 2009
i am obviously very much annoyed by chilidsh people.
i wont hesitate to give them any 'face' at all but instead, will openly show my displeasure at their attitudes.
like come on,
i am not your lovely convenient alternative/ backup plan that you can turn to.
i do not abhor lazy people. i abhor people who take others as convenience.
i openly expressed my attitude towards two people today.
because i no longer see the need to hide anything.
im tired. VERY tired.
physically. thats the worse thing. the mind is strong but the body is weak..
tmr another day of mugging + chionging in school.
lol i think helping others is kinda good at times. cos by the time i start doing my own tutorial, i can do it really quickly cos my classmates have asked me almost all the questions. LOL! ;D
yo, i miss you..
i told of my glory at 11:37 pm
school today was.... wahahah. interesting yo.
number 1, yesterday wenliang msg-ed me to meet at 9am with the rest doing the same topic for essay test and well, we were all late including me. but not too bad yo, i reached at 10.10am.. considering that i have to travel to temasek poly ok. damn far. LOL. well!
number 2, i was intending to not attend (i avoid using the word PON) macroecons lecture today cos it was about AD/AS which is something i SURPSRISINGLY know i learnt out of my education in jc. therefore, i did not bring notes cos i thought i was going to meet winston for appointment, turns out his school ended at 6 and i went to lecture w/out notes.
number 3, i enthusiastically snapped up the gaohu player place last week. but today i actually requested to change back to erhu. yawns. when i was playing that gaohu in school i grew -ve cos i missed my precious nyco gaohu and my lovely one-and-only-ever-love erhu yo. ;D so ive decided to go back to playing erhu instead. lol.
and well, i think im a goner for csa haha. the stand-in tutor today said reading notes in preparation for exam will only fetch me a C. OH FUCK. what am i to do, read the 300 over pages worth of notes for exam? oh disasterous =.= i just completed my 3 attempts at week 3 quiz and guess what, my average is just 13.7/15. why, BECAUSE I WAS CARELESS ON THE 2ND ATTEMPT AND GOT 14/15 RATHER THAN FULL MARKS. ))#!(%$^%($@(#@(^%$. this contributes to my overall gpa lor ):
5% also something okay. fuck. i want to get the fucking full 5 marks lah waliew. cos i know my theory sure die one.
when has huifang ever been good with memorising stuff?
only in maths, nothing else. LOL.
mugging session tmrw yo! haha. it's after school with classmates on macroecons. i got 3 students waiting for my help already. LOL. i got committed to go to the mugging session by them lar. i was like considering considering... then. POOM! okay got committed by haseenah, erika and yvonne. meh meh.
oh yea, there was a joke today lar. somehow or other, winston was brought into topic when we were going into the library lift. yvonne, me, ebrahim, and LSC were there. then LSC was saying about "being with winston for the sake of? his lv belt? his lv wallet? or his money?"
i got annoyed and said "aiyah come on lah, this is like, so superficial...."
and 2 seconds later, i said,
"it's for the sex yo!"
HAHAHAHA. THAT WAS HILARIOUS. of cos i dont mean it =.= winston's my bro. and well, it's just all about understanding the difference between brother and boyfriend lar so... if you understand the word "brother", then you can understand that my statement wasnt really what i meant. but with hidden meaning (: wahahs.
ALRIGHT, i should go sleep already. tmrw's gonna be another long day ): bah bah bah.
i told of my glory at 1:03 am
Saturday, 9 May 2009
huifang is happy today ;D
but im excited + scared about tmrw. woohoo!
i told of my glory at 10:44 pm
i just did something remarkable beyond my language abilities! and i feel an overwhelming sense of achievement!!i wanted to comment on winston's blog in response to some funny character's comment. but i ended up typing something like a critic? LOL. but it was my first attempt in my whole life in trying to convert one of my texts into a critic okay. cool shitsxz ;DDD but anyways, i think this whole situation didnt even concern me, so i just wanted to have some fun out of it lah ;DDD HAHA.
this was the concerned comment i criticised upon:
(Anonymous)
C'mon man! its not like as if you have NO BAD HABITS, NO ONE IS PERFECT. and be a man la! seriously. getting upset and acting pitiful over such trivial stuff. and what the heck you despise people like! there are like tons and thousands of such everywhere la. grow up, for heavens sake. its reality la. HAHAHA and whats there to forgive and be forgiven?! you sound like you were the ONLY VICTIM. confirm your friend also dont want to be friends with you also la. haha you have a fantastic idea, wall friend, do you do that too? you are frigging a loner man.
Posted on May. 8th, 2009 04:28 pm (UTC) Link Thread Reply Track This
this is what yours truly actually typed!!!:
yo winston, never knew you had so many fans silently following your page man ;DDD
anyway, i feel that in terms of whether winston reflects on his own bad habits. i believe this is a troublesome chore that should best be left to himself to reflect upon.
as taught in organisational behaviour, individual behaviour is very much affected by this individual variable known as "PERCEPTION". what one perceives from their mind may not be what it is in reality.
by seeing things in a more positive light, in a better light, we look to the good of others, rather than harp on their negativities, and you'll find that the world is a much better place. it's less tiring to not hate someone too.
i can say a person is fat and ugly. but if what lies within is a heart of gold? look to that, and definitely one can find the joys of having this person as a friend.
why deprive oneself of world's joys by dwelling in the bads of others to tire yourself mentally?
and well, to express direct sarcasm in winston's expression of wall friend, probably you have created a hypothetical example of an annonymous follower of winston's blog who has a rather limited command of vocabulary and grammer.
because number 1, hypothetical example of "wall friend" is inspired by a close friend of his who is definitely sensible enough to know who is matured and who isnt.
number 2, quote "you sound like you were the ONLY VICTIM", you sound like youre hinting that there are other victims BESIDES winston in this whole situation?
pretty interesting..
and well, whats the definition of perfect, whats the definition of "be a man", whats the definition of "acting pitiful", whats the definition of "trivial" and "loner?"?
i believe, for your critic to be acknowledged and to actually even attempt to attack winston emotionally, probably you could have included your glorious name. i believe he wouldnt even bother to be affected by an unknown commenter (:
well, your comment, or attempted-critic was totally baseless, and purely based on intuition. therefore, rendering it unreliable.
i admit im free enough to actually be acknowledging this comment from you, but thanks for giving me this chance to further understand the kind of friends winston actually chose in the past. (:
i wish you all the best in discovering the world to be a better place while turning all adversities into opportunities, and seeing things from another perspective to be a happier person.
if you thought this is thrash, youre thrash to finish reading this too (:
this isnt like some pure support to winston yo, yes, to an extent, but also just yet another one of hf's ingenious creations on her way to language domination (:
-end-
AINT IT JUST COOOOOOOOOOOL? ;DDDD
i was trying my very best to remain neutral. but still.. HAHA.
BUT I FEEL SO PROUD THAT I WAS USING OB LOGICS IN CRITICISING HER AND I USED THOSE FLOWERY KIND OF LANGUAGE TOO (:
I THINK POLY MADE ME SMARTER ALREADY! HAHAHAH ;DDDD
i told of my glory at 1:23 am
im tired, school was great.
i was early for 9am lecture today. WOOHOO! and wen liang the stupid meh meh wanna push tasks to the poor treasurer of the class lo. TSK TSK TSK! bad chairman sio! HAHAHAHAHA ;DDDD
accounts lecture and OB tutorial today. omg my OB tutor is pretty hilarious. HAHA. she told us that she was like, expecting us to reply to her email but sadly, NO ONE DID. we just read it and kept it at that. HAHA.
IM VERY TIRED!!
went to meet upline, downline, zhengting and mandy at parkway after everything in school ended. and well, i only reached home at like, 11.30pm =.= and poor phone died even before i boarded the bus home ):
i told of my glory at 12:12 am
Thursday, 7 May 2009
why is huifang like this today?
speaking not with flowery language but with a sting that bites minutes later. takes a mind that spins fast enough to understand that you have been stung by thou's hidden stings in my language.
to only one particular person, in fact. i was being nice to everyone else.
but you, you, you, are a thorn in my flesh, an eyesore to me and a pain. wheee. i love to hua4 zhong1 dai4 ci4. smart way of speaking. feels more atas and smarter too. but of cos, i still have lots to learn from mr steven.
and then,
huifang can be very forgiving,
huifang can be very helpful,
huifang can be very nice,
huifang can bepretty wise at times,
huifang can be smart at times.
but huifang has this thing called a tolerance level too.
huifang will only help people who help themselves, and whom are willing to accept solutions with an open heart.
if you doom yourself to emotional seclusion, huifang will not care.
cos i can forsake you and move on to accomodate more people into my big big heart.
but well, i belive this is the learning journey of everyone.
not everyone was born with the ability to "attach and detach" and to look at things from a different perspective, or to even understand that everything happens for a reason.
i myself learnt that the hard way too.
i learnt it through experiencing with ve, growing with ve, spending time in ve.
im giving my friends an easier way out by learning from what i can talk to them about.
but when my words fall on deaf ears,
sorry.
i know ive tried, to make a difference and due to my lack of ability, i failed to. thats all that matters.
cos i already have done what i can.
i told of my glory at 11:49 pm
Wednesday, 6 May 2009
nyco got awarded gold WITH HONOURS (:
im glad for them. really glad for them. though i couldnt be there for this whole period of time.. cos it always happened that when they had rehearsals at SCH, or even today when they went onstage, i was having lessons. and it always so happens to be tutorial which i cant skip. =.=
started off my day wrong again. no i wasnt late. i left my house at 7.30am. theres a service 58 coming at 7.40am (: so i happily boarded that double decker bus and boy was it comfortable ;DDD the air con, cold weather and all. slept my way form serangoon till near kaki bukit. then then, i woke up before my bus turned into kaki bukit. 3-4 more stops to alighting where i had to change bus to 8 or 15. but i went back to sleep. OH SHIT. ho ho ho, i next woke up at the stop im supposed to alight at and it was just when the bus was moving off. just wake up = blur. so i frantically went down to the bottom deck of the bus and wow, i didnt attempt to press the bell before doing so =.= ends up that 58 went alongside with a bus 8 and wow, both went on the express route. but when 8 turned to tp, 58 went straight. and straight for a LONG stretch of road before coming to a bus stop. and fuck, when i ran over to the opposite stop, there was no bus to tp =.= only nearby bus stop with bus to tp was perpendicular from the road i was at, BUT IT WAS RAINING AND I COULDNT POSSIBLY WALK IN THE RAIN. in the end, i cabbed down to school =.= FUCK RIGHT! i was really annoyed and all. pissed. and it was tough to hail a cab at that timing too. was about 8.40am i think. see how i early i was for 9am class. but in the end i reached at like 8.50am. couldve reached earlier and saved up on the cab fare too. but lazy me :/ wanna sleep. and in fact, irony was that it was pretty physically uncomfortable to sleep on that bus. i was thinking of texting winston to complain about that but decided not to. but well, i ended up sleeping through it all =.=
so anyways, today in school i was being really hostile and looking bored. besides comm skills =.= somehow i dont understand what can explain his attitude change towards me. like you know, blow hot and cold. let me tell you, i ABHOR this kind of thing. is either everything's fine or everything's not. and wenliang was liek "ehhh huifang are you okay?" crystal asked "HUIFANG! are you okay!" =.= did i really reflect that on my face?
so one of the things which happened was that i actually told lifetime-supply-of-crumplers that he's "fucking annoying" when he tried to piss me off by talking non-stop about nothing related to econs in macroecons tutorial class. yvonne was kinda shocked when i told him off. but cmon, i dont like to sit next to people i cant communicate well with. i dont find that problem with anyone else but somehow or other, just with that person. and if that one person repeatedly attempts to sit beside me in class and i dont wish to sit next to the person, i can be very much a fucked-up bitch.
and in addition, when mr fong was going through our econs tutorial with us, yifang, haseenah and crystal asked some economics-related questions about the recession and all. and linked the questions to the income flow cycle thingy too, which was exactly what we were learning. we were more like having a discussion with mr fong over this issue and guess what, some ASSHOLE thought theyre soooooo smart and self-directed and motivated to learn that he actually openly SLEPT in class, YAWNED OUT LOUD, and LOUDLY COMMENTED THAT THE TEACHER WAS BORING AND HE SHOLD GO BACK TO TEACHING THE TUTORIAL RATHER THAN TALK SO MUCH "RUBBISH". like come on?
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT?
i personally felt that mr fong was right in going through all that current affairs with our class. though it sounded like 90% JC GP, but come on, if it helps haseenah and the rest understand the recession and the income flow cycle better, why not?!
if youre THAT smart, why not fucking go to a jc so that you can stop giving me this crap in class and spare me this crap?!
and i totally dont give face to people like that, cos come on, out of 22 people in the room, youre the only uncooperative asshole who freaking cant accept that majority of the class hasnt studied anything like macroecons before. and bloody hell, when he commented to me "dont you think he's boring and talking all these rubbish? shouldnt he be going through the tutorial!?" smiling at him, i happily said "well, if you participated in such current affairs discussion it'll be less boring. and you'll probably be able to feel more belonged to the class rather than feel bored and getting all whiny about nothing."
like come on?! mr fong is a great tutor and the whole class EXCEPT FOR YOU, agrees. who's being the bastard man ;D
so yea, i think i studied macroecons at jc level before so im smart. YEA MAN, thats what i'll tell him if he tries bragging about his pathetic amount of econs knowledge. but no, to everyone else, huifang is just a student like everyone else. i already committed to do well in poly. and in order to do so, i will go back to zero and start from the beginning. everything shall be relearnt again. why else am i putting in so much effort then? i can choose to slack and be like lifetime-supply-of-crumplers, then haolian to you all my knowledge in daily work but flunk my exams? NO POINT. i will help others along as i help myself relearn everything. im not being extra guai or anything. but i've failed one time too many.
no more of such arrogance.
i will not tolerate people like that. and i will not tolerate people who only want to win others in terms of ASSETS. like come on, stop brooding over my friend's lv wallet, belt, armani bag and everything can? GET A LIFE. WORK FOR WHAT YOU WANT. if envying him for what he has makes you happy, envy into the mirror and get negative.
COS YOU DONT HAVE THE LOOKS OF A SUCCESSFUL PERSON, NOT AT ALL, FROM HEAD TO TOE.
your character stinks, your attitude stinks, and your EQ sucks big time.
GO KISS THE WALL LAH (let me be childish a lil yea?) ;DDD
i told of my glory at 10:21 pm
Tuesday, 5 May 2009
today was an interesting day in school.
i can NEVER seem to start a day PROPERLY.
thinking im early today cos lesson was supposed to start at 9am, i texted pamela when i was reaching the school at 8.50am. yay im early!! ;D
and horror horror, she called me and said "LESSON STARTS AT 10!"
what crossed my mind was "OH FUCK" hahaha! HILARIOUSLY VULGAR OKAY.
cos apparently, winston's lesson starts at 9 so i happily read the wrong timetable and thought my lesson starts at 9 too. but it starts at 10 =.=
dulan-ed, i decided to go to the library for some EARLY-MORNING mugging. and WTH, stupid security guard told me to go to the temperature taking station to take my temperature and get a sticker before i can enter the library. $)*^)*%(*&@(*_^$% okay! but i still obediently did so in order to enter the library =.=
lesson was okay. i think the accounts teacher is pretty good-to-bully. HAHA. and i dont know why but i love firing my answers at him if my classmate who volunteers their answer does it wrong. no ill intentions to my classmates, but i super like to di siao teachers and be the zuo luan one in class. but HOHOHO, he actually said he'll give me extra participation marks cos i was participative and offering answers in class =.= plan backfired? HAHA. bag of laughters please.
after that we had CSA lecture. boring to the max please. i dont know why we gotta know these theories. POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
then went century square to have our sakae buffet ;DDD
jiajun, wenliang, joel, daryl, yifang, crystal, haseenah, xinyan and i went for the lunch buffet ;DD
wahahas. and guess what, i cant believe these girls can bitch so much and talk about ex-boyfs like nobody's business in the world! HAHA. finally i found such people in my class huh! (: but theyre like super funny lah, lol. keep thinking that
and wenliang was being kaypohhhhhh okay! he came over to our table a few times but got chased away HAHA.
after that, went down to office by train. aahaha. wenliang is super funny. i didnt know he's so typical SG-KIASU. lol. wenliang ah wenliang, dont try to cover up LAH ;DDDD
AND IM GOING TO BUY EXTERNAL HARDDISK SOON! YAY ;DDDDD
i told of my glory at 10:52 pm
Monday, 4 May 2009
school today was.... alright. HAHA. i started off on the wrong foot. set alarm at 9am but woke up only to off it and continue sleeping and only wake up at 11am :/ went out to take bus, only to alight at hougang to change to cab instead cos the bus was slow. ends up the driver didnt know HOW TO GET TO TP.
waliew. @(%^$Y&^($@*^ okay. in the end i reached the concourse at 11:59:09, meaning i have 51 seconds to get to the FAR FAR computer lab. SHIT.
walked fast, cos running is unglam, and i reached the lab at 12:00:09. mr go marked me PRESENT and not late ;D HAHA. cos he was still in the midst of taking attendance when i reached. meh meh. 3 hours of CSA, followed by 2 hours of macroecons with a 1 hour break in between, then went for cca orientation at 6.30pm.
MEH MEH MEH.
i saw yee en!! ;D was thinking why that guy beside me looked so familiar and after he introduced to the SL that he was from prss, i tapped his shoulder and asked him if he was at the nyco performance last year. turns out he was the gaohu player who sat beside me and helped to bring me the gaohu to and fro prssco and nyco ;DDD HOW COULD I FORGET HIM! but well, was a shock seeing him there. and apparently this year tpco has MANY experienced players joining under HUQIN SECTION. what the hell, why under my section?!?!?! and i was tempted to turn back and go to dizi section instead cos dizi section has only 2 or 3 players whom are also newbies who have like 1 or 2 years of experience only. but aiyah, FIGHT TO THE END LAH. anyways, i doubt i'll be able to reach the top.
a player only has one peak in their music life/ career, and ive had mine, back in zhco when i was in sec 3.
now, chinese music seems to have just become an obligatory part of my life. well, i'll see what i can do about it though, to make it my part time heaven once again. lol. i'll try.
1 more day to nyco syf. nyco, all the way man (:
and i'll be rushing down from tutorial to go support them.
i miss my crazy buds from thereeeee ;DDD
i told of my glory at 10:25 pm
Sunday, 3 May 2009
freaking bloody hell i almost got disfigured by that stupid fan behind me.
stupid screw came loose and...... i dont wanna say the rest. but my face.. still SEEMS intact for the time being =.=
but anyways, i tio commit again when someone said he's aiming for gpa of 4.0 this sem. =.=
[1:54:44 PM] Winston says: :D:D:D:D
[1:54:49 PM] Winston says: u also la
[1:54:56 PM] Winston says: don sounds cool sounds cool sounds cool
[1:55:03 PM] Winston says: then only get 3.99
[1:55:05 PM] Winston says: must 4
[1:55:10 PM] Winston says: short of .01 also cannot
[1:55:13 PM] Winston says: MEH MEH MEH
[1:55:22 PM] Winston says: wahahax
i told of my glory at 10:05 pm
Saturday, 2 May 2009
today i woke up at 7am. omg man. i cant believe i woke up so early to go to a screwed-up dance audition for TPDE. HAHA. but i think me and erika had fun learning the choreography. 2 8 counts. damn funny okay. we were super inflexbile during the warm up. plus another girl who was beside me and we kept laughing LOL.
then went to office before going to pass winston his cal direct stock. meh meh meh. i finally got microsoft office 2007 all thanks to him ;DDDDD
YAY!
i can do my csa assignments in my comp le! (: (: (:
and anw, miss chelsy liu came out with car today. some damn chio new bmw 3 series car. but right but right, omg, she zhng-ed the thing till the whole car look damn man. haha. she tinted the windows, modified the front, changed rims, and well, the car was like, beyond recognition? LOL. super black lah please. but pretty nice after all ;D
OFF TO DO MY PHYTO BROUCHURES ;D
i told of my glory at 10:06 pm