Thursday, 28 January 2010
Got a call in the morning while I was at BAccounts lecture today from my IO Tan. So I went down to TP Headquarters in the afternoon after lectures ended to pay my TP fine. $200 plus 9 demerits.
People whom are cursing me to lose my license and get a court case blah blah, sorry. TP decided that I didnt kill someone, so I've incurred the abovementioned.
People whom have shown their concern to my case and accident, thanks. I've at least settled half the problem. I'm just awaiting the claims from the motorist's insurance side. That, is another problem, but at least TP side case closed.
The last I'll see of IO Tan, but I think he was really a nice police, not like the female TP whom threatened that I'd lose my license. Police are there to help us, not harm us. I think IO Tan did that perfectly.
Went back to school to chiong BStats. Was a pretty good mugging session. Cos I could do all the questions. Or rather, maybe I already knew but just lost my mind for a moment when I answered Ka's question wrongly -.-
Thought of alot of issues on the car drive back today. I went at 80kmph over the flyover. It finally felt like I was driving a car. Wenliang said that day "At least you wont like, have a phobia of driving.." I thuoght he was right, but I guess not entirely true. Having settled things at the TP side, I felt that it was actually a load off my mind. I suddenly felt like I was actually driving, rather than not so. Hopefully in time to come, the claims from insurance will bring me back to where I had left off before the accident on 23rd January..
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And I think I'm a sore loser much when it comes to competitiveness in studies :)
But then again, I'm sorry, JC made me this way.
I dont study at home, because I dont see the point in attempting to do so while I'm 294% distracted at home.
I have high hopes on myself because I know that they are things I can accomplish, and I am supposed to accomplish.
As long as I am able to do the questions and get the correct answers justified, I think it's enough done for myself. I feel that that is sufficient for me to get an A or even at least a B+.
Bstats, I'll get an A tmrw. ;)
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Our mistake is in being unable to let go.
And my additional mistake is in taking him as a substitute of yours.
I'm currently hooked onto this song on my replay list :)
Been so for the past week and still going strong. The lyrics that first caught my ears are in bold yo :)
Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything
When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
Loves much :)
i told of my glory at 11:42 pm