Tuesday, 30 December 2008
tmr is the 31st.
tmr is the chalet,
which means d-day for me.
downline went to parent's appointment today, he says, it depends on his mother's decision now.
i wonder how.
upline refuses to reply to my msg.
i hate this.
today at office,
when downline called his mom, his mom said she doesnt want to listen at all. i went up to level 3 to call upline and couldnt help but broke into tears. mr nick was just there, he saw, and he was shocked.
diming also saw, but i refused to answer him when he asked if im alright.
i went down back to b1, told him to contact his dad instead, and he managed to fix it tonight.
but now, i do not know of the outcome.
im totally shagged after these 2 days of activites for the whole day.
im really so afraid to know what will be my fate. it's worse than how it was last year. last year i didnt know how much i was left to my next position. but this year i know. i have too many regrets this year.. regretting not trusting my upline before, regret not working hard for myself before, regret playing a fool too many a times, regret never taking fighting for position seriously.
now im left with a last minute job, a last minute fighting to do, a last minute of fear that lies in me.
will i enjoy at the SHA + KTA chalet tmr?
i wonder..
darren says to think the best.
probably i shall..
only love
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye
i told of my glory at 11:35 pm
last 2 days, today was a great day in office.
it's been a long time i had this feeling- doing training the whole day, knowing me efforts are paid off, and my guy is included in this training :D
reached at 11 for lunch, went down for a short training before meeting up with mr steven :D mr steven rocks big time man (: even the new agents said he's interesting.
then did a whole afternoon of training, talking, debriefing blahs, then went for a dinner at around 5 plus with mr mengwee :D
we took up 2 tables, with a total of 8 people at that dinner (:
it's not alot compared to other teams, really.
but then again, falcon is small, falcon is compact, making falcon CUTE :D
wheeees~ mr mengwee was also very happy. he couldnt stop suan-ing me shooting me during the whole meal, and i know he's happy LOL.
oh well.
and eng wei couldnt stop ga jiao-ing me saying diming is my BF. GAH! he shall die if he still says so tmr! LOL.
then poor darren got bullied by upline. upline is super act cute today. mr mengwee also, and EVEN DIMING ALSO. walao. beh lun i tell you. but then again, when were they never LOL. hahas. but well, just now mr mengwee also SUPER a*shole one. he snatched my psp from me and used his butt to BLOCK ME. gahhh. i totally didnt care and just wanted to snatch my psp. *Ahems. WELL.
it's a tiring day,
but a day well-spent,
and a day well done :D
i told of my glory at 12:30 am
Saturday, 27 December 2008
today, my idol wore a very gay colour shirt. and he was looking at his own shirt when he saw me at level 3. LOL. oh well.
sometimes what they say is right- trust, believe and follow. dont think too much, and dont think that our seniors might harm us.
im sorry upline.
ive been wrong.
but why are you being such an ass.
then treating me nice later on, helping me realise you havent given up on me.
"this month i only know one thing- you have to hit your mm. whether i clear my car 1st stage or not i dont care. but the most important thing is i need you to hit your mm, really."
i told of my glory at 9:40 pm
today was a very tiring day ):
gahhhhh!
wenbin is very.. smart. lol. he knows how to "build bond" very well. even chee yong and lucas were O.o at him when he sa jiao-ed at me after i lent him $200+ worth of products. lol. damn funny lah he. but well.. :D
and darren tio sabotaged by upline today. HAHA. what an ass. =p
and those lousy shitsxz losers should stop doing the business the wrong way and ruin networking's image in the market, and stop ruining ve's image in the industry! DAMN. those assholes.
i told of my glory at 12:41 am
Thursday, 25 December 2008
MERRY CHRISTMAS :D
kind of not very christmas-sy this year, but just purely very celebrative lo. which is still fun! :D yesterday was a night out with falcons. today was an afternoon/evening with falcons too.
what mr mengwee said during the chalet is really true.
"the few of us already bonded till cannot bond further already lo"
yea, cos it's like, always the few of us that turn up for fun, for activites, for outings blah.
but before meeting falcons today, i went to patsy's house! with elisa, teck huat, yeow chong and zhuhui :D long time no see yea, and well, kinda got updated on each others' lives and on the rest too, those who didnt turn up. but well, it was a great gathering at patsy's place. with her cute doggy! called meimei! HAHAS. the dog simply loves me okay. when we walked in to patsy's house she couldnt stop jumping on me :D
i have an affinity with DOGS. haha!
and yea, i bought my lovely car achiever's christmas present today. DAMN STRESSED WHILE SHOPPING FOR IT OKAY! is like, i dont know which one he'll want! then he still say, "you decide." gahhh stressed! HAHA. bought him a Picard wallet in the end cos seriously, braun buffel's designs arent really THAT nice =/ i'll buy him one next time. lol. but still, a Picard wallet still costs a bomb okay. the most expensive present i bought so far. LOL. but he was very happy to get it and IMMEDIATELY opened it up to change to his new wallet :D
I FEEL SO HAPPY :D
he was like a small kid opening up his christmas present lah!
and we had dinner at fish&co. wahahs.
went to play pool and after that trained home with diming.
TIRED! AND THERE'S SHA GROUPING TMR AT 11AM ):
sometimes i really cant take it anymore.
the difference in the game made me realise how seriously you affect my mood with every single thing you say.
do i hate you?
or not?
whats that reaction i wonder?
i told of my glory at 11:55 pm
just came back from pre-christmas celebration with falcons and makos. kinda sad that the number of falcons this year was much lesser than last. and i went without an organisation today. ): hahas.
today was a really okay day in office i guess.
mr mengwee gave me a $700+ christmas present lo!
1 box of calphyto nutrients ($300+), 1 box of cal ion plus ($200+), and 1 bracelet ($200+). HAHA. i was super stunned when he gave it to me lo. he was like "you want belt or bracelet?" ahhas.
but im like super -ve of parkway parade's isetan cos it was DAMN messy today when i wanted to buy mr meng's present ): turns out i made a wasted trip there cos there was no calvin klein, no pierre cardin, no barun buffel. what the hell totally O.o
but well, after that i went back to office to get my stuff and jimmy sent us to somerset where we met up with miss lois for dinner. miss her so much man! :D so glad to see her. and well, she started to nag at me again! for not hitting MM. LOLS.
then went to play pool at kpool. cine level 8. WOW. $12.80 per hour sio! stunned hahas. but well, i only played one game. spent the rest of my time playing psp cos mr mengwee finally gave me his UMD :D
then we went to watch YES MAN! with mako. and SUPER FUNNY I TELL YOU. mr ivan was beside me during the movie. then when the weird guy was telling everyone to say YES mr ivan also "YES!" very happily LOL. not once, not twice, but many times! HAHAS. damn funny that i couldnt stop laughing i tell you!
then after the movie, some of them went to kbox but due to my throat, and the others due to other reasons, me, longjun, lifung, jingwen and shiyong went to arcade and guess what, we met DHA people there! :D friendly okay! but well, we played like, super unglam-ly lah. you know the table air hockey thingy. LOL. childhood plaything luh! but it was fun okay! :D only stupid upline didnt play HAHA. and played basketball :D hwoaaa couldnt expect that upline can shoot so well oaky, considering that he always has a thing for soccer soccer soccer. LOL.
then after that we went home. well, tired luh!
and my poor phone of 8% battery life was dying when mr meng called me and asked if id reached home. hahas. oh well. i was walking home from the bus stop at that time and he asked me where i wanna go for dinner tmr lol!
and we decided on pizza hut! :D
YAY! :DDD
I SHALL GO SLEEP NOW! IT'S 4.55AM!
i told of my glory at 4:35 am
Tuesday, 23 December 2008
oh well, today i did not go for the training in the morning. gahhhhhs.
but i finally got my psp today :D
guess i'll arrange to meet didi tmr in the morning to get get mr ah meng's present and well, i dont know what's the plans for tmr night!
GAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
and stupid upline was super act cute oaky. he came to cafe when i was having dinner with derrick and zihui and he came to SNATCH the psp from me! didi lend me his psp but stupid upline come and snatch lor! :( and really is snatch one hor. damn embarrassing okay. what a kookoobert upline i have. but then again, it beats how we used to have cold war for like, how many months? 5 months? damn.
i like the life im living.
but then again,
i dont wanna be a ME forever :D
MM, here i comeeeeeeee!! ^^
give me more lovin then I've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when I know i'm not.
make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad, I'm so glad I found you.
I love bein around you. you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only 1 thing 2 do three words fuor you.
I love you.(I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
and that's what i'll do.I love you.(I love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when I fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
best that I've had.
I'm so glad that I found you.
I love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.
I love you.(I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
and that's what i'll do.
I love you.I love you(I love you)
you make it easy, it's easy as 12,1234
theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you
I love you (I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
thats what I'll do I love you (I love you)
I love you I love you. one two three four I love you.
(I love you)I love you(I love you)
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
today was a great day :D
me lifung and mr mengwee snatching the phone for the whole afternoon to do calling.
i like that feeling,
that we're fighting together..
then had lunc-ner at 6.30pm with them at yongtaufoo :D
then attended slideshow, and today's slideshow was great :D
i thinks today's style portrays the BMs and BGMs in a better light lol, rather than the usual squabble.
but then again, today's events really motivated me to fight on.
regardless of how many days left,
i will go all the way.
10 days left. who says i cant create a miracle for myself?
if i believe i can, i believe i can and i will be able to.
for myself, to my MM,
for my upline, to his car,
for falcon, to SHA2.
IM GONNA GET MY PSP TMR :D
interesting:
you may have good sex with some friends freed some ex
you may be the slave of tim and tom and every dave
you may do it again with handsome friends of chek and ken
but youre gonna feel so free
when you do it with me
i told of my glory at 12:06 am
Sunday, 21 December 2008
i got back my sim card,
im contactable,
i got what i want today and am gonna get more of it tmr.
but im back to zero.
together with upline..
i told of my glory at 11:32 pm
Saturday, 20 December 2008
I GOT MY PHONE BACK :D all thanks to that driver who is so damn honest!
BUT THEN, i realised one thing. my whole phone's content has been gone through o.o cos my playlist was kinda.. different. and my unread msgs became read.
but still, im glad i finally got my phone back!
getting my new sim card tmr so PLEASE PEOPLE, MY PHONE IS NUMBER IS NOT NOT IN SERVICE OKAY ):
even though that's what it says when you try dialling my number now.
oh yea, post-concert reception and seniors' farewell was great :D
they actually prepared a gift for me too LOL! and well, it was pretty awkward when i saw SOMEONE =/ my emotional barrier due to what chiaweijian said that day. GAHHHH.
oh yea talking about weijian. there was a "buffet" today where me and weijian decided on him getting food for us and me getting drinks for us. so what happened was, he walked into the co room with a plate stacked high full of food to everyone's obvious shock and skepticism. LOL. damn funny sight i tell you. so we sat down and started eating, eating, eating when suddenly i realised that there were 3 girls from tanboyue. i forgot who they were. but they came in much later than us but they'd finished eating when me and weijian were still prolly 3/4 halfway through our food. so weijian cushioned us, saying "aiyah, they take very little food" when it was pretty obvious weijian took ALOT of food. HAHA.
but well, thats weijian. he's that.... unique. haha. which is why he attracts alot of gay guys to befriend him =/
AND MY MOM'S GONNA BUY ME MY CONVERSE SNEAKERS TMR :D
im off to someplace faraway,
where no one else is there now (:
where there's only the chicken and the lamb (:
unique far faraway dreamland?
i told of my glory at 11:08 pm
I LOST MY PHONE. OKAY THANKS SO MUCH. STUPID DRIVER SHC2385J COMFORT STUPID CAB! GAHHHHHH.
THERE GOES ALL MY MSGS,
ALL MY NUMBERS,
ALL MY PICTURES,
ALL MY CONTACTS,
ALL MY VIDEOS,
ALL MY MSGS ALL MY MSGS ALL MY MSGS!
this is a vulgarities-heavy post cos i am damn angry i tell you. where the hell are honest people in the world?! that time i picked up a HP on the cab also. and i friggin returned it to the driver. damn it. i bet that driver kept it for his own use or sold it already lo. miserable fuckers. so poor till must do this to others meh?! losing of phone sucks. but knowing that someone is being happy amidst your misery
i called my phone so frantically but NO RESPONSE AT ALL.
nabeh.
NABEH LAH.
knn stupid cab driver.
SPOIL MY GOOD DAY.
i was having fun in office okay.
upline was acting cute,
upline was trying to motivate and encourage me,
upline was guai-lan-ing darren when darren was very much in a hurry,
and we went for dinner at 9.45pm with diming and lifung.
we talked till 11pm.
and rushing home,
I FRIGGIN DROPPED MY PHONE ON THAT FUCKING DISHONEST CAB DRIVER'S CAB.
the online complain lodge better work otherwise i will fucking go to comfort HQ and complain about their lousy service. and anyway, what bullshit is it that CUSTOMER SERVICE HOTLINE IS ONLY OPENED DURING OFFICE HOURS FROM MONDAY TO SATURDAY.
so im so damn suay right, that i had to lose my phone on FRIDAY NIGHT.
i told of my glory at 12:26 am
Thursday, 18 December 2008
today was not-so-nice-but-also-nice a day.
didnt go to office today.
my potential 1day ME is gone, he backed out just before his appointment. and taking along his friend. so basically, my organisation has greatly been reduced in strength again. but some part of upline's msg made me feel so much better.
"no choice. we just got to build again.... ..."
so i know, he's definitely disappointed. but as his downline, i must be there to support him and go all out for him. even if i fail, i will fail gloriously and be nearer to my MM position.
but then again, today i came across people so adorable, i met other GLCC people, and BROKE MY NAIL ):
it's not a small tear you know, it's a 1/3 my fingernail gone ):
damn pain and bloody okay.
cos of some kookoo whom i tackled during basketball. LOL.
evening was basketball and netball which has left me ACHING ALL OVER LOL.
i feel so nuah now! ):
tmr will be better.
and tell him of my downline. HAIS!
i told of my glory at 10:21 pm
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
today was another great day :D with a funny ending cos we spent half the night talking about christmas presents lol!
had yongtaufoo lunch with upline, diming and lifung. yums. my upline is very zhai okay. he managed to close 2 cartons of water at the coffee shop with the one operating the drinks stall. it was zhai cos the person was VERY skeptical that it would sell. HAHAS. but upline talk till the person okay lo (:
I call you up whenever things go wrong
You're always there
You are my shoulder to cry on
I can't believe it took me so long
To take the forbidden step
Is this something that I might regret
(Come on come on)
Novthing ventured nothing gained
(You are the one)
A lonely heart that can't be tamed
(Come on come on)
I'm hoping that you feel the same
This is something that I can't forget
did a whole day worth of training. ahhh. happiness. i know i did something good, something right today :D
and well, upline was being really nice okay. helping me keng my guy and all..
I thought that we would just be friends
Things will never be the same again
It's just the beginning it's not the end
Things will never be the same again
It's not a secret anymore
Now we've opened up the door
Starting tonight and from now on
We'll never, never be the same again
Never be the same again
so yea, was doing calling, got bored, cynthia came, encouraged me again to hit MM hahhas. oh well. then after that mr mengwee, diming and lifung came over cos they were preparing to leave. so was i! HAHA. but then but then, we spent like an hour squabbling over christmas presents. on what to buy and such. LOL. stupid car achiever lost the tie that my downline lovingly bought him last christmas lo. HAHA.
Now I know that we were close before
I'm glad I realised I need you so much more
And I don't care what every one will say
It's about you and me
And we'll never be the same again
so was arguing over what i should buy for my mengwee for christmas. GAHHH. i told him no $300 mont blanc! wait till i hit BM then i buy him his mont blanc :D
so now he says he wants me to buy him a braun buffel wallet. GAHHHHHH. stupid shitsxz okay! still costs about a hundredd plus. so i shall see how it goes. hahas. most prolly get him that braun buffel wallet he wants since his wallet is kinda falling apart.
and wow wow, i never realised that mr calvin's wallet is mont blanc *stuns*
and that mr steven nagged at him upon knowing that he bought the pair of $2000+ versace leather shoes.
**editted: his shoes are not $2000, they are $1200!** and omg he bought his belt and perfume and shoes together. versace products together yo!
LOL.
mr calvin is really versace-siao man.
oh man. i also wanttttt. when i hit mm mr mengwee gonna buy me a wallet also. I ALSO WANT VERSACE! :D
ahhahaha!!
versace products sibeh chio please! SUPER COOL LO.
gahhh enough of that LOL.
tmr is andy's parent's appointment.
I HOPE MY UPLINE CLOSES A ONE-DAY ME BACK! :D
just one will do! i can hit MM already!! :D even funnier, he said he wanna close a one-day MM then submit all under one invoice and draw 10% presenter fee then i get only 5% overriding GAHHHH okay maybe you all dont get that but it greatly reduces my paycheque that im so looking forward to! ):
but i know he's kidding. hehe.
I though that we would just be friends
(Oh yeah)
Things will never be the same again
Never be the same again
It's just the beginnning it's not the end
(We've only just begun)
Things will never be the same again
It's not a secret anymore
Now we've opened up the door (Opened up the door)
Starting tonight and from now on
We'll never never be the same again
Never be the same again
I TRUST MY UPLINE :D one-day ME!
for once i felt the sense of urgency building up within me.
go upline, i trust you 100% on this!
:D
i told of my glory at 10:38 pm
Tuesday, 16 December 2008
today was a good dayyyy :D
norman turned out more normal than i expected. LOL. you know, those weird guys who'll text you at 1am when you've never met them before asking weird questions. it kinda freaks me out LOL. but well, i wasnt disappointed today :D
upline tried a new method of firm-down during coffee.
i think it's sibeh zhai ;D
but then cannot praise upline, otherwise his head will become big BIG big. HAHA.
but upline just acted cute over the phone. omg. LOL.
oh yea, talking about PHONES.
i met mr darren at the lift lobby of level 1 when suddenly he told me "i think i lost my phone leh"
and he was SUPER calm when he told me that =/
but then he was like "i see you then i realise that i lost my phone leh"
WAHHHH beh lun sia. i thought he was like kidding me or what luh. LOL. in the end i called his phone but he still couldnt find it =/ apparently, he'd left it on the cafe table without realising. =/
LOL.
blur sotong sio. :D
i want it i want it i want it!
I WANT MY SILVER BADGE AND BLACK JACKET SOOOOON :D
i told of my glory at 10:05 pm
today was good :D
even though i dont have any newly joined agents today but well, i was happy cos upline talked to me over a problem i never realised.
subconsciously i just opened up and told him about my CS with mr steve.
oh well.
he wasnt too happy about that.
no personal hatred.
but he just didnt approve of it. ):
and well,
one problem not solved and another problem found.
HAIS.
today's slideshow + IAC was *pssssssst* FIERY. i dont know any other word to describe it. you could practically see the fire in mr alex's eyes when he told mr leon off for tee-down ing mr alvin when he used his ME in comparison to a SHA's CA.
kinda brainless comparison.
but well, that was kinda the highlight of the day =/
it was so sudden and unexpected okay!
but anyway,
i shall try again tmr.
to make it a better day!
tmr will be a better day. :D
i told of my glory at 12:09 am
Sunday, 14 December 2008
today's performance at esplanade was a remarkable one, to me.
though the stars of the way were tampines ruan ensemble,
we, nyco, as the first item, i felt it was still a good show :D
with me attending as a performer without my instrument =/ cos zhiwen forgot to bring it for me from school LOL.
and oh yea, during the performance.. could see ding laoshi's hand trembling when she was conducting. i wonder why? and oh yea, she was like, kinda testing us by holding long pauses in between "chapters" in the song, to check if we were watching her. DURING THE PERFORMANCE OKAY. scary. hahas. but anyways.. WAS STILL QUITE OKAY LAH :D
and well, got to know those seniors (alumni) who came back to perform. jonathan, wanying etc. wahahas. theyre super funny too okay.
chun hao (is that his name?), the guzheng guest player was like "i wanna take picture with th alumni cos we're all wearing black!"
so jonathan was like "eh come! we take picture on the conductor's platform! we play a orientation game okay! must have most number of people squeeze in this area!"
and well, we happily squeezed up there for pictures =/
hahahs. theyre super cute okay. then chun hao that guzheng guy, he's like SO DAMN CUTE haha! cos i was complaining about laura's lipgloss being too dark a colour and he said
"come lah come lah i give you a kiss then your lip colour same as mine!"
oh man. super hilarious i tell you.
then i also started to actually talk to yi yan.
he's the guy who sits next to me on the stage,
he's the PRSSCO president,
he's the one who helped me bring to-and-fro between NYCO and PRSSCO a gaohu for me,
and he's the impromptu principal player for PRSSCO today.
he is super funny okay! before we went onstage, he was like very very randomly and suddenly telling me "actually i quite anxious leh. haha. what if the file with the score not outside? then we both die leh.." aiyoh he is like super cute oakyy!! :D and he was looking pretty flustered at some point of the song. HAHAS.
but well, i was very very happy okay :D though i screwed up one part of the fast part of the song but it wasnt obvious since the whole orchestra seemed like a mess at that point in time. cos i saw my lovely lovely seniors and fellow CO members! :D
saw junru, mingkwang, luojun, wingyan, sook han, zi can, etc etc etc. OH MAN! :D this is like, how rare a chance to see them okay!
but then again, beautiful sunday 2008, gone like that.
beautiful memories..
i told of my glory at 10:50 pm
Saturday, 13 December 2008
im missing one person.
i bet those who visit my blog, you cant guess who he is.
he was once so much a part of my life.. (:
but that was back then.
maybe he looks like someone you know.
but then again, he looks so different now.
i told of my glory at 11:57 pm
today was a great day (:
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming?
Is this burning an eternal flame?
mr steve's tip does help alot mannn. :D
"start each day with a positive thought and you'll have a gr8 day ahead!"
I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?
anyways, today i was talking with upline outside falcon cubicle suddenly mr steve came and said
"eh longjun! your downline want to fight leh! so you must help her okay! having an MM under you is better than having an ME under you.. so cannot everything throw to her to do herself, wait till she hit MM then you throw to her.."
hahaha. and upline expression was that of -.- LOL. mr steve is super funny and random okay!
Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
organisation growing big,
huifang getting happier! :D
oh yah, upline is super act cute okay. walao. i told him that i wanna go home but in the end spent another hour talking to him at b1. LOL. i wonder why my upline is in such a good mood recently.
OH YAH, he insists that i got a BF and i always go with my BF to orchard. like HELLO, how long since i last went to orchard mannnn. HAHA. stupid upline. wanna check if im single anot then SAY LAH. HAHAHAH. but he persistently said he saw me and a guy at orchard o.O
Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?
Is this burning an eternal flame?
An eternal flame?
Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?
oh well,
some things dont change, and that includes how much i adore my upline :D :D :D
you should hear how dearest kk sings this song. it's absolutely hilarious the way he sings it. far from being a love song. HAHA. =p
i told of my glory at 9:31 pm
simply,
huifang is very very sick today.
whole day felt like... 1234578765432 hours.
zihui and yvonne said my lips look damn dry and i was looking very pale.
mr steve was being nice though, and that greatly brightened up my day cos he asked "so hows your first downline coming along? good?" when i walked past him and greeted him :D
and well, he and upline are really hilarious. lol.
mr steve- XIAO JUN GE!
HF- ...??????!! *thinking who he's referring to
LJ- mr steve!
mr steve- hey i needa borrow one bracelet from you. i submit cheque le. but customer going overseas tmr..
LJ- wa eh mr steve, you still owe me one bracelet leh!
mr steve- yah i know. wahhh you scared i run away ah! your downline here leh you like that tee down me!
LJ- aiyoh mr steve, you go NS already never see you around leh! later you run away how!
mr steve- aiyoh, you think i can run for long meh! run also run for 2 years only then back from NS ma!
HAIYOH, they are super funny please.
upline prevented me from going to toilet today. stupid shit. lol.
i told of my glory at 12:56 am
Thursday, 11 December 2008
today was a good day indeed (: had our own grouping between me, lifung and diming. diming wasnt being constructive. lol. but me and LF managed to identify our weakness in trainings and we rectified them with mr mengwee ^^
i feel happy this way.
cos i know im learning, and theres someone there to teach me. but then again, mr mengwee is forever suan-ing people lah. LOL.
but anyway, i feel bad. cos i think upline or mr mengwee went to tell mr steven that i dare not text him to ask him for help today cos yesterday he didnt reply my msgs. cos at arnd 3 plus mr steven sms-ed me. "later if need any help tell me. i can help you." make me feel damn bad lahhhh. but no choice today my girls are 17. mr steven only help me coffee those 18 and above de. :D hahas.
but anyway,
the coffee yesterday night.
really impact.
100% salute mr steve.
and i know, 100% pure admiration for him.
oh yah, mr mengwee was being skeptical towards me la. when i told him that yesterday night i had a session with mr steve mr mengwee was like grinning away and "oooooh" then give the... i-dont-know-how-to-describe-but-is-a-very-tiko face. LOL. hey hey hey. it's admiration i have for mr steve okay. even though intially around a week plus ago when zihui helped me to ask mr steve to meet for coffee he was alarmed and ask "talk work or personal??" gahhhhhhhhh. whatever! :D
POSITIVE SHITSXZZ.
I WILL HIT MM.
and i made a deal with upline. if this month i contribute 5000PV to his car, he bring me to a good restaurant and treat me :D
oh yah, upline was in a really good mood today. i dont know why. but im happy too (: cos upline happy= downline happy. and stupid upline act cute lo. darren wanted to put his MT single at our cubicle then he was like bargaining with darren blah. and darren was looking so gan jiong lol!
oh well.
we dont choose our upline.
but i like this upline that i've got! :D
i told of my glory at 10:06 pm
i forgot to blog about something really funny that happened yesterday lol.
cos my presentation file has been with wenbin since what seems like 1234598437652634 years ago but actually is just half a month ago, so yesterday when i saw him i decided to ask him back for it. so he said "oh, it's in miss jasmine's car" then he went to get the car key from miss jas and we went to her car.
when he opened the car boot, i realised that there was no sales kit inside! and neither was there any in the back seat! GAHHHHH. so he called miss jas, and thus realised that it was in the other car o.o (thats her dad's car btw) so wenbin was like "AHHHHHHHHHHH" and know what he said?
"eh huifang, get on. i drive you one round."
i was like "HARRRRRRRRRRR?!" cos im like 18 without a license but he's... 17! =/ errrrrh? then he said that in M'sia he can drive. wahahhas. oh man. i dont know lah cos.. wenbin's words uh.. cannot believe so easily one! i already tio tricked by him and gary for like 9876345678987654 times! GAHHHHH. but yesterday he was dead serious okay! LOL.
anyway, like what mr steve taught:
today is gonna be a great day better than yesterday! ;D
i told of my glory at 10:50 am
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
today was a good day (:
and well, during dinner something damn funny happened okay. mr steve suddenly came over and "huifang, so later you free? i thought that day you said you want to meet me for coffee?" hwoa. stunned =/ i thought he's busy today CS-ing his own guys according to what zihui told me. but then he suddenly told me he's free at 9. so ya..
had CS with mr steve. and it was totally illuminating. gahhhs. really, his approach is aggressive but
and well, he solved them for me.
the funniest thing was when he said
"im known for rejecting people when they want to meet me for coffee okay. i still went to ask you if youre free cos i know you want to fight and im willing to help you. if i feel that you havent learnt anything from me, i will not end this session. i can go on and on for hours one okay?"
LOL-ed. we talked until the cafe close okay. then on the way down also continue talking talking talking. lols. gahhhh. the examples he state when he was trying to state a scenario to me are really weird you know =x like kind of.. real-life.. =/ i dont know man. hahas. oh well. but i believe he's still the best lah :D
i shall... go type out everything that we talked about later so that i will not forget :D
and well, upline was giving me a half-planning today. LOL. incomplete sia. but never mind. i shall do accordingly.
and tmr shall be a better day ;D
(see, i do remember what i learnt cos thats what mr steve also talked about!)
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
Tuesday, 9 December 2008
today was a great day i think. there's this.. kinda.. star conversation of the day.
*longjun comes down with a stack of CALwater brochures
mr mengwee: eh you want buy brochure?
longjun: 1 for $2!
mr mengwee: LANJIAO LAH! 1 for $1!
hf: oh. okay. gimme two. eh upline, later then i pass you money okay?
mr mengwee: HAHA SOLID! see longjun, i help you clear your brochures leh!
longjun: ah. eh get 3 lah, then you pass me $40 plus your standing order money
hf: orh okay lo. mr mengwee, pass me one more.
mr mengwee: WALAO EH YOU SO EASY TIO CLOSE ONE AH!
hf: well, he's my upline what! :D
mr mengwee: EEYER WEAK AH. SO EASY TIO CLOSE ONE!
hf: ......
waa, like that also can suan siao me. o.o
gahhhh.
but oh yah, while doing 3pm recruitment for dididididiming i got to know this agent from another group. name starts with a D (not you okay darren :D) and he's a damn nice guy okay! he helped me to bring my recruitment over and helped me to talk to them while i went to pick another person up. gahhhh. was sitting at the back of the seminar hall with him cos we left the front seats to the recruitments =/ but then again, i think he's 17 only. LOL. but well, he's crazy okay. he got 14 for his L1R5 and he went to friggin retake his Os, then now he says he wants to go to poly. HAHA. and he wants to go the same poly as me and the same genre of course! :DDDD
but anyway, it was great except for the fact that i snapped at my upline. sometimes when the joke gets too far, i cant accept it.
can you feel my sense of urgency?
it's obvious you cant, cos you just decided to give me a heck care attitude when im trying to ask for your help. when im desperately looking for help.
then you can still argue with me,
saying andy should be your direct.
come on man,
i can write out a whole list of things i can pick to quarrel about with you.
but i choose not to.
cos like what i told mr mengwee today.
"HE'S MY UPLINE.."
the reason why i cherish you:
i only have one upline
only one..
i can lose all the downlines like how ive lost them this whole year. but i cannot afford to lose you. thats why time after time, i choose to run back to you despite you pushing me away.
i saw you learn, saw you change, saw you fight.
but you choose not to accept that im by your side.
sometimes, i really dont know who i can trust in this world.
mr mengwee told me today not to hang out too much with people from the other teams, especially the person name starting with E. he told me to trust him and lifung, and the falcons.
but then,
some particular falcons have lied to me time after time.
lies after lies.
and it's always the person i trust so much.
how much more are you people still keeping from me?
mr mengwee and i had a talk which we intended to last less than 5 minutes but ended up we were standing there talking for like prolly 15 minutes.
now i know, no matter how much i can doubt mr mengwee's trust in me,
he still sees me as his downline.
no matter how many people can take over my place in falcon,
he still sees me as his downline.
im glad i made a right choice to choose VE group.
im glad i made a right choice not to re-fight under another team.
i just find that despite being not there for so many days,
im glad i still fit in perfectly.
tmr is a day of myself. for my people, for my position.
today was just a practice to get back to my usual lifestyle.. :D
i did something wrong yesterday..
i no longer feel like myself..
i told of my glory at 11:06 pm
Monday, 8 December 2008
sometimes when life becomes boring theres nothing much to blog, nothing much to update about. i wanna go to office and live my ultimate busy but fun kind of life.
tomorrow.
it shall resume.
and tmr's the first NDWS class on i think it's product :D shall attend it with my bros and sis ^^
and well, my upline is a really very very nice okay :D he told me to pass him my standing order money cos he exchanged product with others. so prolly he'll be submitting a bigger product for me? ^^
shall see on friday.
and and and, the 10pm channel u show is highly interesting lo! :D
i told of my glory at 10:04 pm
Thou, Oh Lord :
Many are they increased that troubled me
Many are they that rise up against me
Many there be which say of my soul
There is no help for him in God
But Thou, oh Lord are a shield for me
My glory and the lifter of my head
Thou, oh Lord are a shield for me
My glory and the lifter of my head
Repeat
I cried unto the Lord with my voice
And he heard me out of His holy hill
I laid me down and slept and awaked
For the Lord sustained, for he sustained me
Thou, oh Lord are a shield for me
My glory and the lifter of my head
Thou, oh Lord are shield for me
My glory and the lifter of my head
Repeat Twice
For Thou oh Lord are a shield for me
My glory and the lifter of my head
Of my head
My head
i told of my glory at 2:00 pm
Saturday, 6 December 2008
TODAY IS MY FAIRYGODMOTHER MISS LOIS POH LUQI'S BIRTHDAY!!
i texted her at 12.05am but was still the first to text her!!! :D
so today was yet another day of unexpected surprises. not that i minded, of cos. i was happily chatting with zihui and derrick with mr steve came over. pleasantly surpised, cos he was like "EH yesterday 7pm got SAM grouping lo how to have coffee at 8?!" but well, i didnt know there was grouping until my lovely upline told me at like.. 2pm on that day itself. cos i'd texted mr steve at 12am the night before. lol. oh well.
and DAMNNNNNNN funny just now, cos me and derrick were arguing over the lunch that i owe him. so derrick said "IF I HIT MM BEFORE YOU THEN YOU REALLY GO DIE ARH!"
and just at that moment mr steve decided to come back to our table and guess what, he nagged at derrick LOL.
"eh wheres your tee up! wait till you hit ME then you challenge huifang to MM! you never even hit ME yet talk what MM?!"
LOL. damn funny.
so mr steve said that if by monday derrick cant hit his ME position, he shall owe me a lunch so that the lunch i owe him will be GONEEEEEEEE :D
hehe. mr steve is super funny i tell you.
and and and,
IM TIRED ):
shall go sleep early today :D
i told of my glory at 11:18 pm
sometimes when youve lost your direction, put down th pride & ego and sometimes, there'll be unexpected results.
☠ 我是----Miingツ <(｡◕(o o)◕｡)> Promiscous!** says:
last month nia
☠ 我是----Miingツ <(｡◕(o o)◕｡)> Promiscous!** says:
come back n fight
HUIFANG ♥ the one. says:
anw even if im there or not it doesnt make a diff
☠ 我是----Miingツ <(｡◕(o o)◕｡)> Promiscous!** says:
got
☠ 我是----Miingツ <(｡◕(o o)◕｡)> Promiscous!** says:
we nid euu de!
☠ 我是----Miingツ <(｡◕(o o)◕｡)> Promiscous!** says:
cos iie wan to cal euu Miss HuiFang nia
☠ 我是----Miingツ <(｡◕(o o)◕｡)> Promiscous!** says:
we fight together lols
☠ 我是----Miingツ <(｡◕(o o)◕｡)> Promiscous!** says:
we will fight together de
i didnt trust th wrong person.
who says networking cannot be done?
go sit in the corner and reflect man..
and im very very very tired.
enlightenment saps energy from me..
would you choose to stay with the one you love? or walk back to the one who loves you..
just 3 days ago, we were enthusiastically looking forward to it.
2 days ago, we fought hard, and most of them won the fight.
yesterday, we lacked the drive to fight on, lamenting over nothing.
and today, we felt the disappointment of separation.
ironical?
no doubt (: human nature..
i told of my glory at 12:28 am
Thursday, 4 December 2008
i didnt update yesterday cos i was stuck up a club with my 0723 bros and sis and didnt have access to my laptop. not that i had the energy to either, but prom was alright and post-prom
LADIES NIGHT you know what that meant yea? :D
with some of my class peeps blah blah and the DB girls too. lol. the "pussycat dolls" were cool luh really. but well, the "main dancer" was chio and sexy alright! GAHHHHHHH.
and i slept from 5am to 10am, woke up and blah blah blah, left hotel and reached suntec at 11am. WOOTS! :D
oh yah, the prom was great cos the host was superb okay :D it was pretty memorable too, considering that i saw all my 0723 classmates once again. somehow or other i felt that... things are different. but then again, they are REALLY different. theyre A level grads. and im.. hanging between i-dont-know-where-either. OH WELL. HHAHA. but well, what matters is we're happy :D
and then tmr is finally the coffee with my role model. charming, charismatic, smart, blah blah blah i could flood the whole post. LOL. oh well, i wanna learn from him okay. :D
GOOD NIGHT!
i told of my glory at 11:05 pm
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
i only have one thing to say:
my leg and feet are like SO friggin pain please ):
gahhh. attended an hour of company updates. oh well.
if i never go, tio gan. i go for 1 hour, also tio gan. stupid upline ):
LOL. but anyway, he was nice enough. or rather, he didnt have a choice. cos when i went up, there were no more seats left. so he gave up his seat to me until in front someone left. gahhhhhhhhhh. =x
IM VERY TIRED.
i shall go sleep soon.
prom is tmr.
and im looking forward to post-prom! ^^
sis, it's not im giving up on you.
it's not that i dont wanna help you or give you my advice.
i dont give up on people, remember?
but i only advice within my limits.
i only comment within what i know.
your situation is that of what i have never been through before and i do not wish to make any wrong move.
because whether you patch with him or not,
i wont be affected.
but if i give a wrong suggestion that affects somehow,
i dont want that to ever happen.
because i dont want to lose a fren over such an issue.
pride and ego holds me back from telling you all these yes (:
but i hope you understand.
im not in your situation. and all i can say is, protect yourself, dont cheapen yourself (i know this sounds crude but i have to say it), and dont make decisions which only make yourself feel worse.
as i said, for every matter there is a purpose behind it.
there is a reason for every small happening.
i dont want you to regret your choice cos as a fren,
ive done what i can..
i hope you understand..
i told of my glory at 11:34 pm
Monday, 1 December 2008
i had a talk with my upline today.
i know i'll have his support on this journey.
he'll teach me what i wanna know, let me go learn what i wanna learn..
and he said something today..
"last year trinity, i had only you, one single downline with me to the end.
this year, it shall be different. i will have more forces."
thanks man, he does appreciate my existence. :D
and well, this is a new month. december.
he told me another thing which really hit me..
"last year, you were supposed to be left with 3000lv to mm due to trinity structure. but you didnt, and it increased to 14,000lv. this year, after the whole year, you are now, left with 3000lv to mm. during the past few months, i expected you'll hit mm already. but you didnt. this month is 'do or die'. it's like your back is against the wall already. you have to hit this month. or next month when quota increases, im sure you'll be very negative.."
"if you hit your mm before slideshow, i will ask mr steven to let you go on stage for your badge and blazer this month.."
i am not falcon's pillar.
i am not falcon's pillar.
i am not falcon's pillar.
cmon man, if i am, i wouldnt even have the time to go learn from others. responsibility would flood me.
but thank goodness i aint, so that i can learn more and become a better mm. better than some weaklings (:
YAH I AM SO STUCK UP AND POWER-HUNGRY. SO WHAT?
if i hit mm and become a damn zai one, can you say anything about me?
YOU CANT. HAHA.
those managers, CAs, BGMs who go
cmon lah dudes, if you are so STRONG, why dont you maintain that marvellous SPLENDOUR of yours?
why do i not see your name in TOP TEAM?
why do i not see your name in TOP MANAGER?
look at yourself before you tell me off. so what if im still an ME? when i talk, you can jolly well shut your trap if IM BETTER. and i WILL BE BETTER.
damn. such childish people make me sooooooo annoyed cos theyre like, GAHHHH, not training up REMARKABLE people, so why are they commenting man! HAHA.
it's alright, i shall hit my mm and prove them wrong ^^
oh yea,
this is HOT!:
(totally please!! OMGZ)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBBaDMZD3D8&feature=related
i told of my glory at 11:18 pm
CS with mr steve tmr? (:
damn. i totally love my upline so much.
always doing things for me and not telling me. (:
i told of my glory at 1:13 am