Saturday, 31 March 2007
BOO! today was nthg much really. jst a bunch of entertainment. lols.
pe was damn shuang. our class split into 3 teams. my team is the team tking part in frisbee tmr. the other 2 teams help us train. so they kp on sub n we play non-stop. omg. tiring sia. run here run thr. think tmr i wil SEH sia. lols. but was fun. at the end of pe was like i'd been in the rain like tt. hahaa. stupid lawrence is even worse than i m luh. he nvr play frisbee as much but when he lean back mk on my leg is AIYO so WET de lo!! eeeee. lols. but anyways,
i made a longer than 7 cm cut on his right hand.
some more can c abit of blood de lo. *ouch. :(((
cos i attempted to intercept the frisbee n failed to. instead scratching him with my long nails. hahaa. TOO BAD. :)))) but he's so proud of the scar. AS SEEN FROM THE ABV 2 PHOTOS TAKEN BY HIMSELF.
we went to the ny gambling den twice today. hahaa. EH HELLO. we play bridge. a FULLY certified intellectual game tt promotes critical n fast thinking. freakshyat. bullshyating. lols. so was having pretty much fun with my eye candy just 2 tables away. hahaa. it's really a great thing to know tt he stil recognizes me. but wadahell. i malu-ed b4 i noticed he was thr. situation:
me"oh freakshyat luh. my voice bcm like tt again. omg. it's time to lead a marching cheer."
joyce, huiyi,cel "....."
cel"eh the guy turn arnd lei"
me"who?"
n when i turned arnd, it was him omft.
n i was like "shyat cel, it's tt ______ TL!" omft. malufication~
just tt i called out to mickey mouse n he actually "yo!"-ed back. hahaa. a load of laughs. so he does react to that name aftr all :)))))) aiyo n he got plaster at the side of his forehead thr. *ouch.
poor mickey mouse.
i shld set up my own mice unification club. i seem to encounter many diff ppl who will smhow b linked to mice. LOLs.
mouse papa
mouse mama
mouse aunt
mickey mouse
etc
etc
etc.
bullshyating. *yawns. wake up at 5am tmr. bless myself. im afraid i might get clobbered by the frisbee cos im asleep when i playing tmr. lols.
i told of my glory at 1:59 pm
Friday, 30 March 2007
BOO! went back to zh today. to c the co. like FINALLY. n wow. they wow-ed me. im impressed by their great improvement. im pretty sure they'll manage a GOLD somehow :D
then went to the syco chamber concert. wahs. went thr expecting to c jessly n junru. but ended up seeing desmond n clara too! LOLs. damn pengs. me n heidi were like thinking tt the person lk so much like clara or sophie. lols. but anyways. it was a nice concert. the yangqin guy n percussion guy were great. omg luhs. their action is WOW! :))))) n didnt get a chance to talk much with him luhs. sad sad sad. boooo. when wil the next time b i wonder? aye. im missing the past agn. whr were the days whr we cld just say "hey let's go smwhr today" aftr sch n go just like tt? haiiiiii.
but anw, went for supper with heidi, jessly, boon tai (duno how to spell laaaa), kaili, zc n dominic. ahhas poor kaili the only j2. but he's nice enough to msg us to tk care aftr he'd left.
zzz. tired. he's online but i dare not go talk to him aftr attituding him today :((((((((
my xiao lao shu. heeheehee~
i just seem to have an affinity with MICE.
well well well. today was abit dulan abt the dance thingy. had to go watch cos im a co member.
PLS do NOT tell me to pon when i lament abt sm out-of-practice stuffs cos i was born n grew up having the idealogy that i can defy anyone but NOT MYSELF. in a sense that once i have committed myself to doing smth, i canot give up halfway or even do smth small tt goes against my conscience. if i feel guilty just even having the thought, then dun bother trying to convice me to do smth. u can do it. but i cant. my situation is different from evry1. im VERY sure no one in this big world out thr has the same problem as me. a binding DSA contract + an invisible promise to myself + a spoken promise to my special beloved mentor that i will perservere n attain top. all bits n pieces of stuffs related to co may seem like nthg to a member. "pon lo, nvr mind one." but to me- "pon?" *guilt. so perish the thought. entertain ur own thoughts, huifang. then perish them aftr u feel the tinge of GUILT b4 it starts building up inside n u bcm so freakshyat attitude to all the ppl arnd u.
i think i pretty well gave a few of my 23ists a shock when i black-faced b4 maths. im sorry to ppl i attituded. sorry cel. sorry lawrence. sorry for not explaining. just when i was boiling with anger, he had to call me at tt point of time. how "lovely". n i was so irritated i attituded him n hung up.
im sorry :(((((((((((
n it seems im in a very offendable mood today. n ppl arnd kp offending me too.
case 1: the dance thing
case 2:was told by SLs to reach at 7.3o pm. then was chgned to 7.15 pm cos they scared we late. i msged kok teng tt i'd b late but by the time i reached, it was stil only 7.17 pm. in the end, no one was thr YET n all reached only at 7.5o pm. great SLs eh? not tt i want to complain, but ARGHsssss. rushed like sm mad person then in the end they themselves late. booooo.
case 3:i dun wish to say
ok fine ppl, kp me in such an irritated mood evryday n soon i'll b sacked fr the ct rep post. FINE.
i told of my glory at 2:59 pm
Thursday, 29 March 2007
boo. aftr tt emo post, i stil blog. abt co today.
co today was shyat for me. y? cos i played like shyat. off tune,
im sorry i cant kp my promise of practising on a regular basis. i tried. i could do so in the past. but nowadays. i duno wads wrong. the motivation is no longer thr. wad was motivating me? it cldnt b JR. he'd left one yr early than me. but then i ask myself agn. y did i come to ny? y did i choose ny?
WHY?
bcos of him? tts purely bullshyat.
but anyway, back to the today's prac. once agn, lester was MIA. booo. lead seat agn. stress. played one stupid note wrongly LOUDLY n wei jian n ming kwang turned arnd n gave me tt =.= face. wtf. i nvr wanted tt to happen!! zzz. n i did my mathematical induction. one qn. with lots lots of help fr derek n lots lots bullshyt fr ming kwang. apparently he's grown out his disgusting feather duster, n his new toy is his gong1. booooo. they play play play almost n hit my face a few times lo. smack u arhs. play play play. wo shi kao lian chi fan de ok...... zzz larm luhs. oh n kai wen wasnt at prac today. he went for an op. :(((( poor kai wen larhs. but he's better le cos can actually shoot me back alr. lols. today co no chance to laugh at him play suspending cymbal. booooo. so today's prac lasted til 7.45 like tt. damn late. n dark outside. boo. lucky derek n ming kwang dun have exco meeting. so derek, ming kwang, weijian n heidi n me walked out tgt. sheesh~ it's nice to have frens walk with u when it's dark arnd.
monday is their syf. im worried abt them. gg back tmr n on sunday. i cant b thr on monday much as i want to. pls darlings, get a gold. for urself, for the school, for zhco, for us the seniors, n most importantly, mr ng ts.
the reason y i ask
the reason y im angry tt u nvr tel me
is cos i care.
i told of my glory at 2:49 pm
boo.
seriously.
im like half dead now.
y didnt he let me know.
y was i like the last to know?
no wonder aftr the "i dun think i'll b seeing u today", he stopped replying to my msgs.
until just now at 9,
"im sorry i didnt let u know".
shyat.
i didnt know.
he didnt tel me.
AT ALL.
WHY
if i didnt care, i wldnt even qualify as a FRIEND.
so wad's us.
strangers?
fine.
now im annoyed.
wad happened to the promise of
"we'll b honest"
r promises really meant to b broken?
she nvr had the chance to tel him she loved him. he nvr had the chance to tel her he loved her. now they're seperated, they can nvr b tgt.
i told of my glory at 1:29 pm
Wednesday, 28 March 2007
BOO! today was a dull day. zzz...
first thing in the morning our darling ct bombed me with the level camp thing. y cel, zijie n me kenna but lawrence nvr kenna?! freakshyat.
pe was ok. cos we did frisbee. but ran 3 rounds b4 tt n i stopped at 2nd round. leg cramp luh. freakshyat. 2nd time this week. wads happening to my right leg??!! then taught the non-first-2-months students how to play frisbee. n u noe wad, 23 only has 1o students fr first intake, n 16 students fr 2nd intake. omg. so cool. OWNED luh, like wad law said.
then whole day of lessons omg freaking sians no break in between at all. lucky got my blueberry tart. lols. mr kellet is odd luh. he got this accent also. so abit catch no ball de gan jue. lols. he went thru 78 slides in 1 hr. pro. lols.
aftr tt went to timo's house to play tennis. damn sian-ed. no mood. only want to whack the ball so hard tt cel cldnt catch many times. to relieve... stress? anger? i duno. stupid mickey mouse. *randomness.
i went to popular just now to purchase ink cartridge. j8 pop. not tn pop. i went thr. multimedia no ppl. so went to eng dept to ask. then the guy got another guy to attend to me. n i was stunned when i saw tt guy..............
tt guy looks totally like weiming.
the weiming fr tn. shyat can. i totally shocked n tongue tied. then he like in a hurry like tt. wtf. wtf. wtf.
y like tt. so long ago alr. y like tt. read sm1's blog n saw his name mentioned thr. wad kinda feeling? i duno.
then i thot of some stuffs in the past. many stuffs in fact....
n suddenly i rmbred. someone important. important in my past. i forgot all about his birthday.
n it's alr over for like wad, more than 1o days.
no wonder he hasnt been contacting me this month alr.
im so sorry, but wad can i say.
oh noooooo.
problems coming agn......
i wan my mickey mouse.
AYE.
it seems i have many mice in my life.
so DUN ASSUME
that the mickey mouse im referring to is the one u think!
bu guan ni yong shen me fang shi biao ming
wo hui
dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
qian yan wan yu li
zhi you yi ju hua neng
biao bai wo de xin
yeps, dui ni shuo wo yuan yi.
serious anot?
im stil thinking abt it.
tmr i shall cm to a decision.
R or M.
"it's difficult for me to like a girl. very very difficult for me to b tgt with sm1....."
isit a hint for me to give up cos he knows? does he know??!
i told of my glory at 2:05 pm
Monday, 26 March 2007
BOO! boring day tday. stil in co camp mood n thinking of my mickey mouse. hahahaa. n i was telling cel tt im LOVESICK. LOLs. in the end saw him when sch had ended but i siam-ed him. duno y also. just feel like siam-ing him. haiiiiii. so didnt talk to tt darling of mine today. booooo. hahaa. but anw, im gg to the concert on thurs 8pm. so..... well, hahaa shant say anythg else. those who should know, know. those who dun noe, u dun have to know. hahaa!! shyat luh im self-entertaining agn. today kp asking cel qns which i dun even give her a chance to answer n i answer them myself. shyat. cel was saying im mad.
omg. n blurism. i saw SKY BERRY as SHY BERRY n happily told cel "eh ur shy berry! u can try!" n she shoot me back then i realised i was wrong. hahaaa.
omft king size bed? fuck u luh knn. it takes one to know one alright so stop saying bad abt him. it's not up to u to dcide how he is!!
love is blind. tts y u say u love me.
the imperfect me is perfect in ur eyes n tts enough for me. <333s
i told of my glory at 8:02 pm
Sunday, 25 March 2007
BOO!
havent blogged since thursday, im sure many ppl missed me n my long long posts. so this is like gonna b a half a blogger page post. LOLs. so was at school since friday cos thr was CO camp. totally SHIOK ahhh~
friday:
friday i alr canot rmbr wad happened in sch, just tt some1 very violently did smth to zj's finger n he cant play the bass properly laaaaa. =.= lols. oh n went bowling too. with cel, zijie, brandon, zi can, shi pei, limin, enson, yongcai. then smhow cel's "best fren" also turned up thr n i was like "???" luh. lols. n oh well. nth much luh, pretty pathetic scores due to the fact tt my right arm was hurting like duno wad luh. results of playing tennis too much. lols. oh n funny thing was tt when yongcai bowled, thr was once when his ball went into the drain alr but it actually BOUNCED up the lane agn. lols. WTH man. =pp
oh n b4 co camp was with zj n his darling clarence. omg luh clarence is damn lame one can. boooo. zj's frens r this kinda pattern one. can mk me wana go BANG WALL la. then go gym n saw lester n tedson thr. walao. kenna shoot by the 4 guys! omft luh. boooo. lols. then went dinner outside sch. t didnt go. thank goodness. but another one of zj's fren came along. o619 guy. omft luh. then he was like "i've seen u b4" WTH! IM FAMOUS FOR THE WRONG REASON!! ARGHs~ had a sad dinner being "bullied" by those kuku guys. but at least tt wadever-his-name-is is nicer than clarence laaaa! clarence damn bad de. boooo. :(((
so co camp- mingkwang was bo samaliya-ed many times when he was desperately trying to explain the game thingy to us. the chick, hen/cockerel, human, power ranger, superman blah blahs up till mr kwek! LOLs. the game was pretty lame. but fun hahaa. n now the co knows the CO CLAP! :)))))) then aftr tt bathe n had sectionals at 11.30 pm. n the cops came cos sm residents complained tt we're noiys. lols. but for huqin it was pretty much slackish cos our SL is mk. lols. he just sit thr n self-entertain. =D then thr was movie screening. vertical limit. not my type of movie. n the effects were pretty noisy. at night went with zi ting n winghim to walk walk n ended up sitting ouside lt4 chat chat. n i fell alsp thr n got stung by mosquitoes. boooo. then in the end went i space to freeze from 4 smth to 6. slept 2 hrs only =.=
the first night, i know i'd feel lonely n i tired myself out so i cld sleep without thinking much. n it was true. i felt lonely...
saturday:
woke up n had prata for breakfast! lols. saw my darling ember TLs. but i cldnt go with them foe the navel base pri thingy cos of co prac 1o.3oam-4.3opm. sad :((( but anw, today's prac was quite a joke. derek was resting when ding lao shi was gg thru a part of the song with i forgot which section. his zhonghu was on the floor bside him. so weijian tried to b cheeky n xchanged his own gaohu for derek's zhonghu. then mingkwang dcided to join in the fun n switched his own gaohu for derek's zhonghu with weijian. n aftr tt, i xchanged my erhu for derek's zhonghu with mingkwang too. n when derek woke up when ding lao shi said "now let's play tgt from bar __", he tk up weijian's gao hu, n looked shocked, then ALL us huqin ppl laughed at him. hahaa. the blur look on his face was pretty amusing :)))
took my mind off my aching right arm. relied on self-medication to keep myself gg. arm wanted to break alr. from just the elbow, until it hurt till my shoulder. i really cldnt play the erhu. but no choice. lester was nt thr. n ding lao shi complained.
oh then aftr prac had this amazing race thingy. my group had heidi, janice, jessly, pei jun, zhi ling, kai wen the only guy, n kok teng the ANGEL. lols. went arnd by the shi2 zi4 lu4 kou3 way. i think my group was pretty smart as in our plans luh. lols. =DD hmms.
then aftr tt was movie screening. pretty much of a joke. but i think the ending totally sucked. wth man. wad kind of ending is that?! but the movie was quite entertaining. n cos i thot it was a very scary movie, i got kai wen to sit bside me. but ends up, USELESS ONE!!
during the movie,
mickey mouse: eh scary part coming alr.
me: yah! omg.
mickey mouse: *takes his shirt to cover his face.
me: *takes my jacket to cover my face.
aftr the scary things end,
mickey mouse: wad happen ah?
me: duno. i nvr c also.
mickey mouse: eee. this movie so lame, not scary one.
LOL can?! he nvr watch then wan to hiam. lols. but he is funny de luh! mk those so EXTRA comments. =ppp then
NIGHTWALK!!
oohs. walked with heidi, weijian n dominic. hahaa. must find reliable guys :)))) but mickey mouse didnt want to b seperated fr his percussion fren so didnt walk with him. lols. nightwalk. started off scary. cos it was in the darkness. from ava room, to level 6 (notice? level 6?! OMFT), to lt3, to grandstand, to tennis courts, to toilets, squash courts, ispace etc etc. my group of 4 of us was great. cos the guys really took care of us luh. mayb not so for dom, but weijian was :))))) lols. hmms. first thing was i CRIED twice. omft.
1st time:at the hall- we were walking in hand-in-hand in one line. when we walked in to the empty hall, we xpected some1 to throw smth fr the gallery upstairs or jump out fr bhind the board. but NO. with the ghostly piano chords in the background, we stopped at the stairs of the stage. the curtains were drawn n just when we were wondering wad to do, the door we came in from SLAMMEd. bloody hell loud. i screamed n cried. wth!!!! then aftr tt then sm1 told me tt it was mingkwang who did it. BOOOO luh. then when we were leaving the hall, we saw a senior running away cos he had been seen by us. hahaa. but duno who.
2nd time:bhind the canteen- heidi was talking to dom n weijian was writing our names on the ppr. but i was stoning, then xiangfeng threw a ping pong n IT SCARED THE BLOODY HELL WITS OUT OF ME. n i cried agn. lols. damn malu luh! then dom went to find who the hell threw the ping pong ball n caught xiang feng. hahahaa.
then at ispace, CLIMAX CLIMAX!! qin lei n the other dizi girl saw us walking to the ispace n they went in n expected us. but we went by the back door n dom n weijian BANGED THE DOOR N SCARED THE SHYAT OUT OF THEM!! HAHAHHHHAHAA. tt was damn funny luh cos the 2 girls really didnt xpect us from the back door! hahahah.
then aftr nightwalk was cards cards n cards. played the whole night. hahaa. but i conked off at 5am. buay tahan siaaaa. played murderer n indian poke. siew hon trust me too much alr in the end kenna sabo by me so many times. LOLs. in the end i slept for one hour plus nia. zzzz.
hahaa. n i forgot when in the 3 days alr, i said kai wen looks like mickey mouse, but he dun wan to admit!! mickey mouse is CUTE laaaaaaaaa!! :)))))
oh n throughout the 3 days we played lots of bridge too. talk abt bridge, i think of:
"eee u c evrything alr!! i dun care!! u must marry me alr! hahahahaa!!!! :)))"
omg. new scandal!! wahahaaas.
i got a new lao gong alr! LOLs.
"is this a dream, is it a fantasy? or is this true love?" i like the storyline of kakashi. :)))))
i emerge as a new being aftr the camp. somehow i change, cos the camp made me realise alot of things from the many events tt took place. i discover nice ppl, n i find new frens. all thanks to the co camp. can c that the exco was very tired out with sm ppl dulan-ing but they were stil GREAT :))))
kan guang ni bu shi wo de cuo! dan yin wei kan guang jiu jia gei ni hui shi wo de xin fu. :))))
how cld i possibly agree in the presence of so many ppl? =ppp cos u really r cute >.<
i told of my glory at 2:00 pm
Friday, 23 March 2007
BOO! guess wad. the temporary EXCO of o723 is set up.
chairperson- huifang
vice-chairperson n IT rep- lawrence
just like wad we joked abt. omft.
n zj has bcm the photographer of our class. thanks to me. =.=
i think today wasnt a good day. emo-istic most of the day. i DONT KNOW y. mayb i know. aiyo i hate being like this. i want to b the happy huifang so many ppl used to say i m. i have listening ears asking me wads happened. but i cant bring myself to say it out. cos im invisible to him smtimes, yet it matters so much to me.
n really. really emo. cel knows. was talking to her abt smth abt 24-ers. then i suddenly cried, ALMOST. cos i held it back. cel was shocked. i duno y it's like tt too.
played tennis agn today. it's a gd sport to relieve any anger or stress u have. provided u have an endless supply of balls n u r in an enclosed area urself. cos i hit one ball so hard it flew up to the canteen at the next level n it flew INTO the canteen. played til my hand wanna break alr.
trying to numb myself with pain. now my right arm is wad, partially disabled alr. i cant even stretch my right arm w/out feeling pain. i need sm1 to help me tk my stuffs tmr. n i didnt get to run at the gym today.
invisbled. i want to live in a make-believe world of my own whr thr's only happiness, no sadness n disappointments.
this is the first time tt im giving up without even trying at all. sometimes he just unknowingly does things tt mk me upset, say things tt can mk me get jealous even though i know i dun have the right to b.
today. truly broken.
now im wishing evrything will b just like this for the rest of the 2 yrs in ny.
stay by my side. be my best fren.
i wanna lk at ur side view, ur front view. evryday.
cos i like that.
i dun wanna wear my specs when im with u.
cos i wanna c the "david tao" i so like.
wad u said is true.
that i need more love.
but i assume now tt im abt to give up, tt is smth u canot give me.
but u will always b my "david tao"
<3333 feelings dun leave. they just chgn. n they will always remain.
i told of my glory at 10:20 am
Thursday, 22 March 2007
f. now im annoyed
cos im feeling invisble.
no. i have a stronger word: NEGLECTED
ONCE AGAIN.
part of history has repeated.
pls not the rest of it
fucking hell
i dun want to b the ct rep anymore
this totally sucks
sucks like wad the fucking hell man
get out of my life. once again i fail in ny. once again, which makes this the........ 3rd time.
bloody hell. fucking irritating. it was nvr like this in the past. fuck this jc life im having. y isit fraught with so much problems. y cant i get more happiness.
these problems r getting me weak. whr's the happiness i thot i'd found
i told of my glory at 2:15 pm
2 posts within a day. piece of shyat. hahaaas. aye but this is just some of my thots laaaa. :D
24-ers may b split into diff groups now tt we're in diff classes.
but i also have a great class now.
o723.
shiok ah.
song ah.
da bao.
more da bao.
getting the trainer so tickled tt he doesnt know whether to laugh or cry. though i stil duno evry1 in my new class. but we settle things very quickly. today i took the list for sports carnival. we settled things in like wad, less than 5 minutes. evry1's gonna tk part in an event. no one hiam hiam hiam. evry1 tks the initiative to tel me which event they want. they swap immediately if i say thr is alr the max. no. of participants. i like the fact tt they listen to wad i say. if i really do bcm the ct chairperson, i dun mind. for a class tts bonded by an unseen bond to b a true 23-ist, w/out even having a proper lesson tgt yet. OMT. i really love being a 23-ist n a 24-er!!
23 is great with ppl like lawrence, brandon, chris, zijie, cel!!
bran, zj, chris n cel- ppl i've known since we bcame 24-ers, n L whom i've only known for like wad, less than a week? i believe that our frequencies do match tts y we click. :)))) frens like u all.
who nvr fail to cheer me up when im down.
thr to offer a listening ear whenever i need them.
go crazy n get super high with me.
accompany me to do stupid n silly things at times.
crack lame jokes whenever possible.
making no-link links out of anythg n evrythg.
do things we enjoy tgt :))))
really <3 them loads loads. n my bad temper has chgned for the better. i think it thru aftr being impolite. i feel the guilt. n i apologize. frens, do u c the great chgn in me? :D
24-ers, i havent forgotten u all. i stil love all of u as much! we may bcm bz with our own commitments as time passes. but i'll always rmbr the happy times we shared, attituding particular tchers, cheering, celebrating the jan babies' bdays etc etc. all our happy times, emo times, sad times, misunderstandings, etc etc. all r forgiven laaaaaa! we're happy 24-ers! LOVE LOVE!! :)))))
he's smart. he's charming. he's talented. he's cute. he's gentlemanly. he's a great person with a splendid character. he fits the bill. totally! he's the one man!!
n i shall continue to admire him. from one dark corner. he nvr fails to brighten my day.
how can this feeling b explained? i dunno.
i told of my glory at 12:30 pm
BOO!
wahhs today very pleased with myself. hehehehs. i actually did sm stuffs tt im GLAD abt.
1. yawned 29 times within an hour, during the chem mass lect. (unglam, but i won lawrence today! LOLs. though cel's fren yawned MUCH MORE than me.)
2. played tennis at school! though VERY VERY unglam infront of lawrence, cel n zj was also thr for awhile.
3. ran 3.5km on treadmill by progressive running method.
the 29 yawns was so OMT luh. yawn until alot of tears then sniff sniff sniff. cel, cel's fren, me n L were sitting in a row n the 4 of us kept yawning. ahhas. L only yawned 19 times today. but i rly yawn until buay tahan laaaaa. like gonna fall ill de like tt. how can he actually have yawned 33 times ystd n stil b normal?! LOLs. aye MS HAZEL GONNA TEACH MY CLASS ECONS! YEAH!!!! zj was damn happy luh. im happy too! YEAH! econsssssss!!! :)))))
ahhas. also went to lunch with sm 23 ppl today outside sch :)))) saw mr v tan n i said "pegasus" n he was like "yea" LOL can. he damn cute one laaaa!! but no more 24-ers to terrorise him with our "PEGASUS ROCKS!!" hahaaa.
oh n omg laaaa. the tennis was very the unglamorous can!!? those malufication postures n jumps n MISSES. OMFT LUH! lawrence n cel kept laughing at me :(((( but cel was even more malu-fied than me. wheeeees. tennis is FUN laaaaaa! (lucky tennis court was far fr bball court. lols.)
wanted to play bball too but NO BALL!! whr'd all the pe dept BALLS go to?! ARGHs~
today was a nice day. a very nice day...
i told of my glory at 10:50 am
Wednesday, 21 March 2007
BOO!
today was a :s day. omft luh. first time i felt so dulan in this yr. ok pardon my crude language, but seriously luh. i dun want to say anythg abt sm issues. im a leader. also a follower. servant leadership u know. i lead when i ought to. i follow when i ought to. so when i say i dun wish to express my views on a particular matter, dun ask me anymore. thank u.
abit of hostility, abit of unpleasantness. abit of misunderstanding, from too much thinking.
but anw, today was pretty much a day of uneasy laughter fr me. mixed feelings of guilt, uneasiness, insecurity n an odd indescribable feeling. i duno y im like tt today. wanting to slp all the time, being bloody hell sian-ned.
went to amkhub with some 24-ers n lawrence. hmms. not bad luhs nice place to walk. but nth much to shop. n it's so.... empty. guess it was bcos we went too early. hmms. ahhhh. some nice guy, helped me tk my oh-so-heavy bag for more than an hour while i tk his oh-so-light bag >.< REALLY THANKS ALOT LAAAAAA~ aye, how many gentlemanly guys r thr around me? A FEW only. which is like so OH-NO luh. so really thanks to lawrence, relieve me of the stupid bag. n on the way back to sch, fr the boarding of the bus til we reached sch, which is only like less than half an hr, he yawned for more than 2o times. n until during econs, he had alr yawned like 3o over times. ALIEN! then during econs. omft luh. when me cel n law were playing bingo, zijie n bran were sleeping. halfway thru e game, i buay tahan n slept too. then when i woke up a while ltr, cel n law were slping too. n bran n zj had woken up. well. c how tired we can b? then aftr tt went to compass point to "study".
some stuffs happened.
wad to do?
i duno.
im stuck in the centre.
it's only mere appearance.
yet others thot it's deep in the heart.
i really duno wad to do now.
i'll continue enjoying this life im leading. currently frens. n i havent dcided wad in time to come. cos i dun want history to repeat itself. this time i really might die if it happens. it's not cos of wad others say tt affect my decision towards wad i do with regards to R. NOTHING can chgn my thinking relating to R. R is just different. different fr others.....
wei lai de ri zi you ni er mei...
i told of my glory at 1:30 pm
Tuesday, 20 March 2007
now wads wrong with me?
i took my anger out on a fren.
who is alr as troubled as i m
IM SORRY.
i really didnt mean it.
i duno wad came over me.
i need to cry it all out.
but no tears come.
why...
i told of my glory at 2:05 pm
BOO! first day of term 2 alr. booooos. cel, bran etc etc were late today. boohoos :((( then waited for them at outside lt4. thot 23 would b split. also thot 24-ers wld b split. BUT! inez n zijie say sit tgt! :D so 'reserved' seats for bran, cel, lawrence, zi can. whees~ lols. they came in a little late. hahaa. but anw, boring GP lecture. so inez n zijie were playing some other game n tictactoe, then me n lawrence were playing tictactoe n ltr bingo with cel too. hahaa. self-entertainment. wonder y is evrything bcming so self-entertaining de. boooo. then chem. omg luh. zzzz. n NO ONG! YAY!! wahahass. then erms. ooh yahs we went out for prata. lols. i stil dun understand y they pronounce it as praNta. ahaahas. but anw, we went to central n then back to sch for maths lect. hmms. 4 23 girls joined us! weiyi, ivy, n erms, forgot who else. hahaa. but anw, lk like 23 gathering at the usual 24 lt corner!! hahaa. n ON LA! chinese lect tt time all ZHAO! hahaa. the 2 rows of 23s bcm EMPTY, all pon! LOL. i <3 this class laaaaaaaaa!!! :)))))
OH! n during GP we mass msg-ed superMUN a bird-day msg! hahaa. then she reply to all the same de! LOLs. c how boring the GP was today. blearghs~
no no no. u've misunderstood us! we're just frens. we're just frens. we're really just frens! n will only b if we carry on this way. evry1 being free n happy. :(((((( i was so disappointed to know tt u thot tt way. omg. it was not intended tt i know abt this. but i just knew it, n when i knew abt it, i felt so misunderstood. n im still feeling so now. a total disaster. y must u ever have that kind of thinking?!
reminding me of the pain from the past......
hurting on my shoulder today....
no one knew....
no one knows y....
n no one will know or see.....
i told of my glory at 12:30 pm
Monday, 19 March 2007
BOO! ember TLs outing today. went to suntec wanted to go to marche. but closed down alr! OMG. then went to fish n co. hahahaa. nice!! but i had to fight with the stingray. alycia knows y. lols. then went to the arcade. wanted to bowl but weekend rates r damn high de!! =.= so spent like the rest of the aftrnoon in the arcade. hahaaa. fun fun fun!! :D
i miss R laaaaa! tmr gonna c him alr!! WHEES~ love the feeling of yea-tmr-i-can-c-him. :)))
upcoming ember TLs outing:
1. kbox
2. romantic park outing
oohs. i wanna go kbox! evry1 is asking to go kbox! ARGHs i need to recover my voice SOON!!
i told of my glory at 1:20 pm
Sunday, 18 March 2007
BOO! this week was the fun-nest holiday i ever had. gg to city hall 4 times so far (n gg agn tmr), gg to funan 4 times (3 times in a day) n spending lots of lots of $$$ on trival pursuits.
today was also a gr8 day. OMG. gg to funan 3 times a day is.... met cel today, then went to funan to chgn the ram cos got prob. then went to meet zijie at orchard. walked arnd, bought a shirt for sm1, n then we went to starbucks. then at starbucks, my ram had sm prob agn. so went to funan agn. then aftr tt went to city hall. queued at donut fact for more than an hour b4 cel's itchy hand on-ed my batt-dying laptop n REALISD tt the ram had prob agn. OMG. then went to funan agn! lucky met her frens who took over us in the donut queue. boooo. so went to funan. n they realised tt it's not the ram prob but the laptop! SO THEY CHGNED A NEW LAPTOP FOR ME!! :)))))))))
oh n thanks to cel! who pei-ed me go to funan so many times!! haha at least u'll nvr get lost thr!! :D lols jkjk.^-^
oh n zijie is as dreamy as me n lawrence la!
yesterday...
L:eh i b the chairperson of the class ok?
H:NO! i want to b!
L:ok lo. then u b chairperson i b the vice chair la ok?
H:ok!
so me n L have bcm the in-future chairperson n vice-chairperson. n when i told zj, he actually told me he wants to b the NE rep or CIP rep, n if ms hazel is the econs tcher, the ECONS rep too. haha. ok so our in-future class comm is all ready!! lols!! OH N PLUS CEL THE SECRETARY!! hahahahha.
EMBER TLs OUTING TMR!!~
oh <33s cel saw the pic! ARGHs! shy shy luh! but if only it cld b like tt evryday, im sure id b very very happy n very very very xing fu!! im still in dreamland. when will it bcm reality? will it ever bcm reality?oh cel pls dun tel zijie wad u saw! he'll kp on ooh ah ah-ing!! =.=
i told of my glory at 2:59 pm
Saturday, 17 March 2007
BOO! went to css today!! haahas. saw some j1 guy duno wads his name. he smiled to me n i mental-blocked n looked at him blankly. LOL! then aftr tt saw him agn n said hi. haha. javin went to tk part too. N HE GOT IN!! AHHHH!!! omg so charming. he got the ming xing kinda look :))) THE ONE~ hahaa. then lawrence also went lo. hmms.
Y DUN SING FROM CHORUS?!
hhaha. oh well. he didnt get in. but his voice really very very very very very very very good de lo!! hmms. then didnt wait for timo to sing cos go back to college for the amazing race. boos. haaha. lawrence kept singing on the way back to school. OMG HE SING HEI SE YOU MO VERY NICE!! ahhhhhhs!! wahs. suddenly zijie n brandon n cherny's singings dun sound as nice le. haaha. tts so great. gonna b lawrence's classmate so can hear him sing evryday!!! LOL~
then amazing race. wahhs. fun fun n fun. happy happy n happy. hehehs. shant say y. but 23 rawks man!!! haha. but our marching cheer not enough power siaaa. needa brush up on cheering skilld ya 23!! :))) oh n pheonix was thrashed into the bins luh, n griffin won overall. wahhs. tt pulls griffin to 1st place i guess. lol. pheonix ah pheonix. haha. all 23 does is
"SHIOK AH!"
"DA BAO!"
"MORE DA BAO!"
"WHOOOO! *claps"
"SONG4 AH!"
hehe. happy can le!!! :)))
but i still love 24 as much :D
hmms. initial.... R!! hahaas. cel n zj pls kindly shhhhh.. lols. ooooh.. idol? i think so.. haha... but N remains laaaaa... at least for now.. until i sian of N... hahaha!!
zijie,nice cheer :))))
i told of my glory at 2:30 pm
Friday, 16 March 2007
BOO! the level camp is self-entertainment. SERIOUS!
started the day with some bloody boring big logic abt u r D I S or C. apparently, im an I. which is so very true esp the characteristics, but damn boring!! zzz. then went or sm game aftr lunch. THE MATRIX. i think most of it was actually self-entertainment n so we were quite awake. hahaa. played heart attack n indian poker. which r like chao HYPER de games can. sabotages, sotongness n humour :)))
then moved down to the grandstand for THE CONQUEST. which was also a lonnnngggg time of self-entertainment cos we had to wait till 4th shift b4 it was our turn. booo. hahaa. then played ice breakers! omg we r so self-organised n orderly :))) fortunately my class doesnt have some weird self-proclaimed loners. which is a great thing. n guess wad, amidst the ice breakers, we actually did a tribal cheer. OMFG. can u c how random my class is?! n we did it ALL at the ATRIUM which is so in-the-centre-of-attention n evry1 who walks past looks at us. but who cares? WE'RE 23!!
THE CONQUEST! bloody hell. i was WET laaaaa. kns. i stand thr innocently tying the h2o bombs then sm1 fr the 3rd batch threw a h2o bomb over n BLOODY HELL exactly hit me ON THE FACE laaaaaaaaa! kns. damn pain :((((( then damn pek chek. aftr shouting n cursing, i tk the seemed-like-last h2o bomb n THREW!! n HIT SOMEONE's BUTT!!! woohoo!! who ask u throw at my face laaa! kns kns kns!! from dragon de team. boooo.
well. overall, i think my new class is pretty nice. the ppl r on, the ppl r high-high, thr's ppl like may n many others who will high-high with me :))) go 23! let's enjoy the rest of the 2 yrs tgt!! :)))
but 24 wil nvr b replaced.
saw birdie at j8. missed her. missing them.
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past.
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.
boooo. J walked up the stairs when we were high-ing at atrium. omg. i didnt c him. cos he was wearing a cap. hahahaa. until zj told me then i saw. n when i turned arnd n looked, he was looking at my class' direction. oops. a lil malufication i guess.
we shall rmbr the moon on that night at nanyang.. :))) <33s
i told of my glory at 12:30 pm
Thursday, 15 March 2007
u remind me of the misery i suffered thr. dun turn to me not that all of them have turned their backs on u. i wont take u. due to ur status, high n mighty, im not suitable to b the one to b thr for u.
im just a chess piece, stupidly manipulated by u in the past, thinking u r stil the same. u'd changed. but i thot evrything cld stil b like how it was a yr ago. wad happened to all the bloody smart methods of mia-ing? go on, go on, i want to c how capable u stil can b.
when i needed u by my side
where the hell were u?
when i needed u by my side
wad the fuck were u doing?
when i was backstabbed
where the fucking hell were u
when i was crying
wad the fuck were u doing?
FLIRTING
i was manipulated by u, thinking u were the one i cld rely on. y did u chgn so much.
im so wrong.
FUCK YOU.
i told of my glory at 1:10 pm
BOO. today is officially unglam day for me. did alot of stupid stuffs. like missing the top stair n almost falling down the rest of the flight (lucky only heidi saw), yawning widely infront of kaili when he's talking to me, eating tt stupid bar of kitkat, n sleeping in co in a very "glam" posture.
oh sidetrack abit. cel has a new eye candy on the same day as me. lol. 9th march.
co today was a total piece of shyt for me. no mood to play well. alot of off-tune notes. total malufication. n seriously ALOT. freakshyt. got ppl turn arnd n c me can. damn. oh n ming kwang chgned specs alr! no more nice nice de white specs. boooooo. but e only fun part today was when ding lao shi had left. we played xiulvdehongzhong 3 times. but huqin section went crazy!!
1st time-ming kwang played erhu, lester played gaohu.
2nd time-ming kwang played zhonghu, lester played gaohu, i played gaohu.
3rd time-derek played gaohu, i played gaohu, ming kwang played erhu, lester played zhonghu.
seriously it was damn fun laaaaa. like siao. hmms. then we played sai ma n guang ming xing too. reminisce abt the past....
then kuku laaa they got committee meeting then i thot i was doomed to boredom agn without sun yu derek n ming kwang. lucky got wei jian siaaa. then UH OH. we went to the canteen cos he wanted to buy raisins (he insisted tt dried grapes is another name for it). then saw ben n angie n sm1 else studying thr. *waved!! :))) love them lots laaaaa, nice ppl :D n saw someone else also cos he went to the sink n wj saw. dunid c who he was sitting with also wil know. zzz. lucky got wei jian to kp me laughing all the way out with our discussion of raisins n dried grapes. hahaa.
suddenly feel tt wu ding is a very nice love duet. sang it b4 with some horrible guys though. URGHs~ bad memories!! but i stil like tt song laaaaaaaaa. must sing with my darling :ppp *randomness.
n i thot u didnt care abt me. i thot i was just nth to u. next to others, i know im present. next to u, i doubt my presence.
now i know im wrong. im sorry. i've been thinking too much.
we shall rmbr the moon on that night at nanyang.... :))) <33s
i told of my glory at 8:14 am
Wednesday, 14 March 2007
bOO! went out with some PAE24-ers to spend zijie's birthday with him :)))))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIJIE!! :)))
oh n cherny damn funny one luh. zj said tt cherny msg-ed him smth mentioning that 18 alr can buy alcohol, buy cigarettes n HAVE SEX. hahahaaha. big joke of the day sia! cherny really damn funny one can. :)))
so today went to arcade at marina sq. with zijie, chern ron n cel. then headed to bowling. omg. i can actally overtake them with a few spares when i started off horribly. arghs. long nails mk it hard to bowl properly. bowled the worst game of my life today. boooooo. damn malufication. zzz. then we went to suntec. went to find huiqing n baoxian n headed to gelare for waffle!! :))) haha. waffles r nice. haha. then the choc chip mint fudge ice cream also nicenice :D hahaha. then we went to arcade (YES AGAIN. lol) when brandon had cm to meet us. then me n cherny is damn funny de can! play the dance dance revolution EXTREME. OMFG luh! me n cherny almost pengs. hahaa. then went to play the percussion freak. omg. seriously luh zj's rhythm sense is BOOOO. hahah. then cel, bran, zijie n me went to marina sq agn. haha. go gia gia. for a shirt im supposed to buy. but until now i stil havent buy yet!! ZZZZZ!!! then had dinner.
oh dinner was a pathetic affair. the noodles were SUPER SPICY luh! wad happened to the "uncle i want less chilli" tt i said? ans: gone unheard. pathetic shyt luh. then so jialat some more kenna shoot by zijie. stupid zj stil say wad N also canot tahan spicy de. LOL. is just pure coincidence alright. hahaa.
then we went to tk the shuttle bus back to city hall. omg. zijie n bran's skills in making mr softee is bloody pathetic. hahaha. look like lumps of unknown substance. lol. then so er xin. got a video of them so unglam de. hahahaaha. b prepared to go timbaktu if i release it!! :)))))))
ok so class posting is out. im a 23-er n a pheonix. zijie n cel r in the same class as me. so. well well well. i guess we're stil split somehow. boooooo.
i told of my glory at 2:59 pm
BOO. hmms. i really simply love o724. looking at the photos we all take during the 2 months we spent tgt as a complete o724, i cant help but know tt i definitely enjoyed my time with them then. no major quarrels, no cat fights, no ah bengs. i've nvr been in a place so long n not seen these. o724 is always playful, rebellious towards ppl who dun give us the respect we deserve, n of cos very very very narcissistic. always taking pics for no good reason. irritating laisoonmin cos we spend her ct period doing silly things like singing, taking pics etc n not including her. all these memories~
even though some stuffs happened to me during the mid of jan, they were always thr to help me. xuan, cel, bird, weimun, i really appreciate wad u all did for me. u all were always thr to console me. u all were always the first ones to notice if anything happened. n the rest of the o724 flowers who nvr fail to make me smile! lame jokes, embarrassments, etc etc. nvr fail to brighten up my day n make me look forward to gg to college in the mornings. our chocs, sweets, cheers, esp boo samaliya-ing brandon etc etc.those fond memories. :)))) of cos not forgetting the few no. of guys in o724. okok GUYS not gays. though flowers always sister-sister with them but the guys nvr fail to entertain us by pei-he-ing us :))))) esp BRANDON, CHERN RON, ZI JIE, the 3 who always hang out with us n get bullied by us. hahaha. though cherny is moving on to a poly le. i definitely hope he wont forget us. BIRD moving on SA. hopefully she'll enjoy being a saint as much as she enjoyed being a 24-er.
in the meantime, pray hard tt we remain in the same class. posting results out today or tmr. pray hard....
besides o724, the peepz fr co- ming kwang, derek, sun yu, etc etc. oh must include luo jun-who only laughs laughs laughs at me all thanks to lester n derek. nvr fail to mk me smile when im troubled, confused etc etc. the councillors i got to know thru NYexp02- shuen lin, syimah, benjamin, xue wei, ren kai, alvin etc etc. all part n parcel of my wonderful first-3-months experience in ny.
i need u no more. im stil happy at ny without ur presence.
i told of my glory at 2:00 am
Tuesday, 13 March 2007
BOO! today brought my laptop to funan. wahs fit in the ram thingy. lols. then went to erms, whr's tt, oh yahs. queenstown mrt to meet inez n birdie. lols. then we went to queensway n met cherny n brandon thr, then yahs cel n inez bot a bag each. haha like finally. LOL~ then we went to birdie's hse, but went to meet zijie first. so tts only us turned up for the outing. haha. n mahjong bcame bridge. again. omg. i think o724pae should form a bridge club alr. haha. we'll all b super-active de lahs. hahhaa. n so aftr tt went to chompchomp to eat. AGAIN! lol. we kp dg the same things. hahahaha. then they ordered so much. like the whole day nvr eat like tt. lol. then in the end stil cancel order sia. i was like so damn full alr! lol. then came hm damn tired. booo. zj's bday tmr! :)))))
outing again. haha~
J is lalala-cute! haHaa~
i told of my glory at 2:20 pm
Monday, 12 March 2007
OMFG. went to a particular class' blog, though sm1 says it's dead. BUT thr's an update, which reads:
Do you guys know?
Theres a J1 girl who's crazy over Lincoln!
XD
Lincoln is so lucky to have someone to admire him.
OMFG caN?!
admire, alright. CRAZY?! arghs!!
ahhhhhhsss!!!!!
n that goes to show how "popular" i already am despite being in nanyang for only 2 whole months.
GAH!!
i told of my glory at 2:59 pm
boooo! wahahas. happy happy today! WHEES~ cos i got my laptop le! woohoo~ lols. went to the IT fair today. omg damn jialat. the crowd is sooooo horrible! canot breathe! LOL. but i stil got my laptop le! HAHA.
HEY BIRDIE. IM SNAtchING UR BEN FR U!! LOLs~
mahjong at bird's tmr. yea! cherny's gg! :))))))
wheeeeees~
lallalalaa~ but first, off to funan with cel first. =D
EMBER <33s u as much as I DOOOO! :))))))
i told of my glory at 12:17 am
Sunday, 11 March 2007
BOO! *yawns. im stil damn tired aftr my 10 hour sleep ystd night. zzz. co prac starts at 9am today. but ystd i asked ming kwang if i cld go late n he said "TRY to come early" well. so it isnt my fault. haha. i woke up at 11am n reached school at 12.3o pm for co. hahaa. 3 n a half hours late. FIRST TIME! lol. then drag for so long alr then had da zu. spent time talking with derek, ming kwang, n lester. wahs they damn bad. shoot shoot shoot. bully me nia. baddie. stupid ming kwang kept laughing at my voice. cos i kept on zao-xia-ing. then also so ga jiao dun let me lean on the back of his chair lo. kuku. zzz. boo luh. then da zu was damn boring. wanna fall aslp. haiiii. but back was hurting like duno wad shyt. i duno y. suddenly de lo. then no heidi also.
oh it was sad, SO SAD
oh it was sad, SO SAD
new blog, new beginning? unable to do so.
J is so cute! R is so cute! OH MY! new eye candies! hahaa. lucky me. o2 gave me many many many many many chances to work with them. n J, "table" always!
i'd choose to b a "table" that wont run away fr u! LOL. i ran away jus to tk a call n he was like "where's my table!?" his jokes really make me laugh non-stop. who need's E when there's J? :))))) J makes me happy!!
wads tt TL's name? i only know he's a luster TL. he nvr got round to telling me his name when i asked. boooo. haha wad're u thinking off?! he's just a fren whose compliment gave me great encouragement! =D
i told of my glory at 3:25 pm
Saturday, 10 March 2007
BOO! today was the last day of o2.
oh it was sad, SO SAD!
oh it was sad, SO SAD!
*haha. hear the luster's song only know 2 sentences. :pp
but it was great fun today. evry1 was very high-high. teach them cheers they listen. tell them cheer they very enthu. very happy abt this! :))))) n we even won the cheering competition. we were the BEST CHEER!! :)))))
ben was saying tt pyro nvr win last time, so this time ember wil win, n we did! triple yay-nesss! all thanks to ben, syimah n shuen lin who brainstormed for cheers for us while we had mental blocks. hahaa. n ben made me laugh til can pengs today. he's like even more of a joker than... hmms, for example zj. cos zj wil nag at me say i sleep instead of study, but ben nags at me for not being a proper "table" for him. kuku him! haha. n when i was standing just bside him during the cheers prac BIRD called me. lol. in the end i siam n he was like "whr'd my table run to?" hahhaa. damn funny. but without him n shuen lin n syimah, we wouldnt b so great with cheers! ben's no-link suggestions to links n naggings at an innocent TL (me =.=) brought abt ALOT of laughter to ember today. poor me the victim. BOO. but got ppl thot me n him wad sia! LOL. we got bhave how meh? me n him today then talk more de lei. lol. joker luh! hahahah. n ben was one of the 3 guys nice enough not to say my voice is so OMG. they said it's SEXAY! hahahah. sexay. omg. so slang. hahaha. but lester's voice sounded worse today. n qi xiang told me tt at his "chamber" luh! ended up i walked out laughing like some mad person. hahah.
so today the diva game. lost my necklace, in the end during pizza time damn sian. almost cried. then pizza time the whole tribe so quiet cos i was quiet. zzzz. then when we went to hall, "we found a necklace during the diva. whose isit can u come n claim it pls" I WAS DAMN HAPPY LUH! like so heng can?! omg omg omg. almost cried. booooo. careless huifang. =.= hahaha.
oh then disco night. hmms. fun. haha. dance like siao ppl like tt, ended with the superstardance, o1 massdance, n trad dance. FUN FUN FUN! love the SC man! they're totally great ppl! :)))))
went for ct supper aftr tt. stupid zj tried to order n order n order if i didnt stop him. but in the end the food we ordered was just right :D hahaaa.
oh n timo baba is a BADDIE. he told zijie abt my 4e6 nickname luh! not tt i mind zj knowing, but zj kp saying it ar, I SHY!! hahaha. pls lo is SEXY can?! OMG LUH! imagine if zj nvr forgets this nickname n kps calling me tt for our time in ny. OMG. im gonna go crazy.
ahhs, malu in front of N sia. didnt know he was walking towards me, n i shouted upstairs. OMG. he heard everything. including my SEXAY voice. hahaa
i told of my glory at 5:00 pm
Friday, 9 March 2007
BOO! today was the 2nd day of o2. started off on the wrong foot. woke up late, reached late, zzz.
i think my tribe is sot luh. seriously. when playing EARTHQUAKE, when i shout "hunter" n "fire", they giggle, laugh, then chgn. but when i shout "earthquake", they scream like OMG LUH! hahaa. so proud of them :)))))) high-high! then had mass dance. bloody hell, my tribe thinks they're funny by telling me to pair up with SOMEONE just bcos they say "u 2 very pei4!" bloody hell man! i hate him n avoid him he's like some plague but they're making me dance with him?! n he can stil come over n dance with me. WALAO. im picky with who's my parner ok. omgfbbq. so i dcided to run away to dance with jia min. haha. i'd rather dance with a girl than dance with him. oh n they played the o1 mass dance song dammmnnnnnn fast during the break. me n jia min dance til siao luh! damn hot!
where's my darling o1 dance partner?
ooh. had the outdoor game thingy today. omg. qi xiang's station was totally vomit-blood luh! but he's funny. haha. met another council guy thr too. but i duno wad's his name, but he told me in council his eyes r the smallest so he's called mi1mi1yan3. haha. but he damn bad luh! then he say i xian1 da bor when i was actually whispering telling jia min tt thr got bubble t shop. kuku! hahaa. but he's nice enough to help us find the clue at qi xiang's station cos i was damn lazy to look for it. :)))))) n oh someone fr 7 actually thot he n i got smth gg on! lols. n i was like "harh? i dun even noe his name lei. hahaa. just talk talk only luh!" LOL. but anw, he's quite cute luh like wad my tribe member say. lol. but in the end qi xiang's at station i found the clue by ransacking thru qx's stuffs. oh. n when i squatted down to look under the table to b if thr was a clue underneath,
qx: "acting demure* oh i feel so violated...... *n puts his hands protectively in front of his...*
oh so lame! in the end the clue was hidden in his foolscap. smack him upside down arhs.
got to know alot of councillors thru this o2. qi xiang, xue wei, ren kai, ben, shuen lin, jia ying, angie, syimah etc etc. omg all so cute n funny luh!
oh n a lame n VERY random joke fr lester,
ren kai: so tmr TLs wear wad?
TLs: ....yellow blah blah.. yellow blah...
ren kai: i hear yellow yellow. yellow yellow wad?
TLs: exp shirt....
lester: yellow yellow dirty fellow! *smiles happily.
OMG LUH! c how lame the president can b? hahaa. but only a few of us sitting near him heard it. omg he's lame.
saw N him today. oh my fellow TLs say he's cute. cute. cute. c, my taste isnt good aftr all. n omg. 1 hr ltr he came up to the hall n qiao3 enough i walked past him at tt point of time. i was in SUCH an unglam state cos we were having mass dance. oh no....
i told of my glory at 2:55 pm
Thursday, 8 March 2007
BOO! the idiot in me. deleted my previous blog. otherwise it'd have been my 98th or 99th post alr.
so im sick now. fever, bad throat, aching ankle, hurt shoulder. i feel so weak n im having a bad headache now. fell aslp in sch today during the talk. wth. how to high-high tmr when im so down.
whr's my promise to learn fr him to sleep at 9pm?
so today o2 started. talks talks n more talks. totally horrible. sian-ed. well. lucky some ppl in my tribe actually talk to me, if not to each other. =.= then mass dance, learnt half of superstar. nice dance~ partnered w many ppl n ended up with CL. hmms. oh n ren kai was being very random "ming kwang's a very nice guy. canot bully him ah" ?_? uh-oh tt sounded pretty gay. but mk say they're gd frens.
then cca bazaar. omg. started off good. i walked downstairs n then immediately saw THEM. the them i was looking out for. then had the performance. i duno y but it was a horrible performance for me. i actually got the sequence of one part of da gui wrong n happily played LOUDLY til i realised at the end of 2 bars. which is 8 counts n pretty dumb. aiya. dun tk score go is like tt. play wrong also duno. but it was very disappointing. totally.
then went to mpr for TLs refresher course. cut in halfway. n then found tt they alr finish learning superstar! ARGHs~ then partnered wei jian to learn the dance fr shyima.omg luh. dancing w wei jian is nice cos he knows wad he's doing n he's firm in his actions. i like :))) but he vey tall then very funny lo! dancing with one guy who is dare-not dare-not is damn sian one luh. no kick. boo. then wei jian also damn joker one. i laugh til like duno wad. then aftr the dances (sadly, didnt last long enough) we went to our respective venues for the clan cheers. ember at the grandstand. omg. saw many many puny "flower-planters". cos it was the sports heats today. then omg luh. saw N. wow. shant go into details, otherwise if sm ppl c alr they wil know who. but he stood thr for like 2o mins. n then smth made me happy!! only then was i happy today.
throughout today, i met many nice ppl. but a couple of weirdos spoilt my day.
ppl who care enough, hydrate me tmr, show me love, shower me with concern.
im really very very very sick.
i need my doctor (N). :S
it's none of my business i say.
mayb it's cos im selfish.
but by not telling me anythg, i cant help u.
no matter how much others tel me to help u.
i used to b the one to console others. yet now......... i cant even reciprocate others for wad they give me.
i told of my glory at 2:30 pm