Saturday, 31 October 2009
sometimes i sit down and think, what am i doing with my life?
what am i really doing now, at this point in time?
lunched at swensens with classmates, icecream cake for von and haseenah (: was generally a good time i guess. with them and all.. but.. you know (:
then went to yvonne's aunt's house at woodlands. far till can bang wall one ): but it was fun there. we went to walk walk around the estate with her young cousin angelina, and i realised that in SG there actually is the culture to celebrate halloween and go trick or treat. the houses there are decked in spooky decos and adults were seated at their house porches giving out candy to kids/ teenagers dressed in their halloween costumes and entered their houses saying "happy halloween!". so adorable i tell you (: and angelina was so excited over appraoching houses to get sweets she actually went to some houses 2x withuot care that she'd gone there before lol.
foosball was madness i tell you, and plus table tennis (table was almost not there!) blah blah blah. it was a crazy time. we went out for a walk at around 9 but turned out it was raining and we walked back ): rawr.
yvonne's aunt sent us to causeway point, rather than us having to walk in the drizzle to the bus stop to take a bus to woodlands mrt station. nice of her (: and well, i took train home while the rest took bus. sadly, woodlands offers no bus service to anywhr near bishan.
long ride home, thought through alot of things.
and im tired enough as it is, physically.
oceans apart day after day
and i slowly go insane
i hear your voice on the line
but it doesn't stop the pain
if i see you next to never
how can we say forever
wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you
i took for granted, all the times
that i though would last somehow
i hear the laughter, i taste the tears
but i can't get near you now
oh, can't you see it baby
you've got me goin' crazy
wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you
i wonder how we can survive
this romance
but in the end if i'm with you
i'll take the chance
oh, can't you see it baby
you've got me goin' crazy
wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you
i told of my glory at 11:35 pm
it feels weird when you have to celebrate birthday with someone not entirely lovely and that person actually forgets your birthday previously. exam period isnt an excuse. erika and wenliang gave me a tiny surprise (:
and well, not celebrating with me is fine, but totally forgetting to even wish me happy birthday, and now i have to celebrate and pay for their present,
WEIRD.
it's no longer an exchange of friendship sometimes, especially when im not entirely close to that person.
dont worry yvonneeeeee it's not you :D you got many many love from me and i know you got many many love for me too!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE LOVE YVONNEEEEE :D
my new black cupboard just arrived :D chio-ness to the max yo. but it smells of wood :/ (duh!)
SAVE MY CREATIVE EARPHONESSSSSS ):
i told of my glory at 11:38 am
Friday, 30 October 2009
my day was a longgggggg day yo (:
early in the morning, went to school definitely not feeling at my best, not even near there. missed my bus 58 by one minute, thus missing 24, thus missing 2 8s, and therefore reached school at 9.05am. zz. coughing, nose blocked, blah blah blah. lack of sleep ): rawr!
Bstats was fun (: i think i can catch up fast enough though i wasnt at lecture last week. lol. and my Bstats tutor is cool yo (: attendance taking took 1 hour (beat marketing tutor's record of half an hour) cos we had to say out this qualitative and quantitative thing about ourselves and what diploma we wanna choose on 10th nov. and i said that "i have a unique job!" for the qualitative thingy and that SOME people have problems with my age as the quantitative thingy. kinda funny come to think abuot it :D cos it's really unique, considering that no one seems to have a problem with hoebin being 19. MEH MEH! :D HAHAH! funnehhhhh~
went to tampines mall with classmates after that for lunch. vincent is dammmmmmmmn funny i tell you. what an interesting classmateeeee! :D HAHA!
then went to airport to study with darrennnnnnn. shiok-ness i tell you, i love airport :D i did my calculus tutorials (again, yes), caught up with Bstats, studied marketing (ok i attempted to, and only did one chapter in the end). not badddddd yo :D considering that half the time i couldnt breathe properly and almost died from lack of oxygen -.- zz. 5 hours of studying and trying to self-understand stuff is no joke. but some funny things happened at the end. best friends jiu shi best friends, we he burped out loud when i burped within, and we both "HAIIII!" at the bus interchange just now at the same time HAHAHAHAH! never say in advance one! and darren's mandarin makes me laugh :D knee in mandarin = beggar in mandarin.. -.- he repeated 3 times somemore. omg.
and my sprite emitted smoke today :D HAHA! hilarious i tell you, it's smth that both me and darren have NEVER seen before in our whole life :/
tired now! and well, tmr is von von von dearest's birthday and haseenah's birthday! :D party at von's aunt's house tmr night! WOOHOO! :DDD
i told of my glory at 11:41 pm
Thursday, 29 October 2009
day was eventful today, yea. and tiring. starting at 9am on 4 days a week is no joke srsly..
today..
double dosage of lectures,
calling mrs lee mrs quek even though she's mrs lee-quek,
rushing down for driving and actually did well enough to believe id pass,
going down to cityhall to meet kien for training and briefing and contract,
sleeping on 162 all the way home freezing my balls off..
double dosage of lectures consecutively within 4 hours. madness i tell you. Bstats + BAccounting 2 is no joke when added together. half the class was dead during the 2nd lecture lol.
and i actually found Bstats understandable. WOW :/
driving was fun today. no circuit ticket (unfortunately!) and even more unfortunately, i tailgated an audi r8 cos it was tailgating a learner driver. LOL. but in conclusion, i think i did quite well for today. only stalled once, cos stupid teacher tell me to stop when i didnt have to and in the end my hands and feet cannot coordinate -.- zz. move offs smooth, blah blah. but i still want circuit ticket ): next time, for people's 18th birthday present, but them circuit tickets if theyre going for license. LOL! they will love you many many for that! SERIOUSLY. if someone just gives me one usable circuit ticket now..... poot (:
then went to cityhall to meet kien for briefing and training :D
training was fun. haha. he said im slow! RAWR! of cos slow lar, havent even memorize anything yet and i didnt print out the stuff. HAHA :/ but it was good lar nevertheless. i think it's really really interesting and it's something that's beyond entertainment. it trains your mind and you to think fast yo :D and the pay is good i guess (: something tough, but something with elements of fun, and opportunities. ended at close to 7 and he had to rush down to bras basah. haha. my bad :/ ehhh, first time yo, learning learning!
and yea, my day, rushing around to nowhere, enjoying long bus and train rides sleeping away, feeling weak and suffering from running nose.
losing my voice when i only just got it back.
i shall abstain from all fried food again for the next 7 days (as much as possible) cos porridge lifestyle in school made me recover just previously. rawr.
im looking forward to starting my probation period at Mr Bottle's yo :D
i told of my glory at 10:03 pm
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
day was tiringggggggg! RAWR!
9am started tutorial, leisurely did calculus till tutorial 7 already ahahaha! :/ oh well, now do, next time nuah. cos next time will be busy with revision for other subjects, can put calculus aside :D
some unpleasantness in class today.. due to project group allocation. haha. oh well, i guess its just part of poly life :/ people become judgemental after sometime. but some particular people.. really arh, tsk tsk tsk. die also i dont wanna work with them -.- LOL!
outsourced my two surveys today. woohoo! waiting for money to roll in after i collect the two surveys back :D wheeee~
and rejected one australia offer for partnership. madness lah, HUIFANG WHR GOT TIME TO BE INVOLVED IN THIS EVENT!! -.-
stayed back to study completing class stuff with wenliang in comp lab. haha. he asked me why i got so many lobangs. mehhhhhh. LOL.
after that, did my management tutorial and notes and yayyyy, i feel a little bit of achievement (: darren that kuku still very nuah nuah pleaseeeeee! canot canot! must work hard starting now! :D
got big plans for the class,
got big plans for myself.
got big plans for that special day coming sooooooooooooooon!
meeting kien at cityhall tmr after driving! :D YAY!
i told of my glory at 11:28 pm
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
my day was screwed upppp. haha. mistook my schedule for some other day, and said i could meet kien for training. gahhhhhhh! ends up it was fun :D haha. we were at youth park and winston was like giving the patrons o botakjones a "free show". HAHA. cos he was practising the flow of his professor messy routine :D and yeaaaaaaa, some of the tricks were just plain hilarious LOL. i particularly like the finger light thingyyyyy! :D
so yea, my first engagement will most probably be the one on 8th november :D some SIA thingy. woohooo! but im supposed to be dressed up as an SIA air stewardess :/ scary piiiiiiiiiiiiiig sio! i think i will look into the mirror and die die of fright HAHAHAHHAH :/
and stupid kien di siao me today. RAWR! ANGRY! O.O ohhhhhk lah, all in the name of fun. welllllll, econs article analysis isnt as easy as i expected yo.
i think i should pay someone to find articles for me to analyse, cos i cant find any good article! ive only got one nowwwwwww ):
i need one more! RAWR!
but im happy happy now :D cos i had a fun day and wenliang and i got BIG plans for the class.
after all, we all wanna start with the end in mind, and wanna enjoy this last 5 months we have together as a class 1b21 (:
i told of my glory at 9:37 pm
Monday, 26 October 2009
today was a really really hectic day.
somehow or other, having double dosage of management consecutively isnt that all comfortable :/ and alot of other energy-consuming stuff occured around me today, leaving me with only 18% power at the end of the 9am-7pm day.
my management tutor is darn cool. he's been to so many countries, owns his own consultancy firm, and he has managed events at RC level etc. wow. :D and he teaches me management. LOL.
had microecons tutorial after that and wa, i think that stupid flower has something against me. she die also dont want to call my name up to answer tutorial questions ): damn her. got problem with me lo ):
and her voice is wtmf-loud, even louder than me x999999999!
scary sio~
then went for the OTC interview. screwwwwwwwwwwwwwed me up sio. it was scary please! darn stressful. they ask damn cheeeeem questions like "if youre the interviewer, in my place, what would you ask the interviewee, and if youre the interviewee, what would your answer be?" WHOA WHOA. bang bang. me and darren died. HAHAHHAHA. the whole interview duration took like 30-40 minutes. scary bangggggg! but i hope i get in anyway. HAHA :D
today, came across some issue, like really relationship problem between two people. it's really funny sometimes how some issues recur in others while it happened to oneself before.
and yet, the key to solving such problems are communication and courage.
if one party had no courage to bring to light such a problem for matured discussion, then the problem will NEVER be solved.
people, have mouth, have ears, have brains, yet some people, choose not to talk, and choose not to listen..
hais.
friends, they'll always be there for you no matter your boyfriend/girlfriend wants you or no. (:
gamemaster training tomorrow!
i told of my glory at 10:08 pm
Saturday, 24 October 2009
Still need Your guidance.. (:
i told of my glory at 10:03 pm
Friday, 23 October 2009
i missed driving today. AHHA. cos i woke up at 9am when my lessons is 8.30am :/ argh. set wrong alarm cos i mistook lesson time. hahahah, tio penalty $18 ): RAWR!
but in the afternoon, i went to meet kien at lavender :D then after picking me up, he brought me to this house at some ulu part of bukit timah for one of the kids parties cos he had a magic show and gamemaster engagement (: first time im seeing him as Mr Bottle, cos i met him as Kien during f1 :D
reached there abit early, setup, had a slice of birthday cake, and yeaaaaa, spammmmmmmed my phone taking pictures during his show till my handphone was SO HOT and hanged -.- LOL. poor phone. first time it had to endure phototaking marathon of 1 hour plus :/
i most probably would be going for gamemaster, cos i'll be going down to kien's office to start training when my voice is back to normal (:
i think the show today was great, except probably the end when it was abit of chaos. HAHA. oh well, it was a great learning opportunity nevertheless. prioritise yo :D
i wanna get my voice back so that i can start training sooooooooon! :D
went to escape with classmates for awhile, haha. kien detoured to lavender to drop me off cos i was going east even though he was rushing to novena. wheeeee.
but anyways, gokart was cool :D ebrahim got bullied by me cos we raced down the steep slope and i banged his gokart at the end of the slope where there was a sharp turning, resulting in his gokart turning almost 180 degrees and his gokart getting stuck to the side curb :D HAHAHAHAH!
another incident was when von and yifang were racing down the steep slope, and i wanted to overtake them. yifang was on left lane, von was on right lane, almost side by side but von slightly behind, and i SQUEEZED in by driving super dangerouly and well, von had no choice but to slow down. LOL. damn fun i tell you! :P
fastest car today was 21, followed by 20. but apparently, 21 was SO FAST to the extent that i couldnt control it :/ darn scary. i almost skid on the upslope. MY OWN fault somemore. WL. so other times i drove 20. LOVELY NUMBER 20 :D
(winston, remember anot, that one your love lei!)
pirate ship was madness. haha. erika and i on one end, and xinyan, yifang and ebrahim on the other end. "biz biz biz biz, ness!" *clap clap, clap clap* HAHA. we did that on the pirate ship. madness i tell you, the other people on that same ride as us also damn siao one, scream like mad just for fun of it LOL. so yeaaaaa, fun luh :D
and well, thats my day. tiring but fun. and huifang is happyyyyyyyyy :D i love the new company im in cos my boss is GREAT :D
i told of my glory at 11:37 pm
Thursday, 22 October 2009
today was.. tiring. LOL.
brought jap tour in morning till afternoon, then did 2 mystery shopper surveys. sehhh, tiring yo. cos i had to travel ALOT. i took like, 11 bus rides and like 3 mrt rides in between also. LOL.
52 to mrt station in morning,
7 from holland road to orchard,
80 from city hall to somewhr in punggol,
80 from wrong part of punggol to sengkang interchange,
86 to rivervale mall,
86 back to sengkang interchange,
83 from sengkang interchange to punggol plaza,
62 from punggol plaza to to lor ah soo,
45 from lor ah soo to serangoon avenue idk what,
156 from serangoon avenue idk what to home,
410 from home to j8 for dinner.
solid. thank goodness for bus concession.
and well, my jap group today was.. fucking rich. out of 8 of them, like 4 of them have LV wallet. looks authentic enough, though i dont know if its real. LOL.
and one of them actually bought a psp, IN SINGAPORE. wow, sg sell cheap meh? -.- farrrrnie.
but well, not bad, $60 in today.
RE's pay coming in tomorrow :D EXCITED YO!
and,
huifang is looking forward to so many things and looking backwards at so many things.
no wonder huifang is feeling so tired lately (:
i told of my glory at 9:49 pm
i like this lyrics..
going back to the corner
where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag
i'm not gonna move
got some words on cardboard
got your picture in my head
saying: if you see this girl can you tell her where i am
some try to hand me money
they don't understand
i'm not broke
i'm just a broken hearted man
i know it makes no sense
what else can i do
and how can i move on
when i'm still in love with you
cos if one day you wake up
and find that youre missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so i'm not moving
i'm not moving
police man says son you cant stay here
i say there's someone i'm waiting for
if its a day a month or year
got to stand my ground
even if it rains or snows
if she changes her mind
this is the first place she will go
cos if one day you wake up
and find that youre missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so i'm not moving
i'm not moving
i'm not moving
i'm not moving
people talk about a guy
whos waiting for a girl
there are no holes in his shoes
but a big hole in his world
i told of my glory at 12:07 am
Wednesday, 21 October 2009
just came home from business ambassadors AGM. mehhhh~ tiring sio. cos after the meeting, we stayed back and were having fun inside the LT. haha. wenliang, xinyan, yifang, ebrahim and me and the main comm people :D fake emcee-ing, fake deejay-ing blah blah. lol. only left school at 9pm. rawr ): tiredness totally, but funnnnn!
school today was like, RAWRR~ morning calculus tutorial was madness. want to chiong maths also cannot chiong cos i forgot like.. 80% of my o level stuff. SHEEEEEEEEET! but anyways, went to joel's house during 4 hours break. his wangwang is damn cuteeeeeeee xD adorable dog which like, a few of us were snatching over LOL. like only 1 yr old, cute, fluffy, blur, nuah, HAHAHAHAHHA. :P then played guitar hero. is fun yo :D
arhhh, day was just like that.
so many things i want to do, i want to say, but i dont have the strength to.
then anywayyyyyy, im really reconsidering facepainting as my choice of path. lol. i SUCK at painting all of a sudden. huifang only does well in pencilwork i guess. HAHA :/
i leave it to your choice, to decide what you want to do, or what you not want to do, because it isnt, and has never been, within my control. ive said my piece, ive done what i can, its all up to you now. (:
do i sound like ive delegated a task? lol.
i told of my glory at 10:29 pm
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
Lord, hear my prayer.. Just for this period of time..
i told of my glory at 10:51 pm
sometimes, what you expect isnt what youre given.
i expect to pass TP on 30th november.
but driving lesson today permits me not to proclaim as such.
1. didnt change gear when stopping (For like 4-5 times)
2. tried to turn left into a road not included in test routes (i was revising test routes today, leisure drive)
3. filtered lane very very badly twice
4. tailgated sbs bus too closely, twice
to the extent that my instructor got so annoyed that he said i was deproving rather than improving despite my previous records of steady improvement.
only right things done?
good manipulation of clutch with biting point during traffic jam,
4/4 good u turns,
cool mind when engine stalled.
fact was, i was very much distracted, not in the mood to drive, and practically falling asleep driving. thats why i couldnt even bring myself to shriek when my engine stalled on the slope. :/
im definitely expecting a better next half of the day.
argh, lunch please. im dying from hunger.
i told weijian this on msn just now, just struck me like that, but so true.
"misunderstandings are unavoidable, quarrels are inevitable. but what matters is, we take it in our stride, embrace it with a open heart, love, and move on."
but not forgetting the past.
thats why i guess i'll be meeting my girls from 4e6 later. (:
i told of my glory at 10:39 am
Monday, 19 October 2009
dont this just look like a tattoo? :/
i told of my glory at 10:19 pm
number 2.
eeyore and piglet.
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first day of school with many hiccups. stupid POM lecturer, srsly.
but nevertheless, new semester, new notebook, new subjects, new teachers.
but the old ones never fade away.. (:
some small situation cropped up after lecture while we were waiting for xinyan's friend outside the library. but well, i know im loved by the class. esp yifang's hug and those others' concerns were encouraging. very. (:
then went shopping for a dear friend's birthday present after lecture today. yet some people cant seem to understand my intention at times, like c'mon, id rather spend a bit more buying someone something they'll appreciate and like rather than buy something that is impractical and not of use. i guess yvonne was the only 120% supportive person to my suggestion. bah, who cares. i still got many many love for the birthday kid. and probably discuss this with more people tmr so that you know, they get what i mean.
met my one-of-the-best-out-of-the-two-gay-friends-i-have and he really kind of brightened up my day. just feel darn bad that i might not even be celebrating his birthday with him considering that so many things are taking place at the same time :/ rawr.
and darn it, i want to tell mr bottle that i want to be a gamemaster instead. painting on hand isnt as easy as painting on paper. ZZ!
i told of my glory at 7:34 pm
number 1.
shiny, bright, pearly blue nails.
i told of my glory at 12:06 am
Saturday, 17 October 2009
just came home from movie not long ago.
thank goodness it was at j8, otherwise id probably have left halfway through the movie.
watched Halloween 2. it's horrible + terrible + has a dumb ending. therefore in conclusion, it was a lousy show.
it was gory and abit scary but without a proper storyline, just some psychotic killer hacking and chopping people up for no rhyme and reason. effects were definitely yucks X10000000. :/ huifang doesnt like gore. i was expecting like genuine horror like Phobia or smth. gahh.
and now i keep getting paranoid all thanks to that stupid show. zz. lucky i do not sleep alone :/
and my throat now is ruinedddd. AGAIN! honey lemon drink tasted like sandwater to me ): and it feels like a ball is stuck in my throat. this feeling sucksssssss ):
oh yea, came home and saw a package for me (: it's from singapore gp. they sent me a 2009 f1 notebook with a note on it saying thanks :D super nice of them yo!
but now, is time to SLEEP! :D
i told of my glory at 2:43 am
Friday, 16 October 2009
forgot to blog! AHHH.
went to ecp today, then catch a movie. :D
wa srsly i tell you, really there are different kinds of people in the world nowadays. some of winston's fsrc-mates look kind of friendly, but some are just downright hostile! RAWR. it was supposed to be his fsrc outing today. 11.30am meet at burger king, but turns out they only arrived at macs at like 12.20pm or smth. and well, we planned to leave by 1pm one lo. so who cares, we just left :/ anyway im guessing winston wouldnt be like outstandly enjoying himself to the max there. haha.
then went to watch surrogates. is nice yo! except that we felt the ending was kinda abrupt, like no proper explaination you know. meh meh. but it was very very very cold in the cinema :/ meh meh meh.
YAH I KNOW, VERY ABRUPT ENDING TO THE DAY.
cos that kookoo dowan pei me go fareast do express manicure. HUMPHHHHHH!
but someone was nice enough to show me coin tricks today :D see lar, become prof messy only jiu like that like to disturb me alr! rawr! (:
either way,
it was a great day nevertheless cos im with my brotherrrrrr (:
i told of my glory at 12:43 am
Thursday, 15 October 2009
“I am just like the sun and you the flower. I’ll provide sunlight for you to blossom. Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you. But, you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you. Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight.”
“Remember: To be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. To be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy. But, me, I will change the world for you.”
i told of my glory at 1:10 am
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
back from 1b21 chalet.
pasir ris to bishan on public sbs bus in record time- 25 minutes.
madness i tell you, the 58 was like ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM (like 120kmph) along the whole ulu roads of tampines till eunos till serangoon. i was trying to sleep but was disturbed by the incessant and unnecessary shaking of the bus due to the high speed.
day 1 of chalet, i was rushing off after check in, to go to clementi (yes, from pasir ris to clementi) to go w winston for his interview at kien's office. rawrrrrr. it rained so heavily! ): and we were stuck like, somewhr opposite his office, until the rain stopped. and due to the government's splendid idea to build the overhead bridge at whr it conveniently blocked the name of the building, me and winston didnt know that that was it, and we actually walked one big big big round to try to get to that building :/ stupid shitsxz really. damn that overhead bridge. but anyways, th interview went well, and winston just got th email for offer of employment as prof. messy :D haha what a nameeeee! but anyways,
never ever let your guard down when youre in a magician's office!
i sat down on an innocent-looking chair which had a FARTTTTTT sound when i sat on it -.- ZZZZZZZZ. then he passed me some of the stuff for facepainting too. shall TRY HARD and attempt to do something good with it :D cos apparently, ive lost touch with art... rawr~
then rushed back to chalet after that, for bbq.
winston and darren left later in the night. then my class spent the night playing random games like cheat and whatever whatever whatever whatever blah blah blah. until like 5am when we went for breakfast, and went for a bath and slept till like 12pm :/ HAHA. comfort life sio. and omg i cant believe who i actually slept beside lar. LOL. :/
day 2 of chalet, went to play pool and arcade at ehub. was damn scattered lah our people, seriously. but then again, what do you expect from a big group of like 15 people? LOL. had dinner at bbq chicken and well, it was great (:
played games again in the chalet until like 10 plus, when people started to leave for home.
i left at like 11.15pm with darren. last minute decision, cos i was really feeling darn horrible with a throat like sandpaper :/ ARGH.
alright, 2am now. OFF TO SLEEP!
i told of my glory at 1:34 am
Monday, 12 October 2009
tired!
spent th afternoon and night preparing food for tmr's chalet cum bbq.
oh well, i believe it was effort well-done by esp wenliang, xinyan, yuenchai and i.
but still, i reached home at midnight.
tmr's an equally hectic day.
tampines- pasir ris- pasir ris- clementi- pasir ris.
all in one day. madness. but for them i would (:
just now at downtown east bbq chicken, something happened, accidentally, my bad, but also that person's bad for standing too close, that left both me and the other person in a pretty awkward situation. but weird nevertheless, and well, i believe that person was smiling to themself within though they didnt show it out like me :/
maybe this is the first step. HAHA :P
lets have just one night and you'll see me shine from within. (:
im not going to hold myself back for a future which might never come through. tantalising, charming, tempting. but it will never happen, cos empty promises are aplenty.
huifang is huifang,
huifang is michelle,
huifang is the huifang you see.
i have alr let go of what i shouldnt hold back within. (:
one single little complaint though.
i think i deserve an even better treatment for being a selfless friend in defence of a failing friendship. and to think that after i salvaged that friendship between you two, im chucked aside, and only remembered when you finally realised i was there.
i told of my glory at 12:30 am
Saturday, 10 October 2009
viewty smart is pretty and driving me up the wall.
because viewty smart is so dumb that i cant chgn the way my phonebook looks like. rawr. my contacts are all screwed up ):
im tired today.
meeting classmates tmr to go buy bbq stuff.
oh well. (:
i hope he hasnt forgotten me, though i feel like sometimes he has.
i told of my glory at 10:57 pm
Friday, 9 October 2009
huifang left 0808 today with a happy yet heavy heart.
so many things undone,
so many things accomplished.
i told jacq, i didnt do enough. i havent done enough. but ive done what ive done, and it wasnt too bad (:
today is miss michelle's last day as a Job Consultant with 0808, because miss michelle has done enough for one hols, and will be back to resuming studies soon.
i hope the person i sent to Jon turns out to be well. it's my attempt to make him at least, a bit more pleased with me after what happened previously, but well.. i know ive tried.
i told jacq, i learnt that not everyone deserves the same kind of treatment.
through this short 5 weeks, ive met people who exploit me cos of my friendliness,
ive met people who are really sincere and nice,
ive had candidates who really see me as a friend rather than just a Consultant,
ive had candidates who treat me like their servant.
i dont get paid by the candidates, but i help them. because i dont know how it feels like to be broke and down and out and no one wants to help you. and i dont want to know how it feels like. i dont want my candidates to feel like that. thats why i help them.
i push to sell candidates to client-holders. because i just hope for a chance for them.
over the past 5 weeks,
ive had candidates who come back and thank me,
who drop me msgs to tell me theyre doing well,
had emails from candidates whom updated me on their status at work.
it was a very unique experience.
no doubt tiring,
no doubt stressful.
but i learnt how to "take things with a pinch of salt" and to treat different people differently, to manage my own things well and learnt from the mistakes i made.
i feel i made many mistakes on this job.
but i learnt alot too.
and this skills will take me through the next step in life (:
jacqueline, evelyn, gary, yvon, and even eugene, those perms who guided me alot, and i really mean helped me too, on my 5 weeks journey in 0808. they made me smile, laugh, encouraged me, debriefed me, and all.
and i really really appreciate them so much.
and the fellow temps, april the pro, kailing the blur queen, huishan the fellow tp bsg student, all of them whom never fail to make my day, and well, we as temps, we work together also lo. you got my back and i got yours :D and i liked that, cos we're in a way, facing the same things.
and well, to move on to another chapter of my life.
a one week MINI break first (:
i told of my glory at 11:50 pm
Thursday, 8 October 2009
1. i received 22 vials of salvatore ferragamo f perfume.
2. i slacked (almost!) the whole day through BUT
3. i filled 7 contracts in the final half hour of the day, unexpectedly
and left 0808, triumphant. THANKS YOU YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT! (tells myself)
and miss michelle loves all her temp RCs at 0808,
and loves loves her NICE candidates who show her appreciation :D
i told of my glory at 11:54 pm
Wednesday, 7 October 2009
1. dua by kitchen assistant. fucked up person said "VERY BORING LEH!" and in the end, found some great splendid reason to disappear and in the end, landed me in shit number 1 today.
2. uniqlo ION orchard, 1st day at work only, and one bastard walked off after break saying that "I DONT LIKE THIS JOB. THIS IS NOT THE JOB I WANT." okay, he didnt even have the decency to call me or drop me a msg. THANKS okay. and when i called him up, he ignored my calls. shit number 2 today.
3. waiter dua me. stupid V***** that idiot. keep asking for more assignments, and now, play stunt say sick. say just woke up but his sis took his call and said theyre outside and he's puking in the toilet. and even asked me how much is penalty, didnt bother to go see a doc to get MC. thats shit number 3 today.
and because of number 3, someone shouted at me in office today.
thanks ah. that wasnt a wakeup call. that was a realisation call to what a person you are. i already contacted them to confirm that theyd be turning up. he still decided to play stunt at the last minute, my bad? hilariously fucked up please. and it isnt my freaking problem that my stupid candidate didnt have brains to expect what to do in a retail store/ packer job.
0808 just has more reasons to deter me from there each day.
why isnt everyone as nice as jacqueline and evelyn and eugene and gary? i guess, we temps can never fit in nicely, unless we really commit to.
now im really looking for opportunities. delia just replied my email today. im getting good money as days go by, not only from 0808. you guys arent my only source of material cash and you guys will never ever be my 100%.
im just more of disappointed.
what a realistic world.
i told of my glory at 10:41 pm
Sunday, 4 October 2009
huifang got a manicure today :D wheeee~ wanted to get pedicure also but cos weijian was there, didnt want him to wait too long luh LOL. :P
shopping is addictive.
tomorrow, is back to 0808.
and my magician is flying off to taiwan yo. waaaa. next time my turn :D i also wanna go!
my magician funny ytd night.
meh meh him. assume assume. LOL.
4/10/2009 1:26:15 AM Kien says: yup! :)
4/10/2009 1:26:26 AM Kien says: winston is your??
4/10/2009 1:26:37 AM HUIFANG feels the love ;D says: haha friend lah. lol.
4/10/2009 1:31:56 AM Kien says: i see.. tot your bf.. :P
4/10/2009 1:32:26 AM HUIFANG feels the love ;D says: no la! haha. he's one yr younger than me T.T
4/10/2009 1:32:34 AM HUIFANG feels the love ;D says: huifang is single and available yo! ^^
4/10/2009 1:32:35 AM HUIFANG feels the love ;D says: haha!
4/10/2009 1:34:02 AM Kien says: age doesn't matter one... hahahahhaha... younger is okay.. hee hee..
i told of my glory at 11:45 pm
Oct. 4th, 2009
Huifang calls me on skype.
the moment i answered, she was singing.
here's what i told her : "Glass are expensive"
Huifang: HEY!
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winston very annoying lo ): i copied that from his blog. meh meh meh. he is sooooo meh meh! i hope kien arranges for interview for him soon, then see if he can become prof messy! :D im really looking forward to some major change in my life, really really major change please.
im inspired to learn how to che3 ling2 lei. anyone wanna teach me? :DDD
i told of my glory at 12:20 am
Saturday, 3 October 2009
0808 was disasterous to some certain extent today. okay fine, yesterday, since it's past midnight.
i got dua-ed by one candidate for jon's menlo URGENT position, then after that i sent him another candidate to replace who got OFFERED another position with yvon's client. zz. i think jon might have wanted to kill me there and then cos i forgot to update him and when he asked me to ask my guy to go for interview, then did i tell him :/
howeverrrrrr, i did manage to conquer quota today. PHEW! :P 3 plus contracts. wow. and well, if that mummy'sboy came at 7plus then id have 4. haha.
that mummy'sboy, damn rubbish. i scolded him over th phone. felt like damn scary for awhile. but then again, c'mon, im not paid EXTRA to slog hard to accomodate you to a job!
went to meet ernest and tammy at orchard. rawr rawr rawr. ion orchard everywhr all expensive food please. i spent like $15 on dinner and i only ate normal food plus ice cream ): meh meh. so not worth it okayyyy! it's common food!
then proceeded to powerhouse at stjames at harbourfront.
im lazy to elaborate.
but in conclusion, i shant be going clubbbing for sometime, unless th situation demands me to do so.
huifang is perfect girl okay :D dont smoke, dont club (already), dont dress scantily. walao, sadly, not chio enough. rawr!
and well, huifang is waiting for this opportunity to settle down, for a commitment i hope i wont regret, because i know i want it so much. (:
i told of my glory at 2:20 am
Thursday, 1 October 2009
im losing passion towards something i thought i had a passion for since 2 years ago.
the f1 made everything seem so worthless and unworthy to strive for.
i love f1.
i told of my glory at 9:54 pm