Wednesday, 30 September 2009
yesterday!
winston came to tampines to meet me after my work :D wheeee! wanted to watch gforce, but sadly, th available show was late. so in th end, we bought tickets for ugly truth instead. it was nice nevertheless :D had a late late dinner at carls junior. eat till i wanna puke, and i only ate like, half a burger. winston ate one and a half cos he had to help me finish up mine. HAHA. in th end, reached home pretty late. :/ rawr rawr. thats th reason why i couldnt wake up early today. HAHA. too tired out :/ but then, nice picture from ytd! :D
today!
wow. finally gain back momentum at 0808. 3 interviews today, 2 got offered alr. 3rd one should be not a problem too :D glad glad. and filled up like 10 over 1-day positions today (: solid :D came home and finally got what ive been waiting for, th pictures from alex!
my 2 lovely magicians, kien on th left and tall and suave alex on th right! :D this was taken in th green room, during th end of their 2nd day. i think kien looks really really much younger than his age in this pic :D even my mom and winston both say so. thats why i actually guessed his age wronglyyyyyyyyyyy! :D
with alex, kien and bernard. this was during th last night, at paddock club lifestyle stage where champange and alcohol was freeflow complimentary, to the delight of alex. a tad too bright. but it was just cos me and kien insisted on wanting to act tall and stood on th platform. HAHA :/
i remember how i was trying to carefully plan my words such that i wouldnt appear unprofessional but yet i could get a picture with them cos theyre such charming people. cos well, we're not supposed to ask for signatures or pictures. but i forgot was alex or kien, was telling me to take pictures for them, then said we shuold take a pic too. so im like YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD so yay :D whee!
i told of my glory at 9:47 pm
Tuesday, 29 September 2009
i met winston after work today. apparently, he tried to come upstairs to look for me at 0808 but security guard stopped him, and he didnt try calling me for that. lol.
blog tmr. im tired. dead tired.
i told of my glory at 11:36 pm
Monday, 28 September 2009
final conclusion for f1.
i sent rivermaya off to the airport today, and well, surprisingly i had an extremely easy time doing so. despite the problem with the stupid dumbass swissotel porters whereby they never arrived and my artistes had to move their instruments on their own in the end, when we got to the airport, check in, and that was all. no joke though, 240+kg of instruments + baggage. madness. haha. but well, airport flight check in staff were nice also. esp the lady who attended to us, she's a rivermaya fan yo :D haha!
before they left, they gave me their latest album, their album tshirt, their album badges and their signatures on the album :D love yo! theyre nice nice nice! so
friendly (:
this is their album!
with their signatures! (short of one of their signatures cos one of them is extending their trip so wasnt with us)
a group photo with them :DDDD
and this is my tall and suave magician, alex, in action! (he said so okay :D) i think he looks kinda fierce in this pic though. haha. my bad! :/ but he's got dimplessssss :D next time if anyone needs magicians, i know who to recommend to you all, cos theyre GREAT! :D
im still waiting for alex to send me the photos taken using his cam! :D and waiting for bernard to send the pics taken using his cam to kien, then kien will send it to me. ARRRRR. i want the pics with them! there's my lovely lovely magicians in it with me me me :DDDD we took like a few pics, at green room and at paddock (: yay yay! cos kien and alex are actually quite high-profile in the magician's world trade yo :D but theyre so humble, not one bit like you know, haolian or demanding! :D YAY THATS WHY THEY ARE SO LOVE LOVE and made huifang so happy during f1 :D
and well, it's finally the end of f1. im glad i got to know people like louisa, carmen, jenny, jing wei, maggie, elvin, milian, dennis, trevor, jovelyn etc etc etc etc. the list is neverending! :D and well, despite the many problems and such, im glad we pulled through the 4 days and put up a good show. (:
i want my picturessssssss :D
and tmr onwards, huifang'll be back to normal chiong days at 0808. (:
in the years to come
will you think about these moments that we shared
in the years to come
are you gonna think it over
and how we lived each day with no regrets
nothing lasts forever though we want it to
the road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me
though it's the hardest thing to say
i'll miss your love in every way
so say goodbye but don't you cry
cos true love never dies
in a year from now
maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said
in a year from now
maybe we'll see each other
standing on the same street corner though it rains
each and every end is always written in the stars
if only i could stop the world, i'd make this last
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me
though it's the hardest thing to say
i'll miss your love in every way
so say goodbye but don't you cry
cos true love never dies
and when you need my arms to run into
i'll fall for you
nothing will ever change the way i feel
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me
though it's the hardest thing to say
i'll miss your love in every way
so say goodbye but don't you cry
cos true love never dies
i told of my glory at 11:01 pm
f1 is 90% done, im up at this unearthly hour, smiling to myself despite feeling the lethargy trying hard to bring me down :/
i just came home after a 3 day fight at the f1 event site. artiste management isn't easy, as i saw from the faces of the liasion officers of backstreet boys and chaka khan.
im fortunate.
i got my magicians, who are great, amazing, and really very very very nice people. they dont demand for this and that, they are really very self-help and all i gotta do is ensure i get them from one point to another. they dont even mind the comfort factor. when i arrange for a buggy to take them from one place to another, they ask if it's near enough to walk. cos if it is, they'd walk.
thats how nice they are.
and wanting to offer me a sandwich off the artiste hospitality area cos i didnt have time to eat dinner, volunteering to walk in on their own to lessen my load having to travel to and fro within a very very packed schedule, and so on, and so on.
i like it especially when they show me magic, whether it's kien or alex. because they're both so humorous and i find their style of magic very attractive, whereby they can really capture your attention. and they never fail to make me laugh or smile, seriously.
like what nelly said "they're not paid to show you magic you know". yea, i know. and thats why i always felt i never did enough for them.
but today, or rather, yesterday since it's already past midnight now, their reply to my parting message for this f1 event made me happy, really. like really really happy. cos i know i put in my best for them. despite the many screw ups, buggies gone missing, missing the shuttle bus, rushing from point A to B like some mad people, sweating under the humid weather, etc etc etc. i know i did my best, really. and they know it.
f1 was really really tough. but i enjoyed myself, because i had my magicians.
everyday, all i looked forward to was the time alex would arrive (he's always the first to arrive) and always hope for time to stop when kien arrives (he's always the last to arrive due to his busy schedule).
even just the simple task of helping them to take pictures while they roved was something which i enjoyed, alot. seeing the smiles on the audiences' faces and all, seeing the magicians' satisfied faces after drawing a crowd to their act etc etc, i always felt like im part of it.
i think in my mind, i knew what i had to accomplish for them was beyond my job scope, which was that to just ensure they received good hospitality from the hospitality crew, and that they got from one point to another, and they performed and went off.
but i knew i had to do things to the end. like providing the service myself rather than wait for the hospi crew, ensuring best comfort from point A to B, and even things like walking with kien to the lift lobby to get his car. i dont know why, i feel very very very attached to them, even though it's just for 3 short days and like a total of 6-8 hours of interaction in total only.
huifang is a girl, who likes to get fascinated by magic, who doesnt have the talent and ability to learn magic, but just simply loves magic.
it's a tiring 3 days, but 3 days well-spent.
to think i felt -ve being assigned as a minder,
bring assigned to magicians.
but today, let me tell you,
HUIFANG LOVES BEING A LIASION OFFICER FOR THE MAGICIANS :D
i told of my glory at 3:49 am
Sunday, 27 September 2009
im damn tired todayyy ):
was at esplanade park stage at 4.45pm,
went back to swissotel and picked up alex at 6.30pm,
shuttle bussed to one fullerton, reached at 7pm
ran back to gate 3 to meet bernard at 7.15pm,
walked fast to esplanade dressing room with bernard,
rushed back to gate 3 to meet kien at 7.25pm,
walked fast to esplanade dressing room with kien,
buggy to padang at 7.45pm.
rush hour yo (: but kien and alex were really really nice today :D haha. hilarious meh meh meh. and they were showing many tricks today to everyone even th entertainers (:
last day with them tmr.
took pictures with them today. arghh, i dont wanna say goodbyeeeeeeeee ):
love is friendship on fire.
i told of my glory at 12:04 am
Friday, 25 September 2009
blogging from esplanade again (:
my magicians are soooooooo adorable please :D kien showed me a trick to give me his namecard, and i thought i saw alex doing his homework, and bernard was showing me magic on th bus on th way to esplanade from swissotel. cool shitsxz :D i told them im very very happy to be fascinated by magic yo. haha! :D
im waiting for their turn to go to th stamford. gonna lompang in nelly's buggy with th austin flowers at 8pm with bernard :D :D and then i gotta zoom zoom to gate 3 to meet kien! :D
alright, i gotta be in action till 11 plus ): not after they end jiu can go home rawr!
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back for update at 12.36am!
i super love my magicians please! they're damn cool and good and well, NICE :D i think im gonna be unprofessional and ask for a photo with them and their signature :/ haha. oh well, and they're like, in really high demand, cos they have so many engagements such that its tough to get all of them to come together! :/ rawr. but nevertheless, they try their best to make things easier for me too :D and kien guessed my age correctly! haha.
tmr's gonna be another long day. oh wait, it's past midnight.
later, shall be another day of fun and noise and drooling over grand prix cars and going gaga over magic :D :D :D
i told of my glory at 7:48 pm
Thursday, 24 September 2009
my cab fare from bishan to city hall cost a whopping ~$20. damn it okay. i left house at 10.45am. if id taken train, id be at most 15 min late. but i took cab and due to f1 road closures, my cab driver and i took idk-how-many-rounds to only end up at suntec where i alighted and had to run to padang. ): meh meh meh.
advice: do not drive to city hall area during f1 period. if you really have to, park at bugis and take a train down, one station only.
:D
f1 is great cos there's nick :D :D :D
EVERYONE AGREES WITH ME (:
i told of my glory at 10:28 pm
blogging from esplanade. i just called my candidate, one more contract in. (:
all th best faisal.
and miss michelle is very very happy :D
i told jacq before, i do not match people to jobs for th sake of th monetary incentive offered, but i believe it's just a good thing to do that i do my best to ensure more people get their jobs (: (:
i told of my glory at 3:32 pm
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
wheeee. tmr is f1 sound check trial runs alr :D
i should be able to clear my targets at 0808 for this week- to get 2 contracts a day. signed 3 yesterday, signed 4 today and well, i got one more coming down tmr or friday. :D i got two interviews scheduled for tmr, and two new guys coming down on friday.
i wrote on two-pages-worth-of-post-its and passed yvon th upcoming activites of mine :D wheeeee~
learnt parking today. so fun :D felt inclined to disturb mr teo for a moment by banging onto th guiding pole. but i didnt. hah. dont wanna spoil my swee swee reputation yo (: a few others were learning parking there too. fun shitsxz. i only screwed up once by parking abit crooked. HAHA. but well, first time, great nevertheless.
i
AM TIRED AH! HAHA. OH WELL, WHEN AM I NOT ):
but tired but happy! :D
i told of my glory at 10:31 pm
i dont know why i actually would feel -ve until now over this, and lose an extra 1 hour plus of sleep. tmr's work early in th morning, but in conclusion,
im not a birthday person.
i dont plan others' birthdays,
i dont receive special birthdays before this year,
and while we're celebrating everyone else's birthday, huifang's gets forgotten, 2 or 3 times already, since we met.
i always wanted my birthday to be perfect. to be a big event, with all my friends there, with all th great people, and im th centre of attention. im th birthday girl.
maybe that will come true within th next 10 years, (:
but now, huifang, this spoilt little kid, is actually making th first attempt to plan someone's birthday as perfectly as she can, on her own.
not because this person gave her such an unexpected and beautiful and sweet and unforgettable 19th birthday. but because this person is
and today, i made a mistake on my part by losing my temper over this matter and keeping silent, only because i believed keeping silent was th best way to avoid a head-on quarrel, while i thought things through.
sorry winston, i know im asking of too much from you by insisting that you agree to what i want to do.
i complained to someone that nowadays, i feel more like an elder brother than a younger sister.
i take that back.
in friendship, kinship, relationship, theres give and take.
maybe now, it's my turn to deliver, than to receive.
i give not because im a giver, but because im afraid to lose, and i belive there will be a day, where i enjoy the take.
im still feeling lost.
oh well, first time planner. :/
but a 2000% effort, for a 2000% person (:
always have, always will. fighter.
i told of my glory at 2:40 am
Tuesday, 22 September 2009
had a fun time today (:
0808 results were great. took part in debrief first time since i joined. i signed 3 contracts today compared to th rest who did none or one :/ :D hehe. and in addition, programs set for tmr. complete what i need to accomplish before i go to f1 to have fun! ;DDD
ernest came to meet me after my 0808 at tampines :D whee. went to bugis. th cab driver was hilariously irritating. he kept insulting YOUNGSTERS in general and insulting GAYS and me and ernest were totally annoyed cos HELLO, WE'RE TEENS IF YOU HADNT REALISED YOU OLD FART! if not for my good mood, he'd get a piece of sarcasm before i got off th cab. zz.
he was initially commenting that nowadays teens are INCORRIGIBLE and hug hug hug in public. then he proceeded on to insult that girls nowadays are so shameless they hug their guy in public. like HELLO, who are you to care. he got damn annoyed and was like shouting
had a great dinner, a great de-stressing time at arcade, and he bought me mango smoothie :D dammmmn nice but v sweet yo.
TIRED,
but glad cos tmr's th last day of 0808 for this week :P HAHAHA.
i want to transfer school ):
i want my future i want ):
i dont want to end up as a bank teller all my life ):
i want to drive a sportscar at least once in my life ):
i want my many many cars in my porch in future ):
each time i think of future why is it blank? black? blank?
i told of my glory at 11:20 pm
Monday, 21 September 2009
1. samsung i8910 hd (chio but cost $800+ w/ contract)
2. lg viewty smart (chio but dno cost how much)
3. htc? (dno wads it called, but camera abit chui)
4.
ARGH ):
i told of my glory at 10:50 pm
th wedding ytd was cool (: christian style, with prayer. my family kept their eyes wide open LOL. and my dad actually complained about it and told me he wont allow me to marry a christian in future -.- and my mom "whatever"-ed him. HAHA. well, i think thats up to me to decide also what :/ zz. anyway, th waiter who was waitering our table was SO CUTE! it was obviously his first time waitering and everyone was like laughing over his actions cos he's so blur so ganjiong and breaking out in sweat alr. ahhhhahhaha. this cute boy boy yo! then when he was about to cut th fish, he was like "my first time cutting, supervisor tell me try. so dont laugh hor.." in th end we all burst out laughing cos he was STRUGGLING to cut th fish up LOL! in th end, our fish was.......... in big bits and pieces. LOL. but okay, cos he was so funny and blur that he made my whole table laugh like madness :D haha!
tired, food was ok, blah blah.
i like attending weddings (: cos soooooo sweeeeet okay! WHEEEEE~
一点点痛的感觉
加上一点我对你的思念,
承诺不算太遥远,
遥远只剩一瞬间,
一步步靠近终点,
再差一步我们踏上永远,
谎言让人太陶醉,
陶醉在你给的世界,
我不想不愿不去
承认我的执著,
怕不知不觉无法
忍住眼泪不留,
是爱伤害了彼此的自由,
你不看不听不说
为什麽要离开我,
我不哭不笑
只剩下沉默,
带著我的骄傲高飞远走
亲吻过的双手
拥抱过的温柔
所有的对错
跟着脚步
你一并带走
我不想不愿不去
承认我的执著,
怕不知不觉
无法忍住眼泪不留,
是爱伤害了彼此的自由,
你不看不听不说
为什麽要离开我,
我不哭不笑
只剩下沉默,
带著我的骄傲高飞远走
带著我的骄傲高飞远走
why do i feel that nowadays theres such a clear distinct line drawn between you and me?
i told of my glory at 1:58 pm
Saturday, 19 September 2009
meh meh. i am not some WHATEVER maid agency AGENT okay. i am a job consultant from recruit express. i provide people with jobs, not CHORES.
if you dont know how to appreciate what i do,
if you understand not th prestige of this job,
if you hear not of pretty things,
if you see not th appreciative smiles,
th touched faces,
th kind thank-yous,
then i can understand why you not see th beauty within my job.
i remember i told jacqueline, "im not matching th people to their jobs cos of th $10 incentive, seriously. i'll just do as much as i can."
whatever i do,
i do it with my heart. if i wanna do something, i'll do it to my best, otherwise i wouldnt do it.
if i have th intention to help you, let me help you and trust in me.
if i give a helping end and receive "JIAO2 WEY3" from you,
listen up,
thank you (:
you made me see what a person you are.
how childish, how unsophisticated, to use some baseless excuse as a reason to turn down th interview chance i helped you get 4 months ago, and rake it up again now, saying my job is lousy. c'mon, id beat you any day hands down.
my job isnt stuck in a hospital facing some old hag being at her beck and call and losing my mind over some lousy superior, doing boring admin job and being two faced by being a loser and coming up with loserish excuses to avoid an interview. (:
expecting huifang would kpkb or have some vulgarity over that person right?
let me tell you. she's a relative. and im not th huifang you knew before. im slowly changing into someone whom i believe, is better and doesnt resort to vuglarities to win an argument or to vent my anger.
i use logic, and bombastic english. YAH LAH THE BOMBASTIC ENGLISH IS STILL TRYING CAN! LOL ;D
wedding tmr sio. will be seeing that person. HAHA. see me shine (:
i told of my glory at 8:30 pm
work today was great (: some slacking periods. nevertheless, i got my required 2 contracts today, and will be signing on 4 more on tuesday :D
edwin finally replied me, he might be my first placed perm staff. i hope he takes up th offer (:
jacq and i were having a pretty interesting lunch today. call it team lunch. anita meet friend, yvon halfday leave, gary was hungry and ownself went for 1st break with th other team. lol. but well, i guess it was still ok :D jacq is nice yo.
and well, iire2 is damn r**ist. but then again, it's not just iire2. many many other places too, and it's really not our fault.
i dont see chinese calling up companies for advance pay just cos our CNY is round th corner. why do others do so?
well,
that is a question that has no textbook answer.
went to meet zijie, heidi and lawrence after that for dinner :D went all th way up to timbre then realised they heck-cared my reservation and didnt go in and didnt queue up. GRRRR. in th end, we climbed down again to go to cafe cartel. eat and grow fat please -.-
maybe i should fast tmr. lol.
and i actually didnt notice th time until like 10.55pm when winston called me and nagged at me :/ arghh! my bad my bad. th last time i noticed th time was when we walked into cafe cartel at like 8.50pm :/
well, huifang is tired. but happy from work and happy from care and concern from her many loves. :D
wheeeeee~
GO SLEEP!
i told of my glory at 12:38 am
Thursday, 17 September 2009
i didnt meet quota today leh. HAHA. only placed one candidate. but 3 pending interview :D
but it was fun. today was darn funny. laughing at gary like nobody's business, eating pineapple tarts in office, kenging some stupid old uncle to go gor-gu-you as how jacq calls it. actually its a grease applicator job, but we said it's spreading butter. and best part, jacq sought th help of another consultant from another branch, and he REALLY thought she wants someone to spread butter. hilarious i tell you, today was prolly th day i laughed th most so far in office. haha. mental lah they. damn funny. :D
tired seh, just now i drive till my eyes from o.o become -.- and i lost concentration for a moment and my car swerved a little bit. :/ scary ballllls~
next week's lessons gonna be worse. 9pm and 7.30pm lessons. RAWR. work makes huifang happy cos theres many many kachings~ but no proper learning of driving! RAWR. parking skills next! (: (: (:
i love mystery shopper assignments :D
i told of my glory at 10:50 pm
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
i met target/ quota for th past two days le :D
today i signed in one long term temp, and i got one perm in alr (:
wheeeee!
met classmates after work to eat frog leg porridge :D was at someplace in kallang. wa seh. damn careless, i left office without my phone. in th end i went upstairs again to get it back. HAHA :/
im damn tired.
im srsly lacking in sleep lahhhhh! ):
i told of my glory at 10:44 pm
i am dead tired. i really am.
"received an expected visit from huifang @ 10.30pm.
paiseh leh. my mum called me before i called you and said she coming to fetch me."
- i am still very angry and annoyed. you are not forgiven winston tang.
im trying my best to ignore winston tang. :D
TIRED..
i told of my glory at 1:28 am
Monday, 14 September 2009
i listened to what mr santa told me to do today.
and someone will be happy (:
because i obeyed what mr santa told me to do.
it's gonna be a tough journey upon making this decision, but i know i wont regret it. and i have th support of the kachings coming in from 0808 and f1 :D
huifang is happy cos she's looking forward to one more thing now! :DDD
i told of my glory at 11:50 pm
my annoying-alwayspredictsme-knowswhatithink-kookoo but yet funny-cute-kiddishsometimes brother damn cute.
his livejournal has no space to add his wishlist onto it. therefore, ive volunteered to lend him some of my space :D
Wish List:
RayBan RB3217
Chio Diecast Car
Lasik
License
Car to drive to school daily
so brother, if you show more love to huifang, maybe she can liase with santa to fulfil a few of your wishes :D
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ ;DDDD
i told of my glory at 1:00 am
Sunday, 13 September 2009
today was a really really hectic day.
morning 9am i was at singapore shopping centre for th f1 customer service training. rawrrrr~ but i guess it couldve been much much more interesting if not for th stupid dumbshit instructor who was damn noob i swear. he was like, talking to himself half th time and trying to crack unlaughable jokes th other half time. zz.
training ended at 5pm and then went over to find xinyan and von. went to visit yifangfangfang at IT show. haha. then went to marina sq to walk walk shop shop before going to citylink to shop shop somemore, and went to hongkong cafe for dinner. boy, was that a long dinner. we talked alot, super alot over dinner. and well, im glad i got friends like xinyan and von. of cos, there are others. but im glad that th two of them actually share th similar mindset as me.
thats why i love my class. :D
listened to an entertaining 20 minutes conversation/ argument between a couple just now while waiting for th bus. it was pretty entertaining, considering how th girl actually continued to argue with him over something she insists is right. if it were me in that situation, id just walk off alr LOL. and ending? she was following him away. LOL. laughter please. -.- she kb him alr, in th end she follow him still. well :/
and my bro is feeling so negative and unhappy cos of some matters, yet i dont know how to console him or make him feel better. sometimes i really think that my ability limits are really really low. RAWR :X
but well, i still believe that knowing someone is always there for you no matter what is th best consolation to one. right?
when youre happy, huifang'll be happy with you.
when youre stressed, huifang'll help you with coping with it.
when youre bored, huifang'll entertain you.
when youre lost, huifang'll find you back.
when youre sad, huifang'll cry with you.
so winston, huifang is always here for you no matter what okay! (: wheeee~
i told of my glory at 1:40 am
Thursday, 10 September 2009
sometimes i wonder if youre just plain fucking stupid or am i just one plain fucking asshole who is self-centred. i wonder who's th self-centred one.
i think i never felt worse than this before in my life, because i never tried so hard but ended up failing, before.
all i wanted was just 3.6. is it so difficult? what happened to ob, seriously.
correct, 3.5 is high also. but to me it just isnt high enough.
dont complain about me being a stubborn brat. think about th number of times you said things were not good enough, people were not smart enough, time wasnt passing fast enough, good things werent happening enough..
i hate it that im human, cos i will never be satisfied. i try, but i still fail to sometimes. and this is one good time.
sometimes i wonder why is it when people are sad, people are discouraged, people are out of love, im th one consoling them. but when i feel this way, theres no one there for me. i feel so pathetic sometimes.
my results are good enough for anyone.
but why am i not happy over it?
i told of my glory at 11:34 pm
huifang got 3.5
i wont be selfless and say i did well.
my results really suck.
i actually got a friggin B for ob. B. th subject i most expected myself to get an A.
i swear they definitely moderated it fucking alot.
econs, comm skills, accounts- B+
csa- distinction.
rubbish grades.
but at least thanks god, im in th top 10%.
wow. 3.5 in DHL? my cohort kind of sucks right. last years business batch dhl was cut off at 3.6 luh :/
and, who wants to work with me to kill some student admin and exam matters department people?
i called and ask if th sms i received was our overall semester grade or final exam only, th person said final exam only and in th end, winston checked for me in th evening and i found out it was th semester grade.
blardie bastards.
but well, 3.5. i'll do as well as winston in th next semester :D (since ive gotten th same gpa as him this sem 1.1) HAHA. :D
but omg, i still am kinda annoyed that i missed my aim. argh.
我还在寻找一个依靠
和一个拥抱谁替我祈祷
替我烦恼为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老
WO~~~小酒窝常见到迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老
i told of my glory at 8:43 pm
Wednesday, 9 September 2009
day one today at tampines cpf 0808,
pretty heels,
hectic,
crazy,
fun,
snatching deals,
splendid lunch,
crazy afternoon,
calling,
interview,
hungry,
macpherson,
nice nice brother (:
yishun,
meh meh customer,
upline,
bishan,
chicken,
home.
:D i love my day today. i love my new heels and i love my new designation. yay :DD
i told of my glory at 10:46 pm
Tuesday, 8 September 2009
BA camp day 2,
disappointment,
fun,
wet,
tired.
badminton,
happy, sad,
happy,
satisfied.
i hate people who are not bimbotic but try to act like one cos they feel atas being one.
i feel like im doing winston's homework for him lol. preparation for next year eh? :D
i told of my glory at 10:57 pm
Monday, 7 September 2009
BA camp day 1,
public speaking workshop, impromptu topic on "affection", positive comments,
emceeing workshop, impromptu topic of speaking to singles looking for love. HAHA.
best. th 4 representatives, 1 from each team, showdown time, fighting to speak, fighting to outshine. fun (:
dinner, bus 22 with crazy BAs, told wenliang i'll confess to him in another few more days, home.
tired and happy.
my left leg has a gaping wound. wtf. blood was oozing out.
huifang is tired and her left leg is in pain ):
i told of my glory at 11:05 pm
Sunday, 6 September 2009
morning rain,
missed buses,
taxi,
wild wild wet,
sunburnt,
bbq chicken,
daytona drifts,
basketball shots,
dance dance revolution,
jubeat,
rayban sunglasses,
brother guessed my english name which i never told him before in my life,
65,
135,
156,
frustration.
there were many attempts to make huifang drown but huifang did not.
th u shape thingy thingy that goes down damn fast made me scream both times. once with jintian, once with winston! rawr no love..
and me withuot a float being sandwich-ed between three people on float with huge waves attempting to drown me is darn hilarious lol.
i love my brother :D,
meh that jintian!
upline, save me out of this, please.
i told of my glory at 10:23 pm
HUIFANG IS VERY HAPPY COS HUIFANG BOUGHT CHIO HEELS ;D
HUIFANG IS VERY ANNOYED COS HEINEKEN MAKES HER FEEL LIKE PUKING AFTER DINNER.
id given up hope for this pair of heels cos itd only been out for a month but ytd when i went to bishan and tampines' charles and keith, both didnt have it on display anymore! but so fortunately, orchard one had th colour and size i want! alternative colour didnt have sizes alr! OMG :D
then dinner at timbre with th 4e6 people :D
th pizza's dammmmn good (: wheeee~
www tmr with winston, jt and jt's friend :D WHEEEEE! :D :D :D
something not right. "bring along your heart to come back and fight. i will train you to be a bm." i dont know how, how, how.
i told of my glory at 12:56 am
Friday, 4 September 2009
badminton today was great. :D though due to some unfortunate blah blah meh meh, and my right arm felt like it was dislocated for a moment just during my 2nd game, i had a long rest and resumed playing with von around 40 minutes later. then suddenly, just when my stupid shuttlecock died on me by splitting into 3 pieces, a guy in his late fifties came over and asked for 2 v 1. so me and von played against him and wow, he's good sio. then von said i "yu qiang ze qiang", meaning become stronger when met with strong opponent. but wa, my right arm was pain like FFFFFFF! started with just normal shots but in th end became like he was training us :/ tiring, but cool. he gave me his number, told me to ask him along if we go there for badminton. cool shitsxz i tell you! but now my right arm, from elbow to shoulder, th bone is like, falling apart. :/ paiiiiin, howwwww ):
i need to recover fast enough to do equally good on tues. cos i did a few good smashes today which made me happy happy (:
huifang wants to go out and play, but why is it so hard to find one more person to go along with us ):
whats th world coming to ):
but at th same time, im looking forward to work, results, and f1.
because i know after putting in so much so much effort, i can use th money in a good way that makes me and those i love happy (:
i told of my glory at 9:43 pm
Thursday, 3 September 2009
huifang sucks at driving ): every single lesson, i always have more than zero chances of getting into an accident. what happened today was that huifang had to go over this portion of road at th traffic light which was like a steep piece of rubbish and my engine stalled 2 times on it. wtf is that? my car moved backwards and if not for my teacher stepping on brake for me id be screwed and crash into th sbs bus behind me. really scared till face turned as white as sheeeeet. my teacher was laughing at me -.- thanks ah cher. even funnier, at cooldown rounds, i stopped at traffic light and forgot to change my gear3 back to gear1. stupid car also dont know how open mouth tell huifang, just cannot move forward properly. in th end th splendid teacher laughed at me me also and said "haiyoh huifang ah! gear1 lah!" 11 lessons alr lei. i feel like extending my stupid PDL so that i can take more lessons, so that i can not take my TP on 30th november, so that i dont have to get my stupid license so early.
this is how negative i am.
i think i need tuition. i think i wasnt a talent born to drive, like how im not born to ace in chemistry.
maybe tuition will help for driving.
on th other hand, congratulate me on getting my dream job since i was a kid. i shall revert back to being a bruno for awhile because i want to not have any regrets in life.
recruitment consulatant.
been my aim since i was a secondary school student, to work in PR.
been my desire in JC, when i went to recruitexpress and saw those well-dressed office ladies conducting th interviews and helping people out by giving them jobs to th best match.
all along, i was told it's only available as a permanent job.
but now, thanks to th 3 girls in class whom i went on th hunt with, that i finally got this job which ive always always wanted. im happy (:
i told jacqueline today,
i am a person who will do things to th best. either do it with heart, or not do it at all. if i were to provide standard-lacking work, why for? it's a waste of time for me to produce that lousy work.
to huifang, now she is a 19 year old polytechnic student. she is a person who goes for passion above money. she will choose an internship which will benefit her in future. money comes in important in th future. now is th time for me to gain more experience and beef up my resume. the upcoming f1, being a tour guide, a surveyor, a recruitment consultant, etc. thats what i want my life to be like.
like what someone said before, not to me, but to someone else about something that concerns me, "one cant just survive on one type of food" rubbish as an excuse. but true as a fact.
and sorry, huifang is never happy after driving lessons when something bad happens and pushes my TP pass further from me. huifang wont regret starting license. because i started out not knowing what was in store for me. it was a daring venture, an evidence of compliment to my outstanding sem 1 mid sem results.
but i hate doing things alone.
i hate to be knowing im alone.
i hate to be doing anything alone.
i just want someone whom i can trust to be with me and give me th support i so need.
would you be with me? (:
i cant wait for my sem 1 results to be out. wtf. 10th september is damn 1 week away.
it sucks knowing im 2nd best or 3rd best to everything else in someone's life when theyre th top, th best, th number 1 in my life. meow!
another day has gone
i'm still all alone
how could this be
you're not here with me
you never said goodbye
someone tell me why
did you have to go
and leave my world so cold
everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
something whispers in my ear and says
that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
and you are not alone
all alone.. lone..
why, oh
just the other night
i thought I heard you cry
asking me to come
and hold you in my arms
i can hear your prayers
your burdens I will bear
but first I need your hand
so forever can begin
everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
ssomething whispers in my ear and say
that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
and you are not alone
oh~
whisper three words and i'll come runnin'
fly...
and boy you know that i'll be there
i'll be there..
i told of my glory at 11:35 pm
Wednesday, 2 September 2009
sometimes i wonder, if i had th ability to, id make myself be able to survive on water and fish. no need for carbos, no need for anything else to feed my body at all.
then th efforts i spent today morning wouldnt be futile.
just.. dont talk to me for a moment and let me think. k?
if you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
if you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
boy, my love will get you home.
if the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
if your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
if you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
boy, my love will get you home.
if you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
when there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
if you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
boy, my love will get you home.
if you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
boy, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.
i told of my glory at 9:41 pm
Tuesday, 1 September 2009
today was a tiring day. driving early in th morning at 11. almost banged into a car and th car almost banged into me. cos i mistook th accelerator for brake and i zam-ed it meaning.... i was supposed to stop but i went forward faster instead. scaryballs. went on test routes 2, 3, 4, 5 today. cool shitsxz to stop on slope and move off from there :D new thing learnt today whee~ but well, idk, abit not focussed today. i guess im tired thats why (:
went to town to meet chia that bitch. in th end his mom called him and apparently he said she was "half-dead" cos of gastric pain :/ in th end i went with him to his place to send his mom to hospital :/ his dog is damn damn damn FAT but damn guai lo i think. but idk why his dog dont like me when other dogs always do :/
then after that in th evening, went for site recee. waaa walk till leg and body tired sio ): f1 site is so bigggg. and im still abit lost on where is what. HAHA. :/ nevermind my map shall be my guide and my guardian angel on the 3-4 days ): cos huifang got no guardian angel with her on f1..
nisha lompang me home. cab. whee~ but by th time i reached home was alr 10.30pm. took cab at some niaobulashi place. means even birds also dowan shit there one lah. lol. but well, i guess, it's a good job, with one tough training :/
and you know what, 4 cab rides in a day.
1. cos i was late for driving, so i took cab to ubi cdc.
2. cos it was raining after my lesson and my damn nice instructor left me stranded at th coffeeshop outside ubi cdc which has no shelter for like 200m to inside ubi cdc. so i cabbed to eunos. and th cab driver was darn friendly, talked to me about driving (:
3. cos weijian was in a hurry home.
4. cos we cabbed to th hospital.
oh wait, means 5 times -.-
5. cab home from f1 site.
phewww~
and wow, thanks to th existence of epi-lasik winston is feeling happier now.
but no thanks to epi-lasik i know i lost so badly to a $3000+ treatment cos being able to go for epi-lasik makes him happy but i tried so hard and failed so miserably.
): winston that meh meh.
i told of my glory at 11:31 pm