Friday, 31 August 2007
BOO! home sweet home.
today was a nice day i guess.
morn was teachers' day celeb.
ReVamped. our first concert. done. succeeded? well. i only rmbr it rained aftr that. n u noe wad, i screwed up. mayb it wasnt so obvious, but i definitely felt like banging the wall to die after that. only some know wad exactly happened on stage which made me stop the bass tom. though i managed to kp my hands going. =x but still, it was an embarrassing thing that happened behind the bass tom!! SUPER EMBARRASSING ACTION! no wonder im supposed to b the RETARD drummer o.O welllll. EEEEE. b4 the concert was practically lazing arnd for one hour being entertained by ppl jumping arnd at the grandstand n the tracks. WOOHOO. PHOENIX IS SUPER HIGH!! xD hahas. but anywayyyy, super funny. the "backstage" of our "stage" is so NICE whr sitting thr alone can make me feel like im being roasted. so kah kin decided to b nice n stand bside to block the sun. WHOA. the difference is THATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT great. hahha!! xD well, im evil ok. he was errrr, wearing a shirt n a jacket? LOL. thanks ah! :)))
n we have a new band! RE-FOOTED!!
ReVamped + Bare Footed = RE-FOOTED.
LOL. we took an overall band photo. hahas. super pengs~
overall, tchers day performance was like that. n we finally got our band phto taken. but it's HORRIBLE cos it was taken when i was suan-ing ming for acting cool. o.O
i was "eee ming feng u so act cool lah" n michelle snapped it. o.O
this random shot i took n it looked so artistic but the person got such a EMOKID expression. hehehe.
went back to zhss aftr that. met up with 4e6 o6 n 5e6 o6. hahahs. think we somehow tried to brng the house down with our rowdiness cos my yr n the previous yr had ALOT of students coming back! HAHA. super cool. went to c huang laoshi, ms leow, mrs ang, mr hazry, ms tan sy n mdm koh. AWWW. miss them all so much!! I LOVE MY TCHERS!! more than half of 4e6 o6 went back. HAPPY~
went to Kgarden with abi n zhenwen aftr that, LOL. im having a flu n i go sing. WOW. but u noe wad, cos i havent gone to kbox this whole yr!! ARGHS~ zhenwen n abi r crazy lah! im in the toilet n i hear them shrieking/screaming away. o.O ERRRRR. HAHA.
then went to rui hang's house for MAHJONG!! LOL. fun ok?! too long nvr play le lahs. super heng in one game. got all the doubles. heehee~ gamed a couple of times. wah. tough competition fr jackson. LOL. xD wellll. aftr tt came home n it's alr so late.
im definitely one sucker for praises man. those who praised n encouraged me POSITIVELY, n commended my performance today despite my few mistakes, thanks so much!! YOU ALL MADE MY DAY.
but b4 i realised that, i actually had this STUPID thought about whether i shld hold on or let go? though i've decided to hold on, i realised i shld blog abt this.
i cant take the stress of being the backbone of the band. does any1 even understand how i felt on stage today?
thanks lah, u need good luck kiss b4 the performance i need required form of personal help also lei. but this one canot compromise one LAH, too bad. ltr u hiam me again. so stay away mannn. i dont wish to bcm ur obligation. *side-tracked.*
the following conversation definitely helped me make my choice but has been partially censored due to political matters.
HUIFANG- should i HOLD ON or LET GO? says:
shld i stay in ________?
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
of cos laaa!!
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
1 small thing split a band
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
no wonder echelon so nice hahahaa
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
=x
HUIFANG- should i HOLD ON or LET GO? says:
not split lah
HUIFANG- should i HOLD ON or LET GO? says:
get a new _______
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
u leave = no more ________ ite?
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
rite
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
________ is u al 5.. 1 change means not the original ________
this made me think again. wad do i have to stay for? interest? frenship?
somehow this tchers day performance was how i got to know them.
how i EVER got to know ming feng.
how i got to know darren better despite being in the same college EXCO.
how i got to know tai peng.
etc etc.
there's too much love i have towards any commitment i make. it's been a month n 4 days. mayb the 4 of them c it as an obligation since they've decided to commit to this tchers day performance. but i c this as an opportunity.
to run away fr reality.
but apparently, reality is that cruel as im bombarded with the same situation i face in co.
co= my spastics VS my huqin section
ReVamped= ... i dont have to say more. one person knows wad im talking about.
i realised it could have been just an obligation yesterday. not initiative on ur part.
her existence makes me feel transparent.
wads happening to my class too.
or rather, wads happening to me in the class. pls dont let me know that im gg to end up like... him.
i told of my glory at 10:30 pm
Thursday, 30 August 2007
boo.
i have to admit this. it took me 9 months to realise, but still,
i've changed from that cheerful girl.
to someone who cares too much about how others see her.
proud, arrogant.
i've seen it myself.
"mayb u shld reflect luh."
thank u.
i mean it.
but y do u have to b the one that helps me notice that im becoming an arrogant n overly-egoistic brat?
now being in a band is supposed to help me.
hopefully "tmr when u wear the ReVamped shirt up on stage, it shld mean u have been ReVamped. ReVamped to bcome a better person".
i've been trying.
would u help me along as a fren?
kong is too much a joker. im not tt close to pong. not the other either.
so today, it wasnt a gr8 night i had spent on drawing shirts. well. the process was fun. but i ruined my own shirt by writing NYJC wrongly n having to chgn the font of it to cover it up totally. n at the atrium i had them with me. but it was mentally uncomfortable. dont have to und wad i mean. it's just too complicating at times. my mind... my past...
n at the rehearsal, i was nice to evryone. during jamming, i started being hostile towards K.
it's just.
me.
i dont know how to apologise for stuff i know i did wrong.
i skipped econs lesson today. i almost skipped maths lesson too. it just didnt feel like school today. well. lucky ming told me to go. otherwise i would just do my maclaurins for one hr at the atrium. went to amk hub with them aftr tt n went to buy our shirts. nothing much about that. came back for our rehearsal, n again, LATE. ahhh. =x
tmr's our day. will we shine or will we screw?
i guess it's due to the past. all the bad experiences i went thru come back to me as being paranoid n not being able to accept things n some ppl easily. not being able to get to know others when i keep thinking they have a motive for appearing at a place they most shouldnt. i think i was bloody hell stupid today. but i just didnt feel like talking. n i guess some bloody big mouth went to tel sm1 else abt smth. n tt sm1 else probably hinted smthing to another sm1 else cos another sm1 else came to me. fuck that fine? since im jealous when i dont have the right to, leave me b. let me b the emo kid evry1 says i m.
爱你是个错误
i told of my glory at 10:27 pm
Wednesday, 29 August 2007
BOO!! TIRED TIRED TIRED.
really have to say a BIG SORRY!!
to my WHOLE 0723, for not being able to help with the cardmaking nor browniebaking due to rehearsals on both days. =x
to ReVamped, for today.
was so occupied with ReVamped stuffs, neglected exco, neglected 0723. feel VERY VERY guilty. :((( went to peninsula plaza de somewhr to collect darren's amp. wahhh. 1 amp 5 ppl go o.O
oh n anyways, darren came up with some kookoo names~
ming feng = MONG
tai peng = PONG
darren = (king) KONG
zzz. n im DONG. cos heidi's DING. haha! ZZZ. finally confessed smth to MONG, PONG n KONG. think i wasnt very nice lah. but at least im honest to admit it. cos apparently someone read it off my blog. thinking im that good but actually not at all, im that EGO wad to do? alr happened at nyco b4. well. anyways, bus trip was super ZZZ. KONG sleep til SO unglam xD HAHA. (c picture below!!) oh n PONG is very photogenic!! hahas. C THE PHOTOS BELOW!!! :)))) MONG is not at all. hahaha. well, so went back an hour late for our scheduled jamming session in college. LOL. 5.15pm =x jammed till 6.30pm only. super no mood. super attituded. super dulan-ed. super horrible rhythm sense.
it happened again luh. wads wrong with my attitude. wads wrong with my attitude??! WAD THE HELL IS WRONG??!
y cant i ever accept evrything with a smile?
thinking others r making me feel worse as i already am?
WAD IS THE PROBLEM WITH ME??!
KONG was trying hard to make me smile haha. know wad he said?
"this bass only i touch b4 lei!! let u strum!! strum le must smile cos very honoured!! ok? come lah! strum!!" well, i did. hahas. but i didnt smile to him then. HEHE. aftr tt i dno wad he said lahs, then i just smile lo. SO MIAN QIANG right? hehe. no choice lahs. KONG is too kookoo. can always make me laugh. heehee~
n stupid MONG was trying his best to piss me off today. well, he succeeded lah. STUPID MONG, if u're reading this. IM IRRITATED BY U HU-MONG-OUS piece of kookoo. obiquek, now sick le LOR. HAHA. ok im evil. welllll.
tmr rehearsal again. n we're gonna c the stage. wth lahs. it had better b bigger than wad i estimate. if it's that tiny, ming, tai n darren canot jump lah! =x BIG! I WANT A BIG STAGE!! :))))
aww look at the extra behind!! xD
n he decided to try to steal some of the limelight.
look at how KONG sleeps.
n when he knew i was taking photos, he decided to hide his identity. failed attempt that is!
OH THIS IS CLASSIC! ming is acting cute n tai is grinning away. HEHE. C WAD I MEAN BY PONG BEING PHOTOGENIC??? xD
ming was sleeping. N I TOLD U TAI IS PHOTOGENIC!! xD
i feel so much like a substitute
i told of my glory at 10:46 pm
Tuesday, 28 August 2007
BOO! SUPER TIRED!! today was o.o de lohz.
pe was super kookoo. danced rock n roll. WOOHOO!! but ahhh. the music is super RETRO. LOLs. then blah blahs lessons. super sad case mannnn. 3pm dismissed but canteen no more food! SADNESS. my class was SAD can??! then so KE LIAN LAH. had cup noodles. AWW. SAD LIFE. n so HENG lahs. about 15 minutes ltr ming feng came down n asked me to go out to have lunch. o.O which was like 5 minutes aftr i finished my noodles??! ZZZ. anywayyys, went with him lahs, n danielle. hehe. saw danielle unglam (HELLO DANIELLE, if u do read this :)))))) hehe. n saw ming feng's unglam too. OH TOO BAD i just had to let danielle know wad she didnt c. heehee. i didnt unglam cos i didnt eat those kookoo biscuits. heheh. so we went back to college, n had our phoenix house exco phototaking!! YAY!! asked ming to b our photographer since he was thr. lol. but the photos are :)))) (refer below for photos!!)
5.30pm went for econs extra lesson. WAH. like picnic o.O hehe. but anyways!! was a gr8 lesson i think! wrote 2 pages worth of stuff. hehe. but SO SORRY zijie!! :((( monday gonna go for the extension lesson 1-3.30pm so gotta cancel suki outing le. BLEHs. =x it's bcos i want to go for ECONS ok not some other kookoo reason. stupid limzijie. =x zzz. n YAH SO SAD TMR I CANOT GO WITH COMBINED EXCO FOR LUNCH MEETING AT SWENSENS! AHHHHH DAMN LAHH. kookoo. y must the council book the room tmr!? AHHH. 4pm. kookoo. cant go with my darling exco le =x ZZZ.
then night study. AHHH. super sian today. did maclaurins n i did another uhhhh. 2 qns? shytzzz. maclaurins super suck lah. take up alot of time. =x
tmr jamming session again. YAY. =x ReVamped. but no combined exco!! SAD LAH.
oh n when i went online this was wad i got just when i had logged in:
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHA1
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
HOHOHOHOHHOHOHOHO!
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
YEEEEEEEEEEHOOOOORRRRRRRRR
HUIFANG- there wasnt anyone else ;; says:
harh?
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
WOOOOOOOOOHAAAAAAAAAA
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
EEEEEEEEEEOoooooREEE
HUIFANG- there wasnt anyone else ;; says:
TSK
HUIFANG- there wasnt anyone else ;; says:
WAD LANGUAGE IS THAT?!
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
monday go suki!!
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
U TREAT!
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
WOAHAHAHHAHA!!
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
BLAHBLAHBLAH
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
BOBOBO!
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
HOHHOHOHO
n when i asked him if he wants to stay for the extension lesson on monday, this was wad i got:
HUIFANG- there wasnt anyone else ;; says:
u wan stay also?
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
oh u piece of farking asshole in the shyttiest dung that smells like piece of rotten kitten rolled in stinky caramel sauce roasted in oven with honey sauce that stinks like u
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
NO! hahaha
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
WAHA!! im crazy today
o.O WELL. this is my fren. yea.
PICTURES!!
informal~ (AHEM. the postures of them were suggested by mr yeo n ms ong. AHEM.) YAY WE LOVE OUR HOUSE MASTER N MISTRESS!! :)))
formal~
CREDITS TO MING FENG :))) yea THANKS FOR TAKING THE PICS FOR US!!
well yea considering i just told him to help us since we had just come back fr lunch n i had to rush to get our pictures taken. HEHE. but anywayyyys, thanks alot lah! xD
in the end, aftr spending one day gg in one big circle, im back whr i started. OH MAN. or rather, im running closer. wellllll. i cant help it either =x
i told of my glory at 10:59 pm
playing a guitar, singing...
dang wo zai ai ni de shi hou
que bei yi ci yi ci bei ni leng luo
ni que bu zhi dao dang shi de wo
wang zhe ni dai zhe wei xiao er guo
dang wo zai ai ni de shi hou
xin zhong you zhe duo shao shi luo he shang tong
ni que bu zhi dao dang shi de wo
bei ni ci tong de bu zai shi wo
jiu rang wo ting liu zhe yi ke
zai ci hui shou ai ni de shi hou
jiu rang wo ting liu zhe yi ke
zhi xiang zhi xiang dui ni shuo
wo shi zhen de zhen de hen ai ni
did i cry? well.
a moderate amount of emo ism gives one the inspiration.
我试了，但做不到，用工作来困顿自己，用香烟来迷幻自己，用酒来麻醉自己
你依然死死地刻在我心里
让我再爱你吧...
i told of my glory at 12:29 am
Monday, 27 August 2007
BOO!
today
was
a
horrid
day.
mrs lim seemed to have given up on me. she didnt call me out to answer a single question during tutorial.
exco shopping was super tiring as we walked, walked, walked, n walked. of cos buying wad we required in the end.
night study was shyt. 2 n a half hours to do 2 maclaurin's qn. wl. nice one lah. if i tk tt long for exam, forget it. pack up n go home. dont waste time.
talked to luo jun idol today. hehe. well, happens i went to atrium at the time he went to get his dinner. n BLAHS. ok fine. drumset player for 6 yrs VS drumset player for 1 month. WOW. contrast between IDOL n FAN. =x AHHHH. n idol, rmbr to teach me aftr A k. hehe. U SAID SO!!
so no one bothers telling me anythg? dont make me settle things then. im NOT the centre of attention which the rest know well. im considering dumping the receipts back to u.
n i shall
NOT
talk about
HIM.
today is the day that darkness fell on me as i missed the times- drunk, burnt, bled. times of agony.
i've just been stupid all this while... isnt that OBVIOUS??!
i told of my glory at 10:58 pm
Sunday, 26 August 2007
BOO!
declaration:
my msn is sensitive to ECHELON's TRACK 2.
thanks alot ah lim zijie, everytime i on that track, msn will sign me out n i cant sign in again.
AHHHH.
track 2, 6, or 8?
WAH i cant believe more than 1 hr was spent on discussing spop!! xD WAH!!
hehehe.
tmr getting echelon's album le!! WHEEEES~
on the down side, im having an internal war in my mind now. AHH. contradictory. SHUCKS. i need counselling. too much stuffs on my mind now.
somehow echelon's songs make me feel so much better. bcos it's nic's singing!! xD
nic's singing= listen le will laugh. HEHEHE~
tomorrow. wads gg on in college? morn-2.4km a total turnoff. afternoon-r we gg shopping with combined exco? night-should i stay for study?
AHH SHYT LAH. IM LIVING MY WHOLE LIFE TRYING TO CATCH UP??! ISIT TRUE??!
sometimes i wish i had 30 hours a day. with the 5 more hours added to night study in college...
for a reason...
catching up...
u dont have to know anything for me to live life happily emo-ing away... c the contradiction?
HEHEHE.
life is so full of contradictions~
huifang will b a cheerful girl still...
i told of my glory at 9:44 pm
BOO! u noe wad, im a super good mood. bcos
IM GONNA DIE FROM LAUGHING AS IM LISTENING TO ECHELON'S SONGS!!
bcos it's either it's super nice,
or it sounds like nic's whining,
or it sounds like nic's feeling v cold due to the title of the song.
HEEHEE!~ xD
n i got a funny fren! lim zijie!! like HARH? u noe...
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
HORHOR
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
PIANK PIANK PIANK
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
CHING KONG KING PIANK CHIANK
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
HORHORR
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
DENG DENG DENG!
HUIFANG- im NOT better Off on my oWn... says:
???
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
r u floating?
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
lolll he waiting for u say sth u waiting for him say somemore
he's so full of crap lahhs o.O
BUT FUNNY!! xD can mk me laugh!! HEEHEE~
i told of my glory at 1:00 am
Saturday, 25 August 2007
BOO! I M NOT EMO LAH. stupid ming feng. stupid prune.
i act emo. u act mysterious lo, say things always say halfway. xD
fine then. thr goes tt post. abit emo i think. LOL. but AIYA. i tend to ask too much of myself lahhhh. =x
u're not that major a part of my life.
n im still disorganised.
im worrying how m i to cope now?
depend on him?
who? harh?
ok nvr mind i dont know wad im talking about.
i want my e33. so long since i last had it =x
low percentage no doubt, but i like it.
IM NOT EMO.
im looking forwards to next week cos:
- monday: gg out with combined exco :)))
- wednesday: combined house exco meeting. MAYB the house masters/mistresses would bring us out for a treat xDDDDD
- friday: first performance with ReVamped + ZHSS with my gang :)))
n please please rehearsal b thurs instead of wed!!!
im not looking forward to next week cos:
- get back econs?
- get back maths?
- aftr friday: less of ReVamped
unreciprocated. there's nothing to let slip when it
isnt me.
im a happy girl.
i told of my glory at 9:59 pm
Friday, 24 August 2007
BOO! I JUST REACHED HOME AT 1115PM LAH. WOW =x
highlights of today was the whole evening + night xD
BIGGEST JOKE=night (refer post below startin "then went to wait for darren's father...)
heehees~
had rehearsal today at errr. 5.30pm =x I DIDNT KNOW LAH. n i came back to college in an SA shirt o.O hahas. but anyways, was pretty much a mess =x logistics, amps, blah blah blah. AHHHHHH!!! but anywayyyys, kenny, ming feng n darren went for cca aftr tt n i went to do econs. ahhh. i dno how to do =x tai peng super funny lahs! he was playing guitar in the band rm store rm. then when he came out an hr ltr, "WOH" the whole ny band was thr o.O HAHAHHA.
atrium is such a nice place :)))) LALALA. hahas. then the 5 of us met up agn at 7.3opm at the atrium. but bcos the nyband was stil having prac, we couldnt go into the storerm to jam ARHHHH. so we waited, posed like we were filming MTV at the atrium (as said by ming -.-), blah blahs. ahhhh. felt so nuah! hehe. but then u noe wad, they ill-treat me one lah! dont let me go eat dinner. EEEE. then brng me go eat biscuit. KOOKOO LAH stupid ming feng n darren o.O
so FINALLY at 8.30pm like tt, we went in!! WOOHOO!! jam till errrr. 10pm. hahas. i was in a super irritable mood today. my whole right leg was... ... ... well. i know can le. well. super off beat i think. =x HAIIS. but anywayyys, darren stil looks as spastic as ever when he's trying to MOVE. heehee~ ming feng stil SO evil to laugh at him. (ok i was laughing too.) hahas. but he really!!! n tai peng is CRAZY lah. think his guitar strap is hula hoop o.O LOL. but well, that makes them my beloved prunes!! xD
HAHAH. ReVamped is now made of either 1. PRUNES. or
2. ming= watermelon seed cos i say he's VERY insignificant to me
darren + tai= watermelon flesh
kenny= watermelon skin. LOL!! but i didnt think of wad i m in this =x
oh n people, speak properly. dont ever try short cuts. real life example:
let the person i was talking to b A. even though it's pretty obvious to some who that person is. lol.
A: wad those grp of ppl dg thr? have sex ah? heeheehee! (refers to a bunch of o619 ppl sitting in a circle in the centre of the parade sq at 1.10pm)
me: i dno lei. wah but so nice lo. frens sitting tgt this way n talk.
A: aiya u wan we next year also can do.
me: HARH??!
A: wad u thinking of lah! i mean we sit n talk that way LAH!
me: !!!!!!!
so pls ppl, talk clearly. dont tk short cuts. LOL!
then went to wait for darren's father to come n fetch him n on-the-way us to serangoon mrt station. well, the funniest thing happened here. me, ming, tai n kenny were supposed to squeeze at the back. OF A TYPICAL CAR mind u. not some big shot 7 seater. heehees~ super funny xD but super uncomfortable lahhh. stupid ming's elbow :'( PAIN LEI. LOL. but was super weird lahs! i mean u c, a car with 4 kookoos squeezing at the back o.O HAHAHA. but then ok lah. super funny only. hehes!~
so went to potong pasir with ming to return darren's rented bass guitar. hahas. super funny lah. walk out of mrt walk wrong way. wow. he has a gr8 sense of direction eh. o.O LOL. walking with him is a VERY tough thing to do bcos he walks SUPER FAST. =x o.O :((((( ZZZ!!! KOOKOO PRUNE!! ahhhh. reach home so late n HAVENT HAD MY DINNER. OMG MAN. a slice of my bithday cake now then. :))))
i know the reason behind y she still holds onto u. have u ever wondered y ppl commend u? do u noe u're actually that attractive?
well. at least im glad to have a good fren like u xD
YAY!~
i canot b too close with my fellow prunes ReVamped. wad will happen aftr our tcher's day performance. we wont meet up so often to jam. we'll all b busy with our promos. but i'll b holding onto our times spent tgt. as a band, a few of us, etc etc.
but i know
i'd still feel the same no matter wad
come n go? (woh, that sounds familiar cos someone just used it today. hahas. feel it's suitable in this context now.)
so can i stay?
can i have a place?
pretty please?
would u just care to give me a chance?
look at me,
i know wad u're thinking.
doing tt kinda stuff infront of me when u noe im looking at u,
to make me jealous? make me show my feelings?
HEY YOU.
u're such a bastard.
such a bad guy.
such a bad boyfriend.
i've got tangles too. oh man.
didnt u notice that u fit the criteria i mentioned, totally? stupid.
i told of my glory at 11:33 pm
Thursday, 23 August 2007
BOO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALBERT!! xD
heehees. so fun to have a gd fren have e same birthday as me! LOL. super weird today can!! c him dno want to wish him happy birthday anot lah! xD but did msg him at midnight :)))) HEEHEE. well lets c. continued fr the list ystd,
morning i woke up to msgs!! :)))
miic
andre
SIMON --- oh wad a big joke (refer below)
heidi
michelle ma
o723 for their 2 times of birthday song + last-min surprise fr some of them (refer below too)
xiang feng
cynthia
ming feng
sarene
MOST IMPORTANTLY o723!!
THANKS TO ALL WHO WISHED ME VIA SMS, FACETOFACE, FRIENDSTER ETC ETC xD
n presents!! thanks sher, weiyi, huiyi, ivy, ruolin, heidi, sarene!! n zijie n law for the SPECIAL one!! :)))
DAY WAS GREAT! started nice n ended with ReVamped being a prune in my life xD heehs!~
but lets start fr morning. SIMON HU!! that stupid kookoo. the usual kinda birthday msg. plus a COUSIN. like HARH? when was i his cousin? replied n he said he sent wrongly. wanted to send to his cousin de. ok fine. so i say im sad alr. n he replied "today ur bday meh?" AWW SAD LAHHH. early in the morn i face this! SOBS. but aftr uhhh. 5 or 6 msgs exchange then he admitted he's bluffing me de xD KOOKOO. saw him in college stil acting emo!! HAHAHHAHA. :))) SIMON!! SMILE LAHHH COS IM AS OLD AS U TODAY, TMR N THE DAY AFTR TMR!! xD
NEXT ALSO EARLY IN THE MORNING!! stupid ming feng passed me his oh so small but oh so heavy amp. =x ahhh my fault lo. haahs. cos i reach sch too late to go co rm b4 assemble =x then nvm. he nvr say happy bday nvr mind. HURH. aftr tt when i met him on the way to lecture, he took my "bday tart" fr ivy, sher, ruolin, weiyi n huiyi! ("bday tart" pls refer to next paragraph) HOOT HIM AH. i "oi"-ed him. heeees. aiya ok lahs cos he didnt know mahs but he did apologise aftr tt when he knew xD
so o723 my beloved!! ivy, sher, weiyi, huiyi, ruolin shared a gift for me :))) GANDONGS~ heehees. n they even got this blueberry tart for me with a short satay stick on top as my bday cake xD hahas. oh well cos chloe had this sliced cake for selena. LOL. that happens when 2 ppl have the same bday. hahas! but anyways they sang bday song like twice lahs. hahas! SHY!! xD thanks so much o723 I LOVE U ALL TO BITS!! :)))
next up is the talented zijie. HEY ZIJIE, ONE PARAGRAPH TO THANK U LEI. C IM SO GOOD LAH! hahas. econs was a gr8 lesson for me cos i managed to stay awake 3/4 of the time. heehees. then aftr tt tt kookoo lim zijie + lawrence started the SPECIAL birthday song for me. LOL! xD zijie was doing the sounds effect of a rock band n law was the vocalist. SUPER FUNNY!! :)))) *oops. i recorded it down xD
oh well. n i got the msgs i waited for, got the greetings fr ppl i waited for, got greetings fr frens whom i thot had forgotten me, n ppl who did things to make me sad but happy in the end. hahas.
went to tn with nicholas n raine to get the cd covers. DAMN LAH. only give me 15%. %U*(@$*^)$@(%^)$@ early know dont go find u. 500 pieces lei! WAH SEH. in the end was so o.O n they had a hard time carrying i guess. cos it's HEAVY. as read fr raine's blog too. hahas. oooh. all thanks to zijie i found out abt this:
llº° ÑïC² °ºll Bisr Mes [12s] Eche..Eche...Arrhh CHOOO! says:
actually hf is a nice person
HAHAHA!! xD YAY!!! :))))
then aftr tt i went back to night study. OMG LAH. WAD M I DOING STUDYING ON MY BIRTHDAY??! hahas. but anyways, was at atrium lo. aftr the fan was installed thr it's bcm much more cooling xD YAY. hahas. was quite ok bahs today. i mean, i did my econs xD heehee. stupid ming feng is super distracted de lor. stil say i emo kid. KOOKOO LAH u. hahahas. but anyways, hmmm. STUPID LAH. he saw the pic in my phone. OOPS =xxxxxxx ZZZ. hehes. walked out with him bhind a... uhhh... no... 2 ppl... lol... hehe. the atmosphere abit... weird. hahas. but he n i started crapping agn lahs like as always xD
ming- wah u dont always emo lei. the guy dont like u right. i know.
hf- harh? wad guy
ming- read fr ur blog de lo
hf- HARH?! u noe my blog??!
ming- yah.
hf- harh?! HOW?!
ming- no lah. hehehe! *that standard laughter.
hf- o.O ZZZ
ming- no meh? oh! i noe! ur blog post sure all ReVamped one
hf- ur head ah. ReVamped is not impt at all k. (*act dao) ReVamped is just peanut in my life.
ming- WAH peanut ah. suan le lor. split la split la. the peanut shell crack then break the peanut into half la. throw away n land anywhr else but not at u.
hf- .....
ming- heeheehee!! c lah u say wrong thing alr!
hf- eee. then u think wad? watermelon meh?
ming- yah. then watermelon as big as ur head! HAHA!
hf- ur head ah! grape la grape la. watermelon too big.
ming- eh we compromise. prune ok? prune bigger than grape.
hf- ahh ok la ok la. prune lo. ReVamped is just a prune in my life. heeheehee :)))
*aftr 5 seconds.
hf- actually my past 10 or 15 poses eh no. posts. omg man poses. o.O posts. haha. all abt ReVamped k. ReVamped means that much.
ming- hehhh i knew it :)))
WAH. ok so ReVamped is a prune in my life.
u were standing too close. too close for me to keep my mind straight n talk properly. yet u stayed tt way. wow.
u made me feel so messed up.
wild.
i told of my glory at 10:33 pm
BOO! 22 august was a day that i felt like it was an out-of-body experience. SERIOUS. look at the series of events today:
assembly- napfa challenge.
aftr assembly until 3.30pm- reflections n evaluation of napfa challenge
supposed 3.45pm meeting with SC chgned to 4pm. had EXCO lunch within 10 minutes.
4-4.30pm- SC-HouseEXCO meeting
4.30-5pm- House EXCO combined meeting
5-9pm- MUG LIKE SOME BLOODY MUGGER.
napfa challenge was real screwed for me. i felt so lost on stage =x emceeing isnt my cup of tea aftr all. well... n we were bombarded with many last minute problems. =x sometimes it really got so irritating that i just wanted to walk out. AHHHHH. during the evaluation i really felt super sad le lahhs. :((( first major event = problems + problems = problems. well. but thr were things tt were done well of cos. hahas. hope the tchers' day event goes well...
meeting was super crap. hahas. danielle scolded cockroach, cockroach said smth mushy to jia hao n jia hao shooooot him back til super funny. think was smth like
cockroach: wo men yi qi du guo le si nian
jia hao: shui yao gen ni du guo si nian LAH!
HAHHAHAA. super funny. whole table laughed til wanna pengs~ xD
then studied. or rather chionged my maths. woohhooo!! almost died fr bad headache n stupid cold surroundings n aching right leg =x
TOMORROW TOMORROW!! lim zijie im looking forward to the birthday song xD
will i have a happy day, or a sad day?
OH MY GOSH 4 ppl have wished me AT MIDNIGHT!!
1st- LIM ZIJIE
2nd- ALBERT whom i suspect might b my EVIL TWIN cos we have SOOOOOOO many similarities!
3rd- carmen (*gasps!)
4th- nicole
5th- ester
6th- huiling
7th- ivy
... (to b continued tmr xD)
THANKS DARLINGS!! (ahem. ok. zijie is not darling xD)
n he's that heartless.
was i cold today or was he cold?
or does he really not care.
so im that significant to him.
will he even bother to wish me happy birthday?
i told of my glory at 12:00 am
Tuesday, 21 August 2007
BOO! today was a super o.O day.
ms lim imparted chimology to us today-
shi jie shang zui da de ju li, bu shi tian ya hai jiao, er shi wo jiu zai ni mian qian, ni que bu zhi dao wo ai ni...
*super touching.
major thing was im super tired out by the planning of the napfa challenge. emceeing isnt as easy as it seems. the preparation alone is enough to kill me. deprive me of a proper dinner etc etc. but it was quite funny. well. thanks to mr victor's humour of professional emcee = mr william yeo o.O ZZZ.
band meeting today was pretty boring. I FELT NEGLECTED. ming feng u hear this u kuku? stupid darren n tai peng lahs. play play play, then aftr tt jiu walk out of the rm o.O then only left ming entertaining me. then aftr tt we went to canteen to find them. then tai was still finding the chords, tune, wadever. lol. new song. but i felt neglected!! STILL!! but thanks to him who stil made my presence felt :)))
n many many thanks to him for walking out of college with me lahs! much as i didnt want to answer whether it's just a habit or thr's a reason bhind having to have someone walk out of college with me.
but u noe, evrything happens for a reason.
somehow i kept thinking of wad ming said tt day "ReVamped all must promote la! if one retain, we disband lah." i will get promoted.
i will.
for ReVamped.
n finally aftr 2yrs, i understand wad andre meant by THAT KIND OF motivation for studying. i finally understood.
money problem? scandals? wad? wad? wad?
WHAT?!
i told of my glory at 10:05 pm
Monday, 20 August 2007
BOO! im non-existent at times tt i feel like im just some pathetic backdrop. no mayb not. just some dumbass centipede to b trampled on.
only happiness today. ReVamped has gotten past the tchers' day auditions. :))) but wads with the ReVamped-sounds-weird n write-a-song when we only have a week left? i dno wads gg on either. ming feng being an ass saying he's gonna quit ReVamped just in MANY attempts to make me smile aftr suan-ing me. "when i suan ppl they always dont get angry. i nvr know y." well let me tel u, i definitely know y cos im one of them. but the day i tel u the reason is the day our frenship wil b over.
oh n saw ming's albums today AIYO HE WAS SO TOOT LAH! xD but super funny!!! then also saw his photo aftr taking braces off de. WAH SEH STYLO LAHHHH!!! :)))) super shuai de can??! LOL. great contrast with his childhood photos!! ReVamped has got cute n handsome ppl eh? xD
so had night study today with ming feng n heidi n audrey. UNPRODUCTIVE for me. had a big headache n kept disturbing them esp ming feng =x HAIIs. i think i can really go n die for tmr's maths test. i've only completed functions, smth which is EASY for me. n i didnt touch on differenciation at all. smth which is ALIEN to me. WAD IS WRONG WITH ME??!
WAD IS WRONG WITH ME!!!
n on the way out tt stupid ming feng kept saying wadevrr eerie stuffs abt cat high. =x r all guys like tt? walk in the dark n scare ppl who r afraid out of their wits?
but well, i really depend too much on motivation. MOTIVATION WHR R U??!
how could u desert me at this crucial period...
that distinctive aura tt surrouds u
so u do think as much as i do. im not alone aftr all. but y think so much when nothing is gg to come true? dont give others false hopes, lead them on n leave them dying thr. no doubt i said those words trying to mean smth. it's just like u acting like u dont care n only have to seen thru by someone else. sometimes things get so obvious it's that irritating tt u act like u dont care. if u dont care, i have nthg to say. but when things r not the way they seem...
i told of my glory at 10:27 pm
Sunday, 19 August 2007
BOO! just came back fr ruan xian concert. OMG MAN. i met so many ex zhssrians thr! met abi, ting ting, eunice, ming han, cheong jun etc etc!! n ivy is in ruan xian too! LOL. also met HIM. hahas. errrrr. long time no c? lol. but anyways, didnt knw tt ken ju's in ruan xian also! AHHH. lols. the concert was nice lahs!! esp the last 2 songs. ruan zhi huo n di er xiong ya li kuang xiang qu. WOOHOO!! :)))
I FEEL SO WASTED AWAY TODAY LAH THANK YOU WORLD!
i feel like some retarded shyt typing that sentence above =x but i just felt like it. IM SO ANXIOUS. TMR MORNING!! 7am in college. nice one eh. like HELLO IT'S A FREAKING MONDAY WHEN IM ONLY SUPPOSED TO REPORT AT 8.45am u miserable kookoos. OH WELL. no one in particular referring to the kookoos. but anyways!!
IM TIRED!
yea, prove to the world tt i can! prove to my "tcher" that i've done it! GOGOGO!! TOMORROW!!!
i told of my glory at 11:43 pm
BOO! guess wad i found??! :)))))
18 August 2007
Whispering to you... 1:46 PM
OH MAN!!! no wonder the tcher praised him xD so he cant stop rocking too! WOOHOO!! :)))) ReVamped MUST get promoted tgt n get thru nanyang tgt!! :D
but.
I STIL MISS THAT DRUMSET AT BOON'S cos it's so nice lahs!! xD
i told of my glory at 12:26 am
Saturday, 18 August 2007
BOO! whole day on PW LAH. omg man. today was such a nice day =x spent the whole day.. errrr. drinking drinks at kfc? apple pie at macs, sundae at macs. omg man. my whole group is super piggish xD WAHAHHA. but aiyaaa. was trying to settle the cdr n cd cover thingy today. y wasnt he working today!! if he's working then can settle evrything within today le =x ZZZ.
sometimes im really wondering. m i using my money to right way? m i spending too much unneccesarily on this particular person? I DONT KNOW. well, frens yah, but do i spend as much on my other frens too? oh well, mayb just closer frens. OH WELL. I STIL DONT KNOW. i dont know y this qn wil pop out for no good reason in my mind anyway. mayb cos i was staring into my wallet for like 2 minutes trying to figure out how much im supposed to set aside for upcoming events. release of echelon's cd? birthday? suki? hell. i DONT KNOW wad other thing im supposed to kp my money for. carrying tt amount in my wallet aint safe. i dont feel safe. i dont know wads wrong with me.
i really hope we get thru the auditions. but i feel so insecure LAH.
IM FEELING SO INSECURE NOW. IM OVER RELIABLE. I WANT TO HOLD ONTO HIM FOREVERR!! (wad is forever?) SHYTZZZ. HOW HOW HOW!!? I NEED TO STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
my night study mood has somehow worn off aftr tt incident =x
i was listening to this the whole day. yay zijie pls rejoice. xD
ji mo de ye shen li
shui bu zhao xiang zhe ni
wei shen me xin zai huang
cai fa xian zi ji hai shi xiang zhe ni
qian wan ke xing xing wo ye ning zhi yong you ni
shi ni de wei xiao dai gei wo wu xian de yong qi
zai zhe li deng dai xin li bu hui zai kong xu
you ni zai shen bian de mei yi ke dou shi xin fu shi guang
if u'd just call me today instead of many lifeless msgs.
need ur support that much... <3
i told of my glory at 7:07 pm
Friday, 17 August 2007
BOO! today seemed such a long day tt would nvr end. n for the first time im gonna say TGIF. but audition was great, n 4 ppl did things today to mk me super duper happy. :))) oh well, leave the best for the last.
lessons were normal. only bad thing was smth happened to my left shoulder somehow. cos of the sit n reach. mayb i tried too hard. well. but i really felt the strain n pain on my left shoulder. though not so serious. but now it seems... pain beyond description. =x
aftr lessons went to band rm with zijie darren n tai peng cos no h1. HA. mr k is such a bz tcher mannnn. ahh but anyways, im like super impressed with zijie lahs. he's so talented. haiis. feel so sad now, mayb im not cut out for music aftr all. =x then went for maths for half an hour n left early cos of ReVamped. lucky i left early. cos we took like abt 1 hr to settle venue n drumset. zzz. tedious process mannnn. so we jammed in the band storerm. wahh. feel bad lei cos choir was like having their practice u noe. lol. but anyways, darren's fan club fr his class came. haha. omg stresss. but heidi came too! supported us all the way!! :))))) today i was super on form i guess. cos i managed to play 3x consecutively without any mistake thru out. wow. hahas. n i get to do the stylo starting! WOO!
really trembled on stage. kenny sensed my fear i guess. hahas. oops. but i did it in the end. though i really didnt have the style cos i was concentrating too much on volume. had to control cos thr wasnt mic for vocalist. WL lahs. diaos. but overall i think we did well. he gives me to motivation to hold on!! WOOHOO!! n got ppl who did things to make me happy.
1. mr tan who praised me n gave me the thumbs up for having learnt the drumset fr scratch upon joining this band
2. danielle who gave me the thumbs up
3. danial who said "eh not bad"
4. this guy fr danial's bad who told me "hey cool man, i've nvr seen a female drummer"
though these may mean little to others, it meant alot to me. it's acknowledgement of my efforts since i've only been a drummer for 22 days. though i dno y until now since aftr the auditions, i've been feeling weak all over n having a bad headache instead of the usual truimph i feel aftr having done smth correct during any time onstage. mayb im trying too hard. too hard to even please myself with any achievement.
went to band storerm to nuahhh for like i think an hour b4 leaving for j8 for dinner. went with ming feng, albert, kenny, heidi n new fren bei yang. hahahs. went to pasta cos i had strong objections towards kfc =x UNGLAM u noe. lalala. so we had a pretty emo meal i think. cos most of the time was silence. aiyaa. somehow, walking tt stretch of darkness out of college makes me emo even when he's around. i dont know y. the headache is killing me though...
since ming feng likes to act cute, i told him to act cute so i can tk a picture. but this happened
"harh? wad face u wan? i got so many face lei!"
but he figured wad i was referring to
well. ming feng made me so disappointed today SO MANY TIMES!! tt stupid dumbass lahs. n wahaha. he n zijie have the same plan for our bands. oh man. im like the connecting bridge. lols.
wahh if i stead with u i'll nvr have another girlfren again.
wad? too traumatised? or did u mean it in a positve way? we're thinking n thinking. oh fine. mayb we shld stop thinking too much. dont read too much into ur words.
u mk me so sad at times that i feel so distant.
wads the real reason bhind ur emoism?
i told of my glory at 10:05 pm
Thursday, 16 August 2007
BOO! today was a VERY NICE (u get the sarcasm?) day.
napfa challenge seemed so screwed lahs. wth. tcher was like "is this a CHALLENGE or is this just "join for participation points"?" oh man. y didnt we consider that. haiis. evry house wishes to b the first. join just for participation points. yea yea yea. so no one considered the purpose bhind this event. haiis. felt so... sad lah!
went to zijie's band's audition too. n pls lah, i only went along bcos zijie asked me to. n he borrowed darren's bass guit can? it's so none of my fucking business tt i had to appear thr alright? i swore alright, not to u significants of cos. it's just a promise myself to not do things tt'll make myself miserable.
oh well, n i nvr thot he'd ever betray me. n i only found out today aftr thinking it thru for 1 whole hr. initially i stil thot, wow, im gonna happily come to ny with him. n wad became of him? i thot he didnt chgn. i thot he's stil the same old him. i was wrong. i have been wrong. he's chgned so much. i dont even noe who he is anymore. fine. stay away fr me. i dont fancy erhu section anymore anyways. im losing any hope i have thr.
night study today was... i dno lahs. i just didnt concentrate until abt 7.3opm. wasted too much time looking at hunks. oh or rather. a hunk. lol. fine wadevrr wadevrr yea tt happens evryday but who cares. im in my own world.
discussed audition prep stuffs with ming n darren somehow disappeared. errrr. but anyways, walked out of college with ming feng n heidi n i was feeling so blue. aiya i also dont know wads gg on but im praying hard tt it's a different case pls. ok fine im not making sense to anyone. but aiya. fine fine fine.
the joke tt made me laugh today.
jia rong was thr when danial, ming feng n i were discussing abt tmr. then he said smth, n he went... off key? aiya. zao xia until super jialats lo. then ming feng kp imitating him. when he himself is like... always zao xia-ing? like evrytime he calls me i know it's him. cos the first sentence will zao xia somehow. funny. well.
i really think jc life is gonna make me kill myself someday.
today... just now... that was so close...
so close...
yet mentally, faraway... maybe...
u mayb now b, will u always b my pillar of support?
i told of my glory at 10:56 pm
Wednesday, 15 August 2007
BOO!
OH MAN. AUDITIONS CHGNED TO FRIDAY!! ARGHHH. I DOWAN GO CSE TMR!!!
whooo!! Lim Zi Jie's Band is having their auditions tmr!! xD
omg i've just been shot. how could he say that but it's so... FUNNY!! o.O
oh no.14
x.x
i told of my glory at 10:26 pm
BOO! had our last b4-promos co prac. abit screwed i think. ding lao shi was super bu shuang lahs =x but really she was VERY patient with us alr. haiis. i think really lahs. i shld listen properly to my OWN playing n know how "GREAT" i m. =x tian shan sheng hui today was horrible for me. i couldnt catch up. I COULDNT. i couldnt even play properly with the orchestra. but like wad the hell, u noe wad, i was stil the sole survivor fr erhu section agn. or rather, i could only hear me. didnt i alr teach A diao? didnt i alr give fingerings to those who were present at the practice when i taught? n whr was half of the section today? oh like damn it. my patience is wearing thin. i dont want to commit to this anymore. mayb i shld just quit co n then i will have to drop out of ny since im a dsa student. damn it. i think tt this way, many ppl wil b happy. my existence brings about nothing but troubles. FINE then.
y do ppl actually take pleasure doing non-self-beneficial things like outcasting ppl, complaining abt things those ppl didnt do n all that shit? PLS. im taking this no more. u morons can say all u want.
SINCE WHEN WAS I EVER RUDE. I DIDNT EVEN TALK TO U PPL. Y R U PPL DOING THIS TO RUIN WAD LITTLE REPUTATION I HAVE. Y R U ALL OUT TO RUIN ME. Y R U ALL DOING THIS??! WHY??!
does it benefit u? r u happy cos u do it? y do u have to make life so difficult for me?
ruin my rep in co is ur target? go ahead. im waiting. u've taken the first step. go on. i'd like to c how long it's take for u to influence half an orchestra to think im some bloody bitch.
ms hazel said "if ppl started talking abt u, think, do u have a hidden agenda? r u being bitchy or just showing love n care?" n i find it's true. wad she said abt the confidence level thing. well, i dno wads gg on either. but anyway, life goes on as me being seen as a bitch by some but who cares. i dont care wad they think of me. they're not even part of my life. im just irritated at being accused of smth i NEVER did. LOL!
ok end of ranting on n on. i think i really need a scolding b4 the auditions tmr. cos my mood feels wrong. damn it. n now the amps prob. WAH sians.
n i realised. guys who can play an instrument for eg. piano or guitar. really VERY got style de LAH! errrr. dont speculate. HA. n plus specs. i dno man. i think im just weird. i think guys with specs have a diff style. ERRRRRRMMS...
suddenly im losing my touch with nyco.
i feel so slack. so lazy. to even interact with my spastics n to even touch the percussion for long.
so u noe, u guys r my only support in music now. would u all hold on to me? im losing grip...
i told of my glory at 7:13 pm
Tuesday, 14 August 2007
BOO! WALAO EH u c the time? u c the time? I JUST STEPPED INTO THE HOUSE LAHS. omg man. so late. so late! I HAVENT FINISHED CHEM REVISION!! anyways, jamming today was FUN!! xD
eric came to be an EXTRA. WOOHOO!! omg man. when i asked his name he told me shuai ge. n ming feng chgned to a POSER PHONE!! SUPER POSER!! super shiny LAH! n he claims it's for handsome guys tts y they find him to b the dai4 yan2 ren2. then in his own world start posing posing posing. LOL. xD stupid eric kept calling me a retard drummer. OH WELL. mayb i am. cos i dropped the sticks TWICE today. N ALWAYS MING FENG SAW LAHS. WTH KUKU NANA HE'S SEEN ME DROP THE STICKS 5 TIMES ALR!!!!!!!!! damn. the first time i dropped today, only he saw. the second time i dropped, ALL EYES WERE ON ME. oh man. no wonder im the retard drummer. =x n stupid kenny lah. U BETTER WATCH OUT I WHACK U THEN U NOE! =x idiots~ make me SO UNGLAM N MALU INFORNT OF TAIPENG N MING FENG TODAY LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. shytzz~
left school at 10pm. OMG! super dark outside =x lucky got ming feng to pei me walk out xD *YAWNS. omg man. this walk was so LOL cos i actually found out his occupation xD LOL. so concidental lahs!!!! OMG IM INSPIRED AGAIN LAHHHH. wad the kuku. hahas!
last co prac tmr. suddenly im not really looking forward to it. WHY??! shytzz~
i told of my glory at 10:37 pm
Monday, 13 August 2007
BOO! think i had a normal day today. morning started off with cel being sick n i accompanied her in the canteen to eat smth. n ms hazel came to talk to us.
i think she's really a nice tcher who really cares alot about us, her students. she can actually notice wad i was like during the first 3 mths despite me not being her "official" student. n she told me, she noticed a change in me.
mayb it's just the jc life that's chgning me. like wad ms hazel said, im being too concerned about how ppl look at me. n i wil end up pleasing ppl instead of being myself. this will not b me.
she said im no longer laughing wholeheartedly. no longer laughing that naturally.
im over conscious about how ppl see me.
managing studies n frenships n politics.
she hit a vital point, no doubt.
n she really does take the effort to care so much for us despite being just our subject tutor. i feel so bad not putting enough effort in answer to her encouragements and care for our class. econs. bite or swallow, i will catch up.
soon.
so anyways, we had a combined house exco meeting today. combined meetings r always fun. hahas. discussed the napfa challenge, crapped abt one minute challenge, logistics for napfa challenge. logistics took a long time. publicity is fun xD esp with kris! :))))) emceeing for napfa challenge. WOOHOO!! xD n again, with kris!! cos i asked her along. hahas. OH. off to do my publicity poster.
n omg man. someone just said im flirtatious =x LOL.
OK FINE!! xD
i told of my glory at 8:50 pm
BOO! i finally finished
EOM
ECONS
LTC REFLECTION
undone- maths, spa
HAPPY BIRD DAY TO WEIYII N IVY!! xD
oh man. im so *YAWNS.
lucky thr's tt song tt kps me going xD
thanks zijie!! :))))))
i told of my glory at 1:32 am
Sunday, 12 August 2007
BOO! when they dont care. i hope we can stil make a difference.
thanks to eme.
For You, Miss Hazel :
With a special gift for learning
And with a heart that deeply cares,
You add a lot of love
To everything you share,
And even though
You mean a lot,
You'll never know how much,
For you helped
To change the world
Through every life you touched.
You sparked the creativity
In the students (0723 HAMSTERS!) whom you taught,
And helped us strive for goals
That could not be bought,
You are such a special teacher
That no words can truly tell
However much you're valued
For the work you do so well.
With lots of apologies and filled with thanks,
0723... ...
somehow i know im one of those who disappointed her...
n tmr i have to c her for smth which i dno of.
errrrrr. now it's getting complicated.
i stil dont understand y they think this way.
i told of my glory at 11:25 pm
BOO! as wad he says
"Wat's popular and wat's not right?"
live my life on. make the best out of wad i have.
cos i have u xD
oh yes, YOU~
i told of my glory at 10:46 pm
BOO! how ppl actually lament abt how pathetic their life is when they meet with one obstacle. no doubt im one of them. but well, i still think it's better to really live life better by looking on the positive side of things.
but yea, lament lament lament.
u get frens arnd u who actualy bother to console u.
y throw urself into the darkness of emoism?
it gets tiring at times. yes. when u meet with something tt seems unsolvable and feel like ur whole world is tumbling down. times when u feel so neglected that u feel ur classmates look down on u. but have u ever considered ur frens who r stopping just to pick u up to carry on with the race tgt? we nvr know when this person might just drop u off n give up if u dont pick urself up too. these frens who r also human. patience wears thin. irritation level rises.
dont give up. pls dont.
n i saw this fr liangyu's blog:
never underestimate the power of ur actions. with one small gesture u can chgn a person's life. for better or for worse.
look at ur frens who want to help u. look at their encouraging smiles, listen to their voices, consoling words. they r wad will help u move on.
move on. dont stay whr u r.
i told of my glory at 11:33 am
BOO! this fren of mine gets on my nerves by being super er xin just cos of a statement i made. n it's just b4 im gg to sleep xD
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
hannar hannar
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
must b ur guy go say
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
slp la darling!!
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
LOL
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
then u ok la honey!
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
goodnite sweet heart
HUIFANG- SwinG swinG!! ;; xD says:
wahh wads with the honey man!~
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
goodnite sugar
HUIFANG- SwinG swinG!! ;; xD says:
EW
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
goodnite lollipop!
HUIFANG- SwinG swinG!! ;; xD says:
SHUD UP ZIJIE!
LOAD OF LAUGHS MAN!! xD
i told of my glory at 1:05 am
Saturday, 11 August 2007
BOO! went out today. to orchard. pool, blah blahs. i won most of the rounds. against a person whom i actually classified as pro from the first round. u'd think i have alot of free time right. no. it's just because i feel it's right that i just appear today. i just dont know why.
n anyway, probably the person felt like i was treating them transparent, cos i just kept thinking today. being over-reliant on someone u cant cling onto for the rest of ur life isnt a nice feeling when u realise it's gonna b over someday.
lamenting about the problems in our r/s, crying out for wad the hell's sake that life is unfair, sobbing about results, regretting about ppl we nvr cherished...
u'd always b the one i turn to in times of trouble. be it emo or wad. i realised i nvr really thanked u enough for all u've done to mentally strengthen me. yet time n again, i do things to disappoint myself n render ur past efforts useless. but stil, u nvr gave up on me.
i realised i nvr really cherished u enough. yet as i realise so, i find myself thinking y didnt i ever understand u earlier. just that no matter how early we could have met, the outcome would stil b the same today. sometimes it's just purely frenship which brings 2 together to make each other's life seem better and the light around them seem brighter. despite all the constant n regular qns of our relation, frenship stands undaunted n strong.
u definitely made me feel so much better and made the light seem brighter. i wonder if i did to u?
but stil, i really want to b random today, n really tel u that i do appreciate u.
thank u. for being a fren.
i hope u'll always b thr for me.
u noe who u r, i dont have to mention ur name.
i told of my glory at 10:06 pm
just give me some time please.
by next yr, i'll let u love the beautiful me.
tell me u'll wait.
i told of my glory at 12:22 pm
Friday, 10 August 2007
BOO! im supposed to have been doing my homework today. rushing thru evrything. evaluation project done, ltc reflection done. others i dont have to mention, undone.
yet this matter just cant get out of my mind. y do humans think this way?
they dont cherish wad they have. they have a good ct n they dont appreciate it. form cliques to go against her, anythg they do, just to go against her. have they ever considered how she felt? have they ANY consideration n respect at all? y do they have to make a hard life for her?
y do they make life difficult for him since he's the one caught in the center?
if one person fr tt class comes by n sees this, which is a high possibility, i shant say anythg even if the person wants to kb me or wad. cos im just stating facts fr a third person point of view.
2 yrs is such a short period of time we have to spend tgt. dont u wish to look back in future n think "hey im part of 0723 n i miss them alot" dont u wish tt u'd have good memories to rmbr jc of? jc is political, no doubt abt that. only the fittest survive. the ones who make it to the top. as long as u dont get the grades, u're nothing. but it's all about the students determining the amount of politics involved in the class. thank goodness for 23 not involving politics an amount enough to b seen by outsiders. y r some ppl just denied the right to feel tt they r part of the class? the feeling of neglection is not something one would look forward to in a class they'd have to spend time with.
i guess i can nvr understand how he feels being caught in the center, how their ct feels, n how the supposed victims feel. n wad r those predators thinking??
n now 23's also in trouble. how how how??!
wad happened to my blog? im becoming so da dao li-ing. =x
i told of my glory at 8:00 pm
BOO! im glad to know that my attitude towards my studied have changed. well, mayb all u c is huifang dozing off for awhile in lectures. but im catching up. trust me. i am.
i could actually lament to them abt not studying for since monday to surprised them. hahas xD but ok mayb wad u say wil b "chey, last week only. one wk only mah." but so wad? i dont care. i know i stayed for night study n did productive work. unlike mayb the busy u gg home to face ur comp? at least i do WORK in college b4 coming home to face the comp.
even if mrs lim doesnt sense the effort, i dont care. i live for myself. i study for myself. i show myself to myself. ehhh sounds weird. nvr mind though. i dont care if she continues scolding me for no good reason like for example im sharing my tys with zijie n lawrence n she says i kp turning back=distracting her. "no effect on her no matter how sarcastic i get" this is wad she said. since she's keeping the "b4 mid yr exam" attitude towards me, that's how i will b towards her. i do wad i want to in class. who can ever blame huifang for her inability to mature mentally at a rate as fast as her peers?
Y IS THIS WHOLE KUKU POST ON STUDIES??! OMG MAN.
i told of my glory at 12:21 pm
Thursday, 9 August 2007
BOO! today was a gr8 day lahs!! xD
ReVamped is a nice n crazy band xD I SO LOVE THEM ALL!!!
had jamming at this kuku studio which cost more than boon's n had a drumset worse than boon's. i think boon's drumset totally rawks lo. the cymbals r off perfect matching with e song. BUT TODAY!! wah seh. problems met-
1. out of 3 cymbals, 2 cymbals had an end BROKEN.
2. hihat was crooked no matter how i adjusted it.
3. snare was crooked no matter how i adjusted it.
4. snare sounded horrible. had to use my wallet to mk it sound better.
U NOE HOW QI KEK IT CAN B??! omg man. whenever i hit the cymbal i wil give tt disgusted expression lahs. then i kept adjusting the snare's position until mingfeng actually asked me why i kept adjusting it. ZZZ. but today's jamming was fun cos we kept laughing xD first time was cos K off until super jialats. then stupid mf stil keep mo fang-ing him n telling us we v bad to laugh o.O N U NOE WAD, tai peng didnt laugh. he just smiled =x so i was like "WAH EH TAI PENG NVR LAUGH ONE!!" super diaos. hahas. n abt 10 minutes ltr, STUPID MF cracked a joke abt me n tai peng LOL-ed. o.O STUPID TAI PENG LAHS. hahas. but anyways, we recording our own playing today n listened. omg man super o.O HAHAHAH. load of laughs made me feel so much better today despite the lousy drumset. hahas. :)))) but anyways, backbeat next time. no more of today's rubbish xD
oh n our decision made today, we may shout "SWING SWING SWING!!" at errrr. chorus. hahhas. c if we're mad enough to stick to this decision. xD
oh n on a random note, no.14 is not only cute. he's also cool xD oh well mayb acting cool, but so many ppl say he's cool!! xD LOL. i have charming frens :))))
went to cousin's house aftr tt n saw my niece for the first time!! xD AWWW SHE'S SO ADORABLE!! SO CHUBBY!!! xD
i really admire ppl who have the talent in music. may they have worked for it, may they have been born with it. those praises fr the past saying im talented, they were wrong. i m not talented in the field of music. my only strength is being able to master things fast. n tt makes me a faster learner than others. but wad use is this when i begin aiming for perfection? true, nothing is perfect. but the standard i so yearn to hear coming from myself never seems to come. he can just sing smth tts just thot of on-the-spot. he can handle anythg tt comes his way in any music.
if only im like him...
mayb i shld no longer consider furthering music..
find my own area to excel in..
n reading this fr my fren's blog
"My life's changing. Probably from bad to worst. ... realised, no matter how much we missed first three months in college, we can never get it back anymore. Many things happened along the way, and things changed, and were no longer what they used to be."
i told him. "dont compare ur current class with first 3 mths de. if u kp missing ur 1st 3 mths class only, u wil nvr move on to accept this class."
have i really moved on? i just confessed smth tt i nvr told any1 else in this world ystd. i nvr thot i'd actually have the courage to confess smth like tt. mayb i thot too much. but it seemed too much the truth. n even he told me sm things which really made me think. think. think. mayb i shld think it thru. n im really thankful im in 0723. they're really nice ppl. compared to some other class tt mayb aint tt nice.
n for once, im handling this few matters in a manner tts not EMO.
all thanks to u, each day i learn smth new.
i nvr know wad i'd do without a fren like u.
n i noe u're reading this.
i told of my glory at 10:35 pm
Wednesday, 8 August 2007
BOO!
today. ahhh. national day celeb in college errrrrhs. hahahs. okok lahs. my class super zi high. welll... superclass bu kui shi superclass mahs xD but chem lect was super boring for superclass. or mayb just for me. nicholas crashed chem. ahhh. n some other j2s. dno why though. =x but anyways, only laughing thing was i turned arnd n snapped my fingers n "eh zijie" then he "wah u call me is like that one ah" in the end those arnd laughed o.O aHH pls lahs gan jiong can. today im weird.
i spent alot of $$$ today lei! more than 30???! TO WHR I DNO!! AHHH!! =x
jamming tmr at studio agn. wah kuku since tmr is $16/hour might as well have gone to the studio zijie once mentioned. same price but place is much better? ZZZ.
somehow i know im in trouble.
i kept repeating the same thing to cel today n kept ignoring her when she talked to me. just stared blankly back n then didnt say anythg.
no. pls. no.
it's REALLY hopeless. he's just yet another typical guy.
who falls in love with any typical new girl he meets.
mayb he does that to all girls he meet.
but im stil keeping it to myself.
but
im stil in trouble n
it's serious this time.
it's so rare seeing frenship like theirs. y can guys achieve it yet girls cant? y cant guys n girls achieve it tgt? i wonder how many of my frens in the same college rmbr me for who i was. rmbr me for who they knew. no doubt im notorious in this place i thot i could call 2nd home. it was wrong of me to assume the better. i dno wads happeneing. im screwing my life at ny. i somehow didnt appreciate wad lester meant as advice. i was sarcastic.
to a fren i came to ny with.
im in no mood to jam tmr.
i told of my glory at 8:19 pm
Tuesday, 7 August 2007
i have to learn to b in control of my emotions.
to b unaffected.
to let my band lead me.
"just feel there's a purpose for you to be on stage
just let the ppl enjoy our music"
im really feeling the stress. set on myself. bcos zijie, law, chloe, joyce n co r gg for auditions too.
i dno wads gg on.
it's my first time.
yet im competing against my frens?
WHY?!? it's just the first time n im faced with such a large obstacle.
i MUST WIN. i MUST. i want to.
i dont care wad u ppl will say. i may not b a drummer b4 this. but im one now. all thanks to darren who recommended me. all thanks to ming feng, kenny n tai peng who were willing to accept me despite the troubles i had to try so hard to overcome. i really appreciate all of u. though the possibility of anyone of u reading it is......
but nothing will stop me from performing my best on the 16th.
piano music makes me very sensitive. mood swing? i dno. just those kind of music that i listen to can actually make me cry 30 seconds into the song.
i dno the title of it.
but i've heard it somewhr b4.
but the image is a blank. who is it? who WAS it? it seemed to have happened a long time ago.
hearing tong hua, i dont feel anythg anymore. aftr not seeing him for 2 yrs. he's long moved on with his life, bcame a new guy. im now the huifang who's so different fr the huifang back in zhonghua.
in just 1 min i can feel so much better. thanks alot cel. THANKS ALOT!! xD
wad has happened to me...
y m i like that again. n now listening ear doesnt want to talk to me cos im not telling him abt y i dont want to go sakura or suki this week.
i told of my glory at 9:58 pm
BOO! wth. today. was. a. yuck. day.
damn it.
im super no mood now.
only joke of the day-
echelon = avalanche = abalone = angelon = ???
wow. zijie ur band name is so... full of room for cr8tivity. o.O
like eh damn it. when was he ever such an emo guy. mayb i really dno him well enough. YET.
"To learn how to let it go, if you know you can't promise happiness..."
"I've planned, i did change. But i can't go against fate. It says, no, or maybe, not yet. I won't be so selfish to keep you by my side anymore, for maybe we are not meant to be. Now fly, to the one who cherish you better. This time, i'm keeping quiet... ..."
i wonder who's the girl. :(((
HAIIIIIs.
now someone else knows. OH MAN.
i told of my glory at 8:37 pm
Monday, 6 August 2007
BOO! having an interesting convo with lim zijie now cos he saw wad i blogged abt the birthday song thingy below in the previous post xD
n wow. i must say he definitely has a quick-thinking mind. he can plan until the whole echelon will sing for me 4 diff version, errr
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
i do 4 styles for u eh
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
ballad rock tango chacha also can
i know if lim zijie sees this he's gonna so o.O but i dont care cos it's SO DAMN FUNNY xD
hahas!!
now he says if they write a song for me would i book a hotel function room for dinner. o.O
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
haha no arh cos a simple rock bd song can inspire u to treat us. wad if a brand new song thats delicated to u only LOL.
[ ZJ ] 2007 save the earth! says:
hahaa! n for ur info i haven write a song to give a girl yet
WEII i b the first girl lahs!! xD
KUKU!! xD
it's nice to have a super funny n crappy fren who goes crazy with u xD
i told of my glory at 10:55 pm
BOO! OH MY GOODNESS LAHS CAN U PLS LOOK AT THE TIME OF MY POST??! WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I CAME HOME SO EARLY AFTR A NORMAL SCHOOL DAY??!
sians.
3 major events today-
o723 august babies' birthday celebration-
really thanks so much to wileen for organising this simple celeb at the canteen xD plus the card n cake, n 23!! AWW. 23 is super cute. hahas. sang bday song. then they said to make a wish. but the 6 of us august babies paisehhh. hahas. so they started singing zhou yu min's "make a wish" n ppl in the canteen were looking!! LOL xD ahhhhh. then super funny thing happened! aftr sing finish le, cut cake le, we were standing arnd. then zijie was standing at the other side of the table n asked me to go over so i went over n he started singing the ROCK version of happy birthday. rock version in which plus guitar plus drums de. OMG SUPER FUNNY CAN!!! xD hahahs. *hint hint: zijie u sing that for me on my birthday k? then the suki... ahh u noe wad i mean!! (if u ever do c this) ahhh but he has a talent in the field lahs seriously xD but stil, thanks alot 23!! n happy advance bday to my fellow august babies too- cheng qi, cel, weiyi, ivy the pervert n selena!! :))))
tchers' day audition-
WADS GOING ON AH?! sians lahs. at first only 2 bands competing. now gonna plus chloe they all le. sians~ ming feng they all stil dno who yet. only told mf tt thr's gonna b another band cos they're trying to join now. AHHHHH. damn it. i wan to get in!! xD okok must have confidence in my band!! ReVamped CHIONG!! :)))) but anyways i get to skip the cse make up lesson cos our audi's on thurs common lunchbrk 12.45-1.15 when the lesson starts at 12.30. HA! mr K's not gonna b too happy abt that but WHO CARES?! xD
last thing.....
some cca stuff lahs. im not irritated. im not pissed.
i was just scared. im serious.
when dom called me, i was at lesson. but i ran out like that without a care.
when sook han msged me, i heaved a sigh of relief.
but when kel called me,
OH DAMN!
super scared. for the first time in ny. FIRST TIME IN NY.
if anythg were to happen, i'd b the one in trouble cos i was last seen holding the......
WAH. from now on, i shall not touch the co key if im ALONE.
n y m i home? cos
im super sick now.
SICK LAHS.
wth. today my voice was better. aftr strepsils.
BUT.
im down with flu =x passed fr him? HARH? joking lahs pls o.O
n im stil coughing.
n eating chicken.
wad an irony o.O
to hell with him, he can just go rot in hell.
im now on no. 14. the genuine no. 14. not zijie's n cel's definition of no. 14. 14 is SOOOOO CUTE xD
tmr thr's econs lecture, n im looking forward to it!!! xDDDDD
i told of my glory at 6:33 pm
Sunday, 5 August 2007
BOO! just came home fr baybeats~ WOOHOO!!
super nice xD
n i DROPPED 1o bucks at carrefour lahs. STUPID. =x
stupid me
but
stupid
stupid
you.
u stil dont get my meaning do u?
stop matching other guys with me n telling me how handsome they r =x
i told of my glory at 11:31 pm
i told myself. nvr again in this ny life.
the previous time,
it was worth one middle finger n one loud "shut the fuck up"
on his part.
on my part?
the cost was about a hundred plus bucks.
FARK THAT.
wad zijie said ystd almost came true.
ZIJIE, r u reading this?
the world can b stunned if they knew wad zijie said which almost came thru.
only that it was the wrong guy.
ZIJIE, IT WAS THE WRONG GUY.
the correct guy almost.
the wrong guy did.
do u noe, thr were 2 guys all this while?
HAHA o.O
i told of my glory at 1:19 pm
BOO! went to a fren's blog n read this. sounds so.. emo? well, mayb she's just been dumped or wad. hahas. but anyways, this is it.
Love
All the time in life, you fall in love. You find out he's not in love with you either immediately or not immediately. Which hurts more. Probaby the latter. Because chances are you fell in love with him when you got to know him better, thinking he was interested too. Then along the way, you might suspect its not going to work out but then Love is Blind. One day after you've lost many a hair and shed a couple of tears, he'll tell you its really over. Your torture is over but youre sad depression has just begun.
you replay all the little happy moments that made you think he was the one and then wonder where could you have seen it coming. You look through all the red herrings, you see his smile, him walking to you. His handhold. and the Smile again. You shed tears of sadness, of desperation, of feeling lost.
One day you'll move on and find a substitute, just as he was a substitute for the one before him.
The futile search of the one who understands you is called Love. After some time, you get scared of being hurt and you continue going out with people but you just cannot fall in love anymore. One day you might fall in love again, and it will be the deepest you've fallen yet. So you hope he is the one. If he is not, you will probably abandon you diet and sleep in a bath tub of tears for years.
i told of my glory at 11:25 am
Saturday, 4 August 2007
BOO! this is revamped's first song :))))
n my first song in a band. well. hopefully it will bring back fond memories many yrs down the road. xD
Swing, swing -
Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.
Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new
[Chorus]
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.
Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.
Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)
[Chorus fades till end]
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
i told of my glory at 7:41 pm
BOO! WAHAHAs :)))) TODAY!! our first ever jamming session was a gr8 success xD
o4o8o7~
REVAMPED ;;
im a drummer of REVAMPED im proud to b
oh yea so love all of them too :)))
today went to college early in the morn for econs. rarrrrrs. with 33 n 36. hehes. love 23 man!! our class so ON!! ms hazel was saying this captain ball's comp she holds in sept for her h2 classes. so when she asked "23 wanna join?" the reaction was "YES!" compared to 33 n 36 were like... o.O hahahs. our class is just plain chatty xD no choice lahs, we're ms hazel's hamsters xD
JAMMING SESSION!!
aftr econs went with zijie n lawrence to amk to eat. ahhh. stupid ming feng ps me lo. go eat with his frens then say meet ltr. HURHHH. in the end we were ALL at the same place o.O amk hub. hahas. so he came to subway to find me jiu go back college to meet kenny. DONT KNOW y tt kuku ming feng ask kenny go meet in college for wad lahs o.O half aslp on 24. he was ALSO half alsp lahs. wa seh if miss stop jiu thank u very much. (eh randomness~) hahas. but aiya, he was sick lahs. flu until so jialat =x so then in college, thinking tt it was early, we went to try luck cos zijie said the drumset n amps were at lt4. n BOO! the door wasnt locked! HAHA. so we went in n played. STUPID LT4 was dark =x then some kuku kp trying to scare me ah o.O then inside for like 10 min jiu go le. hahas. met with tai peng n darren at potong pasir xD hahas. though we booked the room for 2 hrs but the 2 hrs seem to pass so fast!! AHHHH. hahas. super funny. i was UNGLAM. shytttt. hahas. cos i hit hit hit, then FLY went the stick. TWICe. =x N TWICE MF SAW. DAMN LAHS. n he was like o.O ERRRRRRPPPS~ hahas. then narcissitic darren kp looking into the mirror cos he was facing it. hahas. n he loves the bass guitar so much lahs! kp hugging it. hahas.
oh n really thanks so much to kenny, ming n tai peng for helping me adjust the cymbals n hihat. COS MY HAND SHORT CANOT REACH LAHS. then kp hitting air =x LOL. in the end they had to adjust it for me a few times sia. hahas!!
aftr tt when we left, me n ming feng went to tk bus while the rest went to tk mrt. hahas. ming feng was saying tt our band actually quite qiang2 cos beginning all play until like so jialat on our own. then end of 2hrs we can complete the whole song as a band xD YAY!! I AGREE!! n he was saying tt must have higher self-confidence. I HAVE ALR!! ALL THANKS TO REVAMPED!! though i screwed up the first 6 or 7 times n ended up playing nthg for up to 10 counts, they did not stop. instead they did encourage me to continue. some way or another. even if i couldnt catch up i also should fake so others wont notice my mistake. but really!! NOW IM PROUD TO B A DRUMMER YEA~ though ok lo, taught by zijie n celestine de. but i alr improved alot today!! IM SO HAPPY LAHHHHS~ :)))))))))
I SO LOVE REVAMPED ;;
n i came home. sniffing away. OH DAMN. somehow im coming down with a cold too =x AHHHHH. NO!!!! i dowan to end up like ming feng. hahahs!! :)))))
AND AND AND!! MING FENG IS SO GAY!! HAHAHS. he kept telling me tt kenny is so shuai. n told kenny tt he's cute today, OH MAN!! but aiya, the 2 of them as CONFIDENT as me de!!
ming: i wan go canteen c got chio bu anot lei
kenny: ah? orh.
me: walao eh. got one bside u dont c, go c other ppl.
kenny: oh yahs. yah chio bu ya lor. but not the kind we want to c.
then both of them LOL.
ltr at lt4,
me: wa eh. dont stand bhind me lahs. STRESS LEI. i dare not play liaos lo.
then either K or MF said smth like cos thr r 2 shuai ge s thr.
mf: so i can understand if u stress lahs.
me: WALAO EH!!
that's y i love revamped so much xD
no. 14~ awww damn. he knows i was thr ystd n asked me abt it :))))))
i told of my glory at 7:01 pm