Sunday, 30 September 2007
boo. yesterday didn't update. played too much. HAIIS. what is wrong with huifang?
she still doesnt know the seriousness of the situation she is in now.
she doesn't hold any more hope. those that matter are already over. it's only the chemistry mcqs left. 40 marks. fight on.
when she's supposed to be sad and crying yet she's not, you'll know all hope is gone. she's a finished worm.
well, she's decided. after talking to a few people and listening to their advice, she has decided that she will repeat J1 if she does get retained. she will not give up. she will not drop out of nyjc.
hmm let's see, another year of syf, yet an invisible yet difficult barrier to cross, a year lost, and i sense of lost.
she'll be left behind without her trustworthy friend. one whom she knew she could turn to, yet she thought he wouldn't care.
yet surprisingly, he did. no matter how little, he gave her some hope to hold on and persevere. not to give up.
if huifang and this friend do get promoted together, someday she really has to thanks this friend of hers who never failed to make her day.
when the results get released next next monday, you won't see huifang crying.
you won't.
sorry, she's lying. :)))
SHE'S CHERISHING HER TIME SHE HAS WITH HER CLASS, HER FRIENDS, AND HER CLIQUE. LEST SHE GETS LEFT BEHIND.
YOU, thank you for everything. huifang really loves a friend like you.
i told of my glory at 12:34 pm
Saturday, 29 September 2007
BOO! chinese paper, dhoby subway, kovan bowling, and the rest of the day with college 07"38" bball, water fight, mid-autumn fest celebration. what a great day i had :)))
chinese wad ZzzzZzzzZZzzZZz. hehs. first time i SCIBBLED so much on my exam paper when asleep and had to liquid it like ZzzZZzzZZZzzZZzz o.o BLAH. then went to ps with cel to meet limzijie. HA. subway was an UNGLAM meal for him xD (oh well, i did mention today to him that he's never glam xD) HAHA. but anyways, went to kovan to bowl after than and the coach whom i always see was there too and GUESS WHAT, HE TOOK THE LANE BESIDE US. we were =.= ALREADY LAH! stress you know. and blahs, my middle finger hurt (point too much of it? HAHA jkjk) and ended up a little swollen? BLAH.
went back to college to play bball with the 38s and hong kai. WOOHOO!! his friend came today also!! haha!! then it rained when we were playing halfway. then after the rain stopped we continued playing blahhssss... haha. got suaned by lawrence and hong kai for the same issue:
law was standing there and holding the ball loosely, so i ran over and snatched the ball away with a look that showed my sense of achievement and he said
"WALAO! WHY NEVER SEE YOU DO THAT IN GAME!"
less than ten minutes later, i was doing the same thing to hong kai when and he said
"WALAO! WHY NEVER SEE YOU DO THAT IN GAME!"
....... o.o
HURH HURH! then that kookoo friend of hong kai, name start with E de. he said i CAN shoot only when we're not in a game. as in, during a game, i shoot and miss. without a game, i shoot and get in alot of times. BLEH. and stupid lahs. sliding here and there. as in literally sliding! cos the floor was wet and we weren't wearing our shoes. haha.
oh and the water fight. OH MAN. im innocent! went back and got splashed by lawrenceteojianglui. THANKS ARH. qing jun the kookoo who started it LAH! hahas. but it was pretty dumb mannnns. nike bottles are a weapon and a defence xD
and so we left college, went for dinner and off to celebrate mid-autumn fest!! LOL. AIYOH. CHANG E ALREADY WENT HOME CAN!! ahh no choice. promos you know =x haha. we had our share of mooncakes, sparkles, and VIDEOS!! the foot massage kind of stepping stones!! LOL. michelle and darren were uhhh, running a race? 10 rounds LAH! blehs. only the 2 of them and linda not afraid of the pain o.o BRRRR. then ended up with guys pinned down and pressed onto the stones. LOL! pain but fun! HAHA. cos im not a victim xD took photos! YAY!! hahas.
came home tired but happy yea :)))
so love 38s.
and NO. 13!! :)))
i told of my glory at 1:08 am
Thursday, 27 September 2007
BOO! somehow, im afraid of thinking about what's going to happen on that day when we get our results back. yea yea, it's not the end of promos yet, but there's no more hope. im only left with chinese, chem mcq and cse. besides mcq, what hope is there left? HAHA. xD anyway, this year has definitely been nice.
1. nyco seniors, nyco camp, syf o7
2. pae0724
3. jae0723
4. nyco spastic clique, fake percussionists
5. combined house exco
6. ReVamped
7. 07"38" aka bball clique
such happiness in jc life. no doubt those late nights out always ended up with us exhausted, some facing curfews, some emo. much as there may have been conflicts, they were always there to make me feel better, to make me a better person.
nyco seniors, nyco camp, syf o7. those times of chiong-ing hw and playing weird songs on our qin, times we stayed in college till 10pm for practice, that was the time i met you. waiting for you seniors to walk out of college together, in the darkness, laughing at funny pictures and videos, playing cards on the bus using a qin box as table, scandals, scandals, scandals. jealousy, conflict, forgiveness. this was the first time i ever felt that bad criticising someone. someone who silently knew all that was going on in my mind, yet never blaming me. he remained by my side as a friend, as a senior, despite my harsh and insentive criticism. he forgave me. he did.
pae0724, those late night suppers at chomp chomp. well. not late night. we just stayed out till it was 10 plus after the dinner. haha :))) those bitchy times we all had with chern ron, hui qing. yea miss them so much. though we were a class which had the different extremes kind of people, we went crazy together. those times :))) valentines' day, scandals, cold wars. always remain that fresh in my mind.
jae0723, the crazy level camp when we almost made the trainer faint with our HIGH-ness our "da baos" and such. hehs. much as though we remain distant at times, we have our breaks together, we dont have bastardly black sheeps, we have our unique gays, we have ms hazel's love.
nyco spastic clique, much as though i feel inferior when it comes to skills in our instruments, they never fail to make me laugh. weijian, yiling, jess, kel, etc, they never fail to make me smile after each co practice. ever since the seniors have officially stepped down, they've become the ones who walk out with me. fake percussionists who always try out da gui with the different instruments, we never fail to rape the percussion instruments. taking spastic videos, pictures, etc, singing away, laughing away. we seem to make the weirdest combination no doubt.
combined house exco, those who also make my work easier.they who never failed to make me laugh at every meeting, come up with lame stuffs, crap when there's no teacher to chair the meeting. shi pei, danielle, ziting, shi xuan, jia hao, chris, kristine. people who NEVER fail to make me talk non-stop at the meetings. laugh at the guys, bitch around about our favourite "friend". open house. let's give it our best shot.
ReVamped, them who made me who i am, them who helped me rediscover my passion in music, them who made me feel i was SOMEONE. much as there was attitude problem i showed, they never failed to let me pass. no doubt we didnt know one another before this. but they were nice people to learn with and play with. times when we jammed, the time when eric crashed and called me a "retard drummer" cos he saw my drop my stick and actually hit myself with it, times when ming feng and kenny laughed at me when i dropped my drumsticks, times when we actually laughed like crazy over singing techniques.
o7"38" aka bball clique, the best part of my jc life. they never failed to make me feel at home. this toughest period when we were all stressed up with revision for the promotional exams, we had meals, studied, talked, crapped, bullshytted, played bball, destressed. all those things we did together. it's always been nice being with them. ming feng, lawrence, qing jun, linda, michelle, darren, etc etc. the ones who were always there in the same tutorial room. late nights in the college, plans to stay overnight which were never used, challenges posed to the security guards by going to the level 3 corridor to check out where that light came from despite being chased downstairs by them, running on the track, lying at the bball court, netball court, looking at the stars, strolling in the darkness on the track and singing away. laughing at one another's shortcomings, scandals, scandals, scandals, photos. i grew. i did. i realised that to settle a problem, the best way was to thrash things out directly. "someday we will know, if love can buy 2 pratas..." the times when i "ran" on despite being tired, wanting to give up and just "lie" there...
thank you for 2007. it had been a nice school year with all of you. we're halfway through the promos and almost at the finishing line for this year. run all the way friends, those who have extended your faith in me, those who have acknowledged my work, those of you who have told me you wanted me to be promoted with you all, i appreciate it all. you all are the nicest friends i could ever ask for.
i told of my glory at 11:11 pm
Wednesday, 26 September 2007
BOO!
chem. HA. please dont talk about it man! OH WELL. dont talk about the promos when they're over. HEE. pass or fail i REALLY DONT KNOW. lol. well. i dont know how i'll do. SERIOUSLY.
been playing basketball with the clique lately. oh well. "classmates" of mine. HAHA. xD YAY. we're planning an identity item xD HEHEHE. justin the tallie. lol. *AHEM. hehehehe. ahhh. LOADS OF FUN WITH THEM YEA xD
and i didnt sleep while studying!! HAHA~
ECONS TMR!! MID-AUTUMN FUN ON FRIDAY!! YAY!!! :)))
i love my 38s so much!! HEE!
i told of my glory at 11:07 pm
FOUND THIS!! SPOT ME!! xD
i told of my glory at 12:27 am
Tuesday, 25 September 2007
BOO! OH MAN.
please dont ask me how was maths. cos im so gonna tell you im gonna fail. DOOD.
so tmr is chem. WELL. i dont know. please let the paper be easy so i can do it. any difficult, then... well.
though the maths paper is already over and nothing can be done to salvage what pathetic result i may get back, seriously
im scared.
i want to get promoted.
im really getting very desperate for the promotion. PLEASE. im trying.
and i saw boy today. he was walking with his head low. tall as he was, he didnt look up at all. he walked the whole stretch of road looking at the ground. i hadnt seen him for 2 weeks. yet i couldnt bring myself to call out to him. promos. i knew it. everyone is feeling like shit as they think back about the promos they faced. what paper was his college having today though? i dont know. and i hope he'll be promoted too, with his commitments.
it's shockingly similar how our commitments are. but that's what made us friends :)))
a common goal.
and today, this person who walked past me, looked at me, and turned away. why?
this friend said~
im scared of the uncertainties nxt yr
life is so not standardise
HUIFANG- says:
yah
HUIFANG- says:
it's like
HUIFANG- says:
within one day my whole world can come crashing down
yes, im afraid, and im stressed. for the first time in my life.
thank you jc life. i so love jc life.
i told of my glory at 10:24 pm
BOO! got this off the email from ms hazel. i didnt think i'd have the patience to watch this, but i watched it. and it's really nice.
Facing Difficulties with trying your very best (A video that defines what is trying your very best):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XyPkUXGq1S0ms hazel is just like the coach while we're just like brock. she's definitely pushing us to show our limits, what we can actually accomplish. it's not an easy journey. but im sure we'll do it, at the end of year 2.
i told of my glory at 12:26 am
Monday, 24 September 2007
BOO! GP EXAM- please grant me an S at least. thank you.
BOO! :))) had a crazy day today with my 38s. hahas. when we came back to college from lunch, ming feng nad lawrence played AIR HOCKEY with the roller chairs. BLEH xD videos of them are simply nothing but full of laughs :))) then still played choo choo train and such o.o ERRR. oh and we played with smth. hahas. shan't say what, cos we're not supposed to touch it. HEHE. but it was damn fun. and disgusting o.o ERRR. hahas. ended up with some of us running out of the classroom? LOL.
and i slept in the classroom. BLAH.
and we played bball again. BLAH.
oh man!! that shuai ge that linda's so obssessed with. like HELLO she's influencing me too!! xD HAHA. but he sort of reminds me of an ex-colleague, well mayb not ex-colleague cos when he left, i joined. when i left, he rejoined. o.o hahas. but anyways, a tall bballer. HMM. nicole if you do read this i think you know who im referring to. ahahas. but i havent seen him in a long time. AHHH. and this guy is definitely cuter. LOL. oh man, linda, qj and i actually think the same way xD HAHA.
but of cos, not forgetting... WELL. a pretty hopeless case =x
i told of my glory at 11:04 pm
Sunday, 23 September 2007
BOO!
I FELT VIOLATED DURING BBALL TODAY
ALL THANKS TO A GIRL WHO IS SO GOOD AT DEFENCE SHE COULDNT STOP STICKING TO ME.
AS IN LITERALLY STICKING.
even ming said the same thing lah! like UH... never mind. doesnt matter.
went to sumo house. haha. oh man, not a very good place for fine dining hehe. =x
TOMORROW CHIONGGGGGG UNTIL NEXT WEDNESDAY!! GO!!!
oh man, that cute :) and i thought i'd rely on friendship alone, as i've been doing for the past months =x BLAH!
i told of my glory at 10:23 pm
Saturday, 22 September 2007
BOOO!! OH TANG YU ZHE RAWKS YEA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yBy0XefiUkY&mode=related&search=
a nice day today, studying in the hall, played bball after that and arghhhh. got hit on the head and mouth. HAII. then we were kookoo enough, when it got real dark we played a full court game. haha. OH and my new friend stella and i, we were having ALOT OF FUN during the game which had alot of DB-ers. LOL. you know what, we were opponents, so the 2 of us happily guarded each other, and i mean seriously guarding! we were like pushing each other when the ball was shot, only to be disappointed when the ball bounced to the other side of the net where dansu and chris and the jonathan were snatching. HEHE. me and stella were so "zhuang1 shi4 ping3" when they were in the game. LOL.
somehow i didnt bother despite ming telling me that "HE left college already, cos he knows you're here". even though ming meant it as a joke. but whatever reason it is, it's none of my business. i never liked you, i dont like you, and will never like you. admiration is different from liking. compliments mean nothing. so what if i have the same bag as you? just because of this scandal i dont think i have to change anything. if you're unhappy about it, "fuck you"s and middle fingers, dont ever effing look at me in the eyes and give that kind of expression EVER AGAIN.
liberate me from your "fuck you"s and middle fingers. AWW. :)))
i told of my glory at 11:30 pm
BOO! nice day today with the 38s~
hehes. woke up at 10am. and 5 min later the nicest neightbours upstairs started drilling away to such an extent that my toilet mirror was shaking slightly!! ARGHS. out to bring an earthquake man!! hah!! alrights, so went to school blahs. study study... NO NO NO... do maths do maths... until 6pm we went to play bball. AGAIN. ARGHS. blah blah blah, then after that went to do abit work again, then we left the college already. blehs. went to 7-11, we bought a super big gulp, and the 4 of us, ming feng, linda, me and law, we walked to central. stopped at a playground we passed by and sat down to chat. hehes. talked about games, played swing, blah blah, LOL. damn fun. left the playground at around 11pm. ahhh. im super tired bleahhs =x
i forgot derek's birthday. like HOW COULD I??! OH MANNN... im feeling guilty and sad!!
"38 n revamper has been too big part in ur life then u remove some part away"
good friend just told me this. well, you dont have to tell me this for me to feel guilty. ahhh. im already feeling that way. HAIIS.
but still, GO CRAZY WITH MY 38s. :)))
thanks for today when you all make me laugh so much.
freedom of speech!! xD LOL jkjk :)))
i told of my glory at 12:09 am
Thursday, 20 September 2007
BOO! today was a day started off with a BIG JOKE!! hehehe.
msged the house exco ppl who would be meeting me today, to meet me. so shi pei came, and told me she saw our beloved sexy mr william. so we went downstairs, bringing along XL and L to let him try the size. she predicted that he wouls wear XL and i predicted that he'd take L, judging by the fact that he'd probably like tight-fit. HAHA. but anyways, the cutting was much bigger, which i forgot, and he was SOOO stunned by the L. =.=" so he requested i bring S down to let him try. but shi pei argued that she would be taking S so YOU KNOW, HOW COULD THEY POSSIBLY WEAR THE SAME SIZE SHIRT!! HAHAH. so we came up, and brought XS, S and M down. he measured M and said "AIYAH, SO BIG LAH!" huurrrrrhs? HAHAHA. so he measured S and said "give me this!" LOL. shi pei and i were STUNNED. hahaha!! HE WANTS TO WEAR TIGHT FIT LAHHH heehee~
so today studied in college with the same old clique :))) plus eric today. hahas. ERRR, I HATE READING "TAU GAYS" COS I DONT KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO READ IT!! hah!!
"pe" at 5pm. DOOD~ they asked some TALL guy to join our game cos we were lack of one person to make 2 teams. ZZZ. he's like so DAMN tall that im only until his shoulder??! lan2 ban3 no need to snatch lerrrrrrr. ZZZ. damn sianner LOL. couldnt help but think back to someone similar to him in height and looks. hahahah. if skills too, then WOOHOO!! LOL. NEVERMIND~
went home slightly eralier today cos my throat is HORRIBLE. i talk with a weird tune you know =x
IM TIRED OF STUDYING!!
i told of my glory at 10:17 pm
Wednesday, 19 September 2007
BOO! hahahs. econs-ed, studied. BLAH! bball-ed :))) HEHEHES. and thanks lah idol!
well, lazy me, the last time timo tagged me, the last time ben tagged me, it's still in my drafts half done. HEE! so now, IDOL LAH! xD
The person who tagged you is:
luo jun. OH YEA IDOL!! :)))
Your relationship with him/her is:
he's my nyco senior, n of cos my idol :)
Your 5 impressions of him/her:
lame, funny, nice, act cool, IDOL!
The most memorable words he/she had said to you:
errrm... i think... well... talk a wide range of stuffs so i dont exactly rmbr. hehe xD
If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
OH YEAH MAN. LOL!
If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
grow taller :)))
If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
if he tells me to go away :)))
The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
uhhh, do for him arh? nthg lei how arh? xD HEHEHE.
aiyaahs, prelims now mah! SO MUST JIAYOU!!~
Your overall impression of him/ her is:
a nice friend, nice senior, nice idol :)))
How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
EMO!! HAPPY GO LUCKY!! WHEEE. the extremes yea. LOL.
The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are:
- i am ME. :)))
Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. bomb it back to IDOL~
2. yiling :)))
3. TIMO!! hehes now im throwing it back to you xD
4. sarene zhco mate~
5. kenny
6. simon the SPIDY :)))
7. zhenwen my wen-day!!
8. kang tai junior~
9. ben I TAG YOU BACK SOME OTHER THING!
10. my imaginary fren xiao ming :)))
Who is No. 6 (simon) having a relationship with?
uhhh. i dont know :)))
Is No. 9 (ben) a female or male?
male
If No. 7 (zhenwen) and 10 (my imaginary fren xiao ming) are together, will it be a good thing?
UH! that wouldnt come as a surprise as we share the same fren. LOL.
How about No. 8 (kangtai) and 5 (kenny)?
HELL yea =.=
What is No.2 (yiling) studying about?
uhhh. j1 stuff? lol.
When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3 (timo)?
chat arh. hmms. well, did talk abit today xD
What kind of music band does No. 8 (kangtai) listen to?
i dont know xD
Does No. 1 (IDOL) have any siblings?
AHHHHHHH I DONT KNOW!!! whoops *idol do u have any siblings?
Will you woo No. 3 (timo)?
HELL yea :))) LOL.
How about No.7 (zhenwen)?
she's alr mine!! LOL.
Is No. 4 (sarene) single?
hmm. that i dont know xD
What's the surname of No. 5 (kenny)?
kee
What's the name of No. 10 (my imaginary fren xiao ming)?
xiao ming lo.
What's the hobby of No. 4 (sarene)?
dizi!! :))))
Do No.5 (kenny) and 9 (ben) get along well?
yes they do. cos they dont know each other at all o.o
Where is No. 2 (yiling) studying at?
NYJC
Talk something casually about No. 1 (IDOL)?
IDOL ROCKS YEA!! :)))
Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8 (kangtai)?
dont think i'd want to try, aahha!
Where does No. 9 (ben) live?
i dont know xD
What colour does No. 4 (sarene) like?
ehhhh...
Are No. 5 (kenny) and 1 (IDOL)best friends?
they dont know each other as frens. haha!
Does No. 7 (zhenwen) like No. 2(yiling)?
YEA. when they dont even know each other yea. LOL.
FINALLY, i'm done with this=.=....
hehes. copied from idol's blog until the previous sentence. LOL!! xD AIYAH. inform when i feel like it xD
i told of my glory at 11:16 pm
Tuesday, 18 September 2007
BOO! im ZZZtired BAHHHS.
night study, blahs! WELL, daily routine alr LAH. =x
LAST LAP OF THE YEAR. RUN IT TILL THE END! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
ivy n i have got this thing on- we have to do one long chem qn n one long maths qn EVERYDAY so we help one another along. YAY CHIONGG AHHHH!!!
n i realised, i must be mad.
yea that's what happens when my carefree life has been taken away from me. OH MAN. sucks big time. ahhhh.
oh n i just watched barefooted's tcher's day concert video. welllll. no wonder simon said wad he said. lols. HEY WELL, i dont have a recording of ReVamped on tt day wad, too badddd. LOL.
i look forward to PeeeeEeeee :))) so what if nyjc pe has ended? 38's pe hasnt!! :)))
JIAYOUS MANNNN~
i told of my glory at 11:53 pm
Monday, 17 September 2007
BOO!
DANSON TANG IS SO MY LOVE!! OMG MANNNN~
ok enough, monday blues though. ARGHHS. mondays are always so o.o cos thr's GP + GP + CHEM + CHINESE. aww. the shortest ever timetable, yet the most-likely-to-fall-aslp-timetable. LOL.
and we had a combined house excos meeting. HA. combined meetings are always the fun-nest~
we had fun- danielle, ziting, shi xuan n i, trying to pronounce this word:
TAUMATAWHAKATANGIHANGAKOAUAUOTAMATEATURIPUKAKAPIKIMAUNGAHORONUKUPOKAIWHENUAKITANATAHU
it's 85 letters long, and it's the name of a new zealand hill!! and trust me, it's one word on its own. yahoo! it and you'll realise. the remarkable discovery of darren the kong sotong stuns me as to how he actually thought of finding the "world's longest word" through yahoo. LOL!! xD this is so gonna impress the secondary students with this intelligence of the nyjc house exco with words like dimethyl.....hydryl... blah blah!! xD HAHA. meeting was fun cos we really crapped alot!! LOL. n im in events with the girls team again!! :))) YAY.
AHA! i found the words that kong found online!! BE AmaZED~
PNEUMONOULTRAMICROSCOPICSILICOVOLCANOCONIOSIS
which means lung disease caused by breathing in particles of siliceous volcanic dust,
TETRAMETHYLDIAMINOBENZHYDRYLPHOSPHINOUS
which is a type of acid,
plus some more words i forgot what. ahahas.
AMAZED? COS I WAS VERY VERY MUCH AMAZED xD YAY I LEARNT 3 NEW WORDS TODAY!!
i love house exco,
i love 38s,
and last but not least,
i still love my 0723, despite our many differences...
we'll stick tgt till the end.
if we dont give up on one another, we'll hold on tgt.
and i definitely hope so... :)))
YAY!! meeting damien either tmr or wednesday to get the sample sizes for house exco!! YAY!! I LOVE HOUSE~ ahh damn, missed the "bonding" meeting today morn cos i overslept =x
TOMORROW IS TUESDAY!! YAY!! =.=" yet another day to countdown to the promos~
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
Sunday, 16 September 2007
boo. I SPENT MY DAY PLAYING THE WHOLE DAY COS I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL TO STUDY!! OMG LAHHHHH!!
i told of my glory at 10:02 pm
always, thrashing things out is the best solution.
to understand one another's intentions. :)
thank you.
i told of my glory at 4:33 pm
today i actually thought of the times during the past 16 years 9 months when i could have lost my life to naturnal/unnatural causes.
those were very close encounters. no i didnt end up on a drip at some hospital, but i always escaped death with only minor injuries or just a tongue bleeding non-stop.
miraculously.
i've led such a life where i escaped death this number of times.
i didnt challenge death. they were all just accidents. times when i didnt heed my parents' advice.
i met a stupid doctor who told me my tongue had to be sewn up in order to recover, only to be challenged by my own stubborness and the doctor told my parents to bring me to another hospital instead. glad i was that stubborn. cos the other doctor said my tongue didnt have to be sewn up. it could recover on its own. till now there leaves a scar.
the scar on my left leg.
the scar on my right arm. (no that doesnt make me look man or what cos it doesnt have stitches)
mf once said, i have to depend on myself to overcome any phobias, problems i have.
reflect reflect reflect...
so i shouldnt even be thinking of taking my own life for any matter.
as compared to what i've faced in my past experiences where i somehow managed to survive :)
i told of my glory at 2:06 pm
Thursday, 13 September 2007
BOO! today was a CRAZY day xD
day with 23s,
night with 38s.
chem-ed, maths-ed, IM NEGLECTING ECONS!! OH NO!!!
n i tell you, lawrence + ming feng combi is AHHHHHHH. KILLER!! =x the classroom was peaceful until there was only me, ming n law left. law started singing, ming starting singing, i started having a kookoo headache. HEHS! jkjk. wellll. we ended up rapping away yea. thanks to JAY CHOU. LOL. quite fun. n lawrence's voice is :)))) hahs. could have died laughing at their super perverted jokes LAH. like ZZZ!! xD n b4 leaving college they actually went to do SPASTIC stuffs at the pullup bars lah so yea, VIDEO!! xD they said to video de ok!! n the star is LAW!! then we walked with law to central aftr tt n well, ming has the most HORRIBLE jokes yea. lol.
n WHOO!! i learn SO MUCH when im with them yea. LOL. GENERAL KNOWLEDGE. unable to b acquired otherwise. bet half the ppl out there never knew something like what i learnt today existed cos i was stunned too. LOL. HEEHEES~ but ahhh. was fun with them yea xD
anyways, it's my blog DOODS, hell yea. you read, you dont understand, that's ur misfortune. cos it's been a waste of time reading something you dont understand. DOOD, as i say. WAHAHA hell yea, im notorious but well, just a tiny 2 years in this splendid jc where the good i face are more than enough to make me happy than the bad do make me sad, awww. i so love my 38s. but yea, i still love my language. i love my 38s. n i love
ME.
thank you!!
i saw derek today!! n i realised how much i missed june mugging sessions!! n nyco pracs!! AHHHH. thanks so much for making me realise i miss the seniors again. LOL xD so long since i last crapped n played arnd with ming kwang n others. AWW.
anyways, post-momo timetable is out, set by our beloved "VP" law today. DAILY PE!! WOOHOO!!~ n in the meantime, we will only have pe on weekends~ AWW. weekend lessons again. AHHHH. screwed. i want new earphones like HELLO!!
mayb i should learn fr ming n blog in perfect english. but WELL, till the day i feel like it then! :)))
pictures!! our mr unglam~ CLASSIC. mr "VP" law!
they just wanted to take pics of the lovely couple mr n "mrs" tay aka gay.
n he just loved taking pics of ppl's unglam =x
this never fails to make me smile. n i still fancy it aftr so long!! hahahS~ weiyi's
move along move along just to make it through~
i told of my glory at 11:11 pm
Wednesday, 12 September 2007
BOO! just came home and im TIRED LAH. wow. almost evryday's post says im tired. welllll. =x but my day had a SPASTIC ending all thanks to heidi ang o.o
we played musical CUSHIONS. o.o
no details lah. super unglam, stupid, blah blah. but FUN!! xD
38s had crashers today. zijie n bra n heidi. welcome welcome!!
felt a mix of emotions today as i was doing my maths n chem. i DIDNT FEEL LIKE studying. i just kept thinking of the day's events. im sorry i know i shouldnt be feeling this way as the promos are a mere 12 days away. im SORRY. im not EMO. im just feeling so tight up with work, work, work, catching up. i feel i dont belong there. im sorry. im sorry.
without you i feel so lost and so alone.
even though you are just my friend.
at times we even reach the stage where ms lim says is the zui gao jing jie, where we "zhi3 xu1 yi4 hui4, bu4 bi4 yan2 chuan2".
i shouldnt be feeling this way at this point of time, i shouldnt be feeling this way towards you, i shouldnt be harbouring such thoughts. never ever, towards you. what happened?
i gotta say what's in my mind
something about us
doesnt seem right these days
...
i've got to move on and be who i am
i just dont belong here i hope you understand
we might find a place in this world someday
but at least for now
i gotta go my own way
should i, should i not. you nvr want to accept facts as they are. you want to live in your own world. your own world, which doesnt include me... you have locked me out. you wont give me a chance will you? you never, you dont, and you will never.
sometimes friendship becomes a tiring thing i try so hard to maintain.
today i realise, i see, i think. i listen, i rmbr. i look, i think.
i think, i miss you.
i told of my glory at 10:40 pm
i read thru my past posts, n saw this:
"we played xiulvdehongzhong 3 times. but huqin section went crazy!!
1st time-ming kwang played erhu, lester played gaohu.
2nd time-ming kwang played zhonghu, lester played gaohu, i played gaohu.
3rd time-derek played gaohu, i played gaohu, ming kwang played erhu, lester played zhonghu.
seriously it was damn fun laaaaa. like siao. hmms. then we played sai ma n guang ming xing too. reminisce abt the past...."
where did these pre-syf fun times go to. i miss ming kwang.
i miss derek.
i miss sun yu.
i miss kai li.
i miss xiang feng.
i miss nyco practices... with the nicest seniors i ever had...
i told of my glory at 12:32 am
Tuesday, 11 September 2007
BOO! AHH. ystd wasnt online cos i wasnt feeling well. so didnt update! AHHH. but anyways, ystd the 38 school was having a holiday yea? hahas. left at 7 plus cos principal n DM werent around. xD LOL. WELLLL. n ystd was errrr. mugging with weiyi, law, etc. hahas. this was wad happened to law's tutorial when we went to get biscuits fr the council. weiyi is smart to do this eh xD
hahas. but anyways, was so shagged i slept at 9.30pm lah! =x LOL.
TODAY!! finally "38" school reopened. hehehs. studied til abt 6 plus then we went to play bball again!! xD WHEEES~ kookoo ming just cant stop suaning me today eh? cos there's this killer duo that's law + ming. =x ZZZ. thanks ah law. ZZZ. but anyways, went to eat mac with heidi n ming aftr tt cos law had to leave. n hmm!! were talking abt some diff issues bahs.
anyways, some pics of wad happened in class.
law's hand was moving very quickly =x n ming looking quite amused? LOL.
ERRRR. whoops. that's qing jun's GC. xD
taken by karen. THANKS ALOT :))))
n like how am i supposed to react??! people are searching "huifang nyco" "huifang reVamped" and "Gary Seng" and landing up on my blog??! THANKS AH.
sometimes it gets so contradicting within myself. an irony. i want to yet i dont want to. wish to? want to? i dont know. i got scolded by someone who woke me up with that scold. it helped me rethink what i really wanted out of what im holding onto now. maybe i should take some time, think about those around me. what they want out of me, n wad i should do to make it a fair deal. both sides do not end up giving equal. but as a friend, i should put in my best. regardless of whether i give more than you do.
he mentioned smth today. though it wasnt him who initiated it, i felt somewhat sad for the person involved. it wasnt up to me to decide. but it was just one cough which choked not only you, but us. it doesnt seem uncomfortable to you but is to the others. but no matter how good you may be, you will appear lousy in contrast to those you are with when they are stronger than you are. well, maybe the later doesnt include me, but somehow i think the ultimate choice isnt mine to make. much as i wished not to say what i said in reply today, i think i should say what i reckon would be the best. not for me, but for the sake of the big picture. i dont know what i should say either. i just want to say out what i really feel, what i've been keeping in my heart for so long... =x maybe what he says is right, give him another chance. we should talk to him about it.
she lacks the confidence, the perseverence; he lacks the X factor.
we are not to compare the 2 of them.
and yet, they each bring down the related.
sometimes i find myself thinking, why do people tend to read too much into my actions and words. such that doing something seems to pose a threat to you, posing a challenge to you, trying to make you feel inferior to me, trying to make you seem lousy, in short, to disintegrate your self-esteem. i did that with a mistake. it all started with a mistake. a beautiful mistake made by one big sotong who couldnt catch the word "chinese" infront which made all the difference in the world. but it is a beautiful process. for i got to know him, him, him and him. i continued and persevered on, for interest. if not for them, i may not have been able to fulfil my desire. you guys were the ones who kept my passion for music burning, much as it is of a totally different genre, when i was about to give up. sometimes, things dont go the way i want them to be and i feel so discouraged. you all helped me find a way to carry on again. and like those around me who keep me going by encouraging me, holding my hand to guide me along, being my torch when i was faced with darkness, i appreciate it alot. much as i wish not to do things against my own wishes, im willing to. for a friendship. not for a friend.
sometimes things dont go the way you do, but they only go this way to make you stronger.
a new line i picked up while playing bball "not everyday is sunday".
not everything will go as nicely as you want them to be always.
law and ming can always make me laugh no matter how irritated, pissed, irritated, pissed, irritated, pissed, and irritated and pissed with them.
with that chimpanzee face and expression. all thanks to law that bitch who started it. lol. :)))
no matter how angry i m n how i try to hide my laughter.
such laughter, so natural, so me.
i told of my glory at 11:09 pm
Sunday, 9 September 2007
BOO! i reached home at uhhhh, 9.45pm? hahahs long time since i came back at this time xD BUT ANOTHER DAY OF FUN!! hahas.
super funny lah. we were waiting waiting waiting... for ying xi to come so we could play bball. LOL. SUNDAY IS SO NOT A DAY FOR STUDYING!! :))) bra n law r damn gay can. but super funny. hehehs. n we played poker n blackjack. WAH WIN LAH! beginning 3 rounds i won, then i started losing n ended up losing abt $1.50 oh well, they wanted to play small lah. n so we went to play bball at abt 5 plus. hahahs. played till 8 plus =x WHEEE FUN LAH. today not much injuries on me. only left ankle hurting like ............. :((((( DAMN. but quite fun eh. hahahs. esp when play team n always ending up with the exactly same team xD GIRL-POWERRRR VS BROTHERHOOD~ hahahs!! ying xi the MVP!! WOOHOO!! aftr tt went for dinner afr that n went home le. COS EVRY1 NEED TO CHIONG I&R!! ZZZ.
BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING IT NOW!! I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!! :(((((( ZZZ.
N WE DIDNT RUN ARND THE TRACK IN THE DARKNESS TODAY!! AWWWW.
once again, a day i felt so much like myself, being able to talk n crap all wanted. LOL. ahhh. this holiday has been great. a study time n yet a relaxing time.
really thank ming, qingjun, ying xi, linda, chris, lawrence, shipei, darren, michelle. those ppl who made this sept holiday so enriching n fun in one way or another. ming, qj, yingxi, lawrence, chris, linda = ppl who nvr fail to make me laugh like some mad idiot while playing bball, oh n plus wj, jk n snoopy who also played bball ystd, darren n michelle for always being the object of tease in 4-58, shipei for always helping me when i have qns, etc etc. YAY THIS HOLS IS THE HAPPIEST I EVER FELT THIS YEAR!! :))))
such fond memories r meant to b kept in the heart n rmbred as part of my happy times in nyjc :)))
somehow, this was the motivation that made us so tempted to stay overnight in school at times.
"Despite this week being a holiday, i find myself having an obession of going to school everyday, such that i even feel like bringing my sleeping bag to school to camp one day."
quoted from ming, thought from my study group :)))
well, end of hols. IM SO SAD. for once =x
*P.S i see myself rising in popularity as more n more google "huifang reVamped" WOH. thanks ahh. i nvr knew i had more than 2 fans xD LOL :))) IM BEING BYL~
i told of my glory at 10:11 pm
Saturday, 8 September 2007
BOO! WOW. i left college at errrr. 10.45pm today? n it's like past 12 ALR??! HAHHA. xD DAMN FUN! I HAD SUCH A FUN N HAPPY DAY~ highlights at errrr. next next next paragraph. NIGHT FUN!! :))))
morn was boring. lols. 7.30am!! i think ming can go bang wall n die. hahas! he reached at 8 n i reached at 8.45 n qing jun reached at uhhhh. 9 smth? LOL. damn pengs~ well. cos of the rain LAH! xD then blah blahs, went out to eat breakfast, came back, did abit of chem, n went to amk hub. cos ming the kookoo had to meet his fren. hah! then came back with SUBWAY!! (limzijie r u JEALOUS alr??) hehes. aftr tt jiu not really got mood alr. zzz. play arnd, did abit more chem, 4 smth we went to play bball. WHOOOOTS~ SUPER FUN~ with wenjun, juekai (spell correct?) n some guy who looks like snoopy. LOL. n WOH, they like to do things the "MAN" way. xD SUPER FUNNY LAH~ then play till about 6 smth, SEH ALR LAH. then chris, lawrence, zican, yingxi came to join. WOOHOO!! SUPER FUN~ but ming n zc n law kp making such nasty comments that i threatened to HEHEHEH. well. n once, me n chris jumped n i somehow landed sprawled on the floor. OUCH LAH. my left palm :((( haiis. this happens when i bcm blur n snatch my own team mate's ball. =x then play till i think was 7 or 8 plus alr then we went to eat dinner. hahas. EVEN THE DINNER WAS FUNNY! laugh non-stop can! STUPID MING LAH. so pervert o.o then chris, law n zc also so... =x ZZZ. went back to college, we did our work while law, chris n zc played their magic card game. ALAMAK. so backdated one can??! LOL.
arnd 10pm we got CHASED out of the canteen. HAH. so we went to the atrium, n played poker. AHH SIAN LAH. law, chris n zc won games but me n ming didnt win AT ALL :((( ZZZ!!! but zc win til like WTH LAHS~ hahas.
then arnd..... 10.30pm we decided to leave the college. so we walked to the back gate. hmm!! :))) DARK LAH. thanks to lawrence who on-ed his hp white light to guide my way. hehe xD THEN SUAY, LOCKED! AS IN PADLOCKED!! ZZZ. i mean the gates lah. so NO CHOICE, whine whine n walk to front gate lohz. THEN FUNNY THING HAPPENED WHEN WE'RE WALKING ON THE TRACK!!
chris- "wah i feel like running lei"
UHHH!!! so we put down our stuffs, n decided to walk arnd the track once. hahas!! so zican n chris went one direction, me, lawrence, ming n qing jun walked the other way. i was PRACTICALLY clinging onto lawrence lahs! =x then when chris RAN=CHIONG past, thr was STRONG WIND!! HEHE. law stil say "WAH SHUANG!". then we walked 3/4 of the track when STUPID law suddenly said he want to run BUT I DIDNT WANT TO LET GO OF HIM N CONTINUED HOLDING ONTO HIM xD hehehes. so in the end i ran with him. hahas. we ran about 100m plus. with ming n qj running bhind us. EEE. COPYCAT!! nehninehnipoopoo xD HAHHAS. of cos we stil won them. but it was fun lah! :))) then we even went to the errrr. dropoff point? hahas. smwhr near the fountain lahs. to tk photo!! xD YAY.
really felt very happy today. felt so much like myself. flirting shamelessly with lawrence xD HEEHEE. poor lawrence being my victim. LOL. had so much fun with them that i think i really relaxed from my worries, my troubles, my workload. :)))) I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!!~
TOMORROW WE'RE GG BACK TO COLLEGE TOOOOO!!! :))))
oh n i didnt mention, ystd i got clobbered 3 times when playing night bball. i think i got partial night blindness. the ball hit my forehead once when chris tried to pass it to me, it landed directly on my nose once when i looked up to snatch a rebound, n i got elbowed once by qing jun cos she tried to block me. WAH. really total darkness =x 8 plus pm lah! DAMN DARK. canot c anythg =x
AHHHHHH!!!
i told of my glory at 11:32 pm
BOO! IM TIRED =x with my laptop, any day is an unproductive day =x but played bball today!! YAY. with chris mummy n ying xi :)))) n of cos mong, qing jun n linda. hahahs. SUPER pengs~ jie jie got GIRL POWER today n he scored SO MANY TIMES!! xD HEEHEE~ tmr's gonna b bball day again YAY :)))
n look how the drummer spins his drumsticks!! OMG I WANT ALSO!!
http://www.uab.com.sg/vid50.html <--- click
but well, pretty spastic videos. ahems~ thr's a zhss submission LAH o.o
TOMORROW!!~
i told of my glory at 12:07 am
Friday, 7 September 2007
Move along, move along like I know you do
Move Along - the all american rejects
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
[fade out]
i told of my glory at 1:36 pm
Thursday, 6 September 2007
BOO!
4-58 got GHOST lah. ask darren the kong and mong n they'll say yes too. SERIOUS. oh well, no choice lahs. IT follows kong =x lazy to describe the whole process, but started with michelle walking out of the room =x ZZZ. n ahems. i scolded "f*ck you" today. WL. stop the vulgarities coming back please. huifang has become a guai gia.
u said im weird these few days. I DIDNT DENY.
i FELT weird. i dont know wad im doing, talking, thinking.
i want to do a solo tmr. but will i b able to?
i dont know wads wrong with me.
i can seem to figure out anythg,
n i cant seem to cry anythg out with regards to such issues.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.
stress go away...
im sorry ming feng i didnt mean it...
i just couldnt help it..
i told of my glory at 11:56 pm
Wednesday, 5 September 2007
BOO! IM SUPER TIRED CAN??! 1020pm then left college lei. BLEARGHHS~
today did maths LAH n i think im productive at selective timings only LAH like so pathetic LAH like wad the hell is wrong with me i kept writing my "LAH"s capitalized n now im typing them this way. WELL. was unproductive at 5pm-7pm. I DONT KNOW LAH OK.
I MANAGED TO STEAL THESE FROM MING's PHONE!! :)))
i think this pic is nicer lah at least evry1's looking at the cam? well. pong looks like he's afraid of me though. so far apart!! LOL.
our audition!! LOOK AT MING LAH!! WOH~ n im *AHEM* at the back =x
mong flattened pooh pooh against the table n took a pic of him.
n heidi decided to reshape him n tk another pic. POOR POOH POOH!!
oh wells.
emo day.
AIYA, both mong n i emo at night. =x
oops. someone doesnt know tt i used their phone to zi lian xD AWW. THAT'S LIKE WAD WAS ENTERTAINING ME LAH. cos mong, qing jun n linda PS me =x they went to play bball n i just didnt feel like gg along lahs. so end up. me, heidi n zhengjie o.o ZZZ.
now that someone has mentioned, SHE's F*RK DISGUSTING LAH.
nb. copy somemore.
im gonna screw u upside down b*tch.
cos u dont have the rights to do wad I FANG² DO.
n that person. STOP lamenting will you? you just dont know wad u have to know. lamenting about things u THINK dont have when u actually alr possess them. just take a moment out of ur busy life n think it through. how many ppl have already expressed admiration for you?
n wad he said today
left me
speechless...
can u help me find a way to carry on again.
i told of my glory at 11:16 pm
Tuesday, 4 September 2007
BOO! MING FENG TOU PAI-ED MY UNGLAM JUST AWHILE AGO N IS THRETENING TO UPLOAD IT ON FRIENDSTER! SHYTZZZ. N HE TOLD ME "20 BUCKS TO DELETE THAT PHOTO FROM HIS PHONE" SO U LEAVE ME WITH NO CHOICE WAHAHAHA"
SO I SHALL POST HIS ACT CUTE NOW!! eEEEW~ xD
oh well now is 10pm n im home sweet home. lala. finally home earlier =x ahhhh. unproductive day today. cos i was SO COMFORTABLE in that COLD room. =x cold=too many fans. NOT aircon. ZZZ!! n i kp thinking of wad particular fren said ystd-
"WHY should u??! WHY???! u r NOT obliged to. no one can force u to do it if u dont want to."
"he's being VERY inconsiderate to not consider YOUR feelings despite being obviously aware of it."
i know. but i just cant bring myself to tel him to just go away.
i seem to have so much gg on in my life.
so many ppl moving in n out of my life.
tell me u're not leaving... alright? everything is nice the way it is... im happy, n i can c that u r...
*fren who wants his name censored* says:
can u al get tgt? LOL
*fren who wants his name censored* says:
then the story more interesting
yea man... i wish uh...
do u noe quite a number of ppl are alr thinking wad they shouldnt?
BUT SO WAD?! U DONT HELL OF A CARE LAH.
zzzzz...
i told of my glory at 2:52 pm
Monday, 3 September 2007
BOO! wahh TIRED!!
just now waiting for bus almost fell aslp leaning against the railing =x AHHH. morn went to college for econs. OH MAN. 8am u noe. ZZZ. then blah blahs, our class was practically having a picnic yea. eat non-stop. but so SAD i couldnt eat cos they were eating chips n i was having a sore throat yea. BOO. then had another econs lesson in the aftrnoon. the extra lesson. blearghs. went to class unprepared yea, n weiyi, sher n ruolin were UNGLAM-ing infront of ppl not fr 23 for eg. ming n kenny. o.O LOLz. aftr econs went to atrium to find heidi. ahhh. her bf was thr yea. so me n mong (hehs, such a kookoo nickname) went to find shi pei n studied thr. or rather, math-ed there. ha. I DID MY WORK FASTER THAN HIM!! :)))) YAY. for once i did math faster than him k. YAY!!
but the WHOLE aftrnoon + evening + night he kp ga jiao-ing me abt the same thing. n another person dulan-ed also. LOL. THANKS ALOT LAH MONG. it alr blew over like a month ago n he had to rake it up. ZZZ. stupid mong. kp trying, or rather, kp putting me with other guys. n one of being WITH THE GUY I WONT EVER FANCY IN MY WHOLE LIFE. thanks alot lah stupid mong. still dont get wad i mean despite me dropping so many OBVIOUS sarcastic hints? hmm. irony. sarcastic hints. lol. WADEVER LAH. stupid mong.
n yea, walking out was quiet. cos i was SHAGGED lah thank u so much to the whole aftrnoon + night of studying.
been a long time since i ever heard someone call me fang² alr. hahas!! :))))))
i told of my glory at 10:41 pm
Sunday, 2 September 2007
BOO. i went to derek's blog n i saw his picture. then, ming kwang logged into msn. n i was chatting with simon.
friday, samantha n sunyu came to give me my bday present fr them n xiangfeng n simon.
i realised how much i miss all of them.
i miss nyjc co practices THAT much.
i miss my seniors rather.
I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH LAH.
i told of my glory at 11:17 pm
wad matters most to me is why you do all the stuffs that make me happy
and we both are happy
laughing away
you are yourself
i am myself
we hide nothing
but you leave when you like it
and left me alone there.
and while im missing those times we had, you found a new pillar...
im all out of love
im so lost without you~
i told of my glory at 10:36 pm
BOO!
thinking of those qns tt im constantly being asked by those particular guys arnd me. for eg, not being against this particular guy, when he noes of this supposed girl who likes him, he asks who. n cos i dont know, i decide to find out for him. aftr knowing who, i just didnt want to tel him who. but he asks the standard qns~
the first qn- "rich anot?"
the second qn- "chio anot?"
which implies that in the current society, monetary value of the girl matters THAT much. n it actually equals to the value INSIDE her wallet. next is the physical beauty which comes as a second top priority, no matter whether it is a fling of a serious relationship.
even when i say "not chio lah." he stil would ask "really until the CMI standard meh?"
n thr's this person tt i complained to, a guy, whom i complained to about this, n he said smth like "mayb if is rich till he can dont have work that kind mayb he will want lei." when i mentioned tt the girl involved isnt most guys' definition of "chio".
such a realisitc society. physical beauty? cost to b measured in dollars n cents? OH MAN.
this is getting to b a disappointing world man.
especially the money part involved.
n next, well. im :))) alr, i've seen thru the haze yea.
«§þïÐÿ»™ =) muz smile... (= says:
"In weakness we are made strong"
«§þïÐÿ»™ =) muz smile... (= says:
dun give up hor
I WONT! :))) thanks so much simon!!
having a fren listen to me rant makes me feel so much better. RANT RANT RANT. blah blah.
thank you so much.
if only such frens were mine for keeps till the end...
i told of my glory at 1:29 am
Saturday, 1 September 2007
BOO! thanks ppl. well, initially, it mattered too much cos it was my
FIRST TIME
as a drummer on stage.
now im stil left tangled. LOL. yea man. now tt the ReVamped performance is a solved problem, thr's this next problem waiting for me to tackle...
to let know or not to?
an irony in my mind yea. REFLECT.
i told of my glory at 11:07 pm
i came across my senior's blog n saw this on the tchers' day concert:
the first band... crap de... their music is... argh... especially the drumset... doesnt he understand that perc is the heartbeat of music? his irregular heartbeat make mi worry if he'll actually kena heart attack rite there on the stage... hehe... fang was gd but not more confidence!!! but the singer hor... everyone whoz present will noe la...
then i landed at another nyjc-ians blog:
we had erm, 2 bands. the first one, the whole band was kinda T.T, the second one was good except for the SINGER. omg. they sang SWING SWING, and there's e falcetto part. and oh god bless me he was soooooo sharp, it can pierce thru anything >.<>
this definitely made me feel like i spent the past month doing the wrong things during my free time n spending like alr more than 50 bucks?
the performances was like BAD, cept for the drama which was quite interesting.
the 2 bands that performed, no offence, sucked balls.
then someone blogged something hopeful again:
band performances mostly by the J1s. kah kin's singing was okay i guess haha. the second band was pretty good with the tempo and stuff except for the vocal part.
n then when i read this i totally T.T :
the SINGING was fucking torturous.
i'm not exaggerating.
the first one was bad.
out of tune didnt go with the rhythm music too soft (not like we wanted it any louder cos it kinda sucked) person was screaming not singing.
yeah everything.
bad.
BUUUUT.
the second band or whatever was like the WORST
i swear i have never heard anyone sing that badly before.
ok maybe i have.
on those sg idol auditions.
he sang swing swing by the all-american rejects
HE TOTALLY TOTALLY RUINED THE SONG
i really think he is tone deaf
cos no one in their right mind can think that REMOTELY sounds like the original song
and if he was trying to make the song his own.
he shouldnt have tried.
his voice SUCKED he went high at all the wrong times WENT OUT OF TUNE SO BADLY didnt hold the notes he was supposed to hold ADDED IN HIS OWN WORDS had no sense of rhythm whatsoever
i cant believe they were allowed to perform on the stage
in front of the whole school.
it was SO BAD
no one wanted to listen anymore
people were like kinda booing.
ok maybe not booing
making a lot of noise
AND HE CONTINUED SINGING
i thought my ears were gonna BLEED please.
another blog i got to:
the singing by some band. the CANT SING. they were like SCREAMING. everything was OUT OF TUNE.
there was nothing good.
well i did get praises. thanks. but these make me feel so disappointed,
so discouraged.
so useless.
how SOME ppl can actually comment so badly when they themselves dont know a single thing about music. so wad if they know. i knew NOTHING of rock bands when i joined ReVamped. i didnt listen to rock songs b4 that. but i learnt. i learnt with help from those who knew n guided me along. n we put in so much effort, only to end up being criticised by the population. i didnt even cry reading all that. those insults, those criticisms. i just felt like i was gg to die already.
something i put so much effort in, only to receive such... i dont know wad to say. i feel so left alone all of a sudden. aftr the performance ystd, nothing happened. nothing was said between us. i dont know how they felt. i want to know how they felt. i was only told by darren that it's alr over.
even ming feng didnt say anything.
but i know how we all think. when we try n we fail.
miserably.
yes im finally crying but so wad, who cares?
i told of my glory at 4:02 pm
i went to ivy's blog n saw this:
n HF, stay happy k? u had a real valid reason y u cldn't help out. Haha:)
We'll always lov u!! Jia You 4 REVAMPED!
thanks ivy. thanks alot. i really appreciate it. but sometimes it gets difficult for all to accept this...
i told of my glory at 1:03 am