2010! :)
2009 has been really a great year for me. I feel that after just one year, I've changed, I feel, for the better. I've become a more forgiving person, a person who will care more but at the same time not care for those who dont open their hearts to me, and I felt, a better friend. And well, I just felt I wanna spend some time thinking back about things that have occured in (to my best) chronological order in 2009 that have changed my life somehow or other :)
1. Jan: Befriended someone friendly :)
2. Mar: Went to Genting with Winston and Myron and relatives. It was a really really unique trip cos I had friends with me. Friendships became closer through that trip too. And I found someone I could really trust :)
3. Apr: I found 1b21, people whom I could love, live with, fight with, cry with, turn to, and go crazy with. They are really my support in school and I really love school cos I know I have the greatest class in poly :)
4. Aug: My best birthday ever. To date I still smile when I think about it :) It's that special!
5. Sept: F1, one memorable event. It's a really once-in-a-lifetime experience, the kind of running around on race grounds to ensure the whole team is fine, along with my own Magicians. This was also the time I met Kien, who is my current Boss. It was also through F1 that I met Rivermaya, whom till date, are still in contact with me :) Yes, the very popular band in Phillipines. I got their contact number, emails and all.
6. Also in Sept: Recruit Express, allowed me to see what stress at work really was. Meeting deadlines, quotas, and at the same time maintaining proper admin support to MYSELF!
7. Nov: My license. I LOVE YOU LICENSE! :)
8. Dec: Got drunk first time in my life.. Or so Winston insists :P Hehehehe.
9. Again Dec: The first Christmas in my life that I've felt so happy, because I'm so involved in bringing joy to others.
10. People whom never left my life: 4e6 clique, 0820 girls, zijie & heidi, JT and eunice. All of you have been so magnificent this year! :)
1b21 friends have been my support whenever I feel down, especially my 1b21 girls whom are there with me in school everyday.
Kien is the reason why I'm enjoying my job so much now, and the reason why I even have this job.
4e6 clique are always there to go crazy with me and even got drunk and high with me.
Godbro Winston has taught me alot of stuff that I wouldnt learn elsewhere :) I seriously feel that he changed me alot because he taught me alot of things. He's also the only one whom this year, has changed me to be a better person in future. He's also the reason why I even started my license in the first place.
And of cos, Him whom never failed to guide me back to path whenever I lost my way. It's because of Him that I've not given up on many friendships. Cos I'm given a solution, when I trust Him. :)
Though with the different people, there have been tough periods, quarrels, nights of tears and insomnia, days when I even feel like I'm just dead because things get really really bad, and times when I tell myself and those around me that I want to forget that particular person because of all they've done to me. But after all that, behind these tears are the biggest smiles you've ever seen on Huifang's face. The happiness I've gotten from each of them far surpasses any unhappiness. :)
And it's nice to have someone really close that shares and understands the same goals and hopes, even if they're not your boyfriend. Hopefully one day we both will reach our dreams, together. We have alot more obtacles coming our way in this friendship, and I hope that by the end of the road, one thing that doesnt change is the trust I forever will have in you. :) It has been awesome having you by my side for the whole of this 2009, as you never fail to brighten up my days and make me smile like smiles are free, pat my head and make me feel like a little girl, and always make me feel assured that I'm in safe hands.
The tears are forgotten, because you always made me smile again.
2010, people, please drug me everyday and make me dance till i become as sexy as Megan Fox ohkay? :P (Yvonne sure cut everyone's queue to be first! Hehe.)
爱一个人不代表要拥有他,而是希望他幸幸福福的..
我觉得我长大了.. :)
Let me share, this whole new world, with you..