Monday, 31 May 2010
I dont like the feeling of coming out the test hall and feeling question marks above my headdddd :( It's just the feeling of not knowing whether what I've done is correct or not! It's not like I didnt study, I did, but somehow or other, everyone's answers are different?!
On the other hand, I'm going to Sentosa Cove tomorrow! :)
Gosh, juicy gossips on the web now :P HAHAHHA. Long time since I gossiped about people! :P Darn I'll get bad karma D: But well, once in awhileeeee!
And I successfully made a penguin balloon today! :D
i told of my glory at 11:37 pm
Sunday, 30 May 2010
Gosh, I cant believe I was so stupid to prepare to study the wrong subject today for TOMORROW's test. What a terror D: I brought all my MBS notes, only to realise upon Erika's mention that tmrw's paper is FINANCE! D:
So yeaaaa, mug Finance!! :(
On the other hand, was another mad-chiong day today. Morning show at Queenstown. Thank goodness for my dear Brother Winston whom could fetch me down to that ulu-mad-ulu area. Reached to meet a little adorable joke :) Sparky the black dog, whom rushed out of the door, slid and lost his balance down the slippery slope to greet us :) So adorable I tell you! He totally lost his balance but did not fall! :P A really active and adorable dog cos he doesnt like sniff sniff sniff but instead just looks up to acknowledge a guest :) Party and workshop were quite good, but dragged, thus Huifang was late for 313 show!
In the end, luckily Weijian was willing to be the mascot instead of me today since I was already running late and changing + makeup when I arrive would make us super duper late. :) In the end, gosh, we ran out of candy! But it was fun :) Today's Magic show program was Winston's Science Magic show :) YAY! But kuku him left so many things behind! LOL..
Went to study after. But was alright, at least I managed to cover Finance till chapter 3 already. Tomorrow I shall wake up to chiong chapter 4 and 5, and the practice paper! :)
I believe I can do well for Finance! :)
i told of my glory at 11:18 pm
Saturday, 29 May 2010
What a beautifully chiongsxz day :)
Morning show at Wildwildwet at Downtown East, was a mad rush. Cos needa walk so far D: And it was darn hot the weather yo! Winston and I were sweating madddd :( In the car the aircon was shioks much but the weather outside was soooo hot! Dragged show somemore. Zzz. Passive crowd much. Ohwells~
Headed to 313 next to do my 1-4.30pm show. Scary much cos I met some really unfriendly people :( But I also met many nice kids and parents whom took pics with me and talked to me, asked me stuff etc :) YAY! And I'm so glad Alexander is okay already! He's fine and walking cos he did his show at 313 today! :D And thankyou muchies to Brother whom came to pick me up from 313 to head down to The Regent Singapore for our emceeing!
Bride was really really really pretty today! I almost couldnt recognise her! :) And saw Jasmine whom I've been communicating with over email and she's really pretty too! :) Poor Winston's knee was hurting and he got pretty distracted over it. But it was good nevertheless! :) Ended on a good note hee! :)
And then Brother nice nice sent me home too! :) YAY!
Somemore shows to chiong tmrw! Start with one at 1030 already omgszx! Lucky it's a Science Workshop with Winston so I'm not the star :P And gosh I've got so many things to prepare NOW! D:
i told of my glory at 11:52 pm
Friday, 28 May 2010
Had a great day today! :)
Went to meet Weijian at Lavenderrrrr :) Then collected my clown costume! D: Horrorssss cos it was such a headache putting a whole suit together! And plus the meow meow which kept walking here and there meow-ing at me and Weijian D: LOL! Finally got I managed to get as much as possible, stuff which I like. :)
Headed down to Fareast for a fast fast manicure, then off to Cityhall for dinner with Abi and co! :) Surprised Abi with a Gift Voucher from Miss Selfridge and bought her Sushi Tei dinner! :) YAYS ENJOY! :D Coffee club for dessert before heading home in SONATA :P Hehe.
So Winston, that's how I got home so fast HEHEHEHEHE :P
Tomorrow super early show!! D:
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm
Having rehearsal for emceeing online is fun! :) Complete with lame jokes from the lame partner and non-stop madness laughter :P
And GOSH, we took 1 hour and 15 minutes! :)
i told of my glory at 1:19 am
Thursday, 27 May 2010
First thing! I am very much happy because papa has decided to purchase a new minibus for his business, which means that Huifang gets to drive an auto-transmission transport from the day she turns 21 and gets her vocational license :) Phew! Was a tough time convincing papa to do so, because he's afraid he will not be able to cope with the loan and all, but thank goodness I've convinced him that my salaries can hold me through if he needs to delay my allowance :) On the other hand, something really hilariously adrenaline-rushing happened in school today.
Today marks the day I met the guy with the least Emotional Quotient and offended me straight in my face. Hohoho. Too bad for him, he offended the wrong person. So begins this annoyingly act-smart guy, whom thinks that because he is in Public Speaking Class, means he has an immensely high amount of talent in public speaking. Little did he realise that he in fact, is in a class of high intellectual beings capable of speaking well infront of a crowd.
So this being, offered to do all the talking for a GROUP presentation (Mind you, group is the key word), and said that all Cheryl and I have to do is "Stand there and listen will do". Okay, I believe I did not acknowledge this fact by saying OKAY unlike what Cheryl did, so please, open up your freaking big ears and listen, will you? Unfortunately, his puny brain was unable to register my look which reflected mountaineous displeasure. Stepping up ahead, he went on and ranted what seemed more like probably 75% rubbish and 25% logic-that-everyone-already-knows. He used Cheryl as "THIS" as an example blah blah to support his description of visual aids. Okay, barely pass. I'll let you win for awhile. Let's see what you say about me.
So already reflecting my annoyance on my face to the class' obvious notice, he proceeded to describe me as "THIS" also. Hand on waist, no smile, look of annyoance, check all. And he proceeded to say this:
"This is what happens when you do not take care of your face. You'll be covered in pimples and acne."
WOH WOH WOH! DUDE, YOU'VE OFFENDED THE WRONG PERSON! To directly offend and tell lies of a lady whose face already reflects displeasure towards you is SUICIDE. Immediately, my face turned as black as a storm let me tell you, and literally the whole class erupted in shock and displeasure towards this unhealthy being offending the wrong lady.
Thank God for the fact that Mr Jeff was in class, otherwise I would never have any end to this argument with this being because he rebutted me each time I told him off. And he was rebutting points which weren't facts! ANCE? SORRY DUDE, THEYRE PIMPLES, NOT ACNE :) Mr Jeff did not attempt to stop, neither did he attempt to curb me from telling that being off in front of the whole class. No doubt, a personal attack and an attempt to embarrass me, but please, considering how the whole class was never much positive abuot him as seen from their reactions, sorry dude, you've done a big mistake today. Surprisingly, the class was telling me to cool off rather than stopping him from attacking me. You see whose the stronger being, you see whose the one whose arguing logic now.
Sorry dude, public speakers have to be sensitive and turn a lousy stick into a nice shiny bat through their language. That's the purpose of language, and the beauty of language. Not you, trying to put on a fake accent, insulting others thinking you're the best looking, always creating noise disturbances and not apologizing.
Well, you people know me. I dont provoke people, and I dont insult people, unless they do something wrong to annoy me. I'm a timebomb thats easily set off towards people I am displeased with. It's either I'm extremely forgiving towards you, or once you step on my tail, youre dead.
Sorry, this was my stress relief today :) And I left for dinner with my parents feeling extremely happy because it's been a long time since I argued with someone ;)
On a sidenote, I dont understand how people dont have a sense of urgency! Is it because I'm giving everyone too much incentive, nagging at them all the time, thus causing them to not be responsible for their own stuff? And the responsibility falls all on me cos of things I've done once, twice, for them??! SHIT. I have too many things to care about! ZZZ! D: This time round if you fail, it's your business already!
i told of my glory at 10:14 pm
I am packed with shows days before my tests HAHA.
Friday- 1 hour show;
Saturday- 4 hours show + 4 hours support show;
Sunday- 4 hours show.
LOL. Seems little right. But I tell you, IS MAD MAD MAD!
Well, Im saving up for my Genting trip and subsequently for car car. So I believe I will have the perseverence to pull through and study and do well in my tests! :)
Saturday is ton-studies already. Cannot wait any longer. Have procrastinated long enough! D:
PS. I shouldve gone to NYP instead so I can take ICAs instead of tests! D:
i told of my glory at 11:46 am
Wednesday, 26 May 2010
It's bad enough that I'm having events attacking me from all ways even including my test days. And now I cannot even go for my Genting trip in peace. FUCK YOUUUUU. For a moment I thought they were going to ask me to cancel my trip. If they did..... But luckily not. But either way, I'm not gonna take any calls from you people during my trip. Like seriously! It's my holiday! D:
So to add on, I dont need people to start attacking my standard from any way now.
Went to meet client with Pamela after school today. Gosh, I hate doing shows for expats especially if it's through an event company. They wanne pick on you and it's not just one degree but two degree, cos it's one attack after another. Saying "I'm not trying to be harsh on you but it's just that I'm a very straight person and I think my client knows what she wants so I think she wont take any Uhh, Errr, Errrrrrr from anyone" is just to cover her ugly backside and in the end, the actual client wasnt even that hostile or demanding but rather was friendly and patient! In fact, unbelievably, I was hoping she would say she doesnt want me to take this party. Because like c'mon, I already have to give up on show to do yours and because of your change in timing, I have to change my whole day's plans. From $80 income at least to only probably $30 just because I have to take up this lousy show. Seriously, honestly, and wholeheartedly, I'm hoping they take me off this show.
Just because I'm young doesnt mean I dont do it well.
Just because I'm a student doesnt mean I dont put effort into improving my performance at work.
Just because I've only been in the company for 7 months doesnt mean I'm lousy.
AND JUST BECAUSE I CARRY LV DOESNT MEAN IM FROM A FUCKING RICH FAMILY OKAY?
And I didnt get to buy my Royce chocolate. :( All thanks to that client. Zzzz!
i told of my glory at 10:48 pm
Tuesday, 25 May 2010
Gosh, today's Finance lesson was madness. I really dont understand a thing about Chapter 5. :(
This semester for me is super lax-ed, cos I've only got 17 CUs, but the MBS and Finance are enough to murder me D: And I dont know where to start, like seriously! :(
Since Finance failed to enter my mind just now, I'll attempt MBS now...
i told of my glory at 10:25 pm
Monday, 24 May 2010
My day was borrrrrring! Well, how much excitement to be expected on weekdays anyways?
I've got a presentation tomorrow and I only just realised today. HRM presentation. Oh well, luckily the presentation is quite simple so I can simply prepare it like now.. :P
On the other hand, I think I'm lagging behind quite alot for MBS D: And mid-sems are next week. And goodness sake, I've got shows this weekend -.- Sheeeeeeeet!
But well, Saturday's going to be an interesting day. I'm gonna conduct Games in a special way, and it's confirmed it's gonna be a combined show with Winston. Power with my Brother lei. Hahha interesting much! :P Really family show hurrrrrr D: I needa go brainstorm on Games again. Gosh, neverending brainstorming for work, that my brain is kinda dead by the time I turn to my schoolwork :/ NO GOOD!
And I'm glad Kien likes the scrapbook so much :) Makes the effort worth it. Though it's been 2nd night already and I still wake up with eyes half opened D:
ALRIGHT! Gotta do presentation stuffs :)
i told of my glory at 10:19 pm
I think I've been just offered a 1 year contract above my 3 year Gamesmaster contract, to be trained to be an Emcee under Mr Bottle's Kidsparty.
i told of my glory at 8:40 pm
Day today was great overall :)
Hilton was splendid, lunch with parents at Checkers and this little Jap/SG girl Anna whom said "I'll miss you" when I said bye to her. She's really sweet and really smart, and adorable too. :)
Taman Siglap was pretty good too, cos it was an almost all-girls party and the girls were super onzzzzzzzzz! So Games was good! :)
Cabbed over to Winston's place after that to return him the sound system before we headed down to Somerset for company meeting. Gosh, some kind of meeting! We were at Kbox Cineleisure, buffet-ing and singing and celebrating Kien's birthday :) I guess Kien was happy too! Receiving so many sweet sweet surprises from all of us! :) And Im guessing he liked the scrapbook I'd compiled as seen from his expression :) SUCCESS! Mr Bottle Idol was bad for me because my throat was worse than ever, and I couldnt sing the songs I like. :( But consolation was probably that I'd gotten 3rd in terms of number of hours clocked in in 2010 to date.
Honestly, I was expecting not to get selected, considering that the number of shows I'm taking up have dropped pretty drastically. But then again, I'm the only Gamesmaster (besides Kien) in the company and I'm regularly taking up 95% of the shows sent to me. So getting 3rd, I'm not really that entirely satisfied or something either. It's like, true, today I am 3rd, but with each passing day, as more talents enter the company, it becomes more and more competitive.
I get scared of my own shadow sometimes. D:
Is this a sign that I'm losing faith in my own capabilities or just myself? I dont know either :) And I dont wish to find that out. All I have to do now is just to push forward and move further up the chart. Whether or not I reach 1st, it doesnt matter, but just to move forward.
Oh on a sidenote, I actually felt that someone was attractive today. Attractive does not equal to have a crush/ like/ got feelings for. But I felt not the usual negativity towards him, and did not do my usual bitchy-act-atas-ness at him. Hmm :) And person offered to give me a lift home before going off. HAHAHHA. Happy much, but nah, I still dont have the confidence to be in his car without feeling awkwardly uncomfortable. :P And I cannot pangseh Abi :)
Something random on the way home though. All that the cab uncle said, only one thing was absorbed into my mind. The thing about looks surpassing all being so common nowadays. Superficial indeed, and shouldnt be taken as a criteria to be top when looking for a boyfriend/ girlfriend. Seeing how handsome he is and forgetting he once hurt you that bad, seeing that they are pretty and forget all about the previous complaints about bad impression cos of issues liek integrity and punctuality, seeing that he's cute and forgetting about what a jerk people have told you he is, all these arent fake. It's not just entirely abuot going into a relationship, but just forgiving a person for their looks... Why are they complimented for something they didnt fight for?
But yet when looking to get a girlfriend, people are expected to go for character, what's within.
But how many people really do?
Really no faith in mankind, or just sulky over the unfairness in life?
But still, life goes on. :) My Prince Charming will never arrive, cos I dont believe in him anymore. But the one whom will accept me for who I am, appreciate my character, and love me for who I am, will come, someday, even when I'm not looking.
So many things to do, so little time. So much $$ coming in, but probable cash flow problem cos of low amount of liquid assets. TSK. I am very tired and it is now 1.06am. I still have not sorted out the emotional turmoil going on in my heart and I have not done homework yet. TSK TSK :( Rawr. I shall go and sleep since Brother is also asleep already.
i told of my glory at 12:35 am
Sunday, 23 May 2010
It doesnt help when I'm beginning to show results but yet do things to benefit others and then in the end I'm the one being left aside to rot and die alone.
Be it results, or what I have to show to prove my worth, it's my own choice. If it has to be someone to leave, it will definitely not be me. Even though I brought people in to invade my own territory, to spoil my market share, but I dont have to be the one to leave cos ultimately I'm much better than them all.
I always have to draw a clear line between friendship and work. Never let anyone affect myself again, ever again.
When I'm talking work to you, please be serious. I'm very serious from today onwards. 23 May 2010.
i told of my glory at 2:38 am
Saturday, 22 May 2010
I am so busy I dont have time to blog.
1. Shows were great
2. Thankyou thankyou thankyou Winston for fetching me into and out of Fort Canning for our shows
3. Thankyou thankyou Benny for realising we forgot to bring the sound system back and called me! And for passing it to me in Town!
4. Met Weijian for dinner and some shopping after shows
5. My throat is still terrible for singing
6. Making Kien's present now :)
AND ENJOYING IT! Blog more tomorrow cos it's gonna be an interesting day tomorrow! :)
i told of my glory at 11:47 pm
Friday, 21 May 2010
My day was maddddddddddddd :)
Morning shop audits, then went to Roxy to return Sylphy to Dave :( Byebye Sylphy. I liked Sylphy more than Lancer. Maybe I should buy a Sylphy in future instead. Bigger car, more trouble and worry, but feel safer inside it! :)
Went down to Westcoast Market for lunch with Pamela and Kien plus Abi after that before heading down to office for training before heading to the Zoo to meet the client. Welllll, the practice was pretty good, but turned out like just neutral to the Zoo cos of... I dont know why either. But she was saying that the demo by me and Kien was more energetic. Like seriously, I had a sore throat then. :( And I dont know, I did a Game to demo her what we do. And in the end, it was just liek that lo. Quite demoralising actually. Pam understand :(
Then went to pickup Alexander before heading down to Resorts World for next meeting. Poor Alex is still in crutches and cannot walk :( And he still gotta go do showcase for his Closeup magic. Oh well.
Dropped off before RWS, and went down to Carlton for Law prom :) Was a great event! Had fun taking photos of people and all :) Was really interesting I felt!
End of my day like that, so busy! :( But at least, I had Sylphy with me for the morning. Sylphy is so love please. Even Winston lieks it besides its slow acceleration. Same same for Huifang :) Wheeee! MAYBE, we'll see when Sylphy is back with Dave :)
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
Just came home from a super tiring chiong day!
Morning, woke up to go collect Sylphy from Dave :) So embarrassing because after I got into the car after having to wait for it to come back from maintenance, I sat inside for like 5 minutes before moving off, because I couldnt find the handbrake! D: Ends up, Sylphy had a footbrake instead. Hmm.
Turned out and realised my petrol was at Empty and light was on already (DANGER!). So I went to Esso, which was like the nearest petrol station. Embarrassment 2 and 3 comes in:
1. I parked the car side left to petrol pump when the place to pump in on Sylphy is on the right
2. I asked the guy which is equivalent to petrol 92 at Caltex cos I'VE NEVER BEEN TO ESSO D:
The guy LOL-ed at me please. :( So embarrassing. So drove over to Heidi's and Sarene's place to pick them up! :) Went to Marina Sq for Yuki Yaki lunch! Great promo they have :) It's pretty worthwhile. Hee. Full from food, went ahead to school for Graduation Ceremony! So proud of my dear friend Abigail She whom has officially graduated! :) Her happy face was so.... HAPPY! :)
Went to pick up Winston for dinner afters :) Commonwealth Butter ribs again! :D Wheeeee! Huifang's love. But I was still quite full from lunch :( Wasteddddd. Hurhur. Then drove to Heartland Mall, sent H and S home, picked up Weijian and Ernest, and AIRPORT SUPPER!!! :D
Huifang likes Airport Supper cos there's aircon, there's comfort, and there's yummy food :) Popeye's mash potato, biscuit, and I just love the airport! :) Stupid Winston like driving go-kart at the expressway cos there were no cars D: LOL!
Home sweet home afters. I was sleeping so shiok and stupid Winston woke me up D: Meh meh! DONT LIKE YOUUUSSSS! But well, parking was a terror at home too :( I had to go up like 2 full multi-storey carparks before I finally found a lot at the 2nd topmost level D: Horrorrrrrrs!
Maybe fetch my dear mama to work tomorrow if I can wake up early enough! D:
But I love my day today! Thanks to Sarene, Heidi, Weijian, Ernest, and definitely my best Brother Winston! :)))))
i told of my glory at 1:57 am
Thursday, 20 May 2010
Early in the morning spoil my mood! !)*%)*@%^($*#^%
I dont like it when people use age as a pressurizing factor over me. Nice attempt, but instantly, it doesnt work.
I dont like it when people are of the same position as me but use that to lord over and control me. Nice attempt, but sorry, fail.
Walao, what is wrong with the people around me nowadays, keep trying to put me down. Is my status that high? I dont even think so -.- Or maybe they're just seeking the cheap thrill of having someone lose out to them for a moment.
I respect and give in to people because I respect them and they deserve me to. IF you dont happen to belong to the category above, FAT HOPE. And c'mon, I'm much more forgiving than some whom dont even bother speaking to you already. Friends just like to be judgemental and assume things that didnt even cross my mind, but only to confront me about it making me more pissed than ever cos WALAO, YOUR HEART IS FREAKING SMALL PLEASE! It didnt even cross my mind, why voice your displeasure and only make me annoyed at you?
I just did the selection which will change my life, probably.
1. Finance & Investment and Banking
2. Finance & Investment and Human Resource
3. Human Resource and Tourism Management
Banking is dead dry. But I think, for the sake of my future, for the love of numbers, for putting my good BA1, BA2 and Business Stats grades to use, I'll go ahead with my choices this way. Apparently, my classmates think I'm like mad to get B+, A and A for the abovementioned 3 subjects. I think theyre so cute hahha. But these 3 subjects are pre-requisites for entering B & F.
I think I want to walk my Brother's footsteps. But I dont know how well I'll do. It's a headache because if I fail to do as well as him, I will end up nowhere. Oh wait, there is somewhere. Private unis which I have never approved off ever since the day I was born. If I have to get somewhere in SINGAPORE, it will be in a SINGAPORE UNI. That's my statement. If youre not happy and want to stand up for Private unis, fuck off first. I already have had heard many times, repeated stands and arguments from private uni students and non-private uni students for being pro-private uni but am still not positive of it, never one moment. And I'm positive I'll only end up there when my grades suck balls. This is my stand. And I dont wanne end up there. Thats why I'll do anything and everything just to get into a SG uni.
They call it networking/ socialising/ preparing for your future/ covering own backside. Sorry people, I am that self-centred when it comes to my future :)
USELESS RANTING PIECE OF THRASH :)
I miss xiaobai! :)
i told of my glory at 8:37 am
Wednesday, 19 May 2010
Day was very very tiring.
Waking up early for the elective talk, just to realise that tomorrow is already the selection.
Banking and Finance is a highly-oversubscribed module and is challenging and exam-based.
HRM and Finance is relatively appealing but HRM lost it's appeal after I realised how uninteresting it is to learn about HRM rather than be involved in HRM. It's just different.
All other electives are just fucked up seriously. Tourism prospects are like so bleak because as compared to HTM and LRM students, we're like... nowhere near their level nor standard cos of only 4 elective modules taken.
Im a little enthusiastic over the opportunity to drive a sylphy tomorrow, but then again I feel so...
I dont know. I'm having a big headache over my electives :(
And whatever with the insurance issue, I dont wish to know whatever it means.
Everything is such a disappointment sometimes. Fuck my life sometimes, seriously.
Ive lost count of money, so much so that money loses value. I have to value it back again, before I can save it up for my bright future.
i told of my glory at 11:44 pm
Tuesday, 18 May 2010
Ahhhh!! NIGHTMARE! Chinyi sent me an email without our project report attachment D: So we went to school without our HRM report! :(
Geeeeee! D:
Ends up, teacher didnt wanne see our report also :( But a right thing done! Goodjob for HEADHUNTING! :)
Elective talk is tomorrow, so I guess I'll decide which electives I'll take up by the end of tomorrow. Overheard some damn cocky guy talking out super loudly in the computer lab today about Finance sucks cos it's so tough and Tourism is so lousy cos it's boring and HR is dry. Please, dont comment so much when he doesnt even take all of that electives! D:
Less than a month to Genting! IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT :) And please tests please come and go! I'm ready for tests! :P And I think Business Finance is really the basics of Finance.. Cos it seems simpler than I thought actually...... :P I like Finance actually! :) Wheeee!
PROJECTs!
i told of my glory at 11:10 pm
Monday, 17 May 2010
I've got very serious project-phobia. :(
Woke up at 8 plus to go to school to chiong HRM project, to which I felt was not very much productive. I was doing my own peer-tutoring notes most of the time, at least it was the same subject.
1 hour APEL lesson and end of school. ZZZ! Then went to CLAN to collect my paycheque. Omg scary hahha. The moment I walked in, Ginny was like "HUIFANG!!!!!!!" Woots! Money in today! :) And she introduced me to the new office staffs and all, and she was saying how good I am in communications and coordination. Omgosh stress please. Hahha. Then she told me that she'd need people to assist her for a dont-know-what-vessel-learning-trip program thing and she said she wants me to help her! D: And she was like "MUST KEEP IN CONTACT HOR!!!" and passed me her namecard telling me not to lose it LOL! Hyper 5 minutes upstairs! D:
Then off to Tampines Mall to wait wait wait wait wait and spent 2 hours in BK for a half hour meeting. Yawnsssss! :( At least I managed to do my project while waiting. Oh well, the beauty of my blue little netbook :D Love it to bitsxzsxz!! :D
And YOG is confirmed! :) So happy! I'm going with the balloonists and Boss and Apple and Pamela! I thought would involve the whole company. Oh well, apparently, not. Benny and I are on top of the list woooooots! :)))))
LESS THAN A MONTH TO GENTING!! :DDD
I am so very much looking forward to that trip manzzzzzz :) I just know it'll be a good one! :)
On a sidenote, I keep harping on an issue today in my mind and I cant seem to get over it! D: Annoyeddd~
i told of my glory at 10:24 pm
Keep hearing about Justin Bieber, and the first song I heard of his I'm in love with his song already! It's not entirely nice, but I like the lyrics! :) :D Yah lah, maybe Erika will scold me kuku again D: LOL!
My friends say I’m a fool to think
That you’re the one for me
I guess I’m just a sucker for love
‘Cuz honestly the truth is that
You know I’m never leavin’
‘Cuz you’re my angel sent from above
Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I’ll put nothin above ya. above ya
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me u love me
People try to tell me
But I still refuse to listen
Cuz they don’t get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
A thousand days without your love, oh your love
Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I’ll put nothin above ya. above ya
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me
Say that u miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me.
My heart is blind but I don’t care
‘Cuz when I’m with you everything has disappeared
And every time I hold you near
I never wanna let you go, oh
i told of my glory at 12:57 am
Sunday, 16 May 2010
What a tiring day :( Spelt at 3am yesterday and woke up at 11am to rush for 12.30pm Arts and Craft at Ritz D:
Ritz was good today, cos there were so few kids only! :P Abigail and I were basically entertaining ourselves for the first 20 minutes, until kids starting coming in like one by one. End of the hour with extra half an hour done for them, I had only probably entertained 6 or 7 kids? Gahhhh!
Lunched with Abi afters before going down to meet the couple :) For 29th May, I hope it's as successful as my first venture yesterday afternoon! :)
Word of mouth marketing and seeing-is-believing. I love these 2 concepts :)
Weekend is over, back to project D:
i told of my glory at 9:20 pm
Saturday, 15 May 2010
Today was a good day! :) Hahahha. Was almost late for my 12.30pm show today! D: Rawr. Hot hot day at Fort Canning but enjoyed much :) I dont know how Kien, Pamela etc are so cool with it when me and Winston were SO hot and standing under the fan to not much help D:
But still, Bro, I felt your show today was not bad leh! :) Kien seemed quiet pleased ;)
Welllllllll, off to Nic's house to celebrate his 21st! :)
i told of my glory at 7:28 pm
Tired D: Came home late yesterday night cos was out celebrating Abi's bird-dayssssss with 4e6 clique :)
Glenn and Noel were like super tired,
Zhenwen ran off with her boyf,
Abi, Timo and I enjoyed much :)
Before that, was out shopping with Sarene and Heidi for dress D: Saw some chio nice bang designs :) Ahhh. But havent bought yet :X Hehehe.
Long day ahead of me today :( 1 game, 2 parties to run to D: But welllllll, I had SOME sleep, and withdrew from BA event, so Im less tired than what I anticipated. But horrors, I LOST MY VOICE!
Shit D:
i told of my glory at 11:00 am
Thursday, 13 May 2010
Day was mad rush. Rushed to collect balloons, rushed to Bugis to collect makeup, then rushed down to Orchard for express pedi to beautify my broken nail and lunch.
School was a splendid 1 hour 20 minutes today, sitting through impromptu speeches by classmates and doing my own too. Mine was a great topic "Advice I would give to a younger brother/sister". Easy much :) Like very easy please. I exceeded time by 16 seconds and got deducted one mark though. Gahhh, hopefully my content and all are able to supplement and bring up my marks to a high A! Geraldine was next door and when I went out, she was outside too! But her topic was "Why I prefer meat over vegetables". Wtf that's like the most retarded question I've ever seen! :/ And she was writing out some stuff about protein and all. LOL! Oh gosh.
Went to hunt for dress again after class but havent really found something I fall in love with at first sight :( Gahhh, being an emcee is so troublesome also! :(
On the other hand, I am terribly annoyed when I dont understand why some people try to make things worse for me. Like it's smart to make "smart" assumptions, but not at the expense or high cost of ME! I dont know, trying to please both parties and yet do a good job myself isnt easy. Yadah yadah, same complaints. But I dont like how Im being used as a center when he can actually tell Winston off without having to bringing me into the picture. Using my name and telling him off, totally irrelevant! I am so angry you know, so angry! Because I want the best for brother, and I also want the best for the company.
If today's complaints by anyone goes unnoticed, it will snowball into a big problem when many are complaining about the same issue! So I have to make a stand! But when making a stand becomes MY FAULT, oh gosh please. I know only those whom can see through this thick fog will survive. I hope he really will understand that he can tackle a problem in a less hurting way, by not forgoing anyone or at the expense of anyone :(
And Im really thankful for the support I have to tide me through all problems and difficulties. When people lose trust in me and I lose faith in my own abilities.
Kaka, thankyou for appearing at the right time always! Recently it's always Kaka or C to the rescue :) Im glad for them :) And well, I wont blame them, for losing trust because of what others say, for saying the wrong things, for being spoilt, for choosing to forsake me just to thrash things out. I wont. Because I know that in future, I might be the one making this such mistake.... :)
i told of my glory at 11:56 pm
Wednesday, 12 May 2010
I got so many things to do but I dont want to do them. I'm waiting for my Guardian Angel to come to my room and do my homework for me tonight D: GAHHHH!!
Project progress is.......... CHUI. But thank goodness I found my stupid dumbass thumby-drive. Love love my thumbdrive :D Needa buck up on my projects soon manz :P
Oh yes, I've got a super duper lame classmate Ivan! Yes, he whom just turned 18 yesterday :D Ivan is so lame I'd punch myself listening to him D: Cos he's really that hilariously terrible! :P
Hello Brother I actually think I miss your lame-ness! :)
On a sidenote, I dont know how some people can be so..... I dont even know what to describe them with. If a person helped me once, twice, introduced me a job, blah blah. I'd thank the person, ever so sincerely, buy them a meal or two or a present to show my appreciation. But some people actually have the cheek to tell me to give them a treat instead. WTF? I never even expect your thanks or what. Everyone's happy, thats all that matters. Zzz!
Someone whom will be there to encourage you when youre down, someone to take care of you and stand up for you with you against all odds.
I like! :)
i told of my glory at 10:20 pm
Tuesday, 11 May 2010
Happy day today :) Celebrated our 2 May babies' birthdays over lunch :) Our Business Finance tutor was super zi-high and asked the class to sing Ivan a birthday song cos his birthday is TODAY! So of cos, our class tried to be funny and suggested singing a Madarin version too. And guess what, stupid toad in class said "I believe we do not have time to choose languages." Trust me, I'm gonna punch that toad's face soon if he offends me in my face. GRRRR!
When we went out for lunch during our 2 hour break, we went for BBQ Chicken. Heavenly food :) And thinking we had a long time, we enjoyed our food and all, only to realise that we were running late when we only had 15 minutes left to our HRM tutorial D: LOL! In the end, split cab. 16/4=4. Nice perfect number :) 4 cabs back to school! Disadvantage of not driving!! D:
But well, today was fun I think :) And I realised, my class can be really great and fun too! Onzzzzzz TTM! :D
Projects are piling up now! 2 deadlines next Friday! And I suck at IT D: Stupid Business Systems subject giving me a headache :(
Gonna start on my reflectino journal for HRM first.... :(
i told of my glory at 9:48 pm
Monday, 10 May 2010
Busy day of travelling from East to West of SG. Experimented new method of getting to office. Terrible way. I'd rather 78 from Clementi and walk to office D:
Brought Yanlin, Jenmey, Hin Ho, Sarene and Heidi to office for interview today :) Was good. But I got exposed by Kien for giving them tips D: Cos he smsed me "All good. They all like got training b4 they come? Haha." ALAMAK! Terrible. I got exposeddddd. D:
But Boss is not angry! :) On the contrary, he was impressed they took the effort to prepare! :)
PLUS, I GOT A GOOD FEEDBACK TODAY! :) It was from the tiring party I did last Saturday:
"I was not there during the party, I went there to organize the room and then I left.
But asked Sara if she liked it, her response was that she loved it. I also asked two mothers that were there, and they liked it. They seemed to have fun during the party."
But anyways, went to this idk-what restaurant it is at Serangoon Gardens with Sarene and Heidi :) Been so long since I hung out with them :) Dinnered, dessert at Frolick!
TIRED NOW! Oh anyways, someone's eyes were trailing me as I walked past her on the train. I didnt notice it. Sarene and Heidi did. Lol. They like what's on my arm :P Hehehehe!
Long day in school tmrw! :)
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again
If we ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (if we ever meet again)
If we ever meet again
I won't let you go away (said if we ever meet again)
I'm starting to miss the clubbing scene. But please Huifang, study hard and work hard! :)
i told of my glory at 11:46 pm
Sunday, 9 May 2010
Happy Mothers' Day :) Yay! I actually felt I did the most this year's mothers' day even though I did nothing much for mummy.
Went to Hilton for show today :) Met Angela, her bro and May. Angela was doing balloons while I did Art and Craft and May was doing photography. Fun much cos the crowd was really welcoming today! But managed to wrap up everything by 2.20pm, and went to eat buffet! Discovered something new today: WAGYU BEEF! Wa, I never knew they had that! Gosh, like heavenly, damn big a slice of it! But I almost died eating it cos it was such a big slice! D: Usual dosage of prawns, crayfish and smoked salmon, and drank the forest mushroom soup first time today too! Equally good! :)
Talked to May after she ended while I was still eating my desserts, and she asked where I was heading for after Hilton. Told her about what happened, because I felt that I wanted my Boss to go down to visit W's mummy. But Boss wasn't free cos he still had another show later on, so in the end, I went down with May :) Cos May is Boss' girlf :D Heehee. Hunted for flowers in Orchard area near Hilton after lunch to no avail D: And in the end, May drove me to HollandV to buy :) Bought a bouquet of Lilies that were sadly not opened yet! Meh meh! Not pretty yet! Then we went down to NUH :)
Was really worrying since yesterday night on how W's mummy's condition is. But so glad to see her today knowing she's actually much better already after the op. :) And thank goodness for May bringing me there otherwise I'd get lost! Chatted with W's mummy about school, driving etc etc and Physics stuff omg -.- May and her, not me. I'm a Physics total fail. Lol. Left the room when W's dad, sis and bro came. So sweet of them to prepare a Mothers' Day basket of flowers with a big heart shaped balloon for their mummy. :) Even May says it's sweet of them! :)
This year's mothers' day wasn't the best for me, but I enjoyed it knowing I've made mothers smile with their kids' cards for them and all, and knowing that's W's mummy will be fine. :)
On the way out, May asked me if I wanted to start my own business in SG. I told her nope, but well, I feel that continuing this kids' entertainment business is really happy a thing to do. Of cos, not doing it myself, but being in this company, this result of entrepreneurship, is really really great a thing that happened to me :)
And I enjoyed sitting in an SLK today! :)
i told of my glory at 10:43 pm
I believe, with the power of many praying hard for something to happen, the prawn could even evolve to being a fish, very very unexpectedly, why not now from something bad to something good?
It's all about belief and mindset.
Like what the stupid talkative talk-non-stop taxi driver said yesterday. Mindset. :)
I'm not that influencial to make a difference. But I know I want to do something, anything small, at the very least. :)
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY :)
i told of my glory at 11:40 am
Listening to 大地回春 trying to get some inspiration from there.
大地回春: 指冬去春来，草木萌生，大地上出现一片生机景象。有时亦用比喻形势好转。
I need that feeling now lei, badly. HURHUR! D:
1b21, I miss you all very very much all of a sudden :)
i told of my glory at 2:24 am
Saturday, 8 May 2010
Sometimes Kien's advice is not accurate.
The kids are MAD.
I came home wet,
tired,
sunburnt -.-
WTF.
Still got a show later. Thank goodness is a COD. At least I'll see some fast cash ^^
i told of my glory at 3:43 pm
Friday, 7 May 2010
Day today was good :)
Office in the day! Wheeeeee. Had training in preparation for tomorrow's show, interview for Ernest with Boss, collected paycheques for everybody! :D Was a fruitful training cos I think I feel more comfortable with rehearsing through my speech after time. And plus, today I'm preparing for game segments I THOUGHT OF! :)
And you know what, Kien asked me to send in my Evaluation Form! :) Have been thinking about it and even telling Godbro I wanna send it in, ever since April, but till now, well, since Boss asks me to do so, I shall do so then and pray hard I get our of probation and if even better, get a promotion! :) Cos Kien said "Want to give you promotion also cannot." Oops :P I hope he means it you know! So excited to be out of probation to be promoted please! :)
More shows to run tomorrow! Gosh! :)
i told of my glory at 10:44 pm
Thursday, 6 May 2010
Today! Recruitment drive was so-so lah :P Lol. But Public Speaking tutorial today was LOL. Mock test was so funny, and arguments on "Benefits of a lady". :P
But, today was the 3rd lesson of Public Speaking. 1st lesson, I didnt attend (cos I seriously didnt know there was class). 2nd lesson, I had a sorethroat and did not talk at all. 3rd class today, I argued a bit and answered general questions, but the teacher commit me on the spot.
When I was leaving the class, I looked at him to say BYE! and he actually said "Huifang, I'm expecting you to do VERY well next week for the test okay!" OMG. Mr Jeff scare me die. Ah, one lesson only he commit me liaos -.- Rarrr!
And one classmate asked me outside the class, "Yo Huifang, driving today?". Lol! Make me negative lah that guy, good-looking dude :P LOL! Alright kidding. But apparently, I dont drive for this period yo. Sad life~ :P
Gotta wake up early tomorrow to go office! :( Gosh. Training for Saturday's show, challenging much! :)
i told of my glory at 11:09 pm
Wednesday, 5 May 2010
Emceeing was fun today I guess :) Whee! The GOH very funny though, he says WAH-ter, not water :P Hurhur!
Tiring day, learning balloons is fun :) And I got blisters. The only pair of stupid heels I have which make me have blisters are the stupid presentation heels. Damn :(
Am hungry! Darn. Didnt get to eat dinner and thought that hey, it's okay, I'll just skip it. Then when I got home, I realised that DAMN, I DIDNT EAT LUNCH TODAY EITHER -.- No wonder Im so hungry now. If only I have a car to go out for supper. Or if only Brother has his license and car and we can go out for supper WEHHH D:
i told of my glory at 11:37 pm
Tuesday, 4 May 2010
STILL TRYING TO SETTLE THE RECRUITMENT!
AND MY NEW BABY IS HERE :))) PRETTY LIKE ME! Okay I'm kidding. It's just mad pretty okay. Post a picture for you to see! :D
XIE XIE NI WINSTON TANG FOR HELPING ME GET IT :)
So recruitment drive starts tomorrow, but I'm still pretty clueless on everything. Sheeeeeeeet. Everything is so last minute lar! Damn! Still doing HRM project, waiting to drink my Birds Nest (like finally!), listening to 大地回春 played by us uploaded on FB with my coughings in the background (LOL!), and yea, IM STILL ADMIRING MY BABY :)
Oh did I mention, COMFORT CROWN CAB FUCKING DUA ME TODAY! I BOOKED IT AT 10.30AM AND IT NEVER ARRIVED AND WHEN I CALLED CDG UP, THEY SAID HE'S UNCONTACTABLE! $((($#($#(!@ Replacement cab only came at 10.51am so obviously I was late for tutorial. And CDG never offer me any compensation. I'm going to send in a complaint! LIKE NOW!
Gosh, I never can leave music out of my life. This performance was bad for me cos I smoked my way through, but I still feel the pride hearing our recording :P
i told of my glory at 10:48 pm
Monday, 3 May 2010
I AM MAD BUSY D:
Things to do: Complete BA Logo, Design BA Namecard, finish editting report for W, complete last MS survey, do HRM research, plan BA Recruitment manpower, do Biz Finance tutorial. TO FINISH ALL BY TONIGHT! TERROR! D:
Lao Shu Qu Qin video recording is a consolation though :D But sounds very funny esp the part where Ziyang's dong dong dong ribbon broke and the dong dong dong dropped on the floor LOL! :P
AHHHHHHH!! And now one of my maincomm is negative over his course camp! I'm octopus now! O.o HEHEHEHEHE. Life's great cos I'm mad busy. Danggggg!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT, WHAT IVE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO IS FINALLY HERE! :DDDDD All thanks to Winston manzzzzzzzz :)
Still like this song :)
If you're lost, you can look, and you will find me,
Time after time.
If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting,
Time after time. :)
For you :)
i told of my glory at 11:23 pm
Sunday, 2 May 2010
Had 2 interesting shows today :)
And I realised one thing: Kids like to call me Mrs _______. The blank is the name of the entertainer before me. Today, I was called Mrs Bottle many times; previously, I was called Mrs Prof Messy many many times. Interesting! Adorable kids :)
First show today was The Tessarina was relatively okay, kids were pretty chaotic but within control at least :) Birthday girl Ribbon is really adorable and I met really cute kids whom came to talk to me when I was packing up :) Cute! :) And there were these 2 kids whom came up to me with my namecard and told me they've met Prof Messy before, and the Prof Messy they had seen before is Winston! :) See Winston, kids remember you! :D
Went to Ritz Carlton after to meet Kien there cos he had to rush over there for Balloons before my Games ended. Lunched after he ended at Kolo Mee place. Walaoooo, please dont go there ever. Food is terribly salty and expensive, not worth the $$! Grrrr. Then, drove over to Arcadia Road (Ulu like mad mad mad) for next show.
Super funny at the carpark, cos Kien had to keep his giant straw to prepare for his next show, but because I was around, he couldnt cos he didnt want me to see how he keeps it! HAHHAHAH! In the end, he was like "EH THERE GOT COCKROACH! Hur hur hur hur!" LOL! Lame very much :) Super funny lah he. But welllll, after working for him for some period of time, there are quite a number of tricks which I eventually will get. HAHAHHAHA! :P So yea, birthday boy was slightly different from the norm, but really good :) He had some really disruptive friends though LOL. Think Kien got annoyed too! Games was pretty okay though. Oh yea, but Kien's Sweet pan got STUCK! HAHAHAHA. Damn funny. Cos he was like Urhhhh, Errrrrr, ERRRRRRP! And finally managed to pull the sweet compartment out after dropping alot of 'sugar' on the floor HAHAH!
And really thankful for my nice boss whom waited for my Games to end so that he could send me out to the main road to take bus home :) YAY!
HELLO BROTHER, I MISS YOU MUCHIE! :D
i told of my glory at 10:23 pm
Saturday, 1 May 2010
Softshell crab, paperbag rabbits, class dinner.
Well, a tiring day, but not all that perfect as I had planned.
Shows to run tomorrow. Business Finance homework not done yet. Shall bring it along to do inbetween shows. :)
162M journey felt really short today, cos my mind was filled with thoughts most of the time. It's like recently, there are so many people dying, like once every 1-2 weeks it's someone whom is my 2nd degree friend. And it's like, they take their own life. You know how silly it really is.. But then again, this is their choice. I've always been very afraid that suicide will be on any of my loved ones minds whenever something drastic or really bad strikes. I know that I myself have never thought of that. True, there are times that I really feel pain so deep and piercing that I feel like I'm not myself, and I feel like I'm dying. But that pain, I know, and I understand, can be healed, by others. If one inflicts pain upon me, I have my friends to always fall back on, that they'll never leave me alone.
I remember one incident, he didnt say anything, for days, until I saw pictures that made me cry and cry non-stop. Pictures which showed him in discomfort and totally defenceless.
Instinctively, tears just jumped that simply, the pain that was in my heart was very very overwhelming. I chose to keep quiet about it, until someone saw the pictures too and came to ask me about it. Right, to you, that moment is just a moment of stupidity. But to me, the worry and the pain I felt was so so so painful it felt like dying. Felt like, but suicide wasn't on my mind. I'm glad I didnt think that way, cos I might most probably have done something to myself then. But then again I told myself. You let me worry because of what you did. I dont have the right to worry. But I chose to because you are a friend I love and care about alot. But since you chose to do it that way, I promised myself that I will NEVER end up like that, becuase I dont want others to also feel this pain when they see me in that state, because they care for me.
I never did end up that way, and I will never. But in the first place, it was the way I chose to look at things, and I'm glad I chose to see things better.
And there's so much in life that we have yet to experience. I'm waiting to drive my own car, I'm waiting to meet the Man of my life, I'm waiting to show people that a JC kick-out can also do well, I'm waiting to succeed in my life.
Why, do people still choose to take their own life.... Why....?
i told of my glory at 11:50 pm