Friday, 30 April 2010
Opportunity for scholarship this year is most probably gone.
If really so, I need to wait for 1 whole academic year before I can apply for it.
Basics of Entrepreneurship, a 1 credit unit subject. Got a weird :/ tutor who only knows how to repeat "Singaporeans got no entrepreneurship as they grow older". Yah lah yah lah. If they really want to test if we students have entrepreneurship in us, test us on the first lesson. Come up with a proposal on the spot. Sounds good? Of cos it does to me. I'm not an entrepreneur-wannabe. It's just about the things we see, we feel, we learn and we think, aint it?
My Business Finance notes are staring at me in the face but I'm not at all motivated to study at all. After missing one lecture and one tutorial, I feel not the sense of urgency probably because I'm feeling that my life's so busy with nothing. And you know what, I'm thinking of myself facing these Financial stuff at a higher level next semester/year. Yet, I'm feeling the thrill of it even before I've met it. It's gonna be challenging :P But I like.
BA people not cooperating. Fine, if you dont cooperate, I cant do my job, lets all be screwed up for this recruitment drive.
Tomorrow is going to be busy day once again. Never get a life, c'mon, it's the weekends. I should be somewhere chilling and relaxing, not rushing around getting work done!
I'm the one without a life now. LOL.
I WANT TO DRIVE!
But the only opportunity I might get close to is only during before the trip in June.
Im hoping He will help me through this..... :)
i told of my glory at 10:33 pm
Thursday, 29 April 2010
If youre one of those who've been waiting to see how I die in Poly, stay tuned. At this rate I'm going, it's gonna happen anytime soon.
You all will get to watch a I-assume-to-be-horribly-gruesome show cos I'm getting pretty tired out coping with so many issues at once:
1. BA CCA recruitment
2. BA namecards
3. BA logo redesigning
4. Tutorials
5. Copying lecture notes
6. Studying
I dont even know why I feel I'm so lagging behind in my studies even though I've only missed one HRM lecture and one Biz Finance tutorial.
And BA isnt helping much. I got the impulse to do something really drastic, I dont know what.
Wanted to take up the nicotine, but a planted stronger sense of repulsion was in my mind/ heart.
Wanted to kill someone whom annoyed me today, but nah, that's against the law.
Wanted to just leave for a week, take a break, but nah, no chance.
And you know what? My only hope for a scholarship within this year is fucking gone.
I dont know whether this is annoyance, stupidity, irritation, or what. I dont know and I doubt I'll figure this out any time soon.
Hey, I need some support. Will you be my support, please? Take it that I'm begging you already, for once.
i told of my glory at 11:08 pm
Im a tolerate-no-rubbish person. So mcuh so it irks myself.
I am afraid to even get within 200m to that same site.
Fright keeps me best awake.
Public Speaking CDS pretty much easy.
No more late nights out on weekdays if the next day is an early lessons day. Only if afternoon lessons, then maybe CAN consider.
Im feeling alone when there's no one breathing down my neck nagging at me. Why so? Is it my fault this happened, sometimes I'm clueless too. But all I can only think of are apologies. I dont know how I should make myself better if there's no one there to complain about my flaws. Ironic isnt it? I ask of so much, yet I cant ask of it from myself.
It's not that i don't allow you to travel, I just don't want anything to happen to you.
I want you to be healthy always, for I don't want to lose you in any point of my entire life.
I don't want the world to end so soon, for there are still many things I wanna do with you.
I don't wanna go blind, for I wanna watch us grow till we're old and withered.
I don't wanna lose my hearing, for I wanna hear your voice all my life.
Your voice is my favourite song at any time of the day, no matter what my mood is.
i told of my glory at 10:14 pm
Wednesday, 28 April 2010
Just came home after movie with Abi and co :) Kick-ass was like EWWW please! It's like terribly gruesome and ARGHHHH! But nevertheless, the little girl Mindy is so cool she makes the whole story seem less stupid than it actually it! :P Mindy FTW manzzzz.
Had BA Subcomm meeting before that in school. Well, Im glad things are moving the right way somehow. But there's so much so much we still gotta do. :( Lab lesson was terribly boring, Hilton next month on 9th with parents and again on 23rd (Grow fucking fat lah please!), Ritz 16th, Abi to Ritz all other Sundays. GOSH! I cant believe I settled so many things today! :)
On a sidenote, I've been travelling by cabs for shows and I simply love CDG. But! They should seriously do away with Crown cabs now that there are Sonata LOVES! :)
Comfort Crown rides never leave Huifang happy and satisfied. TSK!!
8 main reasons why Huifang will not take Comfort Crown Cabs:
1. Suspension of car SUCKS! (Each time the cab goes over uneven road/ hump, my butt hits something hard below! YES, the cushioning is really really terrible!)
2. Speed is dismally lacking (How often do you see a Crown cab go beyond 80kmph? And hello, I'm rushing for time! Which brings me to my next point.)
3. Fast driver = PHYSICALLY painful ride (Sonata can travel up to 100-120kmph normally in 100% comfort, only fear for banging into another vehicle; Crown travels beyond 80kmph and there's fear for banging into another vehicle, vehicle falling apart, terrible suspension means more bumps and thus more butt pain, blah blah!)
4. Aircon smells terrible (Somehow!)
5. Engine sounds terribly annoying (Yes, the engine noise in Crowns are damn annoying and never fail to give me a headache.)
6. Uncomfortable seats (Lack of serious good cushioning please!)
7. Terrible cornering! (Crown like gonna flip over!)
8. Hazardous as a whole!! BUMPY AND JERKY JOURNEY OK!
So tell me, if I'm gonna pay the same amount to travel in a Sonata, as in a Crown, WHY WOULD HUIFANG WANNA SIT IN A CROWN??! Sorry, Imma spoilt lil girl. :)
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
Today was a day with a moody ending for Huifang.
11-7pm day became a 3-7pm day. Because Huifang thought today 11am was lecture when it was in fact Business Finance tutorial. Goodjob~ One absence for tutorial already -.- ZZZ :(
On the way to school, saw a pretty bad accident- Car and motorcycle. Please, all motorcyclists should just die okay. I've had enough rubbish from those people. No offence to friends whom ride bikes. But I just hate motorcyclists and have absolutely no desire to ride on one no matter how enticing the promised thrill is. Unless I can trust that person with my LIFE, thats how much I dont trust bikes.
Tired throughout the day, nevermind. Plus a kind of feeling whereby I wanna regurgitate my lunch was totally a mood-spoiler. HRM tutorial was fun, project group is good :P
Went for the supposed-short meetup for Law Prom. In the end, they were talking rubbish 99% of the time. Tired + sick Huifang = BADITTUDE. In the end, I just blackfaced the whole half hour and then Alyssa told me I could leave since the rest were talking so much rubbish.
YES I AM OBVIOUSLY VERY TIRED AND IN A BAD MOOD. STILL SO MANY UNSETTLED MATTER BUT I DONT GIVE A DAMN ALREADY.
But then again, Business Ambassadors meeting tomorrow. I cant not give a damn to that :P Hahha!
i told of my glory at 10:28 pm
Monday, 26 April 2010
I'm having a headache choosing what I want online!
And, school was mundane, PLEASE! MORE INTERESTING THINGS CANZZZ? The only interesting thing that happened today was.. I got to know 2 more of my classmates and had lunch with them and the usual.
TUTORIALS AND REVISION PLEASE!
i told of my glory at 10:13 pm
Have you ever had the feeling of enthusiastically browsing LV bags online, when all of a sudden there's the cough attack again, and then suddenly with throat hurting 294828% badly, got the sudden desire to regurgitate your dinner?
I just experienced that. Once, but it was enough to make me stuck in the toilet for 10 minutes.
That feeling sucks. Now my throat is 294828092% sore and painful and I actually swear I felt the acid on my tongue which was really painful. WHEN IM NOT EXACTLY SICK -.-
I give up. I'm going to sleep.
i told of my glory at 1:23 am
Sunday, 25 April 2010
Hilton today was splendid :) Overwhelming number of kids which kind of gave me a shock actually! :) The girls were really nice, boys were obedient and cute esp the 2 Korean brothers whom talked to me, except for one Philippino kid. Sorry, I dont have anything at all against Philippinos, just have something against problem kids who dont listen to "No". Zzz!
Buffet lunch after that with Kien cos he was doing Close up Magic :) Apparently, it was supposed to be Alex, but because he's on crutches he cant come :X Gosh. But anyways, Kien's parents were there sio. HAHHAA. His dad looks really nice anyways, the Best Neighbour Award or something last year? HAHAHA :P Oh yea, then Kien told me that next month I can bring my parents here on one Sunday, but have to make arrangements in advance :P Hehhe! Yes, bring my parents for the buffet at Checkers! :) And today's bill was suppsoed to be $400+ for 4 pax. But free :) YAY!
Bahhh, school's tomorrow. Manzzzzz, I dont wanne go to school :( Last week's work still not completed yet. Only finished Business Finance so far lol. Darn.
But... IM GONNA HAVE HORFUN TMRW FOR LUNCH!! :D
i told of my glory at 9:46 pm
Just came home from NYCO Seasons performance :)
Gosh, some quite unexpected circumstances actually happened on the stage- percussion instrument ribbon breaking and thus dropping on the floor mid-beat, one period of sudden hacking coughs (AHEM, sorry!), blah blah. And what's worse was today there were many bigshots around yo! :X Gosh. But anyways, yes-my-mother did not come today cos she was supposedly so sick she couldnt leave the house, but yes indeed her cough is like 3882x worse than mine. So yalah-my-dad came with Uncle Sem. Goshhhh. Bahahha. Lost myself somewhere in the musics, coughed liek mad cos the lozenge in my mouth was finished blah blah, situation situationssss!! But still, Dinglaoshi says it was a good one :) I'm glad. HAHAH!
Saw Junru and talked to him abit :) Yes, like finally after soooooo long of not seeing him. Gosh, I miss the Secondary School days of chiong-ing erhu with him and if I do not remember wrongly, Minghan :) Cos I remember MH and I were always fighting to be the Concert Master then :P Hahhaha!
So yeaaa, Marina Square Hongkong Cafe afters for fooooood! :) And then I came home already! Tired and I have a show tomorrow at Hilton! BUFFETTTTT!!!! :DDDD
On a sidenote, just received invitation to Nic's 21st brithday party! :DDD YAY!
By the way, I was enraged today just moments after stepping out of my house. Stupid conman okay!! This guy, approached me and said "Hi Miss, I'm Singaporean, I lost my wallet. Can I have $1.40 to take bus?" Like okay, compassionate Huifang does help pitiful people. So I turned around, only to see a familiar face. HE HAD USED THE SAME TACTIC ON MY ONE MONTH AGO AND I KINDLY GAVE HIM $2 BEFORE! Damn. I hate it when people exploit my kindness on them! So I nicely ignored him and decided not to tell him off for the moment. Then I realised he was walking in the same direction as me, so I shuoted across, "Dont try to scam at the same place, loser!". Know what? HE SCOLDED ME SIAO EH! Hahha. Never mind. If he's really not guilty, then maybe I'm siao. But later on when he approached a couple at the nearby RC corner, I purposely walked over and stared down at him. The couple hesitated, I shook my head and walked off. Contemplating to call the cops, considering that this guy is obviously a fraud. Or maybe someone with mental disorder? I dont know. But I decided not to, cos I was rushing for time LOL! OH yea, did I mention, I was half an hour late in meeting Zhiwen, Mingkwang etc, but they were even later than me. HAHAHAHA :X But yea, I was in a bad mood at the bus stop. Cos I never saw that guy come to the bus stop. Please, if you lose your wallet and want to take bus, common sense would tell you to either go tell the bus uncle you lost your wallet, go to the nearby police centre to report loss (There's a police centre just down the street near by block) or even please, ASK PEOPLE AT THE BUS STOP TO HELP YOU LAH!
Tsk, such irritating people irk me. TSK!
i told of my glory at 1:20 am
Friday, 23 April 2010
Meeting with BA maincomm 09/10 and 10/11 was good today :) Wahahhhas. Before the meeting, met up with Sue to go to the library to study abit since we had like, an hour. Got disturbed by the stupid fire drill though! :( HAHA. And talked to her about my plans to involve BA in my company's origami workshop at Zoo if we get the contract and she thinks it's great! :) So during the 2.5 hours meeting, settled on stuffs to be discussed at decided meeting with subcomms and blah blah. :D Then before end off, Hengchang and Alfresco decided to be lame and play "Spot the Chin Kiat". HAHAHHA super funny cos it was SO dark outside (the corridors) and Chin Kiat is really dark so we couldn't see him. :P TC and Ebrahim were also hiding to scare us. But in fact, only Maxine and Sharifah got scared. Heh. Cos the rest of us, some walking in pairs and some alone, saw them before they could scare us :P Hehehe!
Supper at Tampines. Was a good chatting and bonding session yo :) Finally knew that 2 people in our maincomm 09/10 are attached! HAHAHHAH! :D
And, on a sidenote, Business Finance lecture was hugely interesting. Like I mean really interesting, cos classmates didnt understand half the stuff lecturer was saying, BUT I UNDERSTOOD! :D You know! This means I'm cut out for Finance! HAHAHHAHA. Okay lah cut the BS. LOL! It's a good beginning thuogh :)
I AM STUDYING! AT LAST AGAIN!! :)
Performance with NYCO tomorrow. I hope it turns out good :)
i told of my glory at 11:53 pm
Thursday, 22 April 2010
NO SCHOOL TODAY!! :DDDDD
Super nuah please! :P But went with Kien, May, and Pamela to meet client in late afternoon. Location? ZOO :D While waiting for them, cos I was there like superbly early, A SQUIRREL RAN PAST ME! It stopped like somewhere ahead of me, turned back and looked at me for a moment, and jumped onto the nearby tree. Cute like mad mad cute! I want a pet squirrel :P Okay lah joking. Hahha. Did the routine with Kien, cos Abi is working today, and it turned out quite good :) The client was impressed and seemed pretty eager on our program too. Wahahha :)
And I might incorporate BA's help in this :) But we needa get the contract first lol :P So yeaaa, by next weekend we'll know! :)
I think that.... I love studying :P Even though I've not really started. HAHAHAHAH :P
I like this translation of Love in the Ice. Too bad DBSK doesnt sing English or Mandarin. I'd be their big fan cos I love their voices :P
Everyone is searching for a place
That can take away the sorrow and loneliness
So for you, that place is here
Don’t be afraid, don’t hesitate anymore, because I’ll protect you
To the point of being painful
This love is beautiful
Even if just momentarily
This time is beautïful
i told of my glory at 10:34 pm
Wednesday, 21 April 2010
I didnt go to school today.
Sorryyyy, lecture was at 11am and I woke up at 11.10am. -.- Even though Nisa texted me at 10am and I woke up to read her sms but promptly went back to sleep :/
In the end, went for training in the evening. Met up with Abi, Kien and May at Esplanade at 6.30pm :D Hi, I'm Ori, and this is my friend, Gami! Please lor, can be cuter than that anot :P Hahhaha! Tmrw is the trials at the zoo already, hope it goes well! :D
And I guess Winston's talk with Kien went well nevertheless :) Glad NOTHING went wrong :P Phew~
Omgggggg Im going to the zoo tmrw! BAHAHHAHHA :P
i told of my glory at 11:12 pm
Can the school please be nice and offer me a CCA scholarship? I think I have to apply for it. But can the school please be nice and give it to me?
Or can my careperson please show some love and offer me an external scholarship? (Sadly, I cant apply for these, only can get selected)
4. Temasek Business School- Kelly Services Scholarship by Kelly Services (for Diploma in Business)
5. Temasek Business School- Learning Vision @ Work by Learning Vision @ Work (for Diploma in Business)
6. Temasek Business School- Singapore Training & Development Association Scholarship by Singapore Training & Development Association (for Diploma in Business)
I think getting a scholarship will increase my chances of being valued as a human. And I want at least a scholarship to my name, like please?
PS. I have a Maincomm position and relatively good results, so please God please help me get at least one scholarship.
i told of my glory at 12:02 am
Tuesday, 20 April 2010
I didnt go to school today.
I realised people always got others rooting for them. Their loved one(s) at the bottom of the stage taking a video of them, photos of them, their moments of glory, the fruits of their effort, their performance. All those things that they have people doing for them, where are those people who would do these for me?
But then again, I wonder why the value of my achievements have deteriorated so much over the years that now, it has to take me, to say please, please, please, then they would be willing to get tickets to come to my performance? And whats worse is, saying "Aiyah, gonna miss the show *blah blah* because of her performance". Please, I'm not forcing you all to go. Even though this may not be my last performance, this may not be my first performance, but after all, you are the people seeing me grow up.
Even a performance, just taking up a weekend evening, is it that tough for you to come to it willingly?
The only thing that they probably would attend enthusiastically when I'm on stage is for the TP Awards Ceremony, when I receive my Director's Honour List Cert. I already missed the AY 09/10 one. I dont know if I can achieve the AY 10/11 one. But well, think again, who were the ones whom agreed with me that academic excellence isnt absolute, and that a balance ought to be achieved?
I'm the Vicepresident of Business Ambassadors, and I think even my friends know what I do better than they do, because they didnt bother to probe further after they knew that Ebrahim is the new President, not me.
Sorry, I am your biggest disappointment. But I am my proudest achievement.
I know that despite everything that is happening around me, I will continue to move forward. It's not giving up on those around me. But moving forward together with them, whether or not you agree with what I do.
Why not, you two start taking pride in me again when youre done with your prejudice against JC-FUCKING-DROPOUTS that they arent smart, okay? Dont worry, I can wait. But in the meantime, I'm climbing higher still, alright.
i told of my glory at 9:36 pm
Monday, 19 April 2010
My day was terrible without 1b21. I miss 1b21. Yes, I am love-sick because I do not have my lovely ex-classmates with me. The kind of sinking dread that just set in all of a sudden when I was approaching school was a total opposite of the kind of hopelessly happy kind of feeling I woke up with.
My class 2B02 is very very fragmented. Well.. Who bothers, really. I only got to meet like 4 more people, Nisa (Also in BA), Krystal, Xiu Wei and Yvonne. Gosh! Lucky I still got Hoebin with me though :P Heh. But anyways, my class is pretty friendly I should think, besides the weird guy -.- Lol!
But anyways, had BA meeting in the evening. Maincomm AY10/11 results out, Ebrahim's the President :) I got the Vice-President position in charge of external liasion, followed Maxine VP internal, Vanessa Secretary, TC Quartermaster, Yifang Treasurer, Syarifah HR. :) Glad to work with them cos theyre really nice and seem liek a mad bunch :)
Oh yes, anyways, why I was in such a impossibly happy mood this morning, was because I had a nice dream :) Hahahha! It happened in town, in a shopping mall. And it was a really really nice and sweet scene cos he had a surprise for me but insisted on not telling me cos it was supposed to be a surprise :P In the end, he gave me a Dolce and Gabanna something, like belt and something. I cannot remember what was inside, but I remember a big box with the brand name D & G on it. :P And as usual, that shy yet goofy smile when he gives me something. Damn cute please! I fell in love with that smile :) Because I know that's when he knows I'm happy. It's been so long since I last saw that smile, that's why I was so happy when I woke up, I thought it was reality. But sadly, NO! AHHAHAHHA!! And, I dont know why D & G also. I dont really fancy that brand either. LOL!
Tired today even though it wasn't a long day. Well, tomorrow's a lazy day though. Hahha :P
Well, VP, time to get to work already. It's day 1.
Thankyou very much for your OVERWHELMING lack of concern towards my future.
When I step up to the stage, it's no longer your glory because it's entirely for myself.
When I receive my certs, it's no longer your joy because it's just something for myself.
When I give out namecarsd, it's my namecard. It's mine, only mine. I fought for all of these myself.
Anyway, I was never number 1. Now I thought I could. But I still ended up as number 2. It's okay, because I like what my position now does. But to you, it's only "Why are you not number 1?"
Is it true that once a person fails once, the whole world no longer has faith in them to do well, no matter how much they've progressed?
i told of my glory at 11:15 pm
Sunday, 18 April 2010
Today was a really mad-rush day. Didnt expect today to turn out that mad-rush! Seriously! :P
12pm show at Goldenhill Condo was good :) Kien's and Winston's show were good too :) Winston even did something different which Kien liked :) LIKE LIKE! Huifang also likes :D Then Kien was pleased also lo, liek seriously. And the birthday girl soooo chubby so cute! :D She even gave us party packs, liek one for Winston and I and one for Kien whom had left so she passed it to me :) So sweet of her!
Left and chiong-ed home to pack stuff for next show at 3pm. Gosh, earlier show was to end at 1.30pm but ended up 2.05pm then I left! Rushed home and packed stuff for next 2 shows, then called CDG cab. (*Hints, they should make me their honourary member for cabbing and making bookings so often!) Rushed down to Laurel Woods Ave which was at West, only to realise that Alex and I REALLY had to start half an hour later (Even though Alex had called me while I was on the way) because apparently, the client didnt receive the arranged showtimes. Darnnnnn. Alex was annoyed cos he had exams, and I was annoyed cos... MY NEXT SHOW HOW??! I NEED TO FLY!
In the end, worst thing happened. I realised I left my Treasure Hunt pieces at my balcony and forgot to pack it in my bag! DANGGGG. Cabbed home, ran up to pick it up, and ran down to continue journey to EAST SIDE. Ya lah, siao one. West run to East. Plus a stopover at Bishan, how early you expecting me to be already manzzzz. In the end, I was supposed to start by 4.30pm, but ended up only reaching at 5.10pm, and immediately started playing with the kids! Treasure Hunt, Fossil Digging, and someone stole my Treasure Hunt piece. Beeeech! :X But well, I did extra for them. Administered cakecutting, pinata, and gave out like twice the number of presents I had intended to. Bah, but still, happy can already :) Client seemed happy though. And client's husband was nice, offered me drinks, food blah blah. And the kids gave me sweets from the Pinata, including the birthday boy Miguel! :)
Left happy :) But tired! And it was raining so heavily. Gosh. Had to protect my speaker, and in the end I myself was caught in the rain. Bahhhhh. Came home to Maggie mee + McNuggets dinner. Gosh. And I gotta cook it myself. Sad life? Hahha, nope. Cos I know the kids are happy :) And when I leave each show, they say Goodbye enthusiastically and one of them even hugged me! :D (Except the 2nd show, I couldnt be bothered to give a damn)
Yes, back to my Lunch + Dinner. I'm still hungry :( Some love, somebody? HEHEHEHE.
Oh, you know what? IM GOING TO GENTING IN JUNE!!! YAYYYY :DDDD LUBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBS!!
i told of my glory at 8:48 pm
Saturday, 17 April 2010
Today's practice was much better than yesterday's. To the extent that I felt yesterday never existed. Followed through pretty well, played much better, felt better about myself :) The LT was immensely cold, was almost shivering. Dang, who was the person who said there's no aircon today, resulting in me wearing shorts and dying from the cold :(
Left the school with Mingkwang, Julian and Zhiwen after that, caught in 5 seconds of rain, and cabbed to my show cos if I took public transport, I'd be late. Ah, heck la :(
Bad situation when I arrived at show location. Speaker was down :( Like really dead down. Couldnt on without plugging in adapter. Thank goodness Boss was around and he lent me his adapter :P Heh. Did the Games with him after his Magic Show, was a mad crazy one cos the kids were really mad-high. And the birthday girl was really cheeky! Gosh. But they are all really really smart kids manzzzzz. :P Super funny little boy whom kept coming up and just really had fun :) Super like! Heh.
And then Boss was being nice nice and sent me to a Circle Line stop near Kallang, I think is called Stadium, for me to take the new Circle Line home which was just newly launched today :D Wheeeee! :)
But now I'm feeling my body temperature increasing :( Spam ice water!!!!!!!
i told of my glory at 11:09 pm
Friday, 16 April 2010
Practice today was very fulfilling. I realised how lousy my standard is compared to the rest and I found a flute player whose tune can mesmerize me that much. My standard like damn fucking lousy I swear this is the first performance I'm going to end up as a last row player or even all the way inside. Even though I'm only stoning 1/5 the song, I realised I indeed am lacking. I was in the meantime, mesmerized by this SY person whose qi4 zhen4 yin1 really makes me just blank out cos it's so powerful and good. The last time I ever heard someone play that well was my ZHCO senior Chinying. Gosh, this performance will definitely turn out well cos of those good players playing as our guests.
So in the meantime, shows are still coming in, plus a regular commitment of every weekend MIGHT be coming in soon. Rehearsal is on Wednesday, and the trial is on Thursday. If we get the contract, I'm sure it's definitely gonna be a big hit and good exposure. Really really good exposure. I'm hoping rehearsal with my boss will turn out really good.
Sometimes there are some mistakes we make that cannot be corrected immediately. I guess trust is really sensitive. In the past, I didnt trust others. Now, it starts to dawn on me how hard it really is to trust people. I used to not trust. I hated this thing called trust. Because to me, it never existed. I dont need to have anyone trusting me. My mindset in the past was: If you want my help, then just trust me. If you dont trust me, dont look at me at all. The thing I have for others isn't trust. Is just friendship, or so I thought.
Then somebody came into my life, impressed me greatly, and became a very true friend to me. A person whom I realised I actually trusted unconditionally. And a friend whom made me realise that trust is the thing that takes a friendship far.. And strong.. You, like me, are someone whom doesn't trust easily. Apologies dont make things right, but actions do. I am not denying my mistake, but I will rectify my mistake. I know I can and I will. I know this is once that I've done a wrong too bad cos it's a repeated mistake. But if you could do so many so many things just for me to trust you, I dont believe I cant make things better.... :)
Trust is just like a mirror, it can be mended, but it will always still reflect that now- fucking ugly face. I heard this, something liek that, from a Ladygaga video. It makes sense this minute.
Practice tomorrow again at NYCO. I guess I have to ensure I make the best out of it otherwise I might just withdraw from this performance. But then again, no one can og to this performace to watch me. No one. People whom usually go to my every SINGLE performance would rather stay home to watch some fucking lousy and lengthy drama.
SORRY I AM FEELING VERY SORE FROM EVERYTHING NOW.
i told of my glory at 11:37 pm
Lois just msg-ed me.
I think that guy whom passed away IS indeed the guy whom used to be my sideline.
Fuck, now I'm scared.
i told of my glory at 1:38 pm
Thursday, 15 April 2010
MY NEW TIMETABLE SUCKS AND I DONT KNOW WHO IS IN MY CLASS :(
Monday: 2-5pm, w 1 hr break.
Tuesday: 11-7pm, w 2 hr, 1 hr break.
Wednesday: 11-6pm, w 2 hr break.
Thursday: 4-6pm
Friday: 2-5pm
Sounds not bad right? PLEASE LAH MAXI FML. I can sleep in late, BUT MY AFTERNOONS STUDYING SESSIONS ARE GONE. I have to stay back in the evening to study, I dont have time to do what I wanna do in the evenings. And OMG, I CANNOT GO OUT AND PLAY LA LA LA!
Seriously, gone gone goner. HAIS. I hope I enjoy the modules I'm taking. The modules are what I'm interested in no doubt :) But I'm really afraid I cannot cope. But then again, why does my timetable seem quite empty huh -.- LOL. I'd much rather take 1.2's timetable any day all over again yo :(
So today! Went to Harbourfront Cruise Centre early in the morning at 7am :( Ushered, greeted, blah blah, gosh, it was fun but boring but easy job wheeeeeeee :)
NYCO TOMORROW AGAIN :)
My heart doesnt change no matter what comes my way. I'm anticipating yet terrified of tomorrow night. I am dead tired. Brother, alot of things to tell you. But I guess, another night, since youre busy and not replying me on msn and I'm tired :(
Guilt doesnt work to make things right, but my heart doesnt change, so I will not change... :) I dont know what that means but if it...... means giving up? Please dear Lord, no.
i told of my glory at 10:41 pm
Yay, I promptly cancelled the meeting with client that was supposed to take place at 9pm, 14th April.
I went back to NYCO practice :) Gosh, it feels so good to be back there where I really feel I do belong. Music :) I belong with music. But the score for one of the four songs is tough! And I'm supposed to master all by..... 24th April, which is in like, a week's time??!! Bahhhhh!! Tough luck. But going back for practice this Friday and maybe Saturday (To see my all-time-best-senior Mingkwang) wehehehehh! :D
Then went to Town with Weijian to NUM to buy flipflops, in the end I'm the one whom bought a pair of chio brown pink brown one :D Wheeee!!
So yea, why am I blogging at this time... Bahahha. It's the last Ladies' Night of my hols, sure must go enjoy :P Went to Butter Factory, and as usual, is the best place to be. Downed like 8 cups today? :P Still feel 29485892% guilty for pangseh-ing Ka, Adeline and Clarabel at the dancefloor at 2am cos I had to entertain a poor drunk officer. LOL. Smart RJ boy who's going to NTU Accountancy man. Gosh. Smart guy. :) :) :) In the end, we went out to walk walk cos both of us needed some fresh air. Bahahha. Saw Tung Centre just opposite :P (Yo Bro, I thought of you you you! :))
Also met Zhuhui inside Butterfact! Gosh, what a coincidence. Apparently, she saw my FB qn asking who's going to Butter but she was contemplating whether to say SHE IS. HAHAHA!! In the end, we queued up for drinks together! :D
And it's 4am now, I have to be awake at 5.30am for work.
Hahhahhaha okay I asked for it -.- But either way, wake up tomorrow morning, still knowing who I am. :)
Dang, guilty.. I know I shouldnt but I chose to. Sorry.. It's the last time :P
i told of my glory at 3:56 am
Tuesday, 13 April 2010
Tired, happy, LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW COS IM MEETING CLIENT YO :)
And money from 2 places are rolling in tomorro! :))))))))
BROTHER, WHEN YOU FREE TO GO FOR GOOD FOOD? :P
i told of my glory at 11:23 pm
I GOT INTO BA MAINCOMM!
AMBASSADORS HERE I COMEEEEEEE :)
i told of my glory at 11:11 am
Monday, 12 April 2010
Today I went out to shop shop shop :D Whee! Fun thang to do when you're bored to death at home :/ Bahahah!
So yea, met up with Zihui for lunch, then followed by walk walk walk, around Suntec, around Raffles City. Was a good day cos we talked alot and caught up with one another :) Ended up her with one purchase and I didnt buy anything YET.. Still thinking if I should buy that top/dress I saw :)
Bahhhhh. Holidays are boring, like really. NOW! NOW BORING! Cos no work, no nothing. I shall go to Dhoby tmrw to do 2 outlets and shop :D
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
Got this of Crystal's blog:
"A human heart can only be filled by 1 person and 1 is enough. No one wants to receive divided love right? It's neither appealing nor satisfying."
I like :)
i told of my glory at 11:58 am
Sunday, 11 April 2010
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
wellowwwws
Winston... BNP PARIBAS says:
blue's that?
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
purple pink banana boat
Winston... BNP PARIBAS says:
white did you say?
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
i hate black people!
i love orange cards
Winston... BNP PARIBAS says:
red, let me check my colour dictionary
no such thing. so i pinked the phone down
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
white? you pinked up your yallow phonie?
Winston... BNP PARIBAS says:
beccause i'm reding a bluek now
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
red-ley! wad bluek?
Winston... BNP PARIBAS says:
bluek you know?
the ones with white pages
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
yea but the bluek has a dye-tle right!
im asking what's the dye-tle of the bluek youre red-ing
Winston... BNP PARIBAS says:
yellow huifang
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
oh dear
why not pink winston? i think it's a nicer bluek!
Winston... BNP PARIBAS says:
nono yellow
-.-
ENOUGH LA
Lol. My Godbro so lame to lame with me wheeeeee! :D
i told of my glory at 11:15 pm
I typed a very very long post. And I wanted to publish it. But thinking back of the show I had at Hilton just now, I felt that my life is so much better compared to others out there.
I talked to one of the girls working at Hilton today. Or rather, she talked to me. She liked my job. But after our conversation about ourselves, I realised I'm opened to many new doors as compared to her. I gave her my namecard cos I felt her sincerity through our conversation. She's really a girl whom hasn't had many proper opportunities. So, I thought through our whole conversation, and I realised, I'm so fortunate, really. The problems I face, are not problems that everyone has the oppotunity to face. Shit it is, but well, everyone faces problems. I have the benefit of facing tougher-to-tackle problems...
But I'm confident I'll make things right.
For you,
and for my other friend.
There are so many things I have to do now. But all I need is just some proper rest, and...
EAT MY LOZENGES FROM MY BOSS HOPING THEY'LL MAKE MY VOICE RETURN..... :)
i told of my glory at 5:54 pm
Saturday, 10 April 2010
Tiring day today mannnnnn!
Woke up early, then went for a short seminar :) Was supposed to be a trial Guest Speaker but because of my voice, I only did registration and went off :( Boo.
Then went home to grab stuff for my 5pm show at City Towers :) Bahahha, received a call from Abi-loves to eat lunchie at Ajisen! Onzzzz :) Bahahha! And she helped me buy the stuff I need from Popular cos I had to detour home first and she reached Bishan before me :P After eating, cabbed over to show location. Gosh, today's show was madddd. The kids were so overly enthusiastic they were screaming and shouting their heads off during Winston's Science Show. Grrr. So definitely, with a very weak voice, I had to set the ground rules before I did my Games. Turned out relatively well though :) And a lady came up to me and actually complimented on both our shows :) YAY! Client also seemed happy cos I did more for her also. Exceeded time plus cake hosting. :) SEE, I'M NICE :D Oh yes, one thing I'm really pleased about also was Winston's method of transition over to my Games from end of his Science Show. It was seriously a really good one Winston :) Happy happy!
Rushed home and out to meet class people for dinner to celebrate Yuenchai's birthday :D Finally legal! Bahahah! Steamboat dinner and I almost died I swear, and then Shisha. Please, no more. -.- It's more toxins that smoking but so light that it doesnt even have ANY feel. Like seriously. -.- LOL. One time is enough, unless someone wants to try it then I'll bring them there LOL.
DAMN, HILTON IS TOMORROW AND IM STILL NOT EVEN 60% PREPARED WITH THE MATERIALS AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
i told of my glory at 11:54 pm
Friday, 9 April 2010
Trying to pick up the pieces and continue like nothing is wrong.
I dont have a choice, do I?
Manicure and Pedicure turned out surprisingly well today even though I went to a different shop. But this session really cost me a bomb. And my broken nail looks fugly, like seriously. :(
I cant pretend I'm fine when I'm still suffering from a throat clogged up with phelgm and having excessive giddiness progressing to a headache. But then again, there are so many things I have to prepare for this weekend.
:( I want to sleep, like soon.
Sorry, I am selfish. I would rather it be me than any other thing.
i told of my glory at 11:54 pm
I was really frustrated to the max just now I just totally wanted to break into 2984 pieces being caught in the middle.
But still,
Nothing and no one beats my smart lovable BROTHER! :)
Any day you feel stressed, pent up, blah blah blah, let me know. I'm always here okay! Stop the ego thingy bahahah! :)
i told of my glory at 1:28 am
Thursday, 8 April 2010
It gets very disappointing when I'm the only one enjoying the kind of perks that others whom I've brought in do not enjoy. At first, I thought it was only because of my position. But then again, I wonder why I never realised the work delegation is the thing thats causing this problem that has been present ever since last month.
At first I thought it was a commitment problem from my end, then I realised that it was the way the work was being delegated. I realised that what he was getting was alot of 2nd hand assignments. Sorry, I have to be direct. Unless I was in office to say that "Winston can make it for this show" even before it was being delegated out, then only would he get that show 1st hand. For example, the Yishun Hospital one was because I said Winston can take the show and I put his name down. For example, the 10th April 5pm show, was because I said Winston can take the show and I put his name down. The rest of shows? 20th March, 10th April, all these were forced on him.
It's not that I hate the company. I love the company because I get fulfillment from this job. But the way things are being done, I cannot tolerate it when the people I bring in to the company are being treated unfairly.
When I said I will do something about it it does not mean I will make you change. If I decided on who is right in my opinion, nothing will change it except myself.
WHY CANT PEOPLE FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHAT I WANT? IS IT THAT TOUGH? OR AM I FUCKIGN LOUSY IN ENGLISH? WHY IS IT THAT NOT ONLY ONE PERSON BUT EVERY SINGLE FUCKING HUMAN BEING DOESNT UNDERSTAND?
i told of my glory at 9:07 pm
I dont know why but I feel gloomy today! Somehow :/ Anyways, I never thought TC would be so tough until today. Damn. Considering that I saw 2 Ferrari, 3 Porsche, like a hundred Merc and a hundred BMW, countless Sonatas and Toyotas, I'm glad I dont already need glasses to look at my laptop. Stupid in-charge, seriously. He changed my location from freaking easy till freaking tough. Is like within a span of 15 minutes I can actually count like a 700+ vehicles passing by me. Can you imagine how rushing is that??! I actually gave up after the first half hour and just concentrate on the vehicles turning into Biopolis Ave :) Cos seriously, I never felt so sick looking at cars. I was practically fainting LOL :(
Therefore, I decided to pamper myself with Macs Deluxe Breakfast! :) So liek before, I skipped the bread. HAHA :/ Super full already knowwwww!
Considering whether I should work in between now to 5pm or should I go for a Mani + Pedi or should I just SLEEP :P Well, I only slept 3am-6am yesterday cos of serious case of insomnia and wild wandering thoughts of car accidents :/ Dont know why I'm scaring myself either but...... Bah, maybe I should sleep :P
And my Boss is superduper nice please! :)
Kien says:
sat don't have in the morning.. :P
anyway, I got some lozenges from a friend who sells them... remind me to bring when I meet you ok?
Bahahha even though he disturbed me about my throat and horrible voice but he's still niceeeee :DDD
i told of my glory at 11:05 am
Wednesday, 7 April 2010
Having a sumptuous bowl of Yongtaufoo after 4 meals of bread and water is so comforting :(
No, Huifang isn't broke.
Huifang is just too lazy to find time to eat a proper meal. Anyways, with such a bad throat, I can only eat soupy stuff or porridge. I'd rather eat bread :(
Work today was mundane. I swear I'm not a person who does that kinda job. :( I'm just doing this for the sake of awaiting my opportunity for a free manicure/ pedicure :P BAHAHAH! Gosh. Kill me please.
I'd rather be making paperbag animals with kids any day.. On a sidenote, my paperbag frog looks kinda cute :)
Sunday Balloons replaced by Magicshow by Alex aka Marco :( Wehhhh!! No buffet partner! :(
我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了 无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛 迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老
I really hope that while Im praying everynight so sincerely, He will help him. Because I alone can accomplish nothing much........ I really hope this is one time that I can place my faith in the right place.
i told of my glory at 9:53 pm
Tuesday, 6 April 2010
Day was kind of busy, travelling from Point A to B to C to D and to E. Lol. :P
And well, I've learnt that if I want to be nice and introduce a job to my friend, I shuold always do good cover-up, to ensure they dont venture into the NO_ENTRY zone, which is my zone. Yes, you get it, my zone.
I dont like people stealing my work.
Well, honestly, I dont care who it is. Even if one day Winston decides to be a Gamesmaster I'll probably scold him. HAHHHAHA :D Serious! I dont want to have lesser shows just because I'm being nice to bring a friend in and then kill myself.
Games
Mascot
Art and Craft
Workshops.
Please hor, be AUTO abit okay people? Dont try to steal my job, or I will keeeeeel youuuuuu!! :D
Then went to Winston's place to pass him the supplements :) Bahahha. IM AFRAID OF ALL THE CATS IN THE DARK ESP BLACKIES! :/ I almost stepped on one, which is like super bushy furry max tail lah! Bzzzzz! Then idiotly sat at busstop playing Sudoku till I missed a 158 and had to wait for the next :(
Work tomorrow leh :P Bahahha, maybe the Boss will give me free Manicure :P HAHHA1
And tell you a secret..
SUNDAY IS HILTON WITH BENNY AND BUFFET AFTER :D
Okay Erika and XY, be envious :D BAHAHAHHA. Erika I know you read this :P HAHAHAH. Actually, working with Benny is normal to me. Just that he's really nice to work with also, cos he will take care of me like an older brother. Benny is brotherly :) But of cos Godbro is better wheeeee!! :) But cannot be at Hilton on Sundays with Godbro cos Godbro dont do Balloons/ ArtnCraft now :( Meh meh. But anyways, BAHAHHA, Buffet partner! :D
--
Something that I typed this morning......
Sometimes some things are not within our control or what we can expect. Today morning I read on Amanda's Facebook post linking to her blog post about her friend whom committed suicide yesterday afternoon. So I actually KPO-ed and went to check out that guy's Facebook page. Many friends left him messages, messages that talked of what a good friend, colleague, person, he was. He's around 23 or 24 years old only, yet was actually suffering from Depression despite his cheerful outlook and in fact, seen as having a very promising future. Reading about all those, even though I dont know him at all, I somehow can feel the pain of his friends.
Imagine losing someone from your own clique, imagine losing someone whom you once loved so much, imagine losing someone whom took so good care of you before, imagine losing someone you used to sit next to in class..... Blahblah, neverending.
I mentioned in my blog before, 4-5 years ago, when one of my CCA mates passed away in a car accident. I wasn't close to him, but he was a good friend to those in his section and all of them went for counselling. I wasn't that affected YET, honestly, because he wasn't a close friend. But come to think of it, this could happen anyday to anyone.
If one fine day, any thing bad happens to any of my friends, close or not close, colleageus, I dont want to be the one to reget having unfulfilled promises or unsaid stuff or ungiven presents..
I love all my friends :)
i told of my glory at 10:48 pm
Monday, 5 April 2010
Was a tiring day today!
Went to meet Zijie for some photoshoots outside :) Architecture, adults at work, and Huifang :D Whee! Waiting for him to send me the pictures soon!
Then went to meet Eric and co. to go to Illuma :) Wa, the Ksuites there are Atas much :) Even has a computer. But since I couldnt sing, I ended up using the computer and settling some issues blah blah :P Hehe. Then went home le. Gosh, hurts to not be able to sing when they can! COS OF MY VOICE :( Even stupid Winston laughed at my voice when he heard my voice over the phone :(
Tomorrow's gonna be an even busier day :) Jintian's house, Kien's office, Eunos, then to Winston's place before home sweet home :)
Yay my Godbro's the best :)
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
Sunday, 4 April 2010
I cant believe Easter Day's over already! :( I had so much so much fun today :)
First location was Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel, after Benny picked me up from home, where we did the Egghunt and I helped Kien outsource to Vera to do Eggpainting for us :) The kids were very participative, well, who wouldn't want prizes? :) So Benny and I went around the restaurant, Cafe Brios and The Piano Bar, and the ADORABLE PINK BUNNY interacted with the crowd :) Kids and adults alike all liked the bunny :) Some problem occured, apparently the contract stated that we have facepainting for them according to the Manager, but Apple said there isn't facepainting today cos there's eggpainting already. Hmmm. :/
Rushed over to Hilton Hotel Singapore, where I finally met for the first time, Alex the Balloonist :) Not the Alexander aka Marco the Adventure Magician, but the other Alex. Hahha. Benny say he got the abit-Ahbeng look also :/ But he's handsome. LOL and he smiled at me OKAY. Bahhh, but anyways, the kids at Hilton were soooo violent, they plucked out my Bunny's blob of TAIL! :( Rarrrrr! And when I tried to put the tail blob back on the pin, one kid innocently asked me "How can you touch the person's butt? I know there's someone in the bunny...." RARRRRRRR!! KILL SUM-BOH-DEEE! :X But after our half hour show at Hilton, we had the buffet there :D YES, AGAIN! Muahahah! Cos we saw Alex eating there, so Benny and I just went ahead with it after asking Kien la :P And Benny is mad about oysters! Super mad! He was like "Don't stop me. I'm gonna clear out the oysters!" LOL. He really did, cos there were only 4 left :P Fast buffet lunch, main aim to just fill our stomachs not enjoy it cos we had another show to run to!
Oh yea, and met up with Pamela the new Marketing personnel of our company :) Then we cabbed over to our 3rd location together, at Gardenville the condo :) Gosh, the kids are so adorable! And I met one of my ex-clients! When I walked in with the Bunny, a lady beside me exclaimed "Look Sofia! There's the Bunny! And look! She brought Santa and Barney to our place during your birthday!" OH GOSH IT'S SOFIAAAAA :DDDDD The super adorable and pretty little girl whom I enjoyed at her party last year with Benny and Xinyan! :D Super duper happy to see Sofia cos she is sooooooooooooooooo cute! :) Love her so much! And this is my 2nd time meeting a familiar client already! So yea, today's party at Gardenville was equally splendid cos the kids were so enthusiastic and the parents were really participative too. During the Game, the Egghunt, the Phototaking and all :) And Sofia's mom actually talked to me asking for Mickey & Minnie mascots for Sofia's birthday, but she said Kien says we dont have! Gosh.. Gotta think of a way :) She's a really really nice client!! :D
So yeaaaaaa that's my day :) I lost my voice at the last show cos I walked too far off from my mic and I couldnt speak to the kids so I had to shout a couple of times, which made my already-present slight sore throat worse. And Benny was really nice today, helping me carry my stuff and all, opening a snack for me to eat which is a chocolate biscuit even though I was having a mild sore throat then (LOL), giving me opinions on what to do for the Egghunts etc based on his experience last year, peeling lobster for me at the buffet :) :) :) See, I got a GREAT colleague to work with today :) Really enjoyed working with him, always an equally enjoyable experience, but today's was the most chiong so I guess this was the first time we really had to help each other to get through the whole day! And I guess, HAPPY EASTER! :D
i told of my glory at 11:36 pm
Saturday, 3 April 2010
Day out with Abi and co. to celebrate Glenn's super belated birthday :)
Minds cafe was mad fun, food from the restaurant Beijia works at is mad good (called Chalk, I said I wanna go there with my boyf in future LOL!) and welllll, it was fun with them :) And Glenn super likes the present we bought for him! :DDD
BAHHHHH, I'm looking forward to tomorrow :) It's gonna be funnnn!
i told of my glory at 10:32 pm
Friday, 2 April 2010
Mad day of rushing here and there with bags of stuff which make me happy knowing it's for the kids :)
Glad Winston and his family liekd the durian puffs :P Meh meh, too bad the stupid bus driver was so hiong that th puffs weren't as perfectly pretty as how they were when I left my house :( But nevertheless, I'm glad that Brother actually seems in a happier mood today :)
Yay! :)
Am mad over fast-tempo songs nowadays. I think they brighten up my day because of my mundane everyday life LOL..
I don't need a parachute,
Baby, if I've got you.
Baby, if I've got you,
I don't need a parachute.
You're gonna catch me,
You're gonna catch if I fall,
Down, down, down.
Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight.
Just hold on to me,
I'll hold on to you.
It's you and me up against the world,
It's you and me.... Love.
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm
This song's lyrics fierce sio!
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
I need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
LOL! :P But the rhythm is hot :P Catchy much! I LIKE :D
i told of my glory at 2:26 am
Thursday, 1 April 2010
Huifang Huang dislike childish people whom DO WRONG MANY TIMES = people cannot blame him AT ALL, but PEOPLE DO WRONG ONCE = HE CONDEMN. Please lah, friends are FRIENDS for a reason, we're not friends because I have to give in to you and your childish blaming antics. So dont joke around with me. I dont freaking need a friend like you :)
That is my Facebook status. Topic of today? CHILDISH PEOPLE WHOM THINK THE WORLD OWE THEM FOR THEIR LIFE. If you think you cannot tolerate a long critical commentary by me, dont bother reading this post, LOL. :P
1. I jio-ed Friend A, B and others to go clubbing last week. But due to certain reasons like OT and all, I was only left with Friend A and B. So stupid people would choose to still go club when there's only such a small group to have fun with, so I cancelled the outing.
And this week, Friend B jio-ed Friend A, whom asked me, and his friends, along to club. So this is what was told to me on Monday. Then, 2 days back, Friend A sms-ed Friend B for confirmation, and B didnt reply. So I texted B, whom replied to me only yesterday blaming me for PS-ing them last week. C'mon, I had reasons, RELEVANT. So today, one day before tomorrow's supposedly-planned-by-B clubbing, that person decided to throw an abundance of vulgarities at A whom is innocent, attitude me when it isn't even my fault, and decide to withdraw out of tomorrow's clubbing. And trying to blame ME, for last-minute-cancelling last week. Excuse me, A and I have promptly exposed your lousy antics. You're just NOT going because we told you no other girls are going. Such a loser, to use clubbing to get to meet girls. We go there for fun. And fun at clubs with that group means ZJ + Nic + Luther + the girls. We just havent asked the girls and he actually withdraws cos of it and told my dear friend A to get some ANGER MANAGEMENT. Gosh, I told A, who's the one without anger management, throwing out all the vulgarities? At the end of the night, me and A were still happily chatting away while B may already be regretting even behaving this way. Oh wait, from how we know him, he does not know how to reflect but acts like the world owes him a living. :) Gosh, that's sad. I guess he just left the clique then, with a last message from A saying "Good night :)" Yes, I told A to do that. Why spend time quarrelling with someone who only uses vulgarities? We're cool people :)
Smart people argue with language. They win based on sheer wit and a good command of language, be it English, Mandarin or whatever language. They win based on logic, not based on amount of vulgarities spewed.
Which leads me to the 2nd issue.
I was at Marinasq Bowling Alley today, and the next lane was this Indian family. A disclaimer, I am not racist, if you do not offend me. I am easily provoked nowadays because I am facing quite a couple of issues at present. So please leave me to my own devices if you already dont know me. So this Indian family, they had 6 players, 4 of which are their kids. Yea, fertility I salute. And you know what? They had fucking 11 balls on the ball rack even though they didnt use all. So people with basic courtesy would probably remove the unused balls if someone else joins your rack, right? They didnt. Okay, fine, so there. So while my friend and I bowled, I COMMENTED VERY NORMALLY IN MANDARIN "Wa sian man, this ball rack damn alot of balls lah, should remove some lei. Eh you share ball with me you remove yours lah." So my friend removed one, which he took over. And the BITCHY mother started to comment out loud "Think we dont know CHINESE they can insult in CHINESE huh what is their problem?"
OKAY, someone got a problem with my open random comment. Hahha. I decided to ignore that. But friend stared, and Indian father decided to go complain to the counter. Go ahead dude, I've done nothing wrong, they cant do anything to me, why waste your time? So they came back, disappointed as there was nothing the counter could do. Friend, retardedly stooped to their low-down level to react to their childish trouble-stirring antics and stared openly at them. Indian father decided to challenge and say "STARE WHAT STARE, WANT TO FIGHT AH?", and friend promptly replied that his contacts was dry, cannot ah? And well, obviously I wont allow such childish trouble brewing right under my nose right? So I pushed friend to the chair and questioned him in Mandarin, why stoop to their level? Trouble with them worth it? You at their level? You sure you wanna spoil your own reputation cos of such childish people?
Indian father decided to keep staring. True, I was damn fucking pissed with them for being so childish, but what could I do? So I decided to do what I do best. LANGUAGE! :)
I continued speaking in Mandarin to friend that it seriously isnt worth it to fight with people like them cos theyre just trying to find something to do when theyre bored without anything to do at a bowling alley cos total 6 of their player's score only added to our total 2 of our scores. :) No point quarrelling with people like that. Striked more, shut them up, they looked, couldnt say anything, and I continued to communicate out loudly in Mandarin and Hokkien, cos seriously. WHAT CAN YOU DO IF IM TALKING AND NOT SLAPPING YOU?
And trust me, that mother was freaking one bitch. Kept staring over at me. She stared at me, I looked back at her with innocent eyes. Awwwww, see that adorable lil girl? Thankyou, thats me..... STOP IT! Alright, I only meant that I seem like an adorable lil girl next to her. Cos seriously, she's super guailan! And I speak in Mandarin, not Chinese, lady :)
Ah, I guess that's one rare chance that my method works on a friend :) But then again, why are there so many childish people whom are ultra sensitive to issues not even pertaining to them and not for their concern and behave like the world ought to kowtow to them??!
On a sidenote, OMG. I cannot believe Brother says I'm like clubbing queen :(
And to you my friends out there whom keep saying I'm clubbing-siao! I have only gone clubbing 6 times before!
Arena, Powerhouse, Phuture, Butterfactory, Phuture, Powerhouse!
SO STOP IT LA! :( Evil people, make me negative of myself :(
On a sidenote, durian puffs :) Awwww. Feel the love yo! :)
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
Seriously, my negativity towards Powerhouse isn't uncalled for :)
Just came home from Powerhouse and trust me, I had fun only cos of the friends whom were there with me. At first, I thought the DJ today was pretty good, until we started noticing that he inserted "F*ck, yeah!" like at least 3-4 times in each song (gets annoying) and each song had his name mentioned in it. Damn, first time in the club I know the DJ's name -.- More songs made me -ve than the number of songs that made me +ve.. :(
And I think I also ruined my own tastebuds :P I ordered a jug of Lime + Tequila mix all to myself. I think abit siao la. HAHHAHHAHA. Geh kiang can -.- The tastes totally clash and make me -ve about tequila for a moment even though to Huifang, tequila is LOVE. Ended up 2nd round was Cranberry + Vodka :( Sian lah. But wellll, ladies night, dont pay, enjoy, *AHEM*, enjoy -.- And, at least I didnt mix Vodka with water unlike some kookoo D. :P HEHE.
Plus plus plus, I dont know who called me! Some private number called me 3 times! I thought was Bro and I sms him but then didnt call back lei, so I think not, but who, if not him, calls me at that timing like 2am leh! WEIRD BONG BIANG.
And I think the last thing I hated was that there were so many NON-CHINESE. I'm not racist. Seriously. If I am, I will detest many of my friends. Hahha. But serious serious, bitches dancing so damn bloody violently they freaking ACCIDENTALLY pull my hair, elbow me from on top (because theyre dancing on the platform), blah blah blah. My advice. 1. DONT dance beside the platforms, 2. DONT go to Powerhouse altogether. And especially those guys of that....... They freaking CANT dance and do retarded moves, I dont know whether they're just pure retarded or they are trying to attract attention. Either way, they got attention, in a -ve way.
Then rightttt, I got one thing to complain. Powerhouse is so giam siap! NO PROMO WITH CITIBANK CARD LEI. ALAMAK, MOST CLUBS HAVE PROMO LORRRRRRRR!
I left early anyways, at like 2 plus. :DDD (See, Winston, I know my way home ;) But I appreciate the reminder nevertheless! :D)The rest of them were still there dancing. Initially, I stayed on cos I enjoyed the company of those friends, but ultimately I gave up. Totally cannot take the music. -.-
Wa okay I think I should stop complaining about Powerhouse. Later not only Huifang -ve but everyone also -ve HEHEHE. Okay kidding, I doubt I have the influence :( Haarhar. -.- But anyway, the last time, which was the first time I went to Powerhouse, was also a F*CKING bad experience. See why I'll just avoid that place? Anw, I can now gain free entry to Zouk/ Phuture, and other clubs (can't remember all lah) so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa ;)
I think I should aim to just live the ATAS way, drink wine, talk about this and that. HEHE :)
Okay, sleepy time :)
i told of my glory at 4:15 am