Thursday, 30 September 2010
Happy Childrens' Day kids :) I've tried my best!!
Enjoy your day all :D HAHAHAH!!
This Childrens' Day is probably the most fulfilling I've ever had, and hopefully more to come in the next many many years!
Today's epic:
Twin girls---
Twinnie A "I want flower!"
Twinnie B "I also want flower!"
HF "Who wants a Teddybear instead?"
Twinnie A "I want Teddybear!"
Twinnie B "I also want Teddybear!"
AWWWW DAMN CUTE! :D
How to not love them! :)
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
Wednesday, 29 September 2010
Alot of things happened just within this short span of numerous hours I'm out of the house today.
An awesome celebration, an awesome lunch with the awesome team, and madness at work. Seriously, no matter where I go, I'm celebrating Childrens' Day with the kids:
1. Parties
2. Ben n Jerry's Free Scoop + Topping coupon from LL upstairs...
And once those kids come for their free scoop.. It's madness, cos they come in 20s kinda group size. Like after their tuition class. OMG it's madness you know! Even at 9.30pm today people were like "Hi I want to redeem...." I was like "SORRY WE'RE CLOSED!" Seriously was very tempted to write a sign saying "CLOSED". Tiff got so annoyed she off-ed the lights. Hahahhah :X Like seriously lo, a cramps lady + mad tired cos of party lady added up is not the best offendable combination I tell you... :P But anyways, it was funny when we were about to leave. Cos we were like YAY, victorious! We could leave at 10pm despite all the cock-ups! But right! Just as we were about to leave, Tiff opened the drawer and realised all the cash was inside........ KUAKUAKUA~ Direct fail. She super bimbo please! How could she forget something so important! :P In the end, we spent another 20 minutes there. Lol!!
Tired and mad mad craving for a good bath, I decided to cab and guess what, no cab in sight, as usual. Spammed sms again, until the 7th sms, I got a Sonata. Just my luck ^^ Hehehe. And you know what? When I boarded, the uncle and I had this conversation...
Uncle "Hey xiao jie you look very familiar... I think you've taken my cab before..."
Me "Eh serious? You picked me from here also?"
Uncle "No la not here. But your voice VERY familiar............"
*Pauses for one moment, turns around..
Uncle "OH! YOU DO MASCOT ONE RIGHT!! YOU STAY BEDOK ONE!"
Me "Huhhh?? Eh mascot yes, Bedok no. Eh YAH!"
Uncle "YOUR MICKEY MOUSE LOR THAT TIME!"
Me "EH YAH LAH WA UNCLE YOU REMEMBER!"
Uncle "Of cos remember! That journey very long ma... Hor? Hahahhahahahha"
True true, this uncle damn cool, he remembers that Marina Bay-Bedok-Buona Vista cab ride I'd taken from him HAHAHAH :P That was like... Beginning this month :P He was driving like Winston lo, hiong hiongs one, but zai :D I was zzz-ing in the car :X But yeaaa, he's like cool :D And friendly too! He was like "Next time sure have chance meet again! HAHA!" when I alighted from his cab. Hahahha awesomeeee!
And today I cleared round 1, tomorrow's ROUND 2!!! Huat arhhhh!! :D
i told of my glory at 11:54 pm
Eeeeeks my day started out rather terribly. Hahah!! Cos I thought I'm working today when actually it's tomorrow! D: But on the other hand, received korkor's good news of his good results :) So I'm glad for him too! Heeeee :D Lucky I called up USQ to check lo, otherwise I really stupidly go down for work today :(
Anyway, I went to the bank this afternoon, to change my bankbook and hopefully to enquire about my Ibanking and possibly the Debit card. Ends up, just my luck. The moment I walked into the bank and queued up behind a Chinese lady whom I walked behind, some Indian lady came to cut the queue and slotted in in front of me!! D:
HF- "Excuse me, please join the queue behind me"
IL- "But I was here, then I went thr take thing a little while, very fast one. So I'm back"
HF- "Sorry but once youre out of the queue means youre out of the queue. No such thing as 'just awhile' one"
IL- "Have!! No lah I only go take something a little while lah this one my place!"
HF- "Ok whatever."
I was too lazy to argue with her, cos I was crazy hungry at that point of time, so I plugged in my earpiece, and guess what, SHE WAS VERY UNHAPPY OKAY, she kept turning back wanting to suan me or something, then to her dismay, my earpiece was in so too bad, she turned back to the front. LOL. If she hadnt felt embarrassed enough.. The whole place was so small everyone could hear our squabble please -.- And people were already turning around looking at her. So whatever, I just queued up. 10 minutes the later, the queue wasnt moving at all. So being the impatient me, I walked to the enquiry counter and just asked the Bank officer standing next to it if I could just replace my bankbook with a new one since it was rather fast. And BINGO, I got priority service just like that. Ushered into a cubicle, gave me a new bankbook, reopened my Ibanking account for me, GOT A NEW DEBIT CARD EVEN! :) Enjoyment! All without having to queue :P Stupid Toapayoh branch lo, that day they told me I had to join the long queue to replace my bankbook. Zzzz..
But anyways, that Indian lady was still queueing up when I came out. HAHA. Cut queue lorrrrrr you happy :P Damn it please I was being damn nice not to argue with her over coming out of the queue and slotting back in but she still wanne tell me off. If she were a nice old lady asking nicely I'd give way cos behind there was no one at that point in time. But cutting my queue? HAHAHAHA SUFFER PLEASE. Even it's embarrassment I insist.
Went to meet Abi and Zhenwen to visit Timomomo at his place in the evening :D He had some tonsils op thingy that I still dont understand about after his very detailed explaination.... :P Nevermind! Was an interesting Gossip + Crap + Videos + Laughters session with them :D And Noel joined us after. Headed to Chompx2 with GLENN too! :D YAY! Glennmaomao was at Noel's place but didnt come over rawr. Anyways, Chompx2 supper was good and I'm still full from it :P Too bad lar, I didnt have dinner. :(
And I have to wake up at like... 8am? Tomorrow morning, AWESOME-ness. And I wasted half an hour frantic over what was supposed to happen on Sunday 12-2pm cos I FORGOT -.- Nice one Huifang.
Hopefully I survive tomorrow, Thursday, Friday and Saturday! :)
i told of my glory at 2:35 am
Monday, 27 September 2010
Today was a really awesome day! Saw really cute Dutch kids at the school :)
You know, even a small 4-5 year old boy, whose dad wasnt here to pick him up yet, slowly half-struggled took off his soccer boots and socks even though he couldve easliy asked for help from one of the teachers/ adults there. And he actually did it and didnt throw it anywhere but held on to them! Sweet little boy :D
And he followed his teacher around while that teacher brought me around the school. So obediently! Shy shyyyy :D And his teacher gave him apple juice after :) So cute! See how independent some kids can be.. He tidied himself up without any help! :D
On the other hand, I'm really glad Ray the dajie has agreed to relief me for Friday closing! Allows me to handle the last minute stuffs cropped up D: Gosh, gonna be a mad week after tomorrow........
i told of my glory at 11:41 pm
Recently there have been so many things happening in my life and I'm so busy to the extent that I dont update my blog daily already D:
My life:
1. Ben and Jerry's very unstable schedule
2. .....
Actually, I dont know what I'm so busy with either. Oh yea, the overflowing emails. The overflowing emails which are choking me :X Erhemms..
But life now is really busy but fulfilling I guess, just some void spaces here and there sometimes. Besides that, korkor has been nice, WJ has been nice, Abi has been nice, xiiaowennnsx has been nice (LOL!), and.... My parents have been awesome :D YAY to mummy and daddy :)
And now I've got... Balloons to take care of. Not really, I shall go orhorhs :( Bleh. Ktksbye.
i told of my glory at 1:51 am
Sunday, 26 September 2010
What his mother said has really made me think through things.. One thing is, I wasnt supposed to.. Second thing is, he didnt want me to either.. Third thing is, I thought I could change but apparently I still cant.
And now, a 3456786546789th party is telling me "No, better to give up. I've seen enough during my lifetime to know it wont work out." I think I'm really very very hurt by this statement! Because I know things wouldnt work out, I tried very hard to make things better, I did so many things for everyone, I did so many more things for ourselves. But in the end, what others see is still the same old me, not able to attain a higher level to match anyone else.
Yes honestly I very much feel like crying out because I thought I've really changed something and done something for myself this time round. But no, nothing has changed.
His mother tells me to not waste my time, because men2 bu4 dang1, hu4 bu4 dui4. And then again, saying, using idioms, which all point to impossibility.
Should I really take her advice? Can I succeed taking her advice?
Honestly, I dont think so, unless I quit all contacts, which is humanly entirely impossible to do. So I should quit that thought.
But on the other hand, it's a nagging reminder at the back of my head that this shouldnt even be so in the first place.. Why am I venturing into a danger zone which might jeopardize even the simplest thing as friendship?
Stupid right :( I wanne be like little Laura, fascinated by Princess dresses and the pretty bride and not having other worries.. :)
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
Saturday, 25 September 2010
Peiling jiejie's wedding today was sooooo awesome :)
Basically, the food and service was just.... But the whole atmosphere was really cool :) Her husband is so funny! The best part of that evening was watching the video of the obstacles they had to pass thru to get to the bride. Hilarious okay! :D But yeaaa, they're really sweet lo :P Peiling jiejie has been a big sister to me ever since I was a kid even though we weren't really close. Seeing her being so pretty in her awesome bridal gown and getting married to him is like AWWwWWWwww :D
And Peiling jiejie's dad was like "I'm waiting to go for yours arh! Soon!" when I shook his hand before going off. OMG? LOL. I was like NO LAH! HAHAHHAHA D:
But was a good networking opportunity :P Managed to give out cards hehehehhee ;)
And OMG I am super tired now!! D:
i told of my glory at 11:46 pm
Friday, 24 September 2010
My life has been rather hectic, with many changes coming in. Just in a blink of eye, it's end September already.
Korkor has been so busy with work,
friends have been busy with work,
Abi has been busy with schoolwork and revision,
and I somehow, somehow, feel the weight of the world on me. :(
Hahahahha but at the very least, I know that I can always look forward to nights where I can rant all I want to korkor and sulk all I want and play my AUDITION! Yes, madness is back. Let's see how long I can last hahha. :X
Cos you bring out the best in me, like no one else can do.
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you. ♥
Pressure to conform means well sometimes. And I know how much they value me considering how they dont even bother to inform me of the cancellation of training. It just makes me feel a deeper kind of hurt and a little lesser regret and guilt for handing up my resignation. Not the first time this has happened. Tyvm, I know who is able to truly bring out the best in me.
Thank goodness for people like korkor, lovely Abi and pokpok Zhenwen to make me feel that today, or rather yesterday, was a day worth enduring through.
i told of my glory at 2:22 am
Monday, 20 September 2010
So tired from workkkkkk D: Mid-shift tomorrow, phewwww :P
Met a new Scoopy today. Hahha. So she got her desired outlet! I remember I only talked to a few of them and she happened to be one of them :D YAY!
Best thing that happened today was this mom and daughter pair whom recognized me from Amelia's party! Gosh, that was months ago! And to my glee, that girl's mom was like "You look really familiar, where were you before Ben and Jerry's?" and I was like uhhhhh, I'm doing parties too... And she exclaimed immediately "Oh at that party that's really near Novena MRT! Girl, what's your friend's name?" and her daughter immediately replied "Amelia's party!" Geeeez I'm glad I made an impact and left an impression mans :)
Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Taylor Swift's still my idol :)
Junie just emailed me asking about Barney for Ashley's sisters! I really wanne do their party cos I cant forget how cute her little sisters are!!! :)
Gosh, I'm going to die from over-lethargy soon. And my nose keeps running. Touching songs relating to me dont help my nose! HAHAHHA :D
And I'm finally meeting Chiaweijian on Wednesday! Goshhhh, and we're going to go shopping for Crumplers ^^ LOL! Awesome! Arrrrrh, I hope korkor's blisters are much better to him! :)
Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And hey, true enough, we're taking on the world together :) My greatest encouragement.
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm
Sunday, 19 September 2010
I still dont see the need to involve me in a matter which you perceive that I am involved in, and obviously I had told you I am not..
I'm so sick and tired of having to explain what-nots to you, get out of my life, you irritating upper.
It's NOT just about my brother, it's about ME. Understand? ME.
i told of my glory at 10:58 pm
Was a crazy day today.
I'm seriousssssss it was mad crazy lar, from searching for a car at some stupid shopping centre carpark to rushing down for a last minute show to getting shouted at over the phone for no apparent reason to.... going to a friend's 21st birthday party.
Oh well, at least the day ended well. Thanks to korkor whom fetched me home from Jamie's party :D YAY!
Tired. Ktksbye.
i told of my glory at 1:16 am
Friday, 17 September 2010
Yesterdayyyyy was an awesome day :D It was boring like 75% the time, but yet the boring-ness turned out exceptionally cool HAHAHHA.
Morning 7am had to wake up for course :( Meh mehhhh. The Basic Hygiene Course was really dry IMO :X So I kind of smoked through the whole day, and only was 100% awake for lunch and breaks HAHAHHAHA.. But still, end of the day at the test.... I only got one question wrong :P And that was because I was unsure between 2 answers HAHAHA!! But stilllllll, COMPETENT! :) Considering I half-slept through..... :P HAHAH!!
Met up with the Balloonists in the evening for our F1 racecar sculpture project at Borders. Had dinner at Wendys which was quite awesome! :D Hahhah!! And our racecar is mad chio! WOOTS :)
Busy day ahead!
i told of my glory at 12:29 pm
Thursday, 16 September 2010
USS is phenomenal :D Sorry larrr I'm trapped in little SG. But it was a really great night out yesterday with Long, Benny, Abi, Chloe! :D Boss and gf wandered off. Welllllll, the moment they wandered off was the same moment we started running around in our flipflops like little kids HAHAHHAHAH :P And we really had mad mad fun till like 12am when USS closed, and only cabbed and came home at 2am. LOL!
Roller coasters, crazy shows, running running running and running. Laughing, cam-whoring, failed jumpshots, getting chased to go home by the security guards, OH YES, taking picture with WOODY WOODPECKER!!! I couldnt remember his name and I was like "THAT BIRD THAT BIRD!!!!" Hahahha awwww the Woody Woodpecker damn cute!! Sayang my head somemore lo AWWW :D
We went to watch the Shrek 4d, which had Donkey snot on our face (Water factually!), cold wind blowing and whole seat moving like being on a horse :D Went on the Revenge of the Mummy, which was this rollercoaster indoor ride which went as fast as 90kmph, had blazing fire in close proximity and was CRAZY! It went up, down, front, backwards, OMGGGGG madness! We had to run a route which was like probably 12 minutes walk, just to get to the coaster! And guess what, we went 4 times :D Mad fun!!! Also went on the Canopy thingy which was like a swing, and it was shiok-nessss :D Oh yes and the Waterworld show was REALLY AWESOME! Those people in the cast were really cool and drama and ran around and GOSH, it was just a really spectacular show with all the fireworks!!
Too bad, the Battlestar Galactica was still down :( ARGHHHH!! But still, the best part of the whole ride was us running around like little kids and cheering and screaming our heads off running past the crowd LOL. Mad crazy unglam. But I love the pics taken! :D
It was a really cool trip :) Love those fellow balloonists man! :D YAY AWESOME! :D
i told of my glory at 11:48 pm
Tuesday, 14 September 2010
Today was a good day :)
Morning wakeup to a long 1.5 hour chat with Alexander all the way at Arizona! :D Long time since we had a good talk! The last time I saw him was when we were at Hilton discussing about my penalty manzzzzzzzz. But nevertheless, the 1.5 hour chat was really encouraging to me :) Really thankyou to Alexander!! :D
Headed down to United Square to shop at Toys R Us and then went to korkor's place to go down to Apple's place together! :D Yzza and Faith are super cute! And her 2nd daughter too! Though I dont know her name hahahha :X But anyways, she's so sulky she's so cute! :D
Down to Vivo after and rawrrrr I'm mad tired now and there's still work tmrw :P mehhhhhhhhhh~
And korkor gotta wake up earlier than me lol!! GG larrrrrrr D:
On the other hand, I just realised, someone on Iphone OS stalked Winston all the way here. Winston Tang and balloon? Yea, so what :) Winston is awesome with balloons, and he's really almost self-taught. And he spends his own money buying materials. If you're thinking along the line of exposing anything and doing your habitual "send lawyer's letter"..... Think twice how to, alright? :)
i told of my glory at 11:49 pm
Sunday, 12 September 2010
Got some news, which made me very disappointed today. I was said to be "more matured than he is". His age is more than 1.5 times my age but yet I'm told this by someone else, when in fact, this guy was once so respected by me. Pathetic? Drastic? Drama? Sorry, no. It's REALITY.
Firstly, I thought it was CHILDISH enough for him to even CHALLENGE someone over the phone. What the hell is this? Have you ever heard of a boss challenging someone over the phone? Especially ME when it wasnt even my fault? "Why is you picking up? He dare not talk to me arh?" in an undeniably mocking tone. Please, what difference does it make for you to insult him this way? It just put you in such a bad light. As a boss, I dont think he isnt aware that his reputation is at stake? Does he even consider how we view him? If he thinks Winston influenced me, then too bad, he didnt think of how I'd influence the rest of my friends under him yes?
Secondly, I thought it was enough of him to not verbally care about us after our shows, especially my new guys. True, long time ago I was the underdog and being taken care of much. So now, they dont need such treatment is it? The company is small, the boss must have EMPATHY, the staff believe in one another. Only the latter appears to exist, and trust me, it isnt just me but also everyone else thinking this way, even the SENIORS.... For me, I email-ed stating my reason as "cos it's really taxing on my schoolwork, plus my parents are complaining about my low pay......", but yet his full rebuttal was 100% on justifying the pay issue. Hello, where is the concern regarding my studies? And only after I replied my disappointment in such discouragement, then did he rephrase his words to mean else. Sorry, the harm's been done.
And then now, THIRDLY, acting this way.. Threatening not to turn up if he's there, if he's part of it. WHATEVER, this is the last straw.. Her daughter's birthday party is for guests whom are her daughters' and her friends. It's a get-together for all to celebrate this joyous event, not a COMPANY GATHERING. Therefore,
1. You have no right to comment on the guests
2. You have no right to restrict anyone from coming
3. You have no right to restrict the host from inviting anyone
4. You have no right to restrict the host from accepting any gift of any form
5. You have no right to threaten anyone with your existence and persuade anyone to conformation due to work concerns
Saying stuff that he has no right to is one thing, having to even go through one more person is WORSE. That only shows how cowardly he is as an individual, how 'small' his heart is, how stupid he really is. The difference between WORK and PERSONAL is such that if it's a work issue, he has the right to make others conform should anyone violate his rules. But where it's personal, where it's about friendship, HE HAS NO SAY.
It's about separating work and personal issues aint it? I think someone is worse than me.
Firstly in answer, I was not influenced by Winston, and had no intention to leave. Winston's case was an unfair one to both parties, and it wasnt even necessary to pursue it. He did not influence me in his ideas, neither were my friends influenced. But what happened was he made me aware of my rights as an individual. That was all. Assuming, accusing, and rubbish-talking, I dont see whats the point behind it all. I think it was more of empty talk because I never really found a reason behind all that. And even challenging me over the phone? True, the name stated wasnt to me, but hello, it was ME ON THE LINE and I WAS ON THE RECEIVING END. And mind you, I'm not one to be threatened, and if I dont see myself or my brother at fault, I dont see the need for you to CHALLENGE him over the line in such a stupid and childish manner.
Secondly in answer, no matter what justifications and reasons there may be, he doesnt have to end off with a STRONG tone of sarcasm yes? Crumplers? Nike? I have them all and I do FLAUNT them because they are my possessions. To me, they are part of my daily necessities. LV, Chopard, Car, that would be luxury to me. Because as a full-time student bringing an income of around $1000+ in a month, I dont see why I shouldnt love my life, and emphatize with a business owner. If being a business owner is so tough, why not just do what I do? Take up normal jobs? I dont understand what kind of satisfaction is deprived from such sarcasm thrown at a 20 year old subordinate whom initially had no intention at all to quit.
Thirdly in answer, you are just plain childish to act this way.
The first and second incidents were just normals which I let past soon enough, cos I felt they were just minor issues. Even thuogh Godbro went through alot of trouble just because of all things that had happened, it doesnt mean I leave with him. I am who I am. If you had to view me as so easily-influenced, then I'm sorry, I am as weak as you presume.
But what happened most recently, is really the last straw.
I cant bring myself to work under someone whom is so childish but wants to say that of others. I cant bring myself to respect someone whom seniors dont even respect and disagree of. I cant bring myself to believe in him anymore when he's the one whom threw my trust on the floor and crushed it under his own feet. I trust whom I work with, but yet this kind of things happen.
I am not angry. I am disappointed.
i told of my glory at 9:05 pm
Good show today at Amara Hotel for the FamilyDay-like thingy :) HAHHAHA!! YAY :)
And rushed down for work, thinking I'm 20 minutes late, only to find out that my shift starts one hour later today :( So means I'm still 40 minutes early. Ends up, finished up my cake :) Damn awesome ohkayyy :D See my FB for pictures!!
Then korkor came to find me for dinner :) And we had pastamaniaaaa, the pig ate 2 portions of pasta LOL!! :P And yay-ness cos Ee Lee and I as usual, spammed food lar! Icecream, brownie, icecream, brownie, coffee, NON-STOP OKAY LOL. Even Winston was fed some brownies hehe :) And korkor finally ate some other flavours besides his kuku lemonade sorbet :P Hahahhahah!! And now he has a pint of Strawberry Cheesecake at home! :D Breakthroughhhh!! :D
And I'm mad tired! Tmrw there's show at 8.30am D: D: D: ARGHHHHH!!!
i told of my glory at 12:20 am
Friday, 10 September 2010
Today was an awesome day :D
Resident Evil was SUPER COOL PLEASE! I was super fascinated by the drama and action and all.. :P Hehehe.
And I am super tired nowwwww. A happy day! :) And tomorrow's another busy day!! :D
Off to settle my stuffs nowwwwwwwww :D
*Sometimes it's really unbelievable how some things work out :) But I'm glad things do..
i told of my glory at 9:47 pm
Thursday, 9 September 2010
Shiiiiiiiit I think I epic fail as a Scoopy.
1. Cannot differentiate between Choco dip and Hot Fudge sauce (to me.. It's all chocolate lei..?)
2. My left and right arms are aching.. (I dont even know why when I scoop icecream with right arm only..)
3. I forgot to close the ice box, I forgot to close the POS drawer, I've been working for 2 weeks and today is my first time creaming a cake.
EPIC PHAIL LOR :(
Shit lar I am super negative now.
And today there was this grandpa that I really felt very sorry for. He, his maid and his three grandchildren came to B & Js for icecream. The kids ordered the icecream and just ran off to sit down with it, and did not wait for him. His movement and all, were slow cos he was suffering from like partial stroke. In the end, he finally came to my counter and told me "Cone..." so I took out a cone for him and asked which flavour he wanted. But I presumed he didnt have really good knowledge of English and he just randomly pointed to Mint Choco. Hmmm, but no choice, I had to just give it to him since he chose that. He took the cone with his good hand, and with his stroke-ridden hand, took the change. Felt really really sorry for him cos the kids just totally ignored and neglected him while he sat at another table behind them eating his icecream cone.
Will our grandchild treat us liek that when we're old?
I wonder..
On the other hand, HOLIDAYS :)
Sweet!
i told of my glory at 11:02 pm
Maybe 2013 days down th road, the person consoling me isnt someone whom will leave me for someone else. :) Hahha!
I just need some LGMH.
Anyway, probably less than what, 10 readers, come to my boring blog now. Each time I update, it's for a self-consolation, that I know I'm still alive, I'm still conscious, and I am thinking back about things that had happened today. Today, Abi made me smile.
But still, korkor.
I'm sorry for always making you unhappy. Please read korkor, much as I know you might not want to. But really, do.
No matter how much you shout at me or hate me, I will still love you as much because you are my best Godbro and I will still choose to remember all the times you made me smile. Each time I say sorry, is each time I know that I place you before myself because when korkor is happy, I am too. And when I admit my mistake, it's compliance with you too, because I know I did something you did not approve of.
Because even though my age is one year older than you, you always give in to me when I have tantrums sometimes.
You help me through the most important things in business and nag at me at the most important issues. Even though you know things would mean low income for you for this period, you dont even mind.
All that you have done for me directly or indirectly, I know that it's because you care, as a brother.
But maybe I'm wrong about myself, I am still learning how to really accept you as a brother, someone whom I shouldnt ask more about, becuase what I ought to know will be told to me. I just need your help, our reminder, that always I ought not be overly demanding..
Because if I do not cherish you as a brother and am out to ruin things on purpose, I wouldnt ever bother with what you think, wouldnt ever care about what you're angry over, wouldnt even say sorry, and most importantly, I wouldnt always thank God for sending someone like you to be in my life.
I always ask Him for help whenever I meet with any problems. I always ask Him for reasons why things turn bad. I always ask Him for advice.
Because I trust Him that much, because I know it's His work that you are here.
A few days of unhappiness, a few days of unfriendliness- I know. It's my fault after all. But korkor, I'm sure this will blow over. I know I've done things wrong this time round but all I need is your big heart to let things work out again. Please, okay? :)
I attempted to post a LGMH a week ago, about a brother whom gave me a surprise visit at my workplace on my first day of work and made me happy, because I was so unfamiliar and unsecure of my surroundings, and having a familiar face there helped alot. But it never got published..... Maybe I am really that bad. Argh.
Sorry, I cant sleep if I havent gotten over certain issues knowing I havent put them right. Korkor, anything I can do to make you smile, tell me okay? My bad.
Alright, gotta wake up at 7am later..
i told of my glory at 2:31 am
Wednesday, 8 September 2010
LAST DAY OF EXAM TOMORROW AND IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE D:
Well, at least from school lar. So that I can thoroughly enjoy scooping icecream, serving love, bringing happiness to kids and adults, and make my now-skinny bank account HAPPY AND FAT! :D
HANAR KNNBCCB MY FAULT THAT I NEVER MOVED ON LAR CAN STOP SCOLDING ME FOR BEING SO STUPID CAN.
Sorry sidetracked totally lollllllllll. Tired much :(
And I cant believe ittttt my life is so mundane my blog is getting boringggg D:
i told of my glory at 11:48 pm
I thought I'm a person whom can live without being a priority, without being the centre of attention to my world. Then again, I realised I'm wrong. :)
I still have alot more to do, many more tears to shed before I might finally grow up and give up totally. GAHHH!
That's kind of saddening. But at least I know that it's because we see each other very often, which is why the only time you tell/ ask me something special, is on my birthday. :)
Maybe, in another 594 days, adding on another 11 days, I'll learn that the date, the day, the time, the month, the year, whatever details, it dont matter anymore and I should just forget what I used to have in the past...
FUCK EXAMS LAH. I WANT TO PLAY. COS KORKOR IS NOT FREE NEXT WEEK ALR :(
i told of my glory at 2:31 am
Tuesday, 7 September 2010
Work with Ee Lee= Eat non-stop for hours. Hahhahha!!
Broken flower bowl (Ee Lee's fault! :P)
Freshly-baked cookies (Mine versus hers lol!)
and my darling delicious lunch hahhahahaha!! :D
Awesome much man! :D And Tiff is as usual veh funnehhhhhh :D YAY I enjoy my work know! :D Woots! Type more later!
i told of my glory at 6:43 pm
Monday, 6 September 2010
Finance exam was terribly terrible D: D: HAHAHHAH!! Darn. I'm going to buck up for my HR already :( Rawr.
Work was awesome today though. And I am mad tired.. Work tomorrow morning and then studyyyyyy. RAWR!!
Exam please be over soooon :(
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
Heeheeeee was so busy with everything! D: Revision, work, shows, and blahblahhh D:
Just came back from supper with korkor, and he had a surprise! He bought a camera! :D YAY! Exciting much :) Before that was a day of mad-chiongs study and work, had fun really! But I hope tmrw's exam will be goooooood! :)
Yesterday (Saturday) was Chunkfest 2010, went there with Weijian after work ended :) Was awesomeeee!! Icecream was great and so was redemption! :D But korkor didnt go with ussss :( WEHHHHH.
Either way, exam's in less than 12 hour's time. Well, all the best to me arh. HAHAHA :D YAY! A A A A A A! :DDD
i told of my glory at 1:19 am
Saturday, 4 September 2010
FORGOTTEN BLOG FOR 3 DAYS! D:
Okay lar, I just feel that life is really busy and tiring for me the past few days. Mad rush, really, try living my life. Study- work- business- sleep. I dont have time for allll :( But I still manage to. Hahhaha.
B & J has been love, studying mad mugging with Abi is love, Coffeebean coffee with Citibank rebates is love (oh wait I havent paid my bill), and my korkor is dua love please! :D Okay please tell me my life rocks now.
And till this point I'm still mad trying to cram Finance formulas and definitions into my tiny mind. Damn it. How the hell does Kien get straight As for A levels?!?!? ZZZ.....
Confusion state now lar, parents not happy with my entertainment job now D: Funny how my mom criticises my B & J job but she really disapproves of me continuing in MBKP :( RAWR.
Going to sleep nao, kthxbye. :)
i told of my glory at 1:08 am