Monday, 30 November 2009
HUIFANG PASSED DRIVING PRACTICAL TEST TODAY! :D
finally after 4 months of lessons, theories, stallings, negativities, IVE GOTTEN THE GOLDEN LICENSE YO :D and i tell you, i seriously screwed up TTM during practice session!
1. front and back tyres both brushed against the kerb when i did my first left turn at the traffic junction. teacher blamed my wearing sneakers for that (cos i usually wear slippers to drive)
2. circuit- reverse parking w/out poles: rather than turning RIGHT, i turned LEFT when i reversed and teacher was like "EHHHHH!!!!!!!!" and i was like WTF??! i dont know why i did that ANYWAY :/ first time that happened.
3. i stalled 4 times while on the road.
WAAAA SCARY BALLS I TELL YOU! c'mon man, the problems appear only at the last minute?! madness! like seriously can faint that kind. went into the waiting room for practical testees, half feeling like im gonna fade off and die in fright. but teacher also one kind of pump confidence lah, say "ok one!" LOL :D
waited till 4.25pm, i was the 4th to be called out by tester. alamak. i tell you, my tester is one kind of the unfriendly and hostile TTM please. he was like "go start your car". then he just leisurely walk behind. i see others' testers walking with them one lo ): meh poot.
started car, went into circuit, and problems start to come in.
1. nervousness kicked in, hand was shivering slightly ):
2. circuit- uphill: accelerate, clutch down, brake down, handbrake up, accelerator down to 2.5rpm, DID NOT FIND BITING POINT, release handbrake, CAR ROLLED BACKWARDS. WALAO SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME SERIOUSLY! if i hadnt zam brake on time, id have gotten an immediate failure. cos roll back >1m= immediate failure. mine was <1m. HENG SIO! but nevermind, kill factor x1.
3. circuit- reverse parking w/out poles: rather than turning RIGHT, i turned LEFT when i reversed. sounds familiar? YES, IT WAS WHAT HAPPENED EARLIER ON. doink. the first time it happened, the second time happened again on the same day today. freakkkkkkkk! speechless TTM! i was like URGHHHH! "SORRY!!!" and the tester coolly told me "is okay, try again". i tried again and went the right direction (of cos, duh!). and well, i was given chance for it lar :P otherwise 2 more demerits. kill factor x2.
4. once i left the reverse parking w/out poles lots, i turned out and got penalised for not checking traffic on both sides before turning out. SHEEEET. cost me a freaking 4 demerits. and the tester nag like idk-no-tmr! GRAWR! kill factor x3!
5. at the end of the test, i turned in to the wrong lane. should be right-follow-right but i went to the left lane. RAWR! kill factor x4!
kill factor x5?
MOVING AT TOO SLOW SPEED ON THE ROAD.
i was moving on eunos link at a speed of 50kmph, a speed which my teacher would quantify as "OI! TOO FAST!". but he marked me down for slow-ness x2. mehhhhhhh! ANGRY!
and this is not all. he really is unfriendly TTM. when my test ended, he said "off engine, follow me". i looked at my car in horror and realised that i didnt know how to off the car engine cos id nver done so before :/ scary ballllllllls! use common sense, and turned the key. HAHA! then i realised i hadnt pulled the handbrake even after id unbuckled my seatbelt so i did so, and he was like "your gear why still at 1? must put neutral you dont know arh?" FIERCE ): i adjusted gear, and he just walked out lo. so i kookoo-ly followed him, really fretting that i would fail cos i screwed up the circuit like so unexpectedly! and i was really trying so hard to emphasize on my "checking blind spots" already. damn nice of him too, he was like, walking up to level 2 and not bothering about me at all. and he walked into the room, asked me to "sit down". and proceeded to print my driving practical test report. he then told me to sit down at another table, and he explained to me my 5 mistakes which incurred demerits, aka kill factors. boo, i counted like.. the number of demerits that would warrant me a fail. but in the end, he turned to the back of the slip, and showed me a
"PASSED".
OH CRIES IN HAPPINESS! i was like thank you thank you thank you thank you! SO HAPPY!!! im like so gladddd! then went outside the room to the counter to make payment for my license :D hah!
went downstairs, saw my teacher, and i was like "I PASSED!" and he also said equally loudly to the people outside "PASS LO PASS LO! HAHAHA!" first time i saw him really so glad for me yo! :D but im glad too! really glad. :D he's a really nice nice teacher. teaches well, and really ensures that i master things properly before moving on. even though he lieks to burp out loud and laugh at me when i make mistakes, he's still the nicest driving teacher, really! (: he changed my whole perspective about private students being taught by slack teachers who dont follow a strict curriculum and having to wait a long time for their test date. but it's not true at all (:
HUIFANG COMPLETED HER BTT, FTT AND PRACTICAL TEST IN 4 MONTHS ODD.
HUIFANG PASSED PRACTICAL TEST ON FIRST TRY.
and i daresay i was prepared in whatever the tester wanted to look out for, except for my obviously careless last minute crop ups lah :P haha!
now my next aim, earn money, save money, DRIVE!
i want my first passenger to be the person who helped me most in this journey :D oh wait, the most is my teacher. so the person who helped me most in this journey besides my teacher :DDD *hint hint*. i hope you blind dodo, are reading this ok! :D promise is promise! (see, commit lei.)
oh yea, definitely gotta thank everyone for their well-wishes, luck, many luck, much luck, loves, blessings, etc! xD and i feel very much loved! AND HAPPY! :D
especially my dearest classmates yvonne, erika etc. omg loves okay! i will drive you girls around when i get a car! :D
woohooooo! I LOVE MY LONG POST :D LICENSE!
i told of my glory at 10:43 pm
just finished up all my stuff! PHEW!
went to airport to study today. haha. not bad not bad, im at marketing chapter 2 alr :D whee!
on the way home just now, something very funny happened when i was on th phone with winston. the conversation went like that:
hf- my house got new shower lei!
winston- for what purpose?!
hf- HUH?
winston- 2 showers in one toilet..
hf- NO LAH! MY HOUSE GOT 2 TOILETS LAH!
winston- .... ohhh! HAHAH YOU SHOULD BLOG ABOUT IT!
-.- my brother very funny lorrrrr! :D
LATER IS DRIVING PRACTICAL TEST LE LEIIIIIII! HUIFANG YOU CAN DO IT! (:
i told of my glory at 1:50 am
Sunday, 29 November 2009
each time when i think all hope is lost and some things will never come back again, you surprise me and make me smile again. thank you love! (:
driving test is tomorrow, and suddenly im experiencing a first-time-in-a-lifetime-crisis- CASHFLOW CRISIS??!!
crap, huifang is a well-known walking atm right? zz. how did this happen?
all thanks to my chio blue tiny shiny pretty netbook.
$120 for car rental,
$58.50 for lesson + circuit before test,
$50 for license (yah lah, i very BHB can?)
$228.50 by tomorrow.
oh wait, i know why. i just remembered, I GOT $200+ TIED TO RECEIPTS WHICH I HAVENT CLAIMED FROM MR BOTTLE. DAMN IT ):
good job huifang,
get all your cash tied down to receipts. ALL. and die.
i got a $200 unreceived from someone too.
OH CRAP, NO WONDER I FEEL A CASHFLOW PROBLEM!
i think it's kind of funny. HAHA :P
FULL FORCE MUGGING TODAY PART 2 :DDD
i told of my glory at 11:49 am
Saturday, 28 November 2009
i think i kind of forgot how the feeling feels like,
the feeling that no one other person can give you besides him and only him.
the kind that makes you smile just by thinking about it even when youre not physically experiencing it (:
i think ive lost it,
and it's no one else's but my own fault.
one whole day of studying at airport. 2pm till present, with short breaks in between.
i think ive not let myself down. but then again, im always surprised with myself at times.
it feels weird when seeing someone close basking in joys of something that we dont have,
and you just feel sore and horrible right down deep inside, but then sgain, it's not like no one gives a damn or something, but it's just the matter of ruining our own chances.
i really dont know what i can do to make things better?
i told of my glory at 8:35 pm
Friday, 27 November 2009
my finger has a hole in it and the substance coming out from it is drowning my medicine applied. my medicine changed from white to trasparent, TWICE ALREADY! meh poot. idk whats going on ): poor finger.
then then then, went to sitex today. went to find yifangfangfang. but i did not buy her candy to make her grow fat. then went to gai gai walk walk shop shop and i was trying to decide which netbook to buy. LG one is chio chio pretty pretty cute cute but HEAVY LIKE DNO WHAT TOOT. then i saw a toshiba. omg, chioness also, light light. cute cute also! then i recalled how stupid winston suan me this morning saying huifang got "toshiba face", quoted from someone. meh meh bang booms! toot. stupid winston. but it cost me like.. highly an amount above my intended budget. but oh well, it's pretty :D and not pink (screw that asshole promoter who thought id like pink)
oh yea, driving was good. teacher say, i did GOOD JOB! same as yesterday. but then right, teacher say "dont lose control cluck"! meh meh! HAHA. and i tried Ebrake first time today. SO FUN! i made evrything in teacher's car drop onto the bottom of the car HAHA!
and and and, i shall go study tomorrow. chiong finish what i ought to chiong. GRRRR. havent been studying. meh poot!
2 more days!
i told of my glory at 11:16 pm
i dont know why just now i woke up feeling a deep pain in my heart.
tears just running down my face like no end.
so deep and piercing the pain i couldnt even breathe.
where are you?
how are you feeling?
what is my sixth sense telling me this time round?
who is it?
i told of my glory at 4:23 pm
Thursday, 26 November 2009
today was a really slackish day for me i guess.
the most special thing was just that circuit today exceptionally good. (: teacher told me "good job!" at the end of today's session. i hope that monday i'll really do as well as i did today, cos i think i did well today in circuit.. no problems whatsoever (:
but but but, i really hope to pass this first time round, otherwise i will wait for retest till i dieeeeeee! ):
1. circuit ticket gonna face price inflation. from day ticket of $22.50 to $30. thats like, $7.50 increase! MADNESS. due to the fact the demand for this ticket is price inelastic, therefore..... BAH, enough of econs. ):
2. a level people seem to be flooding cdc! because..
i met up with yvonne and erika after my driving to bring them to cdc and help them with applying for BTT.
in july, i waited for less than 2 weeks for my BTT. they now have to wait 3 weeks.
in august, i waited for only 1 week plus for my FTT. they now offer the next FTT booking only for january O.O WTH! thats like, more than a month away lar! SCARY -.- and practical test booking date is 8th march, which is like more than 3 months away! SCARYDONG! meh meh bang poing. lucky ive started early. to think i actually thought of taking my license at end of year. phew~
but anywayyyys, the only situation i faced during driving was when my teacher said that i can drive, squeeze in between the curb and the car which stopped in front of me to the right. and he was controlling my steering wheel for me but we heard a loud long scrape. OMG I TELL YOU. LOL! im like ouchhhhh! if it were my car...... oh crap. LOL!
going to IT fair tomorrow :D wanted to ask winston what brand of netbook he'd recommend, but i forgot to and he's asleep! ahhhh brother! meh meh!
I DONT BELIEVE THINGS WILL GO WORSE IF IT'S ALREADY BAD ENOUGH.
IT'S UP TO ME TO MAKE THINGS BETTER FOR MYSELF IF I WANT TO! :D
belief and trust!
and pray for guidance.. (:
3 more days!
people! pray hard for me too! :D
i told of my glory at 10:35 pm
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
i just came home and finished my dinner. BAHHH.
captains ball ended only at 10pm cos we played two matches and ended up 4th. sad cos huifang didnt get the medal she wants, and happy cos everyone did well! really 3 cheers for 1b21 team "huat arh" sio. yah lah, corny name, but i feel our team spirit was really really good cos i only rmbr our team cheering b4 and after every single match (:
LOVE!
went for youth matters forum earlier on today at temasek convention centre. first time im being a panelist for a discussion/ forum yo (: really headache and brainstorm during his whole talk thinking of what question to ask when the panel went up. came up with two, and jason asked the SAME question which i decided to ask -.- lucky got backup plannnnnnn. and the mr .... _____ idk whats his name. he's the CEO of Strategic Moves & NMP. and he said mine was a good question yo :D but it was fun nevertheless, cos it was my first experience! (: i love BA! haha!
oh well,
tiredness ttm again today. but well, i guess it was fun.
winston went for epilasik today. and he's not able to look at his com ): waraooos, i feel very much heart pain please! he's like some blind bat and he has to take a test tmr -.- but he says it's for the sake of the future. zz. funny brother lo. meh meh.
driving tomorrow. countdown, 4 days to TP test. im praying hard that i'll pass..
and you never could hear the shattering sounds from within me, because you walked away without ever turning back.
and i know the reason behind your reluctance towards me, because you have an invincible key in your hand, able to open the many hearts awaiting you to do so.
though one heart was left closed, you still never really turned away.
but despite how this key can fit into my heart perfectly, you refuse to ever come close enough to lock yourself in my heart, and me in yours..
ive been told by many to leave. but i never could.
they say this about him "没资格爱谁", true?
but sometimes im thinking it's me who isnt allowed to.
i think sometimes, there are down periods in our lives, when we've given too much, when we're receiving too little, and we're really losing many many things we used to have.
ive lost opportunities, ive lost people, and all ive received these few weeks, are broken promises.
please, dont make me lose faith in mankind. i am the leader of my life, i am a leader and a follower.
每个人都有他自己的一套去爱另外一个人
but i dont even feel like you see me in your future.
thats why i choose to not look on as you walk away.. (:
you dont even know my past, so why do you have to always assume the worse of everything.
you dont even know what ive been through, and youre casting me aside without even finding out.
i told of my glory at 10:53 pm
captains ball today!
heavenly :D i love my class! it was madness i tell you, but darn fun!
and we got in to quarter finals! omg and its tmr :D
youth matters forum is tmr also! OH MYYYYYY!
there goes my life!
NO TIME TO STUDY AH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BROTHER WINSTON TANG :D
YOU FINALLY ARE LEGAL, COS YOURE 18, AND YOU CAN LEARN TO DRIVE, AND GO DO LASIK AND WEAR THE CHIO RAYBAN I GOT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY! :DDDDDD
MANY LOVES!!
i told of my glory at 12:00 am
Monday, 23 November 2009
today was a tiring day in school!!!!!!! ): RAWR!
went to meet jeanette, tammy and regina for dinner at town :D whee! soooo long since i last saw them! and they havent changed one bit yo :D
had a great chat with them over dinner at some.. idk what place! LOL. it's some jap place which has good beef udon mannn (:
and the butter scallops, the katsu in egg, arhhhhhhhhhh! *drools* did many kookoo stuffs with them, took many pictures outside ion orchard along orchard road, and well, im dead tired now!
just did 2 of my mystery shopper forms. TIRED TTM i tell you! and tomorrow is another like almost early day!
and i just saw this on brother's bloggggg!
"Studied in the morning and afternoon.
Met Huifang, Jin Tian and Darren at the City Hall MRT...
Walked to Marina Square Changing Appetities (to celebrate Darren and my advance birthday), where erika was already waiting.
Cut cake, and headed off to arcade for Daytona, then pool.
I'm so damn lazy to blog, these are just the main stuff that happened today...
THANK YOU HUIFANG FOR PLANNING THIS AND THE TREAT! :D"
yay! :D huifang doesnt know how to plan birthdays, but huifang still tries best to make loved ones happy! (: too bad darren dont have a blog, otherwise he'd blog about how he loves me to bits lah :DDDD HAHA OK IM KIDDINGGGGG!
but well, 6 more minutes to darren's birthday!
BEST FRIEND, HAPPY 18TH! AND MANY LOVES!
i told of my glory at 11:54 pm
Sunday, 22 November 2009
just came back from celebrating winston and darren's birthday in advance :D so happy to meet up with jintian and winston todayyyy! eh weird, i think i just saw winston ytd :D haha!
okay lah basically, winston said im a lousy liar. cos when i tried to lie that no one else was coming besides darren, he didnt believe me lo. ): sadness. and he also already expected me to give him that present. meh meh meh! i sad! cos is supposed to overwhelm him with surprise and flood him in bliss receiving such a unique and meaningful present (: ok. extra-present. cos i already gotten him his desired pair of shades since.. 1 month plus ago (: haha.
so yeaaaa, we went to changing appetites for dinner just now. darren, winston, jintian, erika and i. wheeeee! i think it was kinda nice that the 5 of us could enjoy a dinner together especially since it was 93849293988398 days ago that we all did so together (: cake was madness. jintian that kiasu aunty said "500g $28, 1kg $38, i get the 1kg one lah, more worth it" and in the end, we couldnt finish it. HAHA! joker lar she!
and i think the food at CA was really really good (: we took quite a no. of pictures yo. upload another day on FB when im free!
after that we went to arcade, play pool, and i left w winston at around 9.30pm because,
IM SUPPOSED TO FINISH UP POM PROJECT BUT I HAVENT STARTED!
damn it. im tired ):
but im happy today, cos im so glad to see jintian and know she's going fine, and see winston's smileeeeeee :D like you know, the smile is different!
huifang cannot plan surprises,
huifang cannot plan birthdays.
but huifang can do special things for you to make you happy! :D
yah, it applies to anyone who is close to me definitely! huifang shows much love to all (:
and OFF TO POM!
i told of my glory at 11:24 pm
finally back from run for hope marathon.
winston's first workshop as prof messy ytd morning (: i thought it was pretty good except for the part that he got exposed by a few kids :P but nevertheless, it was great for his first show yo (:
and during the workshop itself, wow, chaos i tell you, they spilled glycerin and soap water on me ): threw boomerang on my head, etc. blah. cos they dont aim and they dont look at their hand when they bend over (thus spilling over stuff). but awwww, adorable ttm :D kids are tiresome. but fun :D megan and hazel are so cute :D
went home to bathe, rest, then went out again!
evening went over to tampines, meet class girls and off we went to yifang's house to overnight for run for hope the next day :D
and i tell you, 6 girls in one room, is CHAOS. madness i tell you, topics come up like non-stop and all the topics are not what you'd hear in the classroom LOL.
i managed to sleep from 2 plus to 4 though. but von, yifang and xinyan were like talking non-stop. lol.
4am! bathed, got ready to go for run for hope :D joel and yuenchai came in cabs to pick us up. haha.
and i tell you, BREAKFAST PROVIDED SUCKKKKKED! one piece of rock-like bread and 4 slices of buttercake. nowhere near appetising. meh bang pooooooot! but no choice lar, we needa wait till like 11am then can leave yo ):
paired up with erika for road marshalls. and i tell you, i felt more like a vase today than any other day. my presence was much neglected by runners cos i believe they know whr to run to too. except for one angmoh guy who sprayed a bit of water on me and kaka. meh meh meh boom! so ended up me and kaka were lying on the bench at the shelter behind us and i even slept for quite awhile ^^ WHEEEE!
after that, we bussed to parkway parade to eat ajisen ramen! WALAO, MY FIRST TIME EATING AT AJISEN. ok i suck. HAHAHHA! but nevermindddd, my crayfish ramen was heaven i tell you ^^
tired TTM!
going out again later to celebrate winston and darren's birthday! LOVE! :D
if only one person says it, it's a reason.
if too many people say it, it's an excuse.
if you say it once, it's a reason.
if you say it too many times, it's an excuse.
i told of my glory at 2:06 pm
Saturday, 21 November 2009
tired yo! :D
morning bstats test was tortureeeee. cos i had one careless mistake which i noticed at the last second ): SOBS! meh doings! idk either 1 or 2 marks gone. zz. but either way, aiyar, it's over :D the rest of the paper was good though (: huifang wants many many distinctions no matter how small the percentage! :D
went to ikea to meet winston to shop shop for kien's office stuff. funnnnnn TTM please! winston anyhow open other packet and switch metal poles :/ zz. oh welllllls, who cares (: HAAH!
then kien came to meet us at ikea for lunch :D kien is the nicest nicest boss okayyyy! he bought us lunch and we had our training at ikea itself! LOL :D he ordered main course, 15 meatballs set, 4 chicken wings. omg pleaseeeee! im darn full after that ): lucky i ate super slowly today :D so i wasnt bloated, just full! yayyy (:
winston left after that at 3.30pm, then boing boing, proceeded to my training wheeeee! haha. until 4.20pm, then kien told me of the time and i realised that OH SHEEEEET, i have to be at school by 4.30pm! RAWR! in the end kien fetched me to school. mehhhhh :D haha! but feel darn bad, cos he gotta go back to ikea after that! lol. but oh well, i made it in time all thanks to himmmmm (:
and apparently some of the BAs were pretty impressed :D
went to ushering at victoria concert hall after that with the biz ambassadors :D sue and anson are very very very funny yo :DDD but then agains, ambassadors are like almost madness all the time :D haha! loves!
had fun really, but it was kinda tiring.
the music was really good though :D darn high! felt goosebumps like 100000x in the whole concert cos their music was so so so so good! omg love! i never knew TP band was that good you know :D like srsly. makes me miss being in a band! or even an orchestraaaaaaaa. haha!
but BAs did well (: despite the many miscommunications and all, it was good lar nevertheless (:
tired to the max really!! ): but it was good, and im looking forward to youth matters forum next week!
more shows coming up soon, and i wanna zoom zoom get past my training stage! :D
christmas shows will be the chance for me to save up new pool of money for custom-made blazer (:
LOVE! (:
i told of my glory at 12:15 am
Thursday, 19 November 2009
amazing how i can tolerate taking the packed bus service 24 everyday when i can take alternatives which are less packed and more comfy. but it's the time factor that pushes me to tolerate and endure through how horrible the 24 smells each day and getting my toe stepped on like twice in a week by some effing blind bastard.
but still,
im always 5 minutes late for school.
driving was good today (: did well. no bad situations. but i saw some people screw up parallel parking during their TP test, bang down both poles. :/ and my teacher damn evil, still mimick that sound and laugh. two L plates on their car on each side. confirm taking test. teacher was saying that his guy failed just now at arnd 2pm also, cos the rain was so heavy that vision was horrible.
and it's true! when it was my turn to park in the circuit, i almost couldnt see the two stilts behind! scary. but i guess its good training for me :D cos if in any case it rains while im taking my TP test, im ready to cope with it already (:
bought "Rowdy" the router today. thats the name my mom gave him. HAHA.
he's pretty and slim and sleek and chio. WOOHOO!
BSTATS TEST TMR. never study ): sheeeeeeet!
i told of my glory at 10:35 pm
Wednesday, 18 November 2009
school today was boringgggg. cos the calculus tutor didnt give us back our test results ): rawrr! i want my results! meh bangs.
went to parkway parade after that to meet marketing group for project. meh bang pooooot! waiseng, hoebin only reached at 1.30pm! RARRR. angry! and they didnt get penalised. rawr.
then we walked to ecp old town at big splash for lunchieee :D curry noodles, laksa, ipoh hor fun, and toast and eggs. white coffee! OH HEAVENLY :D i dont really like coffee, but today's was SPLENDID I TELL YOU!
shall upload pictures another day! TIRED TTM! ):
i told of my glory at 10:34 pm
Monday, 16 November 2009
i seriously think tp sucks in technology provision to students. it's 3x blackout last week and multiple times server death. zz.
im very tired and my index finger feels like its broken.
please dont ask why. i cant seem to bend it.
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.
meh bang poot bang meh booms bahhh!
i told of my glory at 11:22 pm
Sunday, 15 November 2009
POM project can be so fun it drives one crazy.
and i think im gonna just spend my whole night discussing with professor messy about decorations to mr bottle's office.
oh my meh meh bang toot booms.
and there's circuit at 8am tmr. SHINGZ.
i told of my glory at 11:18 pm
Saturday, 14 November 2009
rawrrrrr! meh bang poot boom meh bang boom! :D
10am lecture! I WAS EARLYYYYY! darn funny, i was pretty awake on th bus. so when me and wenliang were on bus 8, he nudged me and pointed outside when we past by the field next to prison school, and guess what, i saw BIG WHITE BIRD-THINGYS :D i dont know their name. but i think i was still abit groggy cos i asked him "they fly from whr, jurong bird park?" and he was like "no lah! i think bedok reservoir!" but omg, damn cute! they were like, standing scattered across the whole field. wenliang says usually theres only 3 or 4 but today there was like 15 of them! wellllllllll, i never noticed them before, maybe cos im always sleeping on the bus :D HAHA!
lecture was ok lar, considering that we finished the lectuer in 1 hr 50 min and only 1/3 the LT was filled. AHHA. oh wellll, their future in their own hands, i already said.
then went to weijian's house. HAHA. his dog darn cute. :D and his mom is darn niceee. lol. they eat chilli padi as snacks. omg man srsly :/ then we went to orchardddddd to study :D
i saw josiah. LOL. was at the table next to him :/ rawr rawr.
then went to fareast walk walk. alamak. saw YK. zz. and guanjie and the rest, and surprisingly guanjie waved at me LOL! OH WELL.. but then again, i wasnt that close w him, so he's friendly yo :D YK forever looked that blur lei. so i hope he didnt recognize me HAHA!
went to bugis for awhile after that. hahahha.
HOME SWEET HOME TIRED PLUS PROJECT TMR. RAWR RAWR MEH BANG POOT BANG MEH BOOM!
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm
Friday, 13 November 2009
its very very much a sense of achievement when teacher doubts a person like me who comes in late for class two times in a row for her lesson, and questions about homework and then i show off my completed tutorial.
HAHA, STRAIGHT IN YOUR FACE YOU BLOODY PMS BITCH.
i may be lazy in class,
i may not ask many questions in class,
i may be always late for class,
i may sometimes sleep in class.
but c'mon, i still can score, yes?
first bstats test next week. freaking little, 5% nia. but if i get full marks, that will be like some slap in her face or smth, considering that she NEVER bothers about me whenever i talk in class like trying to answer or smth.
FUNNEH LAH. too bad huifang has a certain kind of affinity with numbers.
badminton after school with class today.
my class people are RETARDED, PERIOD. but theyre retarded in a very funny and adorable way :D
you see people standing on the spot and not moving when playing badminton,
you see people challenge CCN kind-sellers to badminton, (yah lah is me lah ok.)
you see people who "WE'RE THE PRO!" and end up they themselves miss the shuttlecock in the next second,
you hear things like "the cock cant fly/stand cos there's no more hair",
you feel like youre watching a comedy watching some people play cos you'll laugh till you pant, not play till you pant.
love them :D
driving was a beeeeeeeeeech TTM. rain rain rain rain rain. ALWAYS RAINING WHEN I GOT DRIVING! anger please, any contributions? oh yea, circuit lessons all reserved already, all the way till my TP test. soliiiiiiid :D next friday can go to boss' office alreadyyy (at last) after bstats test is over :D haha!
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went back to zhss just now with wendy. zz. seniors from my batch.. all dont know whr ahhhh! met th juniors though :D im glad they still remember meeeeeee after not seeing me for so long HAHA. ive MIA-ed from zhss for sometime yo. but well, darn cute lar, last time i saw them, they were still kids. now theyre already jc students, graduated from zhss and all :D
but well, im glad i went back thr. saw some old photos :D cca honour board sio (: our past picture. omg. hideous th hair i tell you! HAHA! wendy and i were like "URGHHHHH!" LOL!
but well, next time we go back it'll hopefully be better whereby there can be more ppl from my batch lo :D haha.
and well, im glad mr ng is still same as usual (:
POM lecture tomorrow at 10am. school better not have blackout, otherwise im really gonna meh bang poot someone -.- twice in POM lecture blackout already okayyyyyy!
MEH MEH MEH MEH.
and and and, its weird how pretentious some people can be. stop trying so hard to win their professional heart, cos ive already won it (: WHEEEEEE (: c'mon, try again next time before i win, yea? (YES, i know that person reads my blog) its up to you to think whether im referring to you. cos it doesnt matter to me. this person's friendship to me, is as vulnerable as a paper bridge, ready to collapse anytime. so i cant be bothered :D
i dont know why this came across my mind today. but i think its interesting (:
after weeks and months of deceiving, lies, and empty promises, i totally lost myself during that period i can't find back the ability to give without fear. the true meaning of making promises that i can keep, it's no longer in my dictionary in the past weeks, unless you can drip the words in it with your blood and it will never fade away in time to come.
but it all dies down to the bottomline, the bottomline, is me, because ive been neglected, by a person whom i believed would honour their promises cos they said so.
after that day's incident, i realised how easily i let emotions overrule love and all reality. it is not how insignificant love is to me, but it is how i perceive love to be- vulnerable. i realised once again, love is just a four-letter word. and breakup is just a walk away. indeed, you're still the one that reassures me i'm worth it despite me feeling otherwise,
but you didnt hold me back this time, but pushed me away, again, for the second time.
the trust issue kicks in again as i ponder over this. you will get tired, i will get tired. i see no ending and i already see the split road. your hands gradually won't fit into mine, your grasp will loosen. it's all a cycle, isn't it?
i thought it is.
i think it is.
i bought 2 nice photo frames today (: wanted to keep them for myself. but i figured a better use for it (:
i told of my glory at 9:31 pm
Thursday, 12 November 2009
todayyyyy! RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN! #%*$)%*$)(%#)!* everytime i drive it's raining. damn annoying! today no circuit, tomorrow also no circuit. stupid teacher. meh meh meh.
i need to need to need need need to x9999 times pass license on 30th november. is a commitment already. commit to too many people le. MUST PASS! GRRRR.
studied at library like a freezing popsicle in the freezer. LOL.
cos erika went home and darren went for tprawks briefing. meh meh bang poot bang. rawrrrrr!
tiringgg day ):
life abit messy now AGAIN!
but im committed to doing well in my selected two areas already.
once i pass my license, im gonna conquer my midsems, and commit to work (:
because i know, everything's worth it. cos huifang got a good boss (:
need some time to go shopping! SATURDAY :D
i told of my glory at 11:34 pm
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
calculus is love :D
test today went great. should be a full marks if nothing goes wrong like carelessness or what boo boo. haha! otherwise, its also a distinction. sadly, 10% of overall marks nia, but then again, it's a great start cos it's the first exam of year 1.2! :DDD
marketing tutorial was greattttt! mr paul praised meeeee! *flies up to the skyyyyy* woohoo! but well, im not going to marketing, period :/
anyways, i dont have to have a dip/deg in marketing to do marketing. mr paul is a double honours physics blah blah but worked as an engineer before he changed over to doing marketing. oh well!
and anson is so adorable :D he came in when andy went out. and he climbed on andy's chair, waved, and shook his head towards me. i nodded and smiled at him but he persistently shook his head. idk what he was shaking his head about! LOL. adorableeeeeee! but idk what's his age. 3? 4? :P
tiring day. richer by $50 :D wheeeee!
and my bank account has a mysteriously-appeared $76+. idk from whr, but judging from that source code, it's from recruit express. lol! see if thr's statement, otherwise i really dno whr it comes from alr :/
feels horrible when someone is feeling stressed/ sad/ helpless/ annoyed and i cannot do anything to help.
yesterday wenliang told me "i dont know why i told you that either, but i just felt that i should tell you". it was just something that he'd told me of before that he mentioned about again yesterday. something that others dont know of and wouldnt know of.
i guess i can never understand why things work this way.
how some people choose to rant to me when im not even that close to them.
i guess i dont mind, and i just give them what i have, thats why im that tired.
lol.
and to those people who only keep thinking they wanna own their own business, think it through. life isnt a bed of roses. quoted,
"sigh... sometimes i do question myself... I work so hard.. in the end, if i were outside, maybe I don't need to work so hard... and myabe even earn more.."
im not discouraging people to not set up their own business. but things arent that easy as it seems. big money, big car, big house.
it isnt simple, when you see, when studying, we sometimes already do not have enough time. let alone, when we own our own business and wanna run things ourselves to ensure things go well and the employees do not screw up.
but then again, today im a student. im 0900400c temasek polytechnic business school business ambassador. i aim to do well in my studies, to get 3.8 gpa for year 1.2. yes, thats my goal for now.
FIGHT! :D
i told of my glory at 11:18 pm
tiring day, MADNESS.
wenliang, yifang, shaun, erika, yc, hoebin and i crashed management lecture today at 9am. damn it. BLACKOUT AT 9.25AM. fishhhhh! woke up early for that! ZZ. ended up we were having a chat with the lecturer cos everyone else left :P the lecturer is cool yo :D she's darn niceeee. and wa, everyone suddenly start to say i got the HTM face. LOL! and well, i suddenly am exposed to another selection:
HRM + finance. LOL!
chose business alr though. get in then say (i think also confirm in one :D)
hahahaha. study study. tomorrow's calculus test. madnesssss.
9am lesson! ZZZ.
IM DAMN TIREDDDDDDDDD!
i told of my glory at 12:37 am
Monday, 9 November 2009
i need to breathe for awhile!
came home from school and im swarmed with new-added workload for month of november. madnesssss. luckily i managed to just split the work up between winston and i. no need to outsource for help which idk if is reliable anot. LOL. compliments from the incharge of the project and im swarmed with previous 6 stores to current 10 stores. madness i tell you, but luckily theyre clustered by clusters, so not too bad.
anyways, school today was meh meh meh lah. morning first lecture tio power failure. zz. 9-11am lecture cancelled. macs breakfast (told you my class unhealthy lifestyle one) and pom tutorial and microecons tutorial.
study study and had a talk with erika over dinner and well, im glad i got a good friend like her (: reallllllllyyyyyy!
so tired that i dont even feel like posting any pictures up. gahh.
tomorrow is 9am-7pm day. MADNESS.
I NEED TO BREATHE FOR AWHILEEEEEEE!
i told of my glory at 11:22 pm
i found this interesting, and the rhythm catchy. its the remix version.
the initial part of this song is still slow, but trust me, the rest of the song is addictive. catch it on youtube (:
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, i never needed strength
My love for you was strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never ask for help, i take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me
And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So look at me and listen to me because
I don't want too, stay another minute
I don't want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, i get the final say because,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush
I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
I never needed words
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
From everything i wanted when you came along
But i'm never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So you will listen when i say
Baby
I don't want too, stay another minute
I don't want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, i get the final say because,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush
First i was afraid i was petrified
Kept thinking i could never live without you by my side
But i spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But i grew strong i learned how to carry on
Hush, hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken baby
Oh no, not i
I will survive
As long as i know how to love
I know i will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
And i'll survive
I will survive
Hey hey..
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, i get the final say,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush
i love my surname like how i love yours,
i love my job like how i love you,
i love you, but i love myself more than i love you.
so let me immerse in this love from you.
the past is the past, dont look back at my past, like how i dont.
today, it's us. (:
who cares, people who read my blog dont bother to tag anyway, so no one will know who someone is or isnt.
i told of my glory at 12:46 am
Sunday, 8 November 2009
i had a fun day todayyyy :D
it's tertius birthday, and his 3rd year old birthday party was held at sentosa cove, one degree 15, constellation. madness i tell youuu, it's prestigious TTM cos of those yachts i saw outside. super chio and romanticooooo (:
deco, programs, food! :D haha!
met kien at harbourfront at 10.40am and he drove in to sentosa cove. woohooo! deco was great :D kien and i spent quite some time figuring out how our runway would look best (: haha! but it turned out nice! seeeee!
airplane theme! :D
haha! chio ness right :D simple white tape made the floor look prettaye~
met others from kien's company too. liek bonnie, fariz, mr law, chin, julianna etc. theyre all nice people! :DDD and we were having fun while working, srsly. cos the kids are soooo adorable, esp megan! she kept laughing non-stop when kien called her onstage! :D i wanna be a kid againnnnnnnnnnnnnn (:
and damn funny, the control tower board was setup by me. kien attempted to take it down and cut his finger using the scissors :/ zzz. in the end i took it down even without help of scissors. meh meh meh lah heeeeee.
oh yeaaaa, suddenly im positive about LOM. cos as an operationals manager/ic, that guy got to meet david copperfield when he came to sg for his stopover performance previously. he was telling me and kien about it this morning and apparently, they know alot of "behind the scenes" secrets and they gotta declare that they will observe the secrecy code or something HAHA! darn coooool! but that guy's working at one degree 15 now so he was telling us about it just now lol.
david copperfield's secret? cannot say out lar, otherwise not secret alr :D
really really enjoyed today (:
but kien had to rush off after that so dinner plans were ruined. last minute he had a show that was unprepared for. zzzz. scheduling problem lol. but anyways, he told us to take cab lar, say can claim :D so yeaaaaaaa. haha!
SCHOOL TMR ALREADY :D i love my job :D
i told of my glory at 7:53 pm
Saturday, 7 November 2009
today is ps-huifang day. meh meh them. BANG BANG! meh those meh poots who ps me.
in the end, only left with me and darren at changi airporkkkk. mehhs! really is study and do tutorial till can flip one. 6 hours and i only finished studying POM, POM tutorials, and marketing tutorial. zz!
but ways to entertain myself when with darren:
1. communicate with him in hokkien/ attempt to teach him hokkien
2. ask him to sing cantonese birthday song (damn cute!)
LOL!
tomorrow going to one degree 15. :D
interesting day tomorrow! haha!
i told of my glory at 10:05 pm
i had a greatttt day todayy! :D
bstats tutorial was okok lar, i was 8 minutes late. damn it please.
circuit was ok lar, damn that rain though. ruined my visibility. i screwed up parking again. HAHA. my teacher was laughing at me like some mad ass. he damn idiot also. RAWR! just cos i forgot and turned the steering wheel too much. MEH. then walao, i tell you, the circuit like some ulu ghost town today! i dont know whyyyy, but who's complaining man. HAHA. but i screwed up steep slope! DAMN IT. i freaked out when my car went backwards. ZZZ. in the end my teacher "HAIYOHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!" till i freakkkkkkk out further. but after that try again, is fine as usual :D so hopefully no screwing up on the day itself!
and next week only one circuit ticket again ): MEH YOU PEOPLEEEE WHY SNAPPING UP ALL MY CIRCUIT TICKETS ):
then went to anderson primary school for some idk what event, turns out if was the p6 kids' graduation party and mr bottle's kids party was invited to be there! and the kids were mini terrors i tell you!! RAWR! finally met up with another one of the gamemasters. cooool shitsxz :D after my training im gonna be as zai as her yo :D
but it was quite cool luh, to be back in a school compound, like you know, uniforms and teachers. poly is like, urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i miss secondary school yo! :D
met up with timo and gang at 9 plus just now. haha. ice creammmmmmmmm! :D idk why but i was liek "chocolate, chocolate, chocolate....." when i was looking through the menu and timo was like "huifang are you ok?" LOL! oh wellllllllllll!
but was great meeting up with them :D glenn is nice enough to detour to bishan to pick me up and drop me off at bishan though it's not really on the way! HAHA! :D
tiredness TTM! ohhhhhhhhhh i should go sleep soon :D
i told of my glory at 12:30 am
Friday, 6 November 2009
today was a really rush rush rush day yo! lessons in early morning again ): (say hello to friendly cute neighbour :D) lectures are BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
driving was okay lar, considering that i didnt stall more than 2 times and i banged onto a curb while doing 90degree turn in circuit today, accidentally! LOL. i found that highly hilarious. but i hope hope hope when im taking my TP the visibility isnt as bad as it is today! it was raining so bad the whole afternoon that the whole place was sooooo misty i almost couldnt seeeeee. oh well, at least i did parking very well after i screwed up once. my teacher was super pek chek when i forgot how to do reverse parking :/ HAHA! and i found another circuit thingy that i didnt do that day. is something like reverse parking but without poles at the back to guide one. -.- zz. quite easy though.
steep slope stopping and moving off was DAMN good and perfect :D
parallel parking was great :D
s curve course was gooooood! :D
but moving around the circuit is generally boring TTM. and i have another session tomorrow immediately after school. another day of no-hanging-out-after-school..
oh yea, i met wenbin!! :DDDDDD suuuper funny! my teacher's car was blocked by some unknown mr kuku and i was standing thr waiting when suddenly someone from behind called my name! scare me for one milliminute. :D turned around and saw wenbin in his teacher's nissan sunny! :D hhaha. his test date 15 dec or smth liek that. phewwwww. we took btt together on same day but i think he screwed up ftt and had to retake thats why his TP test date further back than mine. haha. and he only like first few lessons only lo. hahhahahahah.
went to changiairport to study. wth i tell you, i took one hour to get from ubi to stupid changiairport -.- I DONT KNOW WHY IS LIKE DAMN FAR LIKE FROM JURONG TO EUNOS LAH. pek chek i tell you! plus phone died the moment i reached t3 macs and settled down, ANGRY!!!!
but well, productive session :D micro, bstats, come on man :D
and my new deck is damn damn damn damn damn chio to the max and pretty to the max and cool to the max max max! (:
GOTTA GO SLEEP SOOOOOOOON ):
i told of my glory at 12:01 am
Wednesday, 4 November 2009
i dont regret the decision i made, because it was not just about me alone.
tiredness to the max, pain to the max.
to think i thought could handle this well. lol!
but i think my physical body cannot take it. ): RAWR!
3rd week 3rd day and im down alr.
circuit tomorrow, cannot take mc.
otherwise 50$+ fly.
calculus 2 hours tutorial only took 15 minutes today,
spent close to 40 minutes at cybercentre today trying to solve the problem with my laptop's wireless,
marketing lecture, tutorial,
end of day.
just now i was andy's house when i swear i heard the lift alarm bell ringing for like the 2 hours that i was there. very very distracting. and when i left, i walked towards the lift and heard the alarm still periodically ringing, and lift was stuck at level 9. i was at level 8, and decided to just walk the stairs down :/ i wonder what will happen to the people inside. argh :/
when the happy go lucky is not happy, who believes?
biz biz biz biz ness.. headache ah, banking and finance i want! LOM NO!
i told of my glory at 11:09 pm
Tuesday, 3 November 2009
today was yet another interesting day.
interesting to the extent that i actually felt that not everyone is capable of judging a game of captain's ball.
captain's ball should have no TRAVELLING, no standing OUT, no SNATCHING, and TIME-LIMIT-FOR-HOLDING-BALL. cos today's game apparently didnt have the above rules.
oh wait a minute, i think theyre alr part of the rules, but not existent in today's game.
but class did well generally :D
calculus? lecturer abit kuku, doesnt teach much. no wonder attendance of lecture was only one quarter of what i saw on the first day.
study study, marketing isnt as simple as i thought.
banking and finance gonna be just tougher.
life's getting better, i think (:
i told of my glory at 11:32 pm
upline told miss chelsy im not going back thr cos of her and she sent me a msg on facebook and she did a socialinterview.com question answering she trusts me blah blah blah.
was initially a little fascinated by the msg,
cos after all she's my BGM,
but then again,
whats past cannot be erased.
sidenote: i miss lois super alot ):
the incentive trip,
the things she said,
the things she did,
everything.
she did do good to me, maybe only two impactful times.
but for just i'll identify one small bad she did to me, it far surpasses all the good done.
nothing can make me stay, unless it's me.
i still feel bad for upline, cos even though he's a darn asshole at times and he talks withuot using his brain, he's still super nice sometimes which you all dont see.
but sorry, too many deterring factors.
i told of my glory at 9:21 am
Monday, 2 November 2009
POM x2,
thunder x1,
bugis masquerade x1,
rain without umbrella x1,
unrecovered flu worse x1,
love x-999.
HAHA. joking (:
but sad that vincent has left our class. he was never meant to be in our class ): zz. stupid school..
sometimes it feels like it's tiring being me when i got to take care of so many areas in life.
but then again, managing both work and studies and wanting to do well in both hasnt been something ive accomplished before. why not let this be the first?
in the past, it was studies and ____ but now ive decided i live a good enough life with a bit of this and a little lack of that. ;D
no doubt tiring, but fulfilling, and i know im doing this for a purpose besides myself.
he will never feel bored,
because he has his 2nd degree friends to take care of him. *if you people dont get the joke, nevermind. i understand, thats all that matters.*
but poor huifang, only has her 1st degrees to rely on.
but thank goodness i have them :D
Lord i still need your guidance.. :'(
i told of my glory at 11:39 pm
Sunday, 1 November 2009
i got a new backpack today :D
and dad struck 4d 1st prize, with the number that he just struck 3rd prize 2 weeks ago.
what a good day today (:
and tomorrow will just be better!
i told of my glory at 10:28 pm
ive come to realised from my reliable little messenger bird that quite a few of my classmates read my blog, thus i should refrain from making things seem ugly by removing my critical post earlier made at 4.27am today.
oh well, its my blog but i cant do ALL i want.
cos life's never fair, bro once told me.
but then again, reality check:
im surrounded by many undefined ages people who dont think before they talk.
BUT,
projects will be projects,
tutorials will be tutorials,
friendship is friendship.
im not a person to mix emotions with times when i have to be rational.
so projects go on as planned.
better thank me for that.
i told you, im a judgemental person.
i told of my glory at 1:08 pm