Thursday, 31 December 2009
31st December post:
Woke up late! Yes, very much bad, because Id not completed the project. Report, rather. Called Winston up, chiong-ed project, bathed, rushed out of the house. Rushed down to school to submit the Marketing report and guess what, my last sem Accounts act-cute-damn-'annoying' teacher saw me and asked me "Why are you not at Accounting lecture huh?" OOPS. Exposed pon-ner :/ Gah, anyways, he was nice enough to show me where the room for Marketing tutors is at. Hahahha. Makes up for him disturbing me last sem by saying I CMI-and-whatnots all the time. Boings.
Went to Winston's place to pick him up to go SSDC for his Final Theory Test. He passed! :) That stupid kuku, came out damn zhuai while I was ganjiong-ing outside while he was in the room taking the test. Apparently, that kuku bro of mine was 25000% sure of passing already. ZZZ!
After that, we went to my place to drop off the stuff Kien passed to me the day before. Heavy like mad! And my mom was like "Winston got license already meh??!" HAHAHHAHA. And she asked me whose car was that blah blah blah.. Funniest one was she asked "How come Winston go out from our house that carpark so slowly?" Mehh :P Actually it was because he was trying to spot my mother. HAHAHA. Cos I said she's spying :P LOL TTM! :D
Drove to Ubi to look for SDU2554Y :) Found him, anyhow U turn just to catch him, anyhow cut cut cut then turn left on a right-turn-only lane and red light, side by side, and didnt manage to say hi -.- Cos he turned right immediately after I overtook by abit. ZZZ Boings ): And yes, after that I went to return car already.
I think renting car is no doubt pricey, but value worth every dollar. Because I really enjoyed it, and I had fun :) And of cos, I had my close ones with me on it :)
Doubt Im doing this again any time soon though. Cos Winston's school is already starting next week, and I guess, I gotta get serious with assignments and all... But nevertheless, one thing that doesnt change is that Huifang is still waiting for Winston to drive Huifang around in Winston's car when Winston's license is here! :P
Sidenote:
Winston. M3, S4, S5. says:
the lansher overtook the sonata taxi
=D
Winston. M3, S4, S5. says:
u must put "winston damn happy that he overtook a sonata cab in my lansher"
*PS. Lansher is how Winston's driving instructor pronounces a Lancer. :)
i told of my glory at 11:59 pm
30th December 2009 post:
Rented a Mitsubishi Lancer today, and buang-ed bumper at 2am. But I had a really great day :)
I thought I wouldnt entirely enjoy it because of my dismally low Calculus grades. I lost 26% due to careless, and that's 5 grades down. All the way, basically. Complacent? No, it was dumb. Plus I copied down as Minus, T I copied down as 1..
Anyways, drove the Lancer back to school after dropping Winston off at his place. Marketing was like madness. Project consultation, then end off!
Drove over to Winston's place to pick him up again, went to office to look for lovely Upline. Upline damn bad lo, didnt allow me to haolian my car to him. Boings. But anyways, Mr Bryan saw me with the car earlier on. Hahaa, whateverrr. Whered all the continental cars there disappear to? :P
Went down to Peninsular Plaza after that in an attempt for Winston to change his guitar's pickguard. Ended up a futile attempt ): Sad. Rushed down to Suntec to do what each of us wanted to do, and then attempted to rush to Flyer to meet Kien and guess what, smart Huifang took a awrong turn and ended up going towards Esplanade, totally missing the Flyer. So in the end, we had to meet Kien at Royal Plaza on Scotts cos he was rushing there. Headed there, and stupidly got caught in jam, Winston's GPS decided to play a trick on me to mislead me and ended up I had to go another round (aka the wrong way) around 313. Sheeet. Collected like darn alot of stuff from Kien (lucky I had the car!) and got all the required instructions from him, then headed to Astons at Katong for dinner where JT and her boyf were waiting for us.
Dinnered, then went up to Mount Faber :) Huifang drove up yo! Got caught in a jam at the peak area cos some stupid Porsche decided to act cute and park at the side of the road half on the curb and half on the road, thus causing obstruction to a tour bus which couldnt get through, and causing a jam till like 300m back and further (cos I was quite near the back but more cars came in). Oh well, in the end someone took over the wheel like half hour and more later and everyone got through. Phew. Stupid Porsche, like seriously! We found a spot to park dear Lancer, and went for a walk. Ahh, like nice, love the wind :) I think it's nice to have places like that to relax at at night. Then we decided to head over to another side to go to the bridge. Whewwwww, parked at another carpark and walked super farrrrrrrrrr! But it was worth it :) I think the bridge is really nice :) Except that we didnt really rest/ slack there. Next time I wanna go there again, but not after a whole day of rushing around cos I was so tired! :P
After dropping JT and her boyf off, Winston and I went to Changi Airport for supperrrrr. Huifang was hungryyyyy cos dinner wasnt complete :P Nice of him to volunteer to drive cos I was so tired once JT's boyf took over the wheel. So yeaaa, we even saw a Lambo negotiating a hump :P Should see the way it goes, funny! :) I like! Hahahahs. Had Ya Kun Toast :) (Oh yes, please, no more Old Town for me) before heading over to Charlene's friend's place to pick up something, to back to Winston's place to drop him off. Really thankful for having him around cos he drove while I half slept. Think he knew I was really worn out. You knowwwww, the kind of feeling whereby after eating youre damn full and wanna sleeeeep :P That's how I felt!
Drove home from his place and because I was so tired, I stupidly attempted to park at the sole corner lot at the MSC, which my dad used to like to park cos he says people wont buang your car when youre in that corner. Wanted a safe place for dear Lancer, so I attempted to park there. I was fully conscious that Im driving a Lancer, but I was totally half asleep. Front bumper buang-ed the wall when I was parking. It bumped into the wall at the same second I stepped on the brake. Like head-on into the wall, and Im like *sleepily* Oh farrrrk.. Then I realised, I shouldnt park that lot cos there's a barricade at the back which prevents my car boot from opening. And I have my stuff all at the car boot -.- So very much annoyed, I had to go up one more level, and park my car at the middle of the level, which I very much do not like. But tired tired tired, I just parked, took stuff out of the boot, and looked at the front bumper, thought it was hopeless, but too tired to worry, went home.
Project was like sheeeeeet, seriously. I couldnt take it anymore at 3am and went to sleep. Incomplete project, but a happy and tired Huifang.. :)
i told of my glory at 11:30 pm
Wednesday, 30 December 2009
Godbro says that one of his 2010 Resolutions would be to:
Get Huifang to donate blood at least once.
I said I dont want to, he said I dont get to sit his car ):
He said he dont want to fetch me cos of that!
WINSTON I SUPER DONT LIEK YOU LORRRRR ):
Huifang scared of pain,
Huifang scared of blood lah!
I think I always injure myself, bleed bleed, bleed till lack of blood soon, still donate blood!
I super no like Winston NOW! *Sticks out tongue*
Shall go sleep already. Marketing is almost hopeless :P
i told of my glory at 1:06 am
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
Lancer, here I come tmrw! :DDD
Tmrw's the last day of school for this week. HAHAHHAH. *oops*
Driving driving driving! :) whee whee!~
OHKAY BACK TO REALITY, MARKETING INTERIM REPORT PLEASE! :(
i told of my glory at 9:42 pm
Monday, 28 December 2009
I'm feeling very very very depressed now because I dropped LV when alighting from 135 today cos I was sleeping on the bus and still felt half asleep.
And now LV is dying. The clasp cant close and there seems to be no way to tighten it bcak again cos I dont know how the screw works.
Gonna entrust LV to Winston's healing hands tomorrow before I go to school.
I hope he saves him.
But Winston even already found the perfect-fit coffin for my LV :(
LV, please dont die.
i told of my glory at 11:13 pm
Whee! Had a great morning/ afternoon :) Woke up at 7.45am, only to realise Winston hasnt morning called me AGAIN! Hahahhah, ends up I called him!
So I went for Ice's lecture early in the morning with Winston! Climbed up the 137 steps again! Then Kien, Alex and Samuel were also there :) It was a pretty interesting class, and he was telling us about stage presence, creativity, image, body flourishes, etc. Cool stuff applicable beyond magic :) Everyone else in the room were magicians except for me and May. HAHAHAHAHHA. And Ice actually praised Winston eh. :) Someone's feeling happppppyyyyy! :P
Then Kien drove us to Katong for Katong Laksa! Heavenly like nobody's business! :P Too long a period deprived of laksa man. Hahahas. But it was nice :) May, Winston and I ended up entertaining ourselves with card tricks cos Kien, Ice and that Indian guy were so immersed in their talk. Bahhh. :D Oh yea, the journey there. AIYOH, nothing to say, seriously. 4 people crammed into the back row of Kien's car! Kien was almost sitting on air (May drove his car) and me and Winston were like stuck at the corner lah! Super squeezy! Kien still can disturb say I sit till very happy -.- Funny huh bossssssssssss!
It was fun nevertheless :) And I can do my card trick properly already! HAHAHAH. Or at least, I think so :P
i told of my glory at 6:12 pm
Sunday, 27 December 2009
Meh MEH meh!
Early in the morning at 7.45am, Huifang woke up, wondering why her alarm rang and Winston hadnt morning-called her. She decided to call Winston when he did not reply to her sms, and at 8am Winston JUMPED out of bed :) HAHAHHA! Chiong-ed to Dhoby Ghaut, and both of us reached late! We climbed up the flight of 137 steps to get to Mount Sophia Road, to get to Old School for the supposed class by a world reknowned magician. Tired like mad! Both of us were panting lor, I thought Winston physique better than me by alot :P In the end also chuiiiiii. Hahhaha! Attempted to look for Level B4 and found out that it wasnt existent? LOL! Then, cos the place was SO secluded, Winston decided to call our almighty boss Kien..
Apparently, Kien said the class is "tomorrow" yesterday, and when Winston called him just now, he still said the class is on 27th, and he was like "NO LAH NOT TODAY!" HAHAHAHAHAH. SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEET ): Somemore try to be funny say we should take this chance go watch movie. Lol, this boss like FUNNY sio. -.- Meh meh leh, no wonder when I sms him this morning he never reply. Lol!
In the end, we went to Cathay to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 :D And Winston taught me like some tricks, only one of which I can do. HAHAHHAHAH :/ The difference between a magician and a non-magician-but-magician-wannabe. HAHAHHAHA! Went to City Hall Peninsular Plaza or something like that, to walk walk see see and to buy his guitar stuff. Hahahha. Boing!
Boo! Gonna go for the class tomorrow then :P Hehehehee. I think it might be Ice's class? Cos I saw him that day, but aiyah, dont know lah! Bong Kien's face ah! LOL :P
Marketing report!
i told of my glory at 4:47 pm
Saturday, 26 December 2009
Winston's show was great :)
See, nice watch! :D Couple watch-wannabe lo. HAHAHAHHAHA. :PPPPPP
And this horrible thing that poked through Winston's arm 2 days ago! RUSTY AND DISGUSTING! My poor bro! ):
I wanna go tmrw ): Hopefully Kien says ohkayyyy ):
Sidenote. This is what Winston said I sent him yesterday:
Winston. M3, S4, S5.6th Generation Hyundai Sonata releasing before CNY 2010! =X says:
when u say ur body numb one is still ok
then the next msg is "Ah. Fucjk. Odkay. I dnt want pl wory abo8t mf. :) im fine. W.il stop drinking for awhilemd don your project well. :) see you."
i told of my glory at 11:47 pm
HELLO WORLD :)
It was a REALLY eventful day for me yesterday :) Huifang is really really happy this Christmas!
1. Hotel Intercontinental event went GREAT!
2. Newton event was EVEN BETTER!
3. Zirrrrrrrca was SPLENDID! :)
Went to collect mic from Winston yesterday morning! Hahahha. I forgot to set alarm lo, lucky Kien sms-ed me and my phone rang = I woke up! :P HAAHAHAHAHA! Hotel intercontinental event was great because the people there were really helpful and nice! Kien's Christmas Magic show, Santa Claus, Facepainting and Balloon Sculpturing, and Games! Of cos, yours truly was the Gamesmaster who failed pretty miserably cos everyone else was so drawn to the balloons and facepainting! HAHHAHAHHA. Boingggggggggg. And super funny, I walked out to the main road with Benny to take a cab cos he had to rush down to Ritz, and guess what, he didnt even have time to change out of his costume! So he was still dressed as Santa Claus! And kids actually approached him to take pictures. LOL! Before I rushed off to my next venue, my phone died! And I had to borrow Long's phone to call Xinyan to coordinate how to meet her! Then just as I was about to leave, one of the managers approached me and asked "Are you the incharge?" I said yes and guess what, he said "My boss is very happy with the services you all have provided today. The diners are happy and you guys were splendid. We'll be engaging you all again next Christmas cos you all are so marvellous." Waaaaa, FLY ME TO THE MOONNNNNN! :P
Rushed down to Newton Armaryllis Ville for 2nd event. Wa, is a birthday party + Christmas party for Sofia! :D She's so adorable I tell you, and the client was really nice, preparing a fully-airconditioned room and still letting us choose the room we want for a best entrance! :) Benny arrived shortly after we did, and well, I forgot who was it, saying it was like a chalet. HAHAHAH. Cos like a few friends in one room nuah-ing away, because Sofia and friends were not here yet. Started damnnnn late. LOL! I was supposed to start at 4pm but I only managed to start at 4.50pm :/ Uhhhhh, HAHAHAHA. Barney was great :) Xinyan was really good! First time I saw a Barney JUMP okay! Kids and parents were participative in Sing-a-long and everyone wanted to take photos with Barney :) LOVE!
After the short Barney Break, Barney came back and I attempted to play some games with them but apparently, theyre still too small to play games. Everyone just wanted to hold Barney's hand! :D Adorable TTM! So in the end I just did more Sing-a-long and photos and ended off.
Shouldve left Newton already! But I stayed to help Benny the Santa Claus :D Cos under that beard, I believe he cant really communicate that well with such an enthusiastic crowd! :P In the end, I stayed till the end, we gave out the presents with the help of Sofia's very ununderstandable reading out of names, and even did the cakecutting for Sofia :P Her cake was a Barney cake and she used her finger to dig one corner to eat even before the birthday song! :) Naughty girl! HAHAH! Ate the buffet dinner cos client invited us to :) Food was really good! And then after that, the 3 of us, Xinyan, Benny and I, left Newton only at approx. 7.15pm even thuogh our show was supposed to end at 6pm. Hahhaha!
Came home, bathed, and went out to meet clique at Zirrrrrrrca! Problem with my VIP tickets. Zzz. Ended up we opened bottle for discounted price :) But FUCK, I gulped the vodka mix down, and ended up HALF drunk. I emphasize, it's HALF. Not fully drunk. Winston called me and I went to the locker area to talk to him. Walked in normal, walked out giddy and not walking straight -.- Apparently, I realised so cos the person at the bar counter asked me if I was alright and wanted to help me to look for my friends. But of cos, I'm fine. LOL. Went back and drank somemore, high like nobody's business! :/ I can drink if I drink slowly. But first 2 cups gulp = sure gone. Dont even remember how much I drank. Went to Rebel for the dancefloor. I wasnt the only high one lor, just that they dance till they sober. Dont know how they do it. Vibrations from music made me very uncomfortable, I can remember. Then I went to the toilet to pukeeee :/ I think I puked like 5-6 times, cant really remember. But I seriously felt much better after puking. :X But Timothy still held on to my hand cos I think I wasnt walking straight, or he was scared I got lost. LOL! And I remember I was clinging onto Glenn :/ But my mind was still clear, I could still remember the last message was from Winston telling me to stop drinking already. And I think I msg-ed Kien some rubbish :/
Danced from 12am-3 plus am. Then went to Macs for supper cos I said I was hungry. But I think the fries tasted like cardboard lah, machiam no taste one. :/ Drank like only 1/3 the Green Tea. Cos I think I wanted water more. HAHAHAH. Came home sane enough but tripped over the toilet kerb. Ohkay lah, stupid, I know. But at least I could walk on my own, even if I wasnt walking straight. LOL. (Stupid Winston say I'm drunk) But I'm only having a mild headache now.. :P
Zirca is love, Rebel is love. Seriously! Winston! Next time we go club there okay :D
Going for Winston's show now! Timecheck: 1.38pm. WOW, long post :)
i told of my glory at 1:02 pm
Friday, 25 December 2009
Today was a good day :)
All thanks to my parents whom even though complain about my job, support me by accompanying me the whole day to chiong around like mad person, wait with me till my boss comes so I wont be alone, buys me mineral water just cos I said I was thirsty, and sends me from place to place despite the inconvenience. :P
Winston's show today was good :) Watched abit with his mom, bro and friends. Then ran off for lunchieeee :P But he was so careless to injure himself on the rusty screwdriver! ZZZ! So carelesssssss!
Then went for Xmas workshop at Panpacific Hotel :D Was not that good initially, but turned out to be quite alright cos it was pretty simple and I was facing a small group :P But this convenience was rendered useless from the convenience of having to help ALMOST every single one of them to make the ornament from scratch. LOL! While I was at Level 4 Brunch, Kien was at Level 3 Global Kitchen. Then we switched places 1 hour later. Hahahha, so basically I rushed down in between! Boingggg! But the crowd at Level 3 was much better than at Level 4, environment too, food too! (Visual effects for huifang to admire cos she never eatttttt, sadly!)
Chiong-ed down to Crystal's place for class party. Barely made it there in one piece, was already half-dead. :P But there were sweet moments, like gathering in her room saying the best things we've had with the class and singing christmas song instead of birthday song while standing around the logcake.... :) 1b21 is loves..
Oh yea, now listening to Winston singing songs and playing guitar over skype. Hahahahah!
And I ate the logcake from Kien alreadyyyyyyyyy :D OH THE CAKE IS LOVE! damn damn nice! tastes especially nice too cos I achieved this with my own efforts! Banana chocolate from Royal Plaza @ Scotts is niceeeeeeeee! Freshly collected home this afternoon! :DDD
Full day work tomorrow, making people happy. HAAH.
Followed by a night to make myself happy! :)
Now worrying over what games to play with the kids tomorrow.... :/
i told of my glory at 12:40 am
Thursday, 24 December 2009
Winston plagiarise from my blog. He copied my December 23rd post. BOING :P He is so lazy!! How come I got such a lazy bro! :)
PROFESSOR MESSY! WHERE'S MY PRIZE? :)
i told of my glory at 1:47 am
Can they ever please succeed in not making my blood boil with anger once? I'll be very much thankful and not have a headache each time I open that module folder. I dont even feel like doing that module's project if not for my own grades.
I cant believe one whole day of work only produced a 1.5 page of work on Microsoft Word. Seriously, I'm left speechless. I'm slogging like mad at home, producing 4 pages worth of report and there you are. Thank you people, thank you.
And you know what, last week of holidays. I'm gonna enjoy it like nobody's business. All the projects can just rot in my laptop ohkay. After tonight, unless I have a VERY STRONG DESIRE to do project, otherwise I wont touch it.
Holidays are REALLY starting for me. And I believe it'll last till NEXT WEEK. I dont care. I'm gonna pon school like nobody's business.
i told of my glory at 12:49 am
Wednesday, 23 December 2009
Boing! :D
Just woke up! WOOHOO! I made it to wake up in the morning today! Went for Night Cycling with Winston and Charlene yesterday night. Hehehe. Almosttttt didnt manage to cos Mrs Tang was nagging at Winston about the weather. :P Madness yesterday though, mobile dinner doesnt taste that good and makes me wanna puke now :/ Don't ever attempt to eat MOS Prawns and Sprite while cycling :/ Zzzz. But nevertheless, cycling yesterday night was gooooooood :) Just that first time THAT injury can be so painful during cycling :/ Moodspoiler cos I was so nuah after that.
OHKAYYYY! The rest of my day yesterday! :) Went to look for Winston at YCK in the morning cos he had driving lesson, and I didnt have anymore coupons so I couldnt park to my house lah. Had to leave the parking lot by 8am. I played stunt and went up at 8.30am praying hard I didnt get a fine :/ Hehe then I ate breakfast in my car! WOOHOO! But anyway, our plan was that I will tailgate his car. But BOING! when his teacher stopped the car to let him take over the wheel, I promptly overshot and drove all the way until Lentor and Yishun. HAHAHHA. WTF. Half an hour later, Winston called me when his teacher was taking a toilet break and I didnt know where he was even though he told me his location! Double-LOL ness. So aiyah, I just went to nuah somewhere somehow, and then went to SSDC to fetch him after his lesson ended :P
Drove to CDC to look for my almighty Mr Teo :) But didnt manage to find him! ): Then to Parkway for lunch, and drove to his place after petrol :D Initial plan was to return the car at 2pm cos that's the In time. But the person called us up and said we can return the car at 6pm, cos he's letting us extent for freeeeee :D So when we got to his place, there was an unknown car inside! Wa, his sis was like having a lunch get-together with her 4 friends and hahahaha, one of them is Yean Chiang sio! So coincidental! In the end, lunch 2nd round there :/ But I didnt eat muchieeee. Full alr! ): Charlene and her friends are super funny people I tell youuuuu :P Boingggggg! :P
After that Winston drove to my place. (Ya, he drove my car) Wheeeeee! :) I came home to bathe and I cant believe my mom decided to show him my ADORABLE baby pictures -.- Zzzzz! Meh meh! Apparently, my mom's 2nd time seeing Winston only. Cos 1st time was when we were going Gentingggg. :P And stupid Winston lo that MEH MEH! Bluff me say we tio summon cos never put coupon (Winston says it's cou-poon) :/ Went to return the car after that and bussed back to Winston's place again, and I totally nuah-ed with his brother Wilbert watching Goofy the Movie. HAHAHAHAHAH :X Serious I almost fell asleep on the sofa cos I was so tired! :/
135-ed over to ECP and realised the bike rental shop we always go to closed right at the moment I reached it. I RAN ALREADY! ): Stupid Winston la.. Say "What if close ah? What if we walk till there then the shutter close right in our face ah?" And it really happened. Grrrrr. Went to another shop further down. And the rest of the night, cool :)
Came home at around 4.12am and saw Kien's offline message for me that there's 2 shows to run on 24th ): Workshops from 7.30pm-9.30pm. Gahhhhh! So last minute ): But oh well, I left him an offline message too that I can go lorrrrr. So Bernard called me this morning. Only woke up on his 4th call. Hahahah. He called me 3 times, messaged me, but I couldnt be bothered to wake up LOL :P But oh sheeeeeeet, Christmas party plans are affected. Zzzzz. ): Better think of a solution, FAST!
Off for project! Time check: 12.30pm. And I think Winston and Charlene are not awake yet :P
WINSTON AH, I WANT TO GO OUT AND PLAY SOMEMORE :)))
i told of my glory at 11:30 am
Tuesday, 22 December 2009
IT WAS A GREAT DAY TODAY :D
Oh well, to sum up my day, I drove around alot today :) But it wasnt simple to get to that!
Early in the morning, I was informed that the Manual Toyota Vios I wanted at $55 was not available ): Nevermind, I was offered an Auto Lancer Glx at $60. But horror! the person called Winston up 1 hour plus later to say that it wasnt available too! Horror TTM! It was already 11am and I wanted a car that afternoon. Very last minute indeed! But as a last resort, I passed Winston the number of rentcarsingapore.com. The charges were slighty higher as compared because they charge an extra for P-plate drivers. And blah blah, I'm one. Hehehe. They had an Auto Nissan Sunny for rent. Was told to transfer deposit over, but but but! They called me half an hour later to say that they Sunny wasnt available already! Apparently, someone beat me to it :/ GRRRR. So they gave me an Auto Kia Picanto. Negative at first! But the car turned out adorable enough to make me happy :)
Collected the car with Winston at Bedok. Super taken to it upon close look cos it's CUTE! :D Finally drove it off after paperwork, and went with Winston to an open-spaced carpark to tryout parking. CHUI LIKE CANNOT! :P No wonder Zijie said he cant park his dad's Mazda. I already had problems parking a buttless car! :P Ends up I realised it's much easier to park between cars then at a lot where there's no cars around me at all cos it's thougher to gauge :)
Sent Winston to Bedok for his lasik (oops, typo earlier) appointment, then Von and girls said they wanna go to Tampines Mall for food and want me to fetch them! Ah, okay lah. So went to school to pick them up :) I was still getting used to the car's power and all, and well, I seriously had problems getting used to it cos it's so different from my dear teacher's Toyota Vios! BOING :/ But was good still! Hahha.
Left Tampines Mall at 5 odd pm. Jokes started happening! Yifang has a bad sense of directing people, seriously. She'd say "Also can" when asked for directions. GRRR. In the end I went one big round around Tampines. LOL! Seriously very funny! Cos Tampines area seemed to have a lack of Uturns which I can use! :P
Then after multiple circles around the Tampines area, I was about to drive Crystal and Pam to Town area already when Winston called. ARGH!! In the end, detoured to his place to pick him up. Due to the bad traffic, my car which lacks power, and my inability to recognize directions well, we ended up having to make a detour to Shell after picking Winston up cos Crystal had to use the toilet :P Hehehe. My bad!
Town area had a super super bad jam and I reached Somerset to drop Pam and Crystal off only at close to 7pm. ARGHHH!! Then rushed down to Park Mall to park car before going over to Sakura to meet the rest. Jintian, Eunice and Ernest! YAY! Liek super long since I last saw them even though it may be just a few months! :D Had a great dinner, celebrated JT's birthday belated with a cake we bought, and took pictures! :D Love them TTM yo! :)
Drove JT home, followed by Ernest, then followed by Winston. :)
Zham-ed accelerator after turning out from Winston's porch and he called me saying I'm being damn noisy cos of the engine. HAHHAHAH :/ Hurry t get home marrrr!
But it was a good day nevertheless.
Meeting Winston tomorrow morning for another round of drive drive before we return the car at 2pm :)
Thanks to friends whom believed in my skills,
Thanks to Pam for lending me her cashcard,
and Thanks to Winston the best-Bro-one-can-ever-ask-for. for paying for my petrol today, for helping me look out for cars and telling me when to filter lane, for being my GPS (i suck at directions!), for controlling my steering wheel for me while im smsing (LOL!), for teaching me how to drive an auto car (i swear its different from manual!), guiding me on parking, and getting the coupons from ur mom's car for me! :) Hehehe.
And I feel the love lorrrrr! With someone nagging at me to drive carefully! :) :) Thanks Bro! Really! :)
YAY! MANY LOVES PEOPLE :) Huifang loves car car! :D
And I just received Kien's email that I've gotten the logcake thingy! Hahhaha! Im actually like one of the Top 6 for numbers of hours clocked in for December! Benny's also within the Top 6! LOL :P And Winston is like, within the Top 10 also but not the Top 6 HAHAHHAH :D Boingggg. So he got some Cheese Spread thingy. I think it sounds yummy either way :P Yay! See, my Boss got many loves for his employees toooooo! :)
Off to sleep!
Pictures tmrw! :)
i told of my glory at 1:57 am
Sunday, 20 December 2009
I think..
What I told YC off for,
is what's happening to me now.
No solution,
thus choosing to run away.
But I think, as long as we're better this way,
no answers to the many questions,
maybe this temporary kind of happiness might just take me for another 2 months..
Until then,
my girls will suffer under my never-ending rants for one night again. :)
就算彼此沒時間相見
電話簡訊也不會斷線
我能感覺 我的明天
都是你笑臉 填滿我
Why wouldnt I believe in His help?
Always when I'm lost, I will turn to him for help, I'll ask Him the questions, and He'll guide me on what to do. I feel at ease because before I slept, I asked for His help, and I know that tomorrow, He'll tell me a solution already.
Like what whats-her-name told me, as long as you believe that He can help you, and you believe in Him, He will help you.
I havent been to church for quite some time :)
我們一起走到永遠, ok?
i told of my glory at 7:16 pm
Just finished another mascot show at Thomson Plaza.
Client was pretty demanding. Kept calling me to ask me where my Bear was.
Met nice people,
met nice parents,
but crowd was pretty disappointing because there were not that many kids as compared to other places I guess.
The kids made me smile, really.
Life goes on, I guess.
靜靜站在你的身邊
感覺擁有全世界
想抓緊所有的一切
不讓走遠
幸福在我們的眼前
溫暖每一寸心扉
雖然笑起來很媔靦
你總是很瞭解
你總是很體貼
我們一起走到永遠
我們許下美麗的心願
心願許下我們的明天
不管多遠 遠到天邊
我們總肩並著肩
就算彼此沒時間相見
電話簡訊也不會斷線
我能感覺 我的明天
都是你笑臉 填滿我
記憶裡的畫面
記得騎車的下雨天
你說有甜蜜的感覺
每張記憶裡的照片
有快樂的側臉
有音符在跳躍
所有的回憶全是甜
我們許下美麗的心願
心願許下我們的明天
不管多遠 遠到天邊
我們總肩並著肩
我們記得每一次見面
相擁幸福不想說再見
我能感覺我的明天
不讓你流淚 不傷悲
我唯一的心願
Sweet..
i told of my glory at 4:52 pm
Maybe stress is again taking control, thats why I'm reacting this way. I love my job, but I start to detest whats happening around me.
Maybe all along I was just seeking solace in a non-existent relationship,
waiting to be taken on a journey of fun, with companionship I could really relate to.
When finally, having someone whom I could treat with respect and trust, thats why I do things the wrong way..
To me,
you are in my present and my future.
Havent said this for some time.
HAIS. Lol.
No one can ever love a sister/brother more than a person who doesnt have one, then finally found one whom she could. :)
Hold my hand and take me through this life journey..
i told of my glory at 11:52 am
I guess all along, I was just a lonely child,
looking to someone whom I could see as a sibling, as a Brother.
I never called others Brother. :)
But maybe, typo error.
Maybe, what Erika says is true.. :X
i told of my glory at 3:52 am
Glenn's commissioning parade today (Alright, yesterday since it's past 12am). It was very very interesting being at that parade itself. Glenn looked handsome! :) And I guess, this is the kind of prestige they'd been fighting for all along.
Went for dinner at JP, and went to Cafe Iguana after that. Even though plans to club were foiled this morning, Cafe Iguana was equally good. Glenn's bro's treat. As usual, I'll always have someone among the group whom dont know their limits. Happily gulp tequila until after a break he said he was giddy and felt like he was floating. Thank God I'm a person whom knows how to think for myself. Playing 5 10 with them, but knowing when to stop. Rejected more drinks cos I knew I should stop. Tequila is always my killer, seriously. But AT LEAST I KNEW WHEN TO STOP Because I know that I got a show the next day and I shouldnt allow myself to have a hangover. They understood. I hope the person who didnt really think he had a limit learnt his lesson though. Like how Glenn's bro described the guy who was dead drunk at Supper Club. -.-
Itching to approach Zirca the whole time cos we were so nearby there. They said to go in with my VIP tix and to go in again some other day on Ladies' Night. It's my holidays, I should be enjoying Ladies' Night TTM. And now I even know, Butterfact serves free drinks to BOTH guys and girls, free. Except guys have to pay a cover charge I think?
I think it's the choices we make in life,
that show our weaknesses and strengths.
I know my own weaknesses.
And it's pretty hopeless.
But then again, who cares? I thought you cared, even just as a FRIEND. That word is tough to get out of my mouth. :) But I guess it's not just Disappointment walking through the door tonight. That was an understatement.
If you thought that was fun,
If you thought that was what you wanted,
If you thought that was what I wanted to happen,
I wouldnt have bothered,
I wouldnt have nagged,
I wouldnt have told you to stop,
I wouldnt have told you not to.
But my words fell on deaf ears.
It doesnt matter.
If that's what you want, go on.
I wont stop you no more.
In the first place, I didnt have a right to meddle. I didnt even have the right to stop, to nag, or anything at all.
I'm sorry, it was my fault all along, cos nothing beats kinship. One stupid brother, no?
I stopped clubbing for two reasons. Such reasons so important to me I could choose not to do what my friends were doing weekly without me.
But yesterday, I found a reason to go on with it. Why bother?
Those whom say they care dont even bother, so why should I?
Next stop, Butterfact, Zirca & Rebel.
Crushed, came through the door today, just right at this moment.
There comes a point, where I wouldnt even want to talk to anyone, anymore.
When the pain I feel, pierces through my heart, It's not the kind of normal disappointment in boyfriends, disappointment in oneself, but the kind of unexplainable crushed trust that had been so carefully nurtured and cherished.
Although there's awkwardness present in some silence, but I still enjoy his company and presence.
At least I came home, just merely tired.
I trusted you, everything, every single part of me. You won that.
i told of my glory at 2:34 am
Friday, 18 December 2009
Event at Hitachi today morning was great! Kids were adorable, program was smooth, everything was splendid! (Except the last minute unexpected screwup that the newly-ordered microphone could not be used on the spot)
After the balloon sculptures, caricatures and facepainting, Kien did his Christmas Magic Show and conducted games for the kids. Totally dazzling with charmmmmm :) Thats why kids love Mr Bottle! As a finale, I brought approx. 40 kids with me to different parts of the office to sing Christmas carols. Was told to prepare 4-5 songs but we ended up just singing Jingle Bells cos thats the best they could do together. They were given more sweets, chocolates etc for singing so well :) It's really encouraging when they react, respond, and sing along out loud. Really love them too bits! Noticed some exceptionally cute kids like Huishan, whom chased after Santa Claus and got scared when Santa decided to turn around and chase after her. Haha! Adorableeeee :)
Being coordinator is fun. But being involved to bring them around to sing carols is even better! Christmas Christmas! :DDD
Project later on, neutral enough.
Did what ought to be done, enough.
Went to Winston's show at Suntec. Was pretty good I guess. Jiayou bro :) Im proud of you!
--
When I had that dream yesterday night, I felt that Hope had never left me, and Waiting had never been gone. Hope was always there to motivate and allow me to know that I still have Hope with me and thus am not alone. And I always had someone to turn to.
I thought Waiting had gone, when I knew I had no choice but to give up. Then when some things happened, the overwhelming wrenching pain started all over again, and brought me down on my knees, begging you not to go. But it was futile, it didnt work. It never wouldve worked. You yourself destroyed Hope, and brought along Disappointment. I could never have begged Disappointment, nor could I have bargained with them. I didnt even want to hold on to Hope, not letting him go, because Disappointment had always been waiting for his chance to invade. Today you forced Disappointment through the door, when you made the decision to be bought over.
I dont even know what to say anymore.
I wont forgive, because you made no mistake. I was the mistake right from the start. Waiting should never have happened and Hope always only came back when the winds out there were too strong.
And when Hope got bought over, Disappointment is who i sleep with tonight..
Im going to Zirca tomorrow night.
Meet me on the dancefloor.
i told of my glory at 11:00 pm
Thursday, 17 December 2009
Preparing for my show tomorrow :D At the same time worrying for my two girls' Driving Basic Theory Test! It's tomorrow and erika has only passed ONCE on the single online simulator and yvonne not a single one yet! ARGH! But then again, Christmas is round the corner! :)
I havent looked forward to Christmas as much as this year before. Maybe cos I havent had the habit of celebrating it ever before. Even during the last two years, it was just going out with my then-colleagues. This year is so gonna be different! :)
Being already involved by participating in Christmas parties in homes, malls or companies due to the nature of my work.. Singing Christmas carols, bringing Santa Claus and Christmas Bear around to give candies and hugs to kids, coordinating parties etc. IT'S JUST SO GREAT AND FUN! :) Happiness yo!
And I'm still looking forward to the two Christmas parties this year! :) 24th and 25th Dec are gonna be busy days this year!
OH yes, based on Bernard's wrong tabulation, I actually qualified for one of the top 10 number of hours clocked in for this month. But after sending Kien my editted hours, I think I'm quite.. lacking in confidence over it! HAHAHA OOPS :( But then again, I know I'm enjoying it, that's all that matters. And when Boss and other colleagues give me compliments, it's great encouragement :)
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You
All I want for Christmas is you... baby (:
i told of my glory at 10:12 pm
Wednesday, 16 December 2009
I think sometimes having dreams can make one negative of reality! So I ought to be able to maintain the right mindset to always be positive :)
When I thought of all the effort I put in into achieving something I thought I could get within the next few years, I knew I didnt do myself injustice. Because I put in my best efforts and know that whatever the outcome, I'm prepared at the very least, for a further goal :) I've gotten my license, and what's the next step? And I realised today, that no matter how similar two people can be, how similar we want to be, the non-existing physical social class is still there between two people. Communication, no matter how hard we tried, never worked 100% of the time.
Projects, enjoy the process.
Because while I'm working hard at this end of my world, he's also doing so at the other end. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and suspense makes passion stronger. When we meet unexpectedly, is when the impact's greatest. I can only predict, assume, and pray hard for the next time I meet him and have a chance to work with him again :) And this is why, next week is full of "opportunities"!
Sometime I realised, having someone by your side is not everything either. He was happy than sad, she was trapped than totally happy. He didnt want to let her go, she didnt want it to end. She was caught in the middle of nowhere and didnt want a solution, he knew he had to do something but never bothered looking for a solution. It was always all talk, no action, with many but two casualties. Many casualties whom shouldve been happy than trapper with them. All it took, was for one party to understand, was for one party to either give up or give in. Since either couldnt give in, what was the point holding on to something that wouldnt blossom or die, but always half-hanging? Walking away isnt always bad, isnt always negative. If it could bring both parties happiness than just being with ONE loved one, that should be how it is. Others always said, "Love isnt about keeping the one you love by your side, but just seeing them happy would make you contented."
These days, I've been talking about moving on. Yifang said that would be good for me. Yvonne is not one bit convinced cos she says my ".. True love still doesnt change." Haahaha. Xinyan also gives a skeptical look. But c'mon man friends, Friendship is food for the heart, for the mind, for the soul. You guys are my best medicine, not any new guy to replace anyone, no matter how good looking he is, how adorable he is, how gentlemanly he is, or whatever car he drives. :) Time heals all wounds, true. But true love never dies, just like how true friendship doesnt. :)
Accompany me to the future,
don't let go of my hand,
even if the world is gone one day,
tell me you'll still be there right beside me.
Project world is how it is like,
money supports this world.
And I bring along with me the happiness of bringing joy to others. :) :) :)
i told of my glory at 11:51 pm
Simple, short and sweet, but inspiring (:
This never fails to make me believe..
Story of Mr Bottle
Once upon a time, there was a very shy child. So shy that he did not dare to talk to anyone in school. One day, his father bought a bottle of magic for him. "In it, is a potion that will make you grow brave and strong."
Every morning, he would open the bottle for some magic. Day by day, he began to make more friends. One day, he saw his good friend cornered by Billy, the big bully. Believing in the magic, he chased Billy away.
Many years later, he discovered that the bottle was actually an empty bottle. Believing in the magic has changed his life. This child is none other than Mr Bottle the Magician, who believes that nothing is impossible.
-end-
I've told Kien before that he makes children happy. That's why, no matter what happens, the whole team is always behind him because he has brought joy to so many people.
I still have a long way to go in Mr Bottle's company.
But I believe that with each show, I will improve, I will learn, and I will grow.
When stress sets in, we finally realise we're not alone. (:
i told of my glory at 11:34 am
i just did something wrong.
but i dont know why i dont feel like telling anyone about it except the person who maybe doesnt even bother with what just happened. haha. life never is fair, really is (:
people choose not to bother but i choose to be the one who does so.
thats what the guy at the youth forum classified as a leader. but no, im not one. im one who chooses to bother but people dont see it.
they see themselves as being the centre of their world, where all is right that they do.
i like how i wasted half the day away today.
but i cant keep myself in solitude.
for once, i hated my phone for having msgs and calls coming in every 15-30 minutes even though i didnt take the initiative to contact anyone.
maybe its time for another getaway. but then again, the people whom used to be, maybe just arent there anymore. but we move on with life. (:
--
the world is round.
no one can change a person.
only they themselves can..
we try all we can to influence, but dont forget, we may go home one fine day losing all we ever had if we try too hard.
no problem.. dont bother to care about what im thinking if you even doubted me once. i try so hard to be a friend who cares because i know of our age difference but all you tell me is a simple cover-up lie to bring over this topic.
time and again this happens,
i give up on you.
i believe im not alone on this.
--
why am i always thinking for others when they cant even be bothered themselves? why am i always the one fussing over them to ensure they're well and they're comfortable and they're getting the best?
i should just keep myself occupied with doing well for my studies and work, isnt this so?
i told of my glory at 12:20 am
Monday, 14 December 2009
day today was BAHHHHHHHHHH! project project ): i think marketing project is a disaster. so many things to do! GAHH. i think i rather take the test 2 more times! -.- yes it's that bad. i kind of detest marketing project. not cos of the group, the group's splendid, but the content of project sucksssssss! ):
nevertheless, my group mates are crazy people. waiseng keeps saying that haseenah is malay and keeps speaking the same malay language phrase to her to annoy her. hahahha! and well, me and wenliang just 190% lost lor. HAHAHHHHAHA :X
went to pass winston the tickets for zirca and powerhouse for his sis and guess what, i met his sis at th bus stop. omg i tell you. wenliang was like "OHHHHHHHHH!" HAHAHAHHAHA! aiyarrrrrrrr, serious! all along i really thought she got problem with me mah, each time im in th house she like 280% black face TTM -.- but aiyarh, she was kinda friendly today. lol. i think maybe my misunderstood assumption? yah winston gonna say "assume assume assume, always only know how to assume" boingggggg -.- cos i took 135 with her to amk. but anyways, huifang is friendly to the world if the world is friendly to her :D
next show next sunday. walao. sian TTM please. i want go in mascot but bernard say want me be outside -.- boing. and my partner not bennyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ): my partner also not deliaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! RAWRRRRRRRRRR. BOINGGGGGGGGG!
xinyan's house party tmr :D YAY! i love to play ^^
"You can sleep now, because I'll be right beside you when you wake up" YES, that is the dream guy, assuring me that everything will be fine and he'll be there beside me.
i told of my glory at 9:48 pm
I AM SO TIREDDDD!
HAHHHAHHA my boss so funny. commented on my wall post ytd di siao siao me. BOINGGGGG! :P
went to singapore recreation club for workshop today. waaa, like full force show like that, facepainting, santaclaus, RESONANCE MAN! christmas magic show, gamesmaster. WOW :D sad sad that benny didnt manage t get car today ): RAWR. so since he couldnt pick me up, in th end my parents kb for 10 minutes, then decided to be nice to send me there. HAHA :P
workshop was great today (: cos benny, kien and snow were all helping me too. cos the crowd's like 37 kids whom majority are 6 years olds and they dont really follow th instructions :/ chaotic but got it well done than my last workshop (: kien said my self-invented ideas for glitter application were GOOD xD *claps!* wheeeeeeee (: but i think i was still abit slow from th start. haha. boing! (: stayed for kien's christmas magic show. it's nice i tell you! :D then darren's appearance as santaclaus! OMG hilarious TTM i tell you (: darren is like, skinny santa please! -.- but damn funny cos his beard and hat kept sliding down/ dropping off! HAHAHHAHA.
then went home to changeeee and put down stuff. gahhh, cabbed down to kallang leisure park to look for darren for his 2nd santa assignment. he like scared ghost lah! BOING -.- because of him i canot go watch resonance man at thomson plaza ): MEH MEH MEH. see, i nvr zhong se qing you. but nevertheless, i still wanted to strangle darren at th end of th day ^^ (lucky you darren, at least i think kien doesnt read my blog) gahhh.
went to vivocity after that to meet classmates for dinner (: supposed to meet them earlier to go sentosa tgt but i didnt manage to join them cos i was occupied with th event at SRC (:
ive decided, i want resonance man t be at my 21st birthday party! :D
all i want for christmasssss is youuuuu~
ohkkkkkk now the jingle's stuck in my head haha!
i want christmas bearbear! :D
TIRED AH!
and OH YEA, i wanna go for YOG2010! i missed out at th friendship camp LOR ): WALAO. so many mr bottle's personels there ): bahhhhh!
i told of my glory at 12:30 am
Saturday, 12 December 2009
today was a good day :)
basketball in the morning with class people and yc's friend. fun leiii :D im like super missing bball cos i havent bball-ed in AGES! oh gosh, 1.5 years to be exact. HAHA. last time i did was during mid of my second j1 year i think??! cos after that i kind of QUIT bball LOL! but today was shiok lahhhh :D if not for my uncomfortable chui sports shoes. boing!
went to masquerade w darren after that. HAHA. i think he looks kind of cute in the toy soldier costume but at the same time kind of FUNNY! hehehehheeh :P but anyways, collected santa suit for himself and went homeeee.
then had mascot at thomson plaza at 7.30pm! :D hahha. CHRISTMAS BEAR!! (L) :D the christmas bear like damn exposed lo, can see benny's black shirt inside from behind! HAHAHHA :X but nevertheless, many kids were kinda happy and liked himmmmm (: so many kids gave him bear hug! *envious* boingggg. but he really sweat like madddddddd :/ hahahha. after that he sent me home though :D and waaa, first time got people fetch me ask me "hows th aircon, ok? everything ok?" waaaa he's damn nice please! :D
and he said if he can get th car tmr, he'll pick me up t go SRC tgt cos he got a show thr toooooo (:
boing!! :D HAHAHAHAH.
been preparing for my workshop tmr. ah, do a good one!
WINSTON! JIAYOU FOR UR SHOWS ALSO! (:
i told of my glory at 11:48 pm
Friday, 11 December 2009
i can smell temporary liberationnnnnnnnnn (:
marketing paper was not as tough as expected. i only screwed up one part, like just one teeny weeny part of the 12 marks qn. rest was ok, and super satisfied with mcq cos it was tricky but im quite confident to get at least 8 correct! :D haha!
i think the sense of satisfaction from this paper is highest among all modules because it's something we all thuoght we'd screw up. but really all thanks to wenliang's last minute help, his photocopied mainpoints-to-look-out-for taken during revision lecture. though there was like 38875984768594729 mistakes in it when we attempted to decipher it ytd in the project room, it helped me super alot today after i added in my own things-to-rmb-in-details.
went to cut hair after that.
and i like my hairstyleeeeeeeee :D the aunty is super nice and the hairstyle is worth every $$ i paid yo :D gonna go back thr to cut hair in future hahahaa!! she even helped us dry our hair such that it was so straight it looked rebonded!
bussed down to orchard after that. friggin bus ride took 2 hours and 15 minutes. and its a bus that went on expressway at eunos to novena -.- jam at novena to orchard suckedddddd, seriously! me and erika got so bored that we were entertaining ourselves on the bus with childhoos games :/ gahh. then went to far east, went to royal plaza at scotts to meet kien to pass him stuff and get stuff from him ^^
wanton mee dinner and home sweeeeeet home! :D
basketball tmr! OH I CANT WAIT :D
but f.. i just realised that someone came to my blog through googling "how to overcome sadness of being a retainee"
WA SERIOUSLY, FUCK OFF YOU NO-LIFER! basket, retainee very -ve meh? retainee are just people taking a 2nd chance please -.- i myself took that 2nd chance before too..
but how loser can you be to google how t overcome sadness??!
OKAY LAH, my nose is better today. but still blocked when in an enclosed area! :/ off to ZZZZZZZZZZ! :D
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话你就放得下 :D
able to, just jiayou..
--
some things,
are not within my consumable range,
are not within my consideration,
are not within my consuming power..
but it doesnt matter.
maybe thats what they call difference in SOCIAL CLASS, how people have preferences that suit their image, that cater to their class. (no, i havent enjoyed marketing enough)
i always knew i was born in the average class.
maybe thats why im just a weeeeeee negative now,
but i dont have a choice but to work towards what caters to the average class like me, to at least attain the highest level in being an average class before i emerge as something better, cos so many people keep saying i have the look of a high-position manager in the hotel industry. LOL.. :P
ok lah, im being over-sensitive over some issue just now. but then again, i think its just part of growing up- having to get used to the differences between you and those whom you so want to be so level with.
but i know that where i end up at in 10 years time will be no one else's decision but mine.
so afraid to try, but even more afraid to fail.
i fear the releasal of midsem results in 2 weeks time. but then again, thats life.
life's never fair- i remember winston once said this to me, right?
不一定要坚强
但有些事情 不能伪装
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm
Thursday, 10 December 2009
im down, seriously. GAHHH ):
i dont know whats wrong with me this year, i keep falling ill! ARGH!
think it's time to really commit to 2 servings of veggie and 2 servings of fruits. ok lah, maybe not all. ive been dutifully eating fruits and consuming fresh fruit juice the past 2 days ): shows how desperate i am to get well. but haiiiiis, last minute work dont neccesarily work yo. and im still spamming honey water + strepsils + mom's doc-prescribed lozenges + fruits + plain water + calplus!
CAL PLUS PLEASE SAVE ME!! ):
bad flu this time, add on to the already existing bad sore throat since sunday ): gahhhh. and best, this saturday and sunday both got show. ok at least saturday wouldnt require me to talk much. but sunday's workshop. oh good game, srsly. ytd i went to bed at 1am, and only fell asleep at 4am. i was sneezing and coughing and nosie was running miles away during the 3 hours in between. no peaceful sleep. today's bus trip to school= huifang stoning all the way. cos i was that sian lah ): but gahhh! i hate it when my nose is blocked! cos i cannot breathe D:
bstats paper was fine today. i thought myself a bit kuku to know realise what the standard deviation formula was, then i realised haseenah was even funnier cos she squared instead of squarerooting. LOL! but aiyah, thats just one part. it was good nevertheless.
mugging of marketing was a big joke, srsly. i booked the project room from 1pm-5pm. but turns out only close to 2 hours of productive studying i think. everyone was pretty -ve about having to even ATTEMPT to study marketing cos we're so HUHHHHHHHHH about the subject. LOL! but aiyah, i think, this time round, even im not motivated to study for it :/ i think if i can keep up the standard that i maintain in my tutorials, shouldnt be a problem. but im just afraid if i go blank tmr. lol.
but still,
last paper tmr! class has plans to watch new moon. and we got plans to go cut hair ^^ whee. but winston objects strongly to bangs cos he says it'll make me look super act cute. ebra says to cut moehog. that guy rubbish one lah. von and the rest keep asking me to cut bangs??! bahhhhhhhhhhh. i will only trim the ends and fringe, i'll decide tmr. cos i think id laugh at myself if i got bangs too! HAHAHAHA :P
saturday will be working with benny! woohoo! handsome guy lei von. HAHA :D
and ive got free entry tix to zirca and powerhouse! woohoo! :D
BOINGGGG. ): IM STILL HAVING DIFFICULTY IN BREATHING!
i told of my glory at 10:09 pm
Wednesday, 9 December 2009
today,
i woke up at 10.20am,
ran out of the house at 10.35am,
boarded a cab at 10.40am,
reached biz school level 1 at 10.59am,
ran up to 4th floor and reached classroom at 11.01am,
for 11am paper.
good job huifang, you made it in time. (:
studied stats and sneezed in library like sneezes had no costs,
nose ran away a few miles before coming back for a few moments and running away all over again.
spamming honey with water now but i dont feel any lasting effects. it wears off like, in 10 minutes ):
oh gosh, i feel like continuing on my econs article analysis, so i shall do so.
even though it's stats paper tomorrow.
and you know what? i love westlife and i love shane and nicky. i love their singing. i love guys who can sing, seriously. oh gosh, but please, i still prefer chinese guys. HAHA :D
BOING ):
oh, tomorrow's gonna be gang-up-and-mug-and-kill-marketing day, then down to boss' office :DDDDD
i want to drive ):
i told of my glory at 9:55 pm
Tuesday, 8 December 2009
accounts paper today was good i guess (: not too bad.
madness mugging of management today. haha.
and wenliang has an emo notebook :D
FUCK MY LIFE.
ok i shall be anorexic from tomorrow onwards.
i told of my glory at 11:54 pm
Monday, 7 December 2009
econs paper was a blast! (blast through the roof and my mind) because i know i got a couple of mistakes in that paper itself already. and some of the diagrams just didnt make sense. apparently, cher wasnt joking when she said the paper is no joke, tough. blah.
mugged accounts like some mad pig. damn. from 2.40pm till 5 plus pm, no joke. oh yea, dean came to talk talk halfway through :D haha. kuku he surprise me from behind lol. but wah, wanted to do a tutorial for practice after i finished my notes for chapter 5. but instant KO. -.- CANNOT TAKE IT, DAMN TIRED! ): KO till idk what time, then dinnered at tampines and went home.
and well, sometimes some things arent able to be solved easily, so we should use the solution which benefits both parties and all involved parties best.. :)
accounts tmrrwwwwww!
i told of my glory at 10:50 pm
Sunday, 6 December 2009
FIRST SHOW WITH BARNEY TODAY (:
BAR-NEHHHHHHHHH!
i guess it went relatively well. just that i lost the kids towards 40 minutes into the show. HAHA. :/
so just went straight to cakecutting and phototaking. lols.
but within that 40 minutes, i felt like i was losing MY voice singing out LOUD. like really loud! cos the kids were noisy, the music was SO soft, and well, GAHH! the key of the songs in the CD were abit higher than my vocal range. losing myself in it, seriously.
zz man. but it was fun nevertheless (: delia was very nice too! haha. she's the barney. oh well, but im glad most of the kids had fun (:
rushed down to dxo at esplanade after that to meet rivermaya :D miss them super alot since they went back after f1 ended!
wasnt supposed to be there cos im supposed to go study. but in the morning mike sms-ed me! SO OF COS I HAD TO GO NO MATTER WHAT! :D and very very very nice of him! he was like "OH THANK YOU FOR COMING!" when he saw me :D haha! and surprisingly, jayson, whom i never saw smile when i sent them to the airport during f1, was smiling from ear to ear today! and when he saw me and recognized me, he was like "OHHHH!!! YES!!!! COME LETS TAKE A PICTURE!" woh, friendly TTM!
and i saw amanda ling, previous keyboardist of electrico, girlf of ..... hha. i dont know if im supposed to say it so i shant. but well, she's quite pretty yo! :D
but anyways, im glad i at least met up with them for today :D and really thanks to irene who waited for me even after millian and sarah had left! haha (:
and well, rivermaya will be involved in f1 2010 :D the artiste involvement list is out! WOOHOO! (:
some images from the vip lounge :D
ok thank you for the support! im a vip! xDDD HAHAH :D their changing room and resting room was there too and i went in after they came up from their performance :D
the rest of the pictures with irene. waiting for her to upload!! :D
back to reality, MICROECONS TMR!
i told of my glory at 9:32 pm
it was a day of rushing.
study,
run here and there,
tired.
went to meet zijie and heidi after winston's show at clarkquay. i thuoght it was pretty good considering it was his first full show. (: jiayou man.
and i thought i was good at communication.
i guess not, sometimes.
FML for that moment.
i dont ever understand why some things cant be changed sometimes.
was browsing through my previous posts in 2008 ytd night, and saw this recurring sentence: "love the heart the hurts you,
but never hurt the heart that loves you."
i remember the person who told me this was also the one who broke it the next moment. lol.
i told of my glory at 12:40 am
Friday, 4 December 2009
school today was mundane.. as usual. LOL. and walao, i thought i was so guai to prepare for Bstats tutorial for once cos i did the midyr paper. in the end, tutorial was to be done too and i didnt know ): zz!
went to mug econs for an hour and a half with von, wenliang and xinyan at library. i love such mugging sessions. more lively learning and we all learn together. (:
then bussed home, wheeee!
kien came to my place to pass me the materials for the workshop later on :D hahahaha :P
workshop at singhealth polyclinic at 4pm. whoa whoa i tell you, i was facing 40 adults for that workshop! thank goodness i had jintian with me. haah! and i tell you, some of the adults were nice, some werent! poot to those hostile pigs! ):
but i think i had fun also lah (: at least now i know what to look out for for the next workshop so i dont have any similar problems like what i encountered just now :D
but i think it was a good experience nonetheless (: and definitely all thanks to boss that i got this opportunity. no doubt was a rush, but it was fun lo (:
mugging session again tomorrow.
collection of pictures before that. yah, im gonna lug the pictures around. ZZZ! better be light or i'll kill someone. RAWR! :D
Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say
From each other
Even lovers need a holiday
Far away
From each other
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go
Couldn't stand to be kept away
Just for a day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away from the one that I love
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go
After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go
After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go
You're gonna be the lucky one
Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say..
i told of my glory at 10:54 pm
Thursday, 3 December 2009
today wassssssss boring in the morning but interesting in the afternoon! :D
went to orchard pacific plaza starbucks to meet kien after school. ahha, i tell you, training was funny today TTM sio. really lost for once! cos i have this kind of CAO KUAN. (ok thats hokkien, pronounced cao4 kuan4 and translated to bad habit) to say "OKAYYYYYYYYY!" and kien identified that. he said it exposed myself that i was trying to stall time to think. HAHA :X and whats worse was he said,
" i noticed! since last time f1 you already got this habit ma."
OH CRAPPPPPP ): that bad! RAWR!
and i was TRYING that hard, really trying hard! to get rid of that "OKAYYYYY!" habit ): MEHHHH! ): ): sadness la. after that, collected the stuff from him and he got me a cab home :D wheeee!
brought barney home. omg. damn scary, like very big please. barney's shoes are as big as my bag when added together LOL!
have to go do Bstats in preparation for tmr's tutorial class, and do a sample ornament for tmr :D
need an assistant tmr!
i told of my glory at 10:04 pm
不懂你的心究竟躲着什么
想围绕你 沉浮 起落 日夜 直到永远
爱在一瞬间变成冷漠的拒绝
情人和朋友之间 爱太远
i told of my glory at 3:02 am
3 more days to next midsem paper, and i dont even know what's my next paper.
calculus today was really tricky. but i still survived.
OH GOSH IM DARN TIRED!
brother's btt is tomorrow. that pig anyhow cancel here cancel there, until his btt date from 16th dec to 7th dec to 4th dec.
but got confidence yo! bro you can do it! :D dont be complacent and careless can le! (:
alright, some funny little lame stuff to brighten up your night. now that it's already 12 plus am.
this is my good friend, lim zijie, who passed his license 2 days before me, on his retest :D and he cant park his dad's car at ikea! hahaa!
[ ZJ ] 2009 says:
HAHA shit la i want a car
im still stucked with my kah
i need a car!
oh but i still need my kah to drive a car
although now i dun need kahs to drive a car
but i still want my kahs although driving only need a kah
want somemore? thats not all!
[ ZJ ] 2009 says:
go with me again la! cock!
HAHAHA
HUIFANG is studying marketing says:
but we go somday lah!
WHAT COCK!
YOU GOOD
[ ZJ ] 2009 says:
what a cock!
HUIFANG is studying marketing says:
BOOMS@
[ ZJ ] 2009 says:
HAHA!
HUIFANG is studying marketing says:
you meh poot boing
[ ZJ ] 2009 says:
so LOUD!
HUIFANG is studying marketing says:
hahahahha
[ ZJ ] 2009 says:
it SHOCKS me
r u wearing RED!
WED!
RWED!
HUIFANG is studying marketing says:
yeaaa cos im feeling naughtyyyy ^^
i think we never get sick of this BOOMS joke. haha :D
training w kien tomorrow. one more afternoon of study gone. SHEEET.
不懂你的心究竟躲着什么
不懂为什么要我放开手
不懂爱情为何不长久
好想对你说,说不愿就此分手
你只是默默对我摇摇头
微笑说我们永远是做朋友
永远有多远 我看不见
爱在一瞬间 说变就变
你曾是我的地平线
想围绕你 沉浮 起落 日夜 直到永远
永远有多远 我泪眼看不见
爱在一瞬间变成冷漠的拒绝
泪水苦又咸流成汪洋一片
情人和朋友之间 爱太远
一天天天转地旋 喧闹的世界不停歇
一夜夜夜长梦多 躲进了回忆的枷锁
风花雪月的承诺 烟消云散不再有
你还在说 在说 在说分手以后可以永远做朋友
i told of my glory at 12:19 am
Tuesday, 1 December 2009
what an uneventful day which made me richer by $30. poot.
i woke up late today, thus was unable to bring the thumbdrive down to kien. bleh.
bernard called me regarding sunday's assignment,
and spoke some weird stuff, (ok, he was nice enough to have prayed for me to pass. but praying hard for one hour..)
and said some even weirder stuff. (!!! thuoght i should tell someone. but everyone's so busy so i guess, some other time.)
ok conclusion, he's weird ttm, period :/
i seem to be too lazy to study muchie. but then again,
it's calculus tomorrow.
and i dont have my book with me :D
no space for complacency, because carelessness has taken the whole place available.
kick them both out,
9am tomorrow, decision factor. (:
get an A.
yvonne, it's only me and you. sure can one! (:
and then again, the fun has been spoilt, the plans have been ruined, the priorities have been thrown further away. boo..
i told of my glory at 11:33 pm