Friday, 9 October 2009
huifang left 0808 today with a happy yet heavy heart.
so many things undone,
so many things accomplished.
i told jacq, i didnt do enough. i havent done enough. but ive done what ive done, and it wasnt too bad (:
today is miss michelle's last day as a Job Consultant with 0808, because miss michelle has done enough for one hols, and will be back to resuming studies soon.
i hope the person i sent to Jon turns out to be well. it's my attempt to make him at least, a bit more pleased with me after what happened previously, but well.. i know ive tried.
i told jacq, i learnt that not everyone deserves the same kind of treatment.
through this short 5 weeks, ive met people who exploit me cos of my friendliness,
ive met people who are really sincere and nice,
ive had candidates who really see me as a friend rather than just a Consultant,
ive had candidates who treat me like their servant.
i dont get paid by the candidates, but i help them. because i dont know how it feels like to be broke and down and out and no one wants to help you. and i dont want to know how it feels like. i dont want my candidates to feel like that. thats why i help them.
i push to sell candidates to client-holders. because i just hope for a chance for them.
over the past 5 weeks,
ive had candidates who come back and thank me,
who drop me msgs to tell me theyre doing well,
had emails from candidates whom updated me on their status at work.
it was a very unique experience.
no doubt tiring,
no doubt stressful.
but i learnt how to "take things with a pinch of salt" and to treat different people differently, to manage my own things well and learnt from the mistakes i made.
i feel i made many mistakes on this job.
but i learnt alot too.
and this skills will take me through the next step in life (:
jacqueline, evelyn, gary, yvon, and even eugene, those perms who guided me alot, and i really mean helped me too, on my 5 weeks journey in 0808. they made me smile, laugh, encouraged me, debriefed me, and all.
and i really really appreciate them so much.
and the fellow temps, april the pro, kailing the blur queen, huishan the fellow tp bsg student, all of them whom never fail to make my day, and well, we as temps, we work together also lo. you got my back and i got yours :D and i liked that, cos we're in a way, facing the same things.
and well, to move on to another chapter of my life.
a one week MINI break first (:
i told of my glory at 11:50 pm