Wednesday, 31 March 2010
Money itself is no longer sufficient to fill up my status, to match up to you.
Recently, I've been introducing jobs to people, and people have done it well, screwed it up, working hard etc. And it makes me think, what's the difference between being a Job Consultant and introducing people to jobs, and being Huifang and introducing friends to jobs?
One is doing it for the sake of $$$ and recognition and bonuses, the latter is a vote of confidence and placing my reputation at stake while you're on the job.
But one appreciates you very very much and sincerely, wanting to buy you lunch and all, asking you out when they go out together with new-made friends on jobs, but the other just forgets about your existence and well, it seems like you HAVE to do it for them.
LOL. It's alright, at least I know, I'm being a friend.
Mummy buying Goodwood Park Hotel's Durian Foodstuffs home for me tomorrow :D Durian puffs and strudelllll~ Gosh, I'm never a fan of Durians, but I like Durian foodstuff, just dislike the fruit on its own :P
To Powerhouse with XY and co! :)
i told of my glory at 9:02 pm
I kindof forgot to blog.
My eyes are half closed yet I'm still awake.
Met up with Abi, Noel, Carmen for dinner today and shopped for Glenn's present. Had our dinner at Fish & Co (Gosh, who suggested that) and now I swear I'm abstaining from that for quite awhile. Not exactly nice, costly, and full from oily foodstuff rather than full with satisfaction. Gosh.. But anyways, Boss super funny :) Called me using some unknown number and told me he forgot to bring his phone alonggggg! And he's supposed to meet me! Meh meh. In the end, he passed me his friend's number in case I could go over to Marinasq to look for him. Turns out.....
He called using his friend's phone, and drove over to Orchard to pass me th stuff :P And forgot to pass me namecards! Hahha. As usual la, my Boss forever forgetful cos he needs to remember so many things :)
And darnnn, turns out I actually had to help Kien outsource to 4 friends to help out this weekend. Because people in the company cant do it. Gosh, those people aren't even doing their OWN job, and they expect others to do it. TSK. Boings.
And yet another tiring night.. :( Well, I wonder what I'll dream of tonight. Maybe I'll dream a nice pleasant dream of success, or a sweet dream of you :)
i told of my glory at 2:44 am
Monday, 29 March 2010
Office! :D Came back with a big bag of stuff for this weekend and for subsequent usage for Games :) Hahha.
Super funny, today Kien was looking through applications, when he said "Oh, got new applicant for Gamesmaster!" Then I showed him a sad face and he said "Oh, uhhhh, okayyyyy. I put him in Storytelling ok? Hehehe."
LOL. My Boss funny right :P
Anyways, goshhhh, my schedule is mad-packed this Sunday! :D 3 shows back to back and still needing people to do stuff for me cos some shows have timings overlapped :P I'm glad I got Apple always reminding me of my schedule! :)
On a sidenote, I seriously think Sudoku makes one smarter. :P From having difficulty with the Easy at the beginning, now like 2 weeks later, I'm doing Hard and doing relatively well :P Think fast too! But my mind gets really wrecked subsequently :/
Complete my Cheers and maybe meet ZJ tomorrow..
Everyone makes mistakes. It's a matter of choice whether to see the faults, or to see the good.
i told of my glory at 9:58 pm
I wonder if you noticed, something that came into my life, or rather, our lives, on 5th August 2009,
you made it leave, on February 2010.
And it never came back.
What changed? You? Or me?
I still havent figured an answer, cos you're all smiles whenever I see you, and the opposite the rest of the time.
Gosh, you are so so tough to understand. :(
GONNA GO TO OFFICE TMRW IF BOSS IS IN :) Oh wait, it's past midnight. Today, then.
I want to go to Genting :( :( :( Gosh, this pic is.. TOTALLY KIDDISH. HAHAH :P
i told of my glory at 2:27 am
Sunday, 28 March 2010
Gosh, I AM TIRED! :(
I doubt I will take up Nightlife projects that often as I thought I would it I could. Cos apparently, today I feel darn dead after just a mere 3 hours (Whereby I was in the toilet for a total of 15 minutes and I left early to start walking back 15 minutes before) Slept in the cab also :P And I finally got to meet Justin! Well, he seems like an okay guy, responsible, so I shall send his resume over TONIGHT :)
So anyways, today morning, I was at Khoo Teck Phuat Hospital (Basket, the name cheeem TTM, I had to check my email to see what's the name) for their Family Open House :) The shows were really good, trust me! Started out with NEMO! Gosh, Chin really makes a good mascot! :D Disturbed the kids, posed for pictures, blah blah. Then was Kien's Imagine Magic Show! Wow, I seriously was amazed okay :) Cos it was my first time watching it too. Hahhaha! Then, I did Games, and guess what, Kien actually stepped in to partner me :D Support fire sibeh powerful! OMG I tell you! Somehow or other, confidence surged up by more cos I wasnt conducting this Games alone! :D Super love my Boss! And he brought back Green Tea Kitkat for us! :D So sweet of him to think of us when he's in Japan :D
So yea, went off to Biz Ambassadors Maincomm Interview after Winston's Prof Messy show and I gave out balloons to the kids. I think I could actually admit this is one interview that I really screwed up big time. Hahha. But well, what's done is done. It's my own fault I wasn't entirely prepared for it. I just pray hard I get the position that I want then :/ And Greentea Kitkat actually made me happy after that, felt so much so much better. Gosh, I never felt so alone for an interview before! Though I know I had help by my side, it's the first time I'm physically alone, facing a whole panel of 6 interviewers! Gosh, but what an experience :) And results will be out, VERY SOON, according to Wanying. Hahha! :/ *Keeps fingers crossed* Pray for me people :)
Oh on a sidenote, I just got news today that I'm supposed to be in a **** ******** BUNNY for 3 HOURS next Sunday. Holycrappppp. Kill me pleaseeee! Why did I even agree to doing the first hour :( Alright, CATCH ME AT HILTON OK, I'm the one with the handsome dude outside ^^v
And I wonder how was Woodlands circuit for brother? :)
On a sidesidenote, I'm still being wow-ed by darn good singers' videos on youtube.com :) I want a husband in future who can sing :D (Wah, now I know what Wenliang means by me setting very high standards LOL)
Last last note, gosh, now I love this song so much. I like the lyrics from the chorus.
不要你离开 距离隔不开
思念变成海 在窗外进不来
原谅说太快 爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来
不要你离开 回忆花不开
请你等重来 我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂 她爱着大海
情歌被打败 爱已不存在
Yes, that's what I'm thinking.. This song is mad good it can make me cry :)
i told of my glory at 12:57 am
Friday, 26 March 2010
I'm finding something lacking in my life each time I wake up in the morning, but I know I never left you, each night before I go to sleep.
You can choose not to be there, but I have chosen not to leave.
Friend..
Just when I need someone. :)
Taken this off Crys' blog :) Feel that I really relate to this too.
"One thing i learnt, chances. Don't be quick to dismiss issues that comes to us, certain people we meet for instance, give them a chance to prove themselves. One thing that proved my point was how someone who seemed cold and arrogant in the first meeting became the one who showed the most concern in the appropriate time. All the silent but meticulous observations showed a total different side to what i initially thought."
Thankyou, even though you may no longer be by my side anymore. :)
i told of my glory at 2:23 pm
Thursday, 25 March 2010
Today's singing was madddd good :) Especially 千年之戀 x4 HAHAHHAHA! First was me and Julian, second time was Eric and Liyan, then me and Liyan, and me and Julian again hahha. Cos the 2nd time me and Julian sang, Eric recorded it LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! Super funny cos I went off-key at some points lol! :/ But I felt it was good overall la! At least I could reach the really really high notes :DDD But I felt that Eric really CMI for that song LOL :P Woooo, he more suited to sing other songs less rock :P
Xinwang again after that, WOOHOO! :)
And gosh, I'm so tireddd. Tmrw's gonna be another night out again! :/
BROTHER, CONTACT ME LEI, NEED ASK YOU SMTHGS ABOUT SATURDAY AND APRIL :))
On a sidenote,
Xinyan dearest finally 18!! :D
And the Mr Bottle Kidsparty team at Expat Expo SG 2010- Apple, Melissa, Huifang and Benny :)
i told of my glory at 11:43 pm
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
"She was always your friend, then she realised, she doesn't just want to be the friend. She wants to be the girlfriend, except it's too late. Don't you understand? She came back for you."
i told of my glory at 6:53 pm
Just came back from Xinyan's chalet. Mad tired cos I only slept 4am-7am today and I slept on the bed with these combinations:
1. Haseenah, Adam, Ebrahim (Not THAT bad)
2. Yvonne, Haseenah, Adam, Ebrahim (hmmm)
3. Adam, Haseenah, Ebrahim, Yvonne, Xinyan
4. Yvonne, Haseenah, Yifang, Xinyan
As you can imagine already, how packed it was on the dismally small bed we had to squeeze, especially the 3rd combination which was helllllll cos I was in between the headrest of the bed and Adam, almost like sardine :( And stupid Adam keeps wanting to grind Ebrahim. LOL.. Laughter much :X
And I'm so glad she liked her birthday present so much! And she was so so so excited over everything she kept jumping and running around :P Hehhe. Makes the money spent on her present + cake worthwhile to the max! :D And I seriously dont understand why people would say that amount is expensive for a birthday present for a GOOD FRIEND whom even INVITES you to her BIRTHDAY CHALET. Walao, in the end actually got a present which probably she wont even use. Hais, what's the point, for the 5 minutes of laughter in everyone? At least we bought her something she'll DEFINITELY use :) I'm just glad about that.
So yesterday we were actually stoning, playing in the pool like mad kids, enjoying the jacuzzi, BBQ-ing food + our pants to make them dry :P and at night we martell-ed like freeflow cos they had like 3 more bottles in the kitchen. LOL.
And I actually got to see this MM guy from HOB. Hahha. Alamak, he recognized me lol. Cos we actually sat down and talked at night when drinking :) Apparently, he left VE just shortly after I did :P Hehhe.. But yeaaaa, I saw quite a few whom have MT Bracelet LOL D:
Alright, off to take a nap nowwwww. I still got work later! :D Miss you people! :)
i told of my glory at 11:16 am
Monday, 22 March 2010
Shopping today was especially tiring, because I woke up tired. Slept the whole bus journey back and I didnt even bother that I was bugging that lady beside me cos I kept knocking into her each time the train jerked cos I was sleeping :(
Oh yea, I met Mr Leon Phang today :) Yesterday we'd seen each other at Suntec from afar and today I saw him again at Cityhall. And apparently, he was also at Expat Expo SG yesterday, in the same hall as me, but I didnt know! Gosh, what a coincidence!
And booooo, I still have to wake up tomorrow early in the morning to go to Chinatown to go collect stuff before going over to Xinyan's 18th birthday chalet. Gosh. I am so so so tired out! And I wont even get to sleep tomorrow night cos we'll be at XY's chalet drinking away. :( :) Hahha.
I am very very very lazy to complete my last 4 Cheers outlets for this month. :( And I am still having a big headache, I guess I'll be on my toes for the upcoming 2 weeks.. Gosh, I'm glad what I really prayed so hard for yesterday night really seems to be going well. :)
No matter mood swings, mistakes, wrong decisions, regrets, whatever there should be, one thing that never changes is my heart. :) I like this.
Alright, I guess I just nodded off in front of the computer. Should zzz soon..
身边找不到你肩膀
可惜你不在身旁
你却压在我心上
I hope I dont get anymore nightmares of the same issue.. :)
i told of my glory at 11:47 pm
In short, I feel.. Still lost.
Went to Suntec to help out at the booth today. Was getting kinda bored cos even though I entertained potential clients whom walked past, I wanted something to do. Luckily I brough along my cards :) But in the end, I found balloons at the booth, so ended up making balloon dog sculptures. Melissa the Facepainter and Benny for Balloons came thereafter, and I left the booth back to Apple and them after taking a few pictures.
Then oh well, got to East Coast Park through a unglamorous way for the class BBQ. Spent like almost half the time walking to and fro Macs for toilet/ drinks/ ice/ charcoal. Gosh. Spent also like half the time talking to Brother on the phone.
I think, many things are really not within my own control. Like what Eric said, just do what I can, the rest is up to the others. But sometimes when I really take ownership over some issues, when I really really want to do something, and would do anything for this friend, it gets really annoying and I feel really 93381% helpless when I can't do anything because I dont know what to do. Even though Rex had helped me alot today, contacting his friend to ask for the details, which in turn helped me gain a much better understanding of what to expect, I was still clueless on what to do. Helped much, but at the same time, didnt help much.
Gets really really REALLY on my nerves. I no longer know whether I'm sad, angry, disappointed, annoyed, or am I just simply helplessly weak. :(
But I know you're stronger than me! I really dont know what to say or do at this point of time, but all I can do is try to make you feel better with what comes into my mind. Nothing seems right, but then again, I can only try my best, because I am not your Guardian Angel. But I'll be praying for you to get the prawn. Don't forget, the prawn is better than nothing.. Still, pray hard. Believe me, it works. :) And I'm here to hear you rant, hear you whine, and be there for you anyday, anytime. This isn't just about YOU. Cos that's what friends are for, esp since it's YOU! :)
Another early morning tomorrow. Gosh. My body is reaching breaking point soon. I need rest. But I cant rest well with each day an issue is unsettled..
i told of my glory at 1:42 am
Sunday, 21 March 2010
Goshhh, tired much! So many things seem to be happening today though I feel like nothing much really happened. Maybe it's cos the things that happened are taxing on the mind..
Morning madness to CLAN, reached at 10 on the dot. Turns out, the class was cancelled cos no kids came. Slacked around with the Chinese China Trainers and Rex, till 11 plus we went for lunch. Came back, took one session of Chinese. Gosh.. My girl super hates Chinese when she's actually relatively good at it! Then slacked for another half hour, until Xiang Duan damn with his mom :) That's the adorable little boy whom is super cute :D Hahha. Ended up, he only liked Wang Li and Rex. Cos he prefers guys over girls, according to his mom. He rejected my High 5 lo. Sad. But after that, cos we helped him during the lesson, he actually High 5 me! :D Superrrr cute! I just realised, I got his picture in my BB so I dont know how I'm gonna transfer over! :X
And sometime in between, got the bad news from Winston. Apparently, he was blacklisted and not allowed to take his practical test today. An incident since more than one and a half year ago, dealt by Singapore Traffic Police, but not settled, until one month ago, tagged as "Pending Decision" and thus, not allowed to take practical test till outcome is known. I actually told Rex that I'm convinced he's lying to me. Either that, or he failed and paiseh to admit. But well, it's real. I seriously dont know to feel anger over the Singapore TP? Or to be disappointed that SG's system is so FUCKING good.
"The Investigation and Reports Branch carries out investigation on road traffic accidents involving death and injury accidents, as well as serious violations. The branch is also supported by an investigation support team which looks into processing of violation reports."
Effective? Or no?
If they had to take action against Winston there and then, I would have said, he deserved it, because he made a choice to drive out that night even though he wasn't supposed to. But now that they're doing this against him, I feel that he doesn't deserve it AT ALL. Maybe face a fine, a 1 year bar from taking license, go ahead, it wouldnt affect him NOW. TODAY. But because of the IO having left the force already when Winston tried to contact him today, apparently, that guy left with his work UNDONE. Yes, thank you man, very responsible of you. But well, maybe they feel that "It's just one more bastard underage driver who's giving us more work" but on our side, it's something that Winston had been waiting and anticipating so long for. And I believe, this is not something he alone looks forward to. I remember how he used to count down to his birthday so that he could start learning driving; how he counted down to his BTT, FTT, and Practical Test date. All because he wanted to drive. It's just something he wanted to do again.
Why did the TP have to do this?
But still, we went for the show at Mount Sinai Dr.
Screwed up from the start cos he left one pile of stuff behind at his home, mic ran out of battery, and the surrounding was mad noisy. The girls were also darn mad, really tickling and snatching my stuff, molesting Winston openly, blah blah. Gosh. This is one mad party. If only I was doing Games for this party man :) Would really have lots of mad fun. But still, the show went on till the end, Van der graph was emo enough, but nevertheless completed. Glad for Winston he hasn't lost his touch even though he hasn't had a show for sometime.
Went down to meet Eric, Jianhui, Julian and Shiyun at Town afters. Sang like a few songs, spent more time walking Town alone than singing. I sang liek 2 songs and walked out and only went back like 45 minutes later. One thing is, I need some time alone; another thing is, I wasn't counted in the pack for the booking of room, so I'm not supposed to be there either. :P Even met MYRON YEO! Gosh, I think NS made him rich huh, decorated from head to toe in brands Fred Perry blah blah. Tsk. Funny guy as usual. Miss him super alot!
Wanted to go to Bonkers today. But didn't in the end.
Throughout the whole evening I still cannot think of a better explaination of someone's work against this whole issue, besides the TP's high level of incompetency of completing today's work today. Or rather (NOTE UPCOMING INTENDED SARCASM), completing this year's work this year. I can blame the whole world for this but in the end, we can only wait till an outcome is decided by the TP before Winston can proceed to take his test.
But then again, I dont know what gave me this idea, this struck me. Maybe it's because of my fault? I dont know.. I chose to allow him to drive again sometimes when I rented the cars. I know this shouldn't be allowed. Even Kien told me that Winston shouldn't drive my cars. But I dont know if this is punishment, cos if someone should suffer it should be me. I made the choice of asking him to drive again like within the past 2-3 months. He was being nice to drive because I'm tired, I wanted to sleep in more etc. But I refuse to believe that this is punishment for our mistakes. I refuse to, because if really, a punishment to come to, it should be me to take it. This shouldn't come back at this point of time and haunt him. I've already endured through an accident and am still enduring the pain of not driving.. I'm really learning it the hard way having to control this desire to drive. But why does this have to come in now? Definitely, this impact is worse than what I feel like I'm suffering for. But why, why is this so? I still cannot find an answer.
Sorry Brother, I really dont know how to comfort you to make you feel better. I just feel like I might partially be at fault, if you believe in what I'd typed above. But Brother, please, whatever help you need, whatever I can do, just let me know. Even if it's the weirdest thing. Anything, because that's what friends are for.
Sorry, overload of thoughts. But I just had to have somewhere to dump all these thoughts before I could go to sleep tonight.
I guess, tomorrow's Facepainting at our booth at Suntec will be another breakthrough. It's something I've looked forward to, and I will wake up tomorrow to a brand new day..
i told of my glory at 1:37 am
Friday, 19 March 2010
My day was great but really really tiring. Didnt expect that it'd be that tiring, otherwise I'd probably have slept earlier yesternight :)
Business Ambassadors-organized workshop for the DPAs was really really good :) Group 1 FTW man. Hahha. Though I was kinda worried I might not be able to manage alone cos other Facis had their own Asst Faci, I was too lazy to find one la :/ But well, Group 1 the love :) Hehhe. Maincomm some people and Super Subcomm were camwhoring like madddd after the camp ended! :D Hahha. Pose here pose there. Wait for Wanying's pics! :) And Chinkiat super funny, said himself the same colour as Ebra :P Sad muchie!
Then went to CLAN for English today. Sec 2 + 3. Gosh, I got two adorably short boys, Leroy and Donovan. Theyre super smart, especially Leroy! He can really grasp new stuff fast enough. One explaination and it's through :P And yea, was having an epic discussion with Donovan over Pet Society being better, or Restaurant City being better :) And yea, I'll never ever go hungry at CLAN. The others bought like 2 servings of dinner for Ginny, but in the end she gave it to me and Tommy. Hahha! :D And well, it was like only me, Ginny, Tommy, and the 3 kids in CLAN centre cos everyone else left by 7pm :(
Gosh, next week shall be chiong work week. But then again, NIGHT work :( FML.. I dont like. But I dont have much of a choice. Either choose to waste my time away, or do something else.. Duh.
I think I'm happy today because of the BAs. Others were just redundant and mood-spoiling. And I felt like someone was 37048% intentionally inflicting hurt upon me today. I dont know why but I felt hurt only for one moment and forgave what happened.
But either way, no matter what else said,
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR DRIVING TEST WINSTON BROTHER, IM SURE YOU CONFIRM CAN :)
Tomorrow, another day at CLAN, followed by Prof Messy's show, followed by.....? Dont know. I thought I'd be out at night having supper somewhere.
I don't think you are cool NOT respecting me as an individual. Your attitude sucks and I totally don't salute your treatment. Far far away from such. Oh did I say, I don't like you?
i told of my glory at 11:57 pm
Thursday, 18 March 2010
Wheeee Huifang is a happy girl today :D
Had a show at Balmoral Res today. Gosh, the kids are so adorable but it was really really tough to control them and get their attention all on me! :( But anyways, I managed to hold through :P
Then received a call from CLAN Yiping, telling me to go over for 6-10pm last minute English sessions tomorrow, cos Ginny likes me. Wa, nice way to keng me. I was won over. LOL. So I have to go over after my Ambassador's workshop tomorrow :( But, I've gotten Sunday afternoon off! So I contacted Apple, and so I'll be going over to Suntec on Sunday afternoon! :DDDD
Went to meet Winston after that at Suntec. :) And we went to Braun Buffel whoooooooooo! :DDD Wallet wallet wallet! :) I finally got my BB wallet :) Chio black sexy pretty thanggggg :D Love it muchie! Then we went to Sizzler for dinner :D I like the Grilled Fish but not the Battered Fishhhh. Hahha but the salad buffet was good! I LIKE :D Spent like, 2 hours plus there, eating and chatting and brainstorming over some stuff. Ended up he laughed at an idea I thuoght brilliant cos he said it was a hilarious idea -.- Sad much. I was just trying to be helpful. :( Stoooopid meh meh. Hahha.
But anyways, YAY! :D
Hahha. My two BB look good together! $$$ come in somemore please! :D
i told of my glory at 11:23 pm
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
Office today was...... Dont know what to say :P Hahha.
Was a long long journey by cab to office from Xav's place cos I went over to collect the Bear Mascot back :) But I couldnt sleep in peace on the cab because the driver was some mad shit filtering lanes like he owned the road on the busy expressway. Anyway, I spotted something interesting today. There's an expressway called KJE? I never knew it existed! GOSH :/ SG isnt that small to me. Hahhhaha. Errrrps!
Anyways, I passed Kien all the pictures today, and here's one of them!
ADORABLE LIL' KEGAN FROM SGX BRING YOUR KIDS TO WORK 2010 with his beautifully-completed fossil piece! :)
Then after that, was helping Apple and Kien outsource for manpower for this Friday and Saturday. I was feeling 253% guilty over not being there to help Apple manage the event at Suntec this Saturday and Sunday cos of CLAN shift. :( So I was really determined, and finally managed to find a few people interested, and in the end gave the 2 open positions to Yanlin and her friend cos after all, theyre gonna join the company in May, so why not give them a chance to impress Boss first? :) Was good nevertheless, because Kien says I've redeemed myself from that horrible latecoming at Hilton 2 weeks ago :P Hehhe. Errrrr, welllllll, mmmmm, ahhhh. But still, I feel very very bad that I cannot be at Suntec this weekend to help Apple cos she's so stressed now that Kien has left for Japan (Yea, like today, tonight, Boss flying off already) but I guess I'll be visiting her at office someday next week anyway. Cos she's such a nice person to talk to! :D Her daughter also called her mobile today. Gosh, a 5 year old could actually talk so well! I'm really impressed! But guess we'll be able to meet her daughter soon enough! A really smart lil' lively girl! :)
But I was shot by the Apple + Kien combo today! Bad bad them! Forgot what issue we were talking about, but ended up both of them High-5 cos they shoot me till I got nothing to say. Goshhh, Kien! Evil Boss whom told Apple of some untrue accusations of meeeee! RAWRRR :( Ended up both of them laughing at me! Geesh!
Then Kien was leaving office early, so he sent me to Jurong MRT Station after that :) Sheeeesh, I'll miss my Boss for the 9 days that he wont be around! :(
And guess what, I boarded the wrong train. Zzz! Wanted to board towards Pasir Ris direction, but boarded the one going from Bukit Gombak direction. Sheeeeeet. I think I was abit of stoned. :( But well, end of story. Dead tired today!!
Meeting Brother tomorrow at Suntec, like finally! :)
On a sidenote! And I'm really glad I fell in love with Versace Bright Crystal one fine day at Tampines, and my lovely Brother actually bought it for me for my birthday. Because a friend whom I really look up to on her sense of fashion and perfumes and brands and all, JUST GOT A VERSACE BRIGHT CRYSTAL.. Gosh.. :) I love my Bright Crystal much much much!
i told of my glory at 10:45 pm
Sometimes I lose my mind, and say the wrong things.
Maybe that's why people do club selectively.
Not like I'm someone whom clubs with anyone and everyone too please? I choose my company well too. People I can trust, people I know I can have fun with.
Not people I can grind, or get ground by. Utter rubbish.
But remember, this isnt a sin in Huifang if she says the wrong thing.
Because the ONLY time I lose my mind is when I'm with you.
And I do and say silly things.. :)
i told of my glory at 1:48 am
Tuesday, 16 March 2010
Event at SGX today was really really good! :) Reached early with Erika and Xinyan to help out in setup.
Fossil digging was good today :D Many kids had their pieces perfectly done! Few broke, in fact :) Was really glad to see the kids so absorbed in their fossil digging! Also, I saw Alex's Marco the Adventurer Magic Show for the first time! :D Was a really cool show and the kids enjoyed it as much too! :)
Gosh, SGX is heaven to me please! The security guard is nice, the entry point gate is nice, the lift is nice, the toilet is nice, even the toilet airfreshener smells exceptionally nice. Gosh, I wanna go to Shenton Way for attachment!!
LPS Cheers after that and went home. Tired much! Cos besides the intended 3 hours or work, 45 minutes of setup, there was also 1 plus hour of OT! GOSH! But then again, this means $$$ is rolling in, so why not?
And I realised my $$ is going up faster than going down. AT LAST! :)
I got a feeling, this weekend is also gonna be one mad weekend..
i told of my glory at 10:26 pm
Monday, 15 March 2010
Went to Mr Bottle aka Boss' office today! :D Training was tiringggg. Gosh. Like consecutive doing 3 shows you know. Hahhaha. Learning something new isnt easy! :( Rawr. But Boss rewarded me with a lunch treat at a coffeeshop downstairs of his house HAHHAHAHA! Cos he had to go home and get some stuff for me, so we were waiting at the coffeeshop and we had Chickenriceeee :) Nice nice. Then headed over to Yishun for his appointment while I left from Yishun to complete 2 more stores for my MS :)
And you know what, I think I'm kinda some sick ass or what. I saw this motorcyclist, I think he was kuku or something. There was a large trailer parked at the first lane, and he promptly rode towards it and only e-braked when he was like less than 5 metres from it, and in the end he lost control of his bike and slid to the ground with his bike. I only felt like 1% sorry I think, because sorry, I'm fucking prejudiced against motorcyclists. The weather was so so so bad and it was raining so freaking heavily I know I'd lose like 75% confidence driving in such weather please. But the motorcyclist sibeh kong kum. Sorry lah. I think I will have bad karma for this. But sorry, I dont really feel that sorry.
Anyways, I've suddenly got so many shows lined up for this week till weekend. Gosh. $$ is rolling in :) STUPID CLAN STILL CANNOT DECIDE WHEN TO OPEN. WTF.
On a sidenote, I am determined to master head voice well in order to sing 千年之戀 by 信樂團 and Dai Ai Ling.
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] Style is knowing who you are, what you want to say and not giving a damn says:
hf hf
julian say ur voice good..ask u learn this song..he wan sing wif u nxt time..lool
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
lol
wad song?
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] Style is knowing who you are, what you want to say and not giving a damn says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2nxr4vj7mk
Aisehhhh, motivation :) Cos I have found my own vocal range and power but just have yet to blend these 2 together. But trust me, this song is SIAO one. Freaking HIGH. I can sing the chorus only. The rest all damn high, I DARE NOT ATTEMPT!
Jiayou Huifang! Trust me, I've improved alot within the past weeks/ months, and will improve even more :D
Maybe I'll take part in Juedui Superstar or SG Idol someday :D HAHAHHA. (Yes Vonnie, I know youre laughing at this already!)
PICTURES!
Luther the super lameeeee! He got like, damn fit fit body okay!! :D
With Heidi and Maymay!
Shy shy Nicholas! :DDD I actually thought I'd never ever talk to him haha!
Heidi my friend since P5! 9 years already girl! :)))
Nic, Luther and me! :DDD
Again, SOON! :D
i told of my glory at 11:12 pm
Sunday, 14 March 2010
Gosh, I wonder where I ever got the patience to wait for more than 2 hours for late people. I would have left, and I should have left. Because people just dont feel the remorse. At least when I'm late, I'm at most an hour, and usually at maximum half an hour. Why do people have the kind of conscience to be 2 hours late and still not feel one bit of sorry?
Sorry, Im a petty bitch. :)
My throat is still hurting very badly even though I managed to sing today. I think I should just keep my mouth shut after training at office tomorrow.. And I think I miss someone already. HAHAHHAHA :)
i told of my glory at 11:18 pm
So 13 March 2010! :D
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ZIJIE :)))
Though I think he no longer reads my blog. HAHHAH! Well, we went over to his house for his party :) Good food from the buffet, and Desleen, Heidi, Mingfeng, and another ex-NCHS girl were lingering in the kitchen cos we felt like we didnt know anyone else there HAHHA :/ But anyways, his birthday cake was nice! :D And I also saw ex-0723 classmates like May, Keli and Chloe there :) Caught up with Luther and Nicholas after his cakecutting and many had left, then me, May, Alicia and her boyfriend say down for some games of Mahjongggg when ZJ suddenly decided that he wanna go club :P
So there was Luther, Nicholas, Zijie, Heidi, May and I, but cos we couldnt all fit into ZJ's car cos he had to send his girlfriend and her friends home, we went in Alicia's bf's car. He sent Nic home to change, waited for Nic to come back down, then me home to change and back down, then down to Zouk/Phuture :)
Zouk/Phuture was packed, as always. And funny thing at entry- the person checked May's IC and not any other of us :D LOL much! A pity though, that Alicia and boyfriend couldnt join us cos he had to return the car to his parents :( Next time, girl! We go for car-spotting and mahjongggggg :D
Anyways, coke vodka, lime vodka, orange vodka, and somemore lime vodka. Oh gosh, sick of vodka. Considered getting shots but someone said Apple Shooters wont get high -.- Lol. Madness on the dancefloor doing things like taking pictures without concern of other people dancing there, breaking glasses, dancing Sorry Sorry and Nobody to English RnB songs, idiotic guys whom squeezed their way through knowing there always wasnt space and thank goodness for Luther there :) Nic and Zijie really like a pair of love love in their own world romancing and acting gay, Heidi feeling uncomfortable next to someone and decided to go beside someone else instead, Huifang very comfortably protected and happily dancing away, Luther being a man doing the right thing but also high like mad (I dont know how many times I actually hit him cos his chin was above my head so when he jumps and I jump, someone will hit someone LOL), May being preyed by some unknown guy whom came over and intro himself as Jonathan and his friends joining us in our circle whereby I wasnt expecting someone else's arm around me cos it was supposed to be May beside me and she cant put her arm around me cos she's.... much shorter than me. -.- Zzz. But Luther's arm blocked him off lah so, HAHA :P Still, I think yesternight's clubbing was really fun :D Cos we were really doing super retarded stuff like everyone ganging up against Nicholas to take his shirt off, and I dont know why they targetted Nic even though Luther's body was obviously better x100000 LOL :P No offence to Nic but well, I think cos he kept complaining that it's hot. HAHHAHA.
Went off when Phuture closed at 4am. Seriously, I'm still not used to the lightings on the dancefloor. Came out a little bit giddy and high over nothing. C'mon la, I drank like, minimum alcohol please. I da at one shot also no problem. :D Then Zijie fetched us home :D Hahha poor boy couldnt drink much cos he had to drive. And Luther also couldnt drink much cos JUST IN CASE, he had to take over the wheel :P Slept the journey back cos I was still giddy much. Thanks to Nic for lending me his shoulder even though he's like some hyperactive noisy kid and I couldnt really sleep in peace :P Wheee! Gotta wait for the pictures from May!! :)
Gosh, now I know what kinda crazy friends Zijie has :) To think last last last time super long ago, when we were at Suntec for I-cannot-remember-what-reason, Luther was nice enough to carry my laptop for me and I thought he's the kind of quiet quiet guy. HAHAHHA.
And well, Alicia just called me and asked me about.... LAMBORGHINI. HAHAHHAAHA! :DDD I met my match! :P
Alright, off to somemore enjoyment now. Boy, I'm really enjoying my weekend! :)
i told of my glory at 1:34 pm
Just came back, had a great time :) All thanks to May, Heidi, Zijie, Luther and Nic :) Gosh, it was mad fun at Phuture. Changed my opinion of it :)
Oh yes, my boyfriend in future, if has a body as good as Luther's, I'd be in heaven. HAHHAHAHAHA :DDD Trust me, it's DIFFERENT on the dancefloor compared to leaning onto Nic in the car :P
i told of my glory at 4:48 am
Saturday, 13 March 2010
This isnt called COMING DOWN HARD TO ENFORCE DISCIPLINE.
This is STRICT FORCING TO COMPLIANCE.
i told of my glory at 12:53 pm
Friday, 12 March 2010
I had a really interesting dream yesteray night, or rather, in the early wee hours this morning. :) Gosh, that dream was 99% clear. The only missing 1% was the guy's face. I think cos yesterday me and Eric were talking about quite some issues, including singing. And well, one thing that came up was that he was gonna introduce some guy to me. LOL.. Ended up I was dreaming of some guy. Unknown, cross my heart! He had Rex's hairstyle (Dearest XY, please do not kill me) and he looked pretty tanned. Not very tall, like probably Winston's height, like 10cm taller than me? And wa, THAT DREAM WAS SCARILY REAL AND DETAILED. Hhhhomygosh I tell you! Being in a relationship, sms-ing and calling and chatting and all. Perfect guy for me cos I like guys, even if just friends, whom sms me to express concern for me :) Hahha! Ended up when I woke up, I was thinking really really hard who that guy is. Cannot remember the face, seriously, but definitely not any one of the people around me presently. And I thought it was pretty interesting. Cos the last time I had such a detailed dream, I experienced Dejavu subsequently. That was back in my JC days. And this hadnt happened to me for quite some time already. Hahha.
最初的爱越像火焰
最后越会被风熄灭
But please Huifang, please come back to reality and stop dreaming about that dream guy :P
假如时光到流 我能做什么
找你没说的 却想要的
假如我不放手 你多年以后
会怪我恨我 或感动
想假如 是最空虚的痛
i told of my glory at 11:29 pm
CLAN training really rocks big time :D Going there to act like a P3 kid and irritate fellow Facilitators/Trainers and get paid to do so HAHHA :P
But then again, my results are out today. It spells "Epic failure".
A for BAccounts 2, A for Bstats, B+ for Management, B for Marketing, B for BCalculus, C+ for Microecons.
Seriously, out of all the subjects, Im happy over BAccounts 2 (Considering I didnt attend the extra revision lecture, never did tutorials, didnt bother finishing MyAcctgLab, and even slept in tutorials and lectures. Most slack subject, in other words. Coursework B, but still an overall A! Means I did really well for my paper! :D), Im happy over Management (Damn you old fart, so what if you gave me a C for class participation? I still got a B+ in the end!) and Im happy over BStats (Maintained!).
But at the same time, also disappointed over Marketing and Microecons. Alright, not like I didn't expect a non-A grade for Marketing cos I screwed up the group project. But well, I thought at least a B+. Microecons? Gosh. I teach others, but I end up screwing it up. Stupid beef question. Oh wait, was it cow or beef? I remember saying Im sensitive to beef after that paper though. :(
Anyways, my GPA this whole Year 1 was pulled down by this semester's results. Thank God for those 2 As which pulled up my C+ and rendered it less harm towards me. But still, harm done. My cumulative GPA is now 3.42 which is barely there for university admission. Gosh.
I SUCK :(
Okay, no more complacency. I think it's sign that I should focus for Year 2.1 onwards. Because I was so slackish and lazy and so last-minute last semester, but I was still blessed with a GPA which allowed me to still enter uni. If I dont realise my mistakes and change for the better, I'm gonna end up nowhere, seriously. :(
Alright, I'm praying hard still, that with such dismal results I can probably squeeze into the DHL 09/10 and be the 49th or 50th. Please, just a position there and I'll work harder to work upwards. I promise, I really really promise.. :(
I just need to be in the DHL this time. Just to prove I'm able to..
I think I dont look like I'm affected by my results in class. But well, someone saw and that person gave me a pat on my back. Even though we're not close, I dont talk to him much, we talk only about work, but when I was lamenting over "My life is over", I guess he was the only one whom caught the slight note of desperation.
But then again, I feel that in others', some peoples' eyes, I'm supposed to just take this result and go home, take for granted that I fucking get such GOOD results because I dont put in any effort. Fucking jokers. Just because in front of you, I am a fuck-I've-got-a-show-I'm-gonna-forget-about-studies girl, sorry to bring you back to reality, what you need 3 hours to study is what I need only 1 hour. So you know what, youre as pathetic as this person in the maze, unable to find their way out cos you cant fly to see from the bird's eye view where the exit is.
I dont need human recognition sometimes, I've realised. Then again, I've survived like this for the past year. It's fine man, my form of recognition is is black and white. My license, the money I have, the emails of appreciation. No thanks people, if you dont know how to appreciate me for who I am. That's not what friendship is about.
On a sidenote, there's a pretty handsome counsellor at CLAN :D Hahha. Shoo that Jap guy man. Totally :P
i told of my glory at 10:34 pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DR9gup1JHmU&feature=related
I swear I almost burst out into tears at 1.30 and my heart almost exploded at 2.00 onwards. Gawddddddddddddddddddddddd.....
I want to sing like that!! :(
Ever since I was a teen, only 2 guys have ever said I sound okay/good. Winston said I sounded quite ok and Eric says I have a good vocal range. Gosh.
But you know what, I LACK TECHNIQUE HAHHAHA.
Oh gosh, his singing is still ringing in my ears. Hair all stand!!
I want to record songs!
i told of my glory at 1:52 am
Thursday, 11 March 2010
Gosh, my brother is hilarious! :D We were talking about the rubber ball as part of Prof. Messy's show..
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
mmm ps
vdg ok ma... i think bananatronic more jialat
hahha
cos ur banana like chui srsly LOL
but then righ
i see tom do th bananatronic one
walao
he pass th ball over
A LITTLE BIT obvious wor
hahah
Winston... BNP PARIBAS says:
hahaaaa
certain stuff he does better (majority)
certian stuff i do better (minority)
coz his balls damn big
ok sounds wrong
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
HAHAHAHAHHA
WTF
Winston... BNP PARIBAS says:
-.-
HUIFANGƃuɐɟınɥ says:
but yes really
at first when i see he take the ball out i thought how he gonna do the pass u noe
i told of my glory at 11:16 pm
I tell youuuu, Im so annoyed! :( Cos after I went to sleep at 5.30am, sometime in early morning, Tom sent me a message! My phone rang and I totally RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! And somemore, his msg was asking something that I dont wanna answer. Gosh, who'd sms someone at this kinda timing asking that kinda question??! Therefore I decided to ignore his msg and went back to sleeeeeeeep D: Ohhhkay, evil Huifang :P
Some people just disapprove of clubbing. I cant believe people, especially GUYS, stereotypo girls who go clubbing and say theyre there to be whores and grind guys. WTF please? TYVM okay. Gosh!
On a sidenote, I think I kind of miss my ex colleagues, Jintian, Eunice, Ernest, Diming. :D Shall arrange to meet them up for dinner in April after Winston finishes his attachment!! :)
And ayyyyyye! 7 more days to my new wallet and 9 days to Brother's TP! :D Brother ah, sure can one! :D (I will give you a big big declaration one day before your TP ok, like Vonnie one but even bigger cos you see, she passed! :D)
YAYYYYYYY IMMA GOING OUT TO VISIT CHEERS AND HANDUP MY CITIBANKIE FORMM :DDDDD
明明知道他不爱我 但是我试着不爱他 发现不可能
试着爱我一天 好吗?
i told of my glory at 1:33 pm
Just back from clubbing with.....
Charlene, Eunice, Thomas, Eric, Shiyun, Joyce, Erika, Daniel, "Champange", Cat. Gosh. What a long list :P Hehhe. Also met Ebrahim and his friends there, and Francis and his friends :) Hahha.
Was fun, really really fun, because I swear man, Charlene, Cat and Shiyun all damn high one. Energy no end. I was pretty tired halfway through cos.. Leg tired :P Luckily I didnt wear killer heels already okay. :P Hehhe. Nevertheless, Butterfactory was fun :) Queue for drinks was long but not that bad, as usual, guys prying on our girls, blah blah. Really thank Daniel for the help man :) He helped me shield off guys (Yah lah you must be thinking, some guys must be blind right, Huifang this kinda person also wanna grind) -.-'
But seriously, I think I got no stamina chiong. My alcohol tolerance like went down super alot. From enduring shooters well, to now, a few glasses of vodka mix/ scotch and I'm giddy already. Ah, old already? :P
Anyways, earlier in the evening, I went to meet some of my 1b21 people for dinner at Thai Express :) Food was good, followed by dessert- cake at The Coffee Bean :D Was great to see some of them I dont usually meet in the hols! :D
On a sidenote, you know what, IM SICK OF VODKA ALREADY! :(
Alright, I think I should go and sleep. I needa wake up by 2pm so that I can go submit my Citibank Credit Card Application :)))
i told of my glory at 5:21 am
Wednesday, 10 March 2010
I'm blessed to wake up each day knowing that there are people, friends who will love me, and never leave me to fight the bad things that come my way, alone.
Each day is a new beginning, waiting for us to discover what new things await.
Each day, I live, i think,
and I love.
I miss having you by my side everyday :)
Thats what friends are for..
i told of my glory at 12:04 pm
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
I'm glad Boss implemented new rules to the company as a whole. I think it'll set MANY things straight, and I'll definitely be pushed to do better than now. I'm glad he also took a few of my opinions into consideration like the thing about the incentives, latecoming etc. Hahha, dont see Boss sometimes blur blur one, he does have a darn freaking good memory :)))
So yea, my games are seriously still CHUI like mad.
But I want to get out of probation soon and be included in incentives so I gotta DO BETTER!
FIGHT! :)
On a sidenote, this means Brother has to jiayou much too! :D Gosh, lets get out of probation SOOOOOON!!
i told of my glory at 11:01 pm
Monday, 8 March 2010
I'm so happy todayyy :)
I dont know why, but Imma happy girlie :) Wheeeee! Had Chinese training full day today. Gosh, mundane but funny much cos we were all trying so hard to act like Primary 3 students! In the end, we all got bored of acting cos we were acting like 5 years olds than Primary 3s HAHHA. Epic fails :PPP
Then had JCo. frozen yoghurt again today :) Joey super funny when I fed him the yoghurt, cos his expression was like >< >< >< >< >< TTM! HAHAHHAA. :D But I like the yoghurt!!
Went to VE office to buy forms after that and went to Winston's place to pass him the form and take BB from him :) Glad glad! Even though he was not in the best of mood when I went over to his place cos of some work issues, but I'm glad the issue has been settled! :D
Huifang is looking forward to a week of relaxation much, shopping, and oh gosh, clubbing on Wednesday lah! WARAOS! Wanna have funnnn :D Hehhe. But having fun at work nonetheless! :)
And I'm also looking forward to NEXT WEEK! 18th and 20th!! :D Hor Brother? :) Wheeeee!
VONNIE YOU SURE PASS BTT TOMORROW!
P.S: BB only takes one second to on! :)
i told of my glory at 10:55 pm
You told me youre not free.. What costs money isnt free.. And then there you go, running around, spending that money,
with whom?
Sometimes I'm still wondering where I stand in your heart. Cos I never want to get my hopes up high again thinking it'll be a surprise for me..
i told of my glory at 6:58 pm
Sunday, 7 March 2010
My day was such a rollercoaster!!
Madrush to Hilton Hotel this morning. Oh gosh, please dont talk about that cab ride there. I almost wanted to kill the driver. DONT EVEN KNOW THE WAY TO WHEELOCK FROM BISHAN. Basket, dont be taxi driver lah! In the end, I got scolded by Kien over the phone cos I was late. WTHHH. :(
Art & Craft at Hilton was fine, cos I ended up playing with the two boys who were there cos there were so few kids at the restaurant today. Then went to join Kien and May for buffet lunchie :D At Checkers Restaurant, and the food was good :) At $70++ for Sunday Brunch, they offer Foie Gras, Smoked Salmon, Alaskan Crab, Tempura, like all kinds of food- Indo, Thai, Chinese, Japanese, and damn damn good seafood! And they're famous for their American Cheesecake! Gosh, the Crepe with icecream that Kien ordered for me was also heavenly! The icecream, GOSH! :PPP All thanks to Kien that I've got this buffet lunch for freeeeeeee! :DDD
Then went home to pick up my stuff for evening show. Treasure Hunt and Fossil Digging was chaotic much today :) But good! The kids were really rowdy but good :) Hahha. And the Indian family was really nice :) The grandma offered me a drink and the mother kept telling me to eat some Indian food :) Hahha!
So yea, hectic day!
But.. GOSH, ALL THANKS TO WINSTON :) IM GONNA HAVE A BB!! :D
i told of my glory at 9:52 pm
Yesterday night, I was out with some people whom I hadnt met in a long long time. Someone became a pub singer earning $1.5k in 2 days, someone doing waitressing, someone aspiring pub singer. Dont we have unique present careers? :) We met up for ktv, and went for a long long chat after that, at Macs. We talked about how things have changed, how we have changed.
You know, when you enter VE, you'll feel like you've matured alot. No doubt! But there's a saturation point in VE, whereby you just stop moving altogether.
And when you leave, BAM! You found out you matured even much much more, if you are someone who will through what you've been through, especially if it was a really rollercoaster journey you had there.
And then I also got this realisation yesterday...
SOMEBODY said Huifang, Winston and Jintian left the company because of the following reasons:
1. Huifang gossiped too much
2. Winston and Jintian got into a BGR
CAN YOU EVEN IMAGINE THE POSSIBILITY OF NO. 2 AND HOW NO. 1 CAN EVEN MAKE ONE PERSON LEAVE THE COMPANY? Gosh! When I learn of somethings rubbish much, it makes me even more annoyed at that person than I already am.
The person whom did not allow me to go on the Redang trip cos she felt I would distract her PRECIOUS boy from learning on that trip, (Didnt I still foil her plans by asking him to take care of my girl on that trip cos I wouldnt be around?)
The person whom said I gossiped too much in office, (Didnt I gossip, produce good results in Poly, and make MORE friends than you did?)
The person whom tried TOO hard to be sarcastic, by always saying mean stuff when Winston and I saw her around office cos she didnt want me to get close to Winston at all, (Didnt you get a TOTAL EPIC FAILURE cos you TOTALLY didnt even get close to your aim?)
The person whom flaunts her BMW, but has paycheques of many many many many many many a times, even less than $400?
Who's the one, with a position, with a shrewd mouth, with NO MONEY, and talks like she owns the world?
HEY BITCH, im doing better than you, MUCH BETTER, cos while I'm STUDYING, something that you already CANNOT do, I'm even earning at least $500/ month. What about you? Full time? Committed? Fighter? Dressing well? Flashy car? Results at work= HIGH PAYCHEQUE AND $$? Oh wait, you have everything and anything materialistic I mentioned, except for MONEY :)
Gosh, some people dont ever wake up from their dream. This, to them, a fairytale?
To me, it was a fairytale, cos I had a Car Achiever whom took the best care of me. He always covered up for me and helped me, guided me, taught me, and whenever anything happened, he was always there for me. Even though he looked like he took care of his own people more, I was once under his organisation after all, and he never really left me. IM GLAD :)
I had a nightmare, because I had the worst upline whom only knew how to throw my face on the floor and ruin it, tell others I ran off cos I left with another guy, question my loyalty, and all.
And to think I sided with my upline that much, I stood through with him always trying to reach the goal we had set.
But that's the past.
NOW,
Based purely on my own abilities, my relatively good resume,
I am enjoying 7 job offers, and am enjoying committing to 4.
I am a freelance Mr Bottle's Kids Party entertainer, (doing well, progressing well, gonna be better!)
I am a freelance C.E Mystery Shopper, (oh, standard, love this job.)
I am a freelance Personal Asst to a doctor, (something many didnt know, cos it's really freefreefreelance)
and last but not least,
I am a Full-time Facilitator with CLAN. (it's just gonna get better)
I decided not to take up the offer for Adamkhoo LT Camp Facilitator,
I decided not to take up the offer to help Miss Lois as a Telemarketer,
I am still awaiting for the first event I might take up as a Wedding Planner under B.G? That's unconfirmed though :)
Add up the money I get from there, I'll beat you down anyday, lady.
I got a new Blackberry Bold? :P
i told of my glory at 11:24 am
Saturday, 6 March 2010
Some people of a CERTAIN RACE make me negative and hate my job for a few seconds. DAMN :( I am still so unsteady about this. Gahh!
But anyways, not going for CLAN Open House. Helping Kien at Hilton tomorrow instead :) Hehhe. I think I'm gonna go terrorise some kids again! :DDD Whee!
Anyways, CLAN Open House today was good :) Hahha. Slack 3/4 the time and socialising with new friends also. Lol! Gosh, I love my $8/hour job :DDD Hahha! :)
Hello Brother! Long time since I went to your show already! When is your next show dude :DDD
Off to meet Eric and co cos he's going to Ns soon! :)
i told of my glory at 8:50 pm
Just came home not long ago from a meetup with abi and timo, like 2/7 of the 4e6 clique. Hahha. Had a really great time eating, chatting, laughing like mad people, yeaaaaaaaaa :) Really really glad to have friends like them cos they make me feel my age rather than older! (YALAH YOU ALL EVIL 1B21 PEOPLE ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL OLD! PEEEEEEGS!) :P Hehhe. Joking lah dears, I'm glad to have everyone in my life to always make me happy! :DDd
Watched Hachiko before going to meet them and oh gosh, I WANT A DOGGGGGGG :( Gah, I still got this pic of the Husky Winston sent me last time and I was looking at that pic and watching Hachiko and AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! You know you know that kind of feeeeeling! :) Dogs are like so adorable and loyal! Gosh!
Was at office before that and HA, that funny Boss of mine ahhhh, ALAMAK I tell you! I was supposed to reach office today at 10.30-11am. But I conveniently and comfortably overslept and only woke up at 11.50am when the CLAN person called me :/ Then saw Boss' msg- "Wakey wakey...what time is my barney coming?" OMG PLEASE, I QUOTE WORD FOR WORD WHAT HE TYPED ME. Hahahhahhahhahha I was laughing liek mad when I saw this msg. My Boss SUPER FUNNY RIGHT!! :P Oh gosh thats why I super lubbbbbbs this Boss of mine lah! :))) But anyways, he wasnt angry that I woke up late lar cos he already expected it haaaaa :P So yea, went to office to coordinate some stuff for him, collect paycheques for Xinyan and Winston, and bring Barnehhhhhh to Erika's place! :D Gosh, cab fare was like, $20 plus??! From office to Erika's place know! Scary balllls! :X
BROTHER!! I GOT THINGS TO COMPLAIN TO YOU LEH, CONCERNS YOU ONE.. BUT I CAME HOME TOO LATE AND YOURE SLEEPING ALREADYYYYY. :(
But anywaysssss, MY WEEKENDS ARE SCREWED COS OF CLAN OPEN HOUSE. GAHHHH. Gotta wake up at 6.30am later cos reporting is at 8.30am! SHEEEEET :( Followed by a show in the evening at Tampines and meeting Eric and co. after that. Gosh. I got no more sleep this weekend.
Boy, dont wanna turn back when I leave one day cos trust me, this empty space can never be replaced. If you didnt appreciate the person who filled up that space, give the love back when given, and you will find that the world is a better place.. :)
Woh, I like this :) Hahha! REALITY!
i told of my glory at 12:53 am
Thursday, 4 March 2010
Over a discussion, it's been found out. The decision made to "not want to be in a relationship at the moment" is not entirely personal. So it's been realised that it's relative to the opposite party involved.
"Not want to be in a relationship at the moment" has become an excuse to not reject a person saying "I dont like you."
But then again, it's all about freedom of speech, individualism, aint it? ;)
CLAN may be a company with really contrasting characters- temperamental, humorous, emotional, charismatic and all, blah blah. But I know that this lectures dont go to waste. Like July said, it's not about learning how to do Ratio. It's about learning how to anticipate and tackle those problems.
For now?
We’re young, we don’t need a boy to love, hold, and kiss. We won’t always be able to relax and be kids, but we’ll always be able to love. So i’m gonna get out there and liven up this world, leave my mark, make a difference, because in 5 years we will want to rewind, but we can’t. So stop worrying about that boy, now is the time of our lives, let’s make mistakes and not care and memories that will never fade. Live it up and live it crazy. We are only young once, so let’s screw this up right. Drop the drama, forget the calories, and never question your actions. See ya later boy, I have history to make.
I make mistakes. I am out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.
The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.
Yea, maybe I've found the person just right beside me, but I may not be the person's right person.
I dont want to grow up without a person whom I really trust by my side. You know, the feeling of having someone whom you grow up together with, it's really nice when at the ending point, we look back and smile.
Are you going to be the one with me on this journey?
i told of my glory at 10:07 pm
Wednesday, 3 March 2010
A dramatic day today.
1. GIANT bee in my next room today in the morning
2. Totally inspiring training
3. Fire at Tampines!
4. GIANT lizard in the next room at night
So yea, it's really self-explanatory. I swear it's the biggest bee I've ever seen. And dad came home and said it's a king bee :P Too bad, it was cooped up for a few hours before my dad came home, so it was kinda feeble already LOL!
Training today at CLAN was good :) I think July is a really cool tutor :) Might wanna be on his team anyways. Hahha. So yea, today was Maths training, tmrw is English, blah. Gosh, I needa get to Boss' officeeeee :( RAWR!
And then there was a fire!
Gosh, the weather really is hot, that natural habitats are starting to burn up cos of the extreme hot weather :/ Hais!
So yeaaaa, another day of training tomorrow. I'm wishing my life didnt just revolve around work and play, but also caring for others. :) Im missing my life, a bit.
I think this fits me totally, like 200000%
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐
Yvonne didnt want to let me listen to this song cos she said I would be emo. Hahahhaha. Yeaaaa right like I'm so weeeeak meh! :P
i told of my glory at 9:44 pm
Sometimes I feel I dont fit in anywhere. But I'm working hard, to be the person I really am, and at the same time, the person people want to see.
Went to watch Dear John today, a sad sad love story, with a lousy ending. But gosh, John is so hot :D Channing Tatum's shows are always AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! :P
I wanna buy a bag, a wallet, a chicken and cow :) Alright, I'm joking about the chicken and cow. :P Training starts tomorrow, and I miss kids! :DDD
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Read this off Crys' blog:
Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life, fall in the category of the most common mistakes made by people that fall in love. Sometimes, you think you're already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realise that you're just pretending to be over him just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again.
For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. In my opinion, if you truly loved that person, you'll never want to let them go. I'll never want to be see the person I loved, loving someone else.
Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love; love is always present, it's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little.
As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left, maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger.
So here's a piece of advice: Let go when you're hurting too much. Give up when love isn't enough and move on when things are not like before. For sure, there is someone out there made just for you. :)
i told of my glory at 1:32 am
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
OH GOSH, IVE BEEN WATCHING KUMAR FOR THE PAST HOUR PLUS AND IM STILL NOT BORED OF HIM AND STILL LAUGHING LIKE MAD :)))
People always say marriage is made in heaven. But then, so are thunder and lightning!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=llp2R3GLlhs
MADNESS :) STRESS-RELIEF!!
i told of my glory at 2:50 am
Monday, 1 March 2010
KTV was okay today. Voice was off much :P Hehhe! But anyways, lunch was good :) My fave Ajisen again! Hahha..
But gosh, I'm a screwed pig. I'm stuck in the middle of what, 5, 6 jobs? Making a decision is tough, and peer pressure level is high! Ahh, what next?
Outdoor trainer or indoor facilitator? Gahhh! Whoever calls me tomorrow larrr :/
"I love that after I spend a day with you I can still smell your perfume on my clothes, and I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night."
Sometimes it takes too long, too long for one to realise their value in someone's heart.
Maybe,
we're not their priority, or maybe, never was.. :)
i told of my glory at 11:41 pm