Thursday, 31 January 2008
BOO. so many things happened today.
1. went back to zhonghua.
2. screwed up recruitment.
3. reflection on january.
went back to zhonghua with heidi to give mr ng the co costume cos they need it for performance, so yea. and heidi and i walked the corridors of zhonghua. seeing juniors and teachers and our old familiar classroom.. mdm koh lk rmbred my name, much to my happiness, and mr edward wong also rmbred me. ha. he jumped when he heard that i retain. oh well =x the happiness when walking through the corridors of zhss..
the screwed up recruitment. my recruit, plus 3 ppl (one mr mengwee's recruit + 2 of his frens). i didnt finish my pp. i didnt have the chance to. i was denied the chance to. i was not even given the chance to b role properly. some mentally challenged
"so what exactly are we supposed to do here?"
"do you expect us to absorb everything you say?"
"so what am i supposed to do now? sit here and listen to something i dont understand?"
BASTARD. i was REALLY REALLY demoralised and annoyed. almost wanted to cry already. he really didnt hesitate to embarrass and interrupt me. fcktard. when mr jinghui called me i was already on the verge of tears at the level 3 lift lobby as i complained to him over the phone. and BOO, mr calvin came out of the lift with 2 others. omg unglam. never mind. but was damn sad lah. wtf. HAIIIs. first time encountering this kind of thing. so mr mengwee seperated my recruit from the 3 others and mr jason did the bp for my recruit. hee. he's pro please, yesterday just add me on friendster, today he knows im huifang. ha. cos he was like talking to my recruit then he mentioned "so you get back to her.. huifang, right?" HEE. xD
then learnt magnetic pp after listening to miss lois' CS with my new recruit. i still think sitting in to CS is fun :)))
okayyy so here's the sad part of today. sad ending. upline mr longjun came at 7 plus. then he went to do a bp for mr jiuyuan, and then came back and said he wanted to talk to me. and i knew that was shitsxz already =x then jinghui told me to bring the red falcon new agents list up. so upline and i went to level 1. wah sian ony one table of 4 people there. so quiet =x then yea, i know. my recruitment rate for january was really bad. i have no new direct. upline said mr steven ho says he's gonna groom me and huiqi cos we're his key leaders. sounds good? but i feel so scared lah. really. im losing the momentum i once had =x but no i wont stop, i will continue running towards my goal. maybe slow down to walk sometimes, but i'll go on. cos i promised. to them, to myself.
and i realised, i can never speak to mr mengwee. i told longjun of my real intention of asking back for that 100bucks. but it seems i canot bring myself to tell him. why is this so. why why why. is he really that unapproachable. i dont know. oh well. =x it's my own fault for not daring to break my limitations..
trust, believe and follow.
tmr there is HOUSE OF RED reunion dinner at geylang. HA :)))
i told of my glory at 11:14 pm
Wednesday, 30 January 2008
what is happening? i really cant seem to place my finger on this. i cant find the crux of the problem. what's happening between us.
is it really he isn't doing much?
or im asking for too much?
has he been doing too much wrong that i have found it tiring to put up with him?
has he really done nothing?
nothing to the extent of me feeling tired out?
and you always look at the result only, not the process.
im not supposed to even think this way. but subconsciously i've become this person who gets tired of having to deal with all these that im beginning to close myself. im closing myself from him. i dont know when was the last time i heard a word of encouragement from him instead of being drilled at all the time. i wonder when was the last time i had a thrash talk with him. everything seems to have changed since a long time ago.
what has happened to you?
i really feel like hating you for this.. please...
i dont want to envy others for having someone better.
it defies what we've gone through this whole while.
but i wont give up, cos i will always remember and keep this,
Snake Eater says:
huifang
Snake Eater says:
dun give up your dreams and beliefs
Snake Eater says:
don't you EVER let anyone take them away from you
we should never forget our humble beginning.. never...
i told of my glory at 11:37 pm
BOO! co today. was FUN :))) and LIM ZIJIE CAME! and he's gonna perform with us. so omg right. -.- but anyway, after co was in co room with weijian, lester, kelvin, yiling and estelli. were crapping, playing and such. especially using the yangqin qin zhu to hit one another's palms to see whose hit had the most power. ha. then suddenly i remembered the hand slapping game. so i played that with lester. 5 times. i won all the scissors paper stone, so his hand was like, you know. horribly red.
SORRY LESTER :((( i feel bad! sayang lah hor. LOL!
then he went on to play with the others too. and his hand ended up..
OMG LAH =xxx
then we took a picture. aiyah. lester left already =x
and some dumb things we did. ha!
anyway, played tennis today. haha. wiwi is a dumbass. xDDD BREAK THE EGG! okay private joke xDDD
i love the retainees :) too bad wiwi's going to poly. haiiis. :(((
and somehow, i miss..
i told of my glory at 9:05 pm
Tuesday, 29 January 2008
BOO! I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA BE ILL SOON. :(((
cos i walked in the rain with wilson just now, when we were walking to bus stop. ha. okay i think the situation then was abit dumb.
huifang "eh why we walk here hur. there got shelter we dont walk why walk here."
wilson "i also dont know lei. ahhh. never mind lah already walk halfway just finish walking lah haha"
AND THE RAIN WAS GETTING HEAVIER BY THE MINUTE LAH!
WAHHH. HEADACHEEEEEE :(((
or maybe we were too emo lah. lol!
and still, the thought lingers in my mind, the thought of you you you.
i told of my glory at 10:07 pm
BOO! today was a fun dayyyy with UR. lol. what the hell is UR?! united retainees! LOL SHIT LAH. okay not funny. HAHAH!
morning started off with pe, then played dodgeball already laugh till wanna die cos i was with joey, aaron, etc. then after pe, went to play frisbee with wilson, jeremy, kah kin, yin cheong etc. lol. damn funny pleaseee. we came up with damn dumb things. like clap 3 times before you catch e frisbee lol! then we changed location to the field. omg man alot of people there. lol. then now still add forfeit and such. first round forfeited were wilson, aaron and king. ha. they were to hook arms in a circle and sing song and climb up the stairs at the grandstand. LOL! then second round of forfeit was joey, jia qi and one more person i forgot who. then they were to put their arms around one another, form a circle and turn turn turn and sing the barney song. HA. then kk and mymy (jeremy) took video! LOL.. then we got bored of frisbee and changed gameeee xDDD we played the
"ONE COW, EAT GRASS, MOO!" game
OMG AGAIN! HAHAHA. i can never leave this game isit. ha. then we played, 9 of us, and those forfeited had to go to the field and shout "MR KWEK! WE LOVE YOU!" and the people were joey and OMG i forgot who else. lol. 2more guys lah. ha! but anyway! DAMN FUNNY! cos there were 2 classes having pe there! LOLLLLLL. unglammm.
and again today so many things seem to have happened, things all revolving around me, around us? somehow not leaving this group alone. and always, youre there beside me..
i told of my glory at 4:19 pm
Monday, 28 January 2008
BOO! today was a GREATTTT day :))) THOUGH I WAS MALU-ED DURING THE SEMINAR. LOLLLL.
and mr jimmy lompang me and huiqi again after the seminar :))) YAYYYY. xDDD wah his car forever damn song one lah please. maybe i should consider a BMW too. LOL! okay lah thats still faraway for me.. okay lah find a bf who drives a bmw. lol!
ANYWAY, went to office for slideshow. DAMN funny please. mr calvin sim and mr joseph were the emcees for today. ha. damn funny. their warm up for the crowd was this kookoo game from mr calvin. and COINCDENTALLY, THE GAME WAS WHAT JOEY TAUGHT ME IN SCHOOL TODAY. LOLLL. but joey's is "one cow, eat grass, moo". mr calvin's is "one agent, go appointment, close deal". DAMN FUNNY PLEASEEE!! xDDD then those people who say wrongly got to do forfeit onstage. using their butt to write their name. LOL. mr calvin was "guiding" the first guy's butt lah! WAHHAHA. then funniest was the last girl. she sabo mr nick and mr steve to do together on stage. but SO HENG mr steve got a phonecall. and because the girl's name had a letter "i", mr nick did the DOT with his butt because mr calvin said he had to. LOLLLLLLLLLL. UNGLAMMMMMM!~
then mr alex spoke to us, mr dewey spoke to us. hmm. mr dewey damn funny! say alot of R rater stuff. hmm! but yeaaa, PERSPECTIVE IS THE ROOT OF ALL VIEWS. :)) that's logic okay! and MALU!
mr dewey said "you know, the stephen chow".. blah blah.
in my mind, zhou xing chi was the image formed. but i asked huiqi "zhou ren fa ah?"
mr dewey "WHAT ZHOU REN FA! ALAMAK! WHAT ZHOU REN FA!"
WAH PLEASE THAT WAS DAMN EMBARRASSING PLEASE! IN FRONT OF THOSE FROM VE WHO WERE THERE AND THOSE!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and furthermore, i was sitting in the first row at the first seat by the middle aisle. omg man =x
I LAUGHED TILL I REALLY CRIED! HAD TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY FACE PLEASE!!! then mr dewey still laughing at me. zZzz!!! LOL.
AND I GOT TRICKED BY GOH HUIQI! OMG SADNESSS. the sweet. wah seh. all thanks to mr jimmy sia! the sweet is like small ball de. then got alot in one bottle. and it's v small one. so when qi poured it out for me, there was 3. then i ate all cos she asked me to. so thinking there would be nice lemon juice in it, i bit into them. and OMG! DAMN MINTY! MY WHOLE MOUTH NUMB PLEASE! WAHHHHHH. thanks ha! then mr jimmy still keep to go sabo more people. ha!
then mr jimmy today REALLY REALLY damn bad lahhhhhh. after that when we went up to 3rd floor, just because huiqi didnt notice the bin at the showcase room, then just because mr jimmy suddenly came and sat behind us at the sem room and scared me, then i said his good frens are the non-humans in "i am legend"(they were showing that show before the sem), HE SAID MY HOME IS THE BIN :((( SADNESS! LOL. that one is a long story itself. lazy to elaborate. ha. but anyway, mr steve sang offkey today for the company song. LOL! i almost died laughing xDDD
HEE.
after that took lift down, wah. this is a shocking thing. cos when was the last time i took lift down after a seminar? LONG LONG LONG TIME AGO! and surprisingly, there were only mr jimmy, huiqi, mr steve, another person i dno who, mr calvin, and me in the lift. pretty empty. lol. okay that was RANDOM. but never mind. HA.
ohhh, youre so adorable you make me blush in your presence with your eye contact..
AND THURSDAY GONNA HAVE A MEETUP WITH MR STEVEN HO!! OMGGGGGG. AHHHHHHH!!! xDDD been schedules since days ago but havent been able to find time out. lol. THRUSDAY!
IM IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY YAYYYY!!! :)))
and school was just, yeaaaa. normal lah. lol. played tennis and squash other than pe though. ha. fun day. but i never got a sunburnt cos the time period was too short. AWWWWW.
J is.. will.. or was just..? is...
i told of my glory at 11:19 pm
boo, college loves are better. ha.
somehow the feeling of being beside you is.. :)))
i dont ask for much.
just these 2 years..
and im supposed to be at office by 2.30pm for a pp. oh gawd.
i told of my glory at 1:53 pm
Sunday, 27 January 2008
BOO!
VE ELITES!! OHHHH DAMN CUTE!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=TscYciH3v9Q
PREMIUM CAR ACHIEVER!! HAHAH.
i'll be the first premium car achiever! cannot hear you!! i'll be first premium car achiever! cannot hear you!! i'll be first premium car achiever! cannot hear you!! oi fuck you lah! i'll be the first premium car achiever!!! mr joseph damn funny in the video please!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=j8YD70BagBg&feature=related
and there's also mr mengwee's picture!! 3rd PCI achieverrrrr~
"we'll be car achiever!"
"we're already car achiever!!" HAHAHA.
omg damn cool.
i told of my glory at 9:41 pm
this ALWAYS happens.
ALWAYS.
it's not the first, it's not the second,
but im not going to lose out forever.
losing out in terms of? what i promise myself.
did i already make a wrong choice right from the start? im still wondering after so long.
and everytime when im around, the atmosphere is totally different. is it just sheer luck or does it really make a difference?
im not feeling negative. im not hating anyone, just annoyed at something called, FATE.
i told of my glory at 1:25 am
Saturday, 26 January 2008
BOO! SHOPPINGGGGGG :)))
bought new jacket, bought new shoes. YAY!! AND DONUTS! HA.
im feeling so well taken care of xDDD
bmw slk fairlady, maserati altima, WAHAHA!
i told of my glory at 11:11 pm
Friday, 25 January 2008
BOO.
im feeling so guilty i couldnt be at the semi-finals of THE ONE today!!
zijie screwed up, but it's okay. i managed to "counsel" him using a method i learnt:
"we learn from our mistakes, thats the most important thing. rather than wait for others to make this mistake and learn from them, make the mistake ourselves and learn it best, though the painful way"
HEE.
i learn, i practice, i teach. OKAY? :)))
AND WHY ARE XIANQING AND HUIQI SAYING THE SAME THING!! AND INSISTING!! omg =x
cos dont forget. i only go for big things i dont miss. cos i know i wont miss it.
somehow, i think im losing this momentum i once had. though everyday, longjun, mr mengwee, and especially miss lois, will tell me "fight!", i dont know. i dont know whats going on in my mind now. everyday i go, i call, call, call.. succeed, fail, succeed, fail. reject, come, reject, come. whats happening is i listen, i listen, i practice. thats all.
i dont want to give up. i want to be a manager. im only left with 14k LV! 14k only lah! blazer and tailor-made shirt waiting for me!
i told of my glory at 11:54 pm
Thursday, 24 January 2008
BOO!
WHATS HAPPENING TO RED FALCON!! FIRST, HUIQI IS SICK. THEN MISS LOIS IS SICK. THEN MR MENGWEE IS SUPER SICK. THEN SIEWHOON IS SICK, AND NAD IS ALSO SICK!! omg. what's happening!! *haha miss lois says it's an irony cos we're people in the health line and we get ill. omg!!*
today was a day of nuahhhh-ing. shit lahs, still cannot change the laziness in meeee. =x greeted mr jeremy today! ha he's very friendly! cos i was contemplating whether to greet him anot, since i'd never talked to him before. then he looked at me and smiled so i greeted him! hee! :) and furthermore it was NOT in company. lol. okayyyy. so ahhh, 1s bracelet is FARKKKK nice please. too bad it's zijie's. oh man. im gonna get one when i hit MM! mr mengwee said so!
okayy and he's sick today lo. cough till so jialat. =x poor upupupline. =x then abit weird lei like he today especially nice. hahha. ALSO GOOD LAH, i rather he be extra nice like today! LOL. then upline not in office today.. so i sat at cubicle ALONE! omg so sad please. then i did a pp upon reaching office. ha. chiong sia. then after that misslois came down and she laughed at me when i tio gan by the mother of a recruit. cos i called a couple of people down but was rejected by many just because they were going to jc. SIAN. then i tio gan by some stupid mother. walao. mo ming qi miao de gong si, bu san bu si de gong zuo. like hello! this is not prostitution! whats with the bu san bu si! ZZZ. dont want let your daughter dont let lo. i will still succeed without her. HMPH!
and today yet again, that 2 seconds of eye contact was enough for me to feel giddy. and always, it's just that 2 seconds, and then youre gone.
anyway, i like this!~
im sure youre feeling tired, cos youve been running through my mind the whole day, the whole afternoon, the whole night..
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.
i told of my glory at 10:04 pm
Wednesday, 23 January 2008
BOO! today was HAHAHA, whatever~ lol.
went for NDT today. oh man. like only 10 ppl in the whole sem room?! i dont know why lei. ha! then after that went to pkms to eat with mr jimmy, xianqing and longjun. miss lois joined after that, oh and, miss lois is our fairy godmother. LOL! then after eating we went back to office and planned for chalet!! YAY :))) RED FALCON! march hols!! YAYYYY. but must hit manager before that then can stay overnight with them!! SO I MUST MUST HIT MM!! ahh but so sad i cannot go genting with them. now miss lois say she say ME can. but i still canot go cos no school hols at that time!! SADD :(((
but anyway, mr charles was the speaker at the sem and he spoke to us on the BDA of sales and recruitment. ha. kind of revision for basic training. zz. lol! but was an interesting talk cos.. HA. okay nvr mind, longjun can say "falcon ladies are tikos" but OH WELL, me and xianqing know can already. lol! EH UPLINE AND THE OTHERS ARE NO BETTER. lol. hope upline dont read this. ha!
anywayyyys, today did calling and read through the magnetic therapy "brochure" done by miss lois. ha. then sem took up most of e night lah. ha. but yea, kind of slackish today. haiil. FIGHT MM LAH. wtf sia. im like the 3rd least left to hit MM. 14692LV. tactic: recruit, recruit, recruit..
OH ANYWAY!! damn funny, just now i said CS referring to coffee session but mr jimmy said "ahh? calvin sim ah!" LOL. OKAYYYYY. damn funny please!
those eyes which speak a thousand words, the eyes which made us ahhhhhhhhhhh. LOL! twins are twins. they think the same thing! :)))
i told of my glory at 11:48 pm
Tuesday, 22 January 2008
BOO! with the change of the people around me, with the disappointments i face from my previous class, i finally realise what brightens up my day.
THE RETAINEES!
today during break, we were sitting in the canteen eating and talking. almost laughed till go crazy lah! LOL. mymy (pronounced meemee) = jeremy, i forgot wad's aaron's nickname, finfin = arifin (dont know how to spell lah ha), wiwi (pronounced weewee) = wilson, eyey = joey and fang fang = huifang. lol! they're damn funny please! whatever they say can make me and joey tickled till we want to flip. hee. oh well! though not all are retainees but really lah! they're damn cute!
OKAY TMR OFFICE! *yawns. im tired. still.
J is the YOU, make me SMILE :)))
i told of my glory at 10:30 pm
Monday, 21 January 2008
BOO! today school was -.- then after that went to office. met sher on the bus and we chatted about the class and yeaa, bitched a little. lol. unavoidable LAH.
so at office, called called called. to no avail. haiis. just my luck. and got tekan-ed by mr jinghui and mr longjun. HAIIS. total sadness. then today at slideshow, mr jeremy spoke to us. he talked of his journey from an MAP to a BM to an upcoming car achiever. he mentioned something which made us !!!!! cos he said even though girls have emo times at night, GUYS DO TOO. ha! okay.
maybe i need counselling lah. lol. i feel like i got so much stuff bottled up in my heart, in my mind. but i feel like i cant put them into words. somehow i just DONT feel like talking about it to anyone at all. i just need a shoulder to lean on.. just a corner for me to hide in..
i told of my glory at 11:08 pm
Sunday, 20 January 2008
BOO!
CS IS FUN :))) i always learn something new at CS! at mr steven's i talked about my difficulties in entering this trade. today was CS with mr calvin sim!! AHHH. lol. okay i was not being CS-ed. i just sat in to mr jimmy's recruit. sadly, the guy, terence, was not very involved yea, never asked much questions. and mr calvin's style of CS is talking about how VE can help in one's future ambition. terence wanted to become a teacher. and mr calvin talked about how VE will develop one's communication and interpersonal skills. WHOA please. :)))
"i learn something which make me change, make me evolve into someone different."
i think this really applied to me too lah! but i guess it also does, to most of VE ppl :))) but oh well! all thanks to mr jimmy lalalahh! haha. cos the red falcon managers had a grouping with mr glenn. so mr jimmy passed his recruit to us. and yea, this terence guy. lol. but okay lah. ha. mr calvin talk also got his own style seh. wahh. when i become manager le will like that anot?
i want to go inspire people and change their lives. lead them onto the right path and help them find future in VE!
and miss zhiying damn funny today. ha. she came to red falcon's cubicle, saw the empty sweet can and said "finish why no one throw away!" so i say dont know eh. lol. i go one pp only then finish le. then she said MLM really is MLM sia. MEI2 LI3 MAO4!! LOL FUNNY PLEASE. miss zhiying forever come up with super cold or funny stuff. ha.
yea so after that went for dinner with mr jimmy, mr jinghui, mr longjun and ashraf. lol. wanted to go home de. but in the end went with them lah. lol.
i want to prove that im worthy of your help. cos i know i will and i can.
i told of my glory at 10:11 pm
Saturday, 19 January 2008
BOO! i realised i was so disorganised yesterday that i didnt even mention that i've gotten my paycheque from ve. my first paycheque! okay that later, today!
ahh today's basic network know-how by mr steven was damn funny. during the seminar he suddenly
"HUIFANG! HUIFANG! THE PICTURE ON YOUR FRIENDSTER YOU GO EAT FISH ONE! WHERE AH?"
i was like "huhh???!"
then he was like "the fisherman duno wad lo! the one in your friendster you and your friends go eat de!"
ORHHHH FISHERMAN'S WHARFE AH!! then he was like YAH!!! ENYOUTH OFFICE IS THERE!
like hurr??!??!?! KENNA STUN SIA!
then after that when i went downstairs le i asked longjun about it, then he said mr steven saw my friendster profile then asked him about it. isit huifang come as a competitor spy de. LOL!! then even miss zhenli go view me in office to show longjun e pic. OMG. and really! THE ENYOUTH WORD IS F BIG LAH PLEASE! like we doing ad for them!! OMG =x
but mr steven is super nice and friendly lo!! always can give advice and answers to my kookoo questions. haha!! YAYYY SHA :))) cos mr steven is YAY!! :)))
ok my first paycheque from ve! oh man. all thanks to longjun and mr mengwee really. so part of it will go back to longjun lah. lol. :)))
somehow it's really a vicious cycle. last month, it was us fighting for mr mengwee's car. this month, we're fighting for longjun's car. maybe? i dont know, we're all stuck at zero besides himself. lol. and he aint done a high value either. oh noooo.
hit car hit car!
then i also hit MM hit MM! hit BM! AHHHH!!!
after talking to mr mengwee today i guess i really kind of reflected on my actions. yeaa, i've been slacking. hees. after today will be different. utilise the time i have in office. i want to hit MM. so before that, i will think like an MM, work like an MM, behave like an MM.
ONE IN A MILLION~
You're one in a million
Oh
Now
You're one in a million
Oh
Sometimes love can hit you every day
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
But only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky
Said to me
[Chorus]
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
A smile, there you were and I was gone
I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me
Yeah
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one for me
[Chorus x 2]
In the beginning I was cool and everything was possible
They tried to catch me but it was impossible
No one could hurt me it was my game
Until I met you baby and you were the same
And when you didn't want me I wanted you because
The funny thing about it is I liked the show
I like it when its difficult
I like it when its hard
Then you know its worth it
That you found your heart
[Chorus x 2]
You're one in a million
Oh
You're one in a million
hell yea, you're such a great thing that happened to me in 2007. :)))
if it were 2 years ago that you said that to me, i'd be more than glad to say yes. now it's too late. i've become a changed girl ever since i stepped into nyjc, ever since i stepped into ve group pte ltd. now at ve, everything about me is different :)))) and im glad.. but im sorry.
i told of my glory at 9:49 pm
Friday, 18 January 2008
BOO! i really think im gonna fall from exhaustion soon. im sleeping at any chance available. how many times have i already missed my stop because i was sleeping on the bus? MANY TIMES. these few days, there's AT LEAST one bus trip i will pass my stop because im sleeping. WHY IS THIS SO? because i feel so lethargic, so weak, so tired, so....
im just feeling really tired. of school, of work, of everything. there's so much problems going on these days it gets so sick and i really feel like i want to end it all. leave ny.
no i cant leave ny. i chose to pursue my education there. oh mannn.
It's okay dont be sad. Though i'll never be able to verbally express my love for you, i believe one day you'll understand. Though this love is short, but beautiful and memorable, just like how im holding onto your hand now. It feels like i can give up everything precious in the world just for you. Do you know, i feel contented being with you..
i told of my glory at 11:39 pm
Thursday, 17 January 2008
BOO!
bad news. im suffering from a VERY serious lack of sleep. i slept most of GP lect, i slept a quarter of econs lect, i slept most of the journey to office, and i slept the whole journey back home till i missed my stop. WAH. jialat.
OH WELL, im feeling a little sick alreadyyyy.
keep me healthy please.
and yeaaa, finally gave upline his present. ha!
RANDOM. LOL!
and i STILL believe the sun will shine one day for you and me :)))
and can J stop giving me that kind of expression. wtf. zzz.
what happened to those i once loved so dearly, i once spent time with, i once had so much fun with. they were the ones who encouraged me, tolerated me, never gave up on me, and always were there to laugh off all problems with me.
now that im no longer there, have you all really split into distinct two halves? is what i've been dreading really coming true? why? tell me why.. it took so much for all of us to endure the past together, and now that im gone you all are back to square one? am i really the one in the centre? am i really always the one who is the "connector"? i keep being told that i was the one bringing the class together. no. i told myself no. but is it really true??!
i hate politics..
i told of my glory at 10:53 pm
Wednesday, 16 January 2008
BOO!
after telling huiqi what happened today, she says
"ha in ve really is anything can happen
tt's the characteristics of ve
tt's y ve is so special"
HELL YEA, i totally believe that now. today was.. omg totally.
i told of my glory at 7:22 pm
Tuesday, 15 January 2008
BOO! and so, waking up at 8am to receive a call from a guailan teacher who asked me why i wasnt in school, waking up again at 11.30am to take a call from mr leong, and i realise the importance of arriving home fast after a late night event so i can get enough sleep and wake up in time in the morning for school.
I WANT A BOYFRIEND WHO DRIVES!!
downlines, you all cannot give up okay. if you all give up, WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME??!! seminar made all of us feel the same way, that we dont want to give up. but OMG, school's going to kill my time and kill me. if it doesnt take me away, im also very shagged by the time i get to ve. leverage. i need recruits! i need the support always.
XianQing The worse thing you can do in your life is to compare yourself to people who failed. says:
F4 FOREVER haha
XianQing The worse thing you can do in your life is to compare yourself to people who failed. says:
so support also forever de
thanks lah qing :)))
i told of my glory at 2:21 pm
BOO! just came home from AGS. hah! the annual grand seminar was really fun!! :))) though it lasted till like damn late. lol. i dno how im gonna wake up in time for school tmr =xxx
anyways, some pics before i do the talking:
these are the BMs, BMstars and BMG promoted the last month.
interesting is- they're all from House of Red,
those circled in red are from RED FALCON,
in order circled from left- miss jackee, mr jimmy, mr longjun, mr jinghui, mr mengwee and, miss lois our newly promoted BGM!!
just the newly promoted Business Managers itself, RED FALCON dominated xD
but red MAKO was also super strong! omg man, their mr jiuyuan, mr jeremy etc etc. WAH SEH okay.
so yea, SHA top association,
House of Red is top house,
my upline and upupline and upupupline and so on went on stage for their promotion etcetc.
a night of celebrations, cheers and so on. ha. MR shawn (note the empasise. lol!) was being nice to give me his light stick when i said i only had one cos longjun passed down 4 which were snapped up by xq, hq, sh and ql, after giving us one each. so i was the only one with one. sad right! so i got 2 after shawn gave me his. but AIYAH, for managers like freeflow one, no problem one lah. he give me le still can take. HA! only bad thing was i got whacked by him. lol. OKAY. im short. OKAY. thats why he can conveniently tap my head o.O and when he takes pictures for us he doesnt say "1, 2, 3." he says "chou3, ba1, guai4!" EVIL LAH PLEASE! LOL! and jinghui was being DAMN gay lah please, kept on errrh, i dno how to say it, but shawn was VERY VERY pek chek and can see he really wanted to smack jinghui already. ha! cos jinghui so purposely de lah! and yeaaa, finally took a picture with my organisation. or rather, my organisation + upline. so in other words, upline's organisation. lol! like wow, longjun and 4 girls. LOL! even shawn exclaimed so. haha. but yeaa, can see the happiness in everyone today lah, saw cute smiles, saw blur looks onstage, laughed, cheered, perfect seminar. :))) AGS IS COOL!
only problem is, i see a particular problem getting worse here. oh man, i dont wish to be involved. so i choose to remain silent. HAIIs. why like that. why he nvr listen to what mr martin said before! so disappointing, but OH WELL, i cant be bothered with him already.
oh as an additional point, i was showing e way to conrad hotel to this bunch of people. and yea, there are managers there. lol. in the end what we saw that night and what mr jimmy told us was WRONG. omg. lol. he told longjun carls jnr, but told us kenny rogers. omg omg =xxx but these people went missing halfway. lol!
and and and! i finally spotted the mr J whom i'd never seen in person before. lol. looks the same as his photo eh. eyes small small one. LOL.
and some kuku ruined my night cos he kop-ed my pen RIGHT INFRONT OF MY EYES. was he just dumb or wad. obviously yes. zz. OH WELL. =xx such a bytch and saw him doing something which kind of you know, AWWWWW the kind of feeling of disappointment. HA! huiqi was being kinda turned off by that action but AIYAH.
and yea, me and huiqi and siew hoon were like you know, DYING after the AGS. cos we wanted to take cab. but needed an atm cos we all got not enough cash on us. ah shits lah, next time canot rely on people to return me money for my $$usage on the day itself already. fark can. zzz. and we saw mr steve. ha. was joking to huiqi that i wanna ask him lompang us to nearest atm. LOL!
LASTLY. SPOT THE CUTE! HA!
A GREAT NIGHT.
great laughter, happiness, lovesss~
i told of my glory at 1:22 am
Sunday, 13 January 2008
BOO! OKAY.
im feeling so much better today. thank you for YOU! YAY :))) me and huiqi walked around eunos before going back to office, then went back and called upline that i needa pass him mr jimmy's 10bucks. and boo! he told me to go over to the florist at eunos mrt station. ha! so me and huiqi went there again. LOL. went to e florist and saw the tigger bouquet omg it's damn cute lah please!! ordered a bearbear bouquet for miss lois and some sunflower thingy for mr mengwee. hah.
i feel~ YAY!!
ahhh, is everything gonna go back to like how it was before? xDDD i can see the situation improving. lol.
i feel bad. oh man. but, oh well. i dont know LAH!
i told of my glory at 9:46 pm
BOO.
today was oh well, a normal day lohhs. i feel like a supplier to red falcon. but it feels, fun. lol! zZzz. and hey, i fancy a black parker too. lol! zzZz. okayyy. so went to office after co prac. hmm.
it was a great day today, compared to the days before..
but am i being oversensitive? or are you really saying what i think you are..
as a sidenote, am i
but of cos, i've been such a slacker.
now i regret. but it's too late. no doubt, envy when i see them all go on stage. okay fine, no use lamenting anyway. i'll go find someone else to the seminar with. since they all gotta be there at 5.45pm and i only have to be there after 6. OH WELL. at least i got xian qing, shawn etc lo. ahh, so optimistic. hur.
i told of my glory at 12:12 am
Friday, 11 January 2008
BOO! I LOVE MY U700! SLIM AND SEXY YEAA.
at 5pm and 6pm i was supposed to meet up with chris, baoyu, ryan, and maisy, chester, ying, kelly respectively. but i didnt go to any in the end AHHH. thanks to my phoneeee. lol!
so before that i went to office to pass them the stuff from popular. LOL. stupid amw wanted to kop upline's file ha! and omg lah, the parker which i got for mr jiuyuan is BLACK and they say it's damn fucking nice o.O QUOTE THEM OKAY. lol! AND I RMBR THEM SAYING SILVER PARKERS ARE NICE!! smack them lah. lol.
OKAY IM OFF TO FURTHER DISCOVER MY U700!!
i told of my glory at 11:29 pm
Thursday, 10 January 2008
BOO! today was another day of not going school. hur.
did a PP at 2pm. farktard. 20 yrs old and her dad must accompany her. her dad ask a damn lot of qns and didnt even give his daughter a chance to voice her opinions. she looked interested. but her dad was farking -ve please. damn it.
mr jimmy is damn funny! LOL.
went to dinner with mr jimmy, jinghui, huiqi and ql at pkms. BANANA business kept us occupied the whole dinner. and laughing away. lol. GORENG PISANG LAH. oh well i cant be bothered with details ha! it's too funny xDDD
online is crazy with F4 and upline. LOL :)))
OMG I WANT TO GET SAMSUNG SGH-U700!!
i told of my glory at 10:14 pm
Wednesday, 9 January 2008
BOO! F4 IS TOTAL LOVES:
XIAN QING THE BABE WHO LOVES HER MATURED MEN (and never fails to say the guy whom i say is cute isnt cute),
HUIQI THE KUKU-SIGN-CONTRACT BABE (who is forever "loyal"), and
SIEW HOON THE FOREVER-BLUR-AND-DONT-KNOW-WHO-IS-WHO BABE (uhhhh, who is who? LOL!).
of cos not forgetting me the cutest! LOL! OKAY IM JOKING.
FIGHT ON LAH BABES! THOUGH I DONT GET TO SEE YOU ALL EVERYDAY ALREADY, WE WILL MEET WHEN THE TIME IS THERE!! I MISS ALL OF YOU, AND JIAYOUS FOR YOUR JOBS!!!
dont tire yourselves out too much!! AND HANG ONNNN!!!!
WE WILL HIT WHAT WE WANT! WE WILL FIGHT AND ACHIEVE WHAT WE WANT!! DIE DIE MUST!!
i told of my glory at 11:49 pm
BOO! today was another day of not going to school for lessons. please, there is no reason for me to attend lectures when there seems to be no learning point, plus not knowing our class yet. so why bother? ZZZ.
so went to school only for performance. and no surprises, i was late. it was raining heavily. and by the time i reached co room, it was pretty empty already =x zzz. alright the performance went okay i guess.
then went back to co room for recruitment. haha! OH MAN WHY AM I DOING RECRUITMENT EVERYWHERE I GO?! haha! then after that went to macs with weijian, yiling, jessly and kelvin. haha! spent like uhh, 3 hours there! LOL. we were doin alot of weird and funny stuff like uhhh, destroying straws, finger games and really dumb sabo games. ended with smacking game. haha. the scissors paper stone, then loser's gets smacked de. LOL. POOR WEIJIAN ENDED UP WITH BRUISES LAH. HEEHEE. but was a fun time with them. really laughing and taking unglam pics of weijian and kelvin. LOL. and we were SINGING!! haha! yiling can really harmonise well!!
then left at around 9 plus. haha. weijian rushing home to eat his curry chicken. lol.
it was really nice with then :))) remembering the times we went crazy in co room after pracs last year lol! :)))
IM NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TMR LAH. WASTE OF TIME. im gonna stay at home and make something that has ham in it. im gonna cook smth nice for myself for a change. ha. and an awaiting PP. LOL!!
F4 I MISS YOU ALL!!
i told of my glory at 10:34 pm
Tuesday, 8 January 2008
BOO! okay today was an OKAY day. zz.
day started off wrongly. i woke up at 11.30am. OH MAN. no need go school le lah. zz. so went to office to do the PP for siew hoon's recruit. the 28 yr old guy ha. in the end mr jimmy did the BP cos the guy was in a hurry. LOL. then..
ahhh, met mr calvin in the lift lobby at b1 luh. then mr nick was in the office. and.. something funny i witnessed. HEEHEE :)))
anyways, really glad that my downlines though have broken even with me are getting positive now. though there are times when they are at a lost (as always i am), the things they say are different. from "you pulled me into this shit lah." and "im staying cos of __(this friend)" to now it has become "i i miss ve very very badly" and "i miss the ppl in ve so much that i cant concentrate properly! the working environment is so different!" and "i dont want to leave ve!". really, i feel so.. i dont know how to describe it, but it puts a smile on my face.
im glad to have you all for support. emotionally, you all have done too much for me :)))
of cos plus XIAN QING that girl who fancies old men. LOL!!
i told of my glory at 11:08 pm
BOO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UPLINEEEEE. YAYYYY :)))
okay lo he's older than me lah. k lah k lah! HAA.
highlights of my day was the slideshow and badge presentation in the evening. get high! HEHS. another one of our seminars. went up to take my ME badge, and BOOHOO, i cant say i was disappointed, i cant say i was happy. i could have had the chance to stand on the stage at the same time as mr andrew, mr damien etc etc. but i missed it, i let it go. and why wasnt mr james on stage? hmm. anyway, marketing executive.. okay.. oh well! went for REDFALCON grouping at PMKS after that and yea, im like the 2nd oldest ME there. HA. okayyyy. oldest as in promoted. lol. so i said i wanna hit MM by end february. I WANT TO HIT MM LAH WTF. I WANT MMF AND MPS OKAY. I WANT FINANCIAL FREEDOM. and im so gonna fucking fight for it.
so today, had a recruit from siew hoon. the girl was -ve right from the start cos it wasnt PURELY admin. fck sia what's going on in these people's minds. admin is like, the dumbest kind of dead job please =xxx okay i know i'll offend some people saying this, but you know, 9-5 jobs are REALLY zombie-like please -.- and i had to do PP and BP for someone who's -ve. wow. rocks. i kinda blah through it and didnt have the drive to do it well nor elaborate much lo. since she didnt have the intention to join from the start i see no point why i should talk so much to her when she was already publicly displaying her impatience o.O
okayyy so mr jimmy sent hq, nad and i home. okay not exactly home but nearer home lol! but oh man. his car is FCKKKKKK damn nice to sleep HA! and just cos i told xian qing that his blazer was hung beside and the smell of cologne was very strong, she said im SICK. HA! but anywayyy IM NOT SICK OKAY. it's.. nice smell wad! im human okay o.O i can SMELL. zz. LOL! anywayyys,
I WANNA FIND A BOYFRIEND WHO DRIVES A BMW TOOOO. SO I CAN BE DRIVEN AROUND HAHHAAHA!!! :))) oh man i love mr jimmy's car please! LOL!
it's just like a vicious cycle. just finished fighting for mr mengwee's car, now it's longjun's turn. after longjun's turn, it'll be our turn to fight, whether for BM or for car. if it's car, i'll be happy lah. HAHA!! :))) anyways, i was really glad to hear siew hoon say she has to get a job for money, yet she doesnt want to leave ve cos she wants to fight with us. we fight tgt, then promote tgt. im really glad to have downlines like you all. you all really are my emotional support. all the way, you've all been there for me :)))
together we will enter the HAT! HEEHEEHEE :)))
i told of my glory at 12:00 am
Sunday, 6 January 2008
BOO!
omg man. i went for chem tuition today HA! i think i've been deprived of studying for too long a period of time, cos i paid attention the whole 2 hours! LOL! tony's a great teacher :))) anyway! today was half equations so kind of a piece of cake. ha! only thing i know best in chem =xxx
ahhh, chionged to ve after that. did calling. oh man. recruitment is sucky now =xx then that kuku mr adrain ha. i told him i wanna remove 3 small pieces from my bracelet and he removed 4! now cannot wear le lah! LOL. then taught PP. oh man. took more than an hour explaining. plus b roll. or smth like tt cos it sounds tt way. ha!
TMR TAKE BADGE LE! AT LAST! AT LONG LAST!
i told of my glory at 9:32 pm
Saturday, 5 January 2008
the horrible feeling of having to squabble with you indirectly over msn nicks.
im really tired of this.
if you have given up all hope on me, why push me on?
if you have given up hope on me, tell me to leave..
i dont want to continue this kind of life. it sucks. it really sucks. i really hate to do this kind of thing every night.
please, tell me to leave.
you can do it for others. why hasnt he done it for you.
i told of my glory at 10:56 pm
BOO! today was co prac and uhhh, ve.
co prac was pretty boring =xx and i realised, i have a phobia of gaohu. i cannot tiao2 yin1. reason being because i tried to tuned the outer string and it broke =x so for the whole morning was lester having to help me tune a couple of times ha!
went to ve and called recruits and did a PP. please my PP kind of sucked big time cos i felt utterly demoralised by this
ZZZZzZZZz.
things have become.. different and will never become like before..
before all these happened.. oh well!
i told of my glory at 8:49 pm
BOO!
it's amazing how great it feels to stand infront of the crowd. though the honour was not mine, it felt great to be part of it :)))
highlights of today was the HOUSE OF RED grouping at night. damn fun please. :))) newly promoted MMs went up to give speech in advance, newly promoted BM went up too (ahh, upline and mr jimmy werent there so there was only jinghui). hehs. then they had a toast for the 3 new premium car incentive achievers. mr joseph from november, and mr ivan and mr angmengwee from last month. haha :)))
and i realised, both mr ivan's and mr mengwee's organisation are made up of..
GIRLS.
lol! recruits always ask me why there are so many guys around in ve, but it so happens today there were more ladies on stage!! xDDD
SO MALU I COULDNT POP THE CORK OF THE KUKU BOTTLE! HAHAHAH.
then mr damien had to help me with it but he couldnt initially. after help from mr andrew then he managed to. haha. stupid cork lah so tight -.- hahhas. and he's damn cute can. this was what happened,
HF- "ehh! how ah canot open! omg!"
huiqi and the rest- "ask a guy help you open lo."
*at that time, mr andrew was infront beside.
mr damien turns around, passes me his opened bottle, then takes mine, with help from mr andrew opens it, then passes back my bottle. hmmm. and i was wondering. why does his bottle and mine look so familiar? cos it's the same kind of drink!! HAHHAA!!!
after grouping ended at 9 plus i wanted to go home le, but miss lois decided to test me and huiqi's PP skills! ARGHH. then she tested siew hoon and downline on theory that consisted of OMG-even-me-and-huiqi-didnt-know things!! HAHA damn funny. what are the 7 modes of payment available? LOL! think i kind of did well for my PP!! :))) mr shunjie and another manager walked past and stopped to listen. ahh. haha! but both of us passed the test anyways. then there was this discussion on whether patients inhaled the gaseous form of cal ion water or did they drink it ha! even mr shunjie was involved in this discussion LOL. and cos i learn from the PPs i sat in, the words were kind of you know, familiar sounding. and cos huiqi learnt from me, the examples were you know, kind of photocopied. LOL! AHHH. but miss lois taught us ways to make a 6,7,8/10 rating into a 10/10 rating. omg man, miss lois is really my idol!! AHH.
i want to have the ability to convince!
i want to master and perfect this skill!
i want to succeed!
and i WILL! cos i CAN!
last but not least,
CONGRATS MR MENGWEE. FINALLY A CAR ACHIEVER :)))
though i only helped out a little bit here and there, i parted with my $100 today ha! finally the last minutes of chiong-ing are over.. finally.. the cheerful, fun and atmosphere is back.. i missed those times..
and i missed you.. the old you..
i told of my glory at 12:45 am
Thursday, 3 January 2008
do you think you can cast aside all responsibilities and give up everything just for me? you can, but i doubt you'll be happy. we'll both end up miserable only.
i did promise i'd remain always.
but now i dont have the courage to..
i guess i would silently leave..
i told of my glory at 2:39 pm
BOO! today has been a AHHHH nice morning :))) cos here i am at home while my schoolmates are still studying. ha!
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR THE REST OF THE AFTERNOON??! OMGGGG.
wahh, sense of achievement. 3 bracelets. lol o.o
i told of my glory at 12:14 pm
Wednesday, 2 January 2008
BOO.
first day of school is f*ck please. some dumbass talk. i wan dozing off. serious. enough said.
and, I MISS MM LE.
OH WELL, no one's fault but mine. i didnt put in enough effort.
i miss it. my downlines break away.
BOTH.
my third hope came today. coincidentally, she's derek's close fren from CSCO. no wonder she looks so familiar ha! huiqi was VERY honest and told her that it's sales and marketing. she's damn open about it please! one hope one hope! anyway, quota has increased by 9600LV for me. which makes the total around 14k for me. hmm. oh well. my altima coupe is further away for me le :(((
my first magnetic pp was
anyway, huiqi and i were being very tiko today wor. hahha! we sat there talking about ECs. ha! SIMILAR EC WORRR. *snatches. HAHA.
OH WELL, NO CHOICE LEI. CUTE IS CUTE. though someone told me mr steven ho is cuter than the him huiqi and i talk about. HA!
had a really honest talk with huiqi on the way home and realise we think in the same way for many matters. sometimes, really one small problem can lead to bigger and major problems, bringing about widespread emotional disasters..
oh well.
i tried. i did. im sorry. please blame me.
but i l*ved you so and you never let me try..
there's something only love can do..
i told of my glory at 11:04 pm
Tuesday, 1 January 2008
BOO! AH! tmr school reopen! GG LAH. i havent hit my MM yet. 9,600LV lei. never hit then become 20,000LV already. NABUAY LAH WTF.
but i know it's no one else's but my own fault if i miss it. i cant find people to help me. i cant go out for sales now. i cant do what i have to.
if i dont hit MM, upline will miss BM.
if upline misses BM, upupline misses CAR. FUCK.
car you know. the one which you can drive, honda, mazda, toyota, etc etc. any one brand is okay de. but wtf. upupline and upline and chionging. but what am i doing? WHAT AM I DOING? what have i been doing?
but there's still some fun in the air. jinghui's a dumbass sadist can. look at the state of my snowman.
and the state of my bear. both were normal looking before they met mr jinghui. OH MAN.
im already marketing executive lei. still this pattern.
looking..
can you give me an opportunity trinity? i dont need an extension. i just need an opportunity. the whole world but you can see that it's just not simple. oh correction. you do know. for all i dont know, you may have been reading my blog and sensed it. oh well.
stuck in my mind.
Only Love- by Trademark
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
[Chorus]
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye
the one particular msg i can never figure out. until now i dont understand what you meant. until now. still, i darent ask you what it means..
i told of my glory at 9:31 pm
BOO! came home at 7.15am. FARK. my first bus only comes at 6.30am and i stoned at the bus stop for half an hour just because i left macs at the same time as the rest. lol. oh well o.O
ahhh, as an extra, 9600LV left to manager! and huiqi is also executive alr! omgwtf. im like, in deep deep shit??! ARGHHHH!!!
went to cathay ystd night after leaving office. ahhh. kind of stoned o.o lol! then they said to go speedy so of cos im always okay de. hah! then actually me, siew hoon and vivien wanted to watch movie, but in the end decided to go speedy too. lol! but then went to mr bean's cafe to eat first. and in the end, speedy full house! AHHH. so sh, v and i went to play pooooooool xDDD LONG TIME NO PLAY NEHHHH. kind of fun. wahaha. i ended the last 2 games with nice black ball in hole victory xDDD YAY.
then walked over to lucky plaza to meet huiqiiiii. lol. and her fren. had macs breakfast and omgggg, upline and upupline came over. haha! *shocks. lol. then upline was sleeping in a very unglam fashion. lol! poor upup was on the line for an hour plus please! =xxx everyone was so tired. only huiqi and her fren were talking. the rest had conked out. lol!
oh and during pool, i think sh and v wanted to smack me slap me WADEVER. cos i kept talking about ve related stuff, and i swear, it made sense. as in, i was linking the game to everything in ve lo. opportunity trinity, hit ME, hit MM, upline, downline, BLAH. lol! CRAZY LAH.
like that, happy 2008. happy? i still need my $500 more.
we'd done too many things wrong. i thought about it, just a few hours before you mentioned it. what a coincidencE? no. it's a fact. thats why. it's all too late and we never used the time we had. complacency. thats what led to all of us today. 1st month, 2nd month, now 3rd month. go. go. go all the way for today and tmr. 3pm tmr is when the verdict is out.. i'll pray hard for what miss lois said that there might be the possibility trinity might extend..
i told of my glory at 1:14 pm