Wednesday, 6 May 2009
nyco got awarded gold WITH HONOURS (:
im glad for them. really glad for them. though i couldnt be there for this whole period of time.. cos it always happened that when they had rehearsals at SCH, or even today when they went onstage, i was having lessons. and it always so happens to be tutorial which i cant skip. =.=
started off my day wrong again. no i wasnt late. i left my house at 7.30am. theres a service 58 coming at 7.40am (: so i happily boarded that double decker bus and boy was it comfortable ;DDD the air con, cold weather and all. slept my way form serangoon till near kaki bukit. then then, i woke up before my bus turned into kaki bukit. 3-4 more stops to alighting where i had to change bus to 8 or 15. but i went back to sleep. OH SHIT. ho ho ho, i next woke up at the stop im supposed to alight at and it was just when the bus was moving off. just wake up = blur. so i frantically went down to the bottom deck of the bus and wow, i didnt attempt to press the bell before doing so =.= ends up that 58 went alongside with a bus 8 and wow, both went on the express route. but when 8 turned to tp, 58 went straight. and straight for a LONG stretch of road before coming to a bus stop. and fuck, when i ran over to the opposite stop, there was no bus to tp =.= only nearby bus stop with bus to tp was perpendicular from the road i was at, BUT IT WAS RAINING AND I COULDNT POSSIBLY WALK IN THE RAIN. in the end, i cabbed down to school =.= FUCK RIGHT! i was really annoyed and all. pissed. and it was tough to hail a cab at that timing too. was about 8.40am i think. see how i early i was for 9am class. but in the end i reached at like 8.50am. couldve reached earlier and saved up on the cab fare too. but lazy me :/ wanna sleep. and in fact, irony was that it was pretty physically uncomfortable to sleep on that bus. i was thinking of texting winston to complain about that but decided not to. but well, i ended up sleeping through it all =.=
so anyways, today in school i was being really hostile and looking bored. besides comm skills =.= somehow i dont understand what can explain his attitude change towards me. like you know, blow hot and cold. let me tell you, i ABHOR this kind of thing. is either everything's fine or everything's not. and wenliang was liek "ehhh huifang are you okay?" crystal asked "HUIFANG! are you okay!" =.= did i really reflect that on my face?
so one of the things which happened was that i actually told lifetime-supply-of-crumplers that he's "fucking annoying" when he tried to piss me off by talking non-stop about nothing related to econs in macroecons tutorial class. yvonne was kinda shocked when i told him off. but cmon, i dont like to sit next to people i cant communicate well with. i dont find that problem with anyone else but somehow or other, just with that person. and if that one person repeatedly attempts to sit beside me in class and i dont wish to sit next to the person, i can be very much a fucked-up bitch.
and in addition, when mr fong was going through our econs tutorial with us, yifang, haseenah and crystal asked some economics-related questions about the recession and all. and linked the questions to the income flow cycle thingy too, which was exactly what we were learning. we were more like having a discussion with mr fong over this issue and guess what, some ASSHOLE thought theyre soooooo smart and self-directed and motivated to learn that he actually openly SLEPT in class, YAWNED OUT LOUD, and LOUDLY COMMENTED THAT THE TEACHER WAS BORING AND HE SHOLD GO BACK TO TEACHING THE TUTORIAL RATHER THAN TALK SO MUCH "RUBBISH". like come on?
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT?
i personally felt that mr fong was right in going through all that current affairs with our class. though it sounded like 90% JC GP, but come on, if it helps haseenah and the rest understand the recession and the income flow cycle better, why not?!
if youre THAT smart, why not fucking go to a jc so that you can stop giving me this crap in class and spare me this crap?!
and i totally dont give face to people like that, cos come on, out of 22 people in the room, youre the only uncooperative asshole who freaking cant accept that majority of the class hasnt studied anything like macroecons before. and bloody hell, when he commented to me "dont you think he's boring and talking all these rubbish? shouldnt he be going through the tutorial!?" smiling at him, i happily said "well, if you participated in such current affairs discussion it'll be less boring. and you'll probably be able to feel more belonged to the class rather than feel bored and getting all whiny about nothing."
like come on?! mr fong is a great tutor and the whole class EXCEPT FOR YOU, agrees. who's being the bastard man ;D
so yea, i think i studied macroecons at jc level before so im smart. YEA MAN, thats what i'll tell him if he tries bragging about his pathetic amount of econs knowledge. but no, to everyone else, huifang is just a student like everyone else. i already committed to do well in poly. and in order to do so, i will go back to zero and start from the beginning. everything shall be relearnt again. why else am i putting in so much effort then? i can choose to slack and be like lifetime-supply-of-crumplers, then haolian to you all my knowledge in daily work but flunk my exams? NO POINT. i will help others along as i help myself relearn everything. im not being extra guai or anything. but i've failed one time too many.
no more of such arrogance.
i will not tolerate people like that. and i will not tolerate people who only want to win others in terms of ASSETS. like come on, stop brooding over my friend's lv wallet, belt, armani bag and everything can? GET A LIFE. WORK FOR WHAT YOU WANT. if envying him for what he has makes you happy, envy into the mirror and get negative.
COS YOU DONT HAVE THE LOOKS OF A SUCCESSFUL PERSON, NOT AT ALL, FROM HEAD TO TOE.
your character stinks, your attitude stinks, and your EQ sucks big time.
GO KISS THE WALL LAH (let me be childish a lil yea?) ;DDD
i told of my glory at 10:21 pm