Friday, 30 November 2007
BOO! whole day spent in office luh. lol. woke up at 12pm. AHH. called chuan ru at 12.40pm and she JUST WOKE UP! oh man =x LOL!
today was money, money and money. ZZZ.
and the only motivation that kept me going on and not giving up was...............
alright chuan ru finally got her wish granted before leaving the company today. hmm. AND IM STILL WAITING. HAIIS SAD CASE AH SAD CASE. :)))
some random pics from my company. :)))
jing hui, not my upline :)
oswald, what a coincidence that we're in the same team :)) taken by MEEE :))
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long jun, nice nice upline :))) abit unglam though cos he was sleeping. uhhh. not taken by me xDDD
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lastly, mr meng wee, nice nice manager with highest capabilities to psycho people xDDD taken by MEEEE :))) though he was feeling pretty stressed at that moment. lol!
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ok a nicer pic of him, though NOT taken by me. I SWEAR. lol =xxx
oh well! :)))
i told of my glory at 10:48 pm
it's always said that there has to be someone hurt for a relationship to start. how true is it? him and her, then me hurt? oh wells, im speechless about that. we had nothing to begin with, so why the sadness? no. none at all. im a happy girl with her nice new colleagues. people who make me laugh so much? definitely. oh well. comparing:
the people i hung out with last year, whom i have no wish to mention, and this year-
eric, felicia, sui loong, david, ying ying, patsy.
i lost. but i gained. the gain far surpasses in quantity. but quality? it was from what seemed like having the world, to now, the people in the world. maybe i'd really fallen into a trap. set by? hmm. that's worth pondering over.
somehow going back to a place where i can smile and laugh today, feels different.
each year i go back to my comfort zone, where i know i'll always have someone to confide in.
the 1st year was the best experience- i was the underdog. they took care of me like a little princess.
the 2nd year was a disaster- i was left there with him and maybe some others. but my same-generation-pals were gone. i was backstabbed by someone from the "OTHER SIDE" and there were tears frequently. over complains, over you, over small matters, over small squabbles.
the 3rd year is so different- i get praised by customers. not one but a few. and you aren't there by my side to witness them. you could have been proud of me. yet now, im at an opposing side? no. cos you left me with no choice. if not for them, i'd feel lost. the temp there this year are all younger than me. besides felicia. somehow the feeling of being bootlicked is there. oh wells, no choice. they idolise me for my experience. how amazing. it's that that draws them to me i guess. =x with new REs there, it feels different. some are really adorable. some are a total turnoff. then again, roadshow seems like a self-isolation policy for me. even SL said "aiyoh, i only get to see you at mealtimes eh? unless you come find me change money. hehehe"
i dont like it. i hate roadshow. i hate feeling useless. i hate this feeling of standing there being worth 5 bucks and hour. i want to keep myself busy to stop myself thinking of other stuffs.
today, the smile was for a different reason. the feeling's just different. oh well, maybe you were right. i can survive without you cos i've joined the "OTHER SIDE". fuck you.
i told of my glory at 1:38 am
Thursday, 29 November 2007
BOO! today was lunch with ying ying and dinner with sui loong, ying ying and josephine. pretty interesting dinner, cos SL was looking at the tv behind me which made me feel stressed. LOL.
but anyways, sui loong is cute! LOL. he's damn smart can. i gave him 200$ to chgn, he gave me back 400$ worth. then i said "eh, the money like alot lei. i thot 10$ one stack is 100$ and 5$ one stack is 100$? why u give me so many stacks?" he still replied "correct ma correct ma" LOL! until we walked like half a min later then he realised what i was trying to say o.O HURHUR. and he's super joker. judy asked him smth abt membership- pretty confusing. then i was standing beside, and he explained to me abt blah blah on e way we were walking to e office. but i was like "HUH?" la but stil orh orh orh to him. LOL! he's damn funny xDDD and today, exact again. WOOHOO.
and someone asked me a very interesting qn today "eh u and ________ got what ai4 mei4 isit ah? keep looking at each other, nvr say anythg, is got what relation eh?" and i answered. "oh well, his eyes are as big as mine ma. LOL!" OH MAN xDDD
ok im feeling pressurized now. OH WELL, slack too much, last min dying =x SAVE MEEEEE!!!!
i told of my glory at 11:17 pm
Wednesday, 28 November 2007
BOO! HE may have read my blog and my tags, but today 2 things happened which made me feel the worse i've ever felt. conclusion, emo post. VERY. i havent felt that down for a long time since i got my promo results. so please, dont read on if you dont have the intention of consoling me.
this happened later but i really felt VERY VERY down after that. i just told felicia to take over and off i went to a place, from which i came back 10 minutes later. he came today, and it seems everything had changed between us. a caring sms before he came, making me so happy and replying, yet a cold and uncaring front. not even a simple acknowledgement for an ex-colleague at least? i didnt expect what i did 4 weeks ago to lead to this kind of ending for us. what happened that day? let me tell you. i forsake the chance to talk to you more that day, despite knowing you had smth to tell me, because i had my reasons for doing so. i couldnt face you. i failed. im retained. my excuse was i wanted to head home so i could play game. i should have stayed. i realised. what's lawrence compared to him? he definitely means much more to me. no offence. so today, he came back for HER. not one bit for me. and someone had to tell me that for me to realise. but did he know i felt? i dont know. i still remember him telling me last year during one of the last days of my work, that he was beginning to see the change in me. i'd become an old-type arrogant jc student and i'd grow to become an evil backstabber if i carried on this way. he told me he didnt want to see me become an egoistic and hypocritical person. but let me tell you, i havent changed. to you, im still that same old huifang who will still be stupid enough to miss 3 162s and end up reaching home later than planned just to see you at the bus stop before i go home, the huifang who will be so obedient to let you do what you once did on that one fine day during break and led to me being a subject of gossip. the same huifang who'll stupidly wait for the one day you promised, knowing it will never come, the stupid huifang who felt emo at work all the time whenever she felt she was neglected by you just one bit. i still remember i got complained and you were told to talk to me about it, resulting in me being in tears even before you got half your words out. im still the same. but what happened to you? just because we had to leave for our studies? just because im good with them now and not so with ernita like what you planned for? you LEFT. you left me with someone whose department i so detested. i didnt have the courage to face her alone. i was taken to the roadshow again. i had no choice. eric may have trusted my experience. but in my mind it's still all about you. not even as an ex-colleague, much less as a friend, did you acknowledge. not even looked at me.
ernita said he msged her before he came, asking if i was working today. so what if you knew i was working today? you didnt even say hi. so what was the purpose?
it makes no difference whether i was there today.
such confessions. even huiting and ryan knew nothing about these thoughts going on in my head, things going on between us.
and before, i already felt horrid. i was listening to the recording of XLDHZ i had, and when i heard the ending it was really that kind of overwhelming feeling. the majestic clash of cymbals, timpanis, instruments, blah. it's really very majestic. yet a wee bit heart-wrenching such that i stoned. and then i recalled a few days ago, one person who said nyco is lucky to even get the gold in syf. PLEASE like that's so long ago an issue?! did you hear us that morning during our last pre-syf practice? you DIDNT. even people from ccas which we'd expect not to praise us actually said we're damn good lah can. and please dont say they dont know how to listen to co music. it was just that screwed time on stage. everyone was different. but i dont care no more. 2 years later, im going to hit that stage again, proud of what we'll be achieving cos we're keeping that gold at least. you never even had the chance to experience that proud moment in contrast to the fear and disappointment we felt when we left the stage. im proud of everyone of us. and yet again, before i go on stage 2 years later, i shall make my way to what i've been fighting for for the past 5 years. and im staying there. GO!
if you'd just notice, im posting all these cos i know you might read this, so im waiting for you to read this and come console me... oh well, and im still dreaming the endless dream.. he doesnt care...
alright maybe no one does.
i told of my glory at 11:57 pm
BOO! EH WAD THE FARK LAH??! HAS HE READ MY BLOG??! OMG. THE PERSON WHOM I'D LAST EXPECT TO COME TO MY BLOG TO READ MY POSTS OR EVEN READ THE TAGS ON CHUAN RU'S TAGBOARD. OH SHITTTTTTTT. :((( hurhur.
ok fine, today morning woke up to gossip le. lol. with the kookoo who's THAT kaypoh. lol. then went to VE. recruitment. then blah, went to SA with long jun. hurhur. i really felt like i was wasting long jun's time. but he really ZHAI sia. he managed to convince sx's mom with his ku3 rou4 ji4, drinking cal ion water with 8 drops of iodine inside. hurhur. :((( then after that went to meet heidi while he went back to VE le. went to ECP and attended the nyco bbq. i ate what i shouldnt. my throat's never gonna recover at this rate im going. ZZZ. then played cards and such and left at 10.30pm. we were the last to leave luh! zzz. lol. anyways, walked a longgggggggg way to take 55 and we had to wait damn long cos we happened to miss it. AHH. so simon, heidi and i were like practically ZZZ-ing on the bus luh. lol. oh wells, a day ended this way.
and now i come online, only to be greeted by this shock. according to statcounter, he did not come to my blog. but how do i know if he actually did! ARGH! =xxx
and, OT SESSION TMR!! :)))
you were dumb enough not to realise. or maybe you've just been avoiding it. =xxx HURHUR.
i told of my glory at 12:08 am
Tuesday, 27 November 2007
hello, do you know you look so adorable when you sing.. lalala.. today today lala..
i told of my glory at 10:15 am
BOO! OT session today. ahh. sian-ed at first cos i went at 10am. which is like earlier alr. then we stayed- felicia, eric, david, justin and patsy. hahhs. music blasted throughout the store as we worked our butts off. yea. lol. became a bonding session-alike. hahah! eric was talking about this whole end-of-yr having to cope with english dept stuffs- gst increase, another thing which i forgot, then now the adjusment of popular tn. hurhur. thanks alot that im at roadshow upstairs so i dont have to endure the drills of construction next month. hurhur. i feel so sad all of a sudden. the familiar pathway, the familiar backdoor, never the same again? :((( david suddenly talked abt marlie. cos he saw the book. lol! he's random. then 10 min later, talked about BIC pens cos he saw it behind him. LOL! he damn funny lah can. canot call me by name one. call me "cashier!". wtf. lol. when asking which slot was my card in, he asked "which storey u live at?" LOL. damn funny! in the end we left at 11 plus. more than 2 hours of OT sia. :))) WOOHOO! wednesday and thurs also bah, until friday when there's the handover. :((( i feel sad!! much as i disliked working at english due to the environment, i still feel for that place cos i once cleaned that area with joyce, rmbring when mr hoon came down for a spot check. OH WELL. :(((
and does my fate lie with mmed at tn??! WHY is this happening again hur. lol. IM THE ONE IN CONTROL!
and oh yea, smokers are back in my life again. hmm. OH WELL.
listening to that jj song playing downstairs for the whole day made me feel so nostalgic. hurhur. reminded me of the past, the past in the past, and the present. the contrast makes me feel so... horrible. does he really care no more. even as a friend? rmbring that one day when i was really that happy. despite what others said, hell, we didnt care. but i know it wont ever happen again. what about just some simple concern? im back without him, and really, the feeling of taking ur phone out every 5 min to see if he has msged or called you doesnt feel good. but i guess he's really busy at the moment. maybe after settling down... maybe...
"that's how much you're worth in that hour." i love that statement! it's so piercing yet so meaningful-like. LOL!
i told of my glory at 1:08 am
Sunday, 25 November 2007
BOO! today was a day of... croaking? no. more of growling. lol. cos of my voice lah. ARGH. a customer actually "huh"-ed me cos she couldnt understand me :((( oh well, on the bright side, our sales hit an amount higher than eric's yesterday. haha! girl power of ernita, felicia and me :))) heehee.
bought lots of stuff for the ve people cos i told them im able to get staff disc. lol. now my locker is stuffed with cyrus' chocs, the books i bought for them, and leaving only like half the space for my bag. haha!
i miss my beloved ones. till tuesday when i see them.
i told of my glory at 11:15 pm
BOO! today was a whole day spent at VE. AHH. first thing and me and chuan ru were late for meeting alr. LOL. anyways, i finally got a SA and a few more recruits. hope they stay on and we can work tgt to all rise to our car key which is already waiting for us :))) hehs.
oh well, ppl who didnt reply to my job offer, their loss of cos. haha! but well, im happy that's all matters. much as mr meng wee did smth to piss me off a little cos i said smth which kind of offended him, but aiya whatever! and anyways, those bloody recruits of CR are damn guailans can. make me so irritated that i just didnt do the b roll well. completed the whole thing in less than 5 min compared to the usual 10 min plus. WTF. so i went down and complained to jing hui and others, hoping to meet calvin on the way, cos he was going upstairs to do the PP, but oh well, no fate luh :((( AHHH. LOL! :)))
开始,只是欣赏. 但却已经慢慢的... 喜欢... 我就是不会清醒... 被迷惑,让我痴痴期待事情发生...
该发生的,终究会发生. 相反的,不会发生的,你怎么期待也不会有结果...
you were whom i thought would be the one i'd probably break the rule for. what a joke. it was just an obssession. and will still be.
and as an additional personal thought, being long jun's downline is definitely my luck, or what do you call that then? i never knew him before i joined this company and yet i land in red falcon, with the best upline one can ever ask for, and an upupline who scolds "fuck you" at least 5 times a day. they're such people who brighten up my boring work life now and never fail to make me laugh, irritate me, encourage me, help me cope with my downlines, blah blah. there's also ms lois who's always there to talk to me about coping with this job personally, jing hui to act cute with me and sa jiao with me (mind you, he's a guy), shahrin, saiful, chuan ru, such wonderful sidelines, and of cos calvin, definitely one that CR is trying to snatch away. like lol. much as though she has her cute mr. white. lol. anyway, they'll never read this but i really appreciate them alot :))) (ok on second thought, mr meng wee might end up reading this cos he knows my blog address but i dont really bother. lol.)
ahh that reminds me. i gotta do shopping at popular tmr for mr mw and my beloved upline MR long jun(woohoo so happy for him he finally got his promotion a few days ago)
i told of my glory at 12:10 am
Friday, 23 November 2007
BOO! ahh. today was a FARG boring day. zzz. posted to do cashiering at road show upstairs. THANKS LAH. slack. VERY. but tiring. omg can. stand there dont move will DIE ONE LAH. so i walked around, and around, repeating the same lines, repeating. BLAH BLEH BOO. *yawns. and dragged till so late. HAIIS. im sick and they still do this to me!! AHHH. wahahas. chatting with kelly, felicia and yu jun today when i got bored. lols. oh well, there were only 2 ppl upstairs at any one time luh so they sort of took turns. whereas i stayed. HURHUR. oh well.
morning we had a damn funny encounter which made me super malu. hehs. i scanned the temp pos login card, then dumped it back into the cash box. then i realised that i was unable to login~ AHH. so ernita came and helped me. so she tried to log in again. but WHERE WAS MY CARD??! felicia, ernita, eric and i COULDNT FIND IT. i emptied my cash box, we checked under the pos and screen, checked under the table and such. but NO CARD! AHHH. got ghost ahh. lol. so after like 5 minutes, someone spotted it at the side of my cashbox. it got STUCK there o.O not the first time already! BUT DAMN MALU LAH! they were all laughing at me. hurhur. =x
so today eric closed for me. think he's as gong as my this yr lah. cos my cash is exact but he said im short of 27 bucks o.O and that day's short of 10 bucks. NOT MY FAULT! LOL. ok lah, i put an extra 10 bucks in my float luh. thats why there was short 10 bucks in the settlement. haha. EXACT EXACT! THAT'S ME! WHOOOO!!!~ :)))
i told of my glory at 11:18 pm
Thursday, 22 November 2007
BOO! please, i hereby declare im sick. my day was filled with "hurh?" and "sorry sorry". i was in that unclear a state of mind. haiis. my whole body felt like it was on fire, my throat felt like there was a tennis ball stuck there and i felt like i was breathing fire. FEVER, SORE THROAT plus FLU. im so dead.
and i actually got praised by a customer today. she was having a pretty remarkable amount of qns about our product. then i just gladly answered her since she was the friendly kind and not the guailan kind, you know. so she asked if i was new here cos she'd never seen such a polite cashier with such a natural smile when facing a alot-of-questions customer. so well, pretty much flew. hahahs. and another customer said i look familiar. lol. and PLEASE! i helped sui loong do a refund today cos he was THAT unfamiliar and BLUR! LOL! damn cute lah him! LOL. but oh well, candy was having alot of problems again lah. wrong code and such. almost got sabo-ed by her again. lucky i was zai enough to tell her NO. lol! in the end she offended patsy. lol.
patsy closed for me today. EXACT! please tell me im a born talent. LOL! alright. my spirits lifted up a little, and now im down again. HAIIS.
i told of my glory at 11:02 pm
Wednesday, 21 November 2007
BOO! IM BACK FROM CHALET! ahhh. alright alright.
alright today first. went to company and im like so f dead lah can. PLEASE i felt like i really was dying. so drained and tired. HAIIS. and i spent like 200 msgs today. msging chuan ru, recruits and mr meng wee. AHHH. my throat hurt. CAL ION WATER. cold like ice. JACKET! but still, BOOHOO LAH. didnt go to the 7.30pm seminar cos mr MW reached just when it was about to start. so me and CR went downstairs and well, talked about what we ought to do luh. lol. and mr MW promised that if i help him hit his car incentive, he will fetch me home LAH! :))) oh well, cos GF lives just down the street. HAHA. what a great coincidence xD but imagine the convenience! AHA! but hurhur, now i gotta start to fight for position le. heehee. then ahh. my and CR gave people nicknames today! long jun=cute de, mr MW=gim mor de, that-familiar-looking guy=deja vu de, blah blah. haha! and omg. jing hui was being a gay today. lol. just to prove that calvin's a gay. but OH WELL, jing hui was damn cute lah! haha! we were fighting to say who was the cutest for the whole night. and at the same time for the whole night CR couldnt stop touching shahrin. LOL. hurhur. :))) and so mr MW concluded that his team has no one normal. cos LJ was SINGING today. HAHAHAHA that was the ultimate LOL-ness. xDDD hahahs.
and so the CHALET!! hahahs. first day i only went in the evening. cos had recruitment in the afternoon. lol. nicholas and clarence came to the chalet too. HEHEHE :))) OH WELLS. wahaha. excuse me im not a horny bitch thank you. LOL. but anyways, we played monopoly, followed by bridge. bridge was funny cos nicholas said smth WAHAHA. when asked what was the order of arrangement of pattern for cards, instead of saying hearts and such, he said
SPDF.
LOL! WE ALMOST DIED LAUGHING OUR HEARTS OUT LAH! NICHOLAS STUDY TOO MUCH CHEM LE!!!!!!
THEN at night we went to walk walk. hehhs. zijie, nic, clar, may, ming, law and me. 7 of us went to walk the jungle trail at 1am. and guess how long the trail took? 2 minutes!!! HAHAHA. cos we experienced a large pool of mud in the centre of the road and cobwebs at the beginning. LOL! but oh well! we then walked to the palawan beach towers. hoho! damn nice there lah! WAHAHAHA. climb up the 4 storeys to reach the top and it was very windy with a nice night view of the lights :))) HEES. everyone became emo! HAHA! then went to 711 buy food and went back to sleep at 3 plus, leaving nic zj and clar to play their mahjong. hahha. but it was a nice thing walking at night. much as though i did something wrong to disappoint my beloved manager :((( BOOOOOO. mood spoilt for a moment. oh wells, hahaha. then today morn we woke up and went to bathe, then went to eat. at around 10 plus, then we went to play volleyball. HAHA! OH MAN, that was when i started feeling feverish. boo. and so left with may and chris. came home to put my stuff down before leaving for office. hahhas. YAY.
I LOVE MY COMPANY! MY MANAGER! MY NEWLY-PROMOTED MANAGER! YAY!!! :)))
i told of my glory at 11:11 pm
Monday, 19 November 2007
BOO! today was a LALA-I-DONT-KNOW-HOW-TO-DESCRIBE day. =/
1. SERIOUSLY did multimedia stuff today (unlike last year that one day where i did what cyrus told me to)
2. did admin-like stuff for ernita for 3 plus hours and i fell asleep for 5 min in the office under the watchful eyes of sui loong and the dumbass clerk.
3. crapped with kelly during work and found out the humour of david.
4. faxed the wrong ic to mr meng wee and in the end had to borrow ernita's ic to fax to him. ultimate LOL-ness.
OH WELL. finally promoted (: WAHAHAH!
i told of my glory at 10:34 pm
Sunday, 18 November 2007
BOO. please, i totally spoilt my own mood today.
it's the first time im not happy he called me.
it's the first time im not happy he called me either.
i dont like this feeling somehow.
i know i've changed. more business-like when i talk, more serious. even when introduced to a new popular colleague, i hold out my right hand. wtf is this?! things become more down-to-earth i guess, and i start to realise many facts i used to miss out on on my myself. humans are very adaptable. but im overly. i guess.
it's getting on my nerves. i wasnt in the mood for the bbq after all.
even though ming kwang SUDDENLY appeared there and did a stunt which totally left me laughing like some crazy idiot.
i told of my glory at 11:22 pm
BOO!
officially proclaimed sick! ARGH. please my legs feel detached. how i wish i have a magnergy with me now. LOL! today went to school for co. because of an "important meeting" i told ernita i had to skip work today. but 2 cashiers called in sick! WAH. win alr. in the end i had to go back to help out due to only one cashier being in today. LOL! OKAY LO, CANOT GO FOR "IMPORTANT MEETING" LE LAH. but in the end the meeting was just about what long jun had alr taught me over the phone. YAY! :))) so i went to popular in my addidas sneakers. WTF. i can NEVER survive a day with them, let alone WORK. and what's worse is that im doing cashiering which means STANDING! (cos the stools were confiscated by our dear mr thomas) o.O OH WELL. and i got to know someone new! josephine! hahas. her son was an ex-nyjcian too! COOL! such a coincidence. :)))
SUPER SAD AND SCREWED THOUGH. SCREW THAT STUPID BITCH UPSIDE DOWN INSIDE OUT LAH. CANDY THAT BITCH WHO COULDNT STOP FLIRTING AND NOW LED ME TO HAVING A SHORT OF 300 PLUS BUCKS DUE TO HER SMART-NESS TELLING ME TO DO A BLOODY REFUND FOR HER iKnow product. damn it. caused eric, david and patsy a gr8 headache lah can. and they had to stay so late just to settle ME. :((( but candy ah, thanks alot sia. super sad. cos first time in 3 years i make such a huge mistake at work. esp if an "old bird" makes a major mistake like this- totally unforgivable! :((( WTF LAH. her misleading instructions. oh well. =x luckily they settled it somehow :))) i think david must be very afraid of such an assistant like me. first time cashier this yr jiu screwed like hell. haiis. and oh well, definitely record-breaking. SHORT OF $10.45 TODAY.
oh well, thanks eric. cos he paid it for me. though he thinks i dont know. lol :)))
but still, things feel different... if feels so... insecure...
i told of my glory at 1:15 am
Friday, 16 November 2007
BOO!
today was first day back at popular. ehhs. i think the ppl there are nice. hhahas. the stupid photocopy machine dont like me, ran out of ppr. then sui loong helped me find ppr. lol. to the extent of cutting the A3 size ppr up into halves. LOL :)))then karen, kelly, etc etc. new friends lo. hahahs. the cashiers at c1 and c4 were horribly blur today. TOO MANY PROMOTIONS LAH. kookoo bert. o.O super pengs also lah. then today first day back, tio guai-lan-ed by customer, get scratched/cut 3 times by items. and alamak, take this:
my card is at slot no. 13, and my locker is no. 13. LOL! NO. 13 LAH! xD
but eeeee. im using cyrus' locker luh.
it seems an unfamiliar place with you no longer there...
i told of my glory at 10:56 pm
Thursday, 15 November 2007
BOO! today was a nice day at office again. hahahs. jess came and joined :))) YAY. hehs. oh well, simon was being totally GAYish and jing hui too. but pretty funny yea. and poor long jun and mr meng wee got into the picture too xD hahas. OH WELL. that's the fun i see evryday. but arghs. cant go to office tmr and saturday. 2 more recruitments on sunday! one group of 4 and one more person. hope all get in yea, then WOOHOO! ME HERE I COME!! xD
ONE DEAL ONLY! GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
AL SIAN. im so gonna miss the talk-cock-ing times for 2 days! ARGH.
i told of my glory at 11:44 pm
BOO! oh wells, teck huat came down to my company today. HAHA. simply HAHA. cos mr meng wee really shoot him until he BWG SIA! LOL! REALLY ROTFLMAO LAHHHH. xD and whats funnier is that i asked him later if he felt tt mr MW was being pretty harsh and he said he dont really think so! OH MAN! am i evil or what. lol. but really funny luh. cos after that i was talking with mr MW and chuan ru. and mr MW did mention smth about it. LOL!
ever seen a cow and a pig in a very-suggestive-and-leads-to-wrong-thinking position?
i saw it today. OK SILVER COLOURED FIGURINES LAH OK. all thanks to that mr MW. but still, LOL!
today really funny lah! AIYAH! lol! :)))
i told of my glory at 1:05 am
Monday, 12 November 2007
BOO!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qTHp489rP8
AHHHHH. the ending. OH MAN!! zai shui yi fang!!
today was a nice day :))) im always happy when im with them :)))
i told of my glory at 9:59 pm
Sunday, 11 November 2007
BOO!
finally pierced my ears today! AHHH! LOL.
TMR TMR TMR!! LALALA :)))
yay tmr im gg to office le! YAY!
BOO!
i told of my glory at 11:13 pm
BOO! after thinking it through, plus countless msgs and phone calls, i have decided. lets just clash head on.
I WONT GIVE UP!
I HAVE TO DO WHAT I OUGHT TO.
I WONT GIVE UP.
for the first time in my life, im gonna totally defy my parents.
OH NO. WHYYYY.
i wonder what got into me. but those who cares' assurance that everything will be ok and the strong belief in me does the magic :)))
dont tell me it's a scam. dont tell me it's a money-sucking WHATEVER.
because they're the reason why i even joined. and the belief. and the fun :)))
the most common used word there- FUCK.
LOL! :)))
i told of my glory at 3:08 am
Saturday, 10 November 2007
BOO!
today was a nice day with a horrible ending. i spent a day at office crapping with mr mw and lj. :))) talking and crapping after serious business. xDDD they're such nice and friendly people. a horrible ending today might end our friendship. OH MAN =x
they've taught me too much within these 3 days.
and that office of pretties and handsomes :))) whoo! (tempted to come take a look?)
now im in trouble with my parents.
i cant go back to office, and i cant go to carlton tmr. :(((
but still, im really greatful towards you.
i really cant seem to thank you enough. :)))
it's not your fault at all. you've helped me alot already :)))
much as my parents dont accept, i hope they will someday.
i told of my glory at 10:53 pm
Thursday, 8 November 2007
BOO!
today is my lucky day:
1. research plus- met quota and even exceeded, just within 3 hours.
2. and today, VE :)))
OH YEA MAN!! o811o7 this nice day woohoo!! ahhh tmr's gonna be a busy day xD
i told of my glory at 11:21 pm
Wednesday, 7 November 2007
BOO! alright my laptop is dead and hospitalised at hp centre. using ths desktop will drive my crazy cos this sucks big time yea =x
past few days of indulgence in finer food and entertainment have led to me spending a totally shocking amount just within a week =x ZZZ. oh well.
vienna buffet, nydc, birthday celebration blah blah. guess this happens once in a while. :))) and i guess the possibility of me going back to my "comfort zone" is almost zero. the surveyor job, banquet etc. chionging like some idiot ytd with linda with flyers. dumb job. zoom zoom though. hahas. fun :)))
and i've been feeling a wee bit weird somehow. recently. these few days. somehow i begin to rethink my actions this year. well, some. and i realise how wrong some small action can end up with me feeling nowhere at all. i've lost both sides of this and lost too much. maybe i havent lost much but it matters too much? HMM. i dont know but im still loving those around me now :)))
i told of my glory at 12:11 am