Tuesday, 31 March 2009
KNNBCCB.
I(Whateverthing) diamond club sounds like another sunshine empire.
*PURPOSELY dont mention the full name to avoid any problems*
theyre aggressively recruting people to expand their membership now. lol.
but investing money in a MEMBERSHIP whereby you'll get returns via referrals (get people to buy the membership same like you). getting online points to exchange for stuff blah blah blah.
and through facebook, i have found out that an ex-sunshine empire guy whom i knew back then has changed his profile details to have this I(WHATeverthing) diamond club mentioned.
so can some smart person come and enlighten me on the link between these 2 companies? one has already been proven a scam, came back as EmMax, how about the other?
fuckers.
seriously, they spoil the SG mlm market.
FUCK YOU LOSERS.
i love venture era beyond words. im not stupid. i see logic and i talk logic.
i told of my glory at 11:26 pm
had mr longjun BM group meetup this morning. with jintian and xinyi. think it was pretty cool hahas. gathering in the morning before activities start, to talk about now, the past month, and whats gonna happen next month, and of cos, a little bit of crap here and there :D
then went to do our own stuff,
and had a chat with mr steven again today.
i super love chats/ coffee sessions with mr steven because each time is always something new :D
he taught me quite alot again today. like higher-level of commonly-faced questions and what we need to fulfil in a business. lol. (:
and with regards to another issue,
like mr steven said,
only with love then only can hatred be born.
thats how people make mistakes, when their judgement is clouded by their feelings.
"backstabbing your own downline by telling you boyfriend that she's fucking gossipy but yet did not show results (means never help you increase your paycheck lah, so you not happy!)"
this is what someone blogged about.
the downline in name is referring to me, in reference to someone i respect, that she told her boyf that about me.
OH WELL, i have a big big heart :D
forget the past and move on, thats what winston told me also.
in ve, we meet people from all walks of life,
different kinds of people,
and get different kinds of treatment from different people.
what matters is, we have close ones whom we trust.
even if it's just one or two, it's enough (:
thats the real world man.
and mr steven also digressed quite abit. lol. what shen2 diao1 xia2 nv3 issue?! -.-
i was like harrrr? his higher level of language sio.
until he mentioned the name of the other person involved. wth.
and he says my face turned red.
oh well, i guess what miss L said is true, that they'll harp on such issues till theyre happy one.
AIYOH.
but i think is damn funny also lah.
i dont even know where are the links LOL.
and somehow or other, i seem to notice abit that he seems to know something about something i never told him or anyone about yet.
scary.
:/
i think this song is cool.
to a large extent (:
i used to be your girlfriend and i know i did it well
oh yes, you know it's true
you'd call me cinderella
all you had to do was yell
and i'd be there for you
here i am
so try to forgive me
i don't believe in fairy tales
here we are with nothing but honesty
i've had enough
i'm sorry for running away like this
and i'm sorry i've already made my wish
ah, but cinderella's got to go
from time to time i'd try to tell just what was on my mind.
you'd tell me "not today."
"come back, do that."
"where's cinderella at?"
was all you had to say
here i am
so try to forgive me
i don't believe in fairy tales
here we are with nothing but honesty
i've had enough
i'm sorry for running away like this
and i'm sorry i've already made my wish
ah, but cinderella's got to go
i'm sorry just trying to live my life
don't worry, you're gonna be alright
but cinderella's got to go
i used to say i want you
you cast me in your spell
i did everything you wanted me to
but now i shall break free from all your lies
i won't be blind you see
my love, it can't be sacrificed
i'm so sorry
i've already made up my mind
i won't return to thee
i'm sorry to say, i'm running away now
don't worry, you will be all right
i'm running away, i've made up my mind now
you're gonna have to let me go
i told of my glory at 10:15 pm
Monday, 30 March 2009
today alot of things happened.
some leave me speechless,
some leave me desiring for more..
but things that are good dont last.. and things dont go the way you want them to, at times..
first issue which left me speechless,
i dont understand why some particular people like to blog and complain about others about matters that have passed, matters that are so so so long ago.
come on, move on will you?
and why mention me on her blog? (even only in passing)
in the first place, i did not spread that news back then, and only stupid people wouldve believed it. someone else spread it. but i was made to take the blame, all right i keep quiet because im just a lowly marketing executive in comparison to those involved in the news. but whats worse is, she has to create higher awareness about me GOSSIPING because the matter concerns the guy SHE IS INTERESTED IN and his girlf.
why bring up that matter which caused so much discomfort to many?
so why do i say MOVE ON,
because she is currently HAPPILY attached,
and she has left the company since half a year ago.
so why harp on something that didnt concern you?
she flamed not only my leader, but also people who trusted her and helped her.
but come on, those who totally respected her are also gone like her.
that still leaves me boiling with anger, cos i was left in shit due to people like that.
because it's people like her who make the company have shit name.
a car achiever filed a police report and she edited that post in name.
gave the leaders horrible nicknames.
if she's so persistent that she's correct, why do that? she couldve argued her way out through logic.
but she flamed not only individuals, but also the company, the general crowd involved, and really, i find that totally disappointing, cos i recall those people whom told me they looked up to her.
though she was just an ME, some people addressed her as "MISS" (which is a treatment that only managers in VE get) and now she does this kind of things which totally is a GREAT TURN OFF.
this is the biggest joke id ever heard that wouldnt even make me laugh one bit.
but serves her right anyway.
i hope she gets her just desserts for flaming so many people on her blog.
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upline talked to me about alot of issues today.
most of it actually seemed to make sense.
and i realise,
as networkers, we have to see things from a different perspective. we learn how to.
thats how we're different; thats what makes us different from Brunos (inside joke)
it's not that we see things in a +ve light, we think in an impossibly +ve way, NO.
but we see things in an alternative point of view. human nature is such that we have -ve thoughts.
one common example: big discount? definitely something wrong with it.
get what i mean?
networkers will think, there must be a reason behind it. yay man. thats why i love being a networker.
i will cultivate this habit in myself to become a better person, a better leader.
miss huifang manager group is waiting to explode in strength.
when we do, you'll see me soar high.
i'll see you at the top.
my pocket leaders are there waiting for me already.
theyre waiting for me to guide them to soar with myself.
and i have yet to prove myself worthy of this manager title.
i will show you what is my strength,
i will show you what is fighting for you.
though april is going to be a very very tough month for me,
probably tougher than all other months ive been through,
but i believe my girls will give me the support i need.
i have committed myself to fight for your car.
but im still learning how to.
i think ive earned enough time.
it's time to put it all into practice.
april is our month.
i swear it's gonna be our month.
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你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻
你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想象中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞
你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想象中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口
嗬~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受
呜~~
你没想象中爱我
bit disappointing. but you know me too well...
to understand what i want.
i told of my glory at 10:06 pm
Sunday, 29 March 2009
something interesting from yesterday night :D
[11:45:44 PM] huifang says: i wanna eat stingy from msia
[11:45:45 PM] huifang says: hahah
[11:45:46 PM] huifang says: stingyyy
[11:45:47 PM] Winston says: haha
[11:45:50 PM] Winston says: :D
[11:45:51 PM] Winston says: when i get my license
[11:45:54 PM] Winston says: promise
[11:46:47 PM] huifang says: wa okay you say you promise hor
[11:46:52 PM] huifang says: i will remember one okay ;D
[11:46:58 PM] Winston says: wo sho dao hui zhuo dao
i dont care how many people you promise lah okay.
remember this one can alr. LOL :D
and weekends at home are BORING. omgwtf.
then being scared out by stupid thunder at home cos it was raining heavily the whole day.
OH WELL,
*edited at 12.26am
stupid winston dont want to tell me EXACTLY what's that BIG secret lo.
annoying pig.
now he's playing stunt no. 7.
i alr told him about the bracelet though. lol.
but the bracelet suddenly feels like nthg compared to that...
big secret? :/
annoying piggggg! ):
oh scary :/
i told of my glory at 11:00 pm
Saturday, 28 March 2009
i got a really really pleasant surprise when i came online.
this leader whom i havent talked to for some time already, talked to me.
i miss this leader's guidance.
miss having great meals with her and miss having fun at nights out with her.
and this is what she told me today after i told her of all that has happened..
"anyway, no matter wad happen, fight hard in VE.. dun let anything or anyone affect u
what i think is.. "just do whats is right"
girl.. i understand how u feel
i've been through that, though i cant tell u exactly the whole thing.. but i think the bottom line is follow what is right.
no one is perfect..
people make mistakes."
she knows me well, really well.
she was my pillar of strength when i was at my weakest.
probably the only other person in ve who knows me inside out, understands me, and knows how i think besides winston. oh well.
i'll do what's right,
and produce my sought-after results.
whether you trust me or not,
it's up to you.
i trust myself.
and i know my girls will trust me.
im not a manager for nothing.
do you?
i told of my glory at 10:03 pm
Friday, 27 March 2009
yesterday, friend asked me "youre scared is it?"
i asked what makes you think so?
and friend said "cos youre following behind very closely, and youre very quiet.."
thats one example of how i can feel comfortable around some particular people..
and i dont know, some things dont have to be explained.
but why is it that for some other people, i can be with them for so long, so so long, and yet they dont understand me at all?
from today onwards,
im no longer that submissive, always-giving-in-to-you person you always think i am.
today was probably the last straw to keep me stupidly believing in a day that you'll learn understand me.
you can understand all my guys so well.
you really do so well.
every single move they make, every single thought in their mind,
you seem to know them so very well.
but did you ever try,
have you ever put in ANY effort to try to understand me?
if to you, talking crap with me is a way to show you care,
im sorry,
youre wrong.
what pains me is that you dont ever try.
when i start to trust you and let down my guard down against you,
you dont even attempt to take this situation to make me trust you more,
let me feel that as someone following you, im valued.
that im being treated as a friend,
not a mere colleague.
how many times have you shown me concern?
how many times have you accused me of doing something i never did?
how many countless times have you
how many times have i felt so wronged, so disappointed, that i just wanted to run away and never come back,
how many times others had to offer a shoulder to lean on,
how many times people had to comfort me,
had to stand up for me,
had to argue for me,
had to protect me,
because of you..
and they had to keep quiet and put up with your attitude.
because i always protected you against their verbal abuse,
but how many countless times already..
to the end,
i can still only follow one "him"..
recently i asked friend, "who can i trust in ve.."
apparently, it's tough to find someone whom i can trust unconditionally..
but im glad im still fortunate,
to have found at least one
and to think xianqing used to jokingly say "find boyf can find from outside, find husband must find in ve!"
it's so scary sometimes.
当你握紧我的手
我决定和你走
经历再多的挫折
也绝对不退缩
当河流都倒流
我还在你左右
一直陪伴你到时间的尽头
就算有一天
天和地都会分离
也永远不离也不弃
要和你在一起
呜~~~~~~~~~~~~
为了你 我可以
因为爱你我只能爱你
生命荡涤轮回里
你是唯一不忘的记忆
真正的爱过
才算真正的活过
爱你 从此绝不会放手
不曾褪色的承诺
比永久还要久
痛过哭过也恨过
从未想放弃过
莫问我要理由
爱就是我所有
今生来世你是不变的守候
就算全世界
都要来与你为敌
也还要紧紧抱着你
泪不会掉一滴
呜~~~~~~~~~~~~
为了你 我可以
因为爱你我只能爱你
只要为你我愿意
牺牲一切都不觉可惜
真正的爱过
才算真正的活过
爱你 从此再无他所求
i told of my glory at 11:31 pm
super tired.
still having to face some childish bastard's crap.
dont assume; assumptions kill.
dont point finger at others; the other four fingers are pointing back at you.
missed out on a whole night worth of sleep.
and i saw a side of my friends which i never knew existed :D
tiring, but fun. (:
blog more tonight when im back from office.
i told of my glory at 2:04 pm
Wednesday, 25 March 2009
more recruitments tmrw.
more results to be produced.
C'MON MAN ;D
fighting for cruise or not,
i still want my pv, my lv, and my fat paycheque!
press on for the last few days of this month!
i told of my glory at 10:37 pm
Tuesday, 24 March 2009
the appointment i was attached to today turned out good :D
i almost closed a calstar.
prospect was very sincere and asked relevant questions (:
though i was stumped by some, but i tried my best.
and i believe agent xinyi was doing really well too :D
closed cartons of water only cos prospect was worried that his wife might not like the mineral water taste. but well, i feel that this calstar CAN COME IN ONE! :D soon..
super love pleasant experiences. hahs.
and xinyi said my presentation today was very very different from yesterday too, and that today's was so much better! :D
but flow was still kinda weird. haha!
never mind lah huh! i'll work hard at finding my own style :D
to think that today i was telling upline i dont wanna go for the appointment cos of unpleasant experience yesterday :/
but i realised, xinyi didnt know that she had to do a proper bridging and help me to take out the stuff from the sales kit, so well, today she learnt! i guess cos mr longjun told her to :D
but anyways, i was really honest with xinyi lah.
"i never close calstar before."
LOL. come to think of it, very -ve. HAHA. biggest product i closed was just a single MT. HAHA. i damn -ve okay. but i know that i did well today lah nevertheless.
i was telling xinyi too. im really positive today.
cos before i left for appointment, jintian, eunice, mr mengwee and upline were at the bus stop with us. mr mengwee shook my hand, wished me luck :D
it's been long since that happened.
upline told me, "just go and whack! MUST DARE TO WHACK! DONT BE SCARED!"
jintian and eunice were there with us at the bus stop and that was a great encouragement already.
next time, when it's your turn to have your girls sending you off for appointment, you'll get what i mean :D
the whole team is there rooting for us :D
falcon may be small, but this kind of simple encouragements and the feeling of togetherness brings us closer together and work better together.
and seriously, im more motivated cos of such simple actions of concern.
this is the reason why i love falcon though we're not as strong as others. YET.
recorded song with winston today :D
aahahahahah. WALAO.
i really suck at singing. RAWR.
my voice sounded whineyyyy. and i always zao xia at the first word where i come it. HAHA. oh well.
but darren was sounding worse lah k. HAHA. xDDD
TMRW FIGHT!
basket sia they write my name on the wall fighting for cruise. zzz. i havent pass upline money yet. OH WELL, see how things go lah huh.
i told of my glory at 10:22 pm
Monday, 23 March 2009
today started off with an appointment at nyp. lol.
didnt go too well,
didnt go as well as i expected,
but never mind.
at least, i attached an appointment.
HAHA.
office was really screwed today lah, only managed to fix two activities tmrw. YAWNS.
and anyways, i think today was really boring at office. :/
didnt go for slideshow cos i was feeling slightly feverish.
i think the weather is kinda getting into me.
and i was busy editing my blog stuff luh :D
damn cool, add in the "lv memorials" column HAHA.
is cool alright!
WA TMRW WANT RECORD SONG LEH :D
and eunice,
IM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU TMRW!! ^^
cos we share the same... bad habit i call it. HAHA.
and jintian,
SLEEP WELL TONIGHT! I'LL SHARE WITH YOU MY STORY TMRW OKAYYY ;D
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm
some interesting stuff i learnt yesterday (:
*disclaimer: this is not to influence anyone to purchase any water enhancer systems through me, but this is interesting. just read on* (:
WHO has stated that SG's water is ranked the 6th cleanest in the world. fact? yes.
but this is in fact, only applicable at the point where the water is being released from the water reservoir (or rather, known as the point where the water is being released after being processed). once the water leaves that point, WHO is no longer held responsible for the standard of our water. this is stated in fine print in the legal documents itself.
therefore, in my opinion, you cannot argue the fact that our water is ranked the 6th cleanest in the world so you do not need a water filtration/ purification/ enhancer system. because in my opinion, this DOES NOT STAND.
im sure everyone does know that water is tranferred through pipes, stored in the water tank, then sent to our house. the accumulation of bacteria, fungi, moss, germs etc in the inbetween processes is BEYOND IMAGINATION. that is why the government adds chlorine into our water before releasing it to the public. addition of chlorine is NOT to SOLELY kill germs, bacteria, or whatsoever like how many people assume. but in addition, it is to prevent the growth of harmful micro-organisms when the water is being tranferred to places of usage. so you can assume how much chlorine they actually add. but good news is, chlorine evaporates. so probably if you stay at an apartment far from the water tank, the chlorine may all have evaporated and youre drinking water thats relatively healthier than those who live near the water tanks. but come on, youre still drinking heavily-processed-through-chemicals water.
therefore, drinking tap water without any processing is harmful to our health because there may still be traces of chlorine which are not evaporated. and in fact, the water we're drinking everyday is so heavily processed with chemicals.
EEEEW.
seriously, come to think of it, im quite -ve of SG's water as time passes. though true enough, people still stay alive and well based on drinking SG's tap water, but i think im gonna live on calwater instead. i wanna be MORE healthy. HAHA :D
i told of my glory at 12:33 pm
i, winston tang, 107887, will not anyhow go club n hong zabor.
he told me this on skype. hahas.
what an interesting friend :D
i told of my glory at 1:04 am
Sunday, 22 March 2009
i want my new specs. zzz.
i saw a pair of bonia specs.
chio.
but i want something better leh.
so i KIV first. by this coming week i'll have my new specs made.
quite ex eh, but dad says he'll pay. so i'll just choose what i think is chio :D
HAHA.
oh yea, to sum up my boring day,
i want to go tailormake shirts. SOON. cos i saw CK wearing the combination i want to make! AHH, he's the only one ive seen with that chio combination!
yawns ):
i want an electric guitarrrr.
SOMETHING JUST HAPPENED.
rmbr ystd i copied this
[10:27:42 PM] Winston says: ass
[10:27:42 PM] hf says: ass
TODAY AGAIN AH,
[11:13:49 PM] hf says: solid
[11:13:49 PM] Winston says: solid
nooo, i never copy him. he also nvr copy me. just happened.
HAHA.
i told of my glory at 11:10 pm
three issues to add on:
1. go read winston's blog at http://handsomepig.livejournal.com and read his latest entry. that pig decided to copy some of my copyrighted stuff lo. ass. hahas.
2. 18th feb 2008 seems so long ago. but reading those posts from the past was like super interesting and hilarious luh. hahas.
3. i came across this song's lyrics in some part of my blog;
baby I don't want to waste another day
keeping it inside it's killing me
cause all i ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
im wishing i could find the words to say
baby i would tell you every time you leave
im inconsolable
damn cool shitsxz :D
i told of my glory at 1:08 am
Saturday, 21 March 2009
YAY HUIFANG IS A HAPPY GIRL TODAY :D
cos i finally got my atm card replaced with the GO! card which is super chio compared to my previous atm card (which i dont know how come some part of the magnetic strip somehow got chipped off).
and another new card will be mailed to me in 2 weeks :D
HAHA.
bluffed my dad that it's a visa card im applying for and he totally freaked out and my mom was laughing like mad. lol.
anyways, something funny just happened online.
[10:27:42 PM] Winston says: ass
[10:27:42 PM] hf says: ass
same time same word. LOL.
cos he was creating noise pollution online and i hung up on him. HAHA.
grouping tmrw, followed by movie with the ex-colleagues. oh well. :D
ever wonder how it feels liek to lose an empire?
I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sweep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead!
Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you know there was never,
never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever wanna be king?
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
(Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohhh)
Hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
i told of my glory at 10:24 pm
Friday, 20 March 2009
today was a really really great day.
yes, with lots of laughters (:
my girls are REALLY interesting. yea, with all that talk about shaving leg hair, whether guys having chest hair is man or not, someone's boyf being weird, gossiping about this and that and everything under the sun. HAHA.
benefit of building a "E2 MEI2 PAI4" organisation as upline calls it :D
left office pretty early today.
results null,
but efforts there.
we're all still learning.
and we'll all learn together (:
yesterday was history already. :D
i told of my glory at 10:35 pm
wow, really wasnt in the best of moods ystd night. but waking up at 7am in the morning and going for a run to release all that negative thoughts and receiving negative ions from my surroundings is great ;D
anyways, the jamming ystd was pretty funny. probably those who know me from my first year in ny would think im a drummer. haha. but i ended up singing and playing guitar. shucks sio. i zao xia super alot. HAHA.
see, i cannot possibly be the lead vocalist one!
on the way to the studio we had to walk a (to me is) super long way ): haha. ends up winston and i were singing along the way HAHA. hilarious. cos we walked past quite a couple of people. :/
anyways, we tried out two songs- swing swing and company theme song. shak was some chiong-ass hahah cos he's the drummer he kept rushing the tempo and ends up our "we will get there" became some rock song though when we started singing the tempo was relatively OKAY. LOL. but it was pretty FUN singing the company theme song at the jamming studio haha!
i think myron felt pretty neglected though. HAHA. COS CANNOT HEAR HIS KEYBOARD ONEEEE. we recorded our swing swing and company theme song to see how it soudned like. (thats how i know i zao xia, cos i cannot really judge when singing w winsotn -.-) and well, i think swing swing sounded..... i dont know. HAHA. my solo still CMI. must practice. and i only heard drums and minimal singing. LOL.
oh yea, there was this part where I DONT KNOW WHY suddenly winston was singing everyday in the studio, so of cos i sang along cos it's a duet, and shak actually drummed to that. HAHA. i thought he and myron were negative of HSM songs? LOL.
and i dont know why mr mengwee keeps drum sticks in his bag. HE'S A DRUMMER MEH?! really super cannot believe my car achiever is musically-inclined HAHA.
but anyways, I WANT A BAND NAME! HAHA :D
off to eat my ham breakfast. hehe (:
true friends really are there for me, be it in good or bad times.
i told of my glory at 11:00 am
Thursday, 19 March 2009
today was a SPLENDID day.
(painful while i type this)
my girls are fighting.
and i will fight with them.
jamming session today with winston, myron and shak.
went well.
was great.
definitely waiting for the next chance to jam with them again.
came home to hell though.
in future, stop saying that huifang is the only child so she's a pampered and spoilt kid.
no one else has to know what happened today besides the person i told.
it's just my own issue.
i will do well in poly.
i will HAVE to do well.
i need to meet her. cos i need to talk to her..
i told of my glory at 11:56 pm
Wednesday, 18 March 2009
upline not being around is tiring.
i have to take over.
now i know how it feels like to be a leader for a day.
everything also 'bao ga liao' one.
no wonder upline told me that day, that having to keep reminding me is tiring..
so today, my day went liek this- BUSY. bold indicate what i did.
reached at 11.15am for grouping (late but still early cos it started at 12pm)
but mr steven called me and asked to meet me at cafe.
so had a chat with mr steven from 12-around 1pm.
then mr mengwee interrupted cos he needed help for a product presentation for 1pm recruit (his and mr jem's). ended up i brole and i told winston to do pp.
after that, arranged for coffee for xinyi, (all the lady leaders werent free, ended up so in a mess argh)
took 3pm recruitment till 3.30pm before all were settled in seminar hall,
went down to look for eunice and xinyi only to find that they were out having lunch when i was feeling so damn hungry without time to eat lunch today. (ZZZ!~)
waited for them to come back, (TAKE A BREATHERRRR!)
when they came back, too bad. didnt get to talk to them much,
went up again to settle recruitment coffee (thanks darren for helping me)
and even before i could BREATHE again,
mr mengwee told me to do a recruitment for him! (WHY always at weird times)
turns out it was a waste of my effort cos the girl IS an agent under mr hong boon.
think she's abit stupid also. as in really stupid. she cant tell me she came VE before meh? made me talk talk talk then until lucky mr qinshi saw and stepped in and told me, then i called mr hong boon and verified it, otherwise id really waste more of my time.
left at 6 plus, went down to amk hub to catch 7.20pm show COMING SOON (:
think it's really kinda scaryyyy. haha. stupid ghost at the end that suddenly popped out when we thought it'd ended. SCARED ME TO TEARS OKAY! whole movie i was probably jsut shrieking or screaming but the last part was O.O totally. zzz.
but it's a nice show lah.
think i scared the person next to me by being scared. ;D
HEHE.
TIRED SEH.
i kind of miss upline's presence in office. lol!
though when he's around, i feel restricted,
but when he isnt around,
I FEEL LOST. LOL.
lucky theres mr steven to encourage me.
and mr mengwee who pops out at odd timings today due to him going out for appointments today hahas.
i told of my glory at 10:57 pm
my dearest executive damn cute sio.
i was trying to get her to come for 11am grouping tmrw.
Kneez! says:
can i please dont come that early!
Kneez! says:
please please please ):
Kneez! says:
I BEG YOU
Kneez! says:
I CAN WEBCAM WITH YOU AND SHOW YOU IM ON MY KNEES
HUIFANG a feeling like no other. says:
><
HUIFANG a feeling like no other. says:
okay laaaa
HUIFANG a feeling like no other. says:
lazy pigggg
HUIFANG a feeling like no other. says:
haha
Kneez! says:
YAY
HUIFANG a feeling like no other. says:
you come b4 2pm can liao
HUIFANG a feeling like no other. says:
haha
Kneez! says:
OKAY (:
Kneez! says:
YAY LOVE YOU
Kneez! says:
MUACKZXZ
Kneez! says:
HAHAHAHHA
Kneez! says:
<3
Kneez! says:
GIVE YOU HUG
Kneez! says:
why dont you want!
Kneez! says:
my hug is love
Kneez! says:
your love is pouring for me like the rain
Kneez! says:
hahahhaa
i told of my glory at 12:54 am
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
day was relatively alright.
both me and eunice woke up late and left upline waiting alone in office :/
heh.
she was an hour late, and i was close to 2 hours late.
LOL :D
wanted to go do survey in the late afternoon,
but activities dragged and by the time i reached town, it was 7pm -.-
went to watch the bloody valentine 3d.
it's seriously DAMN stupid a story lah.
it's horrific only when people jump out of nowhere and gives me a shock lol o.O
and the storyline was totally disappointing cos the ending was more or less same as "hide & seek" which id watched with heidi before. YAWNs.
I WANT TO WATCH COMING SOON!
sounds damn scary lah! LOL.
i will be on time for grouping at 11am tmrw!
sometimes youre so DUMB that youre beyond HOPE, beyond SALVAGE.
is there really no room for improvement whatsoever?
i told of my glory at 11:39 pm
someone got admitted to director's list AGAIN eh! ;D
I ALSO WANT!
me is the soon-to-be okayyy :D
im worried that i may follow darren's plans though.
i dont want that to happen.
but i want to get good grades in poly.
i've screwed up jc. i cant screw up AGAIN.
I WILL WORK HARD IN POLY.
not empty commitment.
i also want to be on director's list okay.
AT LEAST ONCE CAN?!!!!
let me have something to hao lian in this life ):
i told of my glory at 1:38 am
Sunday, 15 March 2009
boring day today.
tmrw is a new day to fight on.
for my girls,
for my upline's car,
for my legacy.
dont know why im so sensitive towards some issues.
fuck.
really is jialat till must scold FUCK one okay.
i told of my glory at 11:56 pm
Saturday, 14 March 2009
I SUPER <3 MY BLOGSKINNN :D
it's a boring day when im too free.
but then again,
i want to nuah at home with no worries,
no care,
doing my own stuff.
go to the beach,
sit there,
think through recent happenings,
reflect on myself,
think about my future. (:
was at office and zhengting said he wanted to go IT fair, asked if i wanted to go too.
nah.
i wanna go for the next IT fair and buy a new laptop for myself (:
waaa, so many things i wanna get (for myself).
1. my own guitar ;D
2. new handphone (:
3. new laptop
4. pearl ion lotion (i know this is very LOL)
5. the best birthday present for the best person (:
time is a problem, studies is another.
my spending habits is the biggest problem.
ahha.
i told myself and told one good sis of mine,
we wanna buy branded stuff, dont buy small. buy big.
dont buy bonia or agnes b now.
buy LV when we hit even higher position :D
impact okayyy ;D
from top to toe all change i tell you..
this song is kinda growing on me -.-
once in a lifetime
means there’s no second chance
so i believe than you and me
should grab it while we can
make it last forever
and never give it back
it’s our turn, and i’m loving’ where we’re at
because this moment’s really all we have
everyday of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
gonna run
while we’re young and keep the faith
everyday from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
take my hand,
together we will celebrate, celebrate.
oh, ev’ryday.
they say that you should follow
and chase down what you dream,
but if you get lost and lose yourself
what does is really mean?
no matter where we’re going,
it starts from where we are.
there’s more to life when we listen to our hearts
and because of you, i’ve got the strength to start
yeah, yeah, yeah!
everyday of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
gonna run
while we’re young and keep the faith
everyday from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
take my hand,
together we will celebrate, celebrate.
oh, ev’ryday.
we’re taking it back,
we’re doing it here
together!
it’s better like that,
and stronger now
than ever!
we’re not gonna lose.
‘cause we get to choose.
that’s how it’s gonna be.
i told of my glory at 10:05 pm
THANK YOU WINSTON (:
for this chio chio atas-pattern blogskin! ;D
after spending 4 hours on it and staying up till 4am for this.
THANK YOUUUUUU :D
i told of my glory at 12:25 pm
HEHEHE ;D
just came home!
today was a really nice day i guess (: had a new girl join me.
im still trying to gain back my momentum. office felt KIND OF boring though.
lucky there was darren, then myron and shak to do calling with/ entertain me. heh.
gahhhh. didnt get to go for the night MEs and above training on fundamentals :/ oh well.
cos i left office early to head back to nyjc for THE ONE :D
missed reg's and jiaying's show on stage ): reached a wee bit too late. gahh.
poor reg was singing with a sick throat. :/
but anyways, i think this year's THE ONE kind of loses out to last year's.
yinxue (last year's THE ONE) went on stage to sing impromptu and in did superrrrr well!
beat those others hands down man! :/
i super miss nyjc ): i super miss my classmates and those nice memories we had there. walking along the track while leaving, i was thinking of night study 2007 (: those times of running on the track with lawrence, aud and mf, and how we always laughed at them saying theyre a couple. those times of playing bball in the dark then getting whacked and injuries. those times of nyco camp, nightwalk etc. haha.
nostalgiaaaa (:
but i miss them all.
but anyways, then went to amk hub macs. we were deciding where to go, and sillyp*g suggested town. it was already 9.30pm LAH! zzz.
by the time we reach there mos would be close eh. lol.
so in the end we went to amk hub. yawns.
after that i was nice enough to take 135 to go to somewhere out there to switch bus to another service which would take me home but stupidp*g pulled me back and didnt let me alight. ass. made me miss 2 stops, miss 1 bus, and ended up i was stranded at some ulu dark bus stop that i NEVER EVER alighted at before (cos always when i pass by that bus stop it's always that ulu so i rather alight one stop b4 or after. but thanks to that piggggggg) and in the end i took a cab home from there. LOL!
im tireddd!
and someone is holding his own online concert again. this time voice-only though. LOL.
i told of my glory at 12:16 am
Friday, 13 March 2009
something meaningful:
have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
saying something and wishing you hadn't?
or saying nothing and wishing you had?
i guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
if you do, they might break your heart...
but if you don't, you might break theirs.
have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
you can't tell your heart what to do.
it does it on its own........
when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?
too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much,
or even at all.
have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
we tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
but every time we tell a lie,
the thing we fear grows stronger.
life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.
* what would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
* what would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
* what would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
* what would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
* what would you do if you never got the chance to say "i am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?"
people live,
but people die.
I want to tell you that you are a friend.
if you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would be in my heart.
would i be in yours?
you might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
so, i just wanted to say,
even if i never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
i look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you,
most of all I CARE about friends
somebody out there cares about you and always will..
-end-
upline sent me this. kinda unexpected? hahas.
but well, i know upline cares no matter how tough things get and how bad things are.
he'll still protect me to the best of his abilities cos in the whole ve he knows me best.
no matter how much he restricts me, it's always for my own good.
cos upline knows whats best for me. (:
which is why, no matter how much i cry, not matter how angry i am, no matter how sad i am, upline is still my leader and i will follow him..
but to that other special friend there,
yes i care too.
though im not sending this email to you,
i know you understand, and you know i care.
sometimes things are too difficult to explain about this friendship.
but i know i always feel at ease with you around,
cos i know you'll be protecting me no matter what comes our way.
it no longer matters what others say cos i know i have a friend like you who will stand through with me all the way.. (:
i told of my glory at 1:42 am
damn. went back to office today to realise that some bastard pao-toh me to cover his own backside. also nothing much to cover considering the fact that this issue had nothing to do with him.
i was sibeh dulan when upline was telling me about this issue. but then again, my worries before leaving for genting were not uncalled for after all.
but well, this issue is over,
ive protected myself as well as other individuals in terms of our rep infront of my upline and CA. ive done what i can, the others who know about it through the INACCURATE source can think what they want.
but then again, i wonder why that inaccurate source can be sooooo successful at spreading rumours through word-of-mouth when he fails so badly in word-of-mouth marketing?
IRNONICAL JOKE :D
but then again, i have a big big heart. i wont blame him for doing such stuff to me depsite me trusting him after many issues like people telling me about this, about that etc.
though he PROCLAIMED OUT LOUD on certain issues at the CALLING AREA (*hints) it's through this incident that i know who's on my side and who isnt.
but back to the genting pics which winston have passed to me.
looking at those pics, i was laughing. LOL.
damn unglam,
some turned out damn ugly,
some were so damn candid they looked super @%#@$%^&^#@^&,
but super hilarious. HAHA.
photos, im lazy to upload them here.
go to my facebook and see.
am currently still uploading photos there so i wont post the link yet, but i'll update later.
lol.
and something really funny happened in office today.
i was trying to hit winston's leg but ended up hitting his face -,- SORRY LAH, MISCALCULATION. didnt know the raising the back of my hand too much will lead to smacking his face instead. haha.
then after that, wanted to piak him but lost my balance and he thought i sayang him. WALAO EH!
TIRED!
i told of my glory at 12:05 am
Wednesday, 11 March 2009
BACK FROM GENTING (:
wa okay lah, my first trip there. sounds negative. HAHA. but i went there with 3 of my aunts and 1 cousin :D and another 2 bros came and met up with me thereee.
and it was a really great trip with family (:
FAMILY'S THE WORD MANNNNN.
was a 3d2n trip whereby there was lots of fun, laughter, photos, banging (sounds wrong right hehe.) and really great enjoyment.
during the first evening, winston and myron came to genting to meet me :D
YAY-NESS. cos they were in different parts of malaysia also. HAH.
so when they came! we went to sit cablecar! thats the first thing. cos they came by.. car or was it cable car? but anyways, it was really cheap to travel in the cablecar so they both accompanied me considering that it was my FIRST time sitting in a cablecar. ZZZ.
then went to play at the indoor themepark cos anyway the time that i reached genting was like in the afternoon already so i waited till the evening before i went to test-tong the indoor themepark with these 2 bros of mine :D
spent the night at bumpercars and the indoor rollercoaster.
stupid myron just couldnt stop chasing after my car LAH! ass lah he. then i gain momentum wanna bang someone he will zuo luan. buannggggg -.- then i will kb him and winston will bang him. HAHA.
then gang up with others to bang someone else etc. LOL. FUN OKAY (:
and we even did funny things like take pictures of one another while driving. lots of classico from me. zzz. winston is editing the pics. but oh well, cos you know, when someone bangs ur car, you'll have a certain reaction which is pretty unglamarous. and that's what was captured.
then the 2nd day early in the morning they brought me to the outdoor themepark. spaceshot, corkscrew, go kart, flying coaster, cyclone, carousel, etc etc blah blah blah. we really tried out everything scary and everything non-scary. heh! :D
spaceshot was really cool lah, considering that winston was telling me how scary it is, but fact is.. i dont why but i wasnt as scared i expected myself to be. really felt like i was jumping off the cliff or something but held back by the bars but the feeling of my legs flung around SUCKS. LOL! but i opened my eyes (considering that i usually dont do so even for noob-rides) and well, i was looking DOWN. haha. not the scary. probably cos i know im with people i can trust :D
then waaa, corkscrew is cool man ;D it's like, really im the screw being screwed into someplace o.O REALLY turnnnnnns but is damn shiok! HAH. went for i-dont-know-how-many-rounds with winston cos myron couldnt take it after like, 2 rounds? heh. but it was really fun and all, esp when i gradually let go (but fact was winston pulled my hands away from the bars locking me at the seat) such that at the end of the 2nd day i was really really enjoying rollercoasters rather than being afraid of them like how i usually am O.o
took 6 kinds of rollercoasters in all, at least two rounds on each (i really lost count of how many times i took corkscrew) and EHHH, damn shiok okayyy! :D
then in the evening it was once again bumpercars and indoor rollercoaster and we went for supper at starbucks :D the cheesecake is niceeeeeeeeeeeee! (: aunt's treat. hahas.
3rd day morning, we all left for SG together. hahas. cos they were also coming back to SG today also. really funny journey cos we were fighting half the journey back while myron was snoring away.
saw the pretty raindrops when on the bus :D
and winston only understood what im saying like damn long after i said it. cos i have a habit of looking at raindrops on the bus windows when travelling cos theyre really interesting :D
so yea, lots of things happened during this trip whereby they actually took out the time from their own trips to come meet me to bring me around. heh.
realised that someone can actually be QUITE caring though he's being an ass 90% of the time, someone can be so unglam and heck care about it, someone wears spongebob boxers and shows it to the world unbashfully, someone who is damn piggish is really damn piggish, someone who always complains of his fats but fact is he isnt that fat (-.-), someone who is so damn buay paiseh to parade around in his boxers though im in the room, someone who can fall asleep and snore within less than 5 minutes...
blah blah blah, i can just continue on. told you theres lots of interesting stuffs that happened. haha. but i think if not for the two of them coming over i guess i'll be pretty bored off by my aunts running off to the casino and probably me stoning over there. lol. if i even get through the authorities of the casino lah. lol.
oh well, this trip.
definitely fun (:
pictures? HAHA. winston is still editing them. like 200 over pictures. LOL.
pictures tmrw when he passes them to meeee :D
i told of my glory at 9:56 pm
Sunday, 8 March 2009
house of red,
is reborn (:
im so happy over that. and i believe the seniors are even happier over this. :D
finallyyyyy, house of red. yay man :DDDD
and the starcruise incentive,
i shall go for it.
but i'll be away tmrw-wednesday. HEHE. miss me okay :D
i told of my glory at 9:36 pm
Saturday, 7 March 2009
today was a really interesting day (:
had STA S vs S PART II workshop this morning. oh well. should have heed upline's advice and come only for the 2nd session.
COS THE 1ST SESSION IN THE MORNING REALLY WAS A REPETITION OF LAST YEAR'S STA S vs S PART I. -.-
haha. but anyways, i guess it was pretty enriching nevertheless. (:
hahas. mr dewey is really hilarious too :D
then went off to meet timo and gang.
went to Whisk for dinner :D
the yakiniku beef spaghetti and roast chicken is damn niceeee (:
but i felt like a failure cos i couldnt cut the roast chicken with fork and knife -.-
but abi is there to rescue meeeee :D
she could cut the chicken like a pro :D
and i was saying that "GONE AH, my children next time suffer cos i cant cut the roast chicken for them!"
LOL. eunice also couldnt cut okay.
then after that, we went on an interesting hunt for RED MALE UNDERWEAR. cos glenn wanted to buy for his sergeant. haha. damn interesting okayyy we hunt from wisma isetan all the way to takashimaya where we realised there was a huge range of male underwears for glenn to choose the PERFECT ONE. hehe!
took a long way home after that,
didnt feel like going with the crowd.
nah, not emo.
just felt kind of out-of-place with everyone.
but nevertheless, im home LAH :D hah. not that id get lost okayyyy.
going to genting the day after tmrw.
oh well.
mont blanc, lv, cartier, versace.
and the amount of money in the wallet.
thats the difference.
i told of my glory at 11:08 pm
i find that playing around with english is cool.
why didnt i realise this sophisticated satisfaction before?
but winston is probably going crazy trying to surpass that.
i told of my glory at 1:58 am
Friday, 6 March 2009
probably you can say im hostile,
you can say im being a bastard,
you can say im being a arrogant person.
i dont deny.
but i realised that as im too caught up with caring for others, being selfless, (whatever you call it) i will forget about myself.
i revert to the me in the past.
huifang before she joined ve was a person who is very impatient and snaps at everyone and anyone.
huifang after she joined ve became a person who is more caring, more friendly, more approachable, more helpful. bragging? no.
ve taught me these, and i became more conscious of how i portray myself as an individual, as a leader.
but now, stepping up as a manager, there're too many roles i have to fulfil, too many things i have to do. like what upline said, "it gets tiring, really tiring. when your people dont listen to what you say."
last month was a trauma too me. seriously. i did too many things wrong, too many things too late.
im reverting back to my old self.
but i dont want to have regrets this month.
so it's back to the old-school way:
aggressive.
if being a nice person and pampering people gives them the liberty to depend on me far too much than what is allowed, sorry, i have to draw a largely-defined line.
if giving in all the time will make people think im overly nice,
then im sorry. i have to be harsh when things start to get out of hand.
if helping others means i have to jeopardise my own organisation,
sorry. i have to care for my guys.
and i guess ive been suppressing myself for far too long.
i pity people who say they want to fight and do not show it through their actions.
because i had that problem before and i experienced far too many regrets.
and i know they will be sad when they have no result and are sad cos they think they tried hard.
i abhore people who doubt their upline/ manager/ bm/ bgm.
if youre so good, why not prove youre better than them by getting a higher position?
i despise people who cannot accommodate others' shortcomings into their heart.
cos i once spent 6 months trying to break into someone's "narrow" heart.
i hate people who dont listen when i answer them after they ask me.
cos im being nice, and im not for your convenience.
now people are saying that huifang doing 10k pv this month is impossible.
upline thinks huifang can only do 680pv for him this month (which is what is already incom).
mr steven told me "fighting for cruise ma?" i told him yes.
but out there, during a BM meetup, people are laughing when upline reports huifang to do a 10k pv this month.
all people see is huifang helping others and not helping her own upline.
all people see is huifang being a leech on her upline.
so sorry guys,
no matter who you are,eh can
how you are related to me,
whatever position you are,
dont ask me for help unless necessary.
it's just for this month.
cos this is my last month in ve as a full timer b4 i enter poly.
if i can help you, it's the issue of next month.
i have to do this 10k pv this month no matter what.
doing the planning for my organisation didnt even feel tiring, painful, stressful, tough, difficult, or anything. but i just felt empty within.
because i know that this month,
it's a do or die situation.
we qualify for the cruise together, or we die together.
we clear a 10k pv for upline's car, or we lose together.
whats the problem, you may ask.
let me tell you the answer to it.
i grew up too fast in the past few days.
ive realised that it's no longer all about me and upline but me, my organisation, and upline. upline is just there as a shining star, but i have to lead my guys to find our goal.
ive been behaving too much like a immature ME, even after i started wearing the blazer.
but now, it's time to step out.
and make a difference,
and show others what a true red falcon leader is like.
and also, to show that today,
huifang, 107002, marketing manager,
is capable of training up leaders ON HER OWN,
able to create a 10k pv turnover,
and be a miracle, create a legacy, be a talking point,
and be a leader in red falcon.
we'll see who has the last laugh.
and upline is being nice after being hostile.
loNG JuN ™.. Tomorrow Success Is Today Sacrifices says:
i confirm have the last laugh
loNG JuN ™.. Tomorrow Success Is Today Sacrifices says:
you know why i have the last laugh?
loNG JuN ™.. Tomorrow Success Is Today Sacrifices says:
cos i sure hit car
we'll see, longjun. (:
i told of my glory at 11:30 pm
Thursday, 5 March 2009
day was really interesting.
1.2k lv incom already :D
at long lasttttt.
upline, i want to fight for your car.
i dont care about the prestigious cubicle we're supposedly fighting for.
i dont know what's BM position.
i dont know what's 53k lv to bm.
but i know two things:
1. i want my guys to hit their position, i want to see the smiles on their faces. and we all get big paycheques together.
2. i want mr longjun to hit his car incentive.
it's no longer about can or cannot. it's about want or dont want.
cos everything's ready already, it's just up to us to fill up the colours in this drawing.
and i realised,
im really learning now.
im really learning.
thanks upline, thanks CA, thanks BGM cum BAM for giving me the chance to learn.
event hosting training tmr at office :D
just received thistle's call.
YAY.
people who treat me as convenience, i give up on you all (:
it's none of my biz if you strive or die.
i told of my glory at 10:01 pm
Wednesday, 4 March 2009
i wrote down my dreams today :D mr steven encouraged us to do so :D
yayyy. i want to form a band sooooooooon!
besides that,
1. did calling. YAY.
2. embarrassing thing happened today. :/
3. learnt something new. zzz.
embarrassing thing happened. hoping to read about it?
nah, im not saying it here.
but,
this year i seem to be prone to 2 things:
i. losing keys
ii. falling down
you should know what is the embarrassing thing that happened today le.
but well, cynthia laughed like mad over that lah ): bad her. but was really funny. the way it happened was hilarious beyond measure ha.
what i learnt?
treatment of insomnia-
complex condition of chronic insomnia?
1. dont go to bed unless ready to fall asleep (a counter-productive solution to insomnia)
2. doing activites like reading, surfing net etc should not be done on bed cos it will generate the idea in mind that bed is a centre for activites
3. once in bed, dont watch the clock- gives yourself stress
4. develop bedtime routine- eg, showering, or listening to some relaxing music before sleeping
5. maintain a discipline waking time even during weekends
6. seek medical help if the above doesnt help- magnetic therapy! :D
*correct me if any point is wrong.
TMRW IS ANOTHER NEW DAY WITH MANY ACTIVITIES!
tmrw submit sales lo! CALSTARRRR :DDD
i told of my glory at 11:15 pm
Tuesday, 3 March 2009
day started out wrong. lol.
i only reached home at 10.30am this morning. *YAWNs.*
wanted to sleep till 11.30pm and chiong to office by 12 but ended up waking up only at 12.30pm, leaving my poor downline all alone at office :/
afternoon was a blur. haha. OH WELL.
had company update in evening. SOLID. super love the company mannnnn (:
reduced mm to bm quota by 5k lv so means im 4 calstars nearer to my bm position :D
and im like, super glad cos the previous time i tried this kinda "stunt" i was aching all over the next day i went to office, but this time was just my right thigh got the gonna-cramp kind of feeling. HAHA.
IM HEALTHIER ALREADY. lol.
must be due to running home from 2-3 bus stops away like 2/3 times a week. LOL.
EH KOOKOO LAHHHH.
zz.
im feeling so tired during company update but feeling so awake after bathing. ZZZ.
im glad that today i have finally decided to detach myself from the previous thinking i had.
it's gonne be tough to detach, but i'll learn.
cos nothing will come out of this is i persist when ultimately it's not supposed to be this way.
ive learnt.
thanks upline.
i told of my glory at 10:27 pm
Monday, 2 March 2009
im staying out tonight.
dont ask me why,
dont ask me for what.
im just staying out to have fun :D
i told of my glory at 5:55 pm
Sunday, 1 March 2009
i saw 1 maserati today and followed by 3 lamborghinis together.
the maserati is like, SUPER CHIO. is not same as laoban's model. not granturismo. is another model but i dont know what model. it looks like an audi TT though. LOL.
but my mom's reaction reflects that she's -ve towards flashy sportcars.
then a few hours later i saw the 3 lambo together. think there was some labo owners' outing or what, SIBEH IMPACT okay.
1 yellow one at my left, 1 grey and 1 white at my right. WTF PLEASE.
and i saw the grey one first, when i was in this tunnel area. the engine sound sounded like the tunnel was collapsing. SUPER LOUD BUT SUPER NICE OKAYYYY :D
and in addition, i saw 2 RX8s, 1 RX7, 1 audi TT, 3 audi A4s, 2 merc S300, and 1 RED merc SLK.
aiyah, today was look-at-cars day.
im bored.
but tmr is gonna be an exciting day :D
i told of my glory at 10:45 pm
"3 months ago late one night, i looked up into the sky with a stray cat beside me, and i made a promise to myself, that i'll do my best in helping you. overcoming your insecurities, breaking your limitations, helping you to trust and love again. though the one you love ultimately might not be me, i know that seeing you smile is my happiness. im already contented with what i have, a successful career, a supportive family.. but im determined to make a difference while im by your side. during this process, there are ups and downs, and in the end, you may no longer be with me. but i know i've done my best, i have no regrets, i leave, no doubt set back by this, but with enthusiasm to meet new challenges.. cos you have after all, been part of me, and tough and good times we had shared.. fight on.."
this was quoted from him and i blogged that on june 2008.
and true enough, he's not with me anymore.
8 months later, he doesnt even know im already a manager.
i told of my glory at 1:40 am