Sunday, 28 February 2010
I'm here, you're there.
Well, sometimes, distance isnt everything. I'm missing those who arent by my side everyday.
And well, Noel, have a smooth training at... What's that country he's gone to, I cant remember. He sets flight today, and will only be back in a month. Gosh, thats quite some time.
I CANNOT FIND MY BARNEY TRACKS DISC AND I FREAKING HAVE MASCOT THIS SATURDAY. DAMNNNNNNN! It must be hiding somewhere in the house.. I think I've really got too much company stuff in my room :/ Time to tidy up..
i told of my glory at 11:49 pm
Oops, late night again. Poor you, liver. Having to tolerate alcohol and late nights. :/ But I love it when there's someone to send me homeeee! :)
So I had a workshop after Prof Messy's show today in the afternoon, which I helped out with before going over to One Fullerton to meet the SG Magic Party Bus at Overeasy :)
Gosh! The lower level of the bus had like super cool lightings! :) Met up with Erika and Kien there, then boarded the bus! :) Hahha, like mad high I tell you! And this Australian came to talk to me and Ka cos she was sitting with us, she was asking me about me and told me about herself too. COOL :) Super love her accent which I couldnt really catch! Gosh! Waved at random buses and cars passing by and people actually waved backkkk :D
Then went to House, which is at Dempsey Hill. Enjoyed a glass of white wine while having a chat with Kien and Ka under 90% darkness at the outdoors seating :) But guess what, WE GOT LEFT BEHIND BY THE BUS! Gosh! How could they forget the star entertainer??!! And it was only on the way that they realised Kien was missing and called him.
So we headed out to take a cab, and yeaaaa, Dempsey Hill is ulu muchie when it comes to cabs. And one cab comes in to ten people waiting. So we decided to call a cab. After holding the line for 5 minutes, Kien gave up; Erika gave up after 8 minutes; I finally had an operator pick up the call when we were halfway down the hill. But you know what? 2 MINUTES LATER THE OPERATOR SAID NO CAB WAS AVAILABLE IN OUR AREA. Gahhhh! So we continued walking till we came to the main road, and waited for a cab. Like close to an hour had passed after we left our table at House, before we decided that taking a bus would be better -.- Cos even at the main road, no cab was available! Gahhhh! In the end, we took 174 to City Hall, where Erika cabbed home, and Kien and I walked farrrr to reach Loof, where they were LEAVING already. Gosh. Horrible much.. How could they forget Kien at House man.. -.-
Went on the bus to Azzucar! as the last destination, but was tired much already. Kien also bit sian, cos the person asked him to do magic in the pub, which was as noisy as a club. So we went in just to get our drinks, before we waited for the guy to come pass Kien something, but then we saw some Shemales (YES OH GOSH!) at the next table and 2 of them actually gave Kien seductive act sexy looks. OH MAN... Terrifying for me and Kien :/
In the end, we walked back from Azzucar! at Clark Quay, all the way to One Fullerton :P Hahhaha. Cool walk yo :) And on the way when we were at One Fullerton Carpark lift, there were these 4 youngsters whom asked Kien what's in his box and when he said magic, they asked for a trick :P He did a really good one :) And the guy asked for his card. Hahhas. Then we headed for my home sweet homeeeee :)
And super nice of boss! He actually wanted to walk me up to my doorstep cos he worried it might be unsafe :P Hehhe. But no laaaaa, Huifang is an independent girlll! :) But he's really really nice cos he sent me home when he lives all the way at the West! Initial plan was he lent me $50 to cab home in case NETS terminals were down, but he said he'd fetch me home if I could wait! :DDDDD So yeaaaaaaaa :D
Tired much!
Reached home at like 2.15am I think? Or was it 2.10am. Around thereee. But gosh, it was an interesting night! :)
i told of my glory at 2:32 am
Saturday, 27 February 2010
Gosh, tiring day today after all the badminton, movie, arcade, icecream at the beach madness :) But happy!
I found out,
I'm not cut out for playing singles in badminton cos my legs are SHORT and I can't run fast enough to cover the whole court,
I liked watching Little Big Soldier cos the Prince in it has a damn freakkkkkkking hot body,
Xy gets high over playing DDR while Von moans in torture cos she keeps missing even though both of them are playing one player's share of the game,
I still cannot eat Cookies & Cream icecream cos while eating, I was fine, but aftermath was a very very strong puking sensation overwhelming me.
Science show + Magic Party Bus after that tomorrow, am a pampered kid cos Prof Messy is gonna pick me up and after that I can enjoy the luxury of his car or cab down to Magic Party Bus, and go have some fun with those magic people ;)
NO LAH, that's neither the Magic Party Bus nor Tom's car! :P Hehhe. I just want a car like chio like this! :P
Gosh, entertainment everyday. WORK SOON PLEASE! Oh yea, work with Lois starts next Tues :) Looking forward to trying something new out.
I miss my class already, I miss my friends from ex-ve, I miss my 4e6 madclique,
and I miss these girls already!
Taaaaaaa, gonna think of 944390 more ways to get $$ into my organiser :P
i told of my glory at 12:53 am
Thursday, 25 February 2010
Exams are over, wonder why the feeling of elation lasts no longer than a lunch together.
Once the lunch is over, the mood is gone.
But I'm still glad, that today's BAccounts 2 paper was a BLAST. And I seriously mean a blast. It was so great, that even though I reached late for the paper, I still completed it early enough.
I detest boredom, which dawns when I'm not working, studying, or exercising.
Finally a chance to run around tomorrow. And I'm so gonna have all the fun I want because I've been waiting sooo long for this!
PS. I want to secure a good attachment whether is it self-placement or school allocation. It's really soon, you know. Gosh. Goodbye year 1.
i told of my glory at 10:46 pm
They say our friendship looks irksome.
Because I could never fit in with you.
But sometimes, things just work out so well, so well. :)
Some relief for my finger? :(
i told of my glory at 8:10 am
Wednesday, 24 February 2010
A same form of entertainment can be seen as relaxation with one person and stress with another.
Hahhaha. Who said that THAT TIME was the end? I'm just lying to myself. This is neverending. Please finally understand.
When you finally know, the someone will never leave, but always wait, wait and wait. For a friendship.
i told of my glory at 11:35 pm
Tuesday, 23 February 2010
Sometimes when we think things are so bad, so bad, we will realise there are others worse off than us.
I thought yesterday was bad. But today is worse.. I need some support, somebody.
Nah, I'm strong. I'm the garang female bitch who has 2943% of patience in dealing with retards and has 992234% love for stress but I hate studying for exams. Ah, count the number of ironies. Right answer gets a prize.
Just when I'm saving up for finer things in life, I realise my income for this month is low as the rocks at the bottom of the hill. Crapzzz. And I dont have alot of shows to look forward to. How boring and mundane. I wonder what Kien's "there’s also an undercutting system for the more senior artist. i.e. you get passive income for the people who are working under you" referring to. Senior junior buddy system or? So many interesting things to look forward to in my company this year :)
But still, I miss the simplest joys in life- laughing at my Godbro's lameness :)
Well, the middle finger isnt to me. Hahha.
i told of my glory at 10:14 pm
Monday, 22 February 2010
Marketing and Bstats down :)
Whats done is done and can never be undone. Moving on to rule the next 3 modules tomorrow, the day after, and 2 days after.
I think I'm actually enjoying this stress period for abit. Too bad it wont last long, so I should prolly enjoy this while I can ;)
And poor handphone got left on Vonnie's mom's bmw5. Hahha. I actually didnt realise it went missing until like 20 minutes later. That happens when there's lack of love and phonie doesnt ring with anyone's calls or msgs that often. Weh :( Hahha. But nevertheless, handphone was ATAS today!
The beauty of bmw5? 4 people can sit at the back comfortably. Gosh! We actually had comfort, cos we fit well at the back rather than being squashed :)
POM, hi baby!
i told of my glory at 11:18 pm
Sunday, 21 February 2010
Everytime when something goes wrong, I dont know if it's my fault either. Because if I dont do it this way, it would be wrong from the start. If I do it this way, somehow or other along the way, something goes wrong. And then it ends up my fault.
Twice already.
I guess, I can only learn from mistakes. And never make them again once I've learnt my lesson. Like what Winston says, "everything must be in black and white one". So in future, everything, SHOOT EMAIL. Tired.
Bstats and Marketing, Imma gonna enjoy the romance with you under the bright lights of classroom tomorrow.
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A random thought. When you are crazy madly deeply in love, you tend to overlook your partner's flaws and weaknesses, finding that a great sacrifice, a remarkable story of love and that that love will last in years to come, pull through all obstacles and the bonding will grow stronger and he will love you deeper.
Yet, this becomes a joke in years to come, when you flip through those old diary books, those pen inks, those memory lanes, those photos.
No denial that love is an amazing thing, a reason for those laughter joy and piecing together that red heart and making two beat together as one. But love can tear you apart, kill you inside out, leaving you stranded in the rain with a heart ache and attaching a miserable pathetic story, a wrist filled with blood stains and pen knife cuts.
And you become a whole fucked up bitch when that story ends, treating hearts like toys, treating boys like playmates, and deemed to be a player in onlookers' eyes.
And then someone comes along, pulls you up, braves through everything with you, but you handle things differently this time round. Treating your heart the way it should have been treated, a heart of glass, cautious of every move.
Isn't that the same old story for every lady out there whose hearts have been broken before?
i told of my glory at 11:32 pm
Wheee had loads of fun today :) Meh meh. Hehe. Cos I met up with the ZHCO Huqin people!
1. Went to Zhang Laoshi's house at Pasir Ris
2. Lunch-ed at Wu Zhao Pai Seafood :P
3. Cabbed over to Wendy's place at Siglap
4. Cabbed over to Guangtian's place
WOOHOO! :) Once a year meetup at Zhang Laoshi's is always interesting :) Get to see changes in some people! Hahha. Our xiao dou dou Lipchiau became da dou dou alr :P Hehehe. Reallyyyy, gosh!
Lunch at WZP Seafood was goooooooood :) Ordered like 500+ bucks worth of food but got a really big big big discount! :P Shant say the price. But each person's costs incurred was like even lesser than the cheapest student promo BUFFET at any place in Tampines Mall :P Hehhe. Crabs, prawns, chicken, fish, vege, nice muchie! :) All thanks to Wendy's mom's Lambo friend whom is the boss of WZP!
Wendy's place after that! Woohoo! Apparently, the white Lamborghini I had seen when I past by her place some months back was her newly bought Lambo! To think I told Winston, "Don't know lei, from what I remember, hers is yellow Gallardo!" Hahha. Oh well, she bought that new one yo! :D Cool shitxz! Took pics with it, in it, blah blah :P Love that sound it makes when the engine is started. Like totally orgasmic :P Ohkayy, is just a term ohkayy! :DDD But anyways, OH GOSH, I love that car! :P Played Blackjack with the people, took FAT angbaos, watched Lion and Dragon Dance, had steamboatie dinner and off we went to GT's house! :)
GT's house was like their drinking sactuary. Like maddd, there were like 6-7 bottles of Jim Bean, Martell, Bacardi Gold etc on the table for US! Gosh! But I didnt drink. I shouldnt be doing anything funny during this crucial period :) See bro, Imma good girl! :) Played a few more rounds and left after that. Oh yea, GT's parents and his bro are COOL yo :) His bro is 25 and doesnt look like it! :P
Cabbed home and ahh, the cab driver was kinda kuku -.-
Alright, mugging session finale tomorrow! :( Argh, hang on, Huifang! :D
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Update 1.40am:
And sorry Winston, I always underdeliver my promises. Please don't be angry with meeeee :( I will shower you with more sisterly love ohkayy? >< Cos Winston mood spoil = not happy = Huifang not happyyyyyy. Please dont alright? x(
But I'll show you! Have faith in me! (Though you already lost it many times) But trust meeeee! :) Ohhkayyys? Much loves!
I'm glad I got someone whom nags at me and this person is someone whom will be honest with me and tell me when I've done something wrong. Because I believe, that's how we help each other to be better :) Even though sorry, but I really appreciate it. I wont let what today happened repeat itself again.. :)
i told of my glory at 12:46 am
Friday, 19 February 2010
Booooooo! Met up with Winston today! :) Wheee! Went for lunchie at Parkway at Ajisen. Ajisen Crayfish Ramen is LOVE :) Hahha. Went to walk around Roxy Square looking for more Car Rental companies but guess what, BOING, I got turned down by a company straight in the face just because I'm a P plate! Hais! First time tio rejected by company cos of P plate haha! :P
Then went to Fareast Plaza for Mani & Pedi :P Oops. Sinful indulgence again! Hehe.
Met up with Zijie after that, then we walked over to Somerset 313 to meet Celestine to eat at Marche. Waaaa, sinful food please. Zzz. Abstinence from Marche -.- Zzz! Even worse, headed over to Ben & Jerrys for Ice Cream. Gosh -.- Die of excessive fats intake lar wthhhh. :P Hehehhe.
Tired much! Gonna go meetup with my ZHCO Huqin peeeeeps tmrw for visitation! :)
i told of my glory at 11:56 pm
Wednesday, 17 February 2010
My day was mundane much! Spent whole afternoon studying in school, eating unhealthy food for lunch, and getting screwed in my mind by POM :( POM, die die die!
Oh well, shall mug for another few more days. :)
Mark X, Mark X, Mark X! :PPP *Quotes Winston*
i told of my glory at 11:45 pm
Tuesday, 16 February 2010
Went for a Science show & workshop today and to Timo's house after that! :)
Science show & workshop today was with the OTHER Professor Messy, Tom! First time meeting him and guess what, Tom is NICE! :) He's almost as tall as me and speaks with a relatively pitchy voice :P HAHAHA. OH, and he does good magic too! :))) Don't seem like it yo! And after the show, he was nice nice nice enough to ask me where I live and he offered me a lift home HAHHAHHAHA. So he sent me home in his Axio :P Wheeeeeee! Sorry lah, Huifang gets impossibly happy when someone sends me home in their car after a show :PPP Hehehhe! So yea, the show was good! Really, 3 years of experience as Prof. Messy proves so mannnn. And the workshop, splendid! The kids were so obedient! :DDD And a friend of the client came up to me asking for a namecard and enquired about my company :P Happiness max! :)))
Then went to Timo's house in the afternoon :D He can walk already! Glad for him mannnn, get well soon so that we can all go clubbing together again! ;) Hahahhas. But anyways, had lunch and dinner at his place. Played mahjong, super lucky, cos I zi4 mo1-ed a few times. Played Wii, like absolutely retarded people cos Timo's Uncle and Aunt were there also. LOL! But funnn :) Glenn left early cos he had to book in at 7 plus :( Rarrrrrrr! But anyways, had fun cam-whoring with Noel, Timo, ZW and Beijian still! :P
Came home rather than going for shopping cos I'm tiredddd. Studying session in school tomorrow ohhkay! Imma hardworking lil girl who wants to ACE my studies! :D
i told of my glory at 10:21 pm
Monday, 15 February 2010
I LOST WHAT I WON YESTERDAY :(
I THOUGHT I SAFELY HAD IT BUT I LOST IT. AHHHH. TMRW I SHALL RECOUP EVERYTHING AND MORE AND TMRW SHALL BE VICTORIOUS: REPRESENTATIVE OF MY SUCCESS-TO-BE IN 2010 FROM FEB-DEC OKAY :)
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm
Sunday, 14 February 2010
Ohhhhwell, I had some luck today, winning some, hopefully gonna win more when we're gonna play longer. Hopefully, I will win as much as I'm able to cover my outstanding debts. :)
Gentinggggggggggggg I wanna goooo! :P
i told of my glory at 10:44 pm
Saturday, 13 February 2010
Valentines day :) Another year where I have no date for Valentines. HAHAHHA, fine.. It's also friendship day for those unattached.
Well, Winston Godbro, 1b21 AY09/10, 4e6 06 clique, youre loved :)
Vday messages Fang, Wenliang and I wrote in school :)
LOVE right? :) Hehehhe.
Just finished watching She's the Man. Awww, Channing Tatum is darn hot and handsome please :P Hehehhe.
Going out soon ;)
Another song by James Morrison :P
there's so much craziness surrounding me
there's so much going on it gets hard to breathe
all my faith has gone you bring it back to me
you make it real for me
well im not sure of my priorities
ive lost sight of where im meant to be
and like holy water washing over me
you make it real for me
and i'm running to you baby
you are the only one who save me
that's why ive been missing you lately
cause you make it real for me
when my head is strong but my heart is weak
im full of arrogance and uncertainty
but i cant find the words you teach my heart to speak
you make it real for me yea
and i'm running to you baby
you are the only one who save me
that's why ive been missing you lately
cause you make it real for me
everybody's talking in words i don't understand
you got to be the only one who knows just who i am
and you shine in the distance i hope i can make it through
cause the only place that i want to be is right back home with you
i guess theres so much more i have to learn
but if you're here with me i know which way to turn
you always give me somewhere, somewhere i can run
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm
Friday, 12 February 2010
Last day with DEAREST 1b21 AY09/10 in a tutorial class, torturing tutor with our noise, laughing at each other. Ended on a good note, as Mrs Cheryl actually said she enjoyed teaching our class and said it wouldve been even better if we were her care class. Awww. Sweeeet! :P One part of lesson spent on going gaga over our BStats lecturer, his Japanese nephew and blah, too bad we never got a chance to be his tutorial class! :DDDD Hahahha. But well, for those entering LOM next semester, good for them laaaaa. Meh meh meh!
Went to celebrate Afiqah's birthday after class ended. Aww, SWEETNESS MAX-ED! We sang her birthday song so loudly in Pizzahut there were so many people clapping along. :) And well, she was so happyyyyy! An advance 18 celebration for Fifi, hope she was happy!! :DDD
Then shopping! Woohoo! Somerset 313 today. Gosh, F21 queue was madness!! Newlook was ABIT disappointing as it wasnt as good as the one at Suntec, tried heels like nobody's biz, walked walked walked, and came to this shop called Nichii or something like that. Gosh, I saw the top that I've been looking for! But guess what, not perfect. Hahahha. XY and Von know why :P Ka knows too. Oops. But walao-eh-ABIT-revealing-without-tube-top-inside. SHY LEH GIRLS, stop looking! HAHAHHAHHA. Boings! Then saw something similar but even better at OP! But sadly, the design was stripes. Noooo, that top I dont want stripes! I want plain solid colour! Mehmehmeh! Shall keep a lookout and continue searchingggg :D
Tired much! But happy :D Went to Winston's place to pass him stuff and get stuff from him after that. He looks tireddddddd, like really worn out. But well, his exams are over already (envious muchie again!) Thank goodnesss, I was wondering where my Godbro disappeared to alr :P Hehehehe.
[12:07:25 AM] Winston: Pronouced Beh & Peh Pa-hree-bar (french)
TSK. I'm envious much about his attachment. :P but also happy! :)
i told of my glory at 11:47 pm
Thursday, 11 February 2010
I dont believe in love at first sight. I believe in taking a deeper look.
My coursework is still chui to date. Lets see how BStats awards me tomorrow..
And congrats to bro for getting his much-desired attachment company :) Good jobbbbbb! Hahahhas. Because he gets good results, he's got the best attachment to an international european bank :P Gosh, I'm envioussss~
i told of my glory at 11:57 pm
Wednesday, 10 February 2010
Feels like the end of the world when I get lousy coursework results and had a tough paper for Calculus today.
I managed to complete the Calculus paper today but it wasnt a smooth fight. The moment I got it, I kept questioning stuff cos the paper's questions were phrased rather weirdly- complex and indirect english. Thought "Hey, I think I'm screwed" then I realised Von was beside me, screwed worse :/ The questions, seriously, are tough at first look. But after breaking down the questions into main points and irrelavant stuff, clearer pictures are formed and I managed to complete the paper. I dont know if I can get an A. But one thing for sure, my targetted 92% is gone. Is fine though, one paper down.
So yea, as mentioned, B for Microecons, Marketing, BA2,
B+ for POM, all my coursework kind of suck yes?
Only awaiting BStats coursework.
Please let me have at least one tiny bit of hope for my DHL?
I thought I would have someone whom understands what I want. I thought theyd be there when I'm facing such blows. But apparently, no. I've been wrong all along. It's always been 90% for you, 10% for me.. And I dont know if that will ever change..
Its alright. Some things dont ever die, liek my love for you. :)
i told of my glory at 11:12 pm
Tuesday, 9 February 2010
FMLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! Accounts coursework is a B.
DHL, please come to me. Dont run away further and further away from me. :(
Calculus exam tomorrow. Based on my conservative calculations, I need a 92/100 to secure an overall A.
HAHAHHAAHAH. Damnit. Alright, wish me luck.
i told of my glory at 11:09 pm
Monday, 8 February 2010
Met EX-upline at ITAS food court today. He called my name, and talked to me abit. Well, Winston's account name issue is still not settled yet.. :( But well, I was kinda sad somehow when I heard him say that he missed his PCI 2nd stage. But nothing I can do about it either, I've already decided that I wouldnt go back. Not much reason for me to either. More pressing reasons for me NOT to.. :)
Went to meet parents after lessons ended, and guess what, I found a nice place to shop at :D And look at the heels OMG. This is the first pair I tried ONLY! Look at that height lah, killer TTM! OMGz. :P
Ok lah, fat legs. :( I havent really walked through the store though, cos they were closing already :( Shall go there again in Friday- Shopping with girls again! :DDD
i told of my glory at 11:43 pm
Sunday, 7 February 2010
Art & Craft was good, and subsequent show went really well today.
Saw cute adorable little kids, pretty little girls, gave out many sweets, sang birthday song, drew on papers, glued glitter, saw Boss at both shows and took many nice nice pictures of him at work ^^
YAY HUIFANG LOVES MAGIC! :)
I should get a magician boyfriend in future rather than musically-inclined. HAHHAHHA :P
劉謙 is like, my new love please!
见证奇迹的时刻!
Someone ship him from Taiwan to Singapore for me can??? AWWWWW!
MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC ^^ I think my card tricks really quite chui. Must practice more :P
i told of my glory at 11:54 pm
Saturday, 6 February 2010
I feel lethargic. Very very very lethargic. I have to complete MyAcctgLab for my 4 marks of participation but I am very much unmotivated to do so.
Anyway, I almost died on the mrt today. If the train moved off with me caught in that position today, you wouldnt see Huifang anymore after today. I was with my Jap kids and somehow the train door closed a little bit too early and I had to force my way through the doors so that I wouldnt get seperated from my kids. Literally stuck between the platform and the doors. Yah, freaking got a big bruise now all thanks to that.
God of Fortune was good today. Kids mad and adults even more mad. Crazy people to attack and abuse my GOF.
Rush here rush there, rush there rush here. So what if I'm tired? Study, work, work. (Yah, at least I'm done with one job for the time being) I still have to go on with doing what I ought to do.
In your opinion, you are taking away a responsibility away from me, and you are taking responsibility off yourself. But this is not working on my end. This responsibility was my motivation to hang on everyday. And since you decided that I shouldnt be your responsibility, dont let me be. Just let yourself be my responsibility.
Science show tomorrow cancelled, I have 2 shows tomorrow. What a life I've been living this past week :(
无条件为你 不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强 相信你的眼神
不敢想 不敢问
有一天坏的可能
无条件为你 放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强 就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂 如此沸腾
为我爱的人
爱一个人 付出才会完整
无条件 越爱就越深
永远不分
无条件 means 无条件, dont have real or fake one. Alright? :) Jiayou to you! :)))
i told of my glory at 8:08 pm
Friday, 5 February 2010
Got back BStats paper today :) 24/25. Oh well, one mark lost to carelessness- cos I forgot to complete my statement :O Rawr! But anyways, was good. 2 people got full marks though. Arhhh! Jiayou! :)
Went shopping with Von and Yifang again! :D We went to Bugis and shopped here, there, everywhere! I think Haji Lane is cool :D Just that.. The clothes are so not my type haha! :P Saw nice clothes today, still filtering through. Bought one top today ;) Or rather, like short dress laaaaa. Gahh! Stupid Von keep saying I dress very nuah in school! Boinggggg~ But then again, quite true lah :P
CNY is round the corner. I hope CNY comes soon. Because CNY would mean the end of Godbro's exams and mean my exams are round the corner. Exams please come soon and go
soon :( Gahh!
Working hard to keep a GPA of a "safe" uni-entry level is tough! And apparently, I AINT SAFE!
Cut-off GPA for the 10th and 90th percentiles of Polytechnic Applicants offered places for courses at SMU in 2008 University Admissions Exercise:
Bachelor of Business Management
10th percentile: 3.49
90th percentile: 3.83
Representative Polytechnic Grade Point Averages (GPAs) of the 10th and 90th percentiles of Polytechnic applicants offered places for programmes in AY2008/09.
Nanyang Business School (College of Business):
Business
10th percentile: 3.63
90th percentile: 3.92
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFff. NTU wont want me at all. SMU, I'm barely there. Omgzzzzz. What Godbro say is true. :/ Alamaks.
Gotta wake up before 7am tomorrow. Well, I dont have much of a choice! But I will work hard, study tomorrow afternoon! :)
Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Somethings burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm
I want to do a cover for this songgggggggg :(
I've never wanted to do a cover for a song so much before. OH well.. At least finally I've got a duet that I wont go off key halfway cos the girl NEVER sings the harmonising :P
Too bad I dont have a blood brother living under the same roof as me whom can sing with me :(
Boing. :(
i told of my glory at 12:38 am
Thursday, 4 February 2010
Revision has been going well and at a steady, safe pace. Tomorrow after 11am, will be a day of relaxation while we shop for CNY purchases. I guess it will be another mad day out with the girls. ;)
I looked through my phone gallery today and found a video I captured on 28th Janurary 2010 at 12.47am :) I watched the video and smiled to myself, just as how I always do whenever I recall some things that make me happy :)
I think somethings in life are not what we cannot live without. But having them in our lives just makes our lives much better and happier. But with or without, we still have to live on, because today, it's for ourselves ;)
But still,
EH GODBRO I MISS YOU BADLY LEIIIII!! :( Im gonna post unglam-much photos of you online if you still never talk to me after you finish your intensive mugging! :P Hehe joking! Ahh!!! Well, jiayou! :)))
On a sidenote, supposed to meet this senior Mingkwang, (see he got dimples!)
and Luojun (I realised I got NO PICTURE WITH IDOL! :( ) back at NYJC. But MK just told me today the LJ pangsehhhhh! :( Meh! Dont know when then going back to get scores for the performance. Gahh. Miss them muchie! :D But Derek cant go back for the performance cos of workkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. :( Performance is in April. Oh gosh, I miss the feeling of being in an orchestra. Ive given up too much in the past year! :/
Off to worry about my incomplete BStats tutorial. And getting back BStats test paper tmrw! :)
i told of my glory at 11:16 pm
24/7, my phone is on, anytime, for your call or message.
From that moment, as long as I live, I will love you, I promise you this :)
Youre the reason I believe in love. And youre the answer to my prayers from above.
i told of my glory at 3:36 pm
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
They, whom never fail to make my day, trying to block Ebrahim from exiting the Engineering block.
Me, trying hard to make a balloon sculpture, while gradually overcoming my phobia of balloons-twisting. My first sculpture, I didnt even dare to twist the balloon in between 2 parts. Now, this is my 3rd sculpture, I can do so without feeling afraid already!
And poor lil' bat. He fell off while sleeping hanging from the ceiling of level 4 :( Some people almost stepped on him cos he was so tiny and unsuspicious-looking. Naturally, 1b21 went hilariously mad over it, cooing over how adorable yet pitiful it looked, lying on the floor. Just when we suspected that it was dead, it spread open its wings a little.
Do bats have to go to school?
Jiayou everyone, we can do it :)
i told of my glory at 11:04 pm
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for
Im around in good times, in bad times, all the time. No matter rain or shine, exam or slack, I will be there right by your side. If you allow me to.
I dont have to know whats on your mind,
I just hope you'll be there with me...
i told of my glory at 11:58 am
I will wait till the day comes when you'll tell me everything, till the day comes that you will truly accept me into your life.
Because now is what matters. I enjoyed the past, we shall enjoy the present, and I shall await the future.
This is a commitment I made, not to leave.
So I shall wait, I will wait, and wait till you come back for me.
你明明爱的就是我, 但为什么不接受我?
H cannot be together with X cos of their differences. Sad much :( Ending soon.
Disclaimer: It may not be whom you think I'm referring to after all.
I gave up on statcounter, because it brought me more harm than good.
i told of my glory at 2:52 am
Tuesday, 2 February 2010
Got back BAccounts test today. Goodness gracious me. Top in class is 42.5/45 and I'm nowhere near there. Like only one other person whom I knew was 41.5 and others were around my marks. I barely made a midrange B for this paper and I know it was my own fault. I almost and in fact, screwed up half the cash flow statement. Theory was good this time round, in fact :) Well, I felt was good enough for this paper especially, considering that I rushed through it and even left early to go out :/
I feel very lifeless nowadays. It feels like I'm walking around aimlessly in school. The laughter that comes out of me comes with thoughts of Monopoly and Oligopoly diagrams in my mind. Each time I take out my phone I seem to look forward to something that never comes, waiting to hear my phone ring for a call I expect. But things arent always up to our expectations. I've received a number of much unexpected calls these few days. From The Legends at Fortcanning, from some Idk-what-company, etc.
And just when I was expecting a call from Godbro, Benny called me. Unexpected much. I thought it was someone else still. Why does he always appear at such moments??! And he thought something was wrong with me cos of my voice/ tone :/ Gahh!
Wanted to tell someone that TP sent letter to my house regarding my demerits, even thuogh IO Tan had promised not to. But then again, I think he isnt online still. :( Rawr. Dont know where he is. Maybe I really am worrying excessively.
As long as I live, I will want everyday beside you.
I just dont know how to say it to you..
i told of my glory at 10:23 pm
During the upcoming weeks, the smiles might disappear, we may not get to meet that often anymore. But I will be working hard too, while you guys are, and I'll miss you all in the meantime.
I love the smiles :)
I love your smile,
and I will miss the fun, just for the time being.
And till then. :)
i told of my glory at 12:31 am
Monday, 1 February 2010
I have always been confident about my abilities being in a Polytechnic course, putting in extra effort in subjects I am entirely new to, and ensuring that I dont fall behind on subjects that arent entirely new to me.
Whenever I drive, I have 2 phobias:
1. Travelling beside vehicles taller than I am
2. Travelling on roundabouts (Eg. Newton, Parkway Parade area)
I will whine, complain, keep exceptionally quiet, or just curse, whenever either of the above 2 happens.
Today when we got back our Microecons projects, I felt like I had just reached a roundabout in this subject. Where the exit was, I dont know. Going in circles deciding where to go to next. First time receiving a C+ for a project due to my supposedly-lousy individual article analysis, and yet getting a "generally good" (According to tutor) grade of B for my coursework, which is 40% of my whole module.
I reckon the impact from this beats the impact I felt from my Calculus Midsem C grade. For Calculus, I am sure my projects would be able to pull me back to where I ought to belong to. But for Microecons, I dont know. Tutor said, "It depends on your final exam. We will decide whether or not to pull you up from there."
Dont kid me. And I wont kid myself believing I will make it through at this pace I'm going.
Last semester, my coursework for all subjects were ALL A, except for Comm Skills which was a B+. And in the end, I got B+, B+, B+, B, Z. My Comm Skills B+ and CSA Distinction were the only ones which were maintained at that level, the rest ALL fell.
Im not going to believe that I can wait for people to help me lift my grades up. If I'm going to fall out of DHL because of Microecons, I swear I'm going to do something drastic. If I dont keep up my effort for subjects like BStats and Marketing, which I honestly am getting really complacent abuot, I think screw myself, I might just do badly for those 2 subjects too. I'm already not holding too much hope on getting an A for Marketing report. A B+ would already make me happy.
I think I have alot to make up for this semester if I still want to make it to the DHL 09/10.
i told of my glory at 6:50 pm