Yesterday night, I was out with some people whom I hadnt met in a long long time. Someone became a pub singer earning $1.5k in 2 days, someone doing waitressing, someone aspiring pub singer. Dont we have unique present careers? :) We met up for ktv, and went for a long long chat after that, at Macs. We talked about how things have changed, how we have changed.
You know, when you enter VE, you'll feel like you've matured alot. No doubt! But there's a saturation point in VE, whereby you just stop moving altogether.
And when you leave, BAM! You found out you matured even much much more, if you are someone who will through what you've been through, especially if it was a really rollercoaster journey you had there.
And then I also got this realisation yesterday...
SOMEBODY said Huifang, Winston and Jintian left the company because of the following reasons:
1. Huifang gossiped too much
2. Winston and Jintian got into a BGR
CAN YOU EVEN IMAGINE THE POSSIBILITY OF NO. 2 AND HOW NO. 1 CAN EVEN MAKE ONE PERSON LEAVE THE COMPANY? Gosh! When I learn of somethings rubbish much, it makes me even more annoyed at that person than I already am.
The person whom did not allow me to go on the Redang trip cos she felt I would distract her PRECIOUS boy from learning on that trip, (Didnt I still foil her plans by asking him to take care of my girl on that trip cos I wouldnt be around?)
The person whom said I gossiped too much in office, (Didnt I gossip, produce good results in Poly, and make MORE friends than you did?)
The person whom tried TOO hard to be sarcastic, by always saying mean stuff when Winston and I saw her around office cos she didnt want me to get close to Winston at all, (Didnt you get a TOTAL EPIC FAILURE cos you TOTALLY didnt even get close to your aim?)
The person whom flaunts her BMW, but has paycheques of many many many many many many a times, even less than $400?
Who's the one, with a position, with a shrewd mouth, with NO MONEY, and talks like she owns the world?
HEY BITCH, im doing better than you, MUCH BETTER, cos while I'm STUDYING, something that you already CANNOT do, I'm even earning at least $500/ month. What about you? Full time? Committed? Fighter? Dressing well? Flashy car? Results at work= HIGH PAYCHEQUE AND $$? Oh wait, you have everything and anything materialistic I mentioned, except for MONEY :)
Gosh, some people dont ever wake up from their dream. This, to them, a fairytale?
To me, it was a fairytale, cos I had a Car Achiever whom took the best care of me. He always covered up for me and helped me, guided me, taught me, and whenever anything happened, he was always there for me. Even though he looked like he took care of his own people more, I was once under his organisation after all, and he never really left me. IM GLAD :)
I had a nightmare, because I had the worst upline whom only knew how to throw my face on the floor and ruin it, tell others I ran off cos I left with another guy, question my loyalty, and all.
And to think I sided with my upline that much, I stood through with him always trying to reach the goal we had set.
But that's the past.
NOW,
Based purely on my own abilities, my relatively good resume,
I am enjoying 7 job offers, and am enjoying committing to 4.
I am a freelance Mr Bottle's Kids Party entertainer, (doing well, progressing well, gonna be better!)
I am a freelance C.E Mystery Shopper, (oh, standard, love this job.)
I am a freelance Personal Asst to a doctor, (something many didnt know, cos it's really freefreefreelance)
and last but not least,
I am a Full-time Facilitator with CLAN. (it's just gonna get better)
I decided not to take up the offer for Adamkhoo LT Camp Facilitator,
I decided not to take up the offer to help Miss Lois as a Telemarketer,
I am still awaiting for the first event I might take up as a Wedding Planner under B.G? That's unconfirmed though :)
Add up the money I get from there, I'll beat you down anyday, lady.
I got a new Blackberry Bold? :P