Tuesday, 10 July 2007
BOO! im home fr the MOE COMBINED JC concert. haiiis. mixed feelings at the end of the day. so many things concerning me happened today. =x
1st- moe combined jc concert is over. the combined jc orchestra is split. nvr to meet agn. was totally sian-ed aftr the tuning session at tuning room. somehow i felt so... weird. i dno wad tt feeling was. no.1 reason: the feeling of being in an orchestra of strength 100 is smth i miss so much. the victorious feeling when i hear our combined orchestra play the grand ending. though it was pretty screwed, it was stil gr8. no.2 reason: somehow i'd nvr c him agn. unless im tt lucky to meet him outside agn like how i met him at dhoby ghaut tt time. but chances r one in a million. now i know y i said he is cute. cos he looks like nelson? oh man. this sucks big time alright. how i wish the orchestra would practise til next yr then we have the concert. how i wish the orchestra would nvr split. i miss tt feeling. he was just bhind me today. sat just bhind me. tt cramped thr thus tt close. i hated tt. n i felt like walking away. wad made me stay?
2nd- i got sabo-ed by chris mummy today. we were at canteen at arnd 12 smth. then S was thr with some team mates. n stupid mummy went over n said in mandarin "eh S, u have an admirer lei". know wad S replied? "yah i know. huifang right?" OMG LAHS. HURRH?? n he n his team mates turn arnd n LOOKED at me. oh man. thr goes. im famous for the wrong reason agn =x all thanks to beloved chris.
3rd- lessons were kuku boring. slept in all the lects which include chem n pw. =x i just cant help it lahs. i seem to have lost interest in learning? wad happened to perseverance? i dno. i just didnt bother today.
ai hen jian dan is a very very nice song.
im the gradient 0, u're the gradient infinite. we only intersect at one single point. the single coordinate whr we will ever have the chance to intersect. n nvr will again.
i nvr asked for much. but i cant even hear u say that agn.
he behaved weirdly today. no one else agreed with me though. he was really weird. he didnt react like tt in the past. but he did today. so diff. so enthu. so... outgoing. it didnt feel like him. even at his most enthu times he wasnt like tt. sometimes it's tt hard to just forget evrything tt happened within a yr.
the happiest smiles.
facil eliza shared a story with us tt day. i kept thinking abt it today. i dno y.
eliza is a very punctual person. the story bhind it is bcos she had a fren, A, who once was to b late for a meeting with a fren, B, whom A hadnt seen for a long time. A thus cancelled tt meeting even though they hadnt seen each other for a long time. A nvr got to c the B agn. cos B passed away some days ltr.
i told of my glory at 11:58 pm