Thursday, 18 June 2009
suddenly am reminded of my cute emo-looking-dearie panda bear who is currently residing in L.. i dont know whats the locker number. i hope my emo-looking-dearie panda likes his new home, and i hope he feels that his new home smells like his old home..
this panda is special (:
because this will remind me of the april 2009 house-of-red cruise trip to redang islang.
it's what my dearest downline jintian, and winston bought for me on their cruise trip to redang islang. i was unable to go for that trip, due to personal reasons of a person. not MY personal reasons. due to the person's personal reasons, the person made a choice, and i wasnt ALLOWED to go for the trip. they didnt fulfil that purpose of barring me from going though. because what they didnt want me to do, still happened on the cruise, not my fault though. and well, it was really sweet of them to still think of bringing something back for me from that trip. (:
oh yea, and i remember jintian seemed so afraid to give it to me when she came back, because of some things that happened on the cruise which made people talk. and made me lose faith in both her and winston, and i got so dulan-ed with her. and what made it worse, was my ability in hiding my displeasure from her eyes. she did not know how i felt, until i told her sometime later.
but thinking back, i was a tad too dumb to simply believe in what others say, rather than trust my dearest bro and sis.
haha, nice try, people out there.
but now i know that despite how rare true friendships are in ve, i know that i have trustables like jintian, winston, zihui, ernest, darren, eunice, cynthia and diming with me, and jiao wey kakis like myron, eric etc, and love like i never loved before, whether or not they are still in the company. but it's there that i found them (:
im feeling happy that my takehome from venture era is not just on mind and skills development, but also such friendships like theirs. i can say that in fact, in my whole life, ive never realised that such friendships were that important. as the saying goes, that when at home, we rely on relatives; when outside, we rely on friends. good friends i trust with my life. i shall complete my ve reflection tmr ;D bet you all never knew i was doing it all along.
but anyways, tmr i shall go visit my panda is his new home ha (:
or rather, later.. ;D
i told of my glory at 2:24 am